#and Very Distracted right now

[nowritingonthewall]

The baby!Poe look 🥺🥺🥺

#oscar isaac #som #so sorry for the posts I'm just trying very hard to distract myself from rl right now

[ginalinettiofficial]

rewatching st s4 and just. lucas. love of my life he was trying so hard to do the right thing…. he’s still just the protector guy…… him and steve just…. two bisexual self sacrificing jock peas in a pod……

#d speaks #st #stranger things #stranger things s4 #lucas sinclair #steve harrington #they are really. just my two babies!!!! #ep 2 and 3 w lucas knowingly and willingly putting himself into a very dangerous situation and joining unstable aggressive teens #on their literal manhunt. so he can keep an eye on them and divert their attention away from his friends however possible #when they visit band practice and jeff is like ‘lucas???’ the look lucas gives him of ‘DUDE PLEASE IM TRYING TO CONTAIN THIS SITUATION’ #all the little white lies he keeps telling. the way andy gets in his face right away from the first morning #the way jason is like fr man this isn’t your fight we will still consider you a friend if you bounce now and lucas seems to genuinely think #that eddie DID kill chrissy or was wrapped up in it. and he still said no i’ll stay and protect eddie because eddie is a part of his circle #and he knows that where eddie goes dustin and mike follow and so he actively chooses to keep himself in a dangerous risky ass situation #just so that he can have intel and work to distract them from his people #also. i know it’s a separate thing but still dying over the little erica and jason at the sinclair door scene #fucking hysterical

[thetarttfuldickhead]

Like Phil, I’d like to think that Jamie and Keeley still go to Brazil, in spite of the boys’ recent fuck-up, but I’d also like to think that Roy comes with them. Not because Jamie and Keeley can’t be friend on their own or wouldn’t have the best time doing Brazil together – they would! – but because I think Jamie might be conscious, given everything that’s gone down recently, of potentially upsetting what he currently perceives as a rather delicate balance.   

Maybe he brings it up a few days later before they head over to Keeley’s for a joint apology, or maybe it happens already at the holy kebab place, once they’ve had a few bites and a chance to settle back into their normal; a little worse for wear, but with no lasting harm done.

And Jamie fiddles with his sleeves and makes little faces as he tries to decide what to say (and Roy notices and waits with some trepidation) and in the end he just comes right out and says it, because that’s what Jamie does, isn’t it?

“I asked Keeley to go to Brazil with me, for that Nike thing I’m doing.”

Roy blinks. He hadn’t known Jamie was doing a Nike thing. Jamie might have told him, but Roy usually stops listening whenever he starts blathering on about brands and clothes and shit, so yeah, if told he hadn’t heard.

“What did she say?” he asks after a slightly too long and awkward moment of Jamie looking up at him, almost through his fucking eyelashes, trying to gauge his reaction.

“She said yes.” And hastily, as if worried what Roy might say or do if given a moment to, he adds: “I didn’t do it to try to get back together or anything. I mean, I do wanna get back together and she’s my friend and I love her and I thought we’d have a great time, yeah, but also, she’s great at PR and all that stuff, so. Yeah. That’s why I asked her to come. Make sure I don’t fuck it up.”

And because you want her to be your girlfriend. Roy doesn’t say it, though. Neither of them want a repeat of what went down at the bar. This isn’t Jamie trying to goad him or hurt him, he’s pretty fucking sure of that, so he’ll listen carefully to everything Jamie has to say, and then he’ll react like a fucking grown-up.

Probably. Possibly.

“Anyway, I think you should, like, come with us.”

Fucking what now? “What?”

“You should come with me and Keeley to Brazil.” Jamie is nodding his head decisively, as if repeating the statement has fully convinced him of its veracity.

“You want me to come with you and Keeley to fucking Brazil?” Roy is aware of sounding like a demented parrot, but he doesn’t give a fuck, does he, because he doesn’t want there to be any fucking room for misinterpretation here.

Jamie doesn’t seem particularly concerned about Roy’s tone. Too used to it, probably. “Um, yeah. Yeah. I mean, probably can’t get Nike to pay for it, right, but you’re rich, so you can just get your own ticket and you can stay with me and Keeley in this villa they’ll set us up in. Can’t mind that.”

Which all sounds very reasonable, of course, but still doesn’t answer the most pressing question:  “Why?”

Jamie makes a face. “What do you mean, why? Because I don’t want shit to be weird between us, mate. And I think it’d be weird if Keeley and I went away and you stayed here after what happened, you know. Besides,” he adds, and suddenly he looks slightly shy; younger than he actually is, and vulnerable, “It’d probably be fun, yeah? All three of us going, together. Because we’re friends and all.”

And there’s something sharp and jagged turning in Roy’s gut at that, because underneath Jamie’s claim there’s a note of uncertainty that Roy had no trouble whatsoever guessing the origin of, and he adds it to the long list of things he hates himself for.

He doesn’t know how to express any of that, so what he says is, “Yeah. I guess. I’ll think about it.”

Jamie’s grin is immediate and wide; relieved and triumphant in equal measure, like he’s already won – like he already knows for a fact that Roy’s going to say yes.

Roy can’t even find it in him to mind that the little prick is right.

And then they all go to Brazil and I’m currently thinking that nothing further really happened between them there, because apparently they all need to do a little more thinking and feeling and figuring themselves out, but I’m sure they still had a grand, grand time of it.

#just want to be very clear that i absolutely think that jamie and keeley could and should do things on their own #as should keeley and roy #and roy and jamie #no matter what form their future relationship takes #i just think that RIGHT NOW jamie might be conscious of things getting weirdly skewed if him and keeleys goes off on their own #and he very much wants to get back with keeley but he's not ready to sacrifiece his relationship with roy for it #so FOR NOW it's a little bit of a balancing act #jamie tartt #roy kent #roy & jamie #roy/keeley/jamie #roy x jamie x keeley #ficlet #ish #i am trying to write a serious meta about the bar fight AND answer some asks but i keep getting distracted #whoops innit

[tippenfunkaport]

(Posting this in the dead of night literally just so I stop fiddling with it.)

Some time ago, I saw a picture of Alaina Scott in a confusing bathing suit and wanted to see Glimmer in it. I have since made that happen because I can.

#in my brain #this was going to be a very simple edit... #untill I realized Alaina was a lot taller than Glimmer #so I had to totally redraw her body proportions #then I got distracted trying to do lighting stuff even though it was supposed to only be a quick thing #and i will tinker with it for the rest of time if I don't post it right now so i can't #tippen attempts art #glimmer #spop #shera #she ra #alaina marie scott #fanart #bathing suit #bikini #i did not draw the bg obvs as it's a photo #like all my art attempts dont look at it too closely my lines are a mess lol #alaina scott #eminem #(she's his daughter)

[uhbasicallyjustmilex]

#also any general feedback/thoughts on what you’d like to see from the video are very welcome!! 💞 #this project has been a little more of an undertaking than i originally anticipated #there’s just SO MUCH material 😭😭 #but it’s been so much fun too #and a very welcome distraction from my general life woes right now #god bless them and their total inability to keep their hands off each other 🥺 #milex #tlsp #the last shadow puppets #polls #lulu posts

[turnabout-cats]

day 121: ominous cats for ominous days

#hi. i'm very angry about the indonesian presidential elections right now #the fucking. war criminal is projected to win the majority vote #it sucks to be an indonesian right now lol #decided to post today to distract myself from what i know are not promising results #ace attorney #gyakuten saiban #ace attorney investigations #gyakuten kenji #miles edgeworth #mitsurugi reiji #proto badger #turnaboutcats

[g0nta-g0kuhara]

#shut up me #id in alt text #Hi! I'm feeling very anxious right now! #If anyone has some kind words or something to distract id appreciate it

[daisychainsandbowties]

May I request Sushi pics for caturday? <3

🥺🥺 will you accept this very late smol guy sunday pic instead?

#he is still so incredibly small but very full of cat milk right now 🥰🥰 #anon #sorry it took me so long i was distracted yesterday 🥰

[direwombat]

mmmmmm listening to murder ballads of 1816: the year without a summer by american murder song and...i think it sparked some inspiration for a supernatural western original storyline where syb would make a good protagonist

#very little of her backstory and circumstances would change too #throw in a little 'mark of cain' here. some demons and angels there. #my biggest puzzle is dealing with the period typical sexism lmao #that said she would be cross dressing/disguising herself as a man #maybe i'll subtly adapt/rename 'jacob' into a demon with a hellhound in this one #dw i'm still working on katc and i want to finish her #but like a magpie i am suddenly distracted by a shiny new idea #mind you it's ALL VIBES right now #whining wombat

[findmeabowlofundertale]

I keep doing these I can’t stop

THESE TWO ARE SO STUPID. Absolutely an idiot couple. (I just need to buckle down and GET THERE in the actual FIC.)

text post doodles: [part 1], [part 2], [part 3]

#⁂ text posts #BUENOS DIAS WINGDINGS #does anyone even know that stupid meme anymore #i absolutely believe he does the googly eyes when he’s surprised/intense and that’s where papyrus gets it from #whoops someone’s jealous they don’t have skin #and someone ELSE is bragging about technically not having bones #‘‘can i get a frickin uhhhhhhhhh boneless asteri??’’ #in the sandwich one I poorly drew Gaster’s magic hands doing the sign for ‘soap’ #asteri is so smug in that last one skdhshjss #smacked his butt so hard he dropped all his papers #THERE’S BARELY ANYTHING TO SMACK #well. i do really enjoy the concept for that for whatever reason when wearing clothes skeletons fill them out like they have flesh #it just cracks me up bc one time zarla drew a comic about it with papyrus putting on a normal shirt and he looked muscular #it was so funny it changed my brain forever #so anyway. there may be. potentially. something(???) to smack?? #Gaster’s a beanpole regardless though #mostly. i’ll get to that another time #in case tumblr eats the quality the tiny text on the bottom right of the last one says ‘‘omg how am I supposed to work now??’ #(bc now he’s very distracted) #accidentally made Gaster face right in every single one of these #seeker draws #seeker oc #asteri #seeker gaster #alphys #⁂ memes #⁂ gaster #⁂ art #dingsaster

[ewil]

i have watched hours upon hours of japanese train videos maybe i should just go full autist and try to memorize the name of every single model type they got

#favorite type of video im really into right now sre the ones from rush hour in tokyo #people try their absolute best to fit into those carts and somehow like magically succeed #i like when they have those guys who have it as their job to just push people in when the doors close it looks fun #like get in there~~ ^__^ *pushes you until your bones break* tehe dont be late for work/school! ^_^ *your designer bag has been demolished* #actually maybe i will not memorise the trains they have so many.. i should try and see if i can memorize the train lines #<- notice how i am very confident in my ability to memorize but never use it for anything useful. this is my philosophy and teachings #otherwise i also have hour+ long japan train station livestreams on (often old archived vids almost never live) so peaceful i love thetrains #<- as in i have those in the background while i do something else #<- but sometimes i get so caught up and interested i get distracted #also lastly i just wanna say how much i love the whole densha otaku phenomenon and how not unusual it is over there #ewil's reasons for visiting japan leaked: buy stationary go to live houses and ride epic trains

[thebirdandhersong]

hey will be off tumblr for the rest of the week - things are Happening again and my head feels ready to explode.........would really appreciate prayer again. I'm constantly feeling like I'm on the brink of something (I don't KNOW what) terrible and I need to figure things out without before my body really DOES decide to shut down from the stress and the strange depressive dread that has been very difficult to shake this month. I would like to not feel like crying or throwing up at certain points in the day and also would like to not be so exhausted in the heart and mind area so that I can actually deal with these things. Especially since finals are looming ahead

#wish i had my support network but what with all my friends being so busy #with school work engagements marriage pregnancies housing issues #and my priests both up to their ears in work and all my older sister figures #having issues and more important things to deal with and my family being one of the sources of high stress #i dont have anyone to talk to or go to at the moment #so i need to figure that out before i have another health crisis because my body's starting to give up on me #(again) #on top of that there needs to be planning in place for the summer and next fall and graduation #i just want to stick my head in the ground like an ostrich and stay there!!!! instead of wading through this mess during midterm season #and having to start finals the WEEK after midterms end #complaining again sorry #i am so tired and trying to be cheerful/distracting myself only lasts a few hours #im trying. i promise im trying. but the world seems rather bleak right now #and it is very hard not to feel so very alone #anyway i love you all and i'll see you soon

[dummerjan]

Question Tag Game Thingy

I was tagged by @die-schwanenkoenigin - thank you for always tagging me. Current book I’m reading: Technically Buddenbrooks by Thomas Mann, it's been the same answer for almost two years now. Very much enjoying it (though I have no clue why), but also very much not actually reading it 99% of the time. However, my laptop needs to be repaired during which I will have to make do with a desktop computer which does not go well with me spending most of my time home in bed. So I should really dedicate that time to non-digital media and make some progress with the book.

Last song I listened to: Придёт вода - Yanka Dyagileva

Currently watching: Nothing really. I finished the new hbomberguy video this morning. I got halfway through Love at the End of the World on GagaOOLala last month and I really should pick it up again before my subscription runs out.

Current fic I’m reading: Just the new chapters for fics I am subscribed to. This morning I was up way too early, so I could read the latest insert cash or select payment type chapter.

Next on my watchlist: Cherry Magic - I am so excited for Saturday!

Current obsession: No active media obsession right now. Well, I suppose we can count Jeff Satur, that fucking menace. And real life stuff, lots of exhausting, not-fun obsessing on that front. I'd much rather it be about a silly gay show though. tagging: @imminentinertia @hummingbooks @scarefox @sorry-bonebag @lady-guts @ilovetextingandscones

#meins #playing tag #the quickest i have done a tag in ages because i am #taking a break from a drawing assignment right now but i really need to get back to it. plenty left to do tonight. #and i am NOT practiced nor gifted in that regard #and also in the process of getting sick so i am not in the best mood and also tired #but this was a very welcome distraction thank you <3

[eleneressea]

Help, I can't stop imagining the pregnant!Maedhros idea as a terrible VC Andrews fusion fic. 🙃

I was basing it on Willie O Winsbury with more hurt/comfort flavors, I can offer you no help with your (pseudo-)incest.

So I'm thinking about this: Fëanor knows that a child needs two parents to support and nurture their fëa, that Maitimo is at risk of fading if he tries to support the child alone, and that Fëanor isn't the child's parent and so can't adequately support his grandbaby's fëa—just Maitimo's. Which means that someone will need to go get Findekáno in order to save Maitimo's life, and they need to do it now, and so Fëanor has to accept the inevitability that he can save his eldest son's life, and possibly his grandbaby's as well, or he can keep Fingolfin away, but he can't do both.

#either feanor sends them or at least one of the brothers steals a ship and sails back while he's distracted with maitimo dying #'hello feanor very definitely sent us we need findekano to come right now please' #but honestly i think that feanor would grit his teeth and complain endlessly but he would send for findekano #not sure how wide the belegaer is supposed to be but if fingolfin's people can see the fires at losgar it can't be that wide

[front-facing-pokemon]

#angle under the cut where you can see their eyes because it is NOT very flattering from the front #sharpedo #this is the fucker that zooms after you like a missile in the swsh DLC‚ right? i think it also does that in sv. it's scary honestly #it's so fast. and it makes that big ol' zoomin' effect like the third nozzle in super mario sunshine. i don't remember what it's called but #it's the gray one. super mario sunshine is my favorite mario game which i feel like is not a very popular opinion #but it tracks because i had a gamecube as a kid. so games on that tend to be some of my favorites because nostalgia i guess #luigi's mansion‚ super mario sunshine‚ pokémon colosseum… #i could go on and on about these games. honestly. luigi's mansion is one of my favorites of all time. i still think it's great even as an #adult. it's much better than the other luigi's mansions in my opinion‚ though i guess my opinion Might be clouded by nostalgia #although i would like to think i can look back on it with a critical eye. i still replay it basically once a year cuz it's super short #i think it's super atmospheric and the later two luigi's mansion games don't really capture that same aesthetic #of… what basically amounts to like. a horror aesthetic. which is weird to say because it's a kids' game but #y'know i'm also not putting my whole brain into these tags right now bc i'm distracted but i hope i am making sense #fellow luigi's mansion fans know what i'm talking about. this is not about sharpedo so here is sharpedo #i believe this'll be posting on the last day of my outing when i'll be flying back home. so. finger's crossed #nope i just queued it and it's the day before i'm flying home. either way‚ good luck‚ future me