#and everyone fucking went along with it

[plaguedocboi]

I really really think that the scene where Ahab asks his harpooners to donate some blood to temper his cool evil harpoon in and they go “yeah sure” is a deeply underrated Moby Dick moment.

#because yes that is a bizarre fucking request #but it’s Ahab. we expect him to be edgy and unhinged #the fact that everyone went along with it?? absolutely wild #everyone on that ship is insane except starbuck

[codecicle]

Do you know any good qsmp lore supercuts? I want to watch more qsmp content (since i've really only been following along with liveblogs; i only really watched wilbur's vods almost up to when the eggs were first supposed to disappear) but there's so much to watch and it doesn't all hold my attention.

https://youtube.com/@QSMPInfo?si=FUrtOTX89-XRWLvF

^^ this is the official qsmp lore recap channel!! honestly the best source I think you could get they condense so much of it so well. as for more recent stuff they haven't gotten to yet I'd recommend going on twitter (yeah i know I'm sorry 😔) and looking through your language of choices update accounts!! they're all run by official admins and have translated updates on every streamer per day. its a lot of lore but also liveblogging is how most people consume other lore, since there are people constantly streaming on the server. i look through the qsmp tag when i wake up in the morning and get home from school like a newspaper LMAO

typically I'd just suggest the twitter accounts, the recap channel, picking at least 2 or 3 different streamers to watch casually and looking through liveblogs. im a huge charlie guy obviously but I've literally never seen a cellbit stream before despite him being one of my favorite characters, I only know him through other streams and liveblogging. my spanish streamers don't stream on there anymore (cmon mariana and rubius D:) and so i mainly get Spanish updates from Spanish speakers on here!! point is you're doing great already LMAO just watch some of the recaps and look through the update accounts and you'll be fine.

(plus every stream they have to relay old information from one person to another so eventually you will get a lore info dump if you want to or not)

#i make yet anothet post just for me 👍 #we have mail :] #AUGUAHJGFHH IM SORRY I DONT HAVE BETTER ANSWERS LMAO I WISH I DID!! #best recap of the story over the past couple of weeks that no channels have really covered: #the federation (big bad) kidnapped the eggs from the parents while everyone was asleep. this wasnt this first time theyve done this but!! #this time felt much different. like they were really gone for good. #forever was given brainwashing pills by cucurucho (federation worker/census bureau for the island) #and these pills fucked him up BAD. he keeps hearing a ticking clock sound and whenever it gets the loudest he snaps and takes more drugs #bbh has been grieving and every stream he loses a little more color. he lost all of his color and streamed his 'acceptance' stream #where he kidnapped the drugged members and put them in cages along with torturing fed members to get them to talk #phil finally logged back on and with tubbo and fit's (? I think) help they covered the main federation building in cobblestone and lava #essentially just griefed the server as a threat LMAO #phil wrote and delivered a note that essentially said 'give the eggs back by the end of the week. or else' #then we got cryptic messages that cellbit decoded #they said: 'the answer is not in the center' #that all leads to todays stream where charlie tubbo and roier went to the center of a maze they found through coords #(that fred not the feds gave to them in 3 seperate books) #and there was a wheel in the center surrounded by all of the eggs items. tubbo spun it and it landed on 5 #then lava poured from the ceiling and mobs spawned kicking all three of them out #now this saturday (or tomorrow i think?) is a huge stream that was teased a couple says ago with the roman numerals 2 #and the spinny wheel in the maze was written in roman numerals #so we think todays stream and all the lore is leading up to something with the eggs tomorrow/Saturday i forgor the date #and thats basically whats been happening this past few days!! theres a LOT more lore than normal dw we have just been experiencing. #The Horrors. this isnt normal LMAO #qsmp #<- forgot to tag this

[alexoreality]

Every fcking one of my AUs is an Ace lives. Both Ace and Sabo (even if he didn't even remember yet) were fan of L as well. Every time people ask, "L just gives off this feeling that they're both safe when I listen to his song...."

Time skip to the concert....

Luffy: Oh crap, my brothers are here...

@yuukioku77

#L the Diva AU #one piece #monkey d. luffy #luffy #one piece au #portgas d. ace #sabo the revolutionary #sabo #L #ace: so my brother is a fucking idol now #sabo: I'm not complaining #they were the loudest in the concert #and Sabo was doing revolutionary business ToT #the division commanders went along with ace since they were curious on who L really was #Straw Hat Luffy keeps blowing everyones minds

[pavlovers]

actually nvm im not emo anymore 🤧

#will i ever be truly content with the ending ? no 💀 but ! everyone looks so cute nd im happy that my fav freaks are able to be silly :p #i have mixed feelings on chifuyu narrating this chapter tho lmao 😭😭 #i mean its great that he somehow remembers everything that michi went through nd their friendship wasnt lost #BUT I CANT GET OVER THAT LIKE. ONE TAKEHINA KISS PANEL AND ITS JUST HIS UGLY CRYING FACE AT THE BOTTOM 😭😭 #i kinda love that for him tho like shit make their day all about yourself king #i wouldn't have taken the whole takehina ending seriously either way #tokrev aint even about them at this point its about the collection of freaks takemichi collected along the way 😭 #what other thoughts can i put out there... #omg sanzu being an influencer is such a slay. i love how he looks exactly the same as he did in the bonten timeline #he just slays online now instead of yknow with a katana in real life ! #kazus adorable. izanas adorable #I LOVE THAT SOUTH IS JUST THERE. IDK HOW THEY MET IN THIS TIMELINE BUT FUCK IT YEAH HES INVITED WHY NOT #seeing timeskip mikey again just confirms my initial feelings towards manila mikey which is that he was ugly 😭 #IDK THE SHORT HAIR DOESNT SUIT HIM IMO 😭 I WAS HOPING THAT WAKUI WOULD GIVE HIM A NEW HAIRCUT THAT WE HAVENT SEEN BEFORE #its ok tho im happy that hes actually happy ! and that the future he wanted with emma and draken and their baby came true 🥲 #WAHH THAT TOO 😭 THE FACT THAT THEYRE MARRIED AND EMMA IS PREGNANT WITH THEIR FIRST CHILD LITERALLY SOBBING 😭 #its what theyve deserved this whole time !!!! #what wakui did to naoto was a crime tho 😭 why does he look like thatttt #bring back detective naoto 😭 current naoto looks more homeless than takemichi that doesnt sit right with me 😭 #im rocking with long hair hanma. shuji just some guy hanma 💀 #wakui making mikey looking at takemichi like that the opening panel like we know what they are 🙄 just had to remind us #thats all i think... its finally over 😭 i may have my grudges but i truly loved reading this weekly for over a year it was so much fun 💗

[lightyearssurrogatedaddy]

ErrInk beause I once again got bored

He had a stool and a plan.

If only Error would stop moving.

They were at Blue's house, wandering through the wide downstairs living room and circling up and around the upstairs in a sauntered, very gradual chase. He waddled after him and put the stool down, and Error immediately meandered away in humor. Back down the stairs, then clambering on the top of the couch and walking the rest of the way before hopping down, evading Ink as he tried to get in front of him, snickering, and going back up. Ink having trouble catching the legs on the steps and struggling to reach the top of the railing, then taking a moment to rest and picking up the stool again. Error acted like he was looking at something in the corner of the room when he wasn't moving, and behaved as if the reason he kept moving was because something interesting caught his attention.

Blue was watching this strange parade from the kitchen, leaning on the edge counter and out of the path. In mild amusement and confusion he smiled whenever Error stopped long enough for Ink to stand on the stool, then waltz away again with a disgruntled hiss following him. The little game had a point to begin with, and he'd get there eventually, Error would tire out or sit down, stop to talk to Blue or turn around and ask Ink what his deal was. And he had all the time in the world.

Following back up the stairs, swinging the stool to balance on his head and making careful steps up. One at a time. And reached the top in a shorter amount of time than last time. He put the stool down again, took pride in his accomplishment, and stalked on to the glitch at the end of the railing. Staring off into space. Ink snuck along the wall for comedic effect with a goofy grin, and slowly leaned over to set the stool beside him. He was gunna move in just a second, so he hopped up and got from his knees to his feet.

He waited, Error didn't move and gave a squinting glare. Going according to plan, he attempted to cup Error's face, and in response the glitch jerked away and ducked to speed-walk down to the end of the railing. Another fun failure, Ink picked up his stool and set off again. This time when Ink got to the living room, he found him cowering behind Blue in the kitchen. Inconspicuously, of course, leaning his back into the wannabe and hunched over his phone, probably typing something into the notes app.

Blue had his head resting between his thumb and pointer, exhaling laughter with a pained look on his face.

The doorway to the kitchen was small, and luckily the counter just barely reached the frame. He hammered the stool down, which Blue did not like, and clambered up grinning. Staring equal with Error he cracked his knuckles and shook them out thematically.

Error wore something between grimace and worry, and stood stock still as Ink's itty hands reached for him. He pulled him close, leaned in, and left a little kiss on his forehead. The glitch gave a whine of words and pressed the phone to his nose, heavily squinting at Ink. Then he ran away.

When Ink looked though Error's phone later, the notes app at a recent new addition.

Several exclamation marks, a whole paragraph of the laughing emoji (with the rare appearance of the middle finger emoji), and then an emoticon at the end:

"(:<"

#utmv #undertale au #undertale #errink #fanfiction #ink sans #error sans #oneshot #maaan idk what i'm doing but i had the fragment of an idea and went with it #nobody ever talks in my oneshots its kind of funny #everyone's suddenly nonverbal #eats my skin #sorry if its outta character #i'm a funny guy with some funny writes #i keep it to close as canon as i can but yk i fuck up sometiems #(most of the time dw abt it) #i hit 60k words today and most of it is errink #along with the random short story with killer and horror #i walk up and I go "mother i think i have a speical interest' #and then scurry away like a rat

[nibwhipdragon]

Thinkin abt the fact Joseph most likely had a really fucked up childhood again

#he's so adhd-coded. he's been arrested 3 times before finishing his teen years. he had no friends until smokey #who he became friends with at 19 #and smokey has literally stolen from him but Joseph became his friend because he was getting fucked over by the cops #strong picking on the weak and picking on the ones that couldn't stand up for themselves and all that #it isn't even subtext at this point his ass ABSOLUTELY got bullied or worse at school #AND HE WENT THROUGH EDUCATION IN THE 1920S GOD FORBID. #he's so fucked up #HAUGH #everyone talks about Joseph having ptsd from The Pillar Men but what about Joseph having ptsd from literally existing in school #WAIT WAIT WAIT OF COURSE HE GOT ALONG WITH CAESAR SO WELL THOUGH THEY FOUGHT LIKE ALL THE TIME #CAESAR ACTUALLY DIDN'T MIND HAVING JOSEPH AROUND (and cared a lot for him but Joseph doesn't know this so) #THE BAR FOR JOSEPH IS SO FUCKING LOW IT'S A TAVERN IN HADES. #I'M GOING TO PISS. #ok gn i will go to bed now maybe

[binders-and-beanies]

On new year’s my fuckin. Partner met my ex gf who I hadn’t seen since our breakup almost 4 years ago and we both met her fiance for the first time? Not as weird as it seems in context lol there are a million highlights I could describe but I think the funniest moment was when I was left alone w her fiance and he immediately asked me “tits or ass,” I said “ass” without hesitation, he went “lol I was curious bc with [my ex] it could go either way” and I was like “well if you look at the proportions of my current partner,”

#that and we were (lightheartedly) discussing the situation that lead to our breakup n she said ‘u were right all along n I’m sorry’ #*calls my old therapist* you’re not gonna fucking believe this amy #no but it all went rly well everyone got along great n it was cool for my partner to have context for my most serious prior relationship #mine #txt #personal

[myownprivatcidaho]

whats tough about like. Having Chemistry and spending time with someone at the start of the spring semester is that valentines day is coming up and its like a make or break point with what you may or may not Be and you have to question what direction things are headed in and its a pressure just Not present in the fall semester idk. idk

#we uhhhh. kinda hit a bump in the road ...... idk. #hes. been very gentle and kind and understanding about where im coming from and so we havent talked in a couple days but just .... #god ok fuck it. we were hanging out saturday night and at some point we were going somewhere where parking sucked so i just suggested we go #in his car rather than separate bc finding parking for ONE car is a Struggle. anyways so afterwards we went back to where i parked my car #and i hahahhaaaaa was NOT leaving. it was just past midnight and so we were just hanging in his car talking for abt an hour #in there at some point i told him about that last crush and how it dragged on and he was like jesus CHRIST sia thats a lot #i was reclined in my seat and shutting my eyes listening to the music and i caught him looking at me a couple times andddddd uh #yeah basically i ended up in his lap and then we were kissing and touching and grinding for like the next hour and a half #and he asked if i wanted to go back to my place and i was like uhhhhhhhhhhhh not now so we stayed in there and just made out & talked more #and then he TOLD me. basically hes in a similar situation i was in this time last year. like a girl he liked and was talking to actually #has a bf. hes sorta in limbo and she still talks to bim and is stringing him along and playing off his hopes theyll get together for. #entertainment ig. everyone at this school is fantastic btw. jesus fucking christ. #so yeah he told me bc he said he didnt wanna hurt me or end up fucking me over and that i deserved full honesty and didnt want to get my #hopes up. which i REALLY appreciate. we talked for 8 days he got carried away once and immediately owned up. i do appreciate that #so like. he said that we can just be friends with or without benefits and i said id think about it. then at like 3 am we went home and he #check in with me to make sure i was alright since he could tell i had a LOT on my mind. i said id call him the next day and so we talked #and basically i explained the reason for my apprehensions and why i said no to hooking up (csa) and he was really understanding #and then like. i just asked him more about what was going through his head the night before & he described it as a heat of the moment thing #(which i agree it was) and like. he was genuinely concerned about me tho. idk #i told him that after i got home i had to shower for an hour scrubbyat every place he touched me and that im tired of feeling used #and he really heard me out and listened. he also asked if he hurt me and i said no but it def could have gotten to that point and i #and so he said 'im sorry for making your life at all hafrder to deal with' and i REALLY really #appreciate him being as honest as he was. so i said its cool we can be friends but i just need some space rn & he once again was really #understanding & said 'for as long as you need. just let me know whenever youre ready to just be friends again & if you need me to stay sway #from [xyz places we hung out] just let me know and if you need anything for class just feel free to reach out' #and. GOD i appreciate him. so that convo closed out on good terms. i was worried id need WEEKS but it rlly was just a few hours after that #i was ok again. traumas all about narratives and before that convo all i could see was another instance i was usee but like. #after actually talking it out all the fear around it dissipated and i can just see it for what it was: 2 friends who got carried away #but i really REALLY appreciate how hes handled this and we're both single & attracted to each other and so the question im thinking now is: #crushposting

[widgenstain]

I hate the American two party system and the way it reflects on all online discourse.

#deeply deeply hate it #they said 'black or white' and everyone went along with it #fuck the American media too #she says on an American social media outlet

[yo9urt]

separate post because i forgot to mention it in the first one. the difficulty spikes/unspikes in act 3 of the 2023 game of the year were very interesting to me

#mine #and by interesting i mean interesting and slightly annoying #for reference this run was on easy mode (most of them probably will be or at least a solid chunk) #and i went in knowing the bare bones basics of the combat system and figured out a lot of things as i went #(still don't know why everyone's so obsessed with barrels though?) #and i've always been kind of stupid so this style of combat had a very big learning curve lol there's so much to do #i enjoyed the challenge though :) anyway back on topic it was really surprising to me because the endgame stuff #was so easy? i was worried about the courtyard fight because the wiki described it as an all out attack but i cleaned house #ast4ri0n took out two enemies on his own just in the first team and orpheus killed like half of them with his cool powers #and the rest of the party cleaned up the rest and we barely broke a sweat #THEN i was worried about getting up the tower and reaching the stem but that was also easy? we took like next to no damage and got there #super fast (again shoutout to ast4ri0n for having insane movement speed and zooming up to the top like that) #and then when i was on top of the brain i was like omg this dragon is going to fucking eat me alive #nope! we scurried along the left side and killed a few enemies but many of them lived #and we got in with barely any injuries #then in the final brain platform area i was like OH SHIT!!!! WHAT IF I DIE #but that was easy too like we literally killed it in one turn #it used the negation orb but nothing actually blew up or died cause then we all had our turns #and just wailed on it until it was dead #meanwhile i had to try about 4 times to get the house of hope fight right #i tried cazador and the foundry steel watchers fight once each before cheesing them #had to try about 4 times for the iron throne? give or take? and then had to try i think 3 times for gort's fight #it was very surprising to not only beat all the post-pool fights in one go but also so easily #maybe i'll try higher difficulty modes in the future...i do feel emboldened...but for now i'll stay on easy

[narutomaki]

I always get self conscious when people talk about the amount of thought the goes/went into their art because there is.

there is no upper processing happening when I'm designing a character or background. my hand starts moving and my brain shuts off. I recognize there was probably a point in my life where this WASN'T the case but. like. it's why my art is like. mostly flat and lifeless. my art is never intended to tell a story because when I intend to I get angry/frustrated to the point of wanting to break shit because it's not going right. and I've tried to tell stories with my art both comics and stand alone pieces and it all feels fake or flat or.

idk.

I've TRIED to start and finish a piece where I've made conscious choices beyond "does this look good/right" and "am I being offensive in ways I'm aware of with anything here" but it just. makes me want to scream.

I learned people told stories with their art and I tried to and I stopped drawing for 5 years despite having. before that point been doing art studies for 8 to 10 hours a day for. 2 years.

I mostly just think it's because I have nothing to. say.

I can't add anymore tags to this post??? homophobia.

any way this post is useless idk I'm just sad because people do this thing so easily and enjoy it when it makes me break down crying. I don't get it. every person I've known regardless of neurodivergency has been able to do this consciously to some degree and enjoy it and meanwhile my stupid ass is asked how/why i chose something and I just. shrug. idk

looked nice?

#idk i probably say a lot UNintentionally #but like. #idk i feel like im just being. like. whining. for no reason. like boo hoo no one cares grow up if art makes you thay mad just stop drawing #like. man i WANT to think i WANT to tell stories i intend to tell along with the things i dont pick up on but. #i also mean like. if someone looked at a piece they could pick it apart comprehensively. like #but its like. idk. im like. i think im just to stupid for it. #im the same way with media analysis to be fair. which isnt like great but like. #why did someone choose this lighting? i dont know they thought it looked good ? #i have gotten 90-100% on every single analysis and opinion piece i ever submitted in HS for English #the only time i DIDNT get over 89% on an opinipn piece is when i tried to articulate my actual feelings on a topic to go along w researc #THAT got me pulled aside and told what i had written about was inappropriate and that i should think twice #before submitting a paper with that kond of content in the future #ao i did :^) and went back to bullshitting every single thing! #the curtains were blue in this scene to indicate not sadness but instead her deep love for uhhh fuck. flips through reading material and #lands on a random page. her dog buddy who is depcited in chapter (x) seeing as buddy is usually a male dogs name we can extrapolate and say #she chose these curtain colours after his death to remind her of the dog she had lost ÷ #end sentence end oaragraph submit paper withoit a secondary proof reading and lie and say i left the roigh draft at home. walk away #how did i get high grades. dude. like everyone says teachers know when a kids bullshitting but like #the teachers ATE MY SHIT UP 😑 i got used as an example of comprehensive stucture and analysis on more than one occasion #this is not me bragging this is me saying i never actually learned how to domthis stuff because i was supported in faking it #some people can do analysis like yhis on their first read through like. and remember it. how? how??? what??? #whay do you mean its because you read mote than thee sparknotes and random chapters because the book didnt interest you. #'we know when you dont actually read the book?' why did you compliment me on my comprehensive opinons of the parts i didnt readm #'We know when you write it the night before?' why did you laude me as an example of dedication put into an essay when i fucked around every #single in class wotk session past the first one and frantically typed and printed that in the computer lab before class 20 minutes ago? #why!! like DUDE #its like when they say they can tell when you use wikipedia to soirce things and then lie about it #and then compliment ur sources when youbl just used wikipedias sources. witout reading them urself. #which i also did #and when they tell you not to just use google translate because they can tell. when i did and then edited a LITTLE to catch names.

[rivertalesien]

Will you be watching the new Doctor Who? I can't wait for Saturday I'm so excited to see David Tennant and Catherine Tait again.

Sorry, the way they cut 13 out of the chain of succession (or show her at all, really) so Disney wouldn't have to show her regenerating into Ncuti Gatwa has kind of turned me off.

#questions #doctor who #RTD's comments about drag really pissed me off too #he knows better #and nothing to do with Ncuti's availability #it could have been and should have been done #if they were concerned about having filler material before he could start properly they could have given JO MARTIN a few specials #or had JW regen into JM and JM into NG #and not involve any of this ish instead #it will never sit right with me #fuck disney and everyone who went along with this #chibnall was right: she's getting erased #and ignoring Martin being right there says too much about where RTD comes from on this #i know this is supposed to be a trans-positive turn for the show too #so why the issue with having a woman transition to a man and him wearing her clothes? #rtd understands how subverting works #this is one thing he could have done and fought for #bc Disney isn't very likely to approve another woman in the role

[tasukete-eirin]

i've been graduated for 1 day and i already miss hs

#idk i've just been thinking abt everyone #all the in-jokes in class and the chaos we'd cause and everything #in programming esp :) one of my friends would make things in blender and i'd encourage him to make them soft body and other weird things #and so we made a wiggly gun that exploded itself. that was fun #and my friend who i sit next to who i went out for food with and stuff... god maybe i should tell her i have a crush on her? idk #and my team for the game dev project. god. i'll miss them all :( #like i always felt so detached. and yet last night when we were at the lock-in i was explicitly called their friend and asked to sit #with them and do stuff with them... it was so pleasant yanno? #i dunno. it's just interesting. i always saw myself as distant and lonely but i had friends all along. maybe i just am dense #ah well. i'll miss them. but at least i always have fond memories #watching one of them play pokemon on their switch. fucking around in blender. being a menace to my seatmate. #the guy who's making an AI and robots and shit. the girl who did the art for our game. our programmer. the silly commercial #my seatmate made for the game. and that's just programming. the antics in spanish with the freshies and sophomores. #watching movies in psych and working hard while listening to the teacher chatter with students. even yoga had its moments #i dunno. it all feels surreal.

[paskariu]

read a post on reddit on religion and i am still fascinated that i didn’t know the word atheist until i was like 13.

i’ve been an atheist my entire life somehow despite being forced to attend protestant christian class in elementary school (constitutional seperation of state and church everybody - welcome to fucking germany) where we prayed and everything but i just thought this was an advanced roleplaying class.

for over half of my life i didn’t realise that people actually believed in gods and religions and stuff. i thought being an atheist was the default. gods didn’t make sense to me. they still don’t for the record.

well up until my german teacher for some reason asked everyone what religion they belonged to and then i got called out because i didn’t raise my hand for anything so he asked me directly and i just went “yea i don’t believe in gods” “then you should have raised your hand at atheist” “what’s that” “someone who doesn’t believe in gods” “oh”

religion was never a topic in our household growing up

#for everyone who doesn't get the whole seperation of state and church thing and what it has got to do with school: #in germany all schools are public schools funded by the individual state #and thus on some level government operated #now that i think about it i hated that teacher because i am pretty sure she hated me #she always gave me the stink eye whenever i did something you’re not supposed to do in church #but again i’m not a christian no one fucking told me that stuff) #but that might just be because i wasn’t taking anything seriously because i again didn’t think anyone actually believed any of this and were #religion class as a child with literally zero understanding of religion was funny #i think one of the reasons i never really caught up on the whole 'yea people actually believe this' might have been because everyone else in #the class was probably religious and they built up from there which of course was absolutely useless for me who did not have that foundation #i just went along with what everyone else is doing without understanding why #somehow i still consistently got an A in that class though #thinking back on it the irony is so funny #riu speaks

[invisibleoctopus]

one thing that always bothers me about gatekeepers/fakeclaimers who are like "we're just making sure people who ACTUALLY have these problems get help we only accept REAL mentally ill people" is that this kind of shit turns away ppl who are questioning and need help with whatever Thing they have going on and it in fact hurts "the REAL not-fakers who ACTUALLY have this mental illness/neurodivergence" who might be discouraged from accessing help because theyre the type of mentally ill that gets terrified of being labeled a faker just for simply being wrong about which mental illness they have

#le p2iigh #this is about me denying being a system for years even though real google searches i made might as well go on systemgooglesearches #if the last part seems oddly specific YES its happened to me before!!!!! #like this shit affects how doctors treat u irl because this was in 2016 when i was hypomanic + actively being traumatized #so naturally not bothering to check whether i had bipolar i went to bpd #bc thats why i thought i was being 'overemotional' and 'overreacting' and generally just dramatic #everyone called me extra but what the fuck do you expect when im responding to being emotionally + psychologically ABUSED #also yes this is when i named myself edge #so anyway all this made me think i had bpd so i said as much one day and my abuser stepmom ratted me out to the therapist #who instead of maybe like. evaluating me for bpd or other personality/mood disorders just basically scolded me #idk what she said that got him completely on her side and basically going along with the abuse (because its the socially acceptable kind) #but yeah thats when i was accused of being a faker by a state mandated therapist and my entire family at the time #even though years later during another manic episode (actual mania this time not hypomania) i was hospitalized #and because i was being a 'difficult patient' they sent me home with pamphlets on how to deal with bpd along with the bipolar ones #SO WHICH FUCKING ONE IS IT. I GET PUNISHED WHEN I SAY I HAVE IT AND I GET PUNISHED WHEN I DONT SAY I HAVE IT

[muirneach]

the joker is wild mash, perhaps the first recorded instance of toxic “pranks” in popular media

#just as youtube ‘prank’ channels are the bane of my existence and i believe everyone involved with them should die so is the joker is wild #sorry. thinking about that episode again. literally why did they do that. god. #ik hawkeye literally does not have a choice whether or not hes friends with bj on account of they live together in a war in a timeloop #but like. i would have been so fucking pissed i would literally never forgive bj for that #disclaimer i dont hate bj hes great i just despise that episode #also the rest of the group is not innocent in this seeing as they all went along with it #but like it was bjs fault yknow #m*a*s*h