#and hopefully this will give some motivation

[blametheeditor]

“Hey, Fritz!”

David’s body goes tense at the redhead immediately being waved to after walking through the restaurant doors. Just because he hasn’t been spotted yet doesn’t mean it’s not going to happen.

He could ask the human to turn right back around and take him home. Could ask to be very quickly slid into a pocket to stay hidden for the rest of the night. Beg that he’s anywhere but here.

And then the feeling of being watched slaps him in the face.

The trembles barely start before the shoulder he sits on very gently shrugs. A silent statement he’s not alone. Fritz promised he won’t be grabbed.

It calms him down. Right up until the moment he realizes the voice had been Eggs. And bright blue eyes only the Benedict clan posses are locked right on him.

“Whatchya got there on your shoulder?”

#check in #it feels good to be getting back into it ^^ #alright! #so I’m thinking of possibly doing a little poll this week #I’ve got a couple of ideas I’ve been thinking about but haven’t put down onto paper #so if that’s a cool idea to pick which major one to work on I see about setting something up #and hopefully this will give some motivation #might do a monthly thing? get a major story written and then throughout the month see what drabbles can be made? #we shall see #have a great day!!!

[krazyyy]

More depowered Homie cause its my new favorite thing~

#homelander #depowered homelander #the boys #fanart #the boys series #mrskrazy art #also sorry Ive been kinda dead got some serious artblock and haven't felt too motivated but hopefully im coming out of it now #id love some sort of parallel to him being put in a white room all alone like he had been when he was young #give all the angst

[gatheryepens]

…

#giving a mini life update #I’m gonna start this off by first apologising for being really inconsistent 💀 #I’ve just been very #I don’t really know how to explain it but I’ve just not really been myself #I guess down in the dumps #or winter blues #recently just doing daily life stuff is really hard #and I keep on thinking I’m not doing anything productive at the mo #or not doing stuff that I think ‘normal’ 18 year olds should be doing #so I’ve been beating myself up about it #and the motivation to do anything is gone #like I have no motivation to read or write or to crochet #or just do things I actually enjoy #but hopefully I can get back into the swing of things #since I’ve got some stuff I want to post like more book post before the year is finished #and also finish this book I’ve been reading for like that past month or two #but it will probably spill over into next year 💀 #gatherrambles #g/personal

[atomsminecraft]

Hi. Can you write Roy x female reader fic? Where Roy finds reader crying because of stress and studies. He comforts her and kisses her on the forehead. Pretty please 🥺💗🌷

YESSSS?????

I physically can't stop myself from writing this now that I saw it

I'm gonna try and write this in one sitting

Watch me do that

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Everything was going wrong today. First is was a failed test, next it was a failed potion, and after that it was a failed project and then an assignment. Assignments were pilling up day after day after countless failed attempts and essays because of these failed assignments started pilling up even more.

Classes ended early today, which is good because I don't think I could handle anymore fails and scoldings from my professors. Sure, some tried to help me, but they couldn't do my work for me.

The moment the bell rang I packed my stuff and ran out of the classroom. I needed to be alone right now. Where should I go so I can be alone? My dorm? No... Robin is in there and I don't want to worry him. Maybe the bathroom? But someone might walk in there... There were only so many places I could go to, and none of them were any good. The S-ranks should still be in their classes, right? Maybe the rooftop should be ok...

I quickly made sure no one was following me then I went to the rooftop. I looked around and found a nice spot near some flowers. Maybe these will make me feel better. I sit down and looked at the variety of flowers. Speaking of flowers, wasn't there an assignments about flowers today too?

...

Great. that makes me feel even worse.

I hug my knees and hide my face in them. What should I do about all that work? Am I really that stupid to not understand something I should know? I get I'm not from this world, but I've been here long enough to know these things by now! I try wiping away some tears that showed up yet they never seem to go away. Ugh, why am I crying? I shouldn't be crying over something so stupid...

"Miss- Oh!" I looked up to find a surprised Roy. "Are you alright?" He asks with worry on his face. Oh boy now he's done it. I try wiping my tears away on my sleeve but even more seem to replace them.

"I-" I choke on my words from both tears and not knowing what to say to him. I feel him sit down next to me and he hands me a handkerchief. I take it gratefully and wipe my seemingly never-ending flow of tears. We stay in silence for some time and I've somewhat calmed down in that time.

"May I ask what caused you this much distress?" Roy's voice is soft and gentle. "Is there any particular way I may help?" I take a deep breath before answering.

"I... I'm sorry for bothering you with this..." My voice shakes as I say this. "It's stupid..."

Roy puts a hand on my shoulder, "If it causes you to be this upset, it surely has a good reason for it." I stay silent for a moment to try and think of the right thing to say.

"I... I'm just... Everything is too much right now..." I start off. "I keep messing up everything and I can't seem to get any of it right and so much work has pilled up and I can't finish it all and-" before I know it, I'm crying again. Roy pulls me into a side hug and I lean into him. We stayed like that for some time. It was peaceful. Comforting. It was nice.

"Miss MC..." Roy says. I feel Roy kiss my forehead and I blush. "Please, allow me to assist you when you need it."

"Wha-"

"Allow me to rid of some of your burden, even for a short time. Allow me to help you with this." My face feels like it's on fire as I stare up at him.

"I- Why would- Huh???"

"I deeply cherish you, Miss MC. I dislike seeing you like this." He smiles at me and takes my hand. I'm shocked into silence from what happened and Roy's fingers traces patterns on my hand.

I take a deep breath, "I... I care about you a lot too Roy." Now it's Roy's turn to be surprised, though he quickly composes himself and smiles at me.

"I am pleased to hear you share the same sentiment." I suddenly realize I've stopped crying all together now.

"Oh! Uh- Your handkerchief-"

He lightly chuckles, "You need not worry about it. All that matters is that you've stopped crying." I feel myself blush and I look away.

"I'm sor-" A sudden realization hits me. "Wait, how come you aren't in class? I thought the S-rank lectures were still happening?"

"Those finished not too long before I came here." Was I out here for that long? If felt shorter...

"Oh..."

Roy got up and gave me his hand. "The next time you feel like this, please seek my assistance. As I said before, I wish to assist you in any way I am able. If you have any questions, I hope you will come to me." I grab his hand and stand up.

"Yes... Thank you again, Roy. I truly appreciate it." He gives me a kind smile.

"I look forward to the visit. Please don't be afraid to ask me anything you need me for. I hope to see you soon." With that, Roy walks off and his hand separate from mine. I feel the warmth on my hand linger as he walks away. As I process what just happened, I can't seem to wonder...

"Wait... Was I just somewhat confessed to?!"

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I hope you liked it 💕

I did in fact write this in one sitting

I am very proud of this because it forced me to write

Thank you Anon for helping me write and do something productive for once 💀

#court of darkness #court of darkness voltage #court of darkness roy #roy invidia #roy invidia x reader #court of darkness x reader #court of darkness fanfiction #court of darkness mc #I still have some asks in my inbox I never wrote yet. #I should get to that #I'm so lazy though #someone force me to do it #I need forceful encouragement #make me feel responsible for it #give me motivation like this ask did cuz it was so stinkin' cute #anon I love you #I mean this platonically #give me more things to write #I'll hopefully write it #and maybe hopefully it won't get stuck in my inbox for twelve years #yk? #ok I'm gonna post this now #ya'll don't need to read all these #why are you still reading? 🤨 #stop reading this 😦 #tf is wrong with you #go give me asks or something /lh #do you not have something better to do? #go read a book or something /j

[theeblackmedusa]

rewatching twd from ep. 1 to feel something again? i think so

#the walking dead #twd #andrew lincoln #rick grimes #hopefully this will give me motivation to write some richonne #theeblackmedusa🐍🐍

[virmire]

i found a drawing course that was like half the price of the first one i found so i decided to sign up for it and i just hope i can keep up practising outside of the course and actually progress my skills

#just hoping that actually paying for a course will give me some motivation to draw regularly #and hopefully make me rediscover just drawing for the fun of it #instead of being so critical of everything I make #.thoughts

[neolxzr]

redeading some of your hiiai fics and once again amazed at how well u write them. wanted to let u know that u are a great pillar of hiiai content to me. ur writing is So Good and i wanted to let u know that. keep up the good work 👍

WAHHH thank you so much anon friend!! im really proud of my hiiai fics even though its been a while since i wrote em, and im glad you still enjoy them!! <333

#cryn answers #anon #hopefully ill get the motive to give them another fic at some point #i really enjoyed writing them theyre such a gem #hiiai #enstars

[i-want-all-the-cookies]

Hey, it's me, crawling back after being gone for a while 🥸. Unfortunately I've had to deal with a series of unfortunate events in my life. One of which was losing my notes (AGAIN) 😭. Soo in the attempt to try and get back into the swing of things, I'm gonna post some of my story wip ideas in hopes that it will motivate me enough to actually start writing again.

Note: I'm not including my Jimmy, Forrest, or Philip fics as those have already been started. This is just for wips of fics I only have minimal notes on right now.

Wolf fic

Wolf/Reader or OC

Found friends, unlikely friendship, wrong number, catching feelings for a stranger, dealing with grief

Summary: You're left with an empty hole in your soul after the loss of a great friend. A void that you attempt to fill as you reach out to find some kind of closure. Basically, you wrong dial/text Wolf. He humors you at first with responding, since he's bored and finds your messages entertaining enough to pass the time. But somewhere along the line feelings start to develop, even though he's never even seen your face. Most of this story takes place over messages and almost encounters.

Wolf fated mates fic

Wolf/OC or reader

Enemies-lovers, rivals-lovers, semi forced proximity (both are union members having to deal with union shi), fated mates au, no shifting, mate reveal at age 18, you know before he does, trying to be the bigger person is HARD

Summary of sorts: A member of the union under Yeo-Il. Think Donald's a huge ass but the pay can't be beat, even when having to deal with other union members like Wolf. Especially Wolf. Who you can't seem to get along with from the very first encounter. You both are basically water and oil having to coexist in the same space. But then you turn 18 a couple months before he does, and realize that destiny has played you for a fool, by making Wolf your fated mate. So now you're left trying to figure out what to do next.

Notes: was reading waay to many werewolf stories during the creation of this story idea 🙃

Donald fic

Donald/OC or reader

Oppites attract, aged up characters, both already in the workforce, forced proximity due to work, one night stand not staying a one night stand, very low spice (for now anyway), mostly just sexual tension, expanding on one of my oneshots

Summary-ish: A crazy night out with friends leads to an unexpected one night stand with a dangerous but handsome looking stranger. You check it off as a very delightful YOLO experience, never expecting to meet "what's his name" again. Until you find yourself sitting in a conference room, while your boss introduces the new business partner your company is doing a collaboration with. And if that wasn't awkward enough, you get voted to be the employee to spearhead the details of this new business merger.

Notes: this came about when I mentioned to someone about how cute it would be if Donald developed feelings for someone like the character in my karaoke crackfic. A very opposites attract that just happens to work despite their differences. Only for them to shot that idea down and state he would be better off with someone like one of their own OC's, who's more like him 😐🤨😮‍💨

Welp, challenge accepted I guess.

Jake 7 minutes in heaven fic

Jake/OC or reader

Quiet and reserved character meets popular and outgoing character, opposites attract, 7 minutes of heaven game, forced proximity due to game, aged up characters, college au, college frat party, fish out of water

Summary: You get dragged to some frat party by your more outgoing and social bestie, only to be left alone while they make out with some rando. While trying to blend in and look like you belong you end up getting paired up for a round of 7 minutes in heaven, and before you can even begin to protest, you end up locked in a closet with Jake Ji.

Notes: Haven't decided how spicy I want to make this one. Should I make it more suggestive in nature?  Or should I crank the spice level all the way up 🌶🔥😈

Alright. That's it. Now to wait for some motivation vibes to come and find me.

Also, completely unrelated, but is it just me or have the porn bots uped their game while I've been m.i.a? Like not only are they "following" but now they're also liking posts? And not even locking their accounts, so when you click on the profiles you get an eyeful of "activity"! Like wut in the... left me completely shooketh.

#saw others posting wips on discord and took inspiration #hopefully it works #give me some motivation please universe 🙏 #Weak Hero wips #Weak Hero

[lee-sol]

making new verses means new ways of figuring out how to traumatize him :/

#( ooc. ) #i think i'm gonna give him two new verses? #and then rewrite one of his current ones #possibly give it a sideblog since i have a lot of emotions about it #also!! i'm gonna try and write soon #my motivation's been shit again #i'm redoing some of my graphics so hopefully that'll help too

[piplupod]

okay im GOOD sorry for the venting tonight and just in general lately fhdkdl i think I'm maybe turning a page finally. I HOPE SO. and moving into doing things and trying again.

running to the top of a building yelling I WANNA LIVE!!!! off the rooftop

#i want to try again i want to feel okay fhdmdl i want to give one last grand hurrah before i give up #math is saving me thank u math. u are a curse upon my life but also there for me in my time of need to figure things out yay :] #looking at things from the past three years and just wishing i could hug past me and tell them they tried so hard and it was good #i want to make this work. i wanna make our effort worth it. hhhhh #okay im going to sleep now hopefully dhfkdl tomorrow i will crunch some more numbers and begin figuring things out #unless i wake up and all this motivation and conviction is gone DBDHKDL god i hope this sticks around for a little while at least #LETS TRYYYY PLEASEEEE I WANT TO TRYYYY I WANNA LIVEEE I MISS BEING ALIVE !!! #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[yourtamaki]

do u have any works that u rlly wanna finish but cant for whatever reason

omg you’re like a mind reader. here’s a list of wips that are in various stages of being done:

ace and yamato + threesome

ace + friends with benefits

law + messy makeouts (out of this entire list this one is the closest to being complete)

law + voyeurism

monster trio + dry humping

monster trio + anal

zoro solo fic (this one got to like 1.5k words before i scraped half of it lol)

and that’s all! my life got kinda busy this past month with a new job so i haven’t dedicated much time to writing. but if there’s something on this list that people really wanna read, i’ll try to focus on getting it done :3

#lil sunbeam #thanks for asking btw lovely #i really do miss writing so hopefully this gives me some motivation to finish up some of these drabbles

[palfriendpatine66]

Trying to curtail the adhd mood to hyperfixate an exciting project (my current wip over the last week) and then bail when it gets too hard and never touch it again 🙃

#hopefully I’m not over sharing #also maybe freaking out is just part of the process #throwing this into the void instead of giving up #searching for some motivation #writing problems #writing fail #adhd problems

[sysig]

Hope you had a great 2022 and 2023 is even better! Thanks for all the wonderful art :3

(Hope your spider buddies are doing well :3 )

Thank you! I’m hopin’ the same, for y’all too! Thanks for sticking with me so far! :D

Also [baby] is doing well! :D

Big handsome strong lad ❤️💕💖💞❤️💕

#Doodles #DDoodles #Spider #Nhandu Chromatus #Did you make that spider?? It's adorable! #Little brown jumping spider <3 #It's certainly been an interesting year huh - both deragotary and positive lol #I got [baby] this year! And I moved and got covid... #Definitely a lot of art haha - giving a quick look it seems I've blasted past my previous record of digital art #Definitely largely impacted by Requestober haha but I still had 100+ pieces that were self-motivated! #And that's not mentioning starting my scratch paper project which has doubled my production behind the scenes lol #Hopefully moving into this next year I'll get to see some of those to the end :) #Very art year very animal year very emotions year haha #Speaking of art lol I was in-spidered hehe ♪ #Little warmup late in the day of the dream! Someday holding Baby! I still haven't haha ouq They're still too skittish #And also holding a Bold Jumper because I love Bold Jumpers <3 <3 <3 #Baby has been doing well thankfully :) They're still very fat which has me a teensy bit concerned #But hopefully their next molt will fix 'em up uwu And hopefully I'll be able to go talk to the spider people soon! Hopefully hopefully! #They're still just as handsome and industrious as ever tho haha ♪ They redecorate so often so much moving-substrate #Handsomest lad <3 <3 #There's still a couple hours before the New Year here but to everyone on the other side of the line - Happy New Year <3

[starbuck]

as someone who is prone to having capital F Freak-outs over life things not happening fast enough or the way i want them to, the ability to learn has really kept me in check. i had been in a HORRENDOUS mood all morning, but i got home, had a proper meal, sent a couple emails i was procrastinating on, did some language learning, started reading a new book, and messed around on the guitar for a bit and now i’m completely calm.

#CRAZY how that works… #the book IS another Work Book which is Blah - but oh well #i got some book recs from James that i’m excited to look for next time i get to a used bookstore #which could maybe be soon? who’s to say?? #i haven’t gone shopping for anything but food/other essentials since i started working #so i DESERVE a treat - imo #i should find one used online and order it just to give myself Packidge endorphins #things have been A Bit Rough and it’s understandable that i’m upset and i’m overall proud of how i’m handling it #HOPEFULLY things will settle within the next couple of weeks #but in the meantime We Are Coping #and in positive ways thank GOD #cuz if i can’t currently control certain major aspects of my self-improvement then godDAMNIT i can control others #me making some teensy step of progress: oh boy i am gonna be SO wifeable in five years!! #so proud of the amount of things i can Kind Of do that i couldn’t do at all a year ago #i wanna get back into exercising too!! #haven’t quite found the motivation yet - but when i do? ohohohohohoho… #i should make it a before-work thing… that’ll ensure it actually gets done 😂😂 #that’s the ticket right there

[future-crab]

[ID in alt text]

...a cursory glance showed very little about Ms. Ariadne Underwood that might be described as bohemian. She was wearing a waistcoat and trousers, and a starched white shirt buttoned all the way up to the collar. The menswear ought to have given her an air of eccentricity, but it didn’t. She looked like an accountant, down to the pair of silver spectacles perched on her nose, and if she wasn’t currently surrounded by (actually quite good) paintings in various stages of completion, Claire wouldn’t have guessed that she had a single creative bone in her body.

I recently commissioned the fabulously talented @hotdrinks to draw my OC, Ariadne, and it's inspired me to share a little snippet of writing. In this particular story, she's a painter in the early 1910's struggling to balance her desire for artistic freedom with her need to pay rent. In other stories... it gets complicated.

(Also, pssst @hotdrinks 's commissions are open right now, so if there's anything you want to commission yourself I highly recommend you check out his page)

#oc tag #ariadne #ariadne-verse #my writing #current wip #might delete this later cause i feel weird posting my writing to tumblr but hopefully itll give me some more motivation to finish this piec

[arklayraven]

wip preview

I'll be real with y'all. I don't know what I'm doing and don't know if I'll ever 'finish' this enough to share completely lol

#;little raven speaks #i'm trying tho I guess. so that's something. #;wip #;my arts #obey me asmodeus #obey me asmo #tagging just to hopefully receive some motivational likes to keep going because already feel my mind going to 'give up' mode again.