#and i'm super obsessed about that now

[lunarharp]

shirahama-sensei reminded me she has a thing for the teacher from pokemon s/v so i randomly went off on an au where qifrey is the professor. etc

#witch hat tag #orufrey #the first image is qifrey dressed as that guy. i'm glad she has an inexplicable attachment to some dorky pokemon man like i do #someone was like 'wouldn't it make more sense for deanreldea to be the champion' .... well no. not in my world . #it maps onto magic skill. champions aren't like the Rulers of the land they're just the most skilled at this thing #oru as a burnt out champion who's gently encouraging a kid like coco to reach him one day means a lot to me. i like pokemon narratives #agott went shiny hunting for the same thing coco had but cooler - just to impress her. she really is a pokemon rival type girl #pushing myself to the limit to prove my worth to you - to get to the summit first so i'm waiting for you.. #and then realising it wasn't just to be strong - i realised i started wanting to see your smile. i wanted you to have fun. #i think coco would defeat agott at the end of victory road and then defeat oru & i'll probably draw one last thing abt that at least.. #the image is very cinematic..the dialogue and music in my mind..I WANT TO FACE ORU!!!!!!!!!! #the super cool insanely powerful awesome champion is the spouse of my professor and he gave me advice at the beginning...no way.... #btw the elite four would be the sages which is perfect (and maybe easthies as the first guy?) evil Team Brimhats #coustas as their renegade gladion-type figure. the gym leaders would be like sun/moon and s/v combined #travelling around facing the best students from different classes - so jujy and eunie etc. #i've barely thought about 'teams' or anything bc i care amore about the narrative side of things always lol #but idk. tetia with a swirlix - eunie would be ghost type boy - riche with small things but also a ceruledge or a steelix something massiv #and brushbug would have a final form which is really long like an eastern dragon- fluffy and with wings like a fairy. It's beautiful to me #well anyway *tries to move on to the rest of life now the brief obsession has passed* #obviously oru would be fire-type tho and qifrey would be water-type and they set off together and traded their starters etc.....it goes on

[rocketbirdie]

destiny intersects with the ruined reactor...

little details!

#here i go establishing new questionable habits... #'oh yeah lemme just uhhh create an entire soundtrack to accompany my art! lmao no biggie' #but DUDE masashi hamauzu is a legend and his music sounds SO good in the ffvii soundfont ok #it's irresistable. i don't have a say in the matter. my brain says 'ok music time' and i am at its mercy like cloud giving in to jenova. #ALSO i learned so much about the soundfont while recreating the reactor section!! #you know that subtle triplet beat 'train chugging' sorta sound in the mako reactor theme? #it's actually acoustic bass plucks getting cut off SUPER short in rapid succession! #the same track uses a very deep pitched reverse cymbal sample as a spooky atmospheric 'breathing' noise. #idk man i just admire how creative og ffvii is in general with its limited tools. #ok the nerd urge has passed i'm good now #just kidding. gongaga has me in a chokehold. i'm obsessed with this place. do not talk to me about it because i will not shut up. #ffvii #ff7 #ffvii rebirth #cloud strife #my art <3 #my music <3

[shorlinesorrows]

qpr jean and neil. that's all i'm gonna say.

do you see my vision?

#i might add onto this later but right now I'm too busy crying #“misplaced forever partner” ARE YOU KIDDING ME THAT DESTROYED ME #neil ordering a hit to keep jean safe changed my brain chemistry #i need them to be friends #i need them to call each other and gossip and send each other stupid memes that only they understand #i need them to slowly grow closer as they heal until one day they can finish each other's sentences #and they ocassionally make super dark jokes about their trauma out of the blue (they bet on how people will react competitively) #i need them to call each other derogatory names but get Super Upset whenever anyone else talks shit about the other and offer to kill them #and i would love them to reclaim the spots next to each other that riko set #and make them their own #they're not partners on the court but they sure as hell are partners in life #the mcs ever #at one point andrew and jeremy are just looking at each other across a table at a restaurant as these two bicker #and realize they have somehow both become the Third Wheel despite the fact that 1) there's four of them and 2) jean and neil aren't dating #the amount of queer platonic pining i could fit in these traumatized people #the: “i'm lowkey obsessed with you but I Really don't like you romantically and I don't know what to do with it” #and the: “oh thank hell me too i thought i was even weirder than i already am. wanna go harass the fbi with me?" #jeremy and andrew watch this trainwreck both exasperatedly and proudly you can't convince me otherwise #cannot convince me that these four won't somehow end up living in each others pockets even if they live 1000 miles away #kevin pops in frequently as his usual wonderful diva self #anyway i'm going insane how yall doing #neil josten #jean moreau #all for the game #the sunshine court

[itsamenickname]

Do you know what I think the internet needs?

More protective/jealous Luigi.

Now don't get me wrong, I love the wholesome idea of Bowser being protective over Luigi (or getting jealous if someone jokingly messes and/or flirts with Luigi), but wouldn’t it also be both funny and kind of adorable if Luigi's the more protective/jealous one between him and his 7-foot tall dragon-turtle boyfriend?

#luigi #luigi nintendo #bowser #bowser nintendo #bowuigi #bowser x luigi #super mario #super mario bros #mario au #I'm not entirely sure what exactly inspired me to think about this idea if I'm being honest here #though I will say that I know this idea has been done before #I remember seeing a drawing a Bowuigi artist made about a month ago that touched on the idea of Luigi being protective over Bowser #which I thought was cool #there's also a really cool angst Bowuigi au of an au I like where Luigi is obsessed with Bowser #but other than that drawing and that au I don't think protective/jealous Luigi has been explored all that much #at least I don't think it's been explored all that much #idk I'm just really intrigued with the idea of Luigi being protective/possessive over Bowser right now #especially when you realize that Bowser could very easily destroy the people who are messing/flirting with him #because he's...y'know...a 7-foot dragon-turtle thing #Today on what is nickname thinking about right now #bowuigi top Luigi au

[spoonyruncible]

I’ve had a lot of infuriating shit happen to me over the course of my silly little life, but I do think I’ve pinned down the single most impossibly frustrating thing in the whole world.

“Wow, you have amazing coping mechanisms. This is remarkable, you've compensated for your disability so well that you're not even disabled really. I don't think you need medicine or help for it at all since you do so well!”

I’m not saying that abusing neurodivergent children works, but it does insomuch as the ones that survive the process turn out capable of functioning at levels no one should ever expect of anything ever. I can absolutely operate at 200% efficiency, sometimes for weeks, but it is illogical and cruel to expect that from me as the baseline. 

#o thx they're so good on account of i'm alive #if i didn't have them i would be dead already #also it turns out my OCD is not subclinical #it is just pure o #which uh does not really show so it's rarely diagnosed #and like not to make my notes a primer on how ocd works but ocd works bad #compulsions look kinda weird and scary but they help #like compulsions are actually coping mechanisms #and my one actual compulsive behavior is so nice #see i got hit by a car once at a crosswalk #not super bad or nothing #i bruised up my hip and elbow real bad but i was fine #the car did not even stop to check on me #so now i have to hit the crosswalk button three times #or tap three times before crossing the street #i can do it six if i have to #nine is the best #seven is only if i'm praying for something #but the point is when i do that weird thing i do? #i'm no longer full of obsessive thoughts about cars hitting me #i'm safe because i did the ritual #it is compulsive behavior #it isn't bad or disruptive #i'm also terrified of movie theatres now #because my mom died when my phone was off for a prescreened movie #so i just don't go in theatres #if i do then my sibling will get cancer #which thank you so much covid 19 #now i don't even have to think about this one #but the other ones?

[bsaka7]

that dude eating a stroopwafel at hockey halftime (?). i do always wonder about fuel in pro sports

#always obsessed with the kai havertz candy and soda nutritionist approved halftime snack #I had a horrifying fact to myself the other day that was 'if I break 4 in the marathon im going to run an ultra' #Which is NOT correct. I should be running a TRAIL MARATHON #And maybe some more trail halfs bc I've super enjoyed them #But everyone in my life has been teasing me about this for years... #Well. I'm ADMITTING IT NOW #Oh right Im saying this cuz i like hearing about what they eat during ultras #Food ment

[goldendoodlerlockerlove]

Don't you love it when a friend reaches out and asks for an absolutely adorable Commission request??

@theangrypomeranian asked me to draw the lovely ship of her creation, Barryl!! She wanted them to *gasps* hold hands! How scandalous 😱

For real, though, this idea was too cute. I was beyond excited to draw this up for them! They even paid me more than they had to by giving me a tip! You are way too good to me, Pom. First giving me asks and then an adorable request??

Thank you so much again, Pom❣️ My Commissions are still open for anyone who's interested!!

#commissions open #barryl #i haven't thought about this ship but now i'm absolutely obsessed #pom looooooook at these cuties they're holding hands~ #their hands look a bit awkward but i tried! i think i'm definitely getting better at drawing hands #i wish i'd drawn darryl's glasses better but i think they look okay as is #i can't believe i haven't drawn darryl before this but he's super fun to draw #ignore the little white dots i tried to make sparkles but don't think they came across that well pfffffft

[icewindandboringhorror]

While I don't know much about it, I would probably bet there are tons of issues with the cruise industry that would make me not actually appreciate it broadly speaking - HOWEVER, I do really love a lot of the interior design of some cruise ships.. How it's almost like a miniature city crammed into one area. Multiple sections with all different aesthetic designs, a variety of shops, restaurants, activity centers, community seating areas, communal use spaces (like gyms, laundry, pools, cafeteria/buffet (which I always love anywhere)), etc. etc. but then also everyone has a little nice clean comfortable looking space of their own to retreat back to if they'd like to be alone. Maybe it's something akin to the idea of 'walkable cities', where everything you could ever want to do is kind of right there just a short walk away? I also especially love how so much stuff is stacked on top of other stuff, a layered cluster of spaces, bright open atriums, and when they're set up with little walkways down the center between a bunch of rooms so it's almost like a mini city street with apartments lining it, etc.. They often seem like they'd be SUCH a cool place to live permanently, IF only something identical was just built on solid land instead lol

#currently watching a channel on youtube where some person is reviews/tours cruise ships or something #and I'm just like wow the whole traveling part would be miserable hell and I would hate trying to get off of the stupid ship everyday #and see seomthing and make it back in time or etc. but OOOOO THE BEDROOMS! love the TINY minifrige!! eeee .. lol #perhaps just an extension of of my obsession with communal spaces. also love hospitals. nursing homes. hotels. AIRPORTS!!! #thats just how humans are meant to live for me. my ideal situation is that sot of thing like big beautiful bright communal places #but i also hate socializing i just like the idea of like. the entire communal world is in front of me but i also have my own little space t #retreat back to. youre not forced to participate. but the world is right outside your window if you WANT to go. ALSO people watching is fun #Plus i think part of what i hate most about Going Places and Doing Things is the commitment of it and traveling #especially in america where its like to get ANYWHERE it's a 3 hour drive or 15 min drive #or 20 min drive or 1 hr bus ride or blah blah. the idea of having plenty of fun little things to do that are all solidified #in ONE single complex that is also where your room is would actually encourage me to do things more because if #my health issues start flaring up or i get overwhelmed or etc. i can literally just... retreat back to my room that is a reasonably short #walk away. instead of like ''UGH now not only do i feel too bad to finish my excursion but ALSO i have a 40 min car ride ahead of me'' #etc. Not saying that even in that situation I would become Super Extravert Thing Doer like i still LOOVE a quiet lifestyle mostly alone do #ing the same 5 repetitive tasks over & over again working on specific hobbies. but just that i WOULD go out SLIGHTLY more and do Activities #if the activities were already brought to ME. like a cruise ship layout where you have your little room private space but when you feel #like it on your own terms you could venture out and go to a little cafe or a swimming pool or etc. WITHOUT even having to leave #or get in a car and travel. just walk form your room to The thing. amazing.. ground breaking.. BUT especially the layers are important. I #dont mean just 'have the same features but in a way that theyre on land' I mean LITERALLY translate the EXACT layout of the cruise ship but #on ground instead. Like I want a full community cafeteria on the middle floor of my apartment complex. there should be a pool & waterslide #on the roof. A community games room on the 4th floor. a library right under my bedroom. etc. etc. Though maybe ideally I would say #add a little extra space like most people couldn't live their entire lives in a cruise ship room layout. But maybe just have the rooms expa #nded to the average size of like a 3 bedroom apartment. and then still stack them on top of each other.. More spacious decks so people can #have some plants (but also a community garden somewhere too). ANYWAY... Idk I just always love the aesthetics. I would love to tour a cruis #ship but like NOT go on a cruise EVER lol.. but just.. SEE the space. I love interiors so much. Also makes me think of worldbuilding like. #I think cruise ships could also be good inspiration for underground stacked cities in layers. things like that. OR just actually the fant #asy world version of a cruise ship lol. Though Nanyevimi's oceans are all so treacherous that non-inland water travel is avoided as much as #possible (even if it's more tedious to travel on the land) and would rarely be done for leisure. still.. river cruises could exist.. >:3c #In Nanyevimi the oceans are akin to how Outer Space is on earth (seen as a mysterious unexplored dangerous area etc).. a cruise ship of #rich elves setting out on a Groundbreaking First Ever Ocean Cruise & it just goes Wrong like a sci-fi 'trapped in space' type thriller LOL

[autistickaitovocaloid]

Found out my computer has an SD card slot (by getting my headphones stuck in it) so here's "HD" versions of some DSi camera drawings I've posted ft. my cat from when I was little.

#art talks about stuff #unlabelled drawing tag #i don't have tonnes of photos left on my ds for some reason kid me had an obsession with deleting all the photos in my gallery #i regret this now 10 years later obviously #that photo of my cat is like. the third oldest picture on there #i can't remember what year she passed but that picture was from mid 2014 (i would've been like 9 at the time) #the oldest photos are from 2013 which is the year i got it i think? could've been 2012 idk anymore #anyway most of the other photos on there are blurry pictures of my not dead cats weird kid drawings/abstract pieces #photos of stuff on tv (one episode of adventure time + the first live action scooby doo movie) #and some of a really close primary school friend that for obvious reasons i won't post #anyway. with this now i should be able to hack my dsi/do utau crimes but that'll wait until i'm not super busy #dsi pics #id in alt text

[fleroveeum]

My Monster High phase is re-hitting me so hard

#Oh you guys don't understand how obsessed I was with it when I was younger #Like holy shit #I'm gonna attempt to find every single MH related item I had #I don't care that this is childish #I'm just so happy I can still appreciate it now as an adult as much as I did when I was a child #Or hell even more #monster high #I miss G1 I really do #But I'm also super stoked for this new gen and that they're finally hitting the shelves in my country #Btw I did get that budget Frankie doll I posted about before :) #I put them on my shelf and managed to fit them into one of my old dolls stands #I'm planning on rearranging my shelf cleaning my old dolls and displaying some of them

[running-in-the-dark]

painted for a few hours. it didn't go super well (I forget everything way too fast and it's been like a month, I think?) but I'm making myself stop and go to bed now. almost forgot that I have to go get my blood drawn in the morning 🤦

#thankfully the x files episode I'm watching reminded me (by being about people who drink blood lol) #also I'm painting mulder. very nice face. difficult to paint but pretty. it'll get easier as I get used to it though #you have no idea how hard I had to work to make myself paint him and not Jenkins lol #but we can't always just paint the silly men we're obsessed with can we?! and by we I mean me and tbh yeah I totally could but I knew it #wasn't likely to be very good and that's always very upsetting when it's someone I'm obsessed with lol #like I take it personally then #this? oh his face looks like it's been melted right now... but that doesn't make me want to punch the wall lol #plus I can look at his face for several hours without getting distracted. which it turns out is really useful when you wanna paint someone #anyway I'm also super tired which... well I've been awake for 8 hours. so. that's just totally normal :) and it'll be really difficult to #get up in 6 or 7 hours. probably basically impossible. #personal

[nexus-nebulae]

its so funny watching my mom be like "nahhh, we don't need this (relatively cheap) kitchen tool, we can cook fine without it" but then when i finally convince her to buy it every time she's using it shes like "wow im so glad we have this it's so useful" its genuinely so funny

#it's 'dad & the cat he said he didn't want' energy it's so funny #we bought a kitchen scale bc we kept forgetting the weight of the meat we have in the freezer and we need to defrost by weight #every single time we'd pull out a mystery sized meat I'd be like 'we should get a kitchen scale' and It Worked lmao #i grabbed a straw cleaner bc i drink pretty much solely by straw now i just like it more and my mom is obsessed with the thing lmao #like every time she uses the straw cleaner for anything like cleaning funnels or the turkey baster #the entire time she's like 'wow I'm so glad we have this these things are cleaner than ever' its great #or just generally when i convince her to slightly improve the house a bit #we found some super cheap but REALLY nice furniture at goodwill and my mom Will Not stop talking about the new chairs and coffee table #(to be fair the chairs are super fucking nice they're insanely comfy for kitchen table chairs AND they only cost 15$ each)

[red-winters]

got my first jury duty summons in the mail and hello anxiety

#blogchatter #i went to sleep early yesterday night hoping I'd be over it in the morning but no it's just steadily building up #and now I'm obsessively looking through reddit for detailed blow by blow descriptions of what it's like (hit & miss on how reassuring it is #in between studying what I'm meant to be studying #💀😬🙃 #i am both unemployed and living with my mother so I definitely have the time for this #but talking to strangers in that setting sounds pretty intimidating (i'm already super awkward on normal 1:1 interactions) #on the rare occasions they happen #jury deliberations!? being asked questions by attorneys and judges about myself I've rarely thought about?! h e l p

[dixiedingo]

Bahhh

#been feeling crummy #doesn't help my eliptical machine finally gave up #but I've been obsessing again #i hate it when I do this because I don't feel like I have any control over it #no matter how hard I distract myself I just keep thinking about the pains and stuff #this morning I couldn't stop thinking about how abandoned I feel/felt #yesterday and today i just feel ugly. unsightly. #and i wanna make friends but also i know I'm super intense with my feelings and reactions. #and i know. we just live inna day and age where people just. don't have the patience for it #it feels like if i ever complain to anyone they'll just abandon me and complain about how like #self absorbed and emotional I am #and I know this is all irrational but when it actually happens to you when the worst case scenario actually happens #you get so jumpy and frightened #my problems seem so intense and so much cause everytime I bring it up I judt get hit with #“oh.” or “wow.” or “im sorry.” #and its like you're clearly uncomfortable! and now I feel bad! and its like I can never tell anyone whats wrong. #and the few people who do listen I can never get them to talk to me in normal circumstances #so i feel like you're a therapist more than a friend and thats worse bc its like im using you #vent #i just feel like crying but I know it wont fix anything and i'll just get another nose bleed

[nevert-the-guy]

Late night OC drawing? Late night OC drawing.

Here's Pablo and Jolyne - my two poster children OCs - goofing off with the new Mario powerups.

#nevert's funky lines #pablo #jolyne #my ocs #original character #mario #super mario bros wonder #hand drawn #also look it's in color! #haven't done that in a while #i just felt like doing this #i have fun putting my characters into situations #also for those of you who find out about them from this #these characters are from COMPLETELY different planned projects #think of these i'm-too-obsessed-with-them drawings as like... #... #the pablo and jolyne power hour #yeah sure that's a tag now #(this is gonna get lost from how late i've posted it isn't it?) #oh wait i forgot #robot girl #not sure what to tag pablo as