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clumsyclifford · 3 years

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u know what. i will give u all the lore u want. i’m 18, will be 19 decently soon so we are close to the same age. also the other band was r5. i have sent u asks about them and tde in the past. i followed you for atl content and got whiplash when u started posting about the first band i ever loved. i was like 10 when their first album dropped i have been around for entirely too long. i had a wattpad account and wrote r5 fanfic from the tender age of like 11-13. i discovered 5sos i don’t even remember how but i think the funniest part about it is that i never really got into their music?? i got into them as people by watching like interviews and compilations. and i mean at this point that was a While ago. SPEAKING OF FANFIC i did that like ao3 year in review thing like a month ago??? and you were my top author of the year so far. i read a lot of fic on ao3. your fics are very lovely and some of my favs. moving on. will not lie my music taste is kinda embarrassing and has barely changed since i was like 14 lmfao. been listening to a lot of waterparks lately. have been since their album dropped in may. i essentially go through phases of listening to solely one artist. or one playlist i made. most recently my taste has consisted of a lot of all time low, waterparks, paramore + hayley’s solo music (it really had to grow on me BUT now that it has it is very good), also been on a nostalgic r5 kick as well. hot take it has been quite difficult for me to get into tde’s music and i don’t really know why. some songs i absolutely adore (omg plz don’t come around is my fav by them. also scared of heights, feel you now, welcome to the end of your life are top songs too) but others i’m just. i have never liked preacher man and it’s the first song they released after they rebranded in like 2017. i love to see them finally free to do what they love music-wise but some of it is just. hard to listen to. i’m supposed to see them live in november (like 4 days before my birthday, kinda cool) and it’s the second time the show has been rescheduled so hopefully it happens. i’ve seen them live before but not since they rebranded. they’re dropping an album in october that i will have like a month to learn so it better be a fucking banger. now i’m just rambling about tde because i love ross and rocky with my entire being. rydel is annoying these days tho. also she named her baby fucking SUPER what kind of name is that why would you do that to a child. anyways. you ever need useless random r5 lore, i’m the person to ask. it’s the effect of being around to like a band for like 8 years. in conclusion my music taste? terrible. a cluster fuck. i will listen to luke’s solo album next time i’m focusing on a task because i like listening to new music when i’m concentrating on something. there’s some other bella lore for the day. - other bella

OH ALSO yeah idk. i’m currently on mobile. when i looked at your blog on mobile the first time last night it was blue. but now it’s pink. i have yet to see it on desktop but when i do i am sure it will be equally as pretty. - other bella again

hell YES some other bella lore. let's dig in

oooooh how soon? whens your birthday? 👀👀👀

ahhh yes i do remember the r5 asks !!!! that was a fun little era of clumsyclifford content huh. dont worry i wrote 1d fic on wattpad from ages 11-13 as well sooo same hat. that is super funny tho actually that you never bothered to listen to their music u really were staying loyal to r5 good for you

ao3 year in review???????????? say more?????? what is this?????????? thats very flattering regardless omg im going to ask you what your favorites are because im a leo just kidding its because i crave validation and im curious what ones you read/have read. also thank you for reading my fics lol

oh yeah theres a new parx album!! i dont listen actively to them but i really like all the parx music i know. im scared to get really into them because im genuinely afraid to fall in love with awsten knight. like im not joking thats the reason. i have to listen to more of their music tho cos i really enjoy what i know so...if you have recs...👀 i'm listening

mm thats a good lineup of music to listen to!! paramore is another band i never got super into, i meant to and then i listened to all of riot and then i learned that hayley williams is like pretty christian and that a few paramore songs are more christian than i anticipated and now i'm like. on the fence about it all. but i wanna listen to after laughter i just havent gotten around to it yet. and i did like riot. i like paramore. i like dead horse by hayley, i didnt like the other single she released, and i didnt listen to her solo music because i didnt like the first single so im not sure if i would actually like it? i am accepting vibe checks in that category though i dont really know what kinda music it is. actually now that im thinking about it doesnt she have two albums now???? i feel like the answer is yes. anyway. moving on

that is very fair the thing abt the tde stuff is that it's all so interesting and so different from every other tde song like they really just do something unique in each song which i think is awesome but also makes it hard to like every song bc it's not like one universal vibe you kinda have to decide for each song if you're enjoying it or not. i do LOVEEEE tde though, im very jealous that you're seeing them perform. although i dont know why im not, just looked it up and theyre gonna be in new york on november 24th which is a sunday so i miiiight.....be able to go.......maybe...........their website says the 25th which is a monday so maybe i was under the impression the show was on a monday?? but the ticket site says sunday. 👀 we will just...have to see......what we see.............

ANYWAY

RIGHT im so excited for their album i was mistakenly thinking it was coming out the same night as luke's but it was just the new single which i really liked on a first listen but have to listen to again cos ive only heard it the one time. but i hope it fucks. they announced that the album is called girlfriend which personally i think is really fun so i have high hopes

SHE NAMED HER CHILD FUCKIN WHAT NOW???????????????

wait eight years thats a long time but also thats roughly how long ive been around 1d wtf........insane. madness. and in fairness probably roughly how long ive been around 5sos but i took a hiatus from both of those bands during high school so im not sure how much i can count all of those years. ive been around all time low for six years though, that's pretty good. anywayyyy i hope you like luke's album but no pressure man listen whenever you feel like it. LOVE YOU

#whew #we got through it #we did it boys #guys my friend is picking me up at TEN in the morning tomorrow #we're going out on a day road trip #going to her aunt's farm to meet some goats #etc #it's gonna be really fun we're just gonna listen to taylor swift and atl i'm really looking forward to it #but also tho.....i will have to be up and ready to go at TENNNNNNN #thats a horrible time #i mean like #better than camp time but still ugh #early #she said 9:20-9:30 and i was like omg thats. so early #ask #anonymous #cubs anon

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cheolbooluvr · 3 years

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maybe there's just smth in the air! or maybe because its leo season, haha. i hope you're able to find some rest in between all the busyness, at least! (ooh, when do u start classes? im from the southern hemisphere so admittedly school years where summer break is mid year have baffled me a little... but i guess it'll be the same vice versa as well haha)

tell me about it... like maybe make asks the same on desktop and mobile, and while you're at it, have some kind of way of knowing if your message has sent properly like an outbox or something? maybe do that before u try to monetise your site like its patreon or kofi?

HAHAHA HIGH FIVE... it does except as a horror trope like... do the clothes get possessed? is it like a turnip head howls moving castle kind of situation? many questions to be answered. (look i like horror in theory and have always thought that I would be unstoppable if I wasn't such a big scaredy cat....) and yes it really is haha especially when it gets super cold and if you're like me u never use the heater because I mean I feel bad for how it'll impact the electricity bills and whatnot... out of curiosity tho how cold does it get where you are? do you see snow at all? omg? i mean I hope if its possible that it'll get fixed soon? it does remind me though back at my old place my ceiling was so tall and when the light died out I didn't know what to do because even on a ladder I was too short to change the light bulb... so I just... had no bedroom light for six months before my tall friend actually was like LET ME CHANGE IT !!!!!!!!!!!!

its not pressure at all! 💖 more like i want to catch up to speed so i can give more feedback when i can hehe. oh yeah absolutely, and like the thing about those nerves is that getting comments and interactions can really help! although imposter syndrome is like. one of those things where I'm like will u ever go away or is it just a constant thing forever, like it comes n goes in waves. still, I will say it makes me happy to hear that and see that you where you are today!!!!! like its so cool that even with your nerves you pushed through it and now you're at three hundred!!!!!!!! and honestly pretty much haha. and i don't want to ever stop growing as a person if that makes sense, like we'll always be going through new experiences since its impossible to experience every single thing life has to offer... so the thought of remaining unchanging after all that is... a little sad! yeah right? I think at those times I just need someone to smack my hand away from the edit button to just post haha. although it has been a while since I have posted, since i seem incapable of writing short things anymore, and all my wips are... too damn long...

omg yes i cannot remember the last time I saw a flattering flash picture it really washes everything out 😭 OHHHHHHH?????? THESE ARE SO NICE?????? I love how you framed the shots!!!!!! And idk what the technical term is but like the way the objects/subjects are laid out in each photo has been done with such a great eye? these are so satisfying to look at!!!!! especially if they're not usually the stuff you photograph! thank you so much for showing me!!!!

GOD i custom built mine but there was so many nerves involved. I did build two of mine, one like a year ago but like... when I did, it was a whole ass ordeal and ngl, i have no idea how 16 year old me managed to build her computer like I was just so scared of breaking anything djdjkddjdj but thank u for the reassurance! its genuinely a huge relief to hear that!

ah, do u mind if I ask what kind of fanart in particular? animations though!!!! doodly (why does my phone correct it to Doodlakine dhjdksjdjdskd) animations sounds so cute hehe. do you post them anywhere or is it just a personal endeavour? ahhh uke covers of svt songs sounds so lovely hehe. like the uke really makes any song additionally charming because its such a peppy sounding instrument. have u uploaded covers anywhere? it really shows how much u love art and again, I'm seriously in awe of how many areas you have practice in! also keke we have nearly the same Myers briggs type, only im an infp :') i have another leo friend that's an enfp, actually. go figure hahaha. gosh tho hard-core relate to never finishing things like that's a skill I never learnt how to master

honestly same haha. like I feel like with original work I get so caught up in like... how long it'll take for me to create characters? like even thinking about coming up with names... I am so bad at being decisive with them... at least with fanfic you can take an already existing person/character and sorta use them like a base and see how the au you put them changes them as a person, if that makes sense? it's just so much faster than me having to painstakingly go through the character making process... although if I am serious about turning my current fanfic into something I want to publish... I am going to have to change all the seventeen members I used to other names HAHA im not sure if I can get away with publishing a book and then wow what are the members of seventeen doing here????? (hehe I'm curious did your friend also write imagines back or?) ah it means so so so much to me that you'd be interested in reading my work ;_; like even the thought alone!!! hehe thank u though, I do appreciate that! its just... very interesting to me how often I've set things up so that when I have gaps I have to fill i surprisingly find out that somethings already been established to fit in that gap... or ill have questions that i can immediately answer through the lore and I dunno!!!! This story just feels different to all my past ones. I'm sending over writing motivation and inspiration and energy Right The Heck Now I hope you can feel it!!! and honestly even 1k a day is impressive haha, I do still have days that I can barely write 100, I just have to make them up another day...

ooh, and you enjoying your major? I did an elective in international studies and it was a lot of fun, and I really liked the teacher in it actually! do you major in anything else or is it just the one? and ah yes that does make sense haha. I'm glad you had fun though!

before I respond to this subject djjsjdjf when you were like 'idk if I mentioned this' but that's me when responding to messages ours included like I know if I haven't already I will repeat myself at some point because I never have a good grasp on what I have and haven't said to someone already. and that's genuinely so interesting! did tumblr also help with the anti-fanfic side of things? like for me I was exposed to reader insert at a pretty young age so that's been pretty much all of my fanfic from then on barring exceptions from like friend's work or their recommendations. I completely understand haha, a lot of my original stuff is in a similar state, and if I have written anything, it's like a short story that's of a side character or something!

yeah of course! authors in general and especially on tumblr should stick together i think!!!! because on some level we all know the pains of posting writing haha. (omg dhdjdhdhd i mean if you have an idea i am not surprised because I constantly worry about forgetting anon when I send messages to u 😭 although did anything in particular give you any hints?) but ahhhhh that's very kind of you! you're not obligated to at all hehe but I do appreciate the thought a lot! its funny too because while I have posted quite a few things... most of them have been posted in 2018 or earlier so they're all pretty old! I did post some things recently but it's not nearly the same amount as back then haha. either way! thank u for even wanting to read my work!

pain is just.... like it is pain but I always find it cathartic, you know? ooh though I can't say I've ever written anything that's made me cry!!! The most is that i have sat down recently and had a crisis over how in the fanfic I brought up, I made an original character and I'm not sure how, but I genuinely have x did nothing wrong syndrome for my own damn character, which has never happened before LMAO... BUT IM SO EXCITED FOR JUNFIC... I am tuned the heck in for u to post it whenever its done! I AM READY AND WAITING

HAHA gosh big same. although I will say you have the cool part down!!!!! I haven't seen it but I have heard of monster house.... IS Joshua in it???? lmfao I joke but that would be hilarious. I don't know how he got the weirdest murder but there it is. it was a little alarming but my body is usually weirdly good at like. waking me up if it feels like a scene is about to become a nightmare so thankfully I usually avoid the worst of it! although every few months or so I do get this super vivid nightmare... which i suppose is the trade off???? but thank u I was genuinely so annoyed at him HAHAHA before it faded away because I was like well, I can't really do anything with my annoyance for dream wonwoo... supposedly writing a dream journal helps with remembering dreams although it is funny rereading them after the fact and seeing how little sense I make when I just woke up. omg slow mo running when you're being chased is the WORST though, like how are u meant to escape with speed like that... and thank u for the validation HAHA like I dunno why svt keep trying to kill me in my dreams

ooh, that's so cool though? are they a theatre actor or a film/tv actor or? neither can I, but what I've heard about Joshua is that he was pretty much your average guy in high school... and from my friend who knows someone that back up danced for seventeen, they're are just as polite and friendly as everyone says, which is nice to hear!

it is sad! A little like drifting away from a friend, but I do completely understand. obviously I'm all for musical development but if u lose interest u lose interest you know!

that makes sense! I wish you luck for whenever that happens hehe, all my friends have been moving out recently!! have you picked out any names for your future pug yet? also same my mom hates pets as well haha but I could technically get one now... I just want to be in a better financial situation first!!!

hahaha omg that would be a lot of fun though, like watching two leos try to out compete each other! I would pay to watch tbh... oooh that's a lot of fire in your chart! very nice! but it is fun how it links up to your big three like that! i love those kinda coincidences, although since no one in svt is a pisces sun I sadly do not share the same experience 😔 I am with u on that though! I just think its fun the way personality quizzes are, you know? HAHA omg... i understand completely like i say this in the most loving way but jeonghan.. is such a scheming schemer sometimes

they're a lot of fun! although I've watched so many that sometimes they can repeat stuff haha. like so many of em have that time hao went through the haunted building on his own and dunked on all the guys there... or wonwoos [deep voice] tasty... eggzackle is so cute dhdjdkjdjdkd especially because i love eggs in all forms... fried, boiled, mixed into batter... LACK TOES AND TALLER AUNT... DHDJDKDHD.... tbh I think it should be spelt like this for real from now on and u can quote me on that

I DONT KNOW BUT IT WIGS ME OUT A LITTLE SOMETIMES ... like people walking around talking about how its a dream... like straight up i dream about my best friend from high school and we're catching up in the dream and I'll be like you know I'm really glad we're hanging out I've been getting dreams about hanging out with u BUT ITS ALL A DREAM LIKE HOW DO I PROCESS THAT... and thank u there will be snacks and drinks provided! you'll have a front row seat reserved! god anyone in general tbh like that special video made me lose my mind a little bit... I must away...

yeah hehe! I wrote quite a lot before chickening out at the climax of the story but even so I still love boom boom for the inspiration it gave me! and once again 😭 you're too kind! I'll definitely feel comfortable sharing but like no pressure or anything! although I checked how long ago I posted it and JDJDKSJSJS i uploaded it in 2017...... FOUR YEARS AGO................. my writing has changed a lot since then HAHA but I was... thinking of rewriting this boom boom fic to reflect my newer writing style!!!! swimming fool is peak summer fun haha, even the choreo is a lot of fun to watch! also question i must ask... which unit is your favourite?

junhaos my i should be immortalised in sculpture and placed in a museum and that's just the truth!!!!! I said what I said!!!! and id say I agree with u, but with so many perf unit faves id probably come off as biased haha. and yes I do know I think??? I believe it was your name?????

- 😺 carat anon

ugh idk what it is but i need time to slow down a bit D: i start classes in 2 weeks on the 23rd! i checked my schedule bc i totes forgot what class i was taking, but i'm taking a marketing class which might be fun?? idk who knows honestly i wanna drop out but whatever. OH! southern hemi!! honestly? american education system lowkey doesn't make sense in general so i don't blame you there.

yeah tumblr plz get your $#!t together first smh. omg wait yeah that's a great idea bc the amount of times i wasn't sure i sent my assigned blog an ask akfjadlfj UGH whatever, i don't think anyone on here actually supports plus posts so i'll just let it die like it's supposed to. YA HEAR THAT TUMBLR???? STAY IN YO LANE.

OMG TURNIP HEAD <333 plz i am the biggest scaredy cat and am the first to go in a horror situation? i'm the one who tries to talk everyone out of doing whatever stupid thing they want to do, and then somehow i still get dragged into it and STILL die first. bye.

but YEAH OMG it's like a DIY weighted blanket!! why use a heater when you can sleep under a huge pile of clothes :D oh it actually gets pretty cold where i am! i technically live in a desert, but what ppl don't realize is that deserts get cold, too. it's very dry here, so it gets to -9 degrees C??? idk how to do the degree thing, but i figure since you're not in america, F probably isn't a good gauge. but yeah, it gets cold and we do get snow!!! it snowed so much earlier this year, oh i loved it so much. i wrote a wonwoo drabble(?) based on it, and ugh. snow is so romantic to me :') it's just so pretty, and the crunching under your feet when you walk...ugh. love it. love it it so freaking much!

omg yeah so obvi, again i have been slacking w my asks so this is v late, but i got the light fixed! my neighbor fixed it for me thank the lord. THANK GOD FOR TALL FRIENDS!!!!! GLAD THEY WERE THERE TO HELP bc omg i would just be so dramatic abt it. i'd be like, 'oh no i'm dying, i can't seeeeeee~~!!!' anyways.

EEP THANK YOU <333 i am giving you virtual hugs and love bc it rly does mean a lot to me :( yeah plz, imposter syndrome GO AWAY!!! it totally does come and go in waves, i felt that hard. nothing, and i mean nothing, irks me more than ppl who refuse to change and grow. it's truly one of my biggest pet peeves. UGH DON'T GET ME STARTED CUZ I'LL GO OFF FOREVER >:[ it is sad tho, like hello, you could be changing for the better, but you just choose to stay the same ol stale boring person??? okay, fine whatever your loss -_-

nothing wrong w long wips!! i am seeing the joy of writing long fics now (thank u jun) but damn my brain was all over the place! esp bc i don't write in chronological order. but plz if you ever feel like sharing, my dms are open always and i rly would love to read your work <33

AHHHH THANK YOU!!! the technical term would be composition :D you're so sweet omg :((( i rly just love capturing candid moments the most, seeing ppl be happy...i rly do have so much love for photography and the way it has shifted the way i see things. it was my pleasure!! i might have to revamp my photography sideblog and post those there LOL (so actually, this is my return to tumblr since like...2012 and i had a photography sideblog and that just never took off, but hmm....thinking......)

OMG YEAH WOW GO YOU FOR BUILDING YOUR OWN PC THAT'S SO IMPRESSIVE. plz i had to text my friend and have him walk me thru what cables i'm supposed to buy bc aha LOL i bought an extra hard drive and no extra cables for the motherboard :D but he's giving me some extra, so we're good there!!

oh for sure! also svt fanart LOL i've really jumped into the deep end w them afkladjffkds. but yeah it's fun!! i've posted a lot of stuff on my stan twt LOL so they are on the internet! i'd be happy to share them once we do the big reveal or smth :D yessss i love the uke, and actually i used to play the violin, and i'd love fidgeting w it and plucking it like it was a guitar, and i tried to play guitar but my fingers are not flexible enough, so uke it was! and it's so easy to learn. oh! my covers are also on twt but honestly, they're not that good lol. i'm not rly a singer, tho i'm not tone deaf at least (i hope). but i'm trying my hardest to learn bc i love singing T^T

OMG ANOTHER INFP i swear everyone i know is an infp??? my sister jokes abt how she collects enfps, so maybe i collect infps??? it only makes sense hehe BUT YEAH WHAT IS IT W US XNFPS NEVER FINISHING STUFF AFKJADKLJADL my brain is always just like hey wait what if you do this, and i'm like oooh interesting, and in the middle of that, my brain is like OOH WHAT ABT THIS and i'm like okay but can i finish??? and my brain goes, but WHAT IF and then i'm forced to think abt it until i forget abt my current idea

OH MAN ORIGINAL CHARACTERS ARE SO HARD. i talked abt this a lot w one of my friends, but i like fanfic bc i can just base characters off real ppl and it's so much easier but, ask me to do world building on my own??? phew that'll take YEARS. but yeah omg i think changing the names should be easy right?? just find and replace them LOL i rly hope you get to publish! i was talking to some folks today abt if their dream was ever to be an author, and it was interesting, some said yes, some said no. but for me, i would love to see my name on book shelves :'] idk i think it would be rly fun!!

my friend kinda would, but it was mostly me! and that was all fine by me, i rly didn't mind. but yes!! if you're comfy sharing, plz i would love to read :))) i need to read more, honestly. just in general. i don't do it enough LOL (how tf am i supposed to be a published author if i don't read other ppl's works akljdalkds). but thank you!!! and sending all that energy back to you as well!!! <33

my major was fun!! it was nice bc we basically got to pick our courses to our own interests, so it was great having that freedom in my undergrad studies. that was my major, i also minored in mandarin chinese!! language :] and now i'm getting a masters of business administration so i can make money T^T

no yeah i completely agree lol i'm like...this feels familiar...turns out i mentioned it already LMFAO HELP. but yeah i think tumblr did help!! i was suuuuper reluctant at first like, ugh, reader inserts can't be good -_- BUT THEY CAN BE AND THEY ARE!!!!!!!! oooh that's awesome that you've been reading reader insert since you were young!! kinda wish i did too, tbh. i wonder if that would have jumpstarted my writing career at all. oh well.

oh!! maybe i should try writing side stories for my characters just to establish their back story :o that's such a good idea omg thank you for that!

OMG YES I AGREE. man, i rly had no idea what authors go thru, but now...now i'm feeling it. the post writing pain is so true. or even pain during writing like writer's block UGH.

okay so i had an idea, but now i'm not sure anymore given your timezone LOL. so it's back to the drawing board :{ but also i like surprises so i'm not gonna spoil this for myself hehe

but yes omg i can't wait to find out who you are so i can read them!! even if it's old, it would be so awesome to see how your writing style has changed! and ofc it's a pleasure! but only share if you feel comfy, otherwise i won't bug you too much abt it :)

we love pain in this house!! i rly do love things that make me cry and hurt LOL so 100% agree w you on the catharsis it brings. i told someone i cry to relieve stress and they were like....r u ok.... and i was like yeah, that's eggzacklee why i'm good yo. i let out my emotions like that smh. omg noooo that sounds stressful but i love when you write smth and you make yourself feel things hahahaha like damn wow that has to be one of the most fun things abt writing imo. i mean, they say write the stories you want to read, right?

BUT AH I'M ANSWERING THIS BY THE TIME JUN FIC IS OUT SO I'M SORRY AGAIN THAT I'M LATE BUT I HOPE YOU LIKE IT!!! it's definitely painful, and so far the general consensus is that it has made ppl cry.... so.....uh...take that as a warning haha :]

joshua is the house yes. so it makes perfect sense why you had that dream. LOL JK but that is so strange but also hilarious like WHY IS HE A HOUSE HELP but also. i can't talk bc my brain does weird things at night too. omg is it a recurring nightmare??? that's terrifying. also, on the subject of sleep/dreams, have you ever been in sleep paralysis? and can you lucid dream at all?

yeah i used to record my dreams, but lately i haven't and i miss vivid dreaming so much :( i love re-reading my dreams bc then i remember them exactly and sometimes i have these rly lovely dreams and it's my short escape from reality lol. but yeah omg, idk why, i always escape bc luckily i am semi-conscious in my dreams and i'm like oh they'll never catch me. and they don't so, smth is working! yeah i'll fight svt w you, like how dare you fight my friend!!!! SMH.

my friend is a film/tv actor! pretty cool stuff, he was actually in an oscar winning movie so that's cool!! but aww that's cute :[ i like the idea of average joshua, that makes me rly happy for some reason hahaha. but that's great omg i'm glad. they rly do seem just like genuinely kind ppl. you know how sometimes you look at idols, and you just kinda get the vibes that they're...bratty or the vibe is off? like if you met them irl, it wouldn't be pleasant? i def don't get that w svt.

oh yeah, i always joke that they're my ex-bfs lol. it rly feels that way, and i wish i didn't feel this way, but you're right. and life goes on (by bts LOL).

no names yet, i think i need to see my pupper first before i give them a name! it'll probably come to me then :) but maybe smth epic would be cool, or maybe greek myth names cuz i am a sucker for mythology!! also random, but i was answering this ask on my desktop and i hit the word limit!!! jkdhaskfjas stupid t*mblr. but yeah, totally agree w that. i want to be more financially stable than i am rn. i rly rly want a big doggy tho :(((( but that’s expensive T^T

it’s interesting how ppl perceive me to be very put together and organized, but i’m so…chaotic a lot of the time. I LOVE PERSONALITY QUIZZES OMG they are fun. we had to do some at my work and i was SUPER EXCITED bc i was like omg this is my shit. and it lines up so well w who i am and helping me further understand the person i could be.

oh jeonghan is my enemy >:[ (affectionate). i will fight him knowing i would lose, but i’d do it anyway. OMG MINGHAO IN THE TAG IS SO CUTE PLZ I LOVE HIM SM. and tasty is so iconic but also i can’t help but just lose my shit anytime i hear him say it lmfao

OMG SO META THAT’S TRULY AMAZING I LOVE YOUR BRAIN. like i mentioned a little earlier, i am semi-aware i’m dreaming but never enough to be like, yeah, this is a dream and we’re in a dream and i’m dreaming of you, so that’s rly freaking cool.

YAY SNACKS AND DRINKS I CAN’T WAIT!!!! omg anyone. special. video. BYE. race car driver!svt is so UGH. I’M UPSET T^T they rly did not have to look that good. like at all. unwarranted. out of pocket. hate them for it.

wahhhh i hope you get to revisit it soon!! plz i want to read it, i’m super curious what kind of story boom boom could have sparked! :D but yeah, if you wanna rewrite it before sharing or smth, that’s totes good w me, whatever you’d like!! 4 years is a long time, and honestly i’m sure i’ll want to rewrite a lot of my fics in 4 years LOL

which unit T^T this is honestly so hard bc like i love all of them??? but……..i think i love performance unit’s songs the most?? 247, lilili yabbay, my i (junhao but close enough), swimming fool, shhh, wave. and their performances too??? SO GOOD PLZ. but i have so much love for vocal and hip hop unit bc obvi…cheol…and boo…….luvr…..aha…that’s me……what abt you?? (i’m guessing also perf unit LOL) wait did i ever ask you who your biases were??? are they…junhao mayhaps?

BUT SPEAKING OF JUNHAO—OMG JUNHAO MY I AS A SCULPTURE?! PLZ I WANT THAT!!!! for a second i was like…what about my name…..but then i realized you meant YOUR NAME the anime and oh my god that’s my sister’s fave movie. she LOVES that movie. i do too. it’s so good and so beautiful and the story line. ugh. that’s like a happy pain, ya know??? so good T^T

#cheolbooluvr asks #😺 carat anon #carat anon event 💎

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willandlyra · 7 years

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Pls can you write anything with a jealous Nico? So like he's being a bit more touchy and grumpily affectionate with Will all day for some reason until Will realises why and he's like omG cUtE gRuMpY jealOuS bOyf

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It’s not as if Nico is jealous, per say.

…Okay, so he’s a little jealous. But that’s fine! It’s not like he’s about to throw a fit over it. Or break into the Apollo cabin while they’re all out having breakfast to ensure that Will isn’t getting up to any shenanigans behind his back. It’s not as if he even feels threatened in any way - Will loves him, and he loves Will, and he trusts him.

But this new girl, hanging around Will all the time? Blushing every time he so much as says hello and thanking him every day for bandaging her wrist when she was first brought to Camp Half-Blood a few days ago, a shiny new addition to the Athena cabin?

It’s not that he doesn’t like it, per say - okay, yeah, he doesn’t like it. But the thing is, he kind of knows he’s being unreasonable. There’s no way she could know that he and Will are together, she’s barely been at camp a week and it’s not as if PDA is really their thing. If she did, she’d probably feel terrible. But she doesn’t, and so she keeps giving Will these longing looks from across the dining pavilion.

“You know,” Jason says, chomping into a burger, spread out all over the Hades table as if he’d actually been invited. “You should just tell her you’re dating Will. Or tell Will she’s got some puppy love going on. It’d be much simpler.”

“Not jealous,” Nico mumbles.

Jason raises an eyebrow. “Not an idiot,” he contributes, rather unhelpfully.

“Okay. A bit jealous. Still no need for-”

“Basic communication?”

Nico scowls. “Aren’t you supposed to be creating shrines to the forgotten gods of the world?”

“Hey, I’m taking a well deserved break. I did just save the world, you know.”

“Two years ago, Grace, get over it. And Percy’s done it, like, twice as much.”

Jason considers this.

“Irrelevant,” he concludes. However, he seems to notice Nico’s ploy at changing the subject because he suddenly, sharply, turns the conversation quickly back into, well, serious places. At least, mildly more serious. “But like, really. Just say something.”

Pfft. Emotional confrontation? Not today.

Nico has grown to like the campfires a fair bit. Sure, they’re tedious in some ways - Leo always finds a way to show off his fire skills while Calypso rolls her eyes and whatever new campers they are gawp and gape. Chiron extends wisdom to them all, as if more than 15% of the camp are listening (they love him really), and Nico’s face keeps getting overly warm from the flames.

But otherwise, yeah, he loves it.

He loves it with Will too. He’s got a good routine going on, they’ve got a good thing. They always sit together at the campfire, surrounded by their other friends, and it’s all subtle but they’re still close. Skin touching, limbs brushing, fingers warm and intertwined.

Things he loves: the campfire, occasionally, and also Will.

And yeah, okay, maybe because the new girl, Chloe, keeps giving Will shy looks from across the blaze, clearly oblivious to everything else, Nico might just lean in a little bit closer to him, letting his breath bounce warm against Will’s wrists, shivers when Will’s blonde hair tickles at his skin as he mumbles something into his ear.

Not that the girl seems to pick up on it. Oh gods, what if she thinks they’re bros? Nothing terrifies Nico more than the idea of muscly straight guys punching him on the shoulder with a beefy grin, saying “no homo”.

“We are definitely not bros,” Nico mutters.

Will blinks. “You what?”

Jason catches Nico’s gaze from across the way, and mouths “told you so. Jealous.”

So Nico overhears Chloe talking to one of her sisters about her huge crush on the blonde medic who took care of her on her first day, and his big blue eyes, and he kind of wants to go chill in the Underworld for oh, maybe six months or so.

The sister doesn’t say anything about Nico or Will having a boyfriend, and maybe she isn’t even really listening. But hey, Nico is. He’d appreciate some support here, universe.

See: he gets it. He’s being stupid. Will’s not gonna go for this girl, he knows that. Knows the thought of liking her won’t even cross his mind. He’s not secure in many things, but he’s pretty secure in one, and that’s just how much Will loves him.

What he’s not so sure of? Just how much he really deserves that love, and whether other kids here could wear it way better, make him smile brighter.

It’s not a nice way to feel.

“Any reason why you’ve been stalking me to the Apollo table at breakfast, lately?” Will asks, nonchalantly, a few days later when they’re sprawled out across Nico’s bed.

(Will had suggested going for a walk. Nico had snorted, and responded with one word. Or maybe two, technically: “uh, pillows?” and here they are.)

Nico frowns at his words.

“Um, rude,” he sniffs. “You should be blessed with my presence.”

“Oh, I am,” Will grins. “But like, you’re usually not up until noon. Breakfast is lunch and lunch is pomegranates. Something’s up.”

“I’m a morning person now,” Nico says weakly.

Will snorts.

“Yeah, and I’m Clarisse La Rue from Ares,” he says sarcasitcally. “What’s going on, really?”

Nico is quiet for a moment.

He swears he can hear Jason’s voice - like maybe the big blonde loser is chilling under his bed waiting to act as his conscience. But it’s probably just in his head, a byproduct from all the mother henning he’s done over the years.

Just tell him, Nico. Followed by a deep and long suffering sigh.

“So you know that new girl in Athena,” he says, eventually, not bothering to phrase it as a question. “She has a crush on you.”

“Oh, Chloe?”

“That’s the one.”

Will rubs the back of his neck a little awkwardly. “Yeah, I kind of figured that,” he says. “I was gonna tell you, she asked me out this morning.”

Nico’s eyes bug out. “What?”

He shrugs. “Yeah, came by the infirmary. I felt so awkward, I was so sure the entire world knew about me and you by now.”

“It’s… old gossip, I guess.”

“Mmmm.”

“And?” Nico probes. Will actually looks confused for a minute, until Nico rolls his eyes and says, “what happened?”

“Oh, well, I just told her that she’s really nice, but I’ve got a boyfriend at the moment. He’s pretty cool, you know him?”

Nico hides his face but he’s smiling. “You’re a dork.”

“She was cool with it,” Will continues. “Had no idea, said sorry and all that. But we’re all good.”

“Cool,” Nico says.

Quiet.

And then -

“So why’d it bother you, anyway?” Will asks. “That she liked me?”

“I don’t know,” Nico shrugs. “I, um. Was just as bit jealous, I guess?”

“How come?” he actually looks a little concerned. “You don’t - you didn’t think I’d like her or something, did you? Cause I wouldn’t. Not while I have you. I like you. You know that, right? Like, I love you.”

“I know that,” Nico says. “I love you too.”

“You better.”

“I do.”

“Then… why?”

Nico curls up into himself but the thing is, Will follows his motions; melting into him and the way he leans, moving closer, not letting him isolate himself, pull away.

“Just, all that insecurity,” Nico says and he shrugs as if it’s nothing although he knows Will will know it’s not. “It never really goes away. I still don’t feel like I’m all that good enough for you sometimes.”

Will looks at him incredulously.

…And then, for some reason, gives him half a noogie, before collapsing on top of him and draping his arms around Nico’s neck, nuzzling in against him.

“Idiot,” he mutters. “As if - no, that’s not - you’re an idiot.”

“You just repeated yourself. Well done.”

“Don’t change the subject,” Will warns.

“Sorry,” Nico mutters.

“Don’t be,” Will says. He still hasn’t let go. “you don’t… you don’t need to feel that way. Like, ever. I love you. You know that. I don’t want anyone else?”

Nico hesitates, and he’s not sure for a moment if he believes it. There’s his past and his thoughts and all his experiences, moments that have taught him to believe he’s not good enough, he’s not worth it. No one could ever love him, at least not forever.

But it’s Will. And it’s enough.

“I love you too,” he mutters, barely getting out the words before Will’s lips are on his and he’s being kissed into oblivion.

The next day, at lunch, when Nico walks in the girl smiles semi-awkwardly, gives him a little wave, rose colours dusting her cheeks like she’s embarrassed.

Nico figures she doesn’t need to be.

He gives her a small smile back, and makes his way over to Will.

#solangelo #solangelo fic #solangelo fanfic #solangelo fanfiction #apparently the only time im productive is when im babysitting and watching lilo and stitch hbu #hope you liked it!!!#Anonymous

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mainvocalminghao · 6 years

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The wonderful and beautiful @honeyjaehwan tagged me to to this so I thought i’ll do it now!! Thank you so much for tagging me sam omg,, i really loved reading about you, thank you for sharing it !!

below the cut cause its a lil long

appearance; So I’m?? 5′7, 160lbs I think! I have an undercut and my hair color changes frequently but right now it’s black! I’m white and I have horrible acne omg,, im also always covered in fur i have exactly 20 animals in and out of my house wow

personality; I’m kind of really awkward, I worry a lot and think a lot but I’m better with it when I warm up to people!! I rly like making people smile and just being friendly tbh, I think a lot of the time that’ll get me out of a sad mood more than anything else. I also try rly hard to be funny and it can probably get annoying sometimes omg beware. I also cry and get sad a lot kdlsjsjf

ability; I’m honestly not good at a lot of things?? I’d like to say I’m a decent artist, paper and makeup but I’m trying to improve on both! I also (used to?? I haven’t in a while) make armor for cosplay and sew a little bit, I’m not good at the sewing part but I’m good at armor! I also work in a pet health foods store so im Very Knowledgeable on dog food

hobbies; uh!! I guess I explained that above, drawing, makeup and costume making. I also love writing a lot!! Although I’m not very good,,!! I used to read like 20 books in a week haha but I’ve stopped for now because I have difficulties concentrating recently

experiences; I’m honestly probably too young to have done much but I guess? The experiences to come can count! I’m graduating high school in a month (half a year earlier than the rest of my class wahhh !!) and in January I’m starting at a cosmetology school! I’m very thankful for that ;;; I just hope I can pay for it all in time oml

my life; I’m honestly not sure what this entails but so far I think things are going well, especially now that I have things planned out ;; before I was worried and thinking about dropping out of school because I thought I wasn’t good at anything and that I couldn’t get anywhere, but I’ve found a passion for things again and weirdly enough kpop has brought me to that. So I’m very thankful for that omg ;; can u believe vixx stopped me from dropping out of school its crazy

relationships; Right now things seem okay? I lost a lot of friends when I left my high school for the college program I’m in right now unfortunately, but I’m beyond thankful for the ones that kept in contact ;; as for more than friendship relationships I’ve only had one, and unfortunately she made things much harder than they needed to be for me, so I had to let her go. We’re still very good friends tho! And for family, everyone but my immediate family lives in germany so i miss them a lot ;;

random stuff; I !! love !! big !! dogs !! I have 4 large dogs!! I love them all!! I love cats also,, my son is a cat his name is Salem and I trust him w my life,,, but you know who i love more?? kim ravi,, I keep a photocard of him in my phone case oops omg, also I listen to exo’s Power, astro’s Baby and vixx lr’s Whisper at least six times a day each probably. i also used to love anime a lot like, dont tell anyone my friend got me into vixx 2 years ago by showing me beautiful liar and comparing leo and ravi to two anime boys i was obsessed with at the time....wow lmao i dont think ive watched anime in like over half a year now

♥

I’ll tag you guys to do this cause I think it’d be really interesting to read and learn more about you but you don’t have to!! if you read this all I’m sorry omg but thank you !!!

@genericgayanime @wonshiks-tiddy @tvixx @ottokaji-vixx @leo-nardo-di-taekwoon @sprouthyuk @boopshik and @1eohyuk!!! ♥ (and anyone else who wants to!!)

#personal stuff ig?#not kpop

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alia15 · 6 years

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New Relationship FAQ

While I didn’t intend to start a blog solely to talk about myself and my personal life, it *is* a big part of my writing and the content you’ve seen on ‘AA’ for the past 5+ years. And because I reveal personal stories and often talk about my friends and family and just my life in general, my readers have become somewhat... invested.

A HUGE part of this blog over the years became the world of dating and relationships, and more specifically (dun dun dunnnn): SINGLE LIFE. And why wouldn’t it? I had been single for a long time and got writing material up the wazoo from dating sites, horror stories, ghosting, fuckbois, and just the overall exasperation from it all. Because of that, I almost feared I’d become a PSG: Perpetual Single Girl (I just made that term up). I was nervous that it became my identity; what people associated me with, and just who I was.

I didn’t love that.

But all that changed about six months ago when I met someone, and it wasn’t like anything else I’d experienced. It felt different; more mature...like a very real thing. But still, fear of past relationship disasters and disappointment loomed over me, so I shut my mouth about it. I told NO ONE. Not a best friend (seriously), not a family member, not a coworker, a stranger, a priest (lolz)... no one. For about a month, this gun-shy former PSG was beginning a new relationship and was treading WHOLE new territory.

Then, a couple months into dating this person, I dropped the social media atomic bomb. While I had now alerted some people about this new relationship of mine, many still did not know. But they soon would:

I posted the pic after we had spent a day in Coney Island together and thought, why not? I really didn’t put a lot of thought into it at all, actually... well, until I checked back to look at my phone fifteen minutes later and saw 342733 notifications.

“OMG WHO IS THIS”

“UM CALL ME I NEED DETAILS”

“Innnnnnnnnnnnnnnteresting”

HOW DID I NOT KNOW ABOUT THIS?”

And it made me realize: I have nosy f*cking friends. Kidding! Well, sorta. We’re all nosy. I spent YEARS -- literally, multiple years -- writing about being single and dating and all the shenanigans I encountered along the way. And here I was, posting what is CLEARLY a “couples” photo, and the people wanted answers. They demanded them. Shit, I know I’d want answers, too. I’d feel like I was owed that.

So, today, I’m going to do an FAQ post so you know who the hell I’m dating, what on earth is going on, and all the juicy details. Kidding! You’re getting the bare minimum.

Let’s get into it, shall we?

Q. So, what’s his name??

Funny you ask! It’s Leo. NOT short for Leonardo, which would have been pretty cool, and CERTAINLY not short for Leonard which is what I dead-ass thought his name was for a good three months of dating. Turns out he once told me his sister jokingly CALLED him Leonard, and I must have heard “my full name is Leonard.” I told everyone that was his name until one day it awkwardly came up and he had to tell me what his actual government name was. It’s just LEO. Woops.

Leonardos are cool, doe.

Q. How did you guys meet?

Oh, in the most 2017 way possible. While we “met online,” it wasn’t on a dating app. No, it was on your President’s favorite social media platform: Twitter. My mother won’t understand any of these words but hopefully you will: I tweeted something, Leo saw it because a mutual friend liked it, Leo then quoted my tweet with some heart-eye emojis (*blushing*) and I responded. He then, as the kids say, “slid in my DMs.” We chatted and quickly realized we were the same age and lived about 20 minutes from each other. Look at that!

Q. Stop! That’s so cute! So then you guys just, like, started dating?

Oh, no. I told him men were trash and I was in the midst of a dating ban.

Q. What? Okay....

He respected and understood it and so we continued to message each other ALL day for about two weeks, until I caved and agreed we should meet. I’m pretty sure that was his plan all along, but I’m cool with it. We had way too much fun talking and WAY too much in common to just let this fizzle or worse, be strictly pen pals.

Q. Awww! So then you guys met and started dating, obviously. How long has it been? That was early May so we’re at about six months now! I realize people have like, almond milk in their refrigerators longer than that, but it’s a pretty big deal to us.

Q. Does he read your blog?

Yes! He knew about it right away and reads everything I post, and I swear I don’t force him. His friends and family also asked if he’d ever end up being in it, and I always said no. But I lied, obviously.

Q. How does he feel about dating someone who takes a ton of pictures?

He’s a good sport. We started off slow and took some pics of cool things we did and places we went in the beginning, but now we’ve graduated to full-blown annoying and people are sick of us, I’m sure. But he doesn’t seem to mind.

Q. I noticed you two go to a lot of sporting events together; does that mean you like sports now?

No.

Q. Alrighty then. Well, he seems nice; what’s he like?

Leo is 35 years old (born a month before me!), grew up in Long Island, loves sports (particularly baseball -- he’s a coach), comes from a big/close-knit family, he’s funny, smart, chivalrous, thoughtful, generous, hard-working and puts up with me for some reason. My niece also adores him and my Grandma said he was “a real man,” whatever that means. I’m a lucky girl.

Q. OK, well that’s great and you seem happy but be honest: do you kindaaaaaaaaa sorta miss the writing material and stories you got from being single?

Alright you little busybodies! I hope you now feel you have all the answers you need. And Leo? Um... sorry for this post.

#relationship #relationships #dating #love #boyfriend #Leo #humor #funny #FAQ #lol #single #single life #new relationship #anniversary

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