#and like yeah she wasn’t helping

[mundifinis]

god i love rushes

#like okay so everything that could go wrong today went wrong #and by that i mean i lost my dads credit card and i realized right befor i had to go work #and for me when i get stressed like super stressed #i e it her get really calm or like #i yell and get mean and it’s unrecognizable and i hate it bc it’s my fathers anger #and it was the later and it was in front of my mom and i was mean to her too and i feel bad #and like yeah she wasn’t helping #but also i was outta pocket and then i literally #went to work still in that state of sobbing #and the first hour of my shift i was like still like just on the verge of crying #BUT THEN #there was a rush and it was so fun and it got me outta my head. #and idk it just reminds me the importance of working #like not in a capitalist way but as a way #like everything stressful can be going on in your life but when you’re clocked in #you’re clocked in like work is my work time where friendship or home drama doesn’t matter #it’s just me doing my thing #AND as i was typing this i found the credit card #my dad is still pissed at me BUT everything kinda works out in the end #ashla.txt

[kabutoden]

i look at you and my eyes are so so so wet like with tears tears of pure emotion and extend out my closed fist and then I open up my hand and you see her. my troll oc. the greatest oc. from 2013. I brought her back and redesigned her and im insane about her again. i begin sobbing on the ground. she’s so small. itty bitty……….

#this is melosa she is everything to me #weeping crying sobbing oh my god look at her awwwww AWWWUGHHH WEEHEHHH #sorry for not answering asks I was drawing this and buying some little bug guys who really rule. #id like to answer them soon im just a little burnt out #yeah she has an ankle monitor and hidden shock collar… little guy gets into a lot of trouble. #she’s the first jadeblooded cicada on her colony so they haven’t culled her for her antics. #the cicadas are essential to communicating with the mother grub #however by sabotage/accident she was given to a lusus for a more normal jadeblood and the nest parasite process went wrong #leading to her being rejected by her lusus : ( <im sooo edgy. #she spent a good deal of her time as a pretty young wriggler wandering around stealing from other trolls in the complex. the youngest troll #are raised in the interior layer of the planet. #she’s always been a rambler. she’s in the WALLS. she managed to break into somewhere super secret she wasn’t supposed to which got #The tracking device stuck on her. if she gets into areas she’s not supposed to be the collar might shock her. #she’s pretty miffed about the whole thing!! it doesn’t help with her exsisting issues with aggression #she likes making people mad and making people fight. just an angry wrath filled little guy #she wears the collars on her horns to stop anyone from trying to calm her down #bugstuck #buggy trolls #homestuck #homestuck oc #fantroll

[cali-kabi]

~ Birds 🦢🍬💫

#my art #sydney’s art #kirby #meta knight #galacta knight #kirby fanart #posca paint markers #poscamarkers #poscapaintpens #yeah i’m a traditional artist too yeah i draw with color pencils so much back then #this is a gift for my mum for Mother’s Day yeah she loves birds and me too xD💖owls are my favorite bird and the chickadee #she has been sick for like a month and that’s making me sad lately but she’s recovering good now;w; #i don’t normally talk about irl stuff I have low self esteem and that wasn’t helping me either I’m so glad she is ok now #an ask I answered last week thanks so much for your kind words you know who u are it makes me so happy #i get like so worried and anxious whenever someone I know is hurt or very ill >< #cockatoo #birds #bird art #birbs #saw whet owl #chickadee #tree swallow #owls #galah bird #there’s actually a pink bird called the ‘Galah’ look it up I didn’t know that till months ago haha Galacta knight was probably based on thi

[kirbyliker12]

This is the deepest I can delve into how I view them n their implications through imagery before it bcomes incomprehensibl 😙😙😙😙maybe I’ll do a tiny bit of elaborating in tags idk(this was mostly an excuse to practice drawing dranzas head)

#kirbyliker12png #dark taranza #taranza #Susie haltmann #parallel susie #man there was Barely any info on dark taranza🥸poor guy I miss him(not really) #nyway I have no idea on how da dark mirror works (nobody does really) #I don’t even know what the mirror even DOES #why does he look so similar to magolor soul they can’t just do that #is dtaranza like. taranza if nobody was there 2 help him n if he just turned to a path of loneliness for what he wants #(taranza voice) wow if I wasn’t surrounded by the beauty of nature n friendship I’d probably destroy the world to bring joronia back😋😋 #IDK ik it doesn’t make much sense but😏I love taranza having world ending potential #not in terms of ‘I’ll use this EVIL artifact n it’ll use me’ but in’wow dis guy is so op good thing he’s on your side ahaha’ #also I reely lauv how her dads demise is entirely suzys fault #the Japanese version specifically says she wanted to ‘make him pay’ #so she really did intentionally want him to get a bit hurt #she’s also more emotionally vulnerable in the aftermath instead of going ‘ermmm this wasn’t calculated🤓what a nuisance!’ #instead of taranza where it’s more like unlucky Suzy is entirely the problem and she knows it #oh yeah parallel Suzys hm well it’s kinda endearing how she still treasures her dad #even though the Suzys ditched their pin #I don’t think original Suzy has a likeable personality n that she’s aware of it but can’t do anything to change it #AGH it’s l8🥸why do I always post at night anyway #oh man can’t wait for da morning where I find how messy these thoughts are

[fridayiminlovemp3]

yesterday someone at the farmers market was telling me this booth was selling stray kids stuff and i genuinely thought they were talking about something selling stuff for homeless kids. i was like oh that’s so sweet, glad they’re raising awareness and they just stared at me :/

#you know that video of that guy like uhhh stray kids? like kids on the street like stray dogs. uh yeah we have to help them #that was me 🙁 #to be fair she’s 40 so i assumed she wasn’t a kpop fan but that’s on me for stereotyping #for context i was selling girl guide cookies and the boy scouts where also there so i assumed it was another kids organization #FLOPPPP #mari.txt

[laomelettedufromage]

In my experience the best way to find other apsec people in the wild is to first admit you are aspec. Obviously not a safe and open option for everyone but if you have the means and the confidence it’s fun to unlock more aspec friends from the wild unexpectedly

#aka I met another aspec person the other day because I was casually like #‘yeah I’m aroace so I feel like that influences my prespective on this topic a lot’ #and the guy who I had literally just met was like ‘woah we’re the same’ #and I was like ‘FOR REAL????’ #and then we bonded over aspec experiences for a bit #I could also just have a lot of luck #my NM friend has many times been like ‘why do all the aspec people seem to live in OH you know so MANY’ #and she knew only one (1) that wasn’t me ajskakskksks #🤷‍♀️ #anyways I’m not meeting a ton of aspec people or anything #but being out and comfortable talking and bringing it up to strangers has definitely helped me find more #it’s good practice trying to talk about it casually in conversation #by yours truly the omelette of cheese #aromantic #asexual #aroace #also I realize this is probably a no brainer but it’s fun #when you realize the stranger you’re talking to actually shares a lot more in common with you #or when old high school or college acquaintances reach out to you as another aspec person

[dutybcrne]

Kaeya and Rethel both have a favorite method to ward off any potential suitors, and it’s dueling.

#hc; kaeya #hc; rethel #//Wanted or unwanted; it’s the same for the most part. They won’t tend to accept any suitor who can’t best them in a duel #//Rethel in particular favored this after many started approaching her father for her hand; & he suggested she consider them for self-gain #//Still; she stubbornly demanded only those worthy enough to best her can have her; no gifts or sweet poems could sway her otherwise #//Other family members begged her to reconsider; but Anfortas agreed w her bc she claimed it was to ensure their line continued Strong #//Only the BEST for the Alberichs. @ the rate she was going tho; she was likely to end up a spinster. Not that she or Anfortas saw any issu #//Kae does this; bc he got spooked to hell and back bc a slew of marriage offers after Crepus’ death #//Bc folks claimed he ‘needed’ support after everything that happened; esp considering Crepus was slandered. That it would ‘BENEFIT’ him to #//Bc Luc wasn’t there to help get them off his back nor to actively secure of Luc’s hold as the Ragnvindr head for himself #//Some people assumed Kae would be it and made their move to take advantage. which Kae DETESTED for many reasons #//The biggest ones being ‘how DARE they assume HE is the new head of the family now that Diluc’s gone’ #//And ‘Oh stars; oh fucking he’ll; he does NOT need this; HE of all people does NOT need nor deserve to be married; oh fucking SHIT-‘ #//But yeah #//Both trained quite rigorously to ensure their independence; not ONE person has bested them since #//Esp since they both will pull out all the stops to ensure it; even playing dirty when need be #//Kae is more lax abt this tho—there’s a higher chance of him making an exception if he likes the other enough. & they are ‘safe’ enough #//Of the other muses; Xianyun; Beidou; and Dehya DEFINITELY do this to be done with unwanted suitors; Period. Xian; mostly to test ppl #//Idarias used to as well; but that was before the karmic debt made her more inclined to just try & kill anyone she comes across #//Xian & Ei would follow Kae & Rethel; in terms of dealing with suitors/testing if worthy. In Ei’s case; she’s too focused crushing on Miko #//Sb who CAN beat her can change her mind; or at least if they put up a good enough fight; they can shift her attention onto them #//Taru; honestly the fight is a prerequisite just to get his favor/attention at ALL #//Will NOT be willing to get genuinely close with much less accepting/choosing to court ANYONE unless they can manage to hold their own #hc; cloud retainer #hc; beidou #hc; dehya #hc; indarias #hc; ei #hc; tartaglia

[seilon]

got another job interview tomorrow. pray 4 me

#it was originally for a busser or server job at a cocktail bar in a luxury hotel but the manager on the phone seemed like she wanted to #interview me for the position of host so. yeah #I’m a little intimidated by that role because I am not the most social person on earth to say the least but. I may be able to get used to it #and I will admit. I am kind of motivated by the pay and tips from being a host. cause holy hell it’s 18 bucks an hour plus tips #and that’s plus tips at a 4 star hotel. where the menu is pretty pricy and the people coming there Well Off. #I didn’t really consider that before but hhhhhhh……………that sure is enticing #hoo boy but anyway. a little nervous about this interview cause I’ve never done a host or server job before #but my conversation with the manager over the phone seemed to go pretty well i think so hey #kibumblabs #oh yeah I also cut my hair short last minute and i can’t tell if that was a horrible idea or not yet #it’s not nearly as finished as I’d want it to be but. here we are I guess #I havent legit cut my own hair (let alone this Much of it) in like. a couple years now I think #I think it looks fine but I’m just hoping I don’t regret it #I know it’ll grow out again eventually but idk #I did this kinda impulsively because of the job interview tomorrow. like I was kinda worried for such a nice place they’d be a little #picky with their appearance preferences and like. I didn’t want it to look like my hair was overgrown and unstyled like it was + most of #the bleached parts are cut off now so it looks a little more sophisticated I guess #but also I’ve been getting a little dysphoric lately because I haven’t been passing despite being almost 2 years on t and I think my hair #being longish wasn’t helping #now you can see my jawline and the haircut is more traditionally masculine and etc so. praying I am not called ma’am or anything at the #store or whatever anymore.

[arthur-r]

what’s really embarrassing is my roommate on the phone with his mom saying “yeah i’ve been getting really sloppy i haven’t cleaned in a week it’s terrible” and my side of the room is just like that. all of the time. and i feel guilty but he also hasn’t ever said anything to my face he moved my stuff some at the beginning of the year but has never talked to me about it and i’m also so fucking ill that i just cant really handle adding that to my list while trying to also not fail school. so here i am being a terrible person i guess. did i tell you guys about turtle-person. have i showed my bracelets. i’m gonna go to sleep but in the morning i need to show my bracelets

#help i have work tomorrow. i also feel sick and strange. wish me luck #the sun was around today which was incredible but also i think it gave me too much mental energy #cause for the first time in forever i had the brightness of spirit to go for a walk. but that’s not the same as having the blood flow for it #so i think i overexerted myself cause of being finally happy and mentally energized i forgot about being physically disabled #i also had to explain POTS to somebody today and she was literally like ‘oh is that the thing where you need to have salt’ and NO like #i do have a really high salt intake to cope with POTS. but that’s not the fucking thing yknow?? like no that’s not what the thing i have is #it has nothing to do with salt. salt is a fun little coincidence that it can help with water retention which in turn helps with POTS #and it raises blood pressure is i think the other reason? but anyway idk i would honestly rather she just not know about it than have like #that very particular tiktok version of it like i am so glad for internet knowledge being spread and stuff and i mean. i guess even the posts #that i’m about to complain about are good for making people feel like they’re not alone. so maybe it’s fine. but i was going to complain of #the videos that are like ‘‘that one POTS friend’’ and it’s just like. salty food. instead of like. having to sit down?? BEING FATIGUED?? #and like whatever. whatEVER but i wish it wasn’t getting conflated with one particular little way of treating it. even though i use that way #i don’t have needs-a-lot-of-salt-disease. like that’s not the point. that’s not the issue. it’s not a salt deficiency. salt just helps #and it doesn’t FIX it. it just helps. that’s all #ANYWAY EVERYTHING IS FINE. i feel sick though. but i’m gonna sleep and i’ll be fine #i miss before i had a job cause then i could sleep all day if i skipped class and it would be really nice. but now i have a job i would be #missing on my responsibilities for. and I don’t actually have accommodations. but im gonna sleep i’ll be fine #and library book cart is actually so rollator. like as far as being able to walk the library situation is such a win #anyway i’m gonna go to sleep now. but yeah idk i’m sick and a mess what else is new. but i have something whatever i’m good theres something #unrequited love for life or something like that. ok im gonna go to bed sorry for being weird and strange all the time!!!! #me. my post. mine. #delete later

[jewishsuperfam]

i simply think that kiriona and ianthe were sent to the front lines together and they homoerotically bonded thru the Trauma of War

#like yeah yeah ianthe fucked kiriona’s stigmata whatever #im way more interested in their gazes locking across a horrific battlefield #both of them way more traumatized by wat than they’d expected to be #but not allowing themselves to express it and ESPECIALLY not with john #so instead they seek out what little comfort they can find in each other #and see each other’s moments of vulnerability and mutually agree to not say anything. and to help each other pretend they’re Fine #(and then they go back to their private little spaceship and have nasty and unfulfilling sex and both wish for other people) #(but they DO hold hands afterwards and don’t make eye contact the whole time. but it’s comforting even if they both wish it wasn’t) #gideon’s finally getting her fantasies: fighting on the front lines and fucking a hot necromancer #and like everything else that she wanted and obtained. it fucking sucks #the locked tomb #the locked tomb spoilers #ntn spoilers #nona the ninth spoilers #kirianthe #gidianthe

[poetryforplebs]

spanish class

when i was sixteen my brother and i took a spanish class

it was at the local community college. he joined in because i was there, or maybe i joined the class because he was, but the fact of the matter stood was that we were together.

we sat next to each other sometimes, mostly next to two sisters — one in her twenties, one in her thirties we would work together, and understood each other as families often do.

(meaning that— our souls are attached by tin can telephone strings. we can’t cut them without losing the sound of our own voice)

the class was fun.

my brother was smart. i had only to turn to him, ask him a question, and he would explain it to me i tried not to ask him too many questions. i was already his kid sister. i had to be smart, had to keep up with him. i had to earn my place.

(do little sisters ever earn their place?)

at the end of the semester, the class was split into two groups: girls versus boys, boys versus girls. we had to do a pop oral quiz and it came down to the two of us

i can’t remember the question, only that it was asked and there was silence, expectation. his brow furrowed. i waited.

time passed slowly.

light entered his eyes now was the chance to throw in the towel but not make it easy

i had to time this perfectly but my tongue was too quick

i opened my mouth—

[applause]

he turned to me, after class walking back to the car

“that wasn’t fair,” he told me

“it wasn’t,” i agreed readily

“you didn’t really win”

“i didn’t”

he wanted to go on, but he couldn’t not when i agreed with him so he kept his words to himself, the injustice of losing an unfair fight

i had done what i was supposed to. he wanted to win, but win well. i couldn’t throw in the towel, pretend to be stupid. i couldn’t let him win that way. i had to actually try and then he could win, because he was smart and he deserved it. i had things going for me; all pretty girls do. boys need the help.

i won by accident, and unfairly, and agreed with him when that was the case. i shouldn’t have won.

but i wonder too, if my younger sister had won if i would have turned around and told her that she didn’t deserve it.

i like to think that i would just accept it but then again, i would probably throw in the towel for her because she’s my little sister.

now i pause in my past. maybe that’s what he did. did he throw in the towel for me, many times? how many times? maybe this time he actually tried not to. maybe that’s what was upsetting: that the whole world would become just as small as our childhood home.

we never took a class together again.

#Stell #after writing this poem I realized some ugly truths about myself #that aren’t aligned with how I framed this #I did want to win. Why else would I try to? #why couldn’t I let him have it #and I have completed against my sister #when have I ever let her win? when have I ever not corrected her pronunciation? #now that we’re older i do it when she asks #and edit her letters to take out the misspellings #but as a child? I was unkind #so yeah this poem helped me realize that I wasn’t as passive as I thought I was #passive aggressive maybe #And I can see why my siblings were often angry #maybe I’ll write another poem like this that has more of the taste of truth to it #but I’ve wanted to write this for a while now and it is done #though it may not be true now it was what I wanted to say

[quietwingsinthesky]

laying on the floor thinking about franziska & miles….

#guys help it’s setting in again #when the characters… when the characters are siblings…. raised by an imposing father who eventually hurts them in ways that will never heal #(to be clear. I am team Manfred Von Karma wasn’t like. exceptionally abusive. I don’t think he was a monster to his kids while raising them. #I think he imposed extreme standards of perfection on them and himself that have done so much harm to miles & franziska. #so. emotional abuse. yes. but I don’t think it was like. an intentional evil scheme. #I think he just raised kids while having a fucked up worldview. #‘he killed edgeworth’s dad’ YES. YES HE DID. MONSTER!!! but what if. he did that. and then raised franziska & miles with love. #with all the love Von Karma could muster to show. and it was harsh. it was cold. but it was love. #and THEN. AT THE ELEVENTH HOUR. THE FINAL MOMENT BEFORE DL-6 COULD FINALLY GO AWAY. that was when he unraveled. #and that makes his betrayal and plot to destroy edgeworth even worse… #what if that. what if.) #anyway. miles being the first one in the game to say to Franziska’s face ‘you are being emotionally immature and violent like a child’ #and franziska shooting back with ‘well! I came here to win a case and make you come back-‘ #(sidenote: DID SHE HAVE ANY REASON TO BELIEVE HE WAS ALIVE? BEYOND GUT INSTINCT??? INSANE. INSANE BURDEN TO PUT ON HERSELF. #WIN AGAINST PHOENIX. REMAIN PERFECT IN ALL WAYS. AND YOUR BROTHER. THE LAST FAMILY YOU HAVE. WILL COME BACK FROM THE DEAD. INSANE GIRLIE.) #‘-but now that you’re here I don’t even want to look at you because you’re a painful reminder of everything that went wrong.’ #franziska is rotating so fast in my mental microwave… the way she emulates Von karma in court. all the action. none of his control. #either of the court or of himself. franziska DOES act like a child. she hits people when she doesn’t get her way! #and it’s like yeah OF COURSE SHE DOES! SHES BEEN DOING THIS SINCE SHE WAS 13!!! THATS HOW SHE ACTED THEN AND NO ONE DARED CORRECT HER #BECAUSE SHES A VON KARMA. SHES PERFECT. SHES A SCARY LITTLE GIRL WITH A WHIP AND NO ONE FUCKING SAID ‘hey. uh. maybe. don’t hit people?’ #god I am just fascinated by her. the way she has Von karma’s finger waggle animation but her version doesn’t stop the dialogue #and force you to watch the whole animation… she literally does not have the same power he did… #putting her in a cat carrier and taking her to the vet. that’s how I feel about her #ace attorney #franziska von karma #miles edgeworth #btw I’m only on AA 2 so if my analysis is way off somehow? that’s why.

[pzos-amiserableidiot]

was watching tiktok and a video had the song michael in the bathroom playing and I was vicerally reminded of being in middle and high school and mom always mentioning how much I looked like my dad (his name is michael) and how I slowly was able to start noticing it too and whenever I sang the song it reminded me of him and I felt like we were overlapping too often felt like id never be anyone but a shadow or his mirror and then i began learning i was trans and now the song makes me think of him even more (he’s not a bad dad he tells me he’s proud of me and stuff there’s just two really big moments he unknowingly failed and one long continuous one but he loves me and he’s proud and he supports me and he didn’t mean it and ive learned to make that enough) and the weird flashback I got when I heard that song and overlapping with his face and how if I transitioned I almost fear I’d be his clone and yeah Anywyas banger song

#the moments were that time he told me how he used to want something to be wrong with him and he’d cut himself to try and prove something was #and he showed me his incredibly faint scars and this was after I told them I was depressed and his solution was to tell me he faked it???? #and didn’t even see anything wrong or worrying that he’d cut himself or was self destructive or wished something was wrong so he’d have #something to blame for being the way he was and like DAD THATS DEPRESSION but I was too numb and shocked and felt so so so betrayed becuase #it felt mocking at the time like his way of comforting me. his child. was to fucking show me his scars and be like I faked it so I know #it’s real and sorry I don’t understand WTF DAD #Other time was when he gave me his phone to play Pokémon go and I betrayed his trust (he didn’t like anyone going through his phone) and #went looking through and found Grindr and saw some shirtless photos and people messaging before I left #dad had a shirtlesss photo on there. and I had to pretend everything was fine and erase the evidence and give the phone back and help look #for furniture for our new house and never tell mom cause she’s been through so much already (I really shouldn’t have known I wasn’t her #therapist but this is about daddy issues right now not the mommy ones) so anyways I never told him and years later he told me his friends #signed him up for Grindr as a prank and to make friends and that’s why he thinks someone from his work I pranking him by signing him up #for a gay furry dating site and yet I saw him on his bed sometimes messaging people and yeah #oh and the long continous one was not divorcing mom and defending her saying she loves us when she rejected me and my sister for being trans #and being gone for most of my childhood working and never understanding the fucked up dynamic of home that took place and resenting him for #ruining the perfect routine (sharp words scary feelings always wanting to cry) #anyways michael in the bathroom always gives me weird feelings #cause I hate and love my dad and I looked up to him so much and loooking like him would’ve been a dream but sometiems the wrongs he did #come back haunt my thoughts and I want to scratch and tear apart every feature that makes me look like him. I look nothing like my mom so #there’s nothing physical to tear apart (I just act like her sometimes and have to force myself not the throw up and attack myself from the #disgust)

[sintreaties]

I just want to say that Kirari and Terano

#sintreatiesspeaks #kakegurui #kkg (derogative) #I was just thinking that they #Pondering on the fact that both of them #I need Terano to mess up somehow and for whatever reason the only person that can help her is Kirari #and she expects Kirari to be SOOOOO smug about it but Kirari’s just like ‘hell yeah! I looked forward to do this’ #only to start doing increasingly batshit insane things to help Terano #and Terano goes from ‘oh asking Kirari wasn’t a bad idea — it was a TERRIBLE IDEA JESUS CHRIST SOMEBODY HEL—‘ #only for things to end up perfectly well afterwards #bonus Sayaka trying to help but Kirari being like ‘don’t worry love I got this’ (sound of explosion people screaming a woman cries for help) #Kirari’s just chilling ‘hello cousin may I offer you a cup of te—‘ #and Terano automatically starts foaming at the mouth and yelling homophobic slurs at her #(Terano is not homophobic — unless Kirari’s in the room) #can you tell that I’m exhausted huh can you tell #I have written 0(zero) words so far this week because work has been draining me #plus it’s been raining nonstop! what da hell!!!

[goldlightsaber]

some people think they’re being really edgy for pointing out that barbie wasn’t a leftist masterpiece ghostwritten by marx himself

#sorry I just saw a post tearing it down in the most absurbly bad faith way possible #my eye is twitching #like. it has a positive message #it was for general audiences #that was the point #suspend your disbelief instead of nitpicking the already-impossible Barbie world #it was a well-intentioned LIGHTHEARTED movie #it wasn’t suppose to twist your brain with niche inaccessible cleverness #like did you think the Barbie movie was going to be animal farm??? well. #also why is everyone mad at Greta gerwig. like no matter what she would’ve done ppl would’ve been pissed off #oh wait I know why lol #the movie about impossible standards set for women getting bashed by someone’s impossible standards….yeah #also i know im not helping by making an equally sassy post but I just. god. the anger #Barbie #text

[ghoul--doodle]

I love winning!!

I’ll dump the full story in the tags

#art tag #just over a year ago my nanna offered me this leather jacket she’s had for ages- she’s been unable to get rid of it so #she asked me to try it on. I did! and I loved it!! it was comfy and it had enough room to layer up if it got cold- but it wasn’t oversized #i said I wanted the jacket and my dad agreed it looked good but nanna being herself thought it was too big on me despite me insisting it’s- #fine and comfortable. I don’t take clothes that don’t fit me. if it was too big I would’ve said so. either way she wouldn’t let me take #the jacket home and she shoves it in her wardrobe and insists that she’s going to get it adjusted for me and she’ll let me know when it’s- #done. yeah she didn’t do that. what she DID do was wait until I forgot about it. #fast foward a few years and my family in canada can finally afford to visit (safely) #my cousins come too! my older cousin and 3 younger ones #we had a great time! they stay for roughly 3 weeks and fast forward again to when they’re getting ready to leave #my older cousin is packing her bag and she asks me to find a shirt from her bag while she sorts her makeup out- she wanted the shirt for #travel the next day! so I sort out the top she wants and I notice a leather jacket in her bag! and we start talking about it offhandedly #I don’t recognise it as the same jacket at first we’re sorta just talking about it and she mentions she didn’t even want the jacket in the #first place. she was just taking it from nanna to be polite- it did fit her fine (she’s the same size as me believe it or not) but it’s not #her style at all. she’s got very feminine pretty clothes. lots of crop tops and jeans and skirts. the jacket doesn’t really fit that #so! she says ‘hey why don’t you try it? if you like it you can have it!’ so I do! and it dawns on me. this is the SAME jacket #that my nanna offered me from before. and it clicks that she was trying to get rid of it without me knowing about it. and i tell my cousin! #she was pissed off on my behalf and helped me hide the jacket in a bag so I could take it home without nanna knowing #a few days later my family are back off to Canada! #a few weeks later I come around to nanna’s house wearing the jacket and she is royally pissed to say the least #I personally was ecstatic #it is 100% mine now so she can’t do shit anymore and I will wear it like a badge of honour because I’m petty like that #I love my cousins so fucking much actually. we’re all in mutual agreement that nanna is horrible #a lot happened on their trip but this is one of my favourite things