everything is about supernatural except supernatural, which is about gay sex.
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i've been relentlessly paranoid these past few days & i am literally doing everything in my power to not act as erratically as i am thinking. but it's a bit funny, because whenever i make these notes, i feel like i'm writing fiction of myself to figure out what i would rationally say.
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i truly feel like my mental health has walked back several steps in the last year or so because of how isolated i've been from the majority of people i care about. i can't even like. leave my room without debilitating anxiety about whether it's good or moral to do what i'm doing in that given moment. could I be prioritizing my time better so that I am not seen as lazy or a freeloader? should i really be going out to get lunch when i haven't done anything to earn it? should I be making art instead of looking for jobs? why do i make art if it's not even that good? playing video games is a waste of time, can you do something more productive? well that thing you're doing won't make you any money, so you might as well try something else
so i just. sit. a lot. i havent drawn anything in weeks. i can't get out of this spiral. i don't know what to do
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how do u feel abt alfietommy omegaverse
Tbh the Concept had never occurred to me but I haven’t stopped thinking about it since you sent this ask. So thank you for that, first of all 🌹🌹🌹
I say we go with the obvious option — Omega Tommy & Alpha Alfie. But what I could imagine very well and what won’t let me go is the concept that Tommy doesn’t like Alphas. He usually goes for other Omegas, maybe a Beta now and then. But also just generally speaking, Tommy’s far from what the stereotype would require him to be. Too cold, too brutal, too business-oriented. Maybe you could give him that he’s very family-oriented as well, but even that is laughable when compared to his ruthlessness, his determination and his greed.
So where does Alfie come in? Sure, he thinks Tommy is the hottest little business partner he could hope for, but most of all he likes him a gross amount. He’s just fond of the guy. He thinks Tommy’s smart and nasty and wicked and he just likes him. And despite his stupid little comments now and then, he respects him, too — maybe more than he’d respect any alpha partners he worked with before, because Tommy is just better in every possible way.
Naturally, Tommy is terribly charmed by Alfie as well. Terribly, because Alfie doesn’t really try at first. He beats up Tommy’s men and threatens Tommy himself but Tommy goes Hm. Heart eyes. And that’s that 🌹🌹
So what I’m saying is: They’re business partners with a lot of mutual respect and mutual backstabbing. All of that, however, is smothered in a thick layer of sexual tension.
Alfie went in thinking he was going to meet a terribly frigid and dangerous little bitch. Which he did. But unfortunately, he’s entirely taken by him. Utterly charmed.
Tommy went in thinking he was going to meet a dangerous and powerful alpha. Which he did. And he’s totally not into that, except that he is. Nosebleed trembling hands big head empty.
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Now as for some🥵🥵 thoughts —
An omega can go through heat with another omega. It’s very sweltering, languidly desperate, sensual, slick. Which is my way of saying that Tommy hasn’t really thought about having sex with an alpha before. Which means it’s very...new.
He’s definitely sceptical about the size, digging his fingernails into Alfie’s shoulders and mumbling a very serious-sounding litany of “it won’t fit” which is driving Alfie inSANE, who’s trying to go slow for his cool little bitch even though his cock is throbbing. But once he actually tries to be decent and goes “alright, Love, maybe we’ll try something else—“, trying to pull out a little, Tommy hisses at him. Cock now!! Shut up!
Alfie has to show an impressive amount of self-control, fucking Tommy in slow, even strokes although everything in him is burning to flip his little sweetheart over and mess him up good. So maybe it’s excusable when he accidentally nips at Tommy’s throat a little. He immediately freezes up, cock half pulled out and sticky with Tommy’s general mess, but before he can apologise, it turns out Tommy goes crazy for that. He loves any kind of attention towards his throat and the little love bites have him writhing on Alfie’s dick, getting wet enough to drip onto the sheets.
[Alfie takes it as an invitation to let loose a little.
It’s appreciated.]
In short: Omega gets fucked into incoherency, takes first knot and is reduced to a whimpering, flushed, trembling mess. ♥️♥️♥️
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