#and tell me wtf you find

[inoreuct]

i'm watching loki s2ep4 and it is so apparent that sylvie is everything loki used to be. the anger. the scorn. the righteous rage, the cynicism and the strong opinions and the sharp edges. she represents everything he’s matured out of. put up against how loki's so calm and level-headed in the pie room it just shows how much he's grown as a person; he's the god of mischief, yes, but he's chilled out. don't get me wrong— he still very much has his sharp edges. his knives are still tucked just beneath the surface. but he uses them strategically now, like with brad, and they're not just flying all over the place in explosions where he doesn't really care what damage he causes. he's not soft, but he's steady. he's centered and focused where sylvie's wound-up and almost erratic and it's so interesting because you can literally see how hanging around mobius and the things he’s been through have balanced him out, and now he's logical and composed and he's doing it all on his own. it's literally like watching him have a conversation with his past self and it makes his development that much more appreciatable. i love this show.

#also the way they're letting him use his powers in this season?? the repeated reminders that he is a GOD?? ABSOLUTELY BANGING #loki tv show #loki season 2 #loki series #loki #lokius #i feel like a proud parent #also living for victor and o.b. nerding out about each other it's wholesome 😭 #and miss minutes you psychotic little piece of shit. #D-90. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO #VICTOR?? #tell me how i'm supposed to wait a whole week to find out wtf happens #I’M SHAKING THEM LIKE A MARACA

[lowkeyslytherin]

#you can't tell me this isn't them #“lets take over the world together!!” 😈 #“ok sounds reasonable” :D #Abeforth: bitch wtf y'all r completely off your rockers #Abeforth: jail. directly to jail. #“u don't get it! great minds think alike. we're just at a higher level of thought than everyone else” #“a higher level of *delusional* is what u are” #grindeldore #gellert grindelwald #albus dumbledore #fantastic beats and where to find them #summer of 1899 #harry potter #Abeforth Dumbledore #ariana dumbledore

[aha-chuu]

It really frustrates me how HSR chose to dole out information in 1.2. Ofc, mystery is important and good! I don't need to know why Luocha is here or what he's up to, and Blade's past can remain vague rn that's fine.

My issue is Dan Heng/Dan Feng and how poorly they've explained the stakes of that situation.

Like, think about this:

Do Vidyadharas remember their past lives?

If so, how much do they remember?

If not usually, do the elders get that privelage?

If not at all, why are so many characters worried about Dan Heng being a criminal in a past life?

Does Dan Heng specifically remember his past life?

If not, how did he know how to break the seals?

If yes, can he only remember some things?

If he can remember everything, why is he lying about it?

Is he lying??

How do Vidyadhara powers work?

How does Dan Heng have high elder powers if Bailu is the new high elder?

Do the powers usually get passed down through past lives (so Feng -> Heng) or are they picked fresh every hatching rebirth (Feng -> Bailu)?

How did Feng's actions make all vidyadhara weaker?

What were the actual consequences of his actions?

How did Blade stabbing Heng give him the body & powers of Feng but not the memories/personality?

I wanna make it clear: not all of these need answers. But when it's all either poorly explained or straight up unclear, I find myself struggling to care about the dynamics at play. When JY is sad that Heng isn't Feng, should I feel sympathy that he can't let his friend go? Or, like so many characters say, are Heng and Feng much, much closer than Heng ever says? When the Xianzhou characters can't see past the rebirth thing, it implies stuff about the vidyadhara culture that should flip how we see it.

When Heng distances himself from Feng, we don't know if that's a reasonable thing (like, "guy you never met who looks like you committed a crime so ofc you're not responsible"), or if he's being insensitive ("you got blackout drunk and stabbed someone, but you don't remember now so you don't believe you should be held accountable"). There can be a middle ground in there, but what is the morality here? It might be grey, but I could form completely misguided opinions if I consider JY as rude now when Hoyo actually want us to think Heng is the problem.

It's really late but like. I think the 1.2 quest really needed a moment to explain some of the vocab (all that vidyadhara stuff gd) and to outline the characters' understanding of the context. If JY knows that vidyadhara can't remember past lives and knows that Dan Heng is no different, and that he and Feng are essentially different people, then how is any of his behaviour justified? I understand Blade not getting it (he's crazy), but JY is all over the place.

And as I think about it now, Dan Heng must remember being Feng! Like, he opens the seals for one, but he also recognises the Alchemy commission (and that it borders the vidyadhara realm) even though we know he only saw the inside of a cell during his time on the xianzhou as Dan Heng. So if he can remember then he's lying, but that would mean Hoyo really wants us to think he's not and it's like!! This is the sort of thing you kind of need an answer for.

They mention that Feng's rebirth got fucked up. Here's how you deal with confusion while maintaining mystery:

"usually vidyhadara can remember their past lives, but we fucked up this one so idk" "I don't remember" "shit"

"usually vidyhadara can't remember their past lives, but we fucked up this one so idk" "I don't remember" "cool but we can't trust that"

Like, it's also totally likely that this is answered in game. But I've watched multiple playthroughs at this point and most people I've seen don't know what's going on either.

Hoyo dumped a ton of terminology on us, introduced new factions to the enemy roster (and secret behind-the-scenes alliances between pre existing ones) and then said "here's a bunch of lore that the characters will be openly confused and contractadictory about". I'm starting to miss Paimon requiring simple summaries of every lore plot point in order for any dialogue to continue.

#honkai star rail #honkai star rail spoilers #hsr 1.2 #dan heng #dan feng #imbibitor lunae #vidyhadara #some of this probably does have a pre existing concrete in game answer #but if i can't find it #or too much info is conflating #then at a certain point it's like #you don't want the audience to follow along #or you forgot that immersion is not everything when it comes to investment #i would be WAY more invested if i knew wtf was going on #and not in a #reveal the intricate backstory now!! #kinda way #just #please tell me the basic rules of this world so i can have informed opinions #because rn i I just don't know enough to comfortably even say #whether blade or dan heng are in the wrong #or if it's all Feng #or if Feng's crimes were even that bad #or how they affected everything so much!! #I'm frustrated again

[3d-wifey]

Some of your posts about your Finnick fic and ATYD are off putting to be honest. Like, you shouldn't be writing for popularity, it reflects so obviously in your writing.

HUH⁉️⁉️⁉️ HELLO????? what the fuck are you talking about 😭😭 im not allowed to want my fic to get popular???? That's off putting to you, that I want ppl to actually like what im writing??? Will you get a fucking grip??? How could something like that even be reflected in someone's writing? And I only mentioned ATYD once bc a fic being that popular is inspirational, you're acting like mentioning it is forbidden. Before I even started accepting imboxes about the Finnick fic, I said I wanted to write for the Marauders bc I LIKE THE MARAUDERS. gtfo my blog with that shit bro, im not tolerating baseless accusations and hate comments made for the sake of hating

#Genuinely get a life #I dont know who tf you think youre talking to HEIFER #Youre gonna come to MY blog and tell me im only writing for POPULARITY'S SAKE???? #On anonymous at that??? #3d wifey talks #3d wifey answers #finnick odair #finnick odair x reader #hunger games catching fire #and they'd find us in a week #Im not even wasting a reaction pic on this mess #like wtf

[horrorshow]

every time i hear the term ‘closet wincestie’ part of me dies

#it makes me so sad #what do you MEAN 'i made a sideblog and never talk about it so the bullies wont find me' ??? when did we start listening to them #ive had people with dni's tell me i could ignore those cause they only put the dni up to avoid a callout from their 'friends' #so.. what you're saying is that you dont agree with the bullies but you're still joining them???? #by pushing the people you're actually trying to befriend under the bus???? #AND YOURE SAYING IT LIKE THATS COMPLETELY NORMAL BEHAVIOR??? #wincest is one of the most popular well known ships around? why are people treating it like you just confessed to murder #im losing my mind #honestly sorry for all the people with terrible friends but damn seek better ones wtf #~

[victimized-martyr]

stole this from basu on twt bc 🙌🏼 preaaachh

#kyman #south park #i also am in love with the absolute denial he was in during PC #craziest shit I’ve ever seen #Kyle deadass saw eric’s wedding ring. and wife. and KIDS #and was like ‘no. 🧍‍♂️ fake news’ #kyle heard cartman havin sex?? he doesn’t tell them to stop bc it’s rude. he tells eric’s wife ‘hey ur husband gave me aids’ and DOESNT #CLARIFY SHIT and bro doesn’t realize the fucking implications #Kyle getting worked up over heiman NOT for her sake. but eric’s #’in a way wE’rE aLl gOiNg oUt wiTh cArTmAn’ what the FUCK does that mean kyle #kyle’s stupid little ‘Hey heidi so I know you and cartman have an anniversary comin up’ (I. no words.) c #‘some of us don’t think cartman’s qualified to be with you. what do you find in him that’s remotely REDEEMING’ #motherfucker didn’t even ask why she liked him. asks what’s ‘redeeming ‘ abt him. kyle I know wanting to redeem cartman is Your Thing but #jesus dude let heidi speak for herself #don’t get me started when the girls were like ‘do u like heidi?’ and kyle had a mental breakdown (he’s always known when he Likes a Girl. #wtf why was he so torn up abt it.) #also Kyle ‘I hate Cartman let’s exclude him from building boats’ Brofloski goin ‘awww cartman i’m sorry’ as soon as #Cartman gets emo abt the ‘surgery’ and is the first to include him in boat building #AND THEN proceeds to be on top of eric abt the quality of boats?? when no one else cares? not even BUTTERS? y does he care so much?? #weirdo. fuckin weirdo fr

[creeperthescamp]

i think subtitles that try to summarise what people say instead of displaying their exact words should be illegal and punished by getting kicked in the shins by every person with auditory processing issues

#martin posts #juST TELL ME WTF TONY SOPRANO IS SAYING!! I CAN TELL THAT THE SUBS ARE WRONG!! #i cant tell what anyones saying with the pre-2000s audio quality and the jersey accents pls. my dad is also struggling #he did so much searching on (redacted) to find a file with subtitles. and this is what you bring us. pathetic.

[flipchild]

1. I'm out

2. bitch I am the only person here doing housework. I do all your dishes & u have the gall to vague @ me to take my meds? Smfh

#tf u need me to take my meds for... you're both unemployed and yet cant find the time or grit to take the trash cans back? #need another adult to clean up after you? then turn around & tell me my executive function isnt all there? wtf

[disc0bandit]

Hob's normal friends accidentally discovering his immortality and the subsequent awkward and inefficient explanations in fanfiction is something that can be so personal

#hob fanfiction #hob gadling #dreamling #you shoukd have lead with that #i especially love it when a person finds out something small or less outrageous #but through trying to play down the situation hob keeps revealing the weirder details that lead to more questioning and outrage #like no no its fine the talking raven belongs to my good friend we're not cursed #well no he's not a demon he's just a personification of a concept #no it's fine we met in a pub when he granted me immortality #the vibe y'kno? #i'm very bad at describing this #i also cant find a lot of these so if anyone sees this and knows of a fic where a regular human goes wtf about hob's whole deal pls tell me #i just love that i as a reader get so used to hob being the normalest person out of the characters that someone going wtf about him #puts it into perspective very deliciously

[vspin]

So my husband has always hated gnomes since he started playing World of Warcraft like 15 years ago. It's been a running joke to shit on gnomes our entire relationship.

Every time Astarion makes a gnome comment I tell my husband what he says and he just laughs lmao.

#i find astarions gnome hate hilarious because it reminds me of my husband #and i find gnomes funny too #i HC that Astarion and my Drow tell the most fucked up gnome jokes because you know elves and drow #and the other companions are just like wtf you are both terrible #i hope i dont get hate for this cuz its not that deep lmao

[stars-and-blackholes]

Tumblr is the only bandom space I like at this point every other app has a stick up their ass. The fact that being a Petekey stan in 2023 is widely mocked, made fun of, and is controversial to like…

#petekey #like legit wtf is wrong with the bandom in general #why do we (not me) care so much about who tf people ship #rpf band discourse in 2023 literally put me out of my fucking misery #can we go back to 2015 I’m begging #Petekey ran the rpf game back in the day fr take me back #rpf #it’s crazy bc the same ppl r fine with other rpf shit #they just really hate Petekey #I do not think they understand the concept of fandom #instead of letting people be they specifically find Petekey posts and post them and make fun of the people who made the post #and share to their followers to do the same #literally what the fuck is wrong with you #if you don’t like a ship maybe oh idk #DONT FUCKING INTERACT???? #it goes both ways #why do I have to tell fellow adults how dni works and to mind their own business #shit is fucking embarrassing #they make me embarrassed to be in bandom #why does modern bandom moralize everyone and everything Jesus Christ #bandom #I’ve seen two rounds of Petekey hate within the past week on Twitter I’m so tired #I can’t even talk abt it on there bc I will get bullied #remember when I tried to call them out for how they talked about it and I got mass bullied and ppl mocked my age n (newly changed) pronouns #cuz I sure do! #petekey stans stay off Twitter and tiktok atp it sucks

[tlatia-the-radiant]

- @askthecaptiangeneral

I will club you to death with your own fucking femur

#ooc #ily ofc but dude What The Fuck #where did you even find this. did you make this. and why #WAIT WHY DOES IT HAVE THREE MAGWELLS STACKED ON TOP OF EACH OTHER #hang on I'm going to need to dissect this #that's three standard boltors at the front. two upside down. leading into the frame of a standard boltor with a toploading mag + bullpup mag #except there are three magwells at the back #and not enough space to load a round (that's less relevant in 40k tbh) #but it also has four different ejection ports. where does the shell come from wtf? #does it choose at random? #and why do the three mini bolters each have grips?! #the front sights are obscured and also not even #the rear ejection port isn't even in the proper spot if the magwell WAS in the right place whether it's a bullpup or not #WHAT FUCKING HERETEK CREATED THIS PHOTOSHOP ABOMINATION #I. i need to sit down actually. and sleep. for a long time. #i need to pull a Guilliman maybe then my goth aeldari waifu gf will be able to help me deal with the trauma of seeing this #like dude What The Fuck Is This #for context I'm from the US and I'm fairly familiar with guns #i don't live in the US anymore for transgender reasons but I still have the knowledge and all of that knowledge is telling me to kill you #for making me see this. abomination unto God the God-Emperor and John Moses Browning

[trilobi-te]

Serval Cider. Cider being more or less canonically a furry is my favorite unnecessary plot detail in Chipspeech. I am a furry and I like to think about what different characters' fursonas might be and now I have been given an actual reason to do so.. yippee. I've been looking around to see if other people have made potential Cider fursonas and I found one on twitter from almost four years ago (it is a mouse/rat). Someone tell me if there are any others (or even any ideas floating around) because I am curious.

Furry time below the cut :3

Interestingly enough I had a decently hard time trying to figure out what Cider's fursona might be. This is probably because of my affinity for anthropomorphizations of weird creatures, which don't tend to frequently show up as fursonas (arise my Cambrian brethren). I have not ruled out the possibility of Cider being a weird creature but I could not think of one that fit him well enough. I went with a serval because he honestly kind of looks like one? I do not mean this in a bad way, I really like servals (same kind of cat as Sogga). He just has that vibe. Also he canonically likes cats so I don't think he'd object to it.

Now it's time for me to be boring. The reason I am such a fan of Cider being a furry is (predictably) the whole idea that furries run the tech industry. Afaik the evidence to back up this claim is almost entirely anecdotal, though that one survey from Furscience in 2011 said that around a quarter of all furries surveyed have a degree in tech (plus another ~quarter in other STEM fields) so there's at least one statistic out there. (Generally speaking the Furscience survey is pretty interesting to read through if you're interested in both statistics and anthro animals.) Honestly though the anecdotes seem to be enough to prove that, at the very least, a sizeable percentage of important individuals in tech that are furries given how prevalent they are. In short out of all of the fictional characters I know of the funniest one to make a furry is Cider. A fair amount of furry fandom history is also pretty Cider-adjacent. The way everything lines up is so nice. Fiction does not have to adhere to real world logic but I find it so much more fun when it does. My mind looks like one of those conspiracy boards with all the string connecting different scientific studies and Wikipedia articles I've read to the funni little blorbos. This is definitely normal I promise.

Behold some furry Cider tweets because they are funni (plus him saying he likes cats, that clyp was deleted but it can be inferred). "I was a scientist, last I checked ;)" lmao

Oughh I cannot draw in That Furry Style so I have broken out the chibi(?) style I rarely use because it fits the subject material (furries) better than my normal one? I'm so glad his eyes aren't visible because I can't draw eyes that match this style. The only character I regularly draw in this style is my own fursona but they don't count because their eyes are oversimplified to make up for all of the cephalon details that need outlines. I say this as if anyone knows what I'm talking about. Things I should practice but never do. Oh well. Also the headphones are placed relative to the ear canal at the base of the outer ear. I put them as high up as seemed realistically wearable. And look at the little apple it has ears. Kitty apple :3

Is this entire post going to read like word salad to everyone except me. Hopefully not. I really hope.

#TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK CIDER'S FURSONA IS >:3 #bonus points if it's a weird creature hehehehehe #the idea of a character that is canonically a furry (without any plot relevance) is just so funny to me in general #anyways imagine part of the reason Otto dislikes cats is because he somehow found out about Cider's feline fursona.. would be funni #canonically it's because cats are hard to control but I'm just thinking about him finding Cider in a fursuit and going “oh wtf” #chipspeech #cidertalk'84 #cidertalk84 #furry #furry art #posts by the bug

[oscill4te]

i always wanna preface convos with new people im connecting with as "hi. warning that i can be very awkward." then proceed to yknow. Connecting and getting to know them.

but i feel like socially the "im awkward jsyk" just a bad idea like it sounds self depreciating??? but i know i am going to be awkward regardless and some ppl take offense which is why i wanna warn em... do you just not warn ppl and let em deal with any discomfort they may feel when you're going mute and silent? Or warn them. Lol.. dilemma that is always in my head

#the control freak inside of me says “YES. TELL THEM. that way you set the precedent that you are awkward before they do” #the normal part of me says no; awkwardness is a normal part of human connection #and that if someone is that deeply unsettled by it maybe you are simply not compatible. idk #somr people find awkwardness very dysregulating. quietness and no eye contact makes some people defensive. do ya notice that? #not their fault it makes sense but damn its just. being socially inept and stumbling over your words everyday or going mute is hard #some people are super sensitive to it though. i cant judge them bc im overly sensitive too- just not to awkwardness #once as an 11 yr old i made an adult upset for not making eye contact whixh is obviously pathetic of the adult but #that sticks with me?? my quietness and awkwardness made this adult (aunts friend) upset... wtf #i think that event made me feel very hyperaware of how my social issues can affect others. #i still think the adult in that scenario was whack for being offended by an 11 year old not making eye contact tho

[elequinoa-world]

last night i fucked up so bad in bg3 lol

spoilers for act 2 under the line

so i was exploring the shar gauntlet, found some rats, read too quickly through their lines and understood that if i left them alone, they would guide me to some treasure. so naturally, everywhere i saw the rats, i followed!!! i was doing some exploring along the way, did the trials (i was so mad at myself because i picked up the game one after one week of vacation and forgot that we could HIDE and had to restart the HIDING trial so. many. times UGH i'm so dumb) anyways

i followed the rats. now you remember that while you're exploring the shar temple Raphael has tasked us with killing an old foe of his in exchange for intel abaout astarion's scars right???? that's what i wanted to do. find the foe. kill him. make my vampire boyfriend happy.

but i fucked up. i fucked up so bad x)

i followed the rats down to some bone pit, where they promptly attacked me without warning. i killed them all. then the guy the rats were made of (?) appeared, he was the last dark justicar of the temple. i killed him too, naturally. he had some good stuff on him, i was happy.

I carry on exploring the temple, with difficulty. i stumble upon a room with some friendly (?) dudes and one big guy who turns out to be raphael's foe that he asked us to kill!!!!! but i don't know that when i find him chilling in his throne room. so i talk to him. turns out the dude has been fucked by raphael (of course), his contract specified that he had to kill every. last. dark justicar. in the temple. but he couldn't, because that guy turned into rats and hid forever!! and by killing that guy, i fulfilled that dude's contract, free him basically.

raphael pops up, is mad at me. because he lost his contracted guy.

astarion is mad at me cause now raphael won't tell him about the scars.

everyone's mad.

i was livid. x)

anyways i reloaded a MUCH earlier save, did not kill the rats, managed to find the big dude ambush by myself this time, promptly killed him without mercy (poor guy he was just being played by raphael in the end) and then at camp raphael showed up and astarion got what he wanted. also i wanna kill cazador so bad (((((((((((((:

and then i went again and killed the rats lol

#bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #3615 ma life #i fucked up so many choices but this one lol #there was no way i would let it slide #did i tell that i killed nettie the druid?? #she wanted me to swear i'd drink the poison but there ain't no way in hell i'm doing that so no im not promosing #and she attacked me lol #there was no repercussion to that btw #kinda lame if you ask me #but i find it so cool how you can approach every situation in different ways #this is so great #my boyfriend and i play separately but we're roughly on the same paths #and everytime we look at each other screens we're like #wtf are you doing #lol #he doesn't pick astarion so at one point he was like wait he's a vampire? LIKE DUDE COME ON #it's so funny how im so much more focused on relationships and characters and rping when he's min maxing everything lol #i love this game so much it's our life now

[statementlou]

BTW Love the growth from OTB, where it's about reassurance and realization, to BTM, where it's about acceptance and growth. God, Louis' queer-coded lyricism should be talked a lot more also

I sat on this for a minute cause I didn't think I was going to answer it, cause if I did it might just be to say, I don't necessarily think it's that simple, and what does being a grinch add to anything! But I realized I do actually have something to say, although it isn't what you were looking for anon, so, sorry about that. See, what I have been thinking is amazing about Louis' lyricism (and has shown big growth between Walls and FITF) and needs to be discussed more is its versatility, its prismatic blank slate qualities even while being so specific. What I mean is: his signature style is to write lyrics that are straightforward and easily understood as telling a clear story (certain trippy dance numbers excepted obv ;). But what's remarkable is that despite their seeming simplicity and easiness to read, a LOT of his songs can be perceived in a practically infinite number of ways, with every different interpreter absolutely confident in the rightness of their read. So yes, I personally happen to believe Bigger Than Me (and some other songs such as All This Time) are in part about Louis' queer experience. But every lyric that I think that about can also very easily mean something else- they can pass as generic radio songs about nothing, or as songs about experiences non queer listeners have had about any number of things, or as being about his career generally, or in most cases as boilerplate love songs. In the lead up to this album Louis talked about how he wanted people to come up with their own interpretations of the songs a lot, which I laughed at because he then kept saying what they meant to him anyway, but I think I get now why he said that so much just now in particular- I think the way it's possible to make almost any meaning from them is something he did knowingly and with great skill (and put hard work into), and deserves to be recognized. Like maybe one thing he was writing about was the queer interpretation, but then he also made them be about the fans generally and his life and love and 5 other things, while shaping them to be malleable and universal enough that all that fits into these extremely simple lines. And I think that people insisting they know what his songs are about and that it can only be one thing actually erases that work and skill that he, I believe, is rightfully proud of, and that deserves appreciation. Also it doesn't fit anywhere but I would like to add two other thoughts: one, sometimes part of a song can be about one thing or be literal but other parts can be made up or from something else sometimes for as little reason as to make it rhyme, and two this is a whole essay probably but I'm thinking a lot lately about how Louis talks about being honest in his writing and how people think that means the same thing as being literal (writing about his exact life) and actually something can be HONEST, like can talk about feelings and thoughts that really happened while depicting made up events (see: fiction/ literature generally), without being LITERALLY TRUE (this is a thing that is exactly how it happened in my life) so just throwing that in here also.

#there are a lot of reasons I find it hard to believe Land H are still together #but ISTG there just keep being more in the 'by god they really are??wtf' column against all odds! #so I simply have to shrug and be like damn. those crazy mfers. they really are huh #and one of them for me is them having these conversations (with a friend!) that they both talk about #and say the same things #and then go and do the exact same fucking things #and one of those things that they haven't explicitly said #but both started doing at the same fucking time #is being like oh you know what I'm going to do now #I'm going to write about stuff that isn't relationships #just...other stuff. where I'm from and how things change and how change is hard #friends' heartbreak. yknow just stuff. that happens to be the same as someone elses stuff #anyway I have all these thoughts about them writing less about their relationship/s and how much it feels to me like a thing telling me #that they are still together. but that's a whole other post probably #also #there's no point in making a fuss about it so I just left it out like whatever who cares #but Only The Brave is not inherently queer like... it just isn't #it can be read that way!! (as can literally everything apparently I saw someone saying OOMS was obviously queer the other day for example) #but its not obvious or inherent or inarguable #louis songwriting #blah blah blah #honest but not literal #thinking about how one of the most impressive things louis does is get a lot into a tiny number of words #and how bad I am at that 😂 #genuinely its so much easier to use 1000 words to get a point across then to distill it so its one sentence