#and the animation is super long lol

[arcanegifs]

Vi and Caitlyn's Recall Animations in their Valentine's Day Heartthrob skins

Bonus: Official Splash Art

#caitvi #piltover's finest #violyn #vi league of legends #vi #caitlyn kiramman #caitlyn #league of legends #lol #loledit #gamingedit #video game edit #videogameedit #type: gif #media: league of legends #im so busy these days but i couldnt NOT gif it lol they were too cute #also the quality is ehhhhh i am sorry #cute that they finally have another matching skinline #its tiny bc the vid's tiny ugh #and the animation is super long lol #YALL IF U SEE AMUMU's THO..... IT MAKES ME SAD

[foursaints]

Do you have any book recommendations? 🎤

this is super informed by my own taste & i tried to exclude anything hyper-canonical (like anna karenina or ulysses or w/e) but this is my personal list of prose writing i believe everyone should read once. if they have a chance 

the baron in the trees by italo calvino

love in the time of cholera by gabriel garcia marquez

gravity & grace by simone weil

the confessions of st. augustine

the husband stitch by carmen maria machado

lavinia by ursula le guin

babette's feast by isak dinesen

dubliners by joyce & pale fire by nabokov

lighthousekeeping by jeanette winterson

the collected works of anton chekhov. all of them sorry

the captain’s daughter by alexander pushkin 

deerskin by robin mckinley

the bloody chamber by angela carter

villette by charlotte brontë

the fairytales of hermann hesse

honestly looking at it. that's my personal canon i think

#a #like each bullet point on that list feels like a shard of my soul lol #SORRY ITS SOO LONG its like when you have all your stuffed animals on the bed. I dont want to EXCLUDE anyone!!! #nobody come at me about Joyce & Nabokov & Chekhov being super canonical I will defend my problematic old white men with my dying breath #that's papa & my toxic stepfather & Daddy. respectively

[pangyham]

been thinking about the liyue gang and how id draw their physical builds so here are some thoughts i had for xy cy and gm in particular

- xingqiu, unsurprisingly, would be quite lanky. i like to think he has broad-ish shoulders, like a thin athlete's build? hes a long boy to me haha, long face, neck, limbs, fingers etc, so naturally hes stands (comparatively) tall at 5'6" or 5'7"

i like to think hes most physically attractive one and has that handsome princely and boyish charm to him because it adds a lot to his fuckass duality LOL

- chongyun is a lot like xiao imo! short stature but with muscular arms. he seems nimble and flexible because of his normal attack animations (which bears a lot of similarities to xiao's actually! this + the fact that chongyun's normal attacks create gusts of wind further reinforces my hc that xiao trains him). sometimes i watch high energy choreography vids on youtube and some dancers look incredibly light on their feet, almost like their body is inherently bouncy? and i imagine chongyun to have that agility to him. chongyun has a delicate face and aura and i let that bleed into my hcs for his fighting style and physical capabilities hahaha. hes kind of like a cat who's deceptively strong. as for height.. just a few inches taller than xiao, so perceptibly short at 5'4"

- ga ming my new beloved. pretty much similar to chongyun but more muscular and stronger just because he wields his claymore with ease. theres a noticeable weight different between cy and his claymore the way he lugs it up after he swings (or even other claymore users like razor who, on his last hit, bounces from impact). meanwhile ga ming literally slams his to the ground LOL. i love his movements though hes very swift and expressive and radiant.. if cy has delicate movements then ga ming's is fierce and (charmingly!) assertive

ga ming is wonderfully charismatic though, i know hes not well known in liyue harbor yet, but he seems like the type to gain a reputation from his friendliness. how could no one adore him hahaha. 5'5" for height! just between xy and xq

#tangy talks genshin #chongyun gets analyzed most my bad #this was super fun though #while thoughtful ; genshin chara designs will always look distinctly gacha and flashy so a lot of the designs kinda blur together in my hea #this is why i really like looking into their animations particuarly their normal attacks #i think it conveys their personalities really well! it's always something to look forward to when new characters release #i gravitate towards swords polearms and claymores most though because i like the act of swinging and slashing hah. it also requires a lot o #body movement and reflects a lot of irl martial arts fencing and other combat techniques #sword users are always really fun to watch because theyre inherently graceful hahah. i will admit it gets kinda repetitive #i think my favorite NA animation has to be albedo's.. very simple clean and refined. he stands elegantly and puts his arm behind his back o #his 2nd attack which ive been transfixed by since be first came out in 2020 LOL. i love albebo #wow these tags are long as hell #but anyway i actually have more thoughts on xq's physical appearance but its just me rambling about how i think hes funny as fuck #im a proponent of dashingly pretty princely xingqiu not necessarily because i want to bestow upon him desirable traits #but because i think its funny knowing hes just a bit of a loser under all that #hes well known (mr worldwide one might say) and the heir to a prestigious guild and chivalrous talented and prolific #but he writes self insert novels hates carrots had bad handwriting sings really bad #hes just a teenage boy #as always i will 100% have more to say about chongyun but ill save that for another post #ga ming on the other hand.. i dont have anything substantial to say but hes super fun to think about #hes such a likable character #wow these tags are LONG as fuck ill stop now.

[shima-draws]

I just finished Skypeia AGHHHFJHHHH it was so GOOD

#One Piece #My favorite arc BY FAR #It was really long! But it wasn’t Alabasta long!! #Also Noland’s backstory deadass made me tear up that shit was so sad #Idk this arc just really kept me hooked. Like there wasn’t really a point I got super bored #Even with all the fights going on #Also just realizing they mentioned Noland in OPLA too. Nami read Zoro the book while he was totally conked out #Anyway ANYWAY I really enjoyed it. Lots of fun character interactions #And Usopp actually getting to do stuff too?? MY MANS #Oh and Zoro’s look this arc. God he was STYLIN. I’m so weak for a man in goggles shut up. #Logically that should apply to Usopp too and you know what. Yeah. #G8 is next and I know it’s filler but I’ve heard nothing but praise for it #So I’ll probably watch it instead of skipping :’D #Shima speaks #Also I find it stupidly ridiculous and funny that YET AGAIN Oda said ‘Lol you thought x character was dead?? SIKE’ #Wiper got electrocuted and died like eight times but he’s fine actually. Also Sanji and Usopp got electrocuted too and were out #for like a full day. And then Enel zapped them AGAIN and Usopp was back on his feet like two minutes later. #Silly anime logic. It doesn’t make sense and I love it

[merry-the-cookie]

mullet nation

#5sos #5 seconds of summer #calum hood #ashton irwin #luke hemmings #michael clifford #5sos fanart #artsos #my art #yes i rlly liked this one ok #also the way the Weeb shows up in my style cus of all the anime ive been watching. rip #and rip to lukes face that i had to cover up and redraw. it was Bad bad #mullet nation wouldve been too powerful thats why they didnt all have mullets at the same time #anyway long time no 5sos and sadly. bad news for yall there wont be much 5sos in the future #im drawing some for the last few packages but after that its bye bye until the flame is revived fjfjskf #but as of now iv kinda drifted from it as a fandom at least and im not super interested in making fanart anymore for the time being #so!! things to consider perhaps. if ur not fond of old anime dads that are to come on this blog lol #ok goodnight its not that deep who cares fjdjJfkajAKFJFKJAJ

[sleepyblr-heart]

with the power of 'looking things up' i have fixed the springs up

#pulmonary programming! #im normal again #sorry <33 #it took me a hot second to figure out the animation but it didnt take super long #im very happy with how these came out #linearvelocity was much easier to use than i thought it would be.... #but thats prolly only bc im not doing any math with these lol #i think it's time i move on to the health system. #and once im done with THAT. i think i'll make a test level #i still hae other things i should prolly do first but alsooo that's mainly gui stuff an i dont wanna deal with it just yet #anywayysss uhmmm bye ::3

[classicjdog]

CURSE MY FUCKING SHITARSE INTERNET I JUST WANT TO PLAY SOME FUCKING TEKKEN GAAAAHHHHHHHH

REINA IS SO FUCKING SICK AND I CAN'T PLAY HER AGAINST REAL PPL I'M STUCK FIGHTING THE STUPID AI FUCK

#i have some christmas money lying around so i guess i'm just gonna have to buy an ethernet cable #my setup (if you wanna call it that) is really not conducive to getting wired up at all #but fuck man there's no way i'm gonna just not play this fucking game it's way too fucking sick #well at least i had plenty of time to play the story lol which for the first like 80% of it's runtime it's like hey this is fun #like it's not super boring & there are actually some really cool moments sprinkled in here & there #then there's the second-to-last jin/kaz fight which was kinda what i expected the finale to be #like ok they've got their big crazy final forms & they're gonna have their big over-the-top anime fight & that's all fine i guess #but then they have one last normal hand-to-hand fight #and speaking as a long-time hardcore tekken fan that last fight is one of the best most joyful experiences i've ever had with a video game #like i've always felt that jin's transition from tekken 3 to tekken 4 was such a cool melding of story with gameplay #like in story at the end of t3 he's betrayed by heihachi so in t4 he forcibly unlearns the martial art heihachi taught him #and this is reflected in gameplay by his moveset being completely different so them coming back around to that in t8 #and reinforcing the whole theme of jin accepting his past by LITERALLY GIVING YOU HIS TEKKEN 3 MOVESET IN THE FIGHT AGAINST KAZUYA #WHILE A REMIX OF HIS TEKKEN 3 THEME PLAYS???? GOD WHAT A FUCKING SEQUENCE!!! CHEF'S KISS MWAH MWAH MWAH #and then just the lovely little moments of fanservice. obvious stuff like kaz wavedashing or he & jin doing the namco logo thing 1 last tim #but then obscure stuff like jins t3 df1 glitch & kazuyas weirdo t4 re-stun combos?? like how many ppl are even gonna know about that shit?? #they hella did not have to do that but they did & it makes me so so so happy #so yea the t8 story is like 80% a fun entertaining little romp & 20% the hypest shit i've ever ever ever seen #and also reina is the best new character namco have made for tekken since steve in t4 #it's funny cause in the whole leadup to t8 i was having a little trouble figuring out who i was gonna main #cause in t7 i spent most of my time bouncing around basically the whole cast before finally settling on julia near the end #obv no julia in t8 so i had to pick someone else & no one in t8 was really jumping out at me #lots of super cool characters that i'd already played quite a lot of but not really anyone that's like ok yea that's my fucking guy #lots of sick af potential secondaries but no main basically #then they released the reina trailer & i was like ok yea that's my fucking guy #sick design sick stage sick AS FUCK music & a bunch of mishima staples to go along with it??? #she's got an electric? hellsweep? wavedash? flash punch combo? stonehead? #plus some heihachi specific staples? demon breath? heaven's gate? iron hand? fucking HUNTING HAWK??? then yea that's MY FUCKING GUY #so yea reina fucking rules & i just wanna play her against real ppl please for the love of fuck #OH ONE MORE THING THEY DID ANOTHER GREAT JOB WITH THE MUSIC. AT LEAST 3 NEW TRACKS ADDED TO THE TEKKEN PANTHEON OF ALL-TIME CLASSICS

[orcelito]

Bought the memorial plush for Cassy. It's gonna be here on Thursday

It looks pretty similar to Sammy's in style, just with a different pose. I'll see how they look when placed together.

#speculation nation #animal death ment/ #fuck dude literally just looking at his Name made me cry again #typing out Cassy made me confront that yes. this is about my boy Cassy. my sweet baby boy who wanted to be a fat cat so bad #and swung his tail as he walked when he was happy. to which i would always comment 'that shit Swangin!' #and who would stuff his entire nose in tally's ass to sniff it. to which i would remark 'oh he's Snuffin!' #and who would always use the most garbled meows when begging for food. so he was my Garble Boy. #i already miss his obnoxious yelling. the way it sounded like a Mraaaaa. the way he would sometimes draw them out super long #i wish id taken videos of it. i dont think i have any. because i didnt think id Need to look back on them like this. #he wasnt even 2 years old yet... i didnt think id have to worry about this for at Least another 5 years... #sometimes life is really unfair. he deserved to live a long and happy life. i wish i couldve given it to him. #negative/ #sorry for posting so much about this. it was just super sudden and im kinda wrecked by it lol #this time yesterday i knew something was wrong but i Never thought he'd actually die. he was so young... #im just glad i got him to purr in the end. made him happy one last time at least.

[samuraisharkie]

due to Life Shit I kind of stopped drawing much about a year or two after I graduated high school bc I just kind of didn’t have the time or mental/emotional/physical capacity to fit it in, despite art being something I really want to be a part of my career. It kind of makes me sick to realize how much muscle memory I lost just from that time (I had only about a year and a half total of absolutely no art but that was enough. doesn’t help that during that time I seriously injured my hands) considering I’ve been drawing my entire life. I really wish things had not gone that way and that I could have kept going, but expectations were on me to do something else and any time I sat down to draw was treated as wasting time. There’s also something weird about recovering from severe trauma that kind of adjusts how you engage with a hobby you used as a coping mechanism, which Art very much was. I almost never drew vent art, but I used it to focus on something and make myself happy and proud of work I actually could do, and once I was out of the environments that funneled me into drawing (being forced to go to church, school, anything involving sitting down for a long period of time) I found less time to actually have an excuse. Someone bought me a single college course of art classes right out of high school, and I think that was where I COULD have had the opportunity to really get started if I had actually had the money to continue and the college hadn’t been so far away. After that course ended I didn’t have that excuse anymore. I used to draw in DeviantArt and Discord art groups, but those began to fall apart and soon I didn’t have that option either. After that I doodled but didn’t really create Full Pieces unless some friend asked it of me, and it was never a commission bc I’d never trained myself to get that sort of shit done without taking too long, so I’d always do it for free. So even that wasn’t a big motivator eventually. Now that I’m struggling for work after becoming more physically disabled after COVID, all that time I could have spent honing my art skills so I could do SOMETHING with my art really is weighting down on me. I have the option to do freelance work, illustrations, pet commissions, even things like cards and cookies. I’ve seen these avenues open up for me gradually, but I’ve lost the skills I built up that I need to actually make something I’m proud of. I’ve taken to tracing old art to try and remember my thought process and my “style”… but my memory was bad BEFORE the covid, and it’s worse now, and my brain fog makes it hard to focus even if I could get back on the train of thought. I don’t remember the construction that would be in my mind’s eye. I barely can keep a clear vision in my mind’s eye anymore, worryingly. I never had a crystal clear imagination, it was always sort of abstract, but I could see the lines, I could construct a scene. Now I have to focus hard to get any sort of detail clear in my head. It’s like if you tried to look directly into someone’s face in a dream, or put in a prompt in neural blender. So I have to adjust to performing the entire thought process physically, slowly and tediously trying to figure out what I’m imagining before I can really get started. Those old art tutorials for constructing shapes and bodies and such just aren’t coming naturally anymore so I have to dredge deep into my mind to remember which advice helped “click” the best and knowing it might not do it this second time around. It’s like if you forgot how to ride a bike. It was something natural to you, you could even get started haphazardly and distracted and still be able to tell where you were going and not fall over or trip on yourself, but now it’s like you have to focus on each step and it constantly feels like it’s taking everything you have to not crash. I’m glad I can start drawing again, but it hurts that something so huge in my life has been turned into this. I’ve ranted about it before it’s just easier to notice when you’re not sketching out people’s pets or doing super stylized doodles.

#I didn’t know you could max out a ‘text block’ on tumblr also. my indication to stop LOL #long post #vent #kind of. I’m not like super angsty abt it I’m just sad that I have to spend more time remembering #instead of actually accomplishing anything with my dreams. I’m 26 and there’s 18 year olds living my fucking dream yknow #I know you don’t have a certain age requirement for art but I also know you never stop improving #and being set back before I was even proud enough to set prices for my work is kind of devastating #I just love art. I want to be an animator or something involve with creative concepts. #I want to make things I’m proud of. but what used to come easily now feels like chewing nails #the metal ones not the cartilidge. anyway #I know I’m kind of hard on myself but it’s hard not to be when you’re surrounded by people with such talent #and it feels like you’re running behind when you see people getting to their dreams so much sooner than you. #I know it’ll happen but it hurts sometimes remembering what I used to imagine id be doing at this age #and realizing past me probably had more of a chance at these careers than I do right now bc of brain damage and physical and mental issues #it’s not confirmed if I have brain damage but like. I can tell something is different. #it’s not like they’d be able to diagnose it by now or even that it’d change anything #I just have to keep going and keep trying. it’s just discouraging and frustrating #I wish I could summon all the memories from my brain back up so I could feel happier about my art #I’m happy to have the chance to start drawing again don’t get me wrong. I still like to draw. it’s just. #I can tell the difference between how it was and how it is now and it makes me mourn #ough I wish I still had a therapist lmao. Deb get the fuck back here you traitor.

[astranauticus]

so the overall.. shape and tone of my current project is pretty much set in stone (im SO CLOSE to 50% done you guys) but i was looking through my saved videos folder on bilibili and if im gonna be doing another animatic after this one (honestly pretty likely??? given my. floruitshow obsession that doesnt seem to be going anywhere anytime soon) i REALLY want to attempt something closer to that style of animatic you see a lot on bb that employs more on elaborate editing as opposed to like............... the powerpoint presentation type beat i've got going on now

(nevermind the fact that a lot of the projects that really lodge themselves in my brain were also like collaborations between teams of people with like dedicated editor roles and i still havent fully figured out how to use lightworks. like ive also seen one man projects in this style that turn out absolutely gorgeous so i KNOW it can be done. maybe i'll go figure out if capcut is easier to use lol)

#asto speaks #re: the ProjectTM #the massive team efforts are mostly genshin animatics whaddaya know #perks of fandom big?? i guess??? #that and the other noir's stultifer cantus amv i feel like i bring it up a lot but it truly genuinely haunts me #i just. love love love their art style so much and its *so* beautiful and well edited #i mean obviously im not pulling that off in the foreseeable future but #���剪/capcut is a software i saw recommended by the creator of an animatic for a rather obscure variety show i was OBSESSED with last year #saw that animatic a few days ago and it immediate lodged itself in my brain its SO GOOD. and it was a one man project!! walaoeh #op made a joke about worrying about paying for adobe after effects and realising capcut has everything they need LOL #and their project SUPER well edited and put together so idk i might check it out #im just. not fully sold on the powerpoint presentation style at least not when i do it lol #anyway if i do try something like that it'll probably be for set me free because if i *am* gonna do the robit floruitshow trinity #lets just say im gonna be procrastinating how can i make you stay for last that song is *fucking long* #its like what. 5 minutes? nabei #also i already have a few shots for set me free in mind i just need to stop... thinking about the xiao animatic for the same song lol #that project has like 8 credited artists and 6 animators comparing myself to that is just like #an exercise in pointlessly creating misery in myself

[fish-bowl-2]

People always seem to forget that Ed Edd n Eddy was airing way past 2003, or the “classic” era of Cartoon Network. The last episode came out in 2008. That is close to a whole decade.

#I think that a lot of people who started watching the show maybe just grew out of cartoon network and assumed the show ended when they did #at least that is my guess #tbh 90s kids don't seem to have a super good grasp on what exactly counts as 90s cartoons #as in they tend to include a lot of 2004 - 2009 shows #or maybe that is just speaking to an continuously aging user base lol #I grew up with 90s kids being super annoying online and even at the age of 8 it didn't make sense #squack #also I feel like I've said this before but no one REALLY talks about how long this show consistently aired #combined to how long it held to cel animation too that is crazy impressive #I only ever see fans of the show talk about this though

[elegyofthemoon]

getting jumpscared by voice actors is so funny i was just trying to watch old dgrayman scene compiles and suddenly iAN SINCLAIR?????

#ok i didnt stick w the eng dub for super long before alskjf #i mostly watched it in jp ! but i did try eng dub for a bit #i didnt get to when they switched travis willingham for ian sinclair though for yuu and that made me go :O #like tHIS close to picking up the anime but Q _ Q i dont wannaaaaa but also....i wonder if the eng dub is good #i dont like allens va #LIKE hes fine!!! as a va !!! but i just dont like him as ALLEN i think idk #LIKE i cant remember peoples performances well enough to recall whod be good #but like. someone who can manage that perfect balance of sounding gentle and grounded HRM #i will say though whatever they did for lavi's va good job cuz like. while it wasnt exactly the voice i expected it was Amazing from the #clip i saw LOL #this isnt me reading dgm but ill tag it anyways as so #snow reads dgm #i cant tell if i like or dislike lenalee's voice in eng.... i would need more i think... #BUT ian sinclair??? bro i would love to see him do the eps w yuu and alma... #i stopped midway through alma's arc when i was first reading trhough it so i dont know their full story but ; - ; #one of these days. ill make some fancast... #OH YKNOW WHAT i can see like. whoever id pick for jack's voice actor. id give to allen too.... idk if that says anything about me. #i wouldnt even say that jacks like gentle/grounded (hes not) but THATS THE FALSE CHARM HE GOT !!!! SO I THINK ITD WORK #i say gentle but what i really mean is like gentle-borderline-empty sounding #anyways. enough me blabbing sorry sorry lol

[shima-draws]

Day two (2) of me ignoring my responsibilities to replay Harvest Moon: Tree of Tranquility (2008)

#I'm only half joking I promise I'm working on comms. LOL #Shima speaks #BUT AAGGHGHHGH IT'S BEEN LEGIT YEARS;; #This is one of the few games that shaped my entire childhood. Defined it. #And still sits on top of the heap of great nostalgia #Literally I played this nonstop as a kid... #It's so good to come back to it again 🥺 #It's been so long tho that I've forgotten a LOT of stuff about it lol #I'M RELEARING!! #It surprises me that it's still SO much fun after all these years #I mean a lot of childhood games are hit or miss. Usually hit bc I'm not super picky. But you know lol #Also I definitely did not forget how many hours this game sucks out of the day. Time FLIES when I play it #I was originally gonna replay Animal Parade but this game was the OG. I HAD to replay it first

[whippedcloudsofcream]

Theory: Gulltoppr’s feet were burned by Heimdall and Odin as a torture tactic to make him submit to being Heimdall’s steed.

#god of war ragnarok #heimdall god of war #it’s what he considers ‘fair and square’ #like when you brand a cow or something #and gully’s already branded #but gully went thru worse lol #right when i saw him that part stood out the most to me #you know these creatures have elemental powers so they arent affected Usually by those elements #not long term #so odin and heimdall must have done something really fucked up to him to have it stay cosmetically #it probably still hurts too #honestly it’s super refreshing that heimdall treated gully like shit #there’s so many stories of villains having some weird soft spot for their animal companions #ie ursula and her eels or something #so when i saw heimdall kick the Shit out of gully’s corpse i laughed lol #because he really is an Asshole #reminds me of odin and his ravens #also idk why ppl were so surprised heimdall didn’t give a damn about gully #terrible ppl treat other ppl And their pets like shit omg #honestly when you killed gully you probably put the poor thing out of his misery ☹️

[kalloway]

Yesterday I picked up Bloodborne for the first time in like at least a month, and had THE most spectacular finale against Ludwig, holy moly

Went into the second half of the fight with one single weapon buff item (fire paper) and one (1) blood vial, and ya girl STILL managed to get a photo-perfect Visceral finish on him despite having no items left to help me out

I forgot how addicting that rush is when you get an insanely satisfying victory over a stubborn boss! I missed this game so much dfhghjdf

#delete later #bloodborne #when u beat a boss and the *way* it plays out in the end just makes all those previous failed attempts COMPLETELY worth the struggle #I'd read on the wiki that apparently his animation is different if u beat him with a visceral... but it's been so long since I beat him... #I didn't remember what it looked like before LOL - maybe I'll go look for a comparison vid or smth #...Or I can fight him with my other NG+ character but he's gonna have more health LMAO #I have no idea how anyone could do that fight without summoning Valtr though... that man is the REAL MVP #anyway this was all last night's news but im still not quite over it and im absolutely going to keep pushing thru the DLC if I can! #I say 'if I can' cuz this playthru/character I haven't beaten Rom yet and haven't super grinded the chalice dungeons #my first character I did almost the entire base game + dungeons first before completing the DLC so it was a *little* less challenging #...but I also had a Skill/Bloodtinge build on Mercy and I MISS IT EVERY DAY NGL #Strength/Arcane just doesn't hit the same smh #but maybe that'll change if I pick up the right weapon? idk #anyway this is going to (hopefully) be overshadowed by an unrelated art post that's in the queue for like... 7 minutes from now LOL

[girlkomaeda]

thinking about replaying all the danganronpa games and reading more of the novels and spin offs n stuff…

#I’m always thinking about komahina and komaeda but it’s been a while since I was actively into danganronpa itself… I’m feeling the urge now #honestly I never finished dr3 anime because I didn’t like it 😭😭😭I know everything that happens in it I just never finished the last 4 episo #bc I got ultra depression and couldn’t watch anything for a while when I was 15 #I did actually like most of dr3 but there were like just a few things I didn’t like #I don’t remember why so I’m curious if I’ll feel differently about it now. I also didn’t like some of komaedas characterization #I liked most of komaedas characterization but I also felt like they used him for fan service too much. not talking about the shower scene #that was just funny and awesome. I love komaeda sexualization #I remember not liking him blowing the gym up or whatever bc I felt like it was more fan service than anything. but that’s just my opinion #and it’s been so long so maybe when I rewatch it I’ll feel differently who knows #I just felt like thag part was kind of silly and didn’t make much sense. it felt like just fanswrbeice like here’s Komaeda blowing somethin #up like ok thanks. I guess. like it’s not even completely out of character really I just didn’t like it #also honestly I got so into komaeda at some point that seeing him made me feel ill I can’t explain it. like I got sick seeing people talk #about him or make videos about him or mention him… it was crazy #even now I still get stressed out to an unreasonable degree when people from my pov mischaracterize him or stray too far from my specific #headcanons like it’s not super healthy LOL but I think I’m allowed to be super insane about at least one gay anime boy ok #I’m better at recognizing when I’m being unreasonable now though… I respect some different interpretations… sometimes #damn this ramble paragraph might be proof that i should not get actively back into danganronpa itself