#and the several hundred others up there

[writeouswriter]

Hmm brain just conjured up another fictional little guy; at this rate, I am eventually going to run out of room to accommodate all of these fictional little guys, they will have to find a motel or something

#writing #writeblr #writer things #his name is tommy because that is the first name that came to my head #dark curly hair tanned skin hooked nose and dimples and dark eyes #an easygoingness and just genuine passion about him that's contagious #he may be a mechanic and wears loose oversize clothing a too long red button up with the sleeves rolled up #he smokes more out of habit and boredom than wanting to do it he hates it #he's got that classic awkward nerdy but strangely appealing best friend in a movie or show kind of vibe to him #except instead of being in that standard best friend role he is currently trying to usurp the role of love interest in my mind in the vague #new wip i had been thinking about making #though maybe i should make a new wip as this other wip is already new and has different vibes but... #i have made three new wips in the span of the last few days i am not making another i am not i am not #shoe meet horn #he's also mentally ill and the narrative is going to be f*cking normal about it #alright maybe i'll make a new wip #god am i going to make a new wip #my other brand new characters staring at me as i barely even got them off the ground yet like really come on dude #but don't worry oh god I remembered a 4th wip from the past two weeks don't worry bennett i haven't forgotten you #and the several hundred others up there #hmmm thinking about tossing him into a scifi #yes he looks suspiciously similar to some of my other ocs but different maybe i'm pulling a t*m b*rton #and hiring the same actor for all my movies

[biggest-gaudiest-patronuses]

being nonbinary in a world that refuses to acknowledge more than 2 genders is weird bc like. i've literally found myself thinking "what if i go on hormones so my parents misgender me but in a different way"

#just for variety. just to shake things up a bit. diversify my trauma portfolio #also it's weird for several hundred other reasons this is just what has been recently on my minds #also 'i don't necessarily want to present as a specific gender but i DO want people to be deeply confused about what they're looking at so' #I don't want to be MISgendered i want people to be so confused they give up even attempting pronouns #out of sheer psychological horror if nothing else #you've got neopronouns i've got NOOOOOOOO!!!!!!pronouns

[westwing19]

Chaos birth

Quick brush tester painting.

#kirby #chaos elfilis #reading up on other ppls' art programs somehow led to me downloading several hundred new brushes #and then spending hours testing them all #new features make me a tad feral :))) #really want to do a nice chaos elfi piece though the dude's real cool #meart

[squeakadeeks]

moodboard for this past week ❤️

#they should invent a grad school thats not fucking insane #i'm hanging in there but im the most unwell i've been in AWhile #this week was just horrible #there was already the freezer food incident but it also started off with a very severe pain episode thats putting me in constant woe #even mundane motion has been agonizing which is McAwesome bc we had a lab inspection which involved moving hundreds of pounds of equipment #during which we found a blackwidow and rats which we had to deal with and was a whole thing psychologically on top of the physical toll #the new class fiasco is still popping off and i had to respond to at this point over 400 emails in the fleeting moments outside of lab #AND A STUDENT TRIED TO FINANCIALLY BRIBE THEIR WAY INTO THE CLASS ? ?? ?? ????? #then the instructor wanted to use me as a guinea pig and i had to test new circuit boards but I wasnt given any time to do so properly #i had to test them plus get them operational and deal with my incoming students all in a frantic 10 minute window #im in charge of running our meetings too but the instructor was interrupting and having side conversations that made it really hard- #to train the other people on the new equipment in a smooth manner #which meant that a bunch of people had to keep me after to ask questions which made me late for my drs appointment #where i found out i cant get the new covid vaccine bc my heart and blood levels arnt stable enough #and joanns lost an expensive+critical fabric order of mine+i had to give a big presentation this week on my research that was stressful #and my inbox is still blowing up from being needed all over the place between teaching lab and classes and yall i am. so so tired. #im in so much pain and so stressed out #debating the ethics of turning into a pile of lint to escape my responsibilities and mortal frame

[southern--downpour]

having upsetting thoughts about the “live” ending

#what would he think? would he think the audience just wants to see him suffer for as long as he's entertaining? #how do you feel being dragged away knowing you're going to loose every memory you've ever had after just getting them all back? #how do you come to terms with the fact that you *begged* to die and they refused you? #do you think h'ed fight back? or just accept his fate silently and let himself be dragged away by showfall's drones? #sorry genloss is giving me such severe brainrot #it hurts me so good #honest to god want to write stuff for this and i am not a writer #shut up virgil #genloss #like you know if chat picked live it'd be because we couldnt stand to kill him/had *some* kind of hope he could escape eventually #but he wouldnt know that #he'd just think that however many people (hundreds? thousands? he doesnt know) wanted him to suffer #i so fucking wish gl!ranboo could know just how badly chat wanted to find a way to save him #GENUINELY almost tied the poll 50/50 to find any other option than kill him or have him suffer #uwahhhhhhhh

[yume-fanfare]

I think one aspect to measure a ship's rarepairness is it's popularity when compared to crackships. If it's more popular than generic crackship 254 then it's probably not a rareepair but if more people will know the crackship than the alternative serious and maybe even well thought out ship between two characters then it is probably most probably a rareepair

i wasnt rly talking about differences between rarepair and crackship but more "what makes a ship popular" in general

imo the difference between crackship and rarepair is the amount of canon content 🤔 crackships don't need a base at all but rarepairs usually have one. if it's "these two characters who haven't talked much would be interesting together" then it's a crackship (what makes a ship rare is a bit harder to measure and each case it's exclusive because you have to take a lot of factors into account). But. i don't think they're mutually exclusive things it's more like. all (or almost all) crackships are rarepairs but not all rarepairs are crackships. for example i'd say rinne/shu is somewhat a crackship? it doesn't have much canon content afaik. meanwhile mitsu/haji, who are both in the same unit and have had several 5*+4* events together, are more of a rarepair: neither are each other's most popular ship, or even second most-popular. but also rinne/shu have 80 fics on ao3 (which is more than some def not rare ships) and mitsu/haji have 11. of course character popularity plays a huge part here (big part of why i said its hard to measure how rare a ship is) (did u guys know kaname has more fics than mitsuru) but my point is.

you could place mitsu//haji in rare, rinne//shu in crack and (spins roulette) haji//shu in both and it all quite checks out

#your example specifically remids me of this one time i saw a twt poll where hii.kasa won over trks for best tsukasa ship #and there were a few people on the qrts like ''guys maybe we should catch up on our reading if trks rly lost'' #(there was however another factor to be taken into account on that poll: it had quite a number of hiiks qrts in spanish #and those guys are infamous for botting #the poll had several hundred more votes than the others in the thread it was funny sdjgjklmks i only saw it after it ended #but yeah measuring rarity is hard #starpros sunshine #preguntas

[theragamuffininitiative]

😅

#i let myself put words on an already words and y'all are being suspiciously quiet about it #which is fine don't get me wrong but like #very sus 🤣 #also going to say here on my own lil blog post that i do think there are many cults masquerading as christianity #i also think there are many churches that are christian in name that are instead cults #i have recently discovered how close i and my family were to falling into one #not like we were being led directly but like... #we were at a not safe distance going 'what a pretty mountain' and then while we wandered to a slightly safer distance #the mountain revealed itself as a volcano and exploded #like i can see and taste the ash but the lava flows didnt find me ya know? #anyways #had a recent discussion in sunday school about how there are several sects of religion that claim to worship and follow Jesus #but he is not the Jesus of scripture #and people have added doctrines to him often in works based salvation styles #of which latter day saints and jehovah's witnesses and several other things fall into #but so have the dangerously patriarchal fundamentalist churches #and we should just be very very very careful #that the God we are following is the one whose revealed word has withstood the test of thousands and thousands of years #and not a doctrine whose god and testimony cannot stand up to its own witness for a couple hundred years #ragamusings in the tags #my views on what makes good religion have so shifted in the past couple years #hopefully for the better and closer to the truth and further from what man has to say about it

[birchbow]

oh my god I can’t imagine Meenah and Kurloz successfully talking through their feelings without Feeder Vantas holding their fronds every step of the way, and while I’m sure somebody somewhere has a pale exhibition kink (cough Gamzee cough) I don’t think Meenah is one of those somebodies. Although Meenloz have been pretty extreme exhibitionists in other ways, huh? Does Meenah get her kicks humiliating people both in both a conciliatory and concupiscent sense? But she wouldn’t want to be the one whose feelings are exposed . . .

(I've never put the words "pale exhibitionism" together in my head but I do think I've written it for Gamkar several times without necessarily meaning to lmao. That's very funny in light of another fic I'm working on right now)

RE: Meenloz, I think the humiliation part for Meenah is bound up in a sexual response, so for a purely pale relationship it wouldn't be on the table--theoretically it could be for her blurred/vacillating thing with Kurloz, but also Kurloz is much more willing to have sex over a table in front of an entire banquet than he is to be completely vulnerable emotionally for 0.2 seconds. So like, I think she knows him well enough to know that if she pushed on that it would not go well.

Also yes, HER unwillingness to express any actual emotions in any helpful way is a big part of the problem, and she definitely can't take what she dishes out. What the fuck for should she be humiliated or embarrassed or vulnerable about shit. She's the empress. Fuck off with that. 😤

#ask time! #part of the problem with Meenah and Kurloz's lack of communication is that they do actually know each other very very well #on several levels of their lives and personalities they are very much in sync and have worked together for hundreds of years #and do in fact Just Get a lot of things which gives both of them the false sense that they never need to express anything ever #and that if one of them gets something wrong they're intentionally not playing ball with The Arrangement that has largely been working #instead of just like. he doesn't know you feel that way because you've taken pains to never EVER hint to him about it EVER #case in point: Kurloz has in fact been more emotionally vulnerable with Meenah than anybody else in his life ever. But also. #never told her about Halore and never told her about the Sufferer until circumstances brought it up. and then when he DID- #-he pretty severely downplayed it and made it about the Sufferer making a move at him and not about his feelings about that. #And meenah never asked or followed up on it. #I have a lot of thoughts. I'm going to stop and try to include them in prose instead but. I have a lot of thoughts.

[anonyanonymouse]

Heyyyy guys. I'm with you 100%, I WANT Lilia's dream to be when he found Silver. I'll scream and perish and die if that's the case I am SERIOUS oh my god. But also um, what if it wasn't. What if Silver and Malleus want him to be in their lives so badly and Lilia's fantasy dream has little to nothing to do with them. Um. What are we going to do then.

#twst #twisted wonderland #disney twisted wonderland #disney twst #book 7 spoilers #twst book 7 #twisted wonderland book 7 #lettie I'm shaking your posts around in my mind and I'm also DYING #okay I've created this situation in my head and now I have to fix it #Malleus sees Lilia dying after losing his magic and just assumes that what he would want most is to be at the height of his power again #which would be several hundred years ago when Malleus was still just a little kid yeah #(this is opening up for kid Malleus appearance in his dream omg omg because Malleus obviously still has to 'keep him under surveillance') #Malleus wants him to be thriving and powerful again most of all so he makes Lilia young again #not realizing that Lilia enjoys his life as an elder who travels the world and is tolerant to others and takes care of a silly human boy #more than he ever enjoyed his life as a young general #and seeing Silver in his dreams will awaken those feelings again and he'll 'wake up' because he knows something is missing in his life 😭

[strawberrysweater]

kaede and/or shuichi fall asleep on kiibo a lot i think... he's warm makes them feel safe.... he's not that comfortable to lay on LMAO but they deserve a little sleepy time

kiibo is soooooo careful of them when they do he does his best to stay perfectly completely still for however long they stay asleep but over time he gets more comfortable. he is so overwhelmed with emotion every time because it's like wow they feel safe enough to just fall asleep..... i think postgame kaede and shuichi are so clingy with each other and especially can't fall asleep at night without each other so if it's just one of them kiibo's like !!!!!!!!!!!!!!WHAT

#ot3posting #kiibo fighting for his life trying to will his fans to stop spinning so loud #super worried it's gonna wake them up and he's like i need to get a hold of myself this doesnt mean anything they're just tired !!!!!!! #and meanwhile it's a nice white noise and kaede&shuichi are like mmm nice and warm silly kiibo... snork mimimi #i have a ton of posts abt them in my drafts but i havent rlly been on tumblr this past month #so they are BURIED under several hundred other drafts i was too tired to tag and q

[robo-dino-puppy]

ducks in the forbidden west

bird experts correct me, but I think this is a cinnamon teal duck? i'd never heard about them until i was trying to figure out what duck i was looking at for this post - they're quite beautiful!

#horizon forbidden west #hfw #hfw duck #hfw wildlife #hfw birds #hfw little details #i've been glacially slowly working on Organizing my stupid captures folder #and do you know how many shots are in in right now (after i've already gotten rid of/moved several hundred) #over 11‚000 #eleven THOUSAND #oh my god why #what the fuck past me #i mean i know why #often i take 4-10 different shots of the same setup #with different light or sometimes a filter #and usually end up only looking at one or two once i get them on a computer screen #and then just leave them in the folder like a dumbass #and there are ones that are automatic trophy screencaps and spots on the map and other things that aren't actual interesting pictures #but fuck #hlep

[eugeniedanglars]

*emerges from the amtrak ticket buying experience shaking and covered in blood* actually i think i’ll fly. fuck the environment

#never before have i had an attempted ticket buying experience so bad it had me going ‘i need a fucking WHISKEY after this’ #(bear in mind that i am not even a whiskey fan!) #in summary: tried to buy tickets online. received error message. tried again at least 5 times. continued to receive error message. #called customer service. tried to buy tickets through the automated customer service. #got almost all the way through booking my tickets only for the automated customer service to not understand the spelling of my name. #got redirected to a live agent. instead of holding the tickets i was 90% of the way through buying they started completely from scratch. #got all the way up to booking my return trip. the fucking ticket i’d been trying to buy for the last hour had been sold. #only other options during time slots that worked for me were several hundred dollars more expensive. #hung up and bought airline tickets in 3 minutes for half of what a train trip would have cost.

[shokupanda]

hi hello i just wanted to show off some of the cool prints i got from the con

okay thank you for coming to my ted talk have a nice day

#dont mind the shitty camera #anywho since it was like. a general anime con in like. a country where saying simply furry is like the ultimate punchline #there were only like. 6? ish stands with furry schtuff #in the midst of like. literal several hundreds booths #like i probably missed some but my money was also wearing thin bc i bought some other stuff too #sjbsmhsbsns #anywho cant wait to put the kim print up and reenact those memes whenever im in times of trouble #also the plastic bag fucks like hell #gonna google how to preserve a plastic bag so its print wont deteriorate lmao #sho.scramblin

[hershelwidget]

You thought I was done for a while. No. Here’s the PLANT EPIC WUBBOX OF TBoCI… In the far future.

When I say far future, I MEAN far future, for this absolutely terrifying beast had to transform from machine to flesh!

Basically, the TBoCI PEW, previously known as Mourner while it was still in the Monster World, somehow managed to fall into the Human World after being cursed. The exact curse? Nobody knows. But the curse changed into one of transformation after it fell, and Mourner soon became known as Arbre Mort to the humans who saw it while it was recovering.

All that remains of the wubbox side of it is the chest! I will draw and release what Arbre Mort looked like as Mourner someday soon, as well as tease the other Epics. :)

#my singing monsters #the ballad of cold island #epic wubbox #plant epic wubbox #creature #some small facts for those who read my tags! #mourner is supposed to appear near the end of tboci #and will be followed by almost every other wubbox still underground :) #it will be terrifying!! mourner will look absolutely horrifying :) #imagine a severely overgrown yet somehow also rotting pew #and now imagine that pew is climbing up the side of plant island #AND NOW IMAGINE THERES HUNDREDS OF COMMON AND RARE WUBBOX CLIMBING BEHIND IT #as well as a few other pew #imagine the overgrown/rotting pew is like. almost 7 ft taller than every other wubbox in sight #that’s Mourner!! creepy as hell. protective of the wubbox that came with it. VERY PROTECTIVE #alr thats all for now. there’s at least 3 others i have mapped out #they’re all cew’s but still

[anotherpapercut]

started out today reading and listening to terrible world news. went to the dentist and was told I need something not covered by insurance that will cost around 7k. came home from work and for the 4th day in a row my internet is down meaning that I need to use my hotspot to do my second job. and it's working so poorly it won't even let me clock in to work

#hanging on by a fucking thread over here #honestly the 7k wouldn't even be ruinous for me if i hadnt been saving for years to be able to move #like im at abt 3k after 5ish years. i need like 10k to be able to comfortably get the fuck out. now i need to pay 7k for my teeth #i make $13.05 an hour #also i just lent a friend $600 which im not expecting to get back and thats ok bc she needed it but god. kinda could use it now #oh also the 7k isnt the only thing i need done. the other things are just partially covered by insurance but still probs a couple hundred #i have like 10 cavities 😐 #also it costs me $30 every time i go to the therapist or dentist or psychiatrist. and i have several of these appointments a month #so i basically need to stop spending on money on things that make me happy. like possibly need to give up bass lessons #to be able to afford all of this. and then like. what is the point at that point

[deityofhearts]

I feel like as someone who was a cashier it’s very easy to say I’d hate to be the person ringing up safiya and tylers purchases but I also once rang up like $300+ worth of fake flowers for a rlly sweet woman when I worked at dollar tree and was more like, fascinated than anything

#deity dialogue #she was using them for a big decorative cross btw #it was around easter time I believe #she even let me take pictures of all the flowers she bought #she was really sweet #tbh like when I check out so many items I have nothing against the customer #and especially if they’re nice too like sweetie dw I got this ily you have don’t nothing wrong #even worse is when ppl would buy so many glass items it’s like listen. I hate ringing up glass items cause I wrap them as they go and it’s a #whole nightmare but I have no beef with you dear customer c’mere I will protect you #I only take issue with customers when they’re rude like #listen the purchase can be annoying as sin but I’m not mad at my customers about it #all this to say I would ring up safiyas 100+ soaps and instead of being mad be more amused than anything #like even if she was just some random person I’d be like this is so fascinating why are you buying all this soap #ppl who buy a tone of one thing have plans. they have things to do and I’m gonna figure it out #similarly when I worked at Walmart a woman bough a couple hundred of several school items to donate #and me and several coworkers worked to count them and get them for her and shit then me and two others helped her pack them into some totes #I’m her car and she was so sweet and kept apologizing and we were like no ma’am you’re totally okay ily #she tried to offer to give me and the two helping her a tip but one there was no need tbh we preferred this to the hell inside the store #because the manager was on our ass about how we need to somehow find space for all the school items in storage #and two if we accepted money we could’ve gotten in trouble lmao