#and they got real autistic abt it

[lunarrosette]

This meme format came to my friend in a dream

My friends original under the cut

Abt the character agent Curt mega not the actor

#dndads #dungeons and daddies #normal oak #normally oak swallows garcia #the original was ‘curt mega fact’ ‘autism’ bc we watch saf the other night #and they got real autistic abt it #spies are forever #lunarrosette’s shit #shit post

[saturnniidae]

"I should've seen the signs" I feel like Stoick was basically reliving the way he lost Valka.

To him, after a lifetime of wanting nothing but to kill a dragon, Hiccup's suddenly and inexplicably changed his mind. To him, Hiccup saying he can't kill them is just like when Valka refused to and tried convincing others as well, then as a result was 'killed' by one herself.

To him, way Hiccup tossed his weapon and shield to the side then approached Hookfang while speaking about how dragons aren't what people think they are probably bares an uncomfortable resemblance to the way Valka put down her weapon and stared a dragon in the eyes and as a result was taken.

To him, attempting to do anything but preemptively defend yourself against a dragon will only end in tragedy, so he has to do anything he can to stop Hiccup before it's too late.

(And just like with Valka, he unintentionally escalated the situation by trying to protect Hiccup but only agitated the dragon, causing it to panic and react, inadvertently putting someone he loves in danger. again)

Stoick of course, wasn't acting rationally, but it makes sense when you think about how traumatizing Valka's 'death' must've been for him (and how much Hiccup reminss him of her); he watched her get taken, presumably killed, and couldn't do anything about it.

#THE PARALLEL GHSSHRBFK THE PARALLELS #'so everything in the ring was a trick? a lie?' he was so elated when he though hiccup was finally taking after him #he convinced himself so hard that This was the real hiccup he's finnaly going to be a proper viking a real member of the tribe #and he was so proud and glad he finally had something he could connect with his son over #but again he'd convinced himself of all that. he completely ignored everything hiccup had to say #in his eagerness to actually be a Family to actually bond with his child #he was so stuck with this fake image of Hiccup the Dragon Slayer he'd convinced himself of to the point #when it all fell through he felt almost betrayed #betrayed and scared #scared he made a horrible irrational and emotionally charged decision of essentially disowning his son #im not saying stoicks a good parent. hes not. but hes trying and alone and taking care of an entire village as well as hiccup #and all the unprocessed trauma and emotional repression #hes not great but hes not bad either. hes trying. #hes trying and its not enough but at least it got better #i love stoick #parents of autistic kids they dont understand moment #httyd #stoick the vast #stoick haddock #hiccup haddock #valka haddock #httyd analysis #maybe? #hiccup horrendous haddock iii #haddock family #moth.txt #also pls dont tell me abt how valka and the 2nd movie wasnt planned yet. ik that but i like expanding on things #and pondering a characters reasoning for certain decisions bc its fun and makes them all the more fascinating #post rewatch 1am thoughts go crazy (sorry if any of this is like redundant or confusing. im tired) if u read the tags ily

[unproduciblesmackdown]

fr is he, you know.............................................repeatedly described as being Impersonable and Lacking Charm and Pedantic and confused / bothered by things he supposedly shouldn't be while inspiring confusion / botherment in others in ways he supposedly shouldn't and like 99.9% of the grief he's given is over All That while he's just sitting or standing there rather than the like intimidatingly efficient hitman georg thing he has going on. which is in fact The Skill That Makes Him Useful Despite It All and also perhaps the least foothold in interactions because [worried he can & may kill you] affords power when otherwise just being the weird guy nobody likes(tm)

bonus mordecai balling

#lackadaisy #not exactly Necessarily intentional but like oh you don't say #something something liking patterns & order; though that overlaps w/the like fastidiousness that's just tied to backstory #but that even when picking up that particular trait he was apparently always Peculiar in the deemed Not Personable Way #like oh you don't say #can't really even truly hone in on 9000 murders/day when like. everyone's blowing people away out here. ya gotta #or certainly other people are doing it too lol. mordecai's Mostly differentiated from anyone else's hitmanning by demeanor/affect #and that demeanor/affect has everyone going sicko mode antagonizing him while he's decidedly just sitting there #like oh you don't say....epic mood re: the [how would mordecai approach being tasked with infant childcare] joke #held a baby once maybe twice and both times an exercise in simply like ah christ don't drop this thing countdown to passing it along #great minicomic lmao found in the uhh. gallery under....mini comics; penultimate one w/the baby cat jimmy carter as pictured as thumbnail #supporting his mystery contributions too....gotta be for real abt mitzi not shooting anyone but sure he may have noscoped atlas #though maybe also he did not; but we know they have some secret concerning atlas; even probably involving his death.... #vaguely wondering if atlas got whatever warning about [mystery thorn in marigold's side] as asa sweet mentions over that brunch #and perhaps would have chosen to back out of the business but mitzi was not about that & would arrange a Murder to inherit lackadaisy.... #but mordecai would have to have some reason to go along with that. Maybe as an out for working for atlas forever; but now he's at marigold #not exactly that different yet [themes re: The Other Paths Are Closed To You Forever for everyone out here] #while it might also be true that he left for marigold to try to figure out what's going on over there from the inside; as suggested.... #and whatever he's got going on he's Very Motivated about it as per the most recent comic pages. bold moves #anyways another accidentally autistic cat out here. for april. always a classic lol fr everyone leave him alone or else shoot at him yknow #i do support the mordecai & the savoys dream team there. reiterating i think nicodeme espesh could/should be the like surprise bestie & etc

[badolmen]

Wrote out a big long phone call rant to have with my mother later because as much as I hate it she is my closest irl spiritual confidant 👍 here’s hoping her response to ‘hey I’ve been spiritually depressed and disconnected for like 8 months and for some reason these last two weeks advocating for Palestine has me feeling alive and burning with divine passion and love in a way I’ve never felt before in my life’ isn’t like. ‘Talk to your psyche abt your meds hun’

#ra speaks #personal #religion #oh god these tags got out of hand. look away I’m rambly today. #outing myself as deeply spiritual and devout on main oops #‘aren’t you gay and trans and -‘ listen Israel the person received that name after literally wrestling with gd in the desert #I’m allowed to put my faith leaders in a spiritual headlock for past and present crimes while I live my joyful life #maybe a physical headlock too. I’m down to body slam some wueerphobic racist pos who claim to be faithful while never exercising such faith #also lmao of the idea of a queer leftist being deeply spiritual makes you uncomfortable…bro everything about me makes ppl uncomfortable #I’m bi gender I consider myself a trans gay man and a nonbinary dyke at the same time. I’m disabled and ugly and autistic. im not palatable #accept the inherent apparent contradictory nature of the varied human experience and move on. #sorry thought about that post complaining abt observant jews being excluded from the conversations about queer jews like #you don’t have to get it. you don’t have to think it’s real! but it’s real to me! it’s important to me! #so are you gonna be my transphobic uncle and call me sick and deluded the same way he talks about trans people? #or are you gonna keep your mouth shut accept that you don’t have to understand someone to respect them and move on with your life. #anyways uh. here’s hoping I don’t lose my voice or start crying like I did while typing the script up. #vocational woes

[waywardsalt]

scribl

#my art #phantom hourglass #link #linebeck #loz #legend of zelda #yknow that post abt like. how it hurts more to not make art. yeah #so i hashed this out real quick. best link ive ever drawn #linebeck is whatveer drawing him is fucked up all the time but i got the cat eyes so mission complete #anyways. theyre staring at u with their autistic eyes #dw abt the photo quality i think it adds to it #it was kinda on accident but this is more or less in line with how tall i think they are #ignore the fairies i did them in five seconds

[neotachyons]

don't think I ever posted this on here, but earlier this year I collected every card bakura uses in the anime + some duel links cards to recreate his deck irl! it was a lot of fun to do <3

#some cards he uses in the anime aren't actually real (aka almost every single card he used against yugi in s5) #but nonetheless this was something i joked abt doing originally and then i went well what if i actually did #and then. i did. #since these pictures i've actually gotten a few more of his cards #i bought the legendary duelists season 3 box display back in july and pulled THREE curse necrofears i couldn't believe it #also got dark spirit of banishment from that box which is a card he has a line for in duel links #anyways you ever get so autistic about a a character you watch every ep they duel in and then write down every card they use and then look #up every card on ygoprodeck to weed out the ones that don't actually exist #listen it was so fun tho ok it was like a 5 hour process n i'd do it again #wow these tags got long sorry if anyone reads these #yugioh #ygo #bakura #yami bakura #ryou bakura #yugioh tcg #ava.txt

[twinktosterone]

dumped a whole sugar packet in my mouth cause i was falling asleep and didn’t want to make my coffee sweeter and fuck me i caught the cafe guy looking at me when i went to throw away all the wrappers

#i hope he finds my sugar consumption normal and maybe cute even #had 3 packets today and got so much done #i love my technical writing class the sssignmeng is to get real autistic abt a topic and make a 9-12 page report (6+ pages of writing w pics #) i’m doing reptiles and common care and how it’s abusive focusing on beardies leos and ball pythons cause they’re the 3 most common i see

[mochapanda]

what kind of brain worms could a person possibly have to casually say "queer" but then say idiot is an ableist slur

#tipsy and watching the heartbreak high reboot bc of the autistic girl #bro who fucking made this. genuinely confused bc its so. tiktokified. #but like darren is like literally this gay kid i knew in highschool like to a t. like im actually worried abt this fictional child #usually with teen shows its adults writing whatever the fuck they think teens do but with this #it looks like a group of millenials watched tiktoks for 5 hours straight and got right to the script #peppering in the 15 y/o furries vaping in the bathroom type shit from real life #or whatever australian kids do i guess

[boypussydilf]

FLAME PRINCESSSSSSSSS SHES HEEEEEEEEERE MY BEST FRIEEEEEEND PHOEBE FOREVEEERRRRRRRRR

#looking back on it i think fp was very special to me as a little kid who described themself as having anger issues. for some reason? #I don’t know why that was something 7-8 year old me considered a crucial aspect of his identity. Or where I even got the term from #i guess i do remember being mad a lot when i was real little. i think i was just autistic and socially inexperienced and didnt know how #to deal with people being Not Me and doing things i didn’t like yet #sam lore stored in the at liveblog iguess. id forgotten abt that part of my childhood #basilposting #atlb

[guinevereslancelot]

lazy girlies help me out: what is the easiest job you've ever had that one could get with an associate's or less

#all the jobs are like sales associate /plant waterer i dont even need a relevant degree for that #and i want a job thats not physically demanding if possible bc my side job is farming which is hard lol #im accepting tho that i need to look beyond horticulture for a job bc the one i wanted never got back to me and idk what else to do #im looking at receptionist jobs bc a lot of them just want a high school education but idk #i can mask well enough to seem like a people person but idk abt the organization and multitasking stuff #anyway suggestions welcome what is the easiest job #it doesn't need to pay a lot i just need some kind of income that wont drain my life force if possible #i found an assistant pre-school teacher position i could def do if i renew my cpr license #but im not sure i have the energy to work with kids full time #context if it helps: i am autistic and have chronic pain also i really am just lazy and dumb #so i need an easy job idc if it's boring as long as i dont need to be good at math #indeed is recommending me nuclear sub technician jobs i need real suggestions #i have experience with kids and gardening but both of those are physically demanding so i would love to not do that #my computer skills are nonexistent compared to other young people but old people think im good at it #i hate math tho

[welcometogrouchland]

Pacing around my room (metaphorically, I'm very much in bed) trying to sort out all my thanks to them thoughts. What is going ON in here (my brain)?????

#ramblings of a lunatic #toh #I'VE MADE SO MANY POSTS AND I STILL HAVE SOME IN DRAFTS #WHAT IS THERE LEFT TO DO???? #god. i think the whole act 1 of a movie angle is just REALLY throwing me off big time #because literally every stumbling block i found in the episode has to do with the ending #belos and his presence/motivs the hunter possession and subsequent rebirth flapjack portal lore etc #all of it is clearly meant to flow into the next episodes but in the meantime I'm BITTER! I'm a bitter betty abt it!!! #it's honestly got me really nervous for the next specials yknow?? which is weird! #i started off really excited and still am I'm just pessimistic to a disruptive degree #I'm sure I'll have more fun talking with my friends abt it irl tomorrow (since we r all very autistic abt this show) #and I'll be back in the swing of things #but for real now I'm just sitting here stopping myself from speculating on things #bc I'm worried I'll get too attached to my own expectations #and I don't wanna put all my eggs in one basket #EVEN THOUGH SPECULATING IS ONE OF THE MOST FUN PARTS OF THIS SHOW FOR ME. GOD! PAIN AND MURDER #again it's weird i have critiques of the endings execution but then i see certain critiques thrown around and I'm like >:(( #bc i do think it's 90% a really good episode #okay okay I'm done talking abt this for now. I'm gonna work on being normal again

[myersesque]

corey cunningham my beloved. he's so me fr

#i infodumped abt this movie as soon as i got home n my bf said 'yeah he does sound like you' lmaooo #i too am an autistic who thinks i'm a monster and projects all my issues onto michael myers! he's so real for that #og #horror tag #halloween ends #halloween ends spoilers #spoilers #corey cunningham #kin tag

[unproduciblesmackdown]

truly lmao 2024 lambda literary award finalist wynnstannery

#have probably already heard of these awards w/o absorbing it but has a sizable [twitter acct you follow follows this acct] overlap for one #wikipedia blurb ''to recognize the crucial role lgbtq writers play in shaping the world...celebrate the very best in lgbtq literature'' #Lol! naturally everyone set to laugh abt Individually being lambda award finalist Authors amidst 40+ anthology contributors. sure #and of course oh absolutely crucial cam stone page. we did make the back of book blurb too after all #born of [crucially soph nothingunrealistic (a) investigates that akd role which (ai) leads to me also checking it out. later (b) #investigates this Call For Submissions For All Trans F&F Zine which (bi) leads to me going ''oh so true cam stone Needs to be there''] #all originating in The Wrong Fake ''Fans'' Show Up For Billions By Way Of Beloved Character Winston lmao #b/c fr imagine the trans f&f zine Doesn't have a Did You Know That???? page abt a delightful akd role & canon nonbinary f&f character #but this amidst Plenty of ''fake'' ''wrong'' ''fans'' messing around w/the concept of Fast & Furious as a Work throughout #as i said & got the feedback of [hell yes You Get It] that the premise Guarantees you get a very Varied & inherently Playful response #not b/c playfulness need be ''unserious'' but it sure need not be ''serious.'' like f&f itself; as part of [the premise guarantees it] #& that the Range of ways ppl can approach this broad concept is like the Range of ways ppl can approach the broad concept of Gender lol #& not Unearnest but needing no Gravitas / ''serious'' ''legitimacy'' guaranteed in turn to ''validate'' your efforts #and your not being the ''right'' or ''expected'' audience getting the perhaps straight(tm)forwardly intended experience here lmao #so in many ways it did feel very resonant / relevant to wynnstannery #embracing [the one use of: editor's note!] and [the one use of: the word ''autistic''!] #2 trans 2 furious #which is probably gonna get a physical reprint sooner than later; pdfs still available despite the lack of link there #was already The Intention if vaguely so; now with the added ''can put the 2024 Lambda Award Nominee / Finalist on the cover lol'' #page 54 (i believe) brought to you by a couple of quantnoisseurs; rushed to finish last minute then ft. some post deadline edits lmao #classic....nonzero other works i've Heard Of! nice #which: sure does seem like the focus here is like ''did you hear about these books? :)'' as many ''awards'' can ultimately be #like i Am hearing about them now. had seen abt Being Ace on twitter interesting interesting. hi honey i'm homo hell yeah #do we have one or two f&f films left? put cam stone cameo in there for real. Fast furious worth the effort worth the cost #& just shoutout to the like bifurcation of Akd Role Types. [intense in a relatively restrained affect way. some dramatic flair for sure] #and [spontaneous! vivacious! bright! playful! pretty emotionally open!] that's right lmao

[toastsnaffler]

feeling better this afternoon :)

#tech i was troubleshooting with only made me work for like an hour and then he was like dw i got this. u can go chill on ur phone #if ur manager asks ill say u were busy the whole time' hes so fucking real #also bc i do one step of the assay faster than him i made a joke abt doing an exopeptidase any% speedrun #and how youd have to get the iframes aligned with putting the cuvette in the spec and he found it really funny #turns out he used to be rly into speedrunning loz games (but like as an amateur) so thats cool B-) #pretty much did fuckall the rest of the afternoon just let some of the other techs talk abt sport to me #which was more interesting than it sounds.. a few of them are rly good at martial arts #everyone in this lab is autistic as hell lmaooo #im so fucking tired tho.. hope i can stay awake enough to at least be conversational in tonights movie night 😔 #i feel like im made out of rubber #ahh.. and my bus home is on time yayyyy #.diaries

[ratboy]

im studying to be a geologist because of steven universe

#said like its in a confessional booth #so the backstory is that i was into su when it was popular and i got Really autistic abt minerals and crystals and their symbology #mostly for gem oc making #but just by happenstance i also learned a lot about how they form and that was super interesting to me so now im going into geology #bc real life rocks are also cool #personally im a fan of igneous rock types bc tectonics go crazy #caws

[umbrakinetix]

Mentioning that my mother is an autistic alcoholic is a really great litmus test for who I want to be around, tbh. Because some people will be like “oh ok sounds complicated but that’s life!” & some people will go on a tirade about how addicts are horrible people who need to stop making excuses and insinuate she’s making up the autism

#based on a real life interaction i had like a month ago that still bothers me #with someone i had just met! who had also just told me how their ex-roommates were getting a RO on them! #bc they went off their meds & got violent but it was the roommates fault for not trusting them #like HELLO?? and you are going to GO ON A TIRADE AGAINST MY MOMMY OVER A FUNNY STORY ABT HER BEING AUTISTIC WITH A DRINKING PROBLEM??? #YOU DONT KNOW HER!!!!! only I get to judge her!!!! #anyways love my weird problematic mother & hope i do not cross paths with this friend of a friend again #stoned butterflies