#and they’ll do anything for me

[rosicheeks]

🥰

#just dreaming about my future love having a tumblr #and when our relationship becomes official #they instantly put on their bio #‘proud owner of @rosicheeks’ #or some cute shit like that #maybe even a ‘send her a dick pic or make her cry and I’ll kill you’ #or something extreme like that #I just want everyone to know when they come on their blog #that I’m theirs and they’re mine #and they’ll do anything for me #maybe throw in a ‘proud owner of the most beautiful girl’ #bahhhhh #I just want to be worshipped pls 😤 #shut up rosie

[iwoulddieforienzo]

Personally I think percabeth is at its best when Grover is in it. I don’t necessarily mean in a polycule way I just think it’s great when he’s around

#just you and me and me and you just us and our friend Grover :) #he IS a third wheel. however he’s a very appreciated 3rd wheel who is never left out of anything except make out sessions. #he comes on 90% of their dates and would probably come on all of them but he’s Busy :( #and also he exasperatedly tells them that a date should probably include only the people dating. he’s tired of watching them make out okay. #like he’s genuinely happy for them but for the love of PAN. he is RIGHT HERE. #they both smack his ass as they do each others and like to pretend to break up with each other to date him. they flirt with him sometimes. #there are no romantic feelings involved on either side. annabeth and Percy just think they’re hilarious #when they get married they’ll probably end up marrying him too tbh. even just spiritually. he probably lives with them #percabeth #pjo #grover underwood #annabeth chase #Percy Jackson

[tariah23]

oooooo white people in my replies really saying ‘I can excuse racism but I draw the line at homophobia’

Not surprised since this is the site that only talks about racism and thinks it’s a big deal when they see it demonstrated in the cartoons and comics they like *coughs* dungeonmeshi *coughs* (for example at least. I haven’t seen THIS many white ppl talk as in depth about racism on here as much as these fandom nerds, man. I stg. Like “Ohhhh, so you all DO acknowledge that racism is real? Just not in real life even if you could feel it slapping you in the face at high speed. Gotcha.” It’s crazy.

Tumblr is like, 90% white and is extremely centered around them. That’s why you barely see stuff that’s important to black and brown people ever trending here or being talked about. It has to be something incredibly huge to the point where even white people can’t ignore it like they usually do, to talk about it here.

They only talked about George Floyd here because the topic of his death became world news. Even people in other countries were talking about it. Before him, it was probably Ferguson and Trayvon Martin… most of them are still trying their best to ignore the genocides because it’s a “touchy subject.” What do you expect from white people who live in their own bubbles of comfort and refuse to pop it with a needle??? They find comfort in their privilege and faux ignorance (they love playing stupid to avoid conversations about important things outside of fandoms like, are these mfs born with half a brain dedicated to fandom or what.) That’s literally all these mfs make a big deal out of, especially on this annoying ass platform. The ao3 mfs will go to war for the site that allows racist ff and cp like it’s no big deal. I wonder how many people here even donated to the site while actively scrolling past dono posts from folks who really do need help. They act like they’re doing a civil service by defending this site that makes over the amount of it’s intended dono goal in minutes.

Then you already know as soon as you even bring up racism in the stuff they like, they start ganging up and harassing black bloggers especially, calling them TERFs and the whole nine. Anything to make that person look bad for being concerned about the racism that they have such an intense aversion to. God, it’s absolutely exhausting knowing that these people would have no problem choosing a cartoon character over your entire existence if they COULD. Isn’t that fucking sad, man?

#:( #it’s like what can you do #as a black person I get why sm black bloggers here have ‘don’t follow me if you’re white’ in their bios #they’ll call it racist or whatever (it’s fucking not you guys just treat black ppl like shit here and most of us feel unsafe to interact #with y’all. you guys always turn on us at the drop of a hat) #i remember commenting on a HS post funny enough years ago #because the punchline of the post was literally the white mfs saying nigga #and I was so annoyed that I told them off and one of my white mutuals unfollowed meanjsjsjsl #like right after that #and another unfollowed me because I talk about racism and the like a lot like this is a really well known artist too so I was like 🧍🏾‍♀️? #because I talk about racism a lot??? it’s weird lol #like they’ll tolerate you for a while then when they feel offended they start to act weird and act like you’re not supposed to talk about #the stuff that effects you #tkf replies #karmelarts #they don’t give a shit about anything if it doesn’t personally Involve them #they act like they can’t relate to anyone or anything it they aren’t marginalized themselves (being gay or trans which they treat as a #personality trait) #notice how you never see movies/ shows about black and brown ppl trending here? it’s always white centered shit no #matter how hot and popular that show might be #you’ll never see something like the wire snowfall or power trending here #all of the black ppl are on twitter anyway so #sm black ppl got ran off of here by annoying white ppl

[braisedhoney]

time to try again.

#hadestown #hadestown fanart #hades hadestown #persephone hadestown #yeah i’m completely abnormal about these two. #i’m not even bothering with pretenses i would walk into hadestown to give them marital counselling and consider it a win #do not come at me with the verses from epic iii or like. second chant. or original chant. or ANYTHING from how long. i will cry. #dude i came back to this musical bc i want to make an oc animatic but #it grabbed me by the NECK #gently places it next to poto in my rotation of lovely musicals i forgot i loved so much #there’s more in there but they’ll come later. #ney’s art #for the record tbe timing of this was ABSOLUTELY intentional. he said he'd wait and he meant it damn it #happy fall/autumn <3<3

[kicktwine]

oh so alisaie’s exaggerated bully behavior is 80% fanon. saying this she casually picks up a large rock

#say one thing wrong to me and you will have a wonderful few days with the rock #if angry silly girls have 100 fans etc if they have 0 fans i have died #sorry i saw a YouTube meme i vehemently disliked on principle and got mad at the only child behavior- #kipspeak #she is just short tempered and uses anger to mask other more ‘shameful’ emotions!!! alphy did the same thing with just deciding not #to express them. which is still not good and I think why he breaks and ends up teary so often now #this shortness does not translate to actually being mean to people. she only uses being mean as a shield for herself and being snarky #Is just fun for her. it’s fun for Me. you have to inconsequentually tease people or they’ll never learn to laugh at themselves #the twins and thancred 🫵 do this thing where they have big emotions but they don’t want anyone to SEE they have big weird emotions #so alphy pretends he doesn’t have them under a veneer of dignity and alisaie pretends the emotions are Something Else. thancred is #just so emotionally constipated he has trouble expressing anything. he’s got enough baggage for a flatbed #anyways. alisaie is such a compassionate and kind girl and she learned how to make snarky jokes and went ham. and she hates appearing sad o #weak or vulnerable so she blocks it off with an unapproachable emotion so no one pities her and they maybe get on with the plot #it is in fact also great at getting ppl to move away from the sad or embarrassing topic. even if the tradeoff is being more offputting #she would never (grabs youtube meme) she would never seriously bully her brother. this is sibling ribbing only. Cain instinct #just leave her be she is learning how to snark humor and she loves it she loves being sharp. alphy has wit he just keeps it close #my brother didn’t learn how to tell or receive a joke until he was 14 he took everything so seriously. he can do it now though and he’s #HILARIOUS. Don’t tell him I said that. my man knows exactly where the funny points are even if he hasn’t learned when to stop yet #too many tags. Whatever. jokey snark alisaie who sometimes compliments is happy alisaie grouchy snappy angry alisaie is way too stressed #very easy way to tell between the two. even alphy can tell between the two I believe! He tends to rib back in protest if they’re having fun #and try to stop her if they’re not having fun. case in point ‘what is that supposed to mean?!’ vs ‘alisaie ryne was only trying to help.’ #I know they’re twins but that’s such an intensely older sibling thing to do that it reels me #LONG TAGS AND THREE EDITS TO ADD ON SHORT I resent this stereotype taken too far into ooc behavior. it happened with nya #It will happen again and as a postscript let me regale you with Things U Can Notice About Character Motivation and Actions— #I’m not done let me s #she and raha are friends now I decree. ‘haha you like me’ SPUTTERING PROTEST FROM BOTH

[luvrxbunny]

something about perverts just

#when they’ll do anything just to touch you #obsessed with you #your scent #your personality #they wanna be your PERSON #and they’ll do anything to be important to you??? #HAHAHAHAA #JUST TAKE ME #IDK #txt post #txt #my txt

[why-the-heck-not]

Starting to almost wish I could just go do this fucking presentation today solely bc I’m getting mad and tired of the anxiety, how is it physically possible to be this anxious for so many days straight. There has to be a limit how long u can be on the verge of an anxiety attack like ????

#it’s stupid #cant sleep cant eat over ’’ppl are paying attention to me for 20minutes or so’’ #i hate this so so much #bc like I KNOW it’s overreacting and unreasonable and it never is as bad as I think but knowing that won’t do shit for the anxiety #like it will he here until I’m back home tmrw after having presented it #at least it’s only like a day of this anymore but I don’t have the energy for this for even one more goddamn minute #literally what could happen in that presentation that would be worse than feeling like this?? #the realistic worst case possible is that I lose my train of thought or have a ’’brain doesnt work’’ moment and have to take like 20secs to #gather myself and like maybe if someone asks a question I don’t have an answer to #but like I won’t die or anything #even if it’d be awkward (it will be awkward) that’s legit nothing #I’m ’’just some guy’’ to the ppl and after leaving the building they’ll never think abt my stupid ass presentation again #so wHY cant I fucking chill #april 2024 #2024

[octoooo]

Got some Bnuyus in Minecraft, one black & one brown, guess what I named them

AND THEN GUESS WHAT HAPPENED

They actually have 8 kids but I didn’t take a more recent photo

,,then guess what I did

Also a lil difference between my two Rabitos

#I kept slapping carrots at them way before I named them actually #I have to keep them fenced in or they’ll run away & I need to keep my bun army #kny #demon slayer #octo’s art #tomioka giyuu #sabito #Sabigiyuu #Rabbitcraft au #I actually have no idea if this will be a whole au but I hadn’t planned for Sabibun to become a whole au & look where we are now with that #might as well name it now in case any other ideas come to me #Yall I was going THROUGH it with Minecraft last night #like almost too busy dying & getting my bed blown up & getting CREEPERS out of my house to focus on new years midnight long enough #playing on normal difficultly lmaoo #only been playing Craft for less than a year & I never get far bc I run out of things I wanna do #never been to the Nether or anything #but I DO have a nice Cherry house now :D

[hand-of-devotion]

Honestly the conversations that were had at All-Minds-Burn feel like the best summary of what’s probably going on internally with Ashton and has been since roughly Issylra.

The whiplash of their mental state in the span of like 30 minutes. Being told by one of their childhood friends who left them to die that they’ve always been pretty broken. Then the second another one of his closest childhood friends expresses some fear towards him he’s like. “Yeah. Even though I really don’t want to hurt you I literally can’t promise that I won’t because I’m broken and can’t control myself.” Obviously Imogen HEARS all this so the second they leave she’s reassuring them that they’re an important part of the group as well as someone ~ special ~ and INSTANTLY he’s jumping on it like. “Yeah, of course! We’re all SO special. I already knew that. Let’s go save the world together.”

Truly encapsulates the wild up and downs recently of being told they’re simultaneously a fate bound enigma sent to aid in saving the world as well as a dangerous vessel to unknowable ancient powers who could kill everyone into such a shorter period of time lmao

#Ashton Greymoore #they could actually say or do anything tonight and I don’t know that I would be surprised #like. they’re internally on Destiny’s Wild And Wacky Ride. who knows how they’ll process any sort of confrontation. not me #leaning towards them lashing out and being unreceptive to genuine criticisms of their behavior #but I could also literally see them folding and think that’s also fair. given. everything about all that #I saw someone say they could just be having a manic episode and was like. you know what. yeah probably shdbdjbs

[zuble]

every time i think i should end my friendship with my irl friend group they come back and treat me like a loving family again. then i get left in the cold again. it’s been an endless cycle for years. i can handle waiting a few weeks for a message like “omggg im so sorry i didn’t see this!!!! i still love you and we should totally hang out!!!!” but when it happens almost every single time? i can’t keep dealing with this.

“you’re one of the most important people in my life!!!!” i’m sure we both believe that but it’s been a week since i asked if we can make plans and you’ve been responding to everyone else besides me. am i the asshole here? they’re all like this and i know they’re busy with work so maybe i am the asshole

#even when i was dating one of them. she’d go days without saying anything to me #then come back like ‘sorry i was on vacation in another state!!’ ok i had no idea you were going anywhere?? #like obv you don’t need to tell me everything but you’re my girlfriend ????? #our relationship ended and we’re all still friends. but it’s still like that over and over again #they’ll do things together and not tell me until much later

[quietwingsinthesky]

youtube stop recommending me that five hour long “fall of doctor who” video challenge. there is not a video i could be less interested in watching.

#the youtube clickbait hyperbole is not doing it any favors. im sure there’s nuance in the video. maybe. #god there must be its five hours long. #but i do not think i am interested in a video that wants to be about ‘the fall’ of doctor who when. far as i can tell. seems more like #occasionally it stumbles. and that’s about it. #AND thirteen being the doctor that’s on the thumbnail is also not helping. im sure im making assumptions there too and its just that she was #the current doctor at the time but. this is youtube. you have a negative video. and you put a woman on there. i am primed to believe you are #about to say something insanely sexist lmao. #anyway. whatever. #its a me thing. i dont like watching negative epic teardowns™️ of stuff im not finished with myself. and doubly so when im unfamiliar with #the creator and don’t know if they’ll just be stomping and yelling at something for hours with no purpose or if they’ve got. anything #to actually offer. idk. it’s the shovelware lover in me i think. im not interested in someone’s negative opinion about a thing unless i know #they’re the kind of person who can respect that people still had to put months or years of work into it. maybe that work did not have a #good outcome but someone had to do it. the effort is worth being documented and looked at and not. i don’t know. yelled at like you’re the #nostalgia critic you know? im rambling on to much here #this is why the only good youtube video is folding idea’s video on the american tail video game. he gets it. its about how bad art is still #worth existing and being examined. and doctor who is far from being bad. so. #………..where was i going with this. its 4 am.

[sponge-eating-goblin]

Just got around to watching Loki season 2 bc its about the only marvel thing I care about rn and also my sister made me and yeah no I definitely see why we’re shipping those guys.

#loki season 2 #lokius #It was good. probably won’t hyperfixate on it but I enjoyed it and the ending was cruel and evil in a way that I love #although my siblings immediately started talking about how it was just like hollow knight (which I haven’t played yet) and pulled up a scene #to prove it after we finished the season and yeah it kind of is #but yeah the Francesca by Hozier of it all got me I’ll admit it #don’t have enough faith in marvel to think that they’ll actually do anything but you never know ig

[itspileofgoodthings]

Porfiry telling Raskolnikov that at least he was honest and in one bound took the furthest leap to put his theory to the test of actual action——

#Taylor believing a man who is obviously lying to her #like. it’s fascinating to me how they’ll say anything to her and she’ll be like ‘okay let’s go’ #she’s never read Jane Austen and it shows. but that’s okay because she’s the character in an Austen novel #she has no sense of self-preservation she has no common sense when it comes to love #and the reason I have endless patience for that is because she IS different. she is extraordinary. she is WEIRD. she’s so needy #so angry so fragile so stupid so brilliant so completely helpless #like the bolter———I can’t even LOOK at it right now #because you know she was like this since she was 5 and SHE knows it #just so. Different. so strange. I mean she ruled her family with an iron fist from the age of 11 #and her packaging is so basic and she she had so much access to everything anyone could want #so there are none of the usual marks of someone being so Different #but like. people HATED her from day one. you know her own strength of personality was drawing out many people’s hatred or envy #and she’s so helpless in her own personality because she can never change #like thank you aimee? or whatever? heck yeah there was some girl who bullied her and brutalized her on the playground #and you know it devastated Taylor from day one and still does #and it’s just. I don’t know how people can’t see that someone with that extraordinary set of gifts #wouldn’t also suffer in such an extraordinary way #and ways that elicit so much scorn and non-sympathy because people are unsettled and jealous and annoyed by her #because she WILL find a way to win #but isn’t that proof enough that she is the very OPPOSITE OF NORMAL #it’s why people have to be like ‘oh she sold her soul to the devil for this success.’ or whatever the psy-op spy thing is #because there’s no human way to explain her success if she really were as basic/talentless as people say #ugh this is all so incoherent and irritating and I’m so sorry but I just. I cannot explain how protective my heart is of her #and all the many many mistakes she’s made and the prisons she’s made for herself because she’s LIVING the tragedy #of never having denied herself one time/getting everything she wants #and discovering the poison at the bottom of everything she reached for with desperate hands #like. I love her so much and I am so protective of her because she is so helpless and she is getting shot in the face every time #and she feels every blow! #whew I need to turn off reblogs and will probably delete but I just #this album is all of her spilled out and people DO hate to see it because a lot of people hate her!!!!

[shima-draws]

My chiro: You should ice your back for 20 minutes before you go to sleep tonight :)

Me: Yeah okay that’s probably a good idea!! I have been having really bad flare ups all week

Me now: Bad idea BAD idea this is so fucking COLD 🥶

#ALSO IDK if I’m even doing it right LMAO #I should have asked him for specifics #I’m laying on my back with the ice under me #But maybe I should be lying on my stomach and just have the ice sitting on my back?? #IDK. I REALLY DON’T #Anyway I tried direct skin contact and bailed after like 20 seconds #I have my shirt as a barrier now. But it’s still cold #EVEN SO!! Hopefully it will help with the tenderness and swelling in my spine #Fucking sciatica man. Shakes my fists #Shima speaks #For realsies tho I’ve been in SO much pain this week I’m desperate. I’ll do just about anything to make it better #I even broke out my emergency Percocet Super Pain Killers 😬 #I needed em. Bad #I’m still waiting to hear back about getting an MRI soon so?? #But I know it’ll be absolutely butt fucking expensive. UGH #Maybe I should just walk into traffic. Then they’ll HAVE to fix me #Anyway I’m counting down the minutes. 20 minutes he said I can do that…I can do that…

[canongayermo]

criminal that we didn’t get a conclusion scene for guillermo and nandor after all that

#legit the last thing we saw was nandor cheering holding guillermo’s ‘dead body’ #and I know airing time is important and they can’t film everything I feel like that would be important to wrap up #does that mean they’ll address it in the next episode immediately? probably not #episodes don’t usually pick up right where the last one left off unfortunately #like I NEED TO KNOW HOW THE REST OF THEIR NIGHT WENT DOWN #WHAT WAS THEIR CONVERSATION LIKE #HOW LONG DID NANDOR HAVE TO CARRY HIM #DOES GUILLERMO YELL AT HIM? (rightfully so) #WHAT HAPPENS #i haven’t read wwdits fics in a while but I might have to for this lmao #if anyone writes anything please tell me! #wwdits #the night market #nandor the relentless #guillermo de la cruz #nandermo #nandor x guillermo #what we do in the shadows season 4 #what we do in the shadows #wwdits spoilers #mine

[disasterhimbo]

I had a very tiresome day and I’m totally worn out but I saw a lot of good Palestine posts that I’ll try to reblog soon and in the meantime, everyone who sees this should go look at the free Palestine tag (and participate in the global strike, do whatever you can to get governments’ attention and force them to stop killing people).

#my post #personal #the tags are just me talking about myself so you should go read the free Palestine tag instead lol #I had to go to the dentist urgently for pain and it was very stressful but at least it’s over now #hopefully I won’t get covid 😅 #I did have energy to call my reps and I’m probably gonna try to do that every day this week #I always do it at least once a week now but maybe if I’m annoying enough they’ll pay attention? #you’d think being a good person and standing up for human rights would be motivation enough but alas #and I’m not buying anything of course #I don’t have a job or school to strike from #I wanna organize events but I am so goddamn tired all the time #especially tonight #I’m about to go to sleep and it’s not yet 9 pm (for context I often stay up until like 5 am)