#and too many hobbies I wanna have

[amlettmarshmallow]

Can we recognize the people who love to read but just read really flipping slowly?

Stereotypical bookworms are always like "I started this book yesterday and I only have like one chapter left."

But here I am, I started this book a month ago and I'm two thirds of the way through. And I'm having a great time, okay?!

#booklover #booksbooksbooks #bookaddict #book lover #bookworm problems #slow reader #let me read in peace #honestly like how do ya'll do it?? do you just read all day?! do you have nothing else to do?? #especially y'all in school. like how. I'm homeschooled even and I don't got the time #i probably just have too many interests. I'm doing literally everything #I'm a writer #im an artist #im an actor #I'm in 4-h #i sew stuff #I've got a YouTube channel #how does anyone get anything done ever #theres too many things to do #and too many hobbies I wanna have #it's overwhelming #helppppp #anyywhoooo #long story short I have too much going on in my life.

[stealingpotatoes]

ITS FUCKING OCTOBER ?????? THERE'S TWO MONTHS LEFT OF THE YEAR AND I'VE ALREADY DRAWN OVER 1K ARTS THIS YEAR ?????????????????

#WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #I AM LITERALLY ARTS GEORG #I WANNA BE LIKE OH I NEED OTHER HOBBIES BUT I LITERALLY DO HAVE OTHER HOBBIES. I HAVE TOO MANY OTHER HOBBIES ALREADY #AND A DEGREE IM STUDYING FOR. AND A JOB SOMETIMES #I THINK I JUST NEED TO STOP DRAWING TIL NEXT YEAR (jk i could never do that i think i'd keel over and die if made to not draw for a week) #talk is cheap #?!??!?!?!??!?!?!??!?!!??!?!?!??!?!?!?!??!?!?! #HELLO 999 CALLING THE BOBBIES THIS IS ILLEGAL #AND IMPOSSIBLE I DONT THINK A HUMAN BEING SHLD B DOIN THIS/?

[suis0u]

I'm still here just not really active because I don't have a lot of time currently and with being just tired and exhausted after work... my art WIPs etc have to kinda take a backseat at the moment, I'm sorry.

There are so many things planned this year already and changes happened at my workplace (but in a good way, I'm learning about CGI/Blender :D!). I'm excited for most of them, hopeful that everything will work out and trying to keep my anxiety under control (No overthinking!), but it will also mean that I won't have as much time for my hobbies as I would like to have, but I'll try my best~...

#just a heads up #that I won't be able to do so much art stuff #but maybe i just have too many hobbies... #and too many things planned i want to try out #like learning a instrument (still not sure about that) #and continue to learn welsh and scottish gaelic #and I wanna do some more of my wire-dolls #and also stitching #ha... and still sooo many ideas for art stuff... #but beside a big holiday in May #I will also have a big move this year #My friend and I want to leave the big city and move somewhere outside where it's green and where we can make longer walks with our dog #and just enjoy the quiet outside #personal stuff

[atissi]

second commission for @tokidorito: just a normal catholic. character uses any pronouns

#was gonna write girlboss but then was like hmmm cant think of a gender neutral alternative to girlboss #nbboss? nboss? #anyways im still not sure if ill accept any new commissions this summer #it depends on my in-person obligations #i know i promised id re-open them in mid may but then i got caught up with moving and job apps #but if we're mutuals and you've shown interest before i'll hit you up if i get an opening #i kind of wanna work on my fundamentals....do some environment painting or 3D modelling #again depends on the whims of fate #i have too many hobbies frankly. #my art #others ocs #cw catholic imagery

[silenthillbunni]

🐰🌧️

#so on my way home.. #i walked by a school and besides the fact that i felt so depressed bc just looking at these kids and adults i have NO hope for the future #i saw two boys on a bench as i walked by... and i just thought they were talking. and too late i realized that no one of the boys were #bullying the other boy. the bully walked away and the other boy just sat there looking so lifeless and dejected #a teacher came and sat down w that boy and i just kept walking. even if i wanted to say smth it's like what would i even do abt that situati #that made me so sad both bc that boy.. he looked so dejected and used to it. that anxiety going to school knowing you're bullied is awful #and like i imagined talking to him and saying heyyy if you're lucky you'll grow up to be 25yrs old #live like a parasite off your mom and be on wellfare and never have had a job :) #you'll have no education or highschool diploma :) you will still struggle to finish hs even at an easier level :) #you will also not have had friends in 10yrs and you'll be terrified of ppl and getting close to anyone and even going outside!! #you'll have no interests and hobbies and skills! you'll simply be a waste of space loser being a burden on everyone around u! #whoop whoop stay alive buddy it will only get worse ❤️ #god i just wanna cry. how did i let my life turn out this way??? i used to be full of dreams and life and passion and HOPE #i used to believe in things and in people. i had so many dreams and i wanted to try and do so many things #now all i can think is 'i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die'. im miserable wherever i go lmao #there's this bridge over the highway i have to cross when i walk to school and every time i look down at the trafic and when a truck drives #by i feel my entire body vibrate. i just wanna jump and get mauled by it. #or i dont *want* to but i feel so deeply and desperately that it's the only way for me #only way to make it stop hurting. and i am weak. i dont know how to just 'stop' or take control of my life. thats why i wanna die #bc i know that i wont be able to. that my life will never amount to anything #for fuck's sake my dream now is just to have my own 1bedroom apartment and have a shitty job - like in a grocery store or whatever!!!!! #not even that can i make happen! bc im so worthless i cant do anything. im also stupid so i wouldnt be able to do my job right #i dont know... i dont know... these feelings and thoughts are too much i just wanna relax #but i cant bc my ribs hurt and idk if it's heartburn or an ulcer 💀 why am i even alive???? what am i doing all this for? 😭 #my thoughts ran away but i meant like seeing that reminded me of how much of a failure i became #bc of my circumstances and all the shitty ppl around me thru out my life

[whysamwhy123]

HALLEJUAH!! I REMEMBERED HOW TO ACTUALLY FINISH WRITING SOMETHING FOR A CHANGE!!

Of course, it's not any of the fics I wanted to finish. I went back to what is essentially my bread-and-butter now and wrote a short-ish, random OrangeHook fluff. But considering how much writing's been a struggle as of late, I'm just glad that I successfully finished something. I was back in one of those stretches where I couldn't seem to write much of anything. And this fic isn't about their age difference or Hook being a cuddlebug, so...progress?

Unless I decide I completely hate it (which is always a possibility) expect something to drop on Valentine's Day, tis the season, after all.

#What is wrong with you Sam you should not be allowed to write #Small victories you know? #Will I ever get sick of OrangeHook?? Apparently not #Can't even remember the last time they interacted on screen but that ain't stopping my brain LOL #On a more serious note - I really do hope that I can get back into the swing of things and make some real progress #On the bigger fics I want to work on #I want to finish the messy angst OrangeHook fic at some point even if it's unlikely to appeal to anyone #Annnnnd deep down in my cold dead heart I still wanna make an honest attempt at that DG Dead Dove fic #Even though that would be even more unappealing + a huge undertaking because that bitch would be loooooooooong #Also I had a slightly less angsty OrangeHook idea recently about them having their first fight and I wanna write that too for some reason #And there's still a part of me that really wants to continue Business/Pleasure because I have soooo many ideas for that AU #But that would require me to get over my inability to write smut #And I don't know how to do that (would appreciate any advice on that if you've got some...) #But at the same time I don't wanna beat myself up for not being able to write much - if anything - most days #This is a hobby after all - it's supposed to be fun #There ain't no deadline and it's not like I'm letting anybody down #Just gotta do at my own place #And write whatever absolute trash I want to write 😈 #My tags are always so obsessive like SHUT THE FUCK UP SAM #But if you've actually read all these - hey. Thanks. Love ya 😘

[lemme-just-oops]

hello :D, can i request for some headcanons about the boys with a mc who isn't great with showing their emotions so they knit them little gifts and plushies to show their appreciation? thank you very much!

Alpheratz: He is a little confused because he does not get presents a lot, and he also does not know what exactly to do with them either. Nonetheless, he is happy about it and says so. If you give him more presents though, you will need to help him organize his room better. Or at least convince someone to go furniture shopping (and building) with Alpheratz so he has a proper shelf to place them on.

Arcturus: You just created a children book story and there is nothing you can do about it now. He will ask you to knit together once in a while, but that is when he does not create 10 years worth of lore for each of the plushies with the most tragic backstories. Sometimes he will cry because of the tragic backstories he gave the plushies, which leads to him messaging you with: "I'm sad. Mr Fluffalot got betrayed by his step-sibling and he is now sad and got trust issues :("

Pollux: "Are plushies not just for kids?", he will ask, while clinging to the present with all his life force. Anyone wanting to touch it will have to rip it from his cold, dead hands. He admits to being a kid, he enjoys childish things like that and if anyone tries to judge him for it, he will defend your hobby with his life. Knitting takes more skill than most people have and the patience it takes would have frustrated him to destroy the world already. So if anyone dares to mock your hobby, he will fight. (He also re-enacts movie scenes when you give him two plushies.)

Sirius: He looks at you, then at the gift. Then he begins talking smoothly, with his tongue dipped in gold. Soon, you realize that the topic escalated, because now he tells you about long extinct animals of Bound Arlyn and how they presumably would be viewed in modern times. No longer does he pay any visual attention to you, gesturing in the air in front of him, so that he does not look at your present and draw your attention back to it. He successfully avoids accepting your presents for a month. And despite his claims that he would not enjoy it, he honors every present. Especially in the case of a plushie, he would keep it next to his bed and when he goes to bed, he longingly looks at it and wonders calmly: "Are you dreaming well, summoner?"

Spica: A simple "Thank you" would probably have been sufficient. But do not forget that this man is held to high standards and minimalism only suits him in decorative aspects. While observing the present closely, he comments about how amazing your craftmanship is and he will estimate how long it took you to finish this. Your effort is greatly appreciated and he will make sure to keep this safe. He might also drop all the knowledge he has about different types of wool. And dare to say that you never tried different types of wool, because he will get you all of them.

Vega: The man is too stunned to speak. He claims that he does not know where to put it, so he asks other sorcerers for ideas. You once walked in on him trying to choke Sirius with the plushie. If you ever make him a scarf or gloves, he will wear them for all seasons except summer. He will also attempt to knit you something in return, because unprompted gifts should be rewarded and he would feel as though he takes advantage of you if he does not make you smile in return. This will lead to one attempt of making socks, a few curses, and one successful scarf. He may be a sorcerer, but he is not familiar enough with magic to create THAT. He hopes you accept keychains in exchange.

#spica has a vast knowledge on too many topics #he learns everything he can about the hobbies his friends have #and i will not be convinced otherwise #i highly recommend virgin merino wool #and baby alpaca wool #i also heard of donkey and camel and hare wool #i wanna try them all #cotton wool is also awesome #oh boy i can rant on about wool for all my life #arcana twilight #pollux #sirius #vega #arcturus #alpheratz #otome game #request #platonic arcana #spica #knitting #gifts #gift

[cicadaemon]

I touched on it last night, but I gotta share my thots cause I haven't stopped thinking about her at all. But I'm sure everyone has heard about how Hitoshi (Kuze's actor) got head from a trans girl that was so good it made him into a trans ally. IDK how true that is, but he did direct a film about a trans woman with an actual trans lead in it. Which led me down the idea that Kuze's also a trans ally which then led me to the idea of him actually having a wife who is trans.

So the idea was that his wife use to be his kyodai and they definitely had some homoerotic shit going on, with Kuze having his gay crisis over it while the other was going through a gender crisis. The conclusion in @thomasjopsons words

Anyways they get together and it's all fun and games. Kuze helps her come up with a name which is Hiromi (kanji being 優美 meaning superior beauty) and they live happily ever after. Till he gets thrown into prison for 11 years but that's okay! He gets out and they retire.

There's also other stuff, like her interacting with other gokudo wives and Kuze beating the shit out of anyone who says anything. They got two dogs.

#yakuza #daisaku kuze #original character #I have so many thots and I wanna share them but I feel like I am just barfing them out onto this post already and its a mess #but all you need to know is I love em #also cant speak too much since I'm not mtf but I can see her like somewhat medically transitioning #but not the full way #that might just be me with my own wants if I ever medically transition #I can see her leaning pretty hard into femme hobbies at first to try and validate her own gender #but like by the time 0 happens shes just chill #definitely enjoys gardening though

[weenhands]

ummmm...venting *sigh*

#okay so uhhhh #i was doing dishes #and yesterday i kinda told myself i wanna give up trying to be happier again #or at all #because its making my brain go absolutely fucking insane trying to understand why. Im like this at least for ghe past 6 years #i kinda realized today first off im not sad. im not. rlly depressed or anything but ofc sometimes but in General No i am not sad. #i am just. here. and not in an empty way (but ofc i have my episodes sometimes) #i am vibing. #so like im fine right. but i ask myself after i go thru a massive mental cycle of questioning whats going on in my life #“my life is so. empty why is it so empty im bored its quiet nothing is happening”.... #and yeah nothing is happening and. its not sometbing wrong im doing. im not focusing too much on this. im not living life wrong. #its not a routine or a way of life i need to adapt #i think i just had a sudden realization that my life is just so quiet #these past few years have been so quiet and its cuz of me going thru this transitional period and also going from hs to uni #highschool in general i had so many friends and lots of classes. i had robin 2 minutes away. now shes 1 hour away #uni i dont talk to anyone. i hsve like one class per day. workload is harder and i have no friends and worse social anxiety #im also coming back from thr pandemic #so not only is it because of massive changes in everyday life that cause my life to be more. silent #but its also that alot of the stuff i was going thru snd fixating on since grade 11 #stripped me of my hobbies and everyday pleasures #my favorite youtubers and writing poetry everyday. fuck i used to draw so often #the movies and tv shows id watch. everything all of that is gone because i was. Tending to this one extremely sad and heartbreaking goal #which i dnt wanna discuss #butnim glad its over now. #so now im left in this new period of my lifr where im an adult and life is more empty and less.....On the run. and i lost everything #outside of me that made me happy #so maybe i do go thru depressive episodes and stuff but in a general sense. these r why my life is rhe way that it is i thought i was doing #something wrong for so long but im not #i used to wake up at 6am everyday. now i wake up later most days... #i think i just need to ask myself. do i lean into this silence or change it. Whatever.

[poprocksncokeee]

jesus fuck when I said I wanted to do more in my life I didn’t mean adhd paralysis

#christalks #fun times!! #I’ve got way too much during the week that I wanna do but then they add so much hw I can’t do hobbies #bro I wanna play my guitar and get back into drumming consistently but I feel too tired to do shit #AND I’ve been wanting to read about war and stuff more #I have so many unread books #which I can’t read because the hoes that i have for teachers ☺️☺️ /hj

[lume-nosity]

i’ll write something! *makes 83287382 drafts but never finishes them because i lack ideas and am focused on other hobbies* actually nvm

#☁️ lume speaks #it has been fives months last time i’ve written something i’m so sorry for the lack of content there #but the part about the hobbies is true #because i looked into psychology + video editing + forensics/criminology which are things i’m super interested in #which kinda drew me away from writing #i am taking a psychology class this year though so i’m curious to see where it takes me! #next year i will sign up for a forensics science class #maybe law too? because i heard many positive things about law class at my school (yes my school offers a shit ton of electives) #also composing music… i forgor how to read music but i like seeing people create/compose songs. almost makes me wanna try it too #<- even if idk what’s going on #(i used to take a piano class at my school so it’s an exception maybe) #they even have a creative writing class! maybe i’ll try to get into that class next year if i can/feel like it #<- for the sake of feeling up to writing again or something #wow look at me trying to think about what i wanna do what i grow up.. so responsible and wholesome

[new-haven-psych-ward]

trying to find good subs for shows is just deciding what your tolerance level is for:

untranslated words like language-specific honorifics, words with "too much culture-specific context" that are "impossible" to find a 1-to-1 correspondence, my nakama, or any term you saw floating around on the internet in the early 2010's and prior MAXIMUM PROFANITY where any word that could maybe be considered vulgar is taken to its FULL FUCKING POTENTIAL

the op and ed never being translated :'( waiting months for updates and not being sure if a sub group killed this project or not

#listen translating is hard #if you do this as a hobby or job i got mad respect #just subtitling in the same language is time consuming and difficult #so like having to translate on top of that? #major effort #don't let people convince you otherwise #however i hate language snobs with a vengeance #there is no True Translation #every word being translated requires a decision to be made #you will inevitably lose something when translating #HOWEVER that does not mean you should keep as many words untranslated as possible #the goal of translating is making a work accessible to more people who previously couldn't access it #if you are keeping words untranslated without explaining jack you aren't doing that #yes there are some legit big Culture jumps that can be insanely tricky to explain #but i respect people who try over those who don't #if you wanna include a text file explaining your decisions tbh that'd be rad as hell #footnote that bitch that's cool #you wanna release translations fifteen years after the fact? understandable have nice day #songs are too difficult to understand so you're skipping those? fair enough #(unless you're a company in which case what's wrong with you) #(I fucking hate how crunchyroll will switch between having themes translated or showing the lyrics) #(ik you have both you have shown me you have both - just put both on screen why are you like this) #but keeping things untranslated in the name of “Style” is pretentious as all hell #needlessly gatekeep-y

[weaseltotheface]

i wish i was the kind of bitch that could take naps

like i’d like naps probably but of all the things i could be doing i don’t want to NAP of all things there’s only so much time to do fun things

like if i didn’t have to do work ever again i’d probably nap sometimes but alas that is not the case

#i always end up not sleeping enough at night too because i want to do things and sleeping is a waste of time lol #i don't even want to be like productive i just feel like i have so many hobbies and things i wanna watch or read that its a waste lol

[ourlittlebitofnothinguniverse]

i really like watching people make dioramas but i prefer when they voice it over cuz it's something i like to have going when i Don't want to listen to music and i like hearing their process so if anybody has any suggestions for channels that do stuff like that on youtube i'd love the recs <3

#rn for ones that do voiceovers i mostly watch like. studson studio and boylei hobby time and there's one other but i'm sleepy #and i can't remember #but i've watched all of both of their videos multiple times now and i would like to see More Schtuff #it's frustrating cuz there's so many good builders out there but they all just play music over it and that literally just grates #on my nerves soooooo badly i hate it it's always liike this slow piano music type stuff and like #i do not want to listen to that for 8 hours it is ADDING to my sensory overload rn i just wanna hear u Speak #i have this problem with wanting to watch longplays too orz

[arthur-r]

i’ve gotten really bad over break at falling asleep in a time frame where i can wake up in the morning and function at capacity. but in other news i’ve written a very angry song aimed at my father. so that’s fun

#good morning everybody i tried so hard to go to sleep when i still had a chance at eight hours #i’m still gonna get seven but that’s like. if i fall asleep immediately #anyway my dad deserves to have a song about his problems i focused too much on my mom with hard to break #although actually the core memory that made me want to write that song is my dad calling me a monster when i was like ten #however the song itself is mostly about the way my mom looks at me. where it’s like i’m not human. which is a mom thing #anyway things have been really bad at home lately like i’ve mostly avoided talking about it but literally earlier today i packed a bag to #run away and just kind of changed my mind when i found out my mom was working #(because the type of running away i mean is not as drastic as it necessarily sounds. mostly just wanted to move into the apartment #permanently and im basically going to do that starting next week like i’ll be supposed to go home but i can always decide not to) #anyway do you kiss my mother with that mouth or let your anger rise and cuss her out? do you want to fuck her or do you say fuck her? #either way you fucking overshare!! do you kiss my mother with that mouth? or tell me to shut up and get the fuck out? #and when you tell those jokes do you understand how deep it goes? cant you see i’m broken from the actions that you chose?? #i just wanna get out of this i just keep getting sadder!! i’d rather not even exist does my involvement matter?? #[/ly] anyway then the song goes on after that for another while. but it’s like. long. so i’ll spare you the rest #came up with the first bit on guitar a few days ago and my dad heard the chords from my room and was like hey that sounds like pink floyd #and i had to be like nope just a chromatic scale. and be glad that i was only whispering the words #anyway if you see me right now no you don’t. and i am so incredibly asleep rn. spooky scary talking in my sleep (/all of this is untrue) #sleeping is like. my favorite hobby. but i am entirely incapable of it when there are this many anxieties floating around my head #it also maybe doesn’t help that i finished the caffeinated lemonade this morning at like 1pm. digging my own hole to lie in here #anyway im going to try and stay after school tomorrow and then go to the apartment from there. rather than see my dad and pretend we’re okay #but hi from after midnight. i miss the days where i could sleep in until ten cause im kind of a night owl i just also really like sleeping #like if i could be blathers from animal crossing and nap for twelve hours getting woke up every once in a while and given a fossil and then #going back to sleep. and then waking up when it’s dark out and every once in a while getting given a fossil. that’s the life #anyway sorry for still being here. i was eyes closed for a while and my do not disturb has been on this whole time. and yet i’m awake #going to post this and go to sleep. though. cause unless we get another snow day in a row then i do have school tomorrow morning #and a snow day would actually be terrible because of. aforementioned not wanting to be at home. and being snowed in is terrifying #ok anyway i really have to go to sleep but yeah. goodnight world wish me luck again with sleeping!! #me. my post. mine. #delete later #ask to tag

[ledatoons13]

Twitter be so wack sometimes because why are a lot of these people who claim to be Andrias fans do it as a joke? and pretend to be a simp for him. That's so fucking boring. Andrias (aside from being a hunk) is a genuinely well written character and I am bored of people on Twitter jokingly being a fan of that character

#get a fucking hobby pls #that doesnt involve being a fake fan #like i see this too many times #it annoys me so much #because i am a genuine fan #and a real simp #and they do it for jokes #this is why i have a hard time #trying to make friends in fandom spaces #i don't like getting too involved in fandoms #so i just wanna make some friends #and have a good time #this has been bothering me #and this why #i said #being a King Andrias fan #is much better here #than on twitter #amphibia #king andrias #leda speaking