#another flashback yes

[luck-of-the-drawings]

[<==PREV PAGES] [NEXT PAGE==>(not out yet.wait a year.or maybe more.imagine.]

saw alot of comments on prev pages; saying 'i HATE that mean teacher! im gonna FIGHT HIM!!' & i LOVE the energy!! it WOULD be nice. to have that catharsis. but the story of young tidestrider is Not one of catharsis. it is a story of being so small and so special and sucking so bad.

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi riptide #gillion tidestrider #GONNA START FORMATTING MY COMICS BETTER. W THE PROPER 'PREV' 'NEXT' LINKS #REALLY DIDNT EXPECT TO CONTINUE THIS SERIES BUT AAAUUUHH MY BRRAAAIN MY BRAIN IS SO IDEASSS. I HAVE 3 OTHER PAGES SKETCHED OUT #NO PROMISES ILL FINISH EM ANY TIME SOON OR EVER. MY WHIMS ARE THEIR OWN BEAST AND I ONLY DRAW ON MY WHIMS #THAT BEING SAID IF U COMMISSIONED ME ILL GEEETT TO YOUUU IM SORRYYYY. ART IS AN EMOTIONAL RELEASE FOR ME N BABY I HAVE EMOTIONS. #ESPECIALLY ABOUT GILLION TIDESTRIDER CHAMPION OF THE UNDERSEA HERO OF THE DEEP.for the desc here i put smth that i typed up in the tags of #another thing i made. i gotta make a proper Baby Gillion tag or smth. eventually.. eventually...I LOVE DRAWIN THIS LIL BABY GUY.. #i also LOVE depicting the teachers as just being so fuckin mean. ofc theres variation in that. just like in all things.like the teacher her #idk if itll be mentioned but the octo lady is named Ms Octburn.an octopus pun based off the name of an actual councilor i had #when i was in elementary school i got bullied alot but teachers never did anything. i hated adults and didnt trust them. #but this councilor o mine was so genuinely sweet. i remember spending alot of time w her. she doesnt work there anymore. #but that one school adult that actually earns ur trust and is there for you when they can be.its SO important for a child i think #i hope she knows how much she helped me.youll see in the next page that ms octburn isnt perfect either.but she tries. they all try.somehow. #ALL these comics are gonna be inspired by somesorta experience o mine in the school system. school is so fucked up u ever thing abt that #AND GILLIOOOOONNN IN THE MOST FUCKED UP LITTLE SCHOOL OF ALL. MAINTAINED BY A CULT. CENTERED AROUND HIM. OUR CHOSEN ONE #I IMAGINE ALOT BANKS ON HIS SUCCESS. THIS IS THE WORLD. THE WHOLE WORLD. THE PROPHECY IS GOING TO COME TRUE N UR TELLIN ME #THAT ITS THIS LITTLE IDIOT THATS GONNA BE SAVING US? WHAT IF HE FAILS. IF HE CANT GET THIS RIGHT THEN HE WILL FAIL AND WE WILL DIE #WE NEED TO TRAIN HIM. WE NEED HIM TO LEARN. AND TO SUCCEED. OR ELSE WE'RE DEAD. WE'RE ALL FUCKING DEAD. I IMAGINE THAT MUST BE STRESSFUL #in other news i hope ppl actually giggle when they read these. they ARE intended to be comical. dark humor or whatever. like its also sad #this is intended to be a sad comic series. but a funny one too. does that make sense? god i hope so.saw some1 say they had flashbacks- #-reading this. like YES!! THE INTENDED EFFECT!! YOU GET ME!! i love seeing ppl get upset on this lil baby boys behalf. i LOVE seeing ppl- #-wail n weep n cry in the comments. i LOOOVE seeing ppl RELATE to baby gillion. and i love letting u all know that this wont be a happycomi #gillion gets his happiness arc in the actual show. this series is one of unfortunate events. teehehehe. do u guys remember that show #i keep listening to the lil songs from A Series of Unfortunate Events for inspiration. GOOD STUFF!! #anyway uuhh uhh thats all i got in my brain. for now. feed me ur comments give me ur input i NNEEEEEDD THHEEEMMMM

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

No homo, but let's synchronize our instruments together.

[First] Prev <-->Next

#poorly drawn mdzs #MDZS #season 1 #lan wangji #wei wuxian #lan qiren #wwx gets a new outfit! which he doesn't keep for long because we are just about to hit all the flashback content #This comic and the last one are supposed to be a set though hopefully they work on their own #I hope it captures the chaos of the lan juniors. #also please for the love of god I hope it reads as one cursed arm rapidly flying about and not 4 limbs slapping Ye Ol'Uncle Lan around #so far in the script i have LQR doesn't show up past this scene so...sorry LQR fans #I don't know how to draw an absence of something but I hope you guys know its canon in this universe than his ass is *so* flat #the lan qiren big naturals are for another world....

[buttonhouseparty]

#bbc ghosts #bbc ghosts s5 #bbc ghosts spoilers #I feel like we knew we were getting another captain flashback? #it was heavily implied in some interview. I think #and yet I am In No Way prepared #edit: ah yes ben mentioned it at the bfi #(it's not like there have been a lot of pre-S5 interviews to choose from lol)

[echo-goes-mmm]

Ambrose and Elliot #15

Masterlist

Previous

Next

Warnings: torture, explicit non-con, light starvation, slight death wish

Once upon a time, a few years ago or more, there was a slave. His name was [REDACTED] and he served his Master faithfully. Because anything less than perfection was punished. But [REDACTED] couldn’t remember if he was being punished or not. It was hard to remember much of anything when his back was on fire.

He cried out as Master brought down the cane again. And Again. And Again.

“Please, I'm sorry, Please-” Master scoffed. His head and back hurt so much and the room was spinning and he just wanted it to stop.

“Get up.” [REDACTED] sobbed in relief. It was over.

But his arms were too weak to push himself up off the stone floor, and his legs refused to move at all. 

“I said. Get. Up.”

“I- I’m trying Master, please, I-”

Master’s boot slammed into his back, grinding the heel into the fresh wounds and welts. He wailed, the pain turning his vision to white.

“Get up,” said Master, but it was impossible. [REDACTED] didn’t move, too confused to react, and Master twisted his heel again. Now he understood. This wasn’t a punishment or even for Master’s amusement. This was a lesson. 

___________________

Master’s hips slammed into him. Breathe he reminded himself, but then Master grabbed his hair, and the air escaped him. Master moaned behind him, and his legs throbbed. His lungs struggled to keep up, but Master enjoyed this position and that was all that mattered. 

Soon enough Master let go in favor of a bruising grip on his hips. [REDACTED]’s arms gave out, and he heard Master groan again. They’d been at it for a while, and blood dripped from between his legs and stained the bed sheets. It hurt so much. He tried to relax, tried to make his thoughts drift somewhere else, but his brain wasn’t working today.

Finally, Master finished, and the warmth of his cum was indistinguishable from his own blood. 

Master shoved him away, and left to clean himself up in the bathroom. [REDACTED] sat on the floor for a moment, catching his breath. He had precious few minutes to change the sheets before Master wanted to sleep, and he planned to use them all. His cock was still hard, unfortunately, and that had its own awfulness. Why couldn’t his body hate it as much as the rest of him? The best he could do was ignore it. 

He changed the sheets, careful to keep his own disgusting mess away from the soft fabric. Thankfully he’d stopped bleeding by the time he got to wiping the floor. Once, he hadn’t managed it, and Master mocked him for trying to clean while still dripping.

Master was nicer, after sex. Or maybe he was too sated and tired to do much more than yell at him. Either way, it was a break. Even if it came with a high price.

___________________

He hated winter. Master’s stone floors were unforgiving. [REDACTED] wasn’t allowed more than what Master gave him, and Master seemed to forget his slave felt cold too. His only allowance for winter was a threadbare pair of socks in addition to his usual shirt and boxers. 

Lighting the fires was the warmest he'd get for months.

His teeth chattered all the time, and occasionally Master gagged him to stop the sound. Of course, he wasn’t allowed to take it out, so sometimes he missed his meal of the day. 

Master was lazy during the cold months, and his punishments were lighter. [REDACTED]’s favorite punishment was more of a reward, so he tried really hard to hate it enough that Master wouldn’t catch on. 

It was a tiny closet Master would lock him in, sometimes for days. But the small room heated quickly from his meager body heat, and it was nearly pleasant. If he curled up really small, he could sit and enjoy the warmth.

Spring would always come eventually, but some years he wondered if he would die before the snow melted. Sometimes he even wished he would.

taglist: @cupcakes-and-pain @secretwhumplair @paintedpigeon1 @whump-blog @whump-em @thingsthatgo-whump-inthenight @starfields08000 @littlespacecastle @mylovelyme

#behold: another flashback! #and finally some whump #yeah i hate winter too. its that handshake meme #me + elliot + ambrose: hating the cold #note: yes this is Elliot #Ambrose and Elliot #my writing #whump #slavery whump #intimate whumper

[unproduciblesmackdown]

why did he do this (rhetorical) (profoundly affected)

#obviously referenced from start to finish. half second shots that kill #you go ''i was already Changed by the mere socked glasses flip / kick gifs. i'm ready'' but you are actually collapsed on the ground #raising my hand as one of the handful of randos who stood up suddenly these past few months like why yes i Will watch your films then #and also as [guy lecturing & emphatically pointing to laptop] i have to do everything myself the undereye coloring is a distinctive trait #fashion icon shit around here also i'm not kidding in the least #i want well another pair of glasses for one & graphic tees short shorts a fanny pack a calculator(?) buttonsy digital watch i completely do #also again with the adhd these flashbacks were beautiful. inspiring. revelatory. profound (cont.) #it's also occurring to me that i've watched a couple movies for the first time recently and it was like. man cmon #one horror one that was like. I Said Man Cmon. another non horror one that was just like an unending shrug #all the more appreciation like yeah hey a horror movie and also just a movie where it's like yes i'm completely along for the ride wahoo yay #raising my third hand as a correct opinions about media haver #corned beef #it #no time to be coy i was here three and greater than three years ago. and just nowadays; evidently: #reddie #online listicle video voice The Couple Of Dozen V Varied Moments From The IT Movies That Drew Blood (Mine) #whoever came up with this sequence i'm kissing on the mouth like my god. again: profound #the power of the rileable using their end of things as their plausible deniability. like oh god i hope he thinks i'm cool. ok asshole Enough #being the guy Just Standing There like fellas the boy you're in love with very insistently did this wyd (only caring abt literature) #adding a 50% pink overlay like it comes time to make these coloring choices & i put on a vivacious song to inspire having fun / being myself #great choice imo. now to slide right under that midnight est wire

[operationslipperypuppet]

smash cut to five years later when murph proves himself to be a liar

#yes i’m salty and sad about cobb’s death #also this is with a joking tone because it was obviously a poetic choice to give cobb an offscreen death in the now times #and who knows we still may get it #because murph isn’t above a terrifying and deeply depressing flashback #not another dnd podcast #brian murphy #naddpod #bahumia #ba2mia #naddpod spoilers

[hauntingblue]

breaking news!!!! garp isn't happy how Dadan is raising HIS grandchildren!!!! WELL I HAVE AN IDEA GARP!!!

#garp has fought more in this episode than in all of marineford..... #i really didnt expect all this flashbacks episodes RIGHT NOW #i mean its like a balm over marineford EXCEPT IF YOU THING LIKE TWO SECONDS ABOUT IT #AND EVERYTHING ACE SAYS MAKES YOU CRY #them all sleeping together 🥺🥺 #they are trusting luffy too much.... build a base??? he gets dressed in the morning by pure chance #the asl flag..... #see how luffy was wearing the yellow vest in marineford bc red is aces color and sabo is blue..... i was right.... #he was back to being a little kid #dadan cares and she is going to learn not to do it again xd #omg 100 tonnes hammer appearance #talking tag #watching one piece #episode 497 #that was fun but now what happened with sabo #the comments saying heroic garp bested three of the best 😭😭😭 #another comment saying he had a team like that but they ended up doing drugs except him being the only sane one bc of anime lmao #luffy being so happy at having brothers 😭😭 #luffy saying he would save them 😭😭 yes 😭😭 #luffy getting scared is such a new thing #i mean before sabaody #is ace mad that sabo and luffy arent giving him attention and are amazed by the old man??? interesting #see now they talk about roger and he just bails. probs doesnt even want to hear more shit about roger (and therefore himself) #roger is aces dad but don't say anything about this luffy... random old man is olay i guess... #sabo saying not every kid gets alomg with their parents but ace didn't even met him 😭😭 #i am still mad that he hated him still when he died. like that's not right for sure #watch out ace can still get murderous... #oh they kept the little things they drank sake out of to become brothers.... #the tenryubitos again.. #episode 498

[gentil-minou]

how do this chapters keep getting longerrrrr

#im not even done i need to rework the flashback at the end and edit which means i will of course find some ridiculous way to add another #thousand words or something #also yes im insane and keep my entire work as one long word document BUT i use a table of contents and collapseble headers so #i like getting an idea of the overall word count #about 10k of those words are unfinished scenes for future chapters which i am praying will not be as scary long im already anticipating thi #fic is gonna be over 100k but i fear for my sanity if it breaches 200k #this is also the most i've written for a single fic and i think i'm gonna treat myself when i break 50k hehe #anyway #mdzs ouat au

[bwobgames]

Previous First

He wakes up

He doesn't know what day it is or what time it is

He wakes and has only one thought on his mind

"I'm fucking pissed"

He knows he gets cranky when he gets hungry but this is something else.

He knows how it is, he will die soon

So why shouldn't he be a little hater in the meantime

This situation just sucks. Dying from thirst is so unglamorous.

This house? Wack. The art? Wack. The architecture? Wack.

If it wasn't because he didn't know how to start a fire, he would, indeed, set this place on fire

He knows what he can do.

After doing things that he'd rather not repeat to keep his water levels vaguely estable, he stands up and walks, with purpose this time, he is looking for something

And he finds it

The femur is a human's strongest bone

"I don't know who your owner is, Mr Femur, but I'm sure this will be cathartic to both of us"

He is walking again

He finds a suitable target

"Here comes Oliver Beebo, our rising star this season. He gets ready to swing aaand..."

"He absolutely smashes it!!! It's a homerun-goal-checkmate whatever the fuck, he wins!!"

"I fucking win"

He does it again to the rest of the heads. It's exhilarating, and moves to the next room

He's walking only through adrenaline and spite

He sees another graffiti from his friend, anonymous graffiti-er.

He wonders if this is their femur. He hopes they are happy looking it be used for good.

Down with the system, you are so right graffiti person, I will make you proud

He smashes with a smile on his face

He finds a familiar room

The ceramic crime scene

Now it's gonna look like a real tragedy

He wonders if the ghosts of the house are watching him right now

He hopes they're are

He can almost hear them

Giving him encouragement, clapping for him, shouting in joy where he can't

He will join them soon, he knows this

He will make a grand entrance

"Enjoy the show, fellas. I'll be there soon for any interviews"

He already feels like one of them

He's happy

Although

Part of him hopes he's alone

He hopes that everyone else managed to leave, to pass on.

He hopes no one else is trapped like him

He doesn't know any of this people, and he loves them

"We are brothers now"

He walks, locally grown bat by his side, when he finally sees it

His primary target

The map

Always there, a constant presence

Mocking him

His brain is not the most logical right now, but who cares? He has three femurs and a quickly approaching expiration date

He knows what he wants to do

The frame shatters into pieces

He hits it over and over again, until the frame falls

He takes the paper and rips it with his own hands

He even bites it a little

He wished he could put it on fire, but he'll settle for leaving it absolutely non recognizable

He feels full of energy, borrowed from adrenaline

He feels amazing. He feels successful. He just ...!!

Something feels

Right

He's tired, but he won't rest

He doesn't plan to stop until he's forced to rest

He is going down swinging, Goddammit!

He goes to open another door

"I'll have all the time in the world to rest when I drop de-"

He's outside

He's... He's outside?

The sun is so bright

He hears something behind him

A meow?

Looking behind him, he sees... a lot

Is the main room, the one he came in.

There's the cat, meowing, he takes it

"Poor boy, he's definitely hungry, but still looks healthier than me, hah"

Behind is... everything

All the trash, art, bones, corpses, and mysterious substances that he found in the multiple rooms

His blue jacket is there, he thought he lost it forever

He doesn't take it

Some things he hadn't even encountered are there

It's... It's a lot

He puts the femur with the pile

He quietly thanks it

In between the... everything, he sees a can of spray paint

Must be empty

He feels like he lost a friend

He says goodbye to everyone

He think he hears them say it back

He goes back to the closest city, it's early morning

He leaves the cat in a vet and himself in a hospital.

The cat was delivered to the owner the next day

For his sacrifice and high amount of trauma in the act of cat-searching, he got paid the amazing quantity of

20 dollars

He got himself the most expensive and delicious ice cream 20 dollars can buy

It was really good

And a great way to repress memories

He tells people something fell on him while he was in that house, and that's why he couldn't escape for 2 days

Sometimes he believes it too

He makes a formal and stern petition to have that house be demolished. Seeing the multiple bones inside and Oliver's story of the events, they quickly accept it.

The house is gone shortly after

He doesn't know if there were ghosts in there or not. He could have been very well just hallucinating anything due to his poor, poor mental and physical health.

He still misses them

#flashback over #it was long but it was complete #detective beebo #are ghost real in this universe? yes. #but the choices for this story deem them irrelevant #were there ghosts in that house? #whos to say #it doesnt matter in this route #but in another they will

[passavantsridge]

my wife had the audacity to turn to me just now and ask me why i never took up learning bass guitar when it seems like an instrument that i would want to learn

#flashback to 15 y/o me having to decide between using my money to buy a secondhand bass vs getting another guinea pig #anyway the guinea pig was names boris after (yes) Boris the Spider

[devihashi]

i was gonna paint something not abstract, but the whole reason why i even wanted to paint anything today is because of how i feel... so i painted how i feel.

now i can analyze it.

this is also inspired by some of Jiro Yoshihara's work since i was looking at it right before i decided how i was gonna go about this.

[more oversharing in the tags]

#tw trauma mention #the feelings behind this are: i got too high last night and started smelling something i haven't smelt since i was a kid #at first it made me happy because i had some happy memories come back to me #until boom trauma flashback #LMAO L #anyway i feel better but still feel like i got beat up #so ummm #yeah #i coulda gone without remembering more about that but whatever #devihashiart #fun fact I started shaking while making this #thats how i knew i was onto something and to continue painting this #it may mean nothing to anyone but it means a whole lot to me and thats what matters #yes another essay in the tags 🙄

[avionvadion]

I feel like I’m heading dangerously close into Vampire territory…

But, nah, it’s just Zora’s Domain.

#ah yes Zora are sharks let’s have them BITE to show affection. #*only has Sidon nibble Ilia’s hands and graze his teeth against her knuckles to be gentle since she doesn’t have scales/is very bleedable* #*tries writing a scene where she says it’s okay to actually BITE her* #Why am I having Vampire Knight flashbacks- TAKUMA MY LOVE IS THAT YOU!?? ITS BEEN SO LONG- oh wait it’s Sidon. 🤣 #‘bleedable’ sounds like a another word and you know what we can save that for AFTER our duo kill Ganon ain’t that right fish prince??? #only murder and trauma and ocassional losses in this fanfic yep

[coconut530]

FAMILYYYYYYY 🩷⚔️👋🏼🫨💚

#Solid State #Solid State Webtoon #Webtoon #OMGGGGGGGG #Starting off with a flashback #Very interesting how Asha just like -inserted- herself into the family dynamics #Knew how to play dirty from the start #And yeah I was curious about Enzo’s eyes too 👀👀👀 #And then we cut to Eiji’s nO GOOD HORRIBLE TERRIBLE VERY BAD DAY #HE’S SO SADDDDDDDDDD #YOU KILLED HIS FATHER FIGURE HE’S OBVI NOT GOING TO WORK FOR YOU ASHA #And eek Castel under her thumbbbbb #When she said “Do what you do best” it reminded me of Shiloh 83 :’////// #“TRY not to disappoint” burnnnnnnnnn #And awww Enzo does still think they’re family just not like bc of Prakash #And then— what- whAT’S THIS?!? IT’S CASTEL WITH A STEEL CHAIR #😂 YES THEY CAME THROUGH NOW WE CAN GET OUT OF HERE AND BE GAY DO CRIME AGAINST ASHA AND ENZO #Oh this WT is so exciting #Another note in Not Even Bones WHY DID THEY RELEASE KOVIT’S PICTURES RIGHT THEN AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #Stray Souls Plz don’t kill Ember/Zyrak they’re cool #Uhhhh I’ll have the Solid State panel redraw from last week soon #Yeah Saturdayyyyyy

[automatic-midnight]

My biased, really unpopular take is that I think rit/su/maya is an objectively boring ship.

#just to be clear I don’t hate it there’s absolutely nothing wrong with the ship it’s just such a nothing burger to me #like ok yes without a doubt Maya has a crush on Ritusko absolutely this is backed up by canon material #but from Ritsukos side the most the viewer comes away with is that Ritsuko holds mayas skills in decently high regard #a few moments of friendly chit chat and that’s it #it would be one thing if we actually saw Ritsukos more personal opinions on Maya but we never see that so fandom has to fill in the blanks #and now barring that all aside it’s just a ship dynamic even when fleshed out in fanon that im not intrigued by #in a show where the characters are so messy and terrible the ship feels so out of place #ohhhh Maya could fix Ritsuko NO she could not #the only way I could find the ship interesting is if you get weird with it #like focus on the inherent power imbalance of a boss and an employee how would they deal with that? #how would things change as the show progresses and Maya realizes Rituskos blurred morals #how would the ship work with Gendo in the picture? how would Maya actually help ritusko overcome her issues and deep rooted problems #and even with all that being said it’s just not interesting to me #Maya doesn’t have enough going as a character for me to care to ship her with Ritsuko #this is partly why I like misaritsu so much #you know so much about their individual characters and their dynamics that it’s easy to expand it further into hypothesizing #their relationship in a romantic light #evangelion #like misato and Ritsuko are individually super well written fleshed our characters and on top of that put in moments like the elevator scene #or Ritsukos flashback to talking about when Misato hooked up with Kaji for a week #or just every time Ritsuko looks at Misato if you really want to reach #there so many moments of good characterization between them that it’s so easy to ship them #the point I’ll give to ritsu/Maya is that the one sided crush is 100% intentional and implied in canon #Misato and Ritsukos relationship (as far as I’m aware) was never intended to be romantic or queer coded or anything like that #i’m not delusional #I don’t think anno or sadamoto was writing subtextual nuclear toxic yuri when they were thinking about Misato and ritsukos relationship #no one was in the writing room saying “oh boy I can’t wait to write subtext about how comphet Ritsuko is in unrequited love with Misato” #I’m not that far gone but purely from a potential ship perspective misaritsu has so much more going for it #asu/rei too that’s another super interesting f/f ship that people ignore #asurei isn’t my do or die ship but that’s a ship that’s genuinely super interesting to think about as a potential romantic relationship

[whereisthedamndaddymanual]

It's ok I don't know what it is like to have someone come inside of me either.

I have shown a few what it feels like though.

#like of course I am going to help a bird #it was some bizarre flashback to being a Presbyterian #What happens when we die? Arthur said after it flew away nature takes care of itself one way or another #there was a certain ease of something that occured there #I mentioned the black whole sun and he didn't want to talk about it #I am definitely looking at the eclipse with bare eyes if possible #I am a sun gazer #It is my only form of narcissism #Eckerd was talking about form today and I'm like yes I like this form in this directory #I only am their toy in the folder though #she has been talking about old mothers lately and she even mentioned us about it #and there is a peace she already accepts with it #like it isn't so bad if you're not really not me #yeah I've impregnated self #without all the bullshit hastle of gaving to experience pregnancy #ha not for you....your ass is getting pregnant #there is some weird warble coming iff of easter I am noticing

[savethepinecones]

oh my god i totally forgot i ordered the back from the dead hoodie. why did yall encourage me to buy doomed merch oh my god half of my hoodies are gonna be dnp merch

#like okay catboy sweater. funny. semi ironic. half the reason i bought it was because i knew i was moving to mormon central soon #and i thought it would be hilarious to see peoples reactions to it at walmart or whatever #like these people do not know what catboys are so im gonna see their reactions to whatever they think this term means #am i waging psychological warfare? maybe a little but these people raised me and it fucked me up so i think im allowed this #anyway #limited edition hoodie. celebrating the return of the channel (my return to the phandom. ooh symbolism). also i fucking love hoodies #also bonus flashback hoodie from when i went to ii. no regrets. i was in high school and my aunt paid for the whole thing #because id introduced her daughter to dnp and she became obsessed and then i got invited to join when they got tickets #she didnt even let me pay for merch it was great #anyway anyway #doomed live. do i really need another hoodie? polls say yes. i buy the ticket with the merch #flash forward to this week ive totally forgotten about bftd. im upset because im going out of town for a few weeks #and theres no way doomed hoodie is getting here before then #then i get an email. order is out for delivery #omg doomed merch?? how?? #but i open the email and its ANOTHER FUCKING HOODIE ID COMPLETELY FORGOTTEN ABOUT #this thing is supposed to arrive today and im leaving in the morning so the timing is excellent but oh my god i bought two separate hoodies #on top of the sweater #i havent worked in nearly a year and ive spent so much money on comfy clothes from dnp oh my god