#any others im forgetting lmao

[feline-evil]

Never gonna be over how unutterably pathetic and in dire need of ANY kind of companionship or friendship that doesn't revolve around their band the entirety of dethklok are. I love these horrible idiots who are so devoid of any real connections outside of themselves that they will latch onto anyone unfortunate enough to get too close to any one of them! And GOD help anyone they latch onto!!

#jay talkin #metalocalypse #im thinking about the doubles episode where they just seem genuinely happy to have 'friends' #who arent like. industry people. these men are so starved of any kind of connection #and it takes them four seasons a rock opera and a movie to realise they can find that in each other lmao #also thinking about how quickly any of them bond and become really intense abt anyone in their life #aka: NATHAN TOWARDS ABIGAIL. oh dear poor abigail oh dear #but also toki to damn near anyone and this goes for the entire band tbh as well they all do this at least once #and yeah its mainly cuz 10min eps mean u gotta progress stuff fast #but also holy shit. charles these boys want friends so bad u gotta set em up on playdates or smth #maybe it'd get some of their dumb stupid idiot energy out and they'd be better behaved. well. no they wldnt but... u can dream #i do think theres smth to be said that yeah all of dethklok are cool theyre metal superstars they r good at what they do #theyre also fucking prophesised saviours too and theyre also incredibly dangerous idiots and terrible ppl #but never forget that they are also. so so SO pathetic and isolated and dysfunctional #these men have not lived in the real world in decades and are disconnected and unsocial and spoilt and u can see that this does impact #the way they interact w the world! they need like. anything other than the band in their lives hah. they do need to pal around #im glad they find that in each other eventually!! #i dont want 2 sound like im babying them or infantilising them these r grown asshole idiot men but like. listen these shitheards r lonelyyy #everyone in their lives is like. assigned to be there and is set as beneath them in a class and workbased system #they dont rlly have ppl who r just there cuz they like em. outside of fans. and fans arent rlly a real connection yknow #their only connections come via work networking sex and violence and worship baby!!!! its fucked up!

[kriegsabstieg]

Hermann Göring, Adolf Hitler and other Nazis marching down a street in Munich, November 9, 1937 on anniversary of the 1923 Beer Hall Putsch

#reichblr #hermann göring #ah #hermann goering #goering #göring #im bad at keeping dates thanks to fard3az3l and any others who do date announcements i am eyeing up and copying cause i forget lmao

[slowdrippingnoise]

thinking of ways to fix my problems with earthspark's starscream lore cul-de-sac situation. next season hashtag gets to Remember The Plot Point and actually distrusts megatron because of it (shades of teen rebellion + "he just like me fr" attachment to stsc) which puts her in big conflict with twitch (idolizes megs, imiates him as "leader of the pack", he shows her favoritism in particular. little bird ^^) they have more and more little conflicts leading up to a Big Actual Sibling Argument episode a/b plot- with both of them putting together arguments for why their favorite uncle that they use to prop up their own confidence (#: "im not a bad kid" realest starscream girlie)/(twitch: i can protect my whole family im strong im stable i can do this i have to) has Done Nothing Wrong Ever (fueled by the fact that it's more about their own senses of self, they're kids they need role models) meanwhile megs and stsc are on the sidelines watching this fight go down like coaches at a boxing match. it takes them way longer than it should to act like responsible adults and break up the fight because, besides stsc already just being thrilled to have Anybody in his corner, megs keeps giving him the I Will Murder You eyes from across the scene and that sets him back to thinking this is all hilarious every time he notices it. punchline: they have to step in though after a while because hearing their respective kiddos' most godawful blorbo takes known to mankind makes them cringe too much to let it continue. no little buddy thats not how that happened- no- no that very much was my fault- ok how about we all go cool down for a while how about we go pet fluffyears wouldnt you rather do that- ends as a lesson in maturity for both the siblings and mg&ss (doesn't necessarily mean the latter must be forced to be around each other in future, but at least chills megs out a bit + gives stsc more room to develop) / further examination of the different character groups' personal perspectives on the war / kind of mk2 of thrash's 'con phase from s1 i like hashtag so much. my daughter

#transformers earthspark #uhh #hashtag #starscream #because i like them #this is copied directly from my hasty personal notes just now #also i havent watched tfes in a bit so forgive me for anything im definitely forgetting/misremembering #i want Conflict! i want Lore! i want Jokes! #this is kind of the lightest version of a resolution i can think of here. please understand this is not Megs Apologism by any means lmao #i have Many thoughts but its tricky to work ideas around existing plot and tone yknow #the other sadder version i think ive already talked about is hashtag beginning to mistrust dot as well #which i dont think will happen #but anyway

[8rujaa]

to anyone dealing with ptsd, has there been anything that has helped relieve some of the symptoms?

#im emotionally stuck due to the constant reliving of what happened #i get these weirdly intense flashbacks where i can remember the how the fabric of the couch looked like up close #and how they felt. and how everything looked. the way the colored lights hit the room a certain way #i think i did myself a disservice by thinking i was soooo in love that i didn’t want to forget any details lmao #now i can remember everything like a photograph and sometimes i find myself back in my old apartment and the fear floods my chest #and i can’t breathe and my stomach starts turning it’s terrible. i really felt like i was in hell #i stopped smoking ouid 3 weeks ago bc whenever these flashbacks would happen the high would make them HD and it would send me into a loop #but now i think weed was the thing keeping me above water… it’s been a rough 3 weeks. but before i start smoking again #i wanted to ask if anyone found something else that made it a little easier #it’s been months since our break up and i really want to move on. i’ve tried to meet other people but i’m terrified of men #and i find myself unable to connect with anyone… #i’ve been physically better which i am so grateful for because being unhealthy was my biggest reason i was so depressed #i’ve been doing therapy but i talk about the same thing with her every week. i’m tired of it #i think i’m still in disbelief that they did that to me. i never thought they’d be capable of hurting someone so badly. #i can’t get over the fact that he r***** me for months while i was disabled and pretended not to know what he was doing was bad #i realized he knew when he tried to make it look like i was crazy. that made me really sad. i think i was hoping he was clueless so #i could still believe he was a good person… or at least the man i fell in love with. i was willing to forgive him once he apologized… #when he tried to make it seem like i was going insane the blindfold came off and i saw him for who he really was #like no wonder i was so scared of u dude… no wonder i kept having panic attacks anytime we were together and i couldn’t sleep next to u #i’ve been afraid to admit that shit broke me as a person. i don’t think i’ll ever be the same. i can’t function. #plus knowing i stayed for her bc i was worried for her and didn’t want her to experience the same thing without someone there bc i realized #how good he was at gaslighting and lying. only to find out she was waiting for an excuse to get rid of me… she wanted me gone… #i went thru all that for nothing… #and i still don’t understand why each time i tried to leave for my own good- to get medical help and support they begged me to stay!!! why #brain vomit

[spaciebabie]

I don’t think I’ll be on this platform anymore, at least for now, due to everything that’s happening. I’d just like to keep away from it and supporting it at all. See you later, maybe.

-heartbeat anon

i understand heartbeat!! safe travels wherever you find yourself!! thank you for sticking around <3333

#putting this in the tags so it doesnt feel like im trying 2 change your mind! #i am definitely not! but what people hafta realize is that every single internet platform is either in support of or silent on israel #on every platform posts are being suppressed. its not just here i assure you #the only way ta....not support ANY large internet platform is just ta not use the internet at all unfortunately #im surprised that so many people were surprised at the news of tumblr's ceo? all ceos suck DICK #people are treating tumblr as if its a unique case and it is definitely NOT LMAO #im happy people feel so passionate about this!! but also ppl are jumping ship 2 twitter and twitters ceo is....from what im hearing #also terrible in this situation?? #im afraid almost everywhere on the internet is a similar story. #also....the only way you're really supporting tumblr is if you buy stuff from them #my blog doesnt generate them any profit im not sure where people are hearing this from- #but again. even if it did its the same situation other major platforms are in #that doesnt mean you shouldnt be upset though! continue ta put your best efforts where you can!! #spacie splains #anybeans #heartbeat anon we may never see each other again but i want u ta know that your writing has touched me as well as a lot of people <333 #ill always treasure what you gifted me!! #never gonna forget you fr fr #stay safe!! have a good one :>

[bylertruther]

smth abt eddie telling dustin to look after the little sheep -> s5 is going to return to s1 form -> dustin tells mike in s1 that his obliviousness blows his mind -> the whole painting & confession & obvious general fiasco that is willelmike -> dustin's going to have to put on his bob the builder / "the world is full of obvious things which nobody by any chance ever observes" sherlock holmes hat and get involved

#byler #do i think he's going to go “Dude You Are GAYYYYYYYYY”? no. but i do think he'd go “🤨 why are u guys being weird.” in some way which is #what tips over the first domino in the series of events #maybe . wishful thinking? mayhaps . but im Free #i also wouldnt be opposed to steve saying smth to jonathan which makes him go 🤨😳😦🫢 #but i think ppl very much downplay dustin's role in the group and the support he offers his friends and how observant and “nosy” he is #and things are going to be much different now if they continue like how we left off ... so u don't think dustin would notice? #and u don't think tht he'd say something? esp when he had to deal with mike being an el stan + his obliviousness to others and their #jealousy over him? especially with him now being the character tht everyone wishes would shut up lmao? or with how #close he was to mike before he went to cali and how he had to take his place in his absence? #there's a million ways it could to obvi and i really don't have an expectation any which way but . #with tht latest least fave poll........ it jus made me think abt how a lot of people jus . really forget he exists #which is so crazy bc he stays in everyones business LMAO #but anyway . #she be rambling #and on mobile top so u already know im not rereading this if its incoherent its incoherent 🤷‍♀️ #omg the typos... >_> you guys know wht i Mean . #mine #s5 predictions

[jamiethebeeart]

Thinking about why spinner has his forearms covered (I am ignoring Stain's influence)

(drabble under the cut)

CW: description of scars

The league was on the run and being around each other all the time meant they saw each other outside of their villain personas. Toga wore large sweaters and kept her hair pulled back - in braids, hair ties, pigtails, pinned - it didn't matter so long as it stayed out of her face. It wasn't uncommon to see Twice with his mask off but it never lasted long. Mr. Compress kept his face covered still - in a face mask or bandana and a hat - whatever was convenient. Dabi flitted in and out, hardly staying in one place for long. When he did, it was usually with a smoke and sans jacket. Spinner still seemed on edge and standoffish, with a long sleeved shirt or jacket on - different from his sleeveless Stain inspired shirt. Shigaraki was the same as always. He had no need to don a villain persona and his hands were as close as always.

Tapping away on a hand held game console, a game over screen flashed. Huffing out a breath, movement caught Shigaraki's eye. Glancing up, he saw Spinner pushing up his sleeves. Looking back down at his game, Shigaraki paused. He knew what those were. Shigaraki looked up through his eyelashes. Scars littered Spinner's forearms, crossing over one another in sporadic multitudes. Raised bumps, pale skin, scales missing, divets and uneven gashes. Some of them looked old - pale and barely there - others looked healed, but still stretching skin unevenly and brighter, not quite settled in the skin. Raising his eyes to briefly look at Spinner's relaxed face, Shigaraki put his attention back on his console. He stared at the screen. He measured the time it blinked the game over - flash flash flash. He thought. Dabi's scars had an obvious cause, it wasn't hard to guess how and why they covered so much of his body. A single cause with irritation from improper care and overuse. He himself was intimately familiar with his own. Shigaraki furrowed his eyebrows. He knew what skin biopsies looked like, various weapons and wounds, burns and impalements, and how they healed from his time around Nomus. He knew what old scars looked like, what new ones did, and how they overlapped on the skin. He scratched his neck, the uneven surface causing his nails to catch awkwardly as he pulled across. He glanced back up. Spinner had scars that looked like biopsies, but with rough edges from unsure cuts and ripped chunks from scales that never grew back. Scars that ripped up edges of nearby scales without dislodging them. Patches of skin that Shigaraki supposed lied covered underneath all Spinner's scales. Various ages and depths telling a story, a story that Spinner kept hidden and quiet. Clicking the restart button, Shigaraki narrowed his eyes. One day, he'd get that story from him.

#shuichi iguchi #mha spinner #bnha spinner #mha #bnha #this started bc i went “hey even his civilian outfit covers his arms too” #listen: cosplayers often add or change the original design all the time so im saying spinner kept it on purpose :)))) #also MASSIVE thank you to everyone who liked my post. yall insured that i wouldnt forget about this thought (as i dont go back to my posts) #first time in a while that i want to write a little drabble.... #drabble got away from me... i wanted to add other league members too (like dabi) and they just... didnt show up.. #i was going to write dialogue... but it was so much easier to not... so I u didn't.. lmao sorry for all the descriptive-ness #cw scars #tw scars #(they're not self imposed scars btw... i don't think any other cw/tw apply but if they do lmk) #mha jbee

[cozyqueerchaos]

What do you think are your all time fav fics you've read?

Ooooo idk if you mean sonic fics or just anything? But I've always wanted to make a rec list hehe ^_^

sonic fics:

- a new chapter by LuckyKnuckles - adorable metonic story with AMAZING character growth

- in a field of hungry crows by SungoldSummer - sonadow, literally everything in this series is absolute gold but this one is my favorite ^_^ (i've got a thing for first aid what can i say)

- operation biohazard by macaronz - an awesome sonic resident evil au that has never left my head, would highly recommend if u like gore!

- trip trip fall in love by spittingsprite - fleetway sonic x scourge, absolutely hysterical, i reread it all the time

- tunnelvision by imaginearia - have u ever wanted the most amazing yet morally ambiguous sonfinite fic ever? well u got it,, go read this right now. there is also quite a bit of sonadow if that's more ur jam <3

- the L in rivalry stands for love by sugar__stars - sonadow, unfinished, but it is so so freaking cute and every day i mentally give @staronet sad puppy dog eyes and ask her to finish it /jk

- shot! by skoliroven - sonic and shadow during the lethal highway level. again, amazing, especially if you like gore

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other fics (i'll keep this short since idk if anyone's interested):

- WHEN THE WAR IS OVER... by perennials - the legend of zelda, this is hands down the best fic I've ever read (although knowing a bit about BotW: Age of Calamity might be necessary)

- you're a creature of the night, dear by prettydizzeed - the addams family, rated E with a focus on physical disability. I only have a cursory knowledge of the addams family from watching the movie twice when I was, like. Eight, yet I still love this fic with all my heart

- if i fall i really hope you'll call me by mallowstep - warrior cats, i highly recommend checking out all this author's fics but this is one of the ones that made me scream excitedly at two in morning

#tried to come up with ones that less people know of so that's why a lot of these are rarepairs heh ^_^ #lmk if any of the links are wrong lmao im super forgetful #ask #fic recs #all of these authors have other amazing fics as well! i just picked my favorites lol

[reinabeestudio]

you stop shaving as a woman and people just dont know what to call you anymore huh

#you ever get so annoyed that you draw ur irl self instead of your epic swag yass slay pretty sona #i didnt stop shaving for any statement btw it just drains me to do it & i havent been in the mood for months LMAO #i think i'm so used to the comfort of being surrounded by ppl presenting however they want and calling themselves whatever #sometimes i forget how. binary everything still is where i live #note that aint trans btw. i was afab & i dont fully identify as that currently but i have no problem being called a girl #and due to Health Reasons(tm) i get hairier than one would consider 'normal' for a woman (among other things) #(listen we all know gender is a nuanced spectrum but im not in the mood to talk about it in the tags of my own blog lol) #that + short + fat + voice breaks sometimes + mostly wears 'gender neutral' clothing. been mistaken for a prebuscent guy sometimes #(i say 'gender neutral' but its just regular ass baggy shirts and pants/jeans. 💥) #and if y'know me personally youre prolly reading this like 'what'. and yeah thats my reality sometimes LMAO #and im spanish so things are Extra gendered >8'D #i dont even bother explainin my gender to family its just not worth it so i take the she/her and move on #usually i dont talk about these irl things bc whatever but it's starting to irritate me lol #like. do i have to fuckin shave just to not be misgendered. fuckin christ dude #i need to get my yearly haircut btw. i dont like long hair on myself. its getting warm & it makes me sweat i hate it 🧍‍♂️

[imabiscuitinthousandworlds]

bitches be like "wish i was doing something of worth for society/my local community" while doing three time-intensive community jobs unpaid and walking around as a living leftist/queer symbol and occasionally leaving behind leftist stickers

it's me i'm bitches

#damnnnn i needed to hear that #i didnt even realise until my mum was like biscuit. biscuit youre doing enough. actually i think its too much #it seems so casual i forget that those things do very much have an impact #like im a youth trainer at the local climbing centre #and im organising stuff for the new kids at my school #and im part of a sooorta government project against teens slipping into crime #tho that didnt start yet cuz were the very first to do it around here so no one has prior experience #and yeah im walking around very leftist. like a rainbow and trans pride flag actually #and that does make a difference. somewhat. like maybe you see a fascist sticker somewhere #but theres also people like me and you bet your ass im never gonna hide #and im not getting paid for any of the projects and stuff #...... actually. i just remembered we get money at school. for doing that. but not that much and im doing it for other reasons #just gotta remind myself that i am doint stuff lmao #been dancing along the very last line a while now #snapped today #again #but this time my mum noticed so we talked and now i feel a lot better #and i cancelled stuff for today bc tuesdays are more than packed really #as in i hardly get any time at home packed #but now i di have time. (and homework.) and i feel better #gonna get off that edge soon enough lol #a biscuit's rambles #i gotta get more stickerd tho i hardly have any left

[phooka-animation]

end of year summary! had a blast this year 🤠 got to do some sweet animal art for my friends wedding and brought some of the sequences ive been imagining for YEARS to life in my comic 🥹

#end of year summary #artists on tumblr #thanks for everyone who shared and said such nice things about the siffrin art! #i rarely draw fanart cause i struggle to think of any composition other than ‘stood 3/4 on a solid background’ lmao #so im really glad that one was a success 🥹 #phookadrawsstuff #also i self published a book this year!!!! #always forget that one!!!!!

[lorillee]

personally i think godot shouldve thrown more coffee cups at phoenix

#this is partially a joke but also . the people who hate him because he was mean to phoenix.......... lmao............... ok............. #lorillee.txt #see when edgeworth is mean to phoenix its because manfred personally made him do it #but when godot is mean to phoenix is because he has 0 trauma ever and is a normal well adjusted member of society #<- for the record not saying that trauma makes you not accountable for your actions #im just making fun of these people who like to conveniently scrub away every bad thing edgeworth has ever done #like sorry but ummmmmmmmm the likelihood of godot having sent any innocent people to jail is infinitely less #than mr. coacher of witnesses and hider of evidence 🤔 but hey who cares about that #when diego shoved phoenix into the snow in the anime that one time ! haha #(pain. and suffering) #and hey dont you forget that diego is the REAL misogynist because of a nickname that mia literally doesnt care about at all #and ummm *checks notes* a badly translated line. but edgeworth is a total 10000% feminist #despite talking down to mia her entire first trial because he doesnt respect her at all and calling her a novice bimbo. tee hee #sorry got a little too passive aggressive on this one. WHAT EVER !!!!!!!!!!! #it just truly is astounding the kind of double standards girlies will come up with #for their favorite light skinned twink vs a brown man w a latine name who was a little mean to their other favorite light skinned twink 🤔 #like. i love edgeworth. yall know i love edgeworth. if i didnt love edgeworth i wouldnt have typed out that whole 4k word anaylsis #of aai2 in like the span of 15 hours. including sleep + daily activities time. but the double standards. theyre killing me

[perilegs]

i think most dnd lore sucks ass and i love it when people intentionally ignore or change parts of it. however the little "hey did you know" man in my brain activates when i see someone do it unintentially

#im not giving any examples but this is not about anything i've seen on tumblr #im just saying there is a difference between making a pc who has one human and one tiefling parent #and knowing they can inherit their race from either and their features may lay dormant for a time #and they'll still carry tiefling bloodline and thus their kids can be tieflings even if they got a kid with a human while being a human #vs. doing that and not knowing it #like yeah this is in no way any of my business and i think you should be allowed to do whatever you want to #but doing whatever you want to intentionally is always cooler #leevi talks #i need a tag that is just leevi bitches about something thay doesnt matter and he'll forget about in the next 5 minutes #well ok sometimes stuff done unintentionally is cooler but you know what i mean in this context #it's the going ''omggg what if this happened'' while the thing that has happened is in fact. present in the lore. #i feel like i wouldnt get mildly ''hey did you know xyz'' if i saw literally the same oc on tumblr vs on other sites lmao #bc here? i haven't seen a single tav i don't love

[izzy-b-hands]

I really wish blocking someone meant their stuff wouldn’t wind up on your dash at all. Like I understand why it doesn’t, but. still.

Actually, I just need to get better abt checking source urls before I reblog. I try to be mindful, but now and again I Forget and have only myself to blame lmao

#text post #I would love to reblog their art and be supportive in that way at least but tbh #every time I accidentally reblog it I remember checking out their blog and seeing how they talked abt fans that like Izzy and the izcourse #and it's like oh no that's right you hate ppl like me and ur art might be gorg but maybe we just shouldn't interact #they do their thing and I'll be over here doing mine #what really needs to happen is I need to remember to check urls on fandom art to make sure it isn't any of the folks I had to block lmao #but sometimes I get excited bc the art is genuinely lovely and i do like it and think the person is v talented! #and then i forget to check and it's only after scrolling my dash that i see my reblog and the url and go 'oh. fuck. that's right. damnit.' #it's a weird feeling to be like yes I want this person to have fun and make gorgeous art but also it seems #they've made it p clear how they feel abt folks like me and so maybe they would prefer i just fuck off #which i tried to do by blocking!! and yet. here we are #i delete the reblogs whenever this happens so they don't have me in their notes but #i do hope they know their art is lovely and I appreciate their hard work even if we wouldn't otherwise get along with each other #idek why I'm blogging abt this I guess bc I feel like usually it's either or online? like u either hate each other or u don't #but I don't hate the folks who sent shit to me or the folks who condoned it i just wish i had found a way to get along with them instead #as useless a wish as that probably is #and i don't talk abt it a lot but it really bugs the fuck outta me sometimes that we can't just start over and try to interact generally #no messages no trying to be friends just reblog from them if u like and otherwise ignore each other #which has been a thing that's worked fairly okay in other fandoms tho things have happened in others to change how workable it was #but for some reason in this one i feel like im just always walking on eggshells to interact w/anyone bc it feels like everyone is waiting #for someone else to say something they vaguely disagree with and instead of just like. blocking and moving on w/the fandom experience #it turns into a massive mess that even if ur on the fringes of it all you still get pulled into or sent shit and just. #idk it doesn't matter bc ultimately none of this does but dang it the show has been special to me and hits all my special interests #and it's hard to let go and accept that there's no changing how things went and how they are and how this fandom experience for me is often #very fucking lonely even when i'm bursting at the seams to share and to hear from others what they think abt anything and everything w/it #no one is gonna read this tag essay lmao pls scroll on

[kuiinncedes]

asgkjdfghk

#bro whyyyyyy did i offer this guy my number if he needed more help on projects for this class #and whyyyyyyyyyyyy did i say yes to helping him today lmfao TT #i told my friends and not the first thing they said being like omg like insinuating relationship or whatever and im like bro wtf #and then i just realized that might be a possibility that i didn't think of bc i was just being #too nice for some reason why did i offer him more help beyond the one time he happend to be at my friend's place when i was too #ajsdkfngslfdgwfdkf lmfao bro #i just fucking zoomed w him and he was like if u wanna get smth to eat or smth bc u helped me so much w the project and i was like #AHHHHHHH FUCK NOOOOOOOO WHY DID THIS HAPPEN #lmfao rip #next time im just gonna say im busy as fuck #bc im busy as fuck 😀😀😀😀😀😀😀 idk why i even said yes today #i saw his text and my first thought was no i have way too much other shit to do #why didn't i just say that #but i felt bad lmfao but then that goes back to WHY DID I OFFER HIM MY NUMBER AND MORE HELP IN THE FIRST PLACE LMAO #goddammit i think it was bc i needed so much help in this class that he's taking so #bro when i offered him my number to lmk if he needed any help tho like #was that a fucking like possible relationship things kinda move wtf TT #🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡 lolllll my fucking clueless i think aroace asssssss #anyway imma forget abt this man and listen to my music and do so many readings for tmrw :'') #jeanne talks

[awek-s-archived]

it sure is hard having a 50 year old child when ur 25 lol

#im tired of raising my mom i rly am it takes such an emotional toll #i love her but its gotten to the point where sometimes she will just come home or walk into a room or #yell one time and it just drains my energy immediately #and every time i have like a bad mental health day or think back abt the decades of abuse im still recovering from bc of my brother #(it only ended last year so i have a lot of recovery to do) #i remember how she basically totally ignored all of it #and only took it seriously when it started to happen to her last year as well #and the other day she was like oh i had a panic attack once and she started trying to explain what they were to me im like mom i literally #have anxiety. im mentally ill. i get panic attacks all the time. #she thinks im a weirdo for it and that i need to grow up but when SHE had it it was different #like its just a lot to deal w lmao #obviously she helps me a lot but its like it takes more to raise a kid than giving them a roof under their head i feel like #a lot of ppl forget this #and we didnt even always have a roof either not that homelessness was any of our choice #but u know what i mean #like emotionally ive been parenting my mom since i was 5 years old its really srarting to eat away at me now #aweks.txt