#anyways 👍

[shiningnightstars]

Victim I made in this whiteboard :D

Hope you enjoy 👍

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#my art #ava #ava victim #animator vs animation #animation vs animator #alan becker #victim ava #ava fanart #ava vic #vic ava #starling sings #augh so many tags head in paws #anyways 👍 #i havent posted any of my designs for the sticks yet because i start overthinking and think people will think im cringe and suck but!!!!! #yknow what if i just. start to post my art more. who cares what people think and all that #ANYWAYS #thank you for lsitening to the ramblings of me #the hand looks a bit off but whatever. i made it witg my finger on whiteboard fox SO

[jessicatredes]

being a party pooper 👍

trying to find books relating to other women who have experienced s//cidal thoughts is v frustrating bc so many are by men or people who've lost someone to s//cide.

also regarding si, attempts, and completion; it's largely only talked about regarding male's ratios and how they have higher completion rates, even tho women have higher attempt and ideation rates. i just feel like when prevention is discussed, attempt ratios aren't brought up and there's a large stressor on men succeeding more (without bringing up they use more lethal means than women typically use). idrk where im going with this but i guess just that it almost feels alienating/uncaring that women aren't discussed in the same capacity (similar to the apparent "male loneliness epidemic")

#kinda rambling about frustrations idk #group therapy sucked today and im still curious if i have any other diagnoses #ANYWAYS 👍

[snoozefiesta]

Just want everyone to know that both Samsung ADCs (referring to SSB and SSW era) have won Worlds. Imp and Deft finally have Worlds skins together despite being 8 years apart.

Now you may be asking, “Rex, why is the fuck is this important ?” Well, if you’re unfamiliar with old LoL let me give you my knowledge.

(Disclaimer : I may get some details wrong or leave some out because well…I was 11 when Deft debuted so I haven’t even heard of League at that point and I only learned this back in 2020.)

Now why Imp and Deft ? Well…

Okay, y’all get the idea.

But why where these two so close ? Well ! Simple, they both played in Samsung, except Imp played in Samsung White and Deft played in Samsung Blue ! Despite being two different teams it was technically one huge team, the players basically lived together and just did everything together. Deft was the youngest between both teams and naturally became the target of affection by like 9 different men, Imp being the main one lmao. (Remember how I said in a prev post that Deft was the closest with the youngest players from 2020 DRX ? Yeah, this is why.)

As you can tell by most of these pics Imp was the one to initiate most of the touching and hugging, well ! Fun fact : when asked about Deft during an interview he said something along the lines of this (not exact quote), “When I first saw Deft, I thought that I was probably gay…” 👍

He famously once said that he wanted to win so badly that he wanted to see Deft cry. Surprise surprise, Deft indeed did cry during Worlds 2014 Semis when SSW beat them effectively ruining their run and basically cursing Deft to never win semis (because he never won past quarters), until recently. Imp then went ahead and said that he felt horrible for making Deft cry.

Overall, the two of them were super close. Deft’s aloof personality combined with imp’s fierce personality was a really interesting dynamic and one i will always look back on and love. I leave y’all with these two screenshots.

In case y’all want to read the article.

imp being jealous of the handsome boy that was (and still is) Rekkles.

#i. a imp and deft connoisseur #this is why i was losing my mind at imp saying he believed in deft #which is absolutely insane of him honestly #anyways i wanted to write more about these two but this is all i got in terms of thoughts #i don’t have the link for the ‘i was thinking about maybe being gay’ from imp but i will scavange the internet for it because i need it too #anyways 👍 #deft #imp #esports

[g4rchomp]

I'm getting so many administrative things done today let's gooo

#also submitted a really really wrong request to the wrong place. oopsies #anyways 👍 #spent all morning sending emails & calling places and I have gotten a few answers so that's nice #1 more thing to do and then I can hmm well go back to work actually 😑

[mx-misty-eyed]

guys guys so i’m in a research program at my school and i’m looking at psychological distress scales to administer for my study and a. all of these look very familiar and b. according to said scales i have a “severe mental disorder” 👍

#im supposed to be doing RESEARCH not GETTING CALLED OUT #idk why i capitalized that but. i’m keeping it #anyways 👍

[dawn-the-rithmatist]

Finding out that Maia Arson “but I stay Silly :3” Crimew is on tumblr is the beep boop kid equivalent of finding out Neil Gaiman is on tumblr. Like. Hello your honor I am a huge fan of your work. Also I can send memes anonymously to your ask box if I felt so inclined.

#I bonded with my lab partner for cybersec over being thrilled over the no fly list leak #we named our team ‘holy ducking bingle’ when asked by the prof to pick a name #anyways 👍

[strangertheory]

🏳️‍🌈🎶

#🏳️‍🌈 #anyways 👍

[haemosexuality]

in an insane period of my life where these kids (my cousins) i remember being born are all turning 10 and im like. i was that small? i was that young when I was 10??

#somehow they started talking ab death and one of turned to me and asked. ''have You ever been to a funeral??'' and i was like holy shit. #when i was your age i had to go to my sisters funeral. youre so young. i was so young. what the fuck?? i was a child what the fuck #anyways 👍 #also thinking about how she wouldve turned 11 this year if she was still alive #like. she wasnt even 3. its been so long

[minwooks-moved]

#(🐝 rambles!) #anyways 👍 #JFFBFJD

[feelo-fick]

why are you still here, then????

#trick question its because he cares about them so muchs 👍🫶 #this is the second only clean thing i have #and the third is ummmmm! well im gonna save it for now because i kinda wanna make it better #anyways. actual tag time #dungeon meshi #chilchuck #chilchuck tims

[randomfaeriedragon]

the pain and frustration when in order to get better at something you have to stop trying so hard. how do I tryhard not being a tryhard

#I might say what this is about but I kinda wanna see what people assume it's about #Anyways 👍

[mystical-overt-333]

new persona and pfp

#anyways 👍 #yeah 👍 #digital art #digital doodle #my persona #tumblr #artists on tumblr #pfp #new pfp #profile picture #i love stars

[bixiaoshi]

i HATE when my family's like "u have to be careful abt what u say around this person" like okay then yall gotta be careful abt what you say around me too bcs the shit i gotta hear sometimes makes me want to rip all of my hair off

#I HATEEE HOW ITS ALWAYS DIRECTED TOWARDS ME #bcs then i always have to hear the most misogynistic shit ever said and im supposed to be fine with that??? like 😐 #'omg no u can't say that' okay then u gotta stay quiet abt this topic when im around. thats only fair. #anyways 👍 #jo.txt

[charhounds]

#sorry. anyway #dungeon meshi #chilchuck tims #edit the caption on the second image doesnt show up unless you click on it. damn #i moved it so it shows up now 👍

[vebokki]

shen qingqiu and the mystery of why people fear his cutest disciple

#dw he only turns into an eldritch monster if u get too close to sqq. steer clear and u should be fine 👍 #actually id steer clear anyway..if he bites u im not legally responsible #svsss #luo binghe #人渣反派自救系统 #svsss fanart #mxtx #shen qingqiu #scum villains self saving system

[knifearo]

being aromantic is like. hey btw you're going to live a life that is the culmination of most of society's worst nightmares. sorry lol ✌�� but then you turn around and take a really good hard look at it and it turns out that living in that nightmare is fucking awesome and you get to wake up every day and take that fear that other people have and laugh and hold it close until it's a great joy for you instead. and being happy is a radical act that you define instead of someone else. and you're sexy as fuck that's just a fact of life i don't make the rules on that one

#aromantic people are just sexy i'm not making the decisions here it's just facts #course ur hot as fuck. it came free with the aromanticism #being sexy is just default settings for aromantic people 👍 #hope this all helps. anyway i'm on my 'i hope i die alone <3 i can't wait to die alone <3' kick rn #i think the existential fear that people have of Not Partnering specifically is so. well. #obviously that shit is strong and it is SO awesome to be free of it. #realizing you're aro and you don't Want a partner can be such a hit to the solar plexus #cause society says that's the only thing that'll make you happy. so either you go without that thing or you force yourself #into doing something you don't want which would make you unhappy anyway. #so you think it's a lose lose situation and you have to come to terms with what amatonormativity presents as the worst possible situation #but then! whoa! turns out personhood is inherently valuable in and of itself and romantic partnering is just a construct! #and that nightmare is now your life to do with as you please... define as you will... structure as you want... #best case scenario. is what i'm saying. #every day i wake up ready to spit all that amatonormative rhetoric back in life's teeth by being alone and being happy #and it's so fucking satisfying. every day. #fucking JUBILANT being by myself. and i love being a living breathing 'fuck you' to the romantic system #you need a partner to be happy? oh that's sooo fucking crazy guess i'll go be miserable then. in my perfect fucking dream life lmao #yeah obviously it's the worst possible outcome on earth to die without a partner. so terrible. can't wait for it :) #aromantic #aromanticism #aro positivity #aroace #arospec #sorry to bitches who are sad about not having a partner. i could not give a fuck though get better soon #you couldn't EVER pay me enough to go back to a mindset in which my inherent value wasn't enough by myself. #FUCK that shit. absolutely miserable and a bad life outlook in general. like genuinely do the work w/ amatonormativity and get better #life is something that can be so fulfilling whether someone wants to kiss you or whatever or not #i'm on antidepressants and i have people i care deeply about. what the fuck would i need a partner for lmao