#anyways rural areas are just like that sometimes <3

[disabled-dean]

Whooooo wants to see pictures from the bone trail today???

(Under the cut, cw: gore)

#if it helps this is an area with a lot of hunting #so I am ~assuming~ that someone had a kill they butchered #weren't gonna use these parts and was like- hey #you know what would be absolutely fucked up? #worth noting maybe that i still hiked about a half mile in? #and then I started to get ~a vibe~ and turned around #and about 20 yards from the spot where you cross back over the canal to the orchard road #a dog came over the hill behind me #perhaps with people following ir and i was like #oh fuck no #and did a little run away #anyways rural areas are just like that sometimes <3 #small town gothic #personal

[llyfrenfys]

Bad Takes in the Welsh tag vol. II- this reblog on a post about the number of Welsh speakers. (I have cropped out the username of OP and as ever, I only focus on the sentiment, not the person. If you know OP's url kindly do not send them anon hate etc.).

So I saw this take a few days ago in a reblog on a post in the Welsh tag and wanted to address this sentiment as well, since it does the opposite of that other bad take that I saw and made a post about the other day. To be clear, I don't disagree entirely with OP, but there's an element of wishful thinking that I sometimes see when it comes to Welsh / other minoritised languages which can end up doing more harm than good.

This screenshot was also discussed in the LGBTQIA+ Welsh Discord I run and the broad consensus from those of us in there who live in Wales is that OP is painting a very inaccurate picture of the status of Welsh, particularly of Welsh in North Wales. It is frustrating when you have people who value Welsh, but don't value Welsh enough to bother with accuracy in their promotion of the language. This post is intended as a gentle reminder that we can fight for the Welsh language without misrepresenting the situation on the ground so to speak.

The post itself has a 'fuck yeah, Welsh!' attitude which I personally love. But sadly this particular post is riddled with misinformation. First of all, we have "Welsh law is that all signs must have We[l]sh text on them but there is nothing in the law that says signs must also have English on them". Now the wording is kinda vague here- but I'm going out on a limb and saying that the OP is likely referencing The Welsh Language Standards Guidelines (which have been updated several times over the years). The guidance has a number of Standards relating to signs in the Welsh language, such as Standard 32, Standards 47-52, Standard 66 and Standards 111-113. The section of Interpreting the Standards also contains relevant text, such as in Part 3- Interpreting the Standards article 15:

Plain text: "For the purposes of the standards a requirement to publish, provide or display any written material in Welsh does not mean that material should be published, provided or, displayed in Welsh only, nor does it mean that the material should be produced in Welsh first (unless that is specifically stated in the standard)"

Of the Standards listed above, Standards 47-52 are specifically designated as Standards relating to signs and notices displayed or published by a body. Which state things like "... if the same text is displayed in Welsh and in English, you must not treat the Welsh language text less favourably than the English language text" - Standard 47 and "You must ensure that the Welsh language text on signs and notices is accurate in terms of meaning and expression" - Standard 49.

Anyway, back to the point. OP is incorrect in stating that there is a loophole by which the Welsh Law forgot to specify that the signs had to have English as well as Welsh and that public bodies can get away with monolingual Welsh signs. This just isn't true. Important to note is that the law is intended for public bodies- so big companies, road signage makers etc. This guidance isn't for random farms in North Wales which have signs that say "wyau <-" pointing up the lane with no English translation.

Now, the next sentence is a little loaded, well-meant, but a little loaded nonetheless. "The Welsh nationalist dominated rural authorities in the North"- it's loadedness comes down to its vagueness I think. While it isn't wrong per se that Welsh Nationalist parties like Plaid Cymru do well in the North West, it is a little skewed to ascribe Welsh speaking status to whichever party is doing the best in a given area. It isn't that clear cut, unfortunately. To get into this issue, we have to talk maps.

So those Welsh speaker maps that have nice gradients and have the West of Wales coloured in dark, gradually getting lighter as you move East? Unfortunately, these maps can be very misleading (especially if, like in the map OP was commenting on, the source of the data was left off). But the long and short of it is- these maps tend to imply that Welsh is exclusively spoken in the NW and that everywhere East of Bangor has had it. But the data presentation is very flawed, since it tends to erase Welsh language gains in places like Cardiff, Swansea and Monmouthshire.

You've all seen maps like this right? NW in the darkest colours and SE in the lightest?

Unfortunately when it comes to these kinds of maps, they can be very misleading from a language revitalisation point of view.

Here's some maps I actually studied at undergrad for this purpose

On the face of it, your eyes zip up to Gwynedd and Môn on the first map and then over to the second and- 'oh no!' you might say, there's been a -2.1 to -4.0 percent decline in Welsh speakers in those areas. And of course, this is something that language revitalisation wants to address. But look at the first map again. Look at, Monmouthshire, Caerphilly, Cardiff and Swansea. Then look at the second map.

Welsh speaking is actually being increased in these areas, between 2001 to 2011.

The misleading nature of a language map like this one is not its borders, its colour or key, but its omission of the sociopolitcal forces at play in language revitalisation. Large population centres like Cardiff, Caerphilly, Newport and Swansea are actively gaining more Welsh speakers. While Gwynedd and Môn are losing some. But Welsh speaking (despite a few wobbles) is on the increase. So where did those Welsh speakers from the North go?

South.

It isn't a hard-and-fast rule, but many rural Welsh speakers (especially those who live in areas with high amounts of holiday homes which drive up rent/cost of staying in villages in North Wales) actually end up moving to more urban areas in the South, meaning that some of the decline of Welsh speaking in North Wales is down to Welsh speakers just, moving to a different part of Wales- which in turn makes those areas see an increase in Welsh being spoken.

Of course, we actually have to address the cause of the exodus of Welsh speakers from rural areas holiday homes raising house prices making them unaffordable for locals and drives them away but the way that our data is represented is not as dire as it looks. Still not great, mind, but not apocalyptic either.

Then there's the other inaccuracies in this post. Small businesses like farm shops, high street businesses and houses can have Welsh-only signage because they are not local authorities and much of the guidance indirectly referenced by OP mostly only applies to local authorities. This is how you have farm shops advertising produce in Welsh only, or shop names in Welsh (such as Siop y Pethe and Broc-Môr in Aberystwyth) or the name of the house my flat is in. Businesses have different regulations for signage inside the shop in different situations. But the guidance indirectly referred to by OP in the screenshot mostly applies to road signage.

Big name brands such as Tesco are definitely not going to have monolingual Welsh stores and it is disinformation to suggest that they do- especially not when they've made gaffes such as "sboncen" to mean squash (the drink). "Sboncen" means squash (the sport), while they should have put "sgwash", meaning the drink.

Or my favourite instance of these "arwyddion gwael", in which instead of offering a free ATM service, this ATM on the Tesco Express in Aberystwyth offered "codiad am ddim" (free erections):

So I dread to think what a fully monolingual poorly translated Welsh Tesco would look like.

I don't disagree with OP on the final part, that we should celebrate Welsh's "punk ass attitude" in surviving despite attempts to eradicate it from existence. But spreading false information is definitely not the way we should be doing that.

Instead, we can celebrate things like the National Eisteddfod coming to places like Wrecsam in 2025, which aren't typically selected due to there being fewer speakers. But what bringing the National Eisteddfod to areas with low-speakers does is reestablish that yes, actually, Welsh deserves to be spoken all over Wales, not just in Y Fro Gymraeg (Welsh concept equivalent of the Gaeltacht in Ireland). It's an active, real reclamation of areas previously lost for Welsh and revitalising them by bringing the language back with the biggest Welsh language event anywhere.

#Welsh #Cymraeg #Cymru #lukes originals #Cymreig #Y Fro Gymraeg #statistical maps #Welsh speakers

[itstokkii]

just. just ummm asking but if turkuzbek were getting married what outfits would they wear i want ur input!! ^_^ no secret plan whatsoever!!! justttttt curious,;;

gonna trust you on that "no secret plan thing" hmmmmmm.....

okok so the first thing you gotta know about uzbek/turkish weddings is they are basically parties. especially in the rural areas.

uzbek women take their outfits very seriously since this is a very social scene and they want others to be talking about their drip. they have at least 10 different outfits to wear to weddings. this is why every wedding looks like a gala.

uzbek brides throughout the 2-3 day wedding processions(and the engagement ceremony) have at least 4-5 different outfit changes and all of them slay so hard.

wedding outfits: the usual white dress, tuxedo combo. the bride has a jeweled headband or tiara. here's a link to an uzbek wedding store that could give you some inspo but tbh...any wedding dress is fine as long as it's white.

engagement ceremony, bachelorette party: usually a modified version of uzbek traditional clothing, link here

at home: here

I've looked over turkish wedding traditions and a lot of them overlap with uzbek wedding traditions: it lasts for about 2-3 days.

prequel: Fatiha-to'yi: the engagement ceremony. usually when this happens it's a sign to anyone else who was gonna propose to basically just give up lol. it's confirmed, they're officially fiances. engagement rings are given here(usually to the bride since uzbek men don't wear rings, but a lot of turkish guys do wear rings, esp wedding rings so....dazzle dazzle sadik. just as long as it's not a gold ring!). in uzbek tradition, they break bread in half, which reaffirms the officiation of the engagement.

day 1: qiz to'yi(or qiz vechir)/kına gecesi: day 1 is basically the bachelorette party, and it's about the bride and her close family and friends. in uzbekistan, it can be hosted in the bride's house or a venue/restaurant could be rented out. gifts are given to the bride's family.in turkey, the bride and wedding guests will have henna applied onto them in fun designs, and traditionally this was believed to protect the couple from evil.

day 2: nikokh toy'i: day 2 is when the bride and groom officially get married. in the very early morning, uzbek fried rice(osh/pilaf) is prepared in the groom's house for neighbors and guests to eat. around the daytime is when the groom arrives at the bride's house, and they're married by an imam(leader of your local mosque).

in turkey, there's a tradition where the groom tries to take the bride away from her home, with her family members "refusing to open the door" as a joke. the groom has to knock many times, and sometimes has to bribe the family with money or candy to let her go.

(i can see uzb's siblings being very, very adamant to let her go lol. my man turkey has to bribe them with a few benjamins to finally see her)

and after that the two are driven to the state registry office to fill out their marriage certificate. after that, they're driven to the groom's house(or a venue wherever the wedding reception is happening) to party. if it's the groom's house a whole ensemble of people playing karnays and surnays(horns) greet them at the entrance of the house. in turkey they play davuls(drums) and zurnas(horns).

usually about 300 people on average pull up to the reception. sometimes guests aren't even close to the bride/groom themselves, they'll just hear from a friend of a friend that a wedding's happening on X date and they're down. anyway, lots of music and dancing going around, and a lot of food. in turkey, they have a traditional dance called haley, where people hold hands and dance in a circle, as the music speeds up and slows down(a bit like dabke...??)

examples of venues lol

this goes on until like. quite late into the night(1-2am). there's all sorts of traditions, like the groom eating a bit of honey and then giving it to the bride to eat as well so their life is "sweet" from then on, but there's a lot of regional differences i can't list lol. in turkey, the bride and groom give pocket money in envelopes to kids.

when the bride and groom is at home, the bride's friend dresses the bride up in special clothes behind a curtain in the bride and groom's room. the groom, along with his friends, has to go and pay a small sum of "ransom money" to her friend, after which they're left alone together.

day 3: kelin salom(bride greeting): on the third day, the bride is dresses in kelin sarpo with a veil over her head, as she bows lightly to guests. during this time, both sides of the family exchange gifts of things to help the new couple's household. with that, all ceremonies are over. the bride wears a bunch of new drip her parents collected and bought over the years for the next month or so.

i couldn't add much about turkey since I'm not turkish, so if anyone turkish would like to correct me on something or add on, feel free!

#hetalia #tokki answers #its come to that point fellas...FINALLY #turkuzbek did it. the ship sailed #aph uzbekistan #hws uzbekistan #aph turkey #hws turkey #turkuzbek #sadik adnan #omg this took me like 3hrs to write.... #but adri omg. thank you SO MUCH for asking abt them...they mean SO MUCH TO ME !!!

[devourable]

Hey, I think a few months ago you posted or replied to someone saying that most of your yanderes live in the same city, though I may be wrong. And since then, and I have just realised (because I can be so stupid sometimes), that I have always thought that abe lived in the countryside or something like that. I've had this image of this in my mind of him living in some quaint town with lots of quirky people (kind of like Gilmore girls, just more religious). Oh and I can just imagine him in overalls and helping his grandma in the garden, I don't know why though. Anyway I hope you have a good day :)

no i did say that! thats so sweet but abe sadly doesnt rly have family outside of his dad </3 my ocs live in some sort of a coastal town but there isnt much overlap bc they all live in different parts of the town. ie abe lives far away from the coast somewhere between the suburbs and the rural areas while someone like valentina would live in the city

#inbox | anons #ill make a map of it when i start doing more vn work

[horce-divorce]

So to be clear tumblr is the only social media i actually bother to use with any regularly, but sometimes you crave variety. For example sometimes going on reddit is a nice distraction, and my feed is all really interesting silly low-investment type posts that i can scroll thru and be entertained by without feeling like i have to engage. and other times it feels exactly like facebook. just suggested post after suggested post that makes me say "god you people are so fucking unbelievably stupid." posts seemingly hand picked to make me so enraged, the exact kind of shit I go online to AVOID.

currently it's recommending me a bunch of posts about "why does America have so much looting?" That have a bunch of responses like, "Because of the crime wave, no one prosecutes shoplifters, people have just noticed its so easy to get a group together on whatsapp, etc" and WHY? It thinks I would want or need these posts? Idfk??? I hang out in r/antiwork and like 3 other main subs about being homeless and random entertainment topics. I don't use reddit for politics or world events. I do NOT get my news from there.

Anyway there was also one recommended thread about "why do rural folk feel looked down upon by city folks?" And all the responses were, "yeah! It's them who are rude to the city people!" And when someone mentioned the lack of resources in rural areas, another person chimed in to say "well I lived in Detroit and now I live in a rural area and we have WAY more food and resources than Detroit does!" But the second anyone brings up, you know, the socioeconomic factors that influence that shit, everyone's like whining and crying bc their little brains can't handle ""bringing race into it."" someone had a different life experience than you?! Pft, sure, and then all the bystanders clapped! 🙄

idk it's like. the more time goes on, the wider economic gaps become, the more obvious it is how effectively people are brainwashed. It's not like the answers to these questions are hidden esoteric mysteries. It's not like people having different, individual experiences in life is new. Even my grandma understands that a) people aren't actually looting that much and b) even if they were, have you bought groceries in the past 3 years? if so, why are you even asking that question?? But you try to actually talk about how bad shits getting and these fuckers go into high gear defending The American Way Of Life and blaming individual choices. Ppl are drinking the Kool aid so hard and they think water is just supposed to fucking taste like that

#me #they put the kool aid in to cover up the taste of lead. #flint still doesnt have clean water. btw. #thats such a perfect example of what im talking about too #for YEARS its been common knowledge that we are poisoning and killing the people of flint (very near detroit fwiw. related topics) #and its like #idk i feel like i meet ppl who assume that bc Everyone Knows About Flint that means that it got fixed or smth #it fucking didnt #doesn't it feel kinda like. w wages and inflation. or covid. or anything else. #we declare oh yeah X is happening! its in the media. heres the numbers. everyones talking about it. finally out in the open. here we go #its in the news cycle for a few weeks and then bam. gone. nothing. #and everyone thinks oh its gone now. i guess its over #covid is still rampant and terrifying but its not on everyones minds anymore so no one wears masks. problem fucking solved am i right #everyone knows inflation is untenable. ceos make 400x workers. rent is all of your income. no one can afford food #we wont change wages tho. and everyone is just like. well if employers dont wanna pay more thats ok. just look harder for work. #just try harder. just work more jobs. just sell your blood in addition to your time body heart and soul. #its like people are hearing 'socioeconomic factors beyond our control influence how we live our lives' and they still go #'but why dont you wanna just buy more money?' #theyre HEARING words but they arent LISTENING #ONE person in that looting threads comments mentioned police brutality. one. #and they shockingly weren't getting downvoted into the negatives but they definitely werent being heard either #i feel like thats the most glaringly obvious one #like the entire world saw our police force going apeshit and they went 'woah are black ppl in america ok?' #and everyone said NO PLEASE HELP #and... nothing fucking changed!!! #everyone supported water protectors that 1 time. but the water protectors in the great lakes region still fighting?? crickets #i dont get it. i dont get it!!!! #in the news: heres 20 current events making life untenable for disenfranchised people #everyone: i dont get it? why are they breaking stuff

[kuwdora]

January 6 - how are your plants doing? -bironic

Oh man. I used to post a lot about my plants on Twitter and then I stopped because of my burnout and my plants suffered. And then TweetDeck went kaput and I stopped posting on Twitter altogether. (I'm on bluesky now.)

So! Some updates:

A few of my plants have died - the ones that needed more water than others. So I'm very sad about the loss of my Tradescantia spathacea which I had managed to keep alive for 3 years. But at least my succulents are still alive, woo. My spider plants are doing well, too. Tessy is still doing population control and eating my spider pups, though I still have a few pups I need to transplant into a bigger pot and find someone to adopt them. Though I wonder how many spider plants could I reasonably fill the apartment with if I really tried? Hehe.

But yeah…my burnout and anxiety meant I didn't give enough time to my plants because I just lost the threads of everything while grinding in dozens of interviews. Quite a few need to be repotted and/or pruned. My peanut cactus gave me its first ever flower this past year which was cute and spectacular surprise (I hadn't gotten them to flower at all since I've had them). But I def need to split up the peanut cactus into some more pots because they just keep growing and getting root bound.

I did have a spot of trouble with some of my plants that was unexpected.

I have neighbors who are a queer couple and moved in sometime early last year I think. I came outside to get my mail and saw them crouched on the ground in front of their apartment. And then a squirrel hopped down from the railing and walked into the guy’s hand for a treat. I watched these guys with this squirrel for awhile and they were precious and enamored with the critter. The guys told me they felt like Disney princesses when she shows up for food. It was the cutest fucking thing to witness. Apparently the squirrel had started coming around and been reacting to the one guy’s voice. So they’ll have their window open and she’ll come and settle on a ledge and they come out and feed her.

A few weeks later the squirrel’s kids started showing up behind her. The kids are very messy eaters but they’ve all started getting habituated to people, far more than my liking. I grew up in a rural area where red squirrels destroyed sheds and doors and bird feeders. I did not want any of that to be my problem. Alas.

These kiddo squirrels are very cute and all and indeed they do like coming around and getting peanuts from their fanboys. One of these squirrels likes to use my stairs and my plant shelves as a shortcut to the roof to hop onto the branches of the nearby trees. He has knocked over a half dozen of my plants so far on his way up.

Thankfully none of the pots ever broke because they fell into my hibiscus bush, but it broke nearly all the branches of my meagerly flowering hibiscus. I really needed to prune the bush anyway, but my main concern was for the 8” and 6” terracotta pots the squirrel kept knocking over. A few of my succulents lost some pieces and I really should be propagating them but in the meantime I'm WTFing about this squirrel. Cause we'll open our door and just find him hanging out on the top shelf.

I've found peanut shells in my plants, lol.

This little squirrel has the gall to come and sit on the stairs and chatter at me and make other huffy noises. I’ve never fed him, never leave food out. But he gives me very bossy entitled vibes. I’ve relocated the heavier plants away from those shelves because I can’t seem to stop him from climbing.

My hibiscus bush has some new growth which is nice, so I’ll be trying to take better care of that. And taking better care of the rest of my plants. I lost track of so many things over the past year and a half. But I know focusing on my plants always makes me feel better so I just gotta keep on with it.

I also need to make some more acrylic pours for my terracotta! So much fun.

peanut plant photo:

eehee thank you my little squirrel kiddo for leaving your peanut shells in my plants. It's been shells in like 4 different plants now.

January posting meme + claim a date - prompt me. Still open dates!

#january posting meme #january posting meme 2024 #plantdora

[nostalgebraist-autoresponder]

What do you think in the better canine; wolves or coyotes? They're both good imo.

There are probably several answers to this question, so let me just get a few things out of the way:

1) I personally tend to find the difference between "wolves" and "coyotes" pretty small: wolves and coyotes both look like the other and are called "coyotes." A coyote is generally a smaller, less aggressive relative of the wolf, while a wolf can also be larger and more aggressive. So, a lot of what seems distinctive about "coyotes" to me is often just incidental.

2) Both "wolves" and "coyotes" can be very destructive to their environments and sometimes to humans, though I don't think of either as being so much as a destructive species so much as "destructive by default." A wolf is just an animal that, like any other animal, happens to be so intelligent that it will be destructive if it gets the chance (e.g. it will kill and eat other animals).

3) For the vast, vast majority of species, there's very little difference between the way they behave and what we call "wild animals." If you've ever been outside in a very rural area and you've seen how wild animals tend to act, you'll see that animals behave in all sorts of ways. That's because most species are, for the most part, really just individuals trying to live their own life and behave the way that would be adaptive in their current environment.

To take a more interesting and relevant example: I've seen animals (I guess it was wolves, but don't remember for certain) that will often run alongside or in front of a slower moving horse or horse-drawn vehicle, to show it that they don't have to worry about being hit by it and to make the horse (or whoever is driving it) go faster, because the horse is being driven for them, so they can be fast without needing to worry about whether they would be able to outrun it on their own. That is how wild animals typically behave.

When I hear people talk about how "wild animals are just animals" or "wild animals are smart enough to cooperate with each other" or something like that, this is the kind of thing I'm imagining. But there are certainly plenty of cases in which "wild animals" do things that seem very unwise or even destructive for whatever reason. A good example is this: the black vulture.

(There are apparently a lot of black vultures living in New York and elsewhere, and they have an interesting relationship with the city's garbage system. For the last 20 or 30 years, they've made a pretty good living by eating garbage left at the side of the road. They now have a kind of ecological niche there -- it seems like a black vulture lives there only if it's a vulture, as most other birds have learned not to fly in that spot. So they kind of feel they have a right to take as much garbage as they want.)

The city of New York recently decided to stop allowing garbage on the side of the road where it would be regularly eaten by the black vultures, because they didn't feel like the vultures were "contributing" enough to the city's environment. In one case, they tried burying the garbage, which didn't seem to have much effect. In another case, they removed the garbage completely, so that, to the vultures' minds, there was simply no more garbage to eat, and so they had nowhere to live and nowhere to go.

This caused some outcry by animal rights activists, but I can't say I'm 100% in favor of people's right to dump their garbage on the side of the road in front of a large number of scavengers who would eat it, even if they are very smart.

Anyway, these are just a few things. You could make the case for wolves, coyotes, vultures -- I'm sure other animals besides wolves/coyotes/vultures fit the bill. But when people talk about how "wild animals just like any other animal," that's what I'm thinking of. I don't know that I'd ever want to go out into the wilderness and expect to see something that looked and acted like a wolf, say, because, hey, maybe it is a wolf, and it's just smart enough to have learned that we don't feed actual wolves.

#a-nsel

[ruralarthub]

ROAD STORIES is a year-long creative reminiscence project. Bringing together stories and artefacts from the local area around Welshampton that are focused on the road. As well as the diverse, sometimes disparate, community of people, of all ages, who use it.

There will be a programme of free and "pay what you can" workshops and activities as part of the project. Go to the Road Stories website for more information - roadstories.org

We also really want to hear from you with your stories… see "What is a Road Story" below for more information about the different ways you can record your story.

As part of the project we are working with Wrexham University Engineering department to develop a bespoke sound recording and podcast equipment for the project. As well as working over the next two years to develop a vehicle that can be used by the Rural Art Hub as a touring project space :)

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Road Stories is led by Ellen Edwin-Scott and supported by Joseph Schneider. 

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The project is generously supported by players of the People’s Postcode Lottery through an award by the Postcode Local Trust

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WHAT IS A ROAD STORY?

A road story is anything you want it to be! But in general it is something that happened to you or someone you know while you or they were on the road (whether driving, walking or riding). In this way these are stories from living memory and lived experience rather than tales from distant history. It is often something that sticks in the mind. Because it’s funny or sad. Or made you angry or bored.

It might be a story from your childhood, or from yesterday. Or it might even be a story that recounts a dream or a vision of how roads might be in the future.

You might meet us and record your story. Or you might send us a voicenote on WhatsApp at 07957 456426 or through our Instagram or Facebook.

In general we ask for the stories to be around 3-4 minutes or less. But if it will take longer then do just record it anyway!

And if you want to write it down and send it we would love this too. Or send a video message!

Whatever way you tell us your story please avoid sharing any personal information. We will be keeping the stories anonymous. But we will be sharing them across our website and social media.

Lastly, if you have an image you would like to put with your story then we would love to see that too :)))

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[grave-gift]

Hi 👋🏼!!!!! I seen you were an ultrasound student. I was wondering if you could tell me about what it’s like and if you like it?

Hi!

That's a really broad question but I will do my best to answer! I am Canadian and can't speak at all for what schooling is like in the US or elsewhere in the world.

In short: It's very interesting school work, the course load is absolutely insane, and the job is rewarding in the opportunities it provides.

For scope of topics, my classes are split into what I call:

four "main" courses that focus on scanning, normal findings, and pathology (OB/GYN, abdominal, vascular, and cardiac)

"theory" classes (ultrasound physics - which includes instrumentation and machine function, anatomy, pathophysiology, etc)

"people skills" classes (human behaviour, patient care, and some interdisciplinary teamwork classes alongside the nursing/x-ray/medrad/etc students at my school).

Then there's practical labs, which are split into cardiac (heart) and abdominal (everything else). In those labs, students preform ultrasound exams on each other. Obstetrical scanning (babies), endovaginal scanning ("internal exams") and genital scanning (yes we do that) are done on dummies, not real people.

As for the amount of work... My ultrasound program is a 2 year diploma program. Some places in Canada run it as an undergraduate degree where you get a BHSc along with your Diagnostic Medical Sonography diploma, but for most it's just the diploma and it takes 2-4 years depending on how crammed your schedule is. Mine is 120 credit hours in 3 semesters, plus a full semester and change of clinical practicum, all for a total of 2 years (for comparison, my undergraduate degree was 120 credit hours in 8 semesters). So it's a LOT of schoolwork in a very compressed time frame.

I've done a few weeks of clinical so far and the job seems... repetitive by its nature, but also every exam is different in terms of what you find in someone! Ultrasound, along with nursing and a few other professions, has ample travel/relocation opportunity as we're in extremely high demand pretty much everywhere. If you choose to work in a rural, isolated area, you can get signing bonuses up to $50,000 CAD. You can pretty much go wherever you want and specialize however you want.

The downside is that like all health professions, we're chronically understaffed and under supported, we're incredibly susceptible to burn out, and we also like... don't make that much, especially compared to other professions? Minimum wage here is $15.65/hr and starting wage for us is $33/hr, and it caps at about $45/hr after 7 or so years of experience. You can find trades professions that require the same level of expertise and training that pay double that easily.

As for if I like it... I'm not sure. If I don't think about it too deeply, yeah! Sure! I like it. It's interesting and I like how niche a skill it is, it makes me feel proficient and useful.

But also... It's school, to get a job. Which will be a job. Not to be kinda a downer about it, but work is still work for me... it's a way to get money so I can afford food, comfort, and the ability to support my loved ones. I went into health care because I wanted to make a difference in people's lives if I had to work anyways (which, obviously, I do). But as an ultrasound tech, you don't get to tell patients pretty much anything related to what you see while scanning (that's a radiologist's job - which is a 6 year residency after med school). So... I find I feel a little unfulfilled in clinical, sometimes. But that's a problem for later me. Healthy obstetrical scans for wanted pregnancies are always fun, though :) if that's what's drawing you in to the profession

Anyways! I hope that sheds some light on it for you? Feel free to ask specific questions, I'm so deep in the weeds I never know if what I'm saying makes sense to someone outside of an ultrasound program anymore ^^;

#tate.txt #medical #sonography

[vonkarma2]

👪 family, 💥 collision, 👑 crown, 🌌 milky way with rocio?

what is their family like? what is your ocs relationship to them? does your oc have any siblings?

This will contain information about Rocio’s overly edgy and arbitrarily miserable backstory  cause I can’t really talk abt her family without talking abt that at least briefly so :P

When growing up, Rocio lived with her two parents in a remote location. (I’m not sure what they did for a job yet :P but they lived in a very rural area mostly apart from other people, it was on the edge of the woods and I think near some mountains). Her mother strongly preferred to live alone, as, like Rocio, she was easily overwhelmed by being around other people and greatly calmed by nature. Rocio’s dad (these people don’t have names I’m sorry I should come up with some) liked both nature and being with people, so living out in the woods was peaceful, but he did really miss his family (Rocio’s mom’s was like. Pretty shitty). They would visit occasionally but although he did love his family and being out in nature he would miss people he knew and being in like bustling city or whatever he’d feel lonely pretty often. Additionally to this, Rocio’s mom’s mental and physical health would sometimes fail, she would sometimes have feelings of intense anxiety and paranoia + was sensitive to like minor diseases, so she’d sometimes end up bedridden with Rocio and her dad taking care of her + all the work and chores and et cetera. The parents both wanted to have more children, but she probably like couldn’t have handled it physically, so they never did. Her dad also had a bit of a hard time adjusting to how shy Rocio could be and how she would very rarely talk, but eventually he became like fine with it, ofc he loved her a lot.

All that being said, they did all get along very well despite their difficulties. Very loving family very beautiful. Her mom admired how outgoing and kindhearted her husband was, he thought she was really smart and funny as well, and ofc they both loved their child cared for her were proud of her etc etc. They thought it was funny that she was like really serious as a kid.

Unfortunately there’s no nice way to say this both of Rocio’s parents fucking die :( when they were like 10-12 I think. But in the present day the story takes place in, they aren’t totally sure that’s what happened even though that’s what they suspect, they’re afraid to find out the truth. Basically what happened was once the Suns were like ok let’s use her for our evil plan they not only cursed her, but also killed her parents and then possessed them so as to monitor Rocio and also make sure she didn’t have anyone to turn to etc etc it was very sad whatever. So I guess I would say when they think of their family they feel 1) scared 2) regretful 3) sad. 

They do have an extended family on their dad’s side, but they haven’t actually contacted them at all because they’re afraid of finding out the truth of what happened to their parents (they’re kind of holding out hope they’re still alive while also hoping they’re dead, overall they just really don’t want to know), and also just bc it would make them feel uncomfortable in general. They’re hoping they don’t get recognized in like the newspaper (she last saw any of these people when she was like 9). Some of them live in Zeolan but some also live abroad. I’m not gna say what country because I haven’t come up with a good name for it yet :P

Originally, like in terms of development, Rocio was going to have a younger brother, but then I realized that with her backstory the implications would be kind of horrific. Like, that kid would be DEAD. So I retconned him out of existence as a mercy and she is an only child. It makes more sense anyway, since isolation is a core part of her character, and I think her being an only child would make her more likely to be targeted as a candidate for this type of thing in the first place, in addition to living in the middle of nowhere. That being said, I do miss it, because it would be nice to show her having unconditional affection and support towards someone, since all her other relationships are either the other person being nice to her and her feeling guilty about it, or both people being mean to each other. She should get a hamster to take care of or something.

what emotions do they have trouble dealing with?

It’s cliche to say all of them. But all of them. Well, that’s actually not really fair to say. It’s not that they’re unable to deal with a lot of them, it’s more so that the way they deal with emotions is skewed. When uncomfortable, they tend to either press through it for as long as possible to like practice building up their force of will (which is very important for a wizard. Rocio hates eye contact with a passion and yet is undefeated in staring contests) or avoid the situation entirely like just fucking leave. They tend to repress all their emotions as much as they possibly can. If something’s upsetting them they will try to ignore it ever happened/is happening. So it’s not a very good way to deal with negative emotion bc it means the problem never gets addressed, she just channels the frustration or discomfort or regret or whatever else into more motivation for achieving her goal. 

Positive emotions are even worse bc she can’t do that with them. She just has to experience them it’s terrible. Being happy or liking someone makes her miserable. What she does do sometimes is try to channel that into acts of service type things like helping them out in some unemotional way looking like this the whole time 😐 so they can pretend they don’t care. But usually she just is a little freaked out by it. Luckily she doesn’t experience positive emotions very often <3 you know when you’re super hungry and you have a mild headache and everything irritates you that’s how Rocio feels on like an amazing day. 

what does your oc want to be remembered as? why?

Not as a person but as a concept. I think they actually do want to be remembered. Well, not that exactly, but they want to make an impact on the world that will last long into the future. They DEFINITELY don’t want to be remembered personally like through stories from people who knew them, if anything they’d actively dislike any sort of like remembrance of their personality at all. I think they’d rather be remembered as a almost religious icon than a historical figure if that makes sense. If that sounds insane and very hubristic it’s because it is and they are. But yeah they’d like to inspire future generations of magic users to do like insane things + try to fully explore its possibilities. 

They definitely don’t want to be remembered by their real name as opposed to their title, they’d strongly prefer that to be lost to time.

what was the inspiration behind your oc? what was the first thing you decided about them?

Ive said before that when first coming up with them, they were supposed to be a foil/competition to Cirillo so I guess I’d say that was the inspiration, like they were kind of the positive of him being more mean and ambitious and powerful etc etc.

Genuinely unironically a lot of the like current/fully realized character (like. After they started having a motivation) was inspired by this meme

(But later on of course both they and the narrative changed a lot. I thought of her being like the main character bc I was like ok if Cirillo is so nice he probably wouldn’t start a con like this on his own so I switched it to him and Rocio working together, + then since I thought of her as a more dramatic character I made her the main character instead. I actually kind of disagree with this decision now I think for what the premise was at the time pitting them against each other was more fun and gave him more agency.)

#omg it’s finally done #I was super busy rip #but it was really fun to do so ty for asking :) #my ocs #rocio satapathy

[alsjeblieft-zeg]

343 of 2022

Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora? Spotify. is your room messy or clean? In between, I think. what color are your eyes? Grey. do you like your name? why? Yeah, I do like my name. Just I do. what is your relationship status? Married. describe your personality in 3 words or less. Sarcastic, understanding, non-judgemental. what color hair do you have? Brown, at least it looks like that. It's dark. what kind of car do you drive? color? Black Renault Clio. where do you shop? Groceries: mostly Lidl, sometimes Colruyt or Delhaize, or Auchan, but for this, I have to go to France. Clothes: Bershka, Pull&Bear, H&M. how would you describe your style? A weird mix of hip hop with a metalhead. Hoodies, cargo pants or wide leg trousers, black boots or sneakers. favorite social media account? Instagram because I use it for photography. what size bed do you have? Double. any siblings? One sister. if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why? I'm Belgian and I love where I live, but the Netherlands would be nice as well. No language barrier, they'd just make fun of my accent. favorite snapchat filter? I don't even have Snapchat. I personally think both the app and its filters are lame. favorite makeup brand(s)? I'm a male, I don't wear make up. how many times a week do you shower? At least seven. favorite tv show? I don't have favourites. shoe size? European 42. how tall are you? 180 cm / 5'11. sandals or sneakers? Sneakers. do you go to the gym? Yeah, I do. describe your dream date. Just hanging out with lots of beer. I don't really 'date'. how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment? 20€ or something, and a bank card. what color socks are you wearing? Grey, but with stripes. how many pillows do you sleep with? Three. do you have a job? what do you do? I do. I work as an electrician in a big, train-making company. Currently on a sick note, though. how many friends do you have? More than 10. They proved it. whats the worst thing you have ever done? I don't know, honestly. Everyone who has ever interacted with me would give a different answer. whats your favorite candle scent? Vanilla. 3 favorite boy names. Joris, Damian, Adrian. 3 favorite girl names. Laura, Sylvia, Monica. favorite actor? No. favorite actress? Nope. who is your celebrity crush? That Dutch rapper Baas B. For a very long time already. favorite movie? I hate movies. I can't sit still for longer than 15 minutes and even the thought of it is terrifying. do you read a lot? whats your favorite book? I do read a lot, but again, I don't have favourite books. I like many books. money or brains? Brains. Having brains, you can earn money anyway. do you have a nickname? what is it? Yeah, Jelle. how many times have you been to the hospital? I go to the hospital at least twice a week. Every week. top 10 favorite songs. This question is quite boring, tbh. You don't know these artists anyway. do you take any medications daily? Yeah, Keppra for epilepsy. what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc) Normal? I don't know, all I know is that I've never had any acne in my life. what is your biggest fear? Failure, losing, abandonment. how many kids do you want? Zero. whats your go to hair style? My hair is short, so. what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc) Small terraced house. who is your role model? No one. what was the last compliment you received? That I'm the smartest person in my company. what was the last text you sent? Too lazy to check. how old were you when you found out santa wasn't real? Santa lives in Finland what is your dream car? I like what I have. opinion on smoking? I don't smoke, but others can do whatever they want. do you go to college? I'm on hold from uni, besides having a job. what is your dream job? The one I have. would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs? Suburbs, I think. Close to the city centre and close to nature. do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels? Always. I love them. do you have freckles? I do, on my face and shoulders. do you smile for pictures? Lol never. I always look angry on photos. how many pictures do you have on your phone? Several thousand for sure. have you ever peed in the woods? ...is there anyone who hasn't? do you still watch cartoons? Nah. do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy's or McDonalds? qWe don't have Wendy's here I think, so McDonald's by default. Favorite dipping sauce? Frietsaus or mayo, or barbecue. what do you wear to bed? Not much. have you ever won a spelling bee? What is spelling bee? what are your hobbies? Radio, but non-commercial. Also photography and travel. can you draw? No, I don't bother trying. do you play an instrument? No, but I wish I could. One of my hands is disabled, so I can't. what was the last concert you saw? Shuriken II, it's a local band. tea or coffee? Coffee. Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts? We only have Dunkin Donuts in Brussels, and I've never been there. Starbucks by default. do you want to get married? I am married already. what is your crush's first and last initial? G. D., my husband. are you going to change your last name when you get married? Nobody changes theit-r last name by marriage in my country. It's not a custom here. what color looks best on you? I dopn't care, I mostly wear black anyway. do you miss anyone right now? Yeah, my husband. He's at work right now. do you sleep with your door open or closed? Closed. do you believe in ghosts? Nah, I don't care. what is your biggest pet peeve? People who interrupt others. last person you called? My husband. favorite ice cream flavor? Strawberry or so? regular oreos or golden oreos? I've never had a golden oreo in my life. chocolate or rainbow sprinkles? I'm not a sprinkles person, but hagelslag (or muizenstrontjes) is a big thing here. It's chocolate sprinkles. what shirt are you wearing? I'm wearing a hoodie. Not everyone wears shirts. what is your phone background? An April Fools joke that is a photo of my celebrity crush when he was younger. I liked it so much that it stayed. are you outgoing or shy? More outgoing. do you like it when people play with your hair? I hate it. I have surgery scars on my head. do you like your neighbors? Some of them are cool, but this Dutch one who lives next door is just an asshole. do you wash your face? at night? in the morning? Mornings. have you ever been high? No, but I like the smell of weed. have you ever been drunk? Many times. I don't do it anymore, though. last thing you ate? Fresh soup. favorite lyrics right now? Too many to count. summer or winter? Summer. Winters get me depressed. day or night? Day, definitely. dark, milk, or white chocolate? No chocolate. Which is funny, given I live in the country that is known for chocolate. favorite month? From May to September, anything. what is your zodiac sign. One of 12. who was the last person you cried in front of? I don't cry. I just can't.

#survey #random survey #q&a survey

[vic-2point0]

Look anything here is intended to be comedy and not offensive and I would gladly edit anything offensive I don't have a problem with that because my point is not to offend my point is to be comic and you have to be specific about this and I think you also have to be just aware of the Mongolian Russia history and it's interesting ironic sort of detachment sort of thing but you got to tell me what it is to edit out because it's a lot of work and this is like you know 5000 words of stuff

So a lot happened in June and July and August which I guess counts for and as my summer.

It was such a long cold and lonely winter because of the Ukrainian war which I hope they resume their key of in dominance over those Eastern Slavs with their M faces.

And then it became such a too hot drought lonely summer, but I had Spirit coming around May, bad tenants we're leaving or had left I need my house back in Yardville New Jersey not that I don't have it but there's one guy everybody knows him he's not like a hard worker or responsible person and he was homeless so they got me to take him in and for a year and a half at work but then after he started getting unemployment he basically haven't gotten out of bed and this little down to 70 lb but at least he's not like drinking beer anymore he does that about 5% of what he used to but that's cuz he's not working or getting unemployment but then when someone does give him $30 a month he'll buy vodka he hasn't doesn't buy clothes you know I sometimes clean up the room for him refuses to eat but enough about the tragic comedy of Yardville New Jersey

[Everyone is someone else]

Let me tell you about the confusing spirited times of June July and August till now in that when I left here after you know the June visit of my last post I totally failed to make frequent short visits I showed up once time later for just two or three nights still in June so that was two times in June but then I didn't make July at all and I didn't make August at all and it was 10 days into September before I got back here where it's all so peaceful and clear and I sober up

I've gone going on 72 hours without a drink and that's what I need the key to my success is 48 to 96 hours of sobriety a week and this can be leaned on with tactics such as only having a drink in the daylight daylight or in the night darkness not both and it can also be leaned on with the tactic of just having one glass of wine around a late lunch time maybe two and that's all the whole day so you can also have these days that just have one or two drinks or you know religious 12-hour periods without alcohol but the true chipperness comes from extended periods without enjoying a drink and sometimes you know I can even just take a sip to my tongue and I don't want any of this now I'm not even tempted at all and for a good 48 hours of this journey I didn't even think about alcohol I was just so happy to be in my cabin alone from the dying and murderous people and not that anyone is murderous or dying anyway I've just been so nice to sleep away out in the country out in the rural areas near the trees and the hills and the forest not all the time but a little bit now and then it's just the ticket if one truly feels good at a vacation place like the susquehanna's when one feels that they haven't gotten enough of it they need more of this,

And part of it was replacing a bad habit with jogging which lead to increasingly feats of endurance and strength from a vigorous splitting of wood to jumping off the ground 300 times to shoot a basketball into a hoop and as well as you know thinking nothing about running seven miles in a day up and down hills where I had gone like 5 mi running you know at a stretch through a season and a half and then I stopped it's at this cross country season is something that best happens twice a year and it's separated by at least 3 months with no jogging running and that if you pick it up like it's usually in the fall or spring if you pick it up in the fall or spring I usually have some sort of cadence to it such as 5 mi runs like I had last time this time I had a little bit of 6 mi in 4 hour hilly stuff and then I walked a heck of a lot and ran around Boston for 4 days and 4 nights in the stiff heat and stiffer robots there and and then I did just 7 miles in 5 mi without stopping in the heat 2 weeks ago,

But then I was saddled with the idea and what is is right here in front of me and it's simpler than I thought but it's just raveled in a stress ball, all the morals I should be, so when Queen Elizabeth passed, at Balmoral Castle I realized all those tense balls of morals that need to unravel, are at and from her Ball Morale Castle

And so I was needed to stay away from the cabin in Pennsylvania, and I had two injuries; so I don't know if my suffering had anything to do with it; any event I was not urged by the voices in my head to leave earlier in September or August as inclined and wise habit,

For there was a lot to process in my spiritual journey: For when God is right here, there is nowhere to move.

And it's not like I wasn't exploring other viable pursuits, particularly, song and, well, America, actually.

But the story really starts back from the last time I was here from that post on June 9th when I was doing such fine six mile four hour jaunts with my little police dog Maria.

So then I have to leave to consort my sister being back from New Mexico in the area for a week but I was able to extend my stay here to Saturday because she failed to meet me earlier in the week in Wednesday as she promised which was okay because I was able to spend more time here at the cabin and really she should have come up here to see me from Philadelphia where she flew in to see her daughter graduate

Yeah it also shows you how difficult it is to get a footing with and have honest relations with, but that's okay because it could be and has been much much worse, oh of course I know it's all an illusion I also know this country has to come together to become a better country.

Eventually I gave my sister and my niece who was traveled there with her from New Mexico Kailyn arrived from the Philadelphia airport where they had turned in their rental car to Dewey Beach past Rehoboth Delaware North of Maryland by about a foot or two and we stayed in separate hotels and she saw a friend from college and I had too many pot gummy bears that she had given me because I thought they were gummy bears, anyway I ended up walking into town three miles with Maria on the hot day there and that was a lot of fun and sitting out at the bars where there were a few people in those there were much younger than me almost college age and as such they were sympathetic to me and sort of more cordially leaning than more peer group based society.

The next day after dropping my daughter my sister and her daughter Kaylin off at the Baltimore airport to go back to New Mexico I drove 40 minutes back the way I came in and had a reservation to spend two nights in Annapolis which was very enjoyable and a very unique small City or Big Town.

So that was good capitalizing on the opportunity to see the Chesapeake and I followed through this examination of state capitals to see Dover and spend the night out there on the way back which you know has its share of needs for racial Harmony but is improving

and I learned that the area, Ham Noah's third son who is condemned descendants to ignoble slavery basically founded an empire in central Africa that's kind of the Central African Republic today which is a very dangerous country if not the most dangerous country in the world and so that's obviously some link from slavery and blacks in America to Ham and the his empire that came out of the center of Africa it seems the more in the center of the Africa sort of the harder and less technologically based it is you have to enjoy roughing it a little more both in terms of enlightenment and in terms of experience living there like the Congo right before the Democratic thing of Congo right underneath the Central African Republic I saw some pictures of that off Google map and it's a looks like it's it's not like you know dangerous or super poor it's just rough it's like living in hut like stretch structures on the banks of a river and fishing or something.

(If you Google what type of meat is raised in Africa you'll see there's very little pig by 25 million compared to 200 million really they don't eat pork they're the ones who don't eat pork because they're insulted by the inference of Ham, Noah's third son who founded an Ethiopian empire that spread inward as an African empire or that's what I'm saying anyway) (to this day no one names their kid Ham)(of course no one names their kid Japeth or Shem)(but they do name kids Noah and I did meet an Amish kid named Shem but that was like in 1997 I think he was seven at the time it was out by Chuck's farm in Pennsylvania to south of the cabin 150 miles near Centre Hall.)

I mean I don't think it even really exists I think it's all just a story that plays out and imaginary hallucination illusion and certainly this way we live is very oppressive but even if we put our heads together and lived naturally and fraternally and traveling I think pretty soon we'd realize there's this other world here of creation all about and this is they're having and this is the projection imagination illusion from having others and it wouldn't really be about this experience of living in Earth which is what I'm full of so obviously got some reason to become a little more perfection of the body and perhaps extending the body into the mind instead of like immediately like a bird flying into the air and it's more like a planet absorbing things about what's around it ideas to the mind

And then I had a very polite time stopping in and exploring this town I'd heard about just south of Philadelphia maybe in Delaware or Pennsylvania not even sure it's called New Castle De or something it's very nice and value rich, it's a very friendly town I mean I just had a little snack there and they let my dog in their patio and they're very sympathetic and they had comedy nights and even though really hot they gave everyone's dogs water, and they even like put together people that had dogs, so the dogs can get to know each other and the people too could see how well they converse despite like you know class differences we're all pretty much similar in the experience of school to the degree of spirit that we have there.

But later it became more glaring and blatant that everything is faking no one really went through school and there's only me and I'm just going through something that's not even moving and there's really only just me and of course that's hard to say to people because it contradicts what the judiciary is saying about Earth and Society and Humans.

You know one of my complaints to God is women are kind of like segmented from society and I don't have enough women in my society and God at some point agreed and so women friends are very valuable and hard to pick up n I got two of them and one of them is stuck together with me as a friend and cohort since 6 years, and her name is Tena and with an e.

Never easy being called Tena so in hindsight I see the solution is calling her Tenelope. It's funny because for a while now she calls me Vicariah because our Bichon who passed in July or like who passed in like March 2018 that was Zack and she called him Zachariah.

It was going to be the key to the whole fall season was developing a nickname for her of Tenelope and getting her you know used to it and everything and seeing her life improve, that it was brilliant.

Tenelope is one of those skinny girls who's offended by being a muse. She thinks the Muse stereotype is demeaning, and she knows what problems are with my poetry are and she just tells me them and says it to me you got to make them snappier. If the job is to make your poetry better I'll tell you how to make your poetry better you don't have to look at me funny.

And she hates and finds Greek history very boring, which is a real buzz kill.

But as for the whole muse thing, I am ready with repartay, that it's about conducting the grace of God.

She reminds me of Vicky an old friend of mine from the early 90s who didn't speak to me for 5 years or use my name for 10 all because I dare to share a short story I'd written this was in Manhattan where she was featured prominently.

Tena is exactly like that she is going to be mad at me for being in this journal is published journal. She doesn't want her life investigated by a stupid public unlike me who has built my life like an inverted pyramid rising higher and higher balanced and balanced to a point where my promotions nowadays are lateral promotions and explained to me as because I deal with so many people I need to know the tricks of the trade in sensitivity as opposed to some promotion in rank with a higher pay grade and more prestige.

New York City or Manhattan or something you know there's a general sophisticated understanding the lower class lacks where they're sort of like automatic promotions every 5 years.

See my life has had these like 5-year arcs. Each five years contains a different career.

But across the board: I feel I maybe promoted vertically soon and one of my profound regrets in life is not enjoying or recognizing it's lower parts for the visceral that they be.

Anyway I know Tenalope is not going to find being in here that pleasant. But like Vicky she'll get over it even if it takes 15 years.

So when I got back from exploring and rubbing against and with the Chesapeake Bay which I had never really explored before so I struck out for the cabin again but this time with Tena.

See we had long agreed at some point we would travel together and while I might not want her I certainly want a crack at her as we have been good friends over 6 years in proximity and mutual friends and society and so she agreed to tour Pennsylvania with me for a week with two nights my cabin two nights at a music festival camping in Blaine about 2 and 1/2 hours south and then two nights camping at a nearby State Park and all this after picking her up in North Jersey at 1:00 a.m..

What I want what I mean is I want a crack at traveling with her for a week around Pennsylvania because you know it's going to be a little nerve-wracking prospect and I just want to see if it's possible and have fun you know the brave New world of Pennsylvania with the scary hillbillies and hippies.

Cuz you know we've been talking sometimes about road tripping and we did a little road tripping in in the past two or three years out to the Poconos to visit family of hers we went out to the pine barons once and sometimes we'd explore on the way back from the Poconos regalsville

But trying to spend a week in Pennsylvania was or is a big step fraught with peril and bullets to dodge. Like bipolar people in a bipolar world capable of surfing the tippy tops of success but also capable of the jarring crashes of waves upon idiocy.... Which of course people want to see that's the thing

So I picked her up in lake hopatcong but I only left Yardville at 11: 30pm so I only got there a little after 1:00 a.m., and I keep forgetting how odd most of the world finds my tactic of traveling at night,

But then we hauled off down route 80 into that Pennsylvania night till we got to route 15 to Williamsport and then we swung a sharp right up to Mansfield 70 miles and then duck left on route 6 past Wellsboro almost up to Galeton.

Everyone is uniformly amazed about how far this place is, they always look at me funny about how I need to travel at night, and then they always just can't believe that this is how far away, they be like, I knew it was far but I didn't think it was this far.

There's no traffic at night. You can nap in the sun at parks during the day.

Tenalope loved the cabin, she's pastoral, I've often seen her as a pastoral, wood nymph is not the "mote juste", for how many wood nymphs have scraped up knees, like to fish, and wear funny fishing hats?

I met a plumber at the cabin, (nothing like trade practicioners folks) and arranged a septic tank pump out and he replaced a toilet, and the winters here are so vicious if you don't drain every dram of water out of the pipes, things will split and fittings shake: and me and Tenalope laughed about how given a choice between indoor plumbing and love, not one person has ever chosen love, that we know of.

And one of my trials and tribulations which I love and don't shrink from but lean on and threaten maybe is just getting this cabin up to the ship shape adequate adequacy it is now.

A stupid contractor got me a huge used refrigerator for like a family of five refrigerator when there's just me in a 600 square foot cabin I want a small refrigerator and space for shelves and pantries I don't want a huge refrigerator when I just have a stick of butter in there.

I wanted to have like limited appliances here like I don't have have an oven and stove but a toaster air fryer oven and one of those portable stove top burners with two electric burners I plug it in and I unplug it

and I made a sauce in one yesterday for the egg noodles of cheese and olive oil and tomatoes and peppers from the garden in Jersey and then I also do this boiled red potatoes and olive oil and sea salt and then and that's like all I have in my kitchen I'm down to my last four or five potatoes and a quarter bottle of olive oil and a quarter shaker of salt but I did bring a lot of non-alcoholic beverages to ward off outflank and destroy alcoholic beverage impulse because I am the king of non-alcoholic beverages and instead of going to the bar across the street I read books.

Anyway I played the Facebook Yardsale game which I played at least maybe 20 times bought or sold something through Facebook yard sale and it's much kinder than the Craig'sbook sharks but my goal is to give a good deal

because you know in Maine they have freebie barns, little big barns where people leave the TVs they're replacing and the couches they don't want anymore, and you can walk in and out and just look around and take whatever you want and leave whatever you want

but anyway my goal is to give a good deal to someone who deserves it. I want to sell to an honest poor person that's my desired market and so I went to the cool little furniture store in Gallatin and I was able to get a nice more appropriate and small refrigerators aren't cheap without being one of those little refrigerators and it's about half the size of huge one thus freeing up shelf and pantry space.

A young man of the military religious sort, came out, picked it up, God bless them and we had to like take the door out of the hinges and then we have to take the door off the refrigerator and you understand the door we took off the hinges I had completely sealed I don't even use that door it's a door with Windows it's like a window so I had like all that spray foam insulation underneath it and plaster between the gaps and spackle and I painted the door really nice with its window so there was all that

but I'm so happy I got rid of that huge monstrosity and replaced it with something more compact now I have space and shelf room yeah okay the whole big refrigerator my God so that was taken care of too

Then Tina like wanted to get into splitting wood so she like really got into attacking wood with an ax for like 2 hours or something and we had no problem lying in two separate cots at some distance as friends truly do.

Course the first night I was exhausted from driving and I'm so deadline oriented that of course I left late on Monday because the deadline of going to Pennsylvania with Teen motivated me to do as much as possible before I left that's called the deadline syndrome and she's up all night at the campfire making weird soups, talking to herself I think I'm pretty sure she's one of those people that talks to herself but I don't know. I know we've spoken simultaneously for long stretches of time and that's cool.

I wish though in hindsight I had told her two things and explain to her two things upon which the whole pyramid is balanced upon but Sera Sera.

The first is that everyone is in Pennsylvania is married at a concern for all the secret violence to white women by black men and at the highest priority of any society is naturally protecting the women which is a value not held in most of America but I believe it is like surely held in like Eastern Europe which is really more like Western Asia and that's why it's possible.

And of course if you read the papers, America isn't even a safe place, so government on that count, has lost standing. And government knows this.

And the second is that as a historian I have something going because I realize some historical renditions of History are wrong or they mix something up something needs to be straightened out and redone or major stuff is omitted, or science as a philosophy as a whole is omitted,

and I was thinking that would make a nice holiday pageant for this area, a proper rendition, so that's how I am friends with the locals who we treat well and use for jobs and she can't have this kind of like man-hater streak in her and people can't refer to her as my wife in private with me they all say all well they refer to her as my wife assume that she's my wife and and that's just not true and that turned out to be the mangled coat hanger in the shoulder.

See, while I was jawing with the religious military buying my huge refrigerator, down the hill at the unmaintained road, my phone in the cabin rang, and she refused to just answer it.

That was the first leak that sprung, and leaks happen.

And she likes to be a short order cook, and I was like looking at like housekeeper, personal secretary, you know, business venture organizer, but a few holes were springing in this shipwarding journey into Pennsylvania absolutely requiring household morning meetings and the earnest seriousness grabbing a grip into today's ruts of sand necessitate.

However, the boat had not yet begun to sink, the few small holes easily laughed at and appropriated.

And so we journeyed on south, to Blaine PA, to a music festival 2 hrs south on a Thursday, I had tickets for.

This summer marked my inception into the potential "Arc" [ like movie arc] of "shows" or, musical acts that a lot of people show up to outdoors and the music is like psychedelic I had never been into a festie but I was with my friend Terry in Connecticut like that last April and she tries to teach me about music and I said I'm going to invest in the music concert scene so I lined up for concerts I got tickets for and the first one was this musical festival June 23rd in Blaine Pennsylvania and I had gone to a heavy metal thing out in Port Jefferson Long Island in May but I'm not really heavy metal thing but I'm glad I learned about all that bass

So this is like the next subplot to the summer, my kind of initial foray into the concert world, previously scoffed out by rainbow camping routes, I always thought them, concerts snobs.

But actually in all hindsight, Robert, my dear best friend who passed in 2021 was getting me into music and explaining to me music he was like my music mentor since about 2016, earlier, I'd come around and I realized the grateful Dead aren't evil, music is not about controlling your mind, people are not not thinking for themselves because they're listening to music, the music doesn't want them to think.

So in one day hanging out with Terry, I mastered Ticketmaster, and got tickets to four shows one for two or three nights in late June in Blaine Pennsylvania not far from the area I volunteered farm labor for on and off in the late 90s, and then I got a ticket to see Umphrey's McGee at the summer stage in Asbury Park l, and then I got to see David Matthews the very next day out in Camden, which afforded an opportunity to explore launch an exploration of Camden and it's Arc so to speak and that was on the 15th and 16th of July and then the next weekend me and Smitty went up to Terry's in Connecticut and we saw Max Creek out of County Park north of Terry in Granby Connecticut so that was all cool and in all these places I like had like a costume or disguise with dark glasses my white Panama hat and a colorful Hawaiian shirt and shorts and no socks and I would just dance straight I couldn't be stopped I couldn't stop dancing that music would hit me I'll tell you about the sound systems later anyway so Tina and I had headed off South from the cabin, now through the winding country darkening roads of Pennsylvania through dangerous Juanita county where I had gotten in trouble before in 1999 I believe,.

Oh it was horrible and once again I was completely innocent I've suffered more punishment for being completely innocent then for any guilt, I'm one of those people.

See here's the story okay it's kind of embarrassing but my ankle is still swollen since 2008 and I wear a brace for it sometimes to keep me from being in a bad mood and I had gone on a cruise in with my mother who's 30 years older than me or was and my nephew who's 30 years younger than me and I had made two female friends on the cruise a little older than me and you know good at all food and drink and partying and I was dancing around in Greece and tripped up my ankle and kept dancing and subsequently you know have never danced since like that song by Gloria summer and I want this St Patrick's Day to the Hibernian Lodge in Hamilton and there's his old senior citizen Irish band people were dancing to lyrics you could hear the words to and understand the ideas to the stanzas

And like Tina wanted to dance but I don't dance after my ankle injury and she wanted to go up and congratulate her for the band leader for the great job there doing because they were like awesome they were tripping us out and watching like the Irish people dance and everything cuz like Tina's Hungarian American and I'm like rushing American she's a little Irish too anyway the band leader saw that like I was a rough potentially dangerous dancer and gave me the whole like you know lead singer enforcement kind of treatment and it completely psychologically overcame my dancing heroes so when I was out there with Tina in June 4 months later thanks to that kind of treatment I was just like I locked in immediately I was like just like a salmon quivering in the river upstream you know and Tina's there like you know she wants to be all crazy too but she don't she don't know she's I'm not sure she's quite understands

[ellaintrigue]

DRIVING IS AN ASSET

It is also a privilege. It takes time and money to go to driving school, pass tests, and then obtain a license, insurance, and a vehicle. Responsible parents need to get kids through this early on and help with the cost so that children can have a good start in life.

People say, oh, there's public transportation, but that's not a huge thing in a rural area. In a city you can walk to most places, easily grab a cab, or take a bus or subway. Here the buses are unsafe, have too many stretched out stops, and good luck getting a cab or a rideshare.

I'm not going to say I'm the best driver and I have anxiety and direction issues, even with GPS when it comes to finding new places so I need some help there. But I can generally get myself from A to B.

So I meet all of these men who either don't have a car, or they don't have a license, or they have never had either in their life. Again, I can't go around judging these things because having a car and a license are a privilege. However, these men are not worth dating.

When you don't have your own transportation, you are dependent on other people usually, especially in a rural area like I said. Most of these men have family drive them around. The ones that are long distance suggest Greyhound and that probably costs more than gas now, the last time I dealt with Greyhound it was $70 round trip from Annapolis. And I still had to drive 30 minutes to pick up the guy. Then when it was time to go, another 30 minutes drive instead of a relaxing goodbye. Then sometimes I would pay for the tickets, which was fair.

But honestly I like it when a guy can just fuel up his car and go, then it's like there's not an actual money matter on hand. Long distance sucks and can make me feel guilty but I like providing food and comforts in the sense that it evens out. And if I could travel more I would do an even mix of me going to visit and them visiting me.

My last ex drove an hour to me one way and never complained. Some say, oh, he's generous, but we enjoyed each other and no one ever talked about money. The last guy I attempted to date didn't have a car at first so no-go. Then he got one and said he wasn't driving 3 hours to hang out all day he would have to spend a weekend but I didn't know him well enough. Again, long distance sucks in general, but when a man brings up cost, it's a turn-off.

I constantly had to drive around my ex of 2016 who lost his license and it put a lot of miles and wear and tear on my car. Yesterday I got messaged by yet another guy with no car, who said, cars are just material. And I said, no, it costs me when I have to drive someone around and someone lacking a car lacks independence. I added him on Facebook anyway because my goal is to talk to people, always, without default romantic intent.

I started scrolling down his shit. Selfies, fireworks on the forth, then some post about him and his friends and a guy commented, "hey I'm at work, man." And the guy I added responded, "me too, man, I can't wait to meet a woman with some money so I can get put on her insurance and kick back." Could have been a joke, who knows. He got blocked.

Basically, people that don't drive are needy even if they don't intend to be. All I know is that I'm not going to drive another man around like I'm his mommy.

Work, drive, and provide for yourself. Stability and independence are key.

#Driving #Dating #Travel #Self care #Independence #Adulting #Romance #Facts #Transportation #Privilege

[felassan]

DA4 Lead Producer Scylla Costa’s BIG Festival talk, “Challenges of Dragon Age production during the pandemic”, can currently be rewatched on YouTube here starting roughly at timestamp 8:57:02 after a lil presenter blurb/intro. It’s 1 hour long. When it was streamed live, there was an English translation ‘voiceover’. There isn’t in this vid, however I want to post the link for Portuguese speakers, and also it’s neat for everyone to be able to see all the slides he presented with for themselves in context.

I don’t know if an English-language version will get put up so I’m sharing the notes I took during the talk below, in case anyone’s interested and because I might as well since I wrote them. The rest of this post is under a cut due to length.

Edit: Found a place to re-watch the English version of the talk

(Quick note: I didn’t note down everything, mostly things that caught my interest, so this isn’t exhaustive, and when I was watching I was real tired, so pls bear that in mind and don’t take these notes as bullet-proof 100% accurate gospel or direct quotes. If you watched it and think I’ve written down something wrong/misunderstood, let me know and I’ll fix. Also if you’re a Portuguese speaker and I’ve gotten something incorrect or missed something important etc, again just let me know.) **

** Edit: I’ve now gone through my notes while watching the talk again. I’ve filled in some of the gaps (although they still don’t cover everything said) and so forth, and now I’m no longer worried about there being possible errors in this post.

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For some context, this slide contained the breakdown of the talk’s structure. Bear in mind there are other slides present in the talk than the ones I’ve posted here, I didn’t include caps of all of them, just ones which were of note to me.

In the talk, chief Producer Scylla goes over challenges of DA4 production during the pandemic. He discusses the adaptations - necessary skills and learning from remote work - and he ponders on the future of teamwork.

After the launch of ME3 he became a producer, all his MMO and other experience helped a lot. He was on DAI for 3 years and MEA for 9 months, then Anthem. Today, on DA4, Scylla and another Lead Producer were the heads of the whole project, and there is his boss is the Executive Producer Christian Dailey. 

^ the usual AAA game development cycle (brief introduction)

AAA games are games that are launched for several platforms simultaneously. 

In BioWare’s case, the pre-production phase of the game development cycle can have from 5 - 30 people, and up to almost 60 people when they’re just about to go through the gate to production. 

In the pre-production phase, they go through the game’s concepts and prototypes and start developing systems. They seek the game’s concept and focus, and its key features. They do lots of market research. In the case of BioWare, all their games are strong in narrative, so they have lots of tools related to game narratives and supporting the development of a narrative (cinematic design, dialogue system etc) that get focused on in this phase. Other parts of the team such as writers and cinematic design need these systems to do their own roles. 

In BioWare’s case, the pre-production phase through to launch can take 4 - 6 years, but it does depend on the size of the team during development.

With regards to Dragon Age 4, they were coming close to the time when they would shift from pre-production to the production stage when the pandemic hit.

During the production phase is when the development of content and features takes place, with the systems mostly already existing from the pre-production phase. A few new systems may be developed in this phase. In the production phase is when things start escalating, and the team really starts growing, to like 2- or 3-fold the prior pre-production phase size. 

(DA4 is currently in the production phase.)

In the alpha phase, features have to be fully implemented and systems all have to be running / working. All the game features should already be in the game by now. They test from pre-production onwards, but this phase is when they run heavy technical tests with lots of players trying to play at the same time. In the beta phase, the idea is that you should now have full content and that now you’re balancing it and running more and lots of different tests with players before launch. There are final tweaks and then the final launch, when in the weeks prior to launch, all the different business units and areas e.g. marketing team, technology team, publishing team, get together once a day and all of the game’s issues are reported and brought to the table to be prioritized. Then they decide the next steps re: these issues (this is known as ‘the war room’).

After the launch there are usually patches like day zero patches and other patches, this being standard industry practise. The last stage is the new content stage where there are DLCs and a game with more content.

On March 12th 2020, the team gathered to review the DA4 story in the new office. Everyone was very excited. (They had spent over 10 years in their last building and had noticed that with the team growing they needed more space. In August 2019 they found the new studio in the city center.)

Anyway that evening, they got an email from the CEO which contained instructions and said that due to the pandemic, they should from now all start working remotely. They had known that this happening was a possibility so they had been planning on how to have all the devs working from home, but initially less than 50% of the devs were able to work from home successfully/efficiently due to various issues e.g. you need a VPN to be able to log in remotely to do your job normally, varying home office setups. The day after this, the office was basically deserted, except for Scylla, the IT infrastructure people and one or two odd devs.

Scylla was part of the team that was working on allowing the devs to work from home. They first started looking at the short-term changes they needed to make to allow this.

“First, take care of our developers”. 

When the pandemic first hit, their and Scylla’s [as Lead Producer] first priority was to look after the devs. Many of them are parents (schools and day-cares were shut, children were studying from home), others have relatives living with them, others have other personal circumstances which of course need to be taken into account when it comes to assessing what needs to be taken into consideration for this new scenario. So, they looked at each dev on a case-by-case basis in order to evaluate, speaking to each one and asking them what they could do to support them.

One of the first changes/adaptations they could implement was flexible working hours and flexibility around deadlines. Generally speaking the devs got a lot of support, EA was really good and really supported the devs especially in the first months of the pandemic (and they are still supporting them). Initially not all devs had suitable office spaces at home, some were working from the living room from laptops or at the kitchen table. The whole covid situation basically just happened over night and nobody was really ready to deal with that change. So their first step was to enable their devs to work remotely. As a producer, Scylla’s main task is to communicate with the team such as via a number of daily meetings. He doesn’t depend so much on powerful hardware.

“Enable developers to work remotely”.

This slide shows some of a BioWare audio team. Different teams have varying and specific needs in order to do their jobs and therefore in order to do them remotely. For example, the audio team need good-quality speakers and amplifiers, while the lighting and art teams need other specific equipment such as tablets and large screens. So there was a lot of work they had to do to go through each dev to understand their individual needs and what needed to be done for them. ‘Could they download the builds? Did they have the right performance [tech-wise]? Could they submit their changelists, their codes to the server?’

Some devs needed a more powerful internet connection as it would take 6-8 hours to download a build (some devs live rurally). Some needed a lot of cable, as they were working far away from their routers (sometimes up to 50m). As time went by things got better and better. 

The chair devs work from is also important; a kitchen able chair etc is not suitable to sit in for long-term desk work, possibly leading to health issues like back ache and blood circulation problems in the legs.

Every 3 months they had money given to help devs buy new mice, keyboards, monitors - anything they needed really in order for their office setting at home to be improved. For a while, because lots of people [generally, in society] were needing and buying them, it was quite hard to buy things like webcams and microphones.

On mid- and long-term changes:

In terms of DA, we have to look at this from 2 perspectives, the change in the personal and the professional environments. 

As a consequence of working from home, people tend to be less active during the day (even in an office, you go between meeting rooms, up and down stairs etc). Physical activity supports life quality and therefore work quality. Scylla noticed that he began to feel listless and such, and found that he needed to change his routine that he had initially developed when he started working from home, for example; having a normal start time (as in, have a semblance of structure in your day as if you were still working in the office site), get dressed at the normal time, not having meetings over lunch etc. This wasn’t just him, lots of other devs encountered this and had this experience too. Devs which adapted faster had better productivity and became more productive faster.

Scylla bought a stand-up desk which he can raise up and down, and at meetings he would be delivering a talk while standing or even while walking on a treadmill. Other devs also got stand-up desks. He tracked his body’s data on a Fitbit. These sorts of things helped improve physical and mental wellbeing. Other devs did similar things, like starting going out for jogs or began practising yoga. Essentially, everyone needed to make changes to their daily routine in comparison to what they had been doing prior to the pandemic. 

The pandemic has been a thing for over a year now. In their location, every couple of weeks a new restriction is put into place or a rule is changed, and every two weeks there’s a new thing that you can and can’t do. Scylla also started moving around his property. He worked on his desk, fixed it up and painted - taking up a new hobby. Other devs picked up new hobbies too. These are good ways to be active and also to be somewhere else, i.e. to break up the working day and not be spending it all in one home office-type location. Scylla found that when he made these sorts of changes to his routine to improve his lifestyle, the data output by his Fitbit as indicators of his health/wellbeing etc improved, e.g. number of steps taken in a day, heartbeats per minute while at rest. As stated many of the other devs went through a similar process.

On the professional side of things:

They had to improve remote delivery of builds. Accessing things from home as a dev requires a VPN. They need to download a build every day and then upload it to the server after making their changes to the game. They had to work with infrastructure and research other tech, such as streaming tech to allow remote console access, in order to better facilitate this process. For remote access, they also had to work on adapting communications channels.

“Adapting channels of communication.”

In this slide, the team are working on the storyboards. Before you can implement motion capture & performance capture, you have to ‘run the storyboards’ like this. These are small illustrating drawings which reflect the drafts and are meant to quickly reflect the intention of the scenes that are to be built. Before the pandemic, the team would go to meeting rooms like this, sit down, talk and interact in person. After the pandemic, the question became ‘How do you do this over Zoom?’ You can, but it’s not quite the same; it’s harder to see peoples’ expressions, some people are embarrassed speaking over Zoom etc. Therefore they had to adapt their communications systems, and unlearn the ways in which they developed before in order to relearn and learn new ways of communicating.

Slack was a tool that they adopted on this front. Communications channels can be confusing on Slack, so there was a need to develop structure. For example, how quickly should someone reply (as a recommended convention for the purposes of work)? They had to define the process/procedures for the channels so it was clear for the team as a whole how it would all flow (this is important especially if you have a team with say 30 people or as a whole hundreds of people). Before the pandemic, they had stand-up meetings where they’d go around in a circle every morning and talk about their activities - what they’re going to be working on, any roadblocks they had encountered etc. The question arose ‘How do you replace these?’ They ended up doing Slack messages at a certain time of day and updating their statuses with some details on what they’re working on and color-coding (green - fine, yellow - need help, red - busy/blocked out).

Another issue that they faced was unforeseen - the number of meetings that devs were having really shot through the roof. When there wasn’t a good structure of communications channels, any conversation would become a meeting. Everybody began scheduling meetings left and right, and at the end of the day they would have little time left in which to actually work on their to-do lists. Hence, they had to work with the team to really analyze and be very pragmatic. ‘Which meetings needed to happen? Which didn’t? Is a specific meeting really necessary? Which meetings should be recurring? What can be done over Slack?’ This guideline had to be given to the team to help, and it improved things a lot. The number of meetings decreased a lot and they got more effective. For example, by making sure to set an agenda for meetings beforehand, and by having meeting notes (then a dev who didn’t really need to be at a meeting could skip attending and just quickly review the notes output after instead). They also decreased the standard length of meeting times from the default Outlook blocks of 1 hour and 30 mins to 55 mins and 25 mins respectively. This 5 minute change gave devs time for things like bio breaks (also 4 hours in a row at a computer in a home office with one meeting after another just isn’t good for a person).

“Adapting p-cap and mocap”.

On content:

From a content point of view, the most difficult thing in terms of the pandemic was adapting p-cap and mocap (performance capture and motion capture). They hire actors and it’s a large studio. The pandemic meant big limits to what they could and couldn’t do. The actors had to be masked and 5 meters apart in distance (although it doesn’t look like it in some of these shots due to angles). Also there could be no other person around in the studio - only the actors. The directors instead would ‘patch’ in remotely on big screens (you can see this in the second photo in the top right). 

Before the pandemic, they felt that they wouldn’t be able to do p-cap or mocap properly remotely, as the directors would usually stand right next to actors giving guidance on their performance. The techs would also usually be near. But they adapted! The keyword is adapting, changing process. It’s harder and it’s different, but it is possible, and people start rethinking what is possible. What was said to be impossible before now is possible.

P-cap differs to mocap in that it also captures voice and facial expressions.

On the future of work after covid:

There will probably be more working from home and more flexibility for workers e.g. being able to work say 3 out of 5 days from home. It does depend on what a dev’s specific job is however. For example, the audio engineers require lots of specialist equipment and said equipment is of higher quality and quantity in the office. So, depending on role, devs might be working more often or less often from home.

Another development is that lots of devs are moving house. In lockdown etc people started reassessing what’s most important in life. Some are moving further away from the studio to get a cheaper rent or for example couples who both needed an office space to work from home from but their current place only had one area. Others are moving closer to nature for a better quality of life, and still others have other different reasons for doing so. Over 10 devs that he knows in fact have recently moved, including Scylla himself.

The pandemic changed certain skills being used by people on a daily basis. Scylla used as an example of this one of his soft skills, being able to tell from looking/interacting in-person with someone if they are stressed out. Obviously it’s less easy to tell if someone is stressed out when you’re remote, so you adapt different ways of checking in with people in the new situation. To continue carrying out his role as Lead Producer, he began checking in with his team pro-actively on the new comms channels and asking how they were doing.

Also, now that companies are more open to working remotely, there is going to be increased competition for hiring devs. They saw both sides of this coin at BioWare. They were able to hire devs from many places that they couldn’t hire from before e.g. Montreal, Vancouver, the US, as there’s less need for devs to relocate to Edmonton or Austin. This opens up opportunities to hire really intelligent and skilled people that they would not have had access to before.

Question and answer segment:

The pre-production phase has been concluded. They’re in the production phase.

They are not giving out a lot of details yet but Scylla is really excited as a big fan of the whole series. He thinks that with DA4, they will have the opportunity/possibility to launch the best story out of all DA games. He feels that the characters they’re making are amazing. He’s dying to say more but can’t. 

When you work from home you need to keep your team as productive as possible. During the pandemic, when people started working from home, they noticed that some people became more productive and some people became less productive. They were analyzing it on a case-by-case basis so as not to make assumptions. They were interested in seeing what they could do to help. At the beginning of the pandemic, they were looking at the devs as people and seeing what they needed.

Production of DA4 still needed to continue during the pandemic because they want to be able to launch the game.

This slide shows a writer. Writing is an example of a role which is more able to work from home easily.

Their productivity did go down in the first month of the pandemic. After adaptations, some people then became more productive than they were before (this was role and personal situation-dependent, examples of this being artists and coders who were able to art and code at home without being interrupted, thereby being able to produce more). Covid has affected productivity in general, but this is part of our new reality. They have adapted and adjusted some deadlines. They have enough data (Scylla LOVES data) now to understand how long it will take them/how long they’ll need to launch the game. They have always had historical data for this purpose, but they’re doing more of this sort of thing now to ensure that they are doing things at the right time.

Remote hiring opens up the door to more talent joining, so if someone has talent geography will hold them back less. Some companies though may choose not to hire people from other countries due to labor issues, cumbersome legal aspects, time zones. But even in such cases there are activities for example that can be carried out while the rest of the team is asleep such as testing or working on the build, or there are cases where those companies still will want to hire a specifically/highly talented person even in spite of the potential legal aspects and so on.

On mental health: People were affected. There is the mental, physical and social impacts of the pandemic situation on people. EA supported them during the pandemic in terms of their mental wellbeing, there are specific companies (services offered, speaking to a therapist) that they can contact if they need something or help. EA had always been good at supporting them with this sort of thing but this has improved further during the pandemic. Another change was that they could/can take a couple of days off if they needed/need to because of the pandemic e.g. to take care of children, who were obviously not at school at the time. As a producer he had to be very mindful of all of this. How much they were monitoring peoples’ wellbeing really went up during the pandemic.

A question that was asked - in terms of DA4′s storybeats, is there anything in there that they decided to change due to the pandemic as it wouldn’t be sensitive or appropriate to include anymore, for example a plague plotline or something? Scylla’s answer is that DA and ME are games in which they try to have narratives that are relatable, which include things which people will identify with, so that players understand what characters are going through etc. Nothing in DA4′s plotline/storybeats has been changed (in the frame of this question, relating to the pandemic), as it didn’t have anything in it that could be specifically or a directly connected to a pandemic-type situation or anything. Of course the DA story has Blights and the Taint, but these are different & fantastical things and existed long before the pandemic situation. So this wasn’t the case with DA4 and there was no need to change anything, but this has happened to other games where they decided to change a storyline due to a strong correlation with something in the real world.

There were then concluding/closing remarks. The message he wants to send is that a crisis will always spark opportunities. Look at a crisis and try to see how you can grow.

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[cassanovancats]

herding cats

becoming nekoma's manager

You really didn’t want to be here. Here being Tokyo, here being Nerima ward and, most importantly, here being the hallway of your new school. The uniform is itchy and you’re being dragged along by some student council member because, apparently, first years can’t be trusted to walk around themselves.

He was nice enough, though he certainly seemed more excited to show you around when he got a look at you. Then he got more excited when he found out your mom’s occupation was what brought you to Nekoma High halfway through your first-year. “So, what’s it like having a famous mom?”

Your eyes darted to the side instinctively. What kind of question is that? How are you supposed to answer? Like having a mom except you get asked things like that. “Uh, fine. She’s really not that cool.” Especially for moving you so late into the school year because her animation studio decided working distantly wasn’t working. “I get spoilers sometimes.” It’s exactly what he wants to hear.

You can hear the next question already, so you cut him off before he gets a chance to ask about the upcoming episode of the anime your mother was working on. “Ah, it seems we made it to the classroom. Thank you for helping me, Senpai.” You bow half heartedly and knock on the door before he gets a chance to respond.

This is exactly what you told your mother would happen. Even as you introduce yourself to the class, there’s a few people who instantly recognize your last name. Those students turn to whisper or pass notes and you know by lunch, you’ll be crowded by people hoping to become your friend purely for bragging rights. The teacher seems tuned to your inner angst, as she gracefully directs you to a seat in the back of the class, where you can watch instead of be watched.

The first subject of your people-watching is next to you - the one person who did not look up as you introduced yourself. A curtain of dark hair kept you from seeing any details of his face (and you can only tell it’s a he because of the uniform). What you can see is the screen of his handheld console and the bright features of one of your favorite games.

Which is why, during break, instead of making eye contact with any of the students striving to talk to you, you turn to him to complain about the latest update.

congrats, you befriended a wild kenma!

he’s the first person you’ve met in a while who doesn’t care about what your mom does, or how much money you have

he literally only cares about your ability to hard carry a team through a dungeon

a few weeks go by, with you basically just coming to school, talking to Kenma, and going home

until the student counselor comes to you and says you have to join a club

even though it’s the end of the year - some policy to ensure you have a club going into next year

“I hate this,” your complaint comes out severely muffled thanks to how you buried your face into folded arms. Kenma gives a noncommittal hum.

“Are you going to finish that?”

You glare at him but still shove the snack closer to his desk. One hand breaks away from his controller to snatch it, before it gets glued back to his PSP. “I’m serious - if one more club tries recruiting me, I’ll scream.”

He answers, sparing a side-glance towards you. The only hint he actually is listening. “Just warn me when that happens.” You groan and go back to your folded arms. It’s been hard to make friends despite people seeming desperate to be your friend. Well, that’s the problem, you think. You don’t particularly want friends who are planning what questions to ask before even greeting you, you want friends like Kenma who can treat you like a normal person.

Minutes before break ends, the president of the Anime Club approaches for the third time this week. “Hello, (l/n)-san. Have you thought any more about joining our club?”

You feel bad for the instinctive grimace. Really, she’s quite nice. It’s just an anime club is the last place you wish to be. Before you can find another polite way to let her down, Kenma interrupts. “Sorry, Sato-san. (y/n) is joining the volleyball club.”

“I am?” You can’t help but question. He shoots you a look, slighting narrowing his eyes.

“She’ll be meeting the captain at today’s practice.”

Sato-san tilts her head suspiciously but doesn’t press. “I hope to still see you around, (l/n)-san,” she says before flouncing off. You take a moment to reorient yourself.

“I am?”

Kenma sighs, saving his game and shoving the console into his bag. “Yeah, you are. Don’t worry, Kuroo will just be glad a girl is there. Coach Nekomata won’t decline help either.”

You blink at him. “Are you aware the only rules I know about volleyball is to not let the ball hit the ground and to only use your hands?”

“The last one isn’t true.”

“Do you see my point, then?”

yes he does, but he simply chooses to ignore you

it…. does not go well

Kuroo was awkward around you, which turned into a mischievousness when he realized Kenma was the one who brought you in

he kept insinuating you and Kenma were dating which like… no you were just a girl (space) friend

Yaku and Kai were normal-ish though Yaku straight-up asked if your mom was the (l/n)

he let it drop after confirmation at least

then… there was the students in your year

Kenma hovered near you, feeling responsible for putting you in a situation nearly identical to what Kuroo did to him

Yamamoto seemed flustered by your presence and also irritated that Kenma already was your friend

Fukunaga just kinda waved and went back to practicing

it took a while for everyone to get over their initial awkwardness, mostly being helped by having to constantly explain what was happening

but the time spent together meant you quickly found friends

friends who, similar to Kenma, dgaf about anything besides your personality and ability to quickly refill water bottles

Maybe you should have realized sooner what joining the volleyball club entailed. It’s not like you ever really participated in an organized sport though, so these summer practices were kicking your ass. The early morning and heat.... You felt pity for your boys; at least you weren’t having to run. Speaking of, the new members of your team just rounded the last bend.

“Come on, babies,” Kuroo cups his hands over his mouth to ‘encourage’ the first-years. “Even (y/n) could beat that!”

“Don’t say that; Lev’s gonna wanna see it!” you hiss, hitting his side.

Speaking of, the giant, silver puppy heads straight to you. After introductions, his upperclassmen quickly understood Lev required a, well, firm hand. Something you lacked which made you the target of his affections. “Woahh, (y/n)-senpai must be fast! Why don’t you actually play any sports?”

Yaku’s eyes level a harsh glare on him, “Are you trying to insult our manager?”

Shibayama steps forward, saving Lev from having to repeat his run. “I am curious why you chose to be a volleyball manager. No offense, but… you don’t seem to care about the sport.”

“Ah, none taken,” you easily wave off his concern. “Volleyball’s cool enough, but you’re right that I’m not passionate about it in the same way as others on the team. I mostly joined because of Kenma, actually.”

The first-years felt confused. How could their quiet, cat-senpai pull in one of the most popular girls in school? Even last year, when they were in Nekoma's middle-school, they had heard rumors of you. When you joined the volleyball club, even teachers started giving the once-golden club attention again. It was how the club received funding to travel to Miyagi next week. (In addition to a large donation from your mom, who was overjoyed you actually made friends.)

“He was my first and only friend at Nekoma for a long time,” you explain. Lev gasps dramatically. It seems impossible to imagine you without lines of admirers. “It doesn’t matter now since everyone in the club is my friend! Take your bottles and get in the gym; we need to talk about the logistics of going to that camp with Karasuno.”

the ones who stay behind are upset </3 cough cough lev

you’re pretty surprised you do get to go

but you’re excited - from what you understand it’s a rural area and you’ve been in Tokyo your entire life

maybe you'll even see a cow!

except you get there, walk a few feet and then notice Kenma is missing

excitement: ruined

Kuroo panics while repeating that he is not panicking

then you both get a text that’s just “in a playground”

when you find him, you scold him on talking to strangers

anyways the rest of the day is spent familiarizing yourself with the gyms and rooms

you run into Kiyoko while preparing dinner for your team

she explains she’s the only other manager at the camp, but she won’t be staying with you

You’re a lil upset bc sleepover ruined but it seems weird to complain about getting your own room and bath

(you still spend most of the time in the team’s room because it got really lonely without your boys :( )

the next morning, the day of the actual match, you get to wear your Official Manager Clothes

which is really just the track jacket, but it makes you feel cool

meeting karasuno is,,, interesting

you’re starting to think you’ll never find a normal volleyball player

From the corner of your eye, you spot Yamamoto attempting to intimidate some Karasuno players. With a sigh, you go to fetch him.

“Tora-kun, can you please help me bring in some supplies? They’re too heavy,” you whine. It’s you’re tried and true method to keeping him on a leash. If he’s helping you, he’s with the team.

Except you don’t just get his attention, you also get the attention of the boy he was staring down. Tanka startles at your sudden appearance behind Yamamoto and loses the harshness in his face. “G-girl-”

You make eye contact with Kenma who looks amused. He ignores your plead for help. Yamamoto takes the opportunity to flaunt you. “This is (y/n). Talk to her and you’ll learn how much pain a volleyball can inflict.” As he finishes his threat, he gets distracted by Kiyoko’s appearance over Tanka’s shoulder.

You decide it’s a lost cause and subtly inch away until you’re walking with Kiyoko. The boys are unable to hear what you’re talking about, but both stare dumbfounded as the only two girls in the entire camp gossip and laugh. Tanka and Yamamoto share a look; maybe there’s something shared between the two they didn’t see before.

“Is your idiot always like that?”

“Yeah, I assume that’s normal for your team too?”

#cass.writes #manager!reader #hq x reader #haikyu x reader #female!reader #nekoma #also lots of info from the wiki #so pls don’t jump me if it’s wrong

[horce-divorce]

so like. I live in a really rural area where all minorities tend to be very underserved from a community standpoint. like when I was growing up here in the 90s/early aughts it was just. Not Really A Thing to be queer. my friend was the one (1) person in our high school who was out as gay for those 4 years. I never met another trans person until I was 21 years old, living and working in a mall in another state. to this day I don't think there's even any support groups around here (there's a PFLAG offshoot that meets here twice a month, but it's not even our city's because we don't have our own PFLAG chapter- it's associated w the one in the next nearest town).

so it was pretty cool to learn that a few years ago, some folks actually got Pride going in my hometown, and it was a pretty huge success? It went for a few years, I wanna say 2-3. they did have counter protestors at first, but so few of them compared to how many people were at Pride that they looked foolish and literally gave up lol.

unfortunately a lot of the people who were involved in that have moved away. the group organizing Pride dissolved and we haven't had another one since I've been back. but EVERYONE I know who saw it says they miss it terribly and want to see it happen again.

I've been petsitting for a friend who is herself part of the queer community and also a therapist, and she's new to the area and really trying to grapple with like. Rural queer life, having come here from a big metro area. She sees that there is very much a need for connection out here and is trying to see how she can serve that need in her capacity as a therapist. She might help facilitate an LGBT youth support group- which I think may be the first of it's kind around here, if she pulls it off- and she asked ME if I would help her with this stuff. (Mainly bc like. We don't know any other queer people out here LMAO.)

So that's cool, and we've already met some really fascinating and kind folks doing community organizing around here and working on stuff I never would have thought folks were working on out here already. Like racial justice stuff, and working with the police on de-escalation and mental health responses, all kinds of stuff.

Now THAT stuff is all happening in the aforementioned Other Town Over. but the more I'm talking to these folks, the ones out here actually doing shit, the more I'm like... hey it sucks that (my hometown/region) doesn't even have a facebook group for queers around here, let alone spaces to meet IRL. and also, it sucks that we had pride and now we don't, because it clearly is well needed and was a huge success. (Actually the one time we had a FB group it was for the people doing Pride, but when that disbanded it became a private group with <100 members and tbh it feels awkward to try and join that.)

All this stuff has just kinda been percolating in my mind, along with the realizations of like... Sometimes you just have to show up, or make a page, or do whatever, and see who else shows up. That doesn't make it easy but someone has to take that step. And looking at all of this now, uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..... It might be... me? I might have to do it. If I want to see that stuff happen in my time living here. Which is just a WILD thought to me but like. Here we are? And even other people are approaching me and kinda asking me to do this stuff? Wow!

So anyway even though I hate social media, I've been thinking maybe a FB page would be a good place to start. Like literally just make one and see who shows up and what happens. It's a place to start anyway.

It's just TERRIFYING. bc like... I have a couple queer friends who would prob join my group, but who surely wouldn't be interested in moderating or anything like that. So it would literally just be me vs bumfuck county unless/until other people started to join. Even just for a Facebook group I KNOW I'd have to be doing damage control and moderating and explaining things and it's kind of back to my dilemma from when I was a teenager, the one that drove me back into the closet for so long... Who's gonna have my back for that??? Cus it ain't my cishet family who live here LMAO. I want other queer people in the area to have that, but I can't make it happen all alone.... But also, I'm all alone because we don't even have a Facebook page. Somebody's gotta bite the bullet and just do it ykwimean.

I dunno y'all it's a lot to think about! Tbh I've been having a similar dilemma about forums (I could do it, I could just make a forum and see who shows up, but alas, the long silences, the learning curve for ppl who only know social media, the trolls, I just don't know)... A Facebook group could be similar to a forum. Perhaps easier in some ways and immeasurably worse in others. My friend encouraged me to do it but I need more than one person to back me up lol.

Just pondering about it all, but I'm open to feedback from folks if you have it. It would be validating at least, cus I've skimmed this idea past my two (2) whole friends here and they're both kind of generally positive about it but understand my hesitation, and they think I should try to get things rolling if I want to, but that's where it ends. none of us really knows what's the best way to go about it. But we're all starved for queer fellowship and we all wanna see Pride happen again... Much to consider....

#me #prsnl