#at least it's cool out today

[sovaharbor]

piss

#psychiatrist is so proud of me -> disgusting panic attack otw to the dermatologist #like sorry. Sorry. i had to cancel. like at the exact appointment time. haha. #cant describe how terrifying it is to be like on the verge of puking and begging my mom to pull off to which she says No. #like i think that made it a billion times worse #no actually what made it a billion times worse was her TAKING ME TO THE WRONG DOCTOR #and then her stonewalling me while i was actively panicking was not great either! nail in the coffin as they say! #anyways i cried shes pissed at me but jesus fucking christ this was not the day #i literally put on such a cute outfit to trick myself into being excited to go somewhere and now here we are #summer's text tag #her: you told me it was just a Doctor appintment #me: no!!! i didnt!!! i said dermatologist!!!!!! #LIKE DO YOU *EVER* LISTEN TO ME. EVEN JUST FUCKING ONCE. CHRIST. #im gonna cry again i already know it haha heehee hoohoo #at least it's cool out today #im sitting outside bc i dont wanna go in there and have her yell at me more

[iknowwhereyousnoozeatnight]

it’s her month <3

#death note #misa amane #eyestrain #bright colors #trying out some foreshortening today #sorry for the bright ass colors i'm not actually sure how they look on ur screens bc i have reduced blue on mine for my eyes #but i hope they do not kill u or if they do u at least think they're cool #i always think neons are cool they're pretty epic imo i love bright colors

[todayisafridaynight]

matrophobia

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #ryu ga gotoku 7 #yakuza series #yakuza like a dragon #yakuza 7 #masumi arakawa #masato arakawa #snap sketches #oh my god im going to pass out but my tag ramble is necessary. like especially this time #i was just gonna draw his Actual mom but then i wanted to get saucy with it. also i miss drawing wolves but theres a purpose i promise #ive loved wolves since i was a kid since theyre like. family-oriented and shit. of course a lonely loser ass kid gonna think thats cool #when i think of wolves i think of family- which is what you should think of with your mom right #but a lot of people know wolves are monsters so. ysee where im goin with this one #the flowers and thorns arent Just Random i Double Promise: i snagged inspo from her flower shirt #i originally had the roses be purple to highlight that buuut i didnt want any more color aside from red #did i have anymore notes..... i dont think so. thats all i had to explain :) this is mid ik i just needed it done tho im TIRED #OH HER MULTIPLE EYES its supposed to be inspired by her necklace :) the third eye has a purpose im too tired to explain rn tho #the jo alternative was more depressing since i wanted to put emphasis on his feelings of inadequacy in that #BUT i figured hey. let me have a /lil/ happiness today right. i can do that at least let me draw that at least #ignore the fact i got more bad news while drawing this and almost abandoned it as a result but we push through :) #in any case. im subjecting arakawa to more horrors tomorrow i guess sorry king youve had it good too long. i GUESS #to round this off. Obligatory Vent Portion because myyyyy GOD. i have nightmares about my mom every night #its been that way since like. february- ive always had nightmares bout her but theyve ramped up since The Event #and for the most part i just wake up tired and despondent but sometimes the nightmares just make me wake up gasping for air #like i was TRULY just fighting for my life then and itd been a while since i had a nightmare like that #and just. coupled with how trash my months been. and now that im comm free.(dm me;) ) i figured id express the soul a bit #alright NOW im done. im pretty sure. goodnight everyone come back for part ii of. whatever this was #IM ALL OUT OF TAGS NOW LMAO THATS EPIC ok bye fr

[iknowwhereyousleepatnight]

sketchy sketch of kitty cat L

#death note #l lawliet #furry #my art #forgor to give him pants bc i was trying to figure out how to do anthro cat legs #i'll prob have them wear pants tho #but L feels like the type to not bother ngl. i can't imagine the feeling of long fur inside denim would be very nice #anyway he's fun to draw #unsure if you all are as on board w cat death note as i am but i am kinda obsessed #i really should be doing schoolwork but tbh by this time at night i like. crave drawing. i need it #and besides i have all of tomorrow free bc apparently my prof is letting us skip our final if we have good enough grades #and i have like. a 96 or smth and i would rather not have to study when i'm still working on my art hist paper #all i have to do is art hist stuff. my prof wants us dead. everyone was talking before class today like. whyyyyyy #it's painful but at least it's cool #side note: i should put cat L in the laundry. spin him. wet soaked pathetic cat in the wash and fluffy puffball in the dry

[runawaymun]

They need to invent a workout that makes you stronger but not sore

#the second day muscle stiffness is my LEAST fav part #like on the one hand cool I know I worked out til failure and I will be stronger tomorrow #but today stretching hurtie

[hella1975]

end of march is crazy for writing like i have a 1.5k essay im doing today and tomorrow, a 2k word essay im doing wednesday and a 1k word research proposal im doing friday. and in the remaining week of the month i am WILLINGLY going to finish taob (~10k OPTIMISTICALLY) and make a solid start on tams (~5k-10k depending on how well writing goes). like yes girl write around 20k words worth of MULTIPLE PROJECTS in a handful of days there is no way this can end badly at all

#'hella no one is pressuring you to post anything if you arent able to or are overwhelmed by the barrage of uni work you have atm' stfu #i cannot stress enough the moment i give myself a self-imposed deadline for a fic it HAS to be met #like you guys could beg me to chill out and i simply would not cave #also i just got back from dnd and it was such a good session like i have actual friends there now #and the DM from today actually messaged me on facebook afterwards saying how much he enjoyed playing with me #and he said i brought a lot to the table and my interaction was 'better than some people that have been playing for 5+ years' #I GOT A GOOD GRADE IN DND SOMETHING THAT IS BOTH NORMAL TO WANT AND POSSIBLE TO ACHIEVE #and next week is the first week im going without my mate bc she's away so i was a little nervous #but then this guy that's basically adopted us was like 'omg i'll make sure we're on a table together so you at least know me!' #which was nice enough on its own BUT THEN this dm that's been playing for over 40 years who always chats with us after #was like INSISTANT that we go on his table next week which im SO buzzing for bc he's like a veteran player he knows SO MUCH #and it felt very cool that he was actively inviting us like i dont think that's something he does often #hehehe im having fun with the freaks and weirdos <3333 #hella goes to uni

[lesbianwithchainsaws]

Does anyone wanna talk about horror movies? I wanna talk about horror movies!

#im not even sure what specifically to talk about. i just love horror and want to talk about it like all the time #i watched a movie today and it wasnt that good BUT i did finally watch Phantasm yesterday and ohhh i loved it #its so cool visually and i feel like I'll definitely watch at least some of the sequels #theres still so many franchises and well known horror movies i havent seen #like i have now seen 533 horror movies and its not a small amount but it feels like a small amount with how much is out there

[knackeredforever]

We like to talk about reading comprehension a lot on this site but no one in the history of humankind has worse reading comprehension than the people who were convinced to join the military because of the metal gear games.

#like these people played the games where literally every character rants at length about how becoming a soldier ruined their lives #and someone sees that and goes WOW WAR IS AWESOME SOLID SNAKE IS SO COOL I WANT TO KILL PEOPLE WITHOUT REMORSE GOD BLESS AMERICA #congratulations you have somehow missed the point of one of the most unsubtle anti war series ever made #if you watch the mgs2 GW patriots censorship codec call that’s just before the final boss #and don’t immediately want to destroy the us government for practically letting exactly what GW is describing happen today #or at least think deeply about it in anyway something is wrong with you #also mgs has been calling out video games being used as a propaganda tool for getting people to join the military since mgs2 #and especially mgs 4 which is crazy when mgs4 came out in 2008 and call of duty has been getting even more propaganda heavy as the games #go on #sorry for the larger amount of tags I’ve been thinking about this for a while and I needed to rant about it #mgs #metal gear solid #metal gear

[flecks-of-stardust]

[image description: two images of a Northern Mockingbird perched on some branches. It is a soft grey-brown, with darker feathered wings that have a white band in the middle. Its eyes are a brilliant gold. In the first image, it is looking off to the right, one eye staring at the camera, and is somewhat hunkered down. Its body is framed by a curving twig. In the second image, it is perched higher up, rump facing the camera as it looks to the sky. There is a big fluffy white cloud in the background. end image description]

birdy :D

#big long ramble about my day so far in the tags just cause i felt like sharing #i had a rheumatology appointment today but i was Way early #arrived when the doctors had broken for lunch. the receptionist told me there was a new nature path past the parking lot #and i was like hell why not. maybe i’ll find a cool bug #i did not find many bugs but hooo there were so many birds it was amazing #this fella was the highlight #i was trying to get a picture of it through a bush cause it looked cool #but then it flapped up In Front Of Me. like less than a meter away #and i just stared wide eyed at it for like three seconds #snapped a few pictures because it posed for me for a little #it also gave me a little gift :’) i didn’t catch the poop falling on camera lol #then it flitted off back the way it came #there was also a hummingbird (anna’s hummingbird i think) #and a few others i couldn’t identify. probably a few bushtits and i think two goldfinches at least #and also some really fucking loud geese(?) that i could not find #it was nice. talking a walk here and there is so nice #i did eventually find some bugs. there was a honeybee that was getting blown across the ground by the wind #literally tumbling all the way. i scooped it onto a leaf and put it somewhere a bit less windy #and there was another in a flower that seemed a bit stronger #also there were these little solitary bee home tubes!!! didn’t see any bees come out though #and there was a cat :D #hshshshshdh it’s been nice so far #my appointment went well too #mockingbird blessing :) #if i had a nickel for every time i happened to somehow be allowed within a meter of a bird to get a super clean picture of them #i would have two nickels #which isn’t a lot but it’s weird that it’s happened twice /ref #the other instance was of hatchlings too :’D god they were so round and cute #i miss them i hope they had lots of babies

[li-esonthefloor]

come closer

i am a normal fan and can be trusted with jade curtiss and luke fon fabre

#i am ofc missing jade chibi pillow. it is $$ when it pops up #and im missing the matching glasses standee set cause i didnt have $80 to spare when they were available.... #ive been looking at the slightly underwhelming normal figure set but they are a bit pricey for the quality as well #and the terribly ugly little chibi figures. maybe ill get them one day but that day is not today #i THINK this is everything i have #i might have two or three more charms squirreled away somewhere #i am Extremely unorganized so............. it is difficult to say #jadeluke #chatter tag #remember when the roll-on fragrances came out. i seriously almost dropped $150 on those things #and the jl ring.... man i still want it (SO BAD) but it doesnt exist anymore #ALSO I HAVE GOTOU-SAN'S SUMMER JL STANDEE ON THE WAY!!!!!! #i am so very sad i missed their doujin preorders but at least i got the charm #i wonder how much more my collection will grow #actually there are a number of things i still want but [averting eyes monkey] ive said enough i need to stop #anyway so like. yeah. totally normal right. im very cool and not weird about them

[soppsop]

I was doing a drawing and everyone went to sleep at 12 but i thought "im so close to finishing and im having so much fun! im just gonna keep drawing a little bit longer :) :)"

it's 5 AM. i hear the birds chirping.

i'm gonna regret this soooooooo much when i wake up 😭😭😭

#but at least the drawing turned out very cool so im very happy #im posting it tomorrow 🥳🥳 #(today??) #its cookie run btw so. don't get excited if you're here for the attorneys

[stinkrascal]

you know what though. today was great writing inspiration. this will happen to brie and vlad now thats how i’ll cope with this

#except in my revenge cope vlad will EAT THEM!!!! as he does whenever his wife is upset #my bf was amazing today he made me feel extremely safe dealing w the situation the way he did #truly he was one step below eating that mf #yea that was lowkey traumatizing as hell but at least now i have a cool plot point for my vladislaus straud fanfiction #im still freaked out HAHA my poor immune system 🤒 #and tw everything but my parents literally went 2 rehab yesterday lmao like can life please chill a little i just want to play my games 🤒 #OHHHH YEAH and my laptop is dying now too so hurray!! bro 😭😭 #i must stay silly soldiers i literally have no other options at this point 🧘

[b4kuch1n]

my little guys diary

#pokemon #bakuspecial #original character #tranier clover #acacie (OC) #trainer lạc #ft. their greninja #I feel like every time I draw clover I make their eyes larger. but its what they deserve so its fine #gods. its like kinda forgotten that lạc grows up to be like. annoyingly positive #and also given the amount of bells on them. they jingle jangle everywhere #man. clover wouldve enjoyed lạc I think. and lạc would find clover cool. misguidedly #that final scribble is from like months ago. like from last year even. a Long time ago #Im declassifying it now cause its probably not getting done any time soon lmao #the other two are spat out inbetween job sessions. cause I need to unclench a bit #job's good! I have fun! it just also costs a lot of brainage #so (gestures) my intermittent little guys time #okay. now I sleep. we have guest over today and I need to at least turn my lights off at the right hour #have a good night. have a good night. muck around with ur bros

[stangeranfanficion]

Truely, I saw the term "Disney Adult" just gonna be another term to use to mean like autistic people who are too much into one thing, and my theory is basically correct now on YouTube. So good job, everyone 👍<- a lie

#like i saw the fucking term mario adult today and its like #it seems like when a tik tok uses the like idea of a “wierd kid” in comedy to get past the idea of a wierd disabled kid at your school #anyways yall (ableists) were great for bringing back the idea that people who are too obsessed with an idea or media are wierd #and are gross for not liking the cool things (tm) #thats a lie btw #idk its gross seeing like shit like this basically be more hip and trendy bullying #autism #ableism #actually autistic #anyways #I hate the term disney adult or like any variation on it. even if you have the fucking #“IM NOT TALKING ABOUT AUTISTIC PEOPLE” like disclaimer #im just gonna assume your at least grossing out an autistic trait

[potatobugz]

biggest problem with writing is that I have all the ideas and themes I want to express in my head, but when I try to write it down the words come out. wrong

#rambles #.......yes this js about the pip and damien friendship thing #and like. everything kn general #guys u dont understand i have so many ideas for things but i cant write them or draw them or animate them and it is kiiling meee #btw i posted like. two chaoters of thay fic. to ao3 #(first time using that site to post things actually) #um. not sending the link. cuz im scareds #but i wont actively try to hide jt at least if u find it and read it then thats pretty cool #i havent wrote them meeting yet so its me trying to characterize damien and pip respectively and struggling. at thay #be patient with me ;_; #THIS POST ALSO GOES FOR REAL LIFE TOO. WORDS IN MY HEAD DONT COME OUT RIGHT EVER JTS SO FRUSTRATING!!! #BWAAAA #yet we stay optimistic #i will try 2 write more today :) #maybe somefay when writing comes easier to me and im satusfied with my works i will. rewrite this #but im learning im trying #writing is the hardest thing ever forever #ive also learned that i should Probably Stop Using Commas So Much

[littleblondesoprano]

I met the sweetest lil old lady today, y’all. Just after talking to me for a minute, she said she had a joke and went: how many animals can you fit in a pair of pantyhose?

Ten piggies, two dogs, a couple of calves, an ass, and sometimes a cock.

When I tell you I about died laughing in that Michaels parking lot—

#littleblondesoprano #she said she always had a joke on hand because she wanted to make at least one person smile every day #and she had just turned 80 last week! #she was so spunky and sweet #I waved bye when I drove out and she waved back 🥺 #today was such a neat day #I wore my Halloween shirt and one of the michaels workers complimented it #and then showed me he had Michael’s cult mark from the 6th movie tatted on his wrist #it was so cool! #so many tickles!