#blame it on the vodka

[honeygrahambitch]

Dear Hannibal:

Deer Hannibal:

#im unwell #vodka is to blame #hannibal #hannigram #hannibal lecter #will graham #hannibal nbc

[nobrashfestivity]

There's little as nauseating as the current "Guru Culture" which always consists of some privileged, very lucky, very rich, not very bright and only moderately talented (if at all) person sitting with a slightly less successful version of themselves, chatting about "Drive" and "Making it" as if it had anything to do with their own half-baked, recently arrived at philosophy and not who their parents knew.

It's really part of the bigger flaw in our culture where everyone equates wealth with genius.

#matt damon can stop talking about his shitty script for good will hunting now #personal #sipping their new brand of vodka #i blame steve jobs

[hwanghyunjinenthusiast]

And when I write about making out with the cute, shy art major while you're drunk at a party that sucks? What then?

#ems i blame you #you put university student hyunjin in my head and now i feel insane #the vodka probably isn't helping lmao #jesus he looks so good #why am i not messily making out with him while in his lap and feeling him get hard underneath me #why is life cruel and unfair #why did he have to do this TODAY #i am just trying to LIVE #LIKE THE HAIR???? THE FUCKING GLASSES????? HIS NAILS????? #guess I'll fucking die #rj talks

[daisiesonafield-blog]

Here's the full video of Louis "blame it on the Goose" Tomlinson chugging gay vodka in Mexico City after his last show there on June 17 2022 (x)

#louis clubbing #LTT mexico city 3 #louis in mexico #gay vodka louis edition #blame it on the goose #drunk louis #louis june 2022 #jun 17 2022 #jun 2022

[riderkaitlyn5]

Wash: I could really hurt someone... I'm a monster

Connie: You fold your socks and have a build-a-bear frequent flier card, forgive my timbers for not being shaken

#Wash be like H-how do you know that!? #Wash please I'm an infiltration specialist it's my job to know these things #Oh yeah Connie knows practically everything about everyone #Yes York she knows about the hundreds of poems you've written for and about Carolina #and the thing that makes Wash a monster in question was he took South's vodka and blamed it on York #he almost didn't make it out alive lol #but Wash goes to BAB so he can make bears for the FL's #though he's contemplating not putting a heart in Connie's bear #or South's for that matter #but he did and the team loves them #agent washington #agent connecticut #inccorect quotes #rvb #red vs blue

[dykebeckett]

maybe exposing myself too much here but praise kink isn’t even a kink to me it’s the default. if YOU don’t think being told you’re doing a good job is sexy YOU’RE wrong and that’s on YOU. that’s my opinion

#I HAVE also had more vodka than I intended to. so blame this post on that. I did a bad job pouring it happens

[thedeviousdevilxx]

just thinking about Duff, laying on his back, humping his bass 😭😭

#why he like that tho? #we can't JUST blame the vodka

[artemisbarnowl]

I didn't take any photos but I think it's important to note my family Christmas involves shots and my parents WILL berate you if you do not participate

#real blame it on the goose hours here #also father why are we drinkijg french vodka that seems illegal

[calyssmarviss]

Anyway as so someone who knows as little as possible about Bloodborne considering I’ve watched dozens of video essays on level design that LOVE to mention fromsoftware games i can tell you someone in the creative process is into the story of the Beast of Gevaudan, the concept artists all had to watch le Pacte des Loups and baby I’m expecting the ghost of Gaspard Ulliel to attack me any minute now

#too soon? #sorry gaspard love you and the proof is you were the most memorable member of the cast to me <3 #anyway it’s been over a day I’m still stuck in central yharnam I’d say send help but i don’t have ps+ anymore #looks like I’m back to blogging blame it on the vodka and frustration

[pourthewhiskey]

taylor drunk at the vmas is how i aspire to be at every party case in point the wedding i went to yesterday

#I have a raging headache now #I blame the wine not the vodka

[youhavereachedtheendofpie]

I'm on the train home do Not let me fall asleep and miss my stop pls & thx

#i may or may not be slightly very tipsy #i blame the vodka that I drank #how y'all doing

[willowcrowned]

For your commentary ask thingy:

"Obi-Wan smiles an impish smile, something Qui-Gon has seen countless times before, but here, in the light of the amber sea, with his world slowly turning upside down, it strikes him right between the ribs, straight through his heart, and he realizes something much, much, more dangerous than that Obi-Wan is beautiful—

Qui-Gon is in love with him.

It is a strange, perilous thing to realize, all the more alluring for the impossibility of his escape. The earth has not shifted beneath his feet, the galaxy does not spin differently— not as it had when Obi-Wan was gone. There is no change except that he knows. And if that is true— if the only change is him— then he has been in love with Obi-Wan for a long, long time."

I love this passage, and it has to be my favourite fic as well!! I love everything about Before I Knew I Had Begun, but I'd love to see your DVD commentary

Also you're not the only one a little tipsy lol I'm waiting to hear back about a scholarship for my PhD 😬😬

okay first off good luck on the scholarship!!!! that's such a nerve-wracking position to be in I hope everything works out for you!! second, thank you! It's VERY weird to hear that people like that fic (though even more welcome than weird) because I really go back and forth on it all the time. It was really only meant to be a fun stress relief fic I could dump some random scene ideas and dynamics into for fun, but I ended up actually working on it in a serious enough way that I started caring genuinely about the quality, and now a year on parts of it make me cringe. It's one of those things that just happens when you grow as a writer, so there is some good in seeing how I'd do it differently now, but I've never been under the impression that it's particularly liked, which makes the experience of keeping it up a bit worse. Hearing that people like it—that there's something really enjoyable about it (even if I can't see it) and that there's a good reason to keep it attached to my account—is really good to hear.

Now on to the commentary:

As I said, this fic was really just meant to be a jumble of scenes I wrote down for fun. The inciting one—or at least the first one I had in my head—was the flashback with the eyeliner, and I'd had it since December of 2020. It was the first one I wrote down, followed shortly by the yelling Obi-Wan does when Qui-Gon comes to find him in the third scene. The yelling is where I finally got an idea of what the overarching conflict could be, and realized I had the basis of a plot. The fragment here is, of course, the climax of that plot, where the second of the two conflicts finally comes to head.

While I was writing it, I was mostly thinking about the way it needed to incorporate the already resolved conflict—the miscommunication about Obi-Wan's place in Qui-Gon's life—into his realization. The fic is about Qui-Gon's assumptions, the way he lets things get by him when he thinks he knows what's going on, so him realizing what he's been missing is supposed to display the growth that's occurred after his discussion with Obi-Wan in the third scene. Qui-Gon here knows that Obi-Wan is important to him. He knows that he wants Obi-Wan in his life. What he's missing is the specific context for that desire—that he wants Obi-Wan in a romantic and sexual capacity as well as in the deeper, more important platonic way.

One of my struggles with this climax was how easy it was, because my instincts were telling me to make it difficult, to make it long and drawn out and hard to work through. But it actually needs to be easy, because Qui-Gon has already done the work—he's just waiting on the context. The first part of that context is the realization that Obi-Wan is beautiful, that he's attracted to Obi-Wan. The snippet you've chosen is the second, logical half of that. Now that he's accepted the attraction, he can accept there's yet another dimension of his desire he's been blind to: romantic love. Like Qui-Gon says: what Obi-Wan is doing is something he's done countless times before. It's just the context of his own knowledge that's different.

The first half of the fic is about Qui-Gon shaping the world around him. The second half is about Qui-Gon understanding the world he's shaped. This here is that resolution—him finally understanding what's been going on for year's, and accepting that's what's happened.

The other big thing in my head while I was writing this bit is that Qui-Gon absolutely Had to figure out he was in love while he was being made fun of, bc that man has the most weirdly developed sense of pride I've ever seen. blame dooku, I guess.

#btw i'm SO sorry if this is rambly and makes no sense blame it on the vodka #ask game replies #anon #dvd commentary #willow writes #quiobi

[virtue-and-beneviolence]

Genuinely what am I doing not next to Shuji rn this I s bullshit :c

#um provably stupid ost #no for sure #but blame the pwach vodka heyyyyy #hush virtue

[himalayaan-flowers]

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#i want to disappear but i don't even have the energy to do that #i'm so pathetic every method apart from N seems too hard for me #and that means flying to Peru #i barely speak any Spanish and i have to find a good excuse as to where i'm actually going i hate lying and i'm scared #i want to take it back here but how much trouble will i get in if i'm caught i'm so scared #and i said i'd read the Bible first but i just can't #i can't concentrate #so i just do nothing #i can't even numb myself #i feel sick after half a bottle of vodka but i don't feel any better #i don't know when i will ever summon the energy to take action #i know i should be grateful #i'm not sleeping on the street #i have somewhere warm to be #i'm not going through a war or a famine #why aren't i more grateful #it's more guilt bc i feel like why should i have those things when others don't #i don't feel like i deserve it #i feel so useless #my brain is so broken i can't even make motivate myself to eat #or take the meds because they don't do anything at all #mental health services can't help they don't even care #i don't blame them bc they're overworked overstretched underfunded #i am just an annoyance and i know that i wish i could stop existing and stop being annoying #i just have no motivation for anything at all #permanently exhausted #i have nothing to offer #it's been hammered into me that i don't matter i get it #i just want to sleep forever

[moreau29]

jean moreau and icarus

jean sees himself as icarus. convinced that if he flies too close to the sun it will melt his wings and send him crashing into the sea. because he's given in before. twice he has given in to temptation and been burned.

this sun is the brightest one yet. jeremy knox shines so brightly, too brightly, surely he will burn him beyond repair. will burn his wings off his back and send him plummeting.

he couldn't be more wrong.

#blame the vodka #idk what posessed me #word vomit #my post

[invodka-veritas]

Manifesting a day full of mirth and general tomfoolery

#vodka says stuff #i dont even know why i say these things sometimes #i blame the weed & being home alone on no sleep