#brain thougts tm

[pondering-peach]

Various Bad Kids hanging out independently and also as a group HCs

Fabian and Adaine paint their nails and watch elven telenovelas together.

Kristen and Adaine go for evening walks together, sometimes joined by others but usually alone (it seriously helps Adaines mental health and Kristen is just happy to go for a walk with a close friend while the sun sets).

Fig taught Gorgug how to skateboard while they were on tour and whenever they were in a new city they would go riding around blasting their music.

At home they like to ride around on their skateboards, sometimes Riz will ride along in Gorgugs backpack and play music from Gorgugs liked songs playlist on a speaker.

Fabian and Riz play videogames together on an ancient like... fantasy high xbox 360(?) at Rizs place.

Gorgug and Fabian work out after school together.

Kristen, Fig, and Adaine go out to the movies once a month and have a sleepover together. The same night, Fabian, Gorgug, and Riz all gather at Fabians to play video games and watch b-rated action films.

Gorgug and Adaine like to body double, so they can often be found doing separate tasks in the same room, listening to their earbuds.

Riz and Fig shopping for clothes together. Their styles are so different, but theyre both so good at fashion that who else would they choose?

Kristen hosting BBQs and bonfires during the summer bc it was her favorite summer activity growing up and wants to share it with the people she loves (its usually Jawbone whos stuck on grill duty though; he doesnt mind).

thats all for now gn

#brain thougts tm #dimension 20 fantasy high #the bad kids #gorgug thistlespring #fabian seacaster #riz gukgak #fig faeth #adaine abernant #kristen applebees

[evergardenwall]

got tagged by @bauliya (ily) !!

1. why did you choose your url?

evergardenwall is a portmanteau word (i think that's how it's called in english?) mixing violet evergarden and over the garden wall, two animated series i love!

2. any side-blogs? if you have them, name them and why you have them.

i can't maintain sideblogs so i don't have one rip

3. how long have you been on Tumblr?

i used to bookmark my favorite pjo fanartists' blogs plus moringmark's (for his svtfoe fancomics) back in 2016-2017 before attempting to create myself a blog during that same year... but i never used it and it got purged. then i made another blog (this one!) in. 2018 or 2019? to look at yuhki kamatani-related posts.

i started being really active in 2020! (thanks to quarantine i guess)

4. do you have a queue tag?

nope!

5. why did you start your blog in the first place?

yuhki kamatani and hiromu arakawa's manga!! and cartoons

6. why did you choose your icon/pfp?

ponyo is one of my favorite ghibli movies, and the eponym character is a figure who brings me a lot of joy

7. why did you choose your header?

tillie walden's art makes me feel like someone represented my brain under the form of drawings and i Love her works so much. especially are you listening?

also the color palette!!

8. what’s your post with the most notes?

i think it might be one of my drawings! :>

9. how many mutuals do you have?

...no idea but i am amazed my fma mutuals are still following me even though i am a jasico blog at this point LOL

10. how many followers do you have?

[redacted]

11. how many people do you follow?

217!

12. have you ever made a shitpost?

honestly i think most of my posts are shitposts by default... they are just incoherent thougts (unless they get peer reviewed)

13. how often do you use tumblr each day?

way too often and i should prepare my grand oral instead but i'm Stressed and fixate on the wrong things instead (pjo analysis posts)

14. did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? who won?

sort of? i once got in a debate with someone who said the 03 winry x sheska ship was grooming (no comment) and then deleted the thread because it was making me too anxious

15. how do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts?

i scroll most of the time, unless i find the post genuinely important (but i really don't like the guilt trip going on in these)

16. do you like tag games?

yesss! it makes me happy to see people thinking of me haha

17. do you like ask games?

in general, yes, but my followers aren't v interactive sooo

18. which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

several of my mutuals have popular posts but none of them qualifies for tumblr famous TM and you know what? that's for the better

19. do you have a crush on a mutual?

i do have some mutuals living in my head rent free that i care about a lot and find Hot but i don't really consider them crushes (sorry guys)

20. tags?

tagging @iskindiriya @the-ghost-king @shrimpemojis @phlegathonbabe @nose-bl and @firewoodfigs ! no pressure tho <3

#fragments

[koalas-koalas-everywhere]

Regarding Vulcans and autism

Since why the hell not make it a series with recognizable titles that will make it easy to look up and create links for if I ever make enough of them for it to be worth it. Disclaimer: it might be hard to understand what I’m getting at without reading the other posts since this isn’t supposed to be, like, a comprehensive analysis on how one is like the other.

Thing is, as an Aspie woman, I can see perfectly well how Vulcans expressing nothing but neutrality gets twisted in reception and interpreted as smugness/disdain, and autism (or at least Asperger’s, I am sorta more knowledgeable about one than the other) does tend to include self-awareness issues that leads to feelings of superiority and/or inferiority, and with the most recognizably “autistic” (either explicitly or through coding) being the Sheldon Coopers and the BBC Sherlock types, the assumption that anyone like them in some ways will follow in others (heck, might be why pop culture has accepted Holmes as an asshole at all, since he wasn’t that bad in the stories but he WAS smart and eccentric and every once in a while disdaindful of the people whose jobs he did better than them) is not unexpected.

The problem’s not really there because I actually have faith that we could have talked about it and raised awareness of not only this case, but also made people question why seeing a smart(er), seemingly cold but all-around just neutral characters or races made everyone raise their hackles to such a degree, assume that they’re actually mostaken about their skills (literally have seen people go “but what if Vulcans only think they’re some of the best scientists around bc they’re supercilious assholes and it’s just not true”)and wrong about life in general. Don’t get me wrong, I do get the impulse ever since Star Trek (2009), but, well, that’s just the thing, that’s where the problem is. Because we could have talked about it in fandom and be friends about it, but now there are TWO official canon sources that depict the Vulcans as intolerant, xenophobic, racist, ableist hypocrites, and not only is it harder to argue with actual canon telling you that you were right about your worst assumptions, but now you’ve seen them be actually WORSE than you first thougt, and to your faves, and in such a way that none of their positive/redeeming qualities (say, being all of that stuff sorta kinda messes up the whole IDIC thing, but it wouldn’t be so bad if they weren’t doing it out out of malice, but out of ignorance and genuine misunderstanding, and if the only members who were shown to be sorta kinda decent weren’t at least partly from a different species (u.s., uh, I mean, us) and/or implied to have been influenced by a different culture) were shown. In fact, those good qualities, such as their pacifism, reverence for life, belief and respect for diversity, their curiosity and constant push for knowledge that probably wouldn’t let them just let a kid fall by the wayside becuase he was dyslexic (“there is no other wisdom, and no hope for us, but that we grow wise”), their deep attachment to their morality that’s even more important to them than to be liked by the other members of the Federation COUGH COUGH AUTISM MUCH COUGH COUGH were the first to be dropped in favour of what’s anathema to all of this, the last one in particular was turned on its head so it wasn’t that they used their logic to arrive to the most compassionate and fair choice, and it had to be logic since emotion would resist a sacrifice in a way logic won’t, making logic the compassionate choice (as they saw it, I don’t think it’s universally true, but also not universaly false), but that they were mich more willing to let people suffer and to look the other way and not be affected at all because, I don’t know, they mistook logic, which is a tool, with efficiency, which is a goal, I’d guess.

They lost the best things about them because freaking J J Abrams decided to make movies about a franchise he didn’t even like and then, even though all of it could have stayed in a parallel universe were, as many have proposed, Vulcans were worse because the Kelvin accident led people to know what Romulans looked like earlier so THEY were worse and everyone was just an asshole to each other, but then Discovery took a leaf out of his book and used his version of Vulcans and even changed old characters to fit this new version better (Sarek doesn’t disagree with Starfleet because of its bellicosity [you can’t even argue that he still disaproves of violence because he spent the worst part of the war following General Cornwell around and idk commiting mind crimes] or because he sees it as a rejection from Spock [since he says he’ll keep his distance because it’s what Spock would want and what the fuck even was that?] and he’s a cold bastard who’d take a child to a completely different culture than the one she’s used to purely for superficial beliefs and even then he’ll still prioritize his more Vulcan son, Amanda doesn’t think Vulcan’s is a hard but better way [and honestly she wouldn’t be justified to] so since she can’t be staying because of her children since they’re being mistreated, she must be doing it because of Sarek which is just so feminist, you guys, and ok, I better change topics before this becomes an “everything that’s wrong about Disco with a sidenote of everything that’s not objectively wrong but I still didn’t like”, but also, Vulcan brains can literally lobotomize themselves while dealing with trauma, don’t you think they’d take mental health seriously?) so now it’s canon in the original universe, too. Even with Enterprise (which, to be honest, I haven’t watched, I’ve only learned what was going on with Vulcans from Memory Alpha and the recounting might hace left events and/or the essence and implications of the plotline out), the tomfoolery was supposed to be Romulans infiltrating the government and twisting Surak’s teachings, all of this is supposed to be how things vecame after they got his katra back and went through the Reform.

And this got long, but the thing is: it’s not just about the Vulcans. It’s about the fact that some of the worst assumptions made about them were recognizable at least by this one Aspie as, among other things, a neurotypical’s response to an autistic trait and a long history of negative autistic coding, and now they’ve been confirmed by canon, so instead of having a nice discussion and maybe a bit of disk horse about this, we’ve gotta deal with the fact that now some people feel legitimally repelled by and resentful of Vulcans (insofar as any emotion applies to fiction) because they are now the bigots and oppressors - now it’s not a one episode race of black&white and white&black people ridiculously pointing at the obvious differences between each other, but Vulcans who have said and done bigoted things many people have been exposed to during their lives, and if they were ever willing to give them, and by extension us, a chance, now it’s ruined. I am not, of course, saying that if you hate Vulcans, especially now, you’re ableist, or that making them the Asshole^tm will turn people ableist. Just that it would have been nice to see people like me who didn’t end up justifiably despised.*

*Especially through character assassination, couldn’t you have at least made them unlikeable from the start?

#Star Trek #Vulcans #Spock #am I metaing yet? #I don’t know #it’s been bothering me #because I really love Vulcans and all of this seems like a permanent giant stain

[pondering-peach]

Pet

Geto Suguru x nonsorcerer!gn!Reader

NSFW

Geto Suguru didn't love you. He barely even liked you. You were just another another monkey to him, another mutt to for him to submit to his will.

But, you were still his. His posession, his pet. And as his pet, it was your duty to entertain him, to love him, to obey him.

To greet him in all fours where you belonged whenever he entered the room, eyes never meeting his face until those long, calloused fingers tucked beneath your chin and lifted you up to appraise his beauty.

To him, despite your lowly status, you were a beauty. With soft golden skin and wide brown eyes, framed by locks of choppy curls, he remembers the amusement that twisted his attention when you had first approched him.

You were a shy, timid thing, fingers knotting together as your gaze flickered between his cooly impassive eyes and the floor. You had told him he was the most beautiful man you had ever seen, and you just really wanted to tell him so. You didn't notice the curses surrounding him, eyeing you with contempt, with disgust, with hunger.

He was drawn to that coffee shop again, later that week. He sat in the same spot, unnacompanied by human or curse. He was lucky enough to see you duck in, the heavy downpour soaking your clothes and plastering your hair to your neck.

You noticed him, and couldn't help but brighten despite the curcumstance, cheeks flushing with heat as the gorgeous man from before waved you down. But that was before.

Geto Suguru was a man of principal. And you? You were easy to subdue, submitting to your status as his prized possession with barely any prompting from a subjugated cursed spirit with hypnotic powers and his soft voice in your ear as he fucked you harshly.

The first time he took you, it was clear to him that you had minimal experience. The way you writhed beneath him, fingers knotting in his hair as he went down on you, lips harsh and teeth harsher. His fingers sank inside of you, crooking expertly. You cried, salty tears streaking across your red stained cheeks as you begged him to stop, to let you rest before wringing another painful orgasm from your body.

But it didn't matter because you belonged to him now, and there was no unselling your soul to the devil.

Now, you were ready for him whenever, insides perfectly molded to the shape of his cock from the hours he spent breaking you in, dumbing you down and training you into the best pet he knows you can be. You wait so patiently for him in his personal chambers, dressed in a single thin yakuta and nothing else. Servants bathed you, dusted your cheeks with blush and lined your eyes with khol, gently brushed out your hair and pinned it back from your face so that Master Suguru could look upon your face as he used you.

He loved how you looked with dark eyeliner smearing your cheeks, lashes clumped together as you looked up from where he was shoving you down on his cock. He loved how your lips would get swollen and slick, jaw aching as you take his dick down your throat. He loved how you squirmed beneath him, those fucked out lips dropped open so you could wail against his skin with each harsh thrust of his hips, balls smacking the soft meat of your ass while he pumped you full, held you down and bred you regardless of if it would take.

Geto Suguru didn't love you. He barely liked you. But he loved to fuck you, and that was more than enough to keep you alive for thr time being.

#brain thougts tm #geto suguru x reader #gn reader #geto suguru #jjk smut #jjk geto

[pondering-peach]

Gorgug Thistlespring has fully possessed my brain soooooooo

Headcanons

Mostly listens to like, rock music and sad boy indie music. Every song on Zeldas playlist is in his liked songs.

(I saw someone draw him in a shirt that said 'Mithril Maiden' on it which i assume is the like, in-universe version of Iron Maiden and it is his favorite band)

Enjoys to sew and embroider. Also made about a hundred thousand of those little woven friendship bracelets after Kristen taught him some designs.

All of his stuff is covered in stickers, patches, and pins.

Transmasc Demiboy & Bisexual

He's been gauging his ears since the 7th grade (theyre at a 12mm) and he got his septum peirced in the 8th grade. He gets a vertical labret when they're in Leviathan.

In the Thistlespring tree, way up in the branches, Gorgug has a hammok tied up and a small table built onto the tree. During summer break, he can spend full days up in the hammok listening to music and drawing or making/tinkering with something.

Replaced his shoelaces with those fancy stretchy ones so he can slip his shoes on and off easier.

Farsighted

Gorgugs sketchbook and journal are one book, so people dont often see his drawings. He doesnt carry the book around with him, in exclusively lives in the shoebox under his bed, along with a small collection of cassette tapes, condoms (his parents insisted) a lighter, some cool heart-shaped pebbles Zelda gave him, and the last of the duskmoss from the nightmare forest.

Hasnt cut his hair since 7th grade and has no intention of doing so any time soon.

The white streaks in his hair are more prominent, laced all through the front half of his hair and down through his right eyebrow.

He likes to get stoned and do yoga like, once or twice a week. It helps with mindfulness and self-grounding.

(dont tell anyone but he usually finishes his routine up with a good shower cry as a way to release that pent up anger- doing yoga helps bring those emotions to the surface in a healthy way so that he can expel them after).

Really, really likes grilled cheese and carrot sticks.

A sketch i did earlier

A playlist i made on spotify

#this is all i got for now but u better believe im gonna add onto this shit in the future #gorgug thistlespring #dimension 20 #d20 fantasy high #fantasy high sophmore year #gorgug thistlespring headcanons #gorgug thistlespring fanart #Spotify #my art #brain thougts tm

[pondering-peach]

Story Idea?

Eons ago, the Demon King declared war against the Warriors of God, the Angels, and humans were caught in the crossfire. This war waged on for millenia. until a group of priestesses, weak humans by their own right, found the Demon Generals weakness. They lured and captured him, locking him away far beneath the ground, imprisoned by dakness and despair. Without his general at his side to help dictate, the Demon King fled, and peace settled over the land.

...

Caya is a young man living on his own for the first time. People at school have told him "ghost stories" about the wood lining the west side of the town. Ever the supernatural enthusiast, Caya one day decides to take a hike up into those woods and do some investigating. Unfortunately, a storm breaks and Caya gets turned around, going deeper and deeper into the forest. Finally, he stumbles upon a small, abandoned wood shack and goes in.

A scream of rage so intense and powerful it shakes his bones echoes through the room, and with a fading echo the Demon General is released from his prison.

#brain thougts tm #Brain Thoughts™ #peach prompts #my writing #its loosely based on a dream i had #idk if im ever actually gonna use it #but you will all be the first to know if i do #monster lover #demon oc