#but agh

[how-do-you-remember-me]

No opinen de cuerpos ajenos

No opinen de cuerpos ajenos

No opinen de cuerpos ajenos

#self esteem #autoestima #i feel so bad #but agh

[smiles-ocs]

Clover doesn’t like libraries. One of the reasons why under the cut (tho warning for a bit of horror). It’s actually a redraw from this!

This is a little darker than the older version but hey! Flashlight!

#new perspective #idk how to use the persepctive stuff and rulers on CSP so I didn’t #I just frehanded everything #which was… annoying… #but it was easier than I thought #but agh #why cant CSP be easy to use ???? #ocs #original characters #clover #horror #tw body horror #golden clover

[smilesrobotlover]

*gently returns Kori back to you*

Link tried not to be too frantic as he searched. He hadn't seen Kori in nearly an hour, and though that wasn't a huge deal, they'd agreed to meet back at home for lunch. Kori never missed meals; the kid's appetite was ravenous.

Half tempted to go into wolf form, Link decided he would talk to Rusl and Uli quickly before heading for the edge of the village. He passed Colin, who was babysitting their sister, and gave a quick smile and wave before entering the house nestled in the heart of the village.

"Ma, have you--" Link stopped dead in his tracks, his racing heart relaxing as he breathed a sigh of relief.

Uli was walking back in forth in the kitchen, humming softly as she held Kori in her arms. His son was fast asleep in her embrace, comfortable and safe. Uli smiled warmly at Link.

"Hey, sweetheart," she greeted quietly. "Kori was playing with Rusl and got a little sleepy."

Link huffed out a small laugh. "Guess he really tuckered himself out."

Link jumped when he felt an arm on his shoulder, turning to see his guardian appear out of nowhere.

"We decided you needed a bit of a break," Rusl chimed in with a smile, tugging Link towards the couch.

"I'm okay," Link tried to argue. "But thanks for looking after him."

Uli's smile faded a little, eyebrow rising. Link felt himself shrivel a little under the look. "Um... I mean... I'll..."

He glanced at Rusl pleadingly, but his elder clearly had conspired with her. "Why don't you take a nap, son?"

"Pa. I'm fine."

"You won't sit with your old man?"

Link sighed heavily, giving in. "Fine."

Sitting on the couch, he let Rusl wrap a blanket and arm around him. At first he was a little stiff in the hold, slightly annoyed at being babied, but he settled into it quickly. He was a sucker for hugs, after all. Turning a little and tucking his head under Rusl's chin, Link closed his eyes as he felt his father play gently with the tip of his ear while he chatted quietly with Uli.

THE SOUND I JUST MADE OH MY GOSH

Im gonna cry oh my goodness this is so soft I’m just screaming and crying rn /pos

And the physical touch aaaaah I’m snsnbbsjsbBDJDBSKSBSJSBJSSBJS. And Uli DOES have the magic touch Kori could easily fall asleep in her arms I love that sm I just

I wish I had the words to express my feelings for this I’m just happy this is amazing thank you so much for this 😭😭😭😭😭

#asks #love at twilight #kori #i cant I’ve never had someone write something for me like this 😭😭😭😭 #thank you I needed this #link does need a break #luckily the grandparents are there to save the day #but AGH #this is so GOOD #Uli and Rusl are always looking out for their son #if he won’t then they will #I’m just #aaaaaaahh #i love this

[whumpyourdamnpears]

chapter five is dogshit ❤️❤️

#seriously I cannot STAND writing this chapter #it’s put me in such a slump #I need to get it over with so I can move on #because I’m releasing four and five in the same week (they’re both kind of uneventful and not worth a once a week wait) #and I’ll run out of stockpile if I don’t finish this shit up #but agh #I HATE it

[faffreux]

waiting for the artist to reply to me but I may be getting tattooed tomorrow bc he had a cancellation. oh man y’all I’m stupid nervous lmao. My friends say I have nothing to worry about though because the artist I chose is like, god tier.

#he’s been tattooing for like 25 years I’m probably in good hands #and i know it’s SMALL #BUT AGH

[periphrasis]

sometimes i miss the ordered structure of living in may 2020 quarantine

attend online class from bed with giant iced coffee

get into discord fight

get into tiktok fight

go for 2 hour walk

call my then best friend now girlfriend until like 5 am

sleep with 6 specific plushies that had the same spot on my bed every night

repeat

#really i also miss feeling free of gendered expectations and perception #and also being 17 because in my brain I make new and better choices and actually value my time as a teenager #!!! #can’t sleep #cybie speaks #isaac posting #also I just associate periods of my life w rly strong sensory experiences #I can taste the exact way I’d make my iced coffee then perfectly 4 years later #and feel the ache in my legs after spending so long walking every day #and yeah #hugging my friend at our drive in graduation after she helped me jump start my moms car #idk I heard a tiktok song from that era and I’m #wishing things were different #I didn’t actually have to be so insane and awful I could have been so normal #at least I met kris #and like that whole friend group #but agh #i was so transparently manipulative and yet also so transparent manipulated #and like why??? what was the reason I could’ve just dicked around on tiktok #fuck #and now I’m about to be a grad student

[spinspoon]

so, i might just be Saying Things here, but here's something i was thinking about

so we know that becoming part of the Cast essentially grants you immortality (or some flavor of it anyway) so that even if they die during the show - well - the show must go on, i suppose

and we know now that gl!ranboo DID die earlier at the very beginning of ep 2 (im pretty sure the mask going off while they were unconscious was when that happened) so therefore that implies that they were already apart of the Cast

and i think the most popular running theory that i've seen is that they got straight up nabbed, which, to be fair, sounds like something showfall would absolutely do (considering that's how charlie and possibly sneeg ended up there), BUT my thought is

showfall is presumably a big and well known media production company or whatever you wanna call it, so why would they need to kidnap people to get people for their shows? why couldn't they just put out into the world some kind of advertising that's something like "we need you!", something that would draw in aspiring stars?

now, imagine ranboo, being still just barely a teenager, starting to make their way in the world, having a passion for writing, filmmaking, and things of that nature (like cc!ranboo!) seeing this huge company looking to hire, a once in a lifetime opportunity for this inspired person with big ideas they want to put into the world - being so excited to apply and even more thrilled when they make it in - only to be pulled into this twisted, never-ending nightmare that they could have never known they were signing themselves up for; all because showfall took advantage of a young, aspiring person, just for the sake of personal gain and entertaining their never satisfied audience

but the show must go on, does it not?

#genloss #I KNOW SOMEONE'S PROBABLY ALREADY TALKED ABOUT THIS #BUT AGH #gl!ranboo is so tragic they make me ill /pos #i cannot stop thinking about things #spinspoon speaks

[leafatlaw]

MIGRANE

#sparrow speaks #Ahhhhhhhhhhhh #fuck #okay bye now for tonight #I really want to do shit #But agh #my fucking head

[totally-not-an-awkward-okapi]

Catseye makes me sad for a lot of reasons but not least of which is if she was released a bit later kids who roleplay as cats would have gone so nuts for her. Couldn’t imagine an easier sell to that audience then “teen shapeshifter raised as a feral cat.”

#anyway thank jayrockin for the cat hands #so capable of crimes #I’d like to come back and do some diffrent levels of shifts #but AGH #my art #catseye #x men cats eye #x men catseye #Sharon Smith

[ehlnofay]

in that delightful period of time in which I become, in the middle of working on a project, unarguably convinced that the whole project sucks

#it's turning out to be a really fucking long one too #it has six sections. part one and six should not be particularly long. but I am only about halfway through the first of the main four. mayb #and it is Longer Than Intended #I'm beginning to feel like it's too long. and I'm repeating myself. and it's awful. #but agh #I'll continue to work on it #and then when the first draft is done (one million years from now) I will leave it until I forget about it #and then I will reread and probably find it's a lot less bad than I think it is #all kinds of magic may be worked in the edit #or with the magical advantage of forgetting the painstaking process of writing it

[sakuramom]

ive gotten so many chores done and i still have four hours until pickup wtf do i do

#have to dry the towels and whites #and vacuum/sweep downstairs #but agh

[akinachiri]

i have three edit requests oh no....;;

#akina mumbles #one of them should b easy #but agh #/jyushi

[smilesrobotlover]

Man I sure am rusty at this

#he’s supposed to be a villain for a Zelda au #which one? #idk #but aaaagh #designing villains have never been my strength 😔 #and he doesn’t have a lot to him except that he’s a puppeteer #what the heck do puppeteers even wear??? #anyways I made him fancy since he’s an entertainer and stuff #probably rich #but I also gave him evil EYEBAGS #he’s also a magician #and added some moon space motifs #but agh #i never had a mental image of him either so that doesn’t help #AGH #I’m so rusty at designing charavyers too

[ct-hardcase]

hate when I can't see the chemistry of a popular fandom ship even if I want to

#like there are some ships which are aesthetically pleasing or fun and not problematic in any way #or hell sometimes I can even SEE the chemistry #but it just doesn't click mentally for me and I go 'a couple of besties am I right lmao' #like I said the example that I bring up is always wutroow + ar'alani #and I get why people ship it!!! it makes total sense!!! #but to me it always read as the dynamic that two really good sapphic friends have #I hc it in a variety of ways I still like fanart and fanfic from time to time #and sometimes I like the hc of them as amicable exes/crushes that didn't happen at the same time #but agh #like once again I am not disparaging shippers hence me making my own post #and I know there's other ships where I've had this happen I just can't remember which rn