#but anyway my mind was blown

[dimsilver]

Y’ALL I just had a sudden Lockwood & Co. breakthrough

In the final scene the necklace is described this way:

Undying (the love) and undimmed (the light). Undying (Lockwood, the boy marked for death since the beginning) and undimmed (Lucy, whose name means light).

#anyway my mind is blown a bit #the empty grave #lockwood and co #Lockwood & co #locklyle #lockwood and lucy

[sea-buns]

Forgive me if I'm a bit nervous about Gorgug this season. It's just that the last Zac Oyama pc was Colin Provolone, who was arguably one of his greatest D20 performances, if not the greatest.

Zac always does great with every pc he plays, but Colin was something else. He came out swinging with actions and words that were teeming with unspoken emotional baggage. The way Colin's presence affected the other pcs; there was this level of depth that I don't think I've seen in any of his other characters. It was understated and quiet in that signature "just a guy" way that he tends to be, while still captivating everyone instantly with just how raw it was.

Not to say we haven't seen emotional depth in Gorgug. It's just that, compared to the other Bad Kids, Gorgug's journey and progression as a character has been very... impersonal? Like, yes, he found his birth parents, and he found friends who appreciate him, and he faced his insecurities about his intelligence, and he navigated relationship troubles, and his trial through the claustrophobic bug-tunnels was a horrifically-uncanny parallel to how he's spent his entire life trying to make himself as small as possible.

But how much of that has actually changed him from the Gorgug we started with? I would agree that he's definitely happier with his life, given all the loving and supportive people that have been added to it when it used to be just him and his parents. And he's certainly grown into himself and become more self-assured in his abilities, even if he's still, and always will be, our anxious little guy. And there's nothing wrong with that. I've always liked how Gorgug was a representation of all the little things. The subtle acts and kindnesses that don't seem like much to most, but to some are everything.

We don't need another Bad Kid living in fear that their mouth could be shit-in at any moment. We've already got one-too-many.

All that being said, I just feel like Gorgug's personal story beats are much easier to sweep under the rug than everyone else's. He has the same soft and understated quality that Colin held, but they lack that extra oomph that pushed Colin over the edge from being just another guy in a series of dudes, to a character that the vast majority of us could not get out of our heads. He took someone who was anxious and softspoken, who ultimately never wanted to be violent— someone who is remarkably similar to Gorgug in many ways— and maintained that demeanor and core in Colin's character while still hitting us in the feels with character development at max velocity at every turn.

I think Zac gets better and better at this with every season that goes by. With each new character, there is always something that leaves me stunned in awe. And it's been, what, three? Four years since we last saw Gorgug?

I'm just,,, I'm cautiously optimistic but also going into a bit of a worry about what violence this man may inflict upon us

#i got SO carried away LMAO #i dont think ive ever written any posts about gorgug specifically #i made a lot about colin. and some about pib. and some more about zacs performances in general. #but never anything gorgug-focused. i just wasnt on tumblr at those other times that hed been on my mind like this #you can tell i still couldnt resist talking about colin lol #he was just so fucking good. a fantastic character all around. i cant imagine a better example to get my point across than him #when i do posts like this its all very much just me taking a vague idea and working with whatever comes out in the moment #so when i tell you i very much did not plan to get lost in the counterargument and had to stop for a second to remember what my point was #my point still stands but so does everything else #you dont realize it. how similar gorgug and colin really are. or how metaphorical the bug tunnel was. #or how gorgug IS the epitome of little details. small acts. quiet rights and wrongs. the faint causes and the even subtler effects. #u dont truly realize it until youre writing it yourself in a free flow fugue state and it all comes to a halt cuz youve blown your own mind #anyway i love gorgug and i love zac pcs and i hope this post makes sense cuz finding the right words was fucking hard hah #dimension 20 #d20 #fantasy high #fantasy high junior year #fhjy #fantasy high sophomore year #fhsy #gorgug thistlespring #the ravening war #trw #colin provolone #zac oyama

[kim-woonhak]

bunny boy 🐰

#createskz #bystay #staysource #staycompany #linosource #staysart #lee know #lee minho #stray kids #*ambiv.art #i cannot believe it's been four months since i've properly drawn him i feel like i've almost forgotten how to #which is insane bc he's my most drawn idol this year... yes i counted #anyways i've had his new solo limbo on loop for 3 hours and am currently in shambles because of it #all of their solos have properly blown my mind i cannot believe christmas has come so early this year <3

[fellowfights]

I don't have many fears, but a big one for me is the fear that a large streamer or youtuber plays Disco Elysium and introduces it to people with no reading comprehension skills.

#like okay. on one hand #i love this game so so dearly #and i absolutely adore others getting into the game that completely changed my life #but i already have to deal with awful takes from people on reddit #like people STILL say that disco elysium is “anti-communist” because it pokes fun #like. are u crazy. nuts? out of your mind? #on the otherhand i LOVE LOVE LOVE smaller streamers playing disco elysium #it brings me so much joy seeing people experience it for the first time and be blown away #so there are two wolves inside me. #one that wishes to share this game with everyone i can knowing it can positively change so many peoples life and viewpoints #the other that is terrified of mischaracterization becoming rampent and it's complex themes being misunderstood #anyway! time to watch that therapist play disco elysium for the time! #disco elysium

[todayisafridaynight]

papas day

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #ryu ga gotoku 7 #yakuza series #yakuza 7 #yakuza like a dragon #masato arakawa #jo sawashiro #snap sketches #i said i was gonna post something lighthearted today but i LIED !!!!! #in truth its because the art block is HORRENDOUS and the only thing ive felt lately is sad ☠️☠️ #so i let my soul guide me. i guess. i wish i could hang with my dad today #i wish i could hang with my dad ever but thats the way the cookie crumbles #thats why i draw and write these things now innit ╮(╯▽╰)╭ #anyway if i can muster the will to write later i actually do have sweet things in mind #i think i do wanna do a ficlet of that arakawa and ichi post i made yesterday #but i also have something silly for masato and jo in mind #things i initially planned to make comics of but i really cant muster the energy for full-blown comics at this point #hopefully that energy comes back... #but for now :) uh enjoy ig idk #its not much. yeah thats it this aint much LMAO #love how for mothers day i posted somethin sweet despite hating my mom #yet for fathers day. Weh. #maybe its because i love my dad that i post somethin sad at first LMAOOO #idk i can psychoanalyze myself and my behavior LATER

[crabussy]

when did you first realise you hosted a system?

sometime in 2020 if I remember correctly? had been experiencing very obvious osdd symptoms for YEAAARS but had no idea what it was before meeting some friends who did. learned a bit about it and went okay interesting! and then a few months later went oh fuuuuck.

#IT WAS REALLY FUNNY I DONT KNOW HOW I DIDNT REALISE PREVIOUSLY #like hey man. #you had full blown conversations with another presence inside your head every day on the way home from school for MULTIPLE YEARS #this presence didnt agree with me on everything either like. #dude arguing with someone else inside your own mind is NOT average 11 yo behaviour #anyway ya its been like three or four years. wow #also had an 'imaginary friend' named ivy at the age of like 7 who was mean to me and just. never wanted to play or anything #ask tag #and like. my interests and attitudes towards relationships and even the way I spoke changed almost daily #inchresting stuff ^_^ #I DO WANT TO ADD that disorders involving being a system are VERY COVERT. you might not even HAVE symptoms #I was just. very special or something

[statementlou]

annetwist 💔 “Until one has loved an animal, a part of one's soul remains unawakened." *Anatole France For over twenty years we have been together, through so much love and so much pain, always ready to love and comfort each other. My heart is hurting so much right now. A friend told me “Grief unlocks grief” … this week has been wretched 💔 #Dusty

~RIP Dusty Styles/Twist always in our hearts😥🐾~

#anyway meant to post this first thing today but got very distracted #dusty😭she had a good life #from the bottom of the stairs to a life of luxury #thanks megan for the update she knows I care about little dusty #ever since I got my mind blown by realizing she was still alive like 2 years ago #my 1D extended universe is all animals

[reflectionsofgalaxies]

Okay so it turns out the brilliant Tangelene Bolton (creator of Warrior Nun’s stunning soundtrack, including Beatrice and Ava’s beautiful theme) has read Avatrice fanfiction.

Every time I think I can’t love this cast and crew more- 💖

#oh and the lovely person who tweeted this is one of the core people we have to thank for the OCS newsletter btw #seriously this cast and crew is just. . . ✨ #they blow my mind #*insert that one KTY mind blown pic* #so dedicated so passionate and so kind! to keep interacting and fighting with us #going far beyond ‘just a job’ #it’s also their pleasure and it shows #people like William don’t stand to benefit from the show being renewed necessarily #and people like Trisán and KTY don’t get paid for doing the little interviews online or in Twitter spaces and things #they’re literally just doing it matters to them and they believe in it and mostly they see how much it means to us #and I think that’s just so cool #anyway I’m exhausted from work so I’m rambling #Warrior Nun #Avatrice #Tangelene Bolton #Avatrice Fanfiction #music score #composer #Spotify

[sillyfudgemonkeys]

Everyone's talking about Wish right now.... The only thing I can say about WISH.......let's hope it's like a Frozen 1 type thing. Where the trailers were ABSOLUTE ASS but then the film turned out really good. TT0TT

I mean.....there is a difference between the two. While the west got weird trailers that didn't matter for Frozen (Olaf vs Sven carrot thing), JPN and other countries got trailers that actually showcased the plot and drama in an interesting way.... And Wish.....well...... Wish at least gives us a villain and a part of an argument.....and I can't see that argument leading anywhere.....great tbh. So maybe not the best comparisons but let's hope for the Frozen 1 vibe!

Anyway I'm not liking what I'm seeing so far, but I'm hoping its better than the ass disaster Frozen 2 and Ralph 2 were. ;w;

#silly talks #disney #WISH #frozen #as frozen's first fan and the one that didn't care the trailers were ass......my heart goes out to Wish fans rn kldjsafkljsaf #'silly that's pretty bold of you to consider yourself THE FIRST frozen fan-" i drove that damn bandwagon y'all just jumped on later #no really around 2009-2010 i remember looking at the Snow Queen disney page wikipedia page to see if it finally got taken off of hiatus she #*off the hiatus shelf #i remember the damn day the announced Dinsey would take a crack a the Snow Queen adaptation again #then when they announced Kristen Bell for a character (super estatic cause i wanted to hear her singing even more after watching Veronica m #*after watching veronica mars) #The Snow Queen has been a fav fairy tale of mine since i was a baby so yeah I was excited to say the least TT0TT #and yeah 5 seconds into the movie (the day it released mind you! yes I was there I remember how dead the theater was) i was like 'I love it #I ended the movie and wanted to go back in too i loved it that much #safe to say I was BLOWN AWAY by how much OTHERS loved it esp after everyone was bitching abt it leading up to that film TT0TT #anyway love frozen 1 it's my fav #hate frozen 2 it's hot garbage I never felt more lied to by trailers than this movie holy shit #i'm like 8 rants away from writing a complete dissertation on how Frozen 2 completely misunderstood Frozen 1 in it's entirety #(note: I dont think F1 is perfect nor do I think it's a masterpiece I just happen to love it a lot uwu) #anyway I hope wish has a similar thing (sleeper hit release part....not a shitty sequel part)

[moving-to-dreamwinged]

omg i just remembered doctor measured me yesterday and me and f/o are confirmed same height😭😭😭😭😭 that’s so cute to me

#. 🔮 #.mei chats #f/o #i thought i was like. an inch taller #but she took my height and was like ‘ah ur actually ___!’ #mind blown!!! #anyway. we r perfect kissing height. who said that gasps

[masterbaiting]

someone played voodoo child rogue traders at this party i was at tn and i had to act like a doctor who fan who is normal

#impossible to act like im not insane over doctor who the sound of drums/last of the time lords #also last night i got to do my favourite activity of run through all the niche doctor who spinoff/extended universe medias ive consumed #eg zygon and scream of the shalka and probe and some of the audios and books etc in front of friends whove only seen the show #blow their minds like mine was blown. i got them interested in torchwood too (pull them in with the cyberwoman costume and the pterodactyl) #anyway #shut up ulrike #dw #thoschei #to ME

[daeluin]

still insane to me that in twenty years fob has never done a proper latam tour like????

#like girls in that period we had fucking metallica like fifteen times.... it ain't about the money so what gives??? #and it's not like the emo scene is/wasn't big here #we had full blown emo vs floggers fights. it was national news for months #anyways shout out to me in 2009 at that keane concert saying i wanted a fob concert. six months before the hiatus #i don't remember almost anything of that concert but the memory of my 18yo self spelling out 'fall out boy' to this random ticketek guy #who had no idea what i was talking about is engraved on my mind #inshallah one day that show will come 🙏🏾

[akumadayo777]

more IchiKasa doodles

#my art #project sekai #hoshino ichika #ichika hoshino #tenma tsukasa #tsukasa tenma #ichikasa #i imagine that the way they get together goes smth like #l/n wants to write a song that has a dramatic story but are having trouble with it #so they go to the most dramatic guy they know #(tsukasa obviously) #and he starts helping them out #ichika is like their main lyricist so she ends up having a ton of late night brainstorming sessions with him #they get closer... 👀 #ichika forms a crush on him ofc #saki finds out and her mind is BLOWN #but then she helps them get together cuz she's gotta be the best wingman she can be #also her best friend x her brother? how can she not help them out (and tease tf out of them) #anyway i like them a totally normal amount

[memecatwings]

honestly the one piece worldbuilding lore is so so so fascinating but the problem is that you only ever get crumbs of it for 1070 episodes you get nothing but crumbs 1070 episodes in and there's still only like one slice of breads worth of crumbs forget the whole loaf this is maddening im opperating on theories and assumptions here im in platos cave looking at shadows you cant do this to meeeeeeeee

#chewing my wrist off honestly #there was quite literally a character who could time travel but only forwards and she traveled 800 years into the future #to witness the fullfillment of a prophecy but then changed her mind and decided her priority was actually getting married and having kids #and then she died and we got absolutely zero lore info from her despite the fact that she could have blown this whole thing open #her character shows up and you think 'oh! she's from the lost century! the century in one piece lore where there are no surviving #archeological records and it coincidentally happens immediately after the formation of the world government! #surely she will tell us something!' and then.. nothing #never been more frustrated with a story IN MY LIFE #watching 900 episodes of an anime and thinking we're finally getting somewhere but then she just exists in the story to be a dead mom 😭 #the lore in one piece is like a giant leviathan swimming deep in the ocean beneath your boat #you Know its there and you can SEE the great big shadow but it remains elusive mysterious and unknowable #you cannot see the details and are left to guess and what its incomprehensible bulk could mean #anyways im eating glass

[freebooter4ever]

like miss swift says.... there's many different ways that you can kill the one you love, the slowest way is never loving them enough 🙃

and the only defense i have against someone not loving me enough is to forget them

#jrnlsht #and i ALMOST DID IT #lolll!!!! #i had to go back and make sure nick and mines text messages from last month were not on his birthday #i might have felt guilty if i had texted him on his birthday without remembering what the day was #not that he ever once remembered mine lmao #anyway normally every year on his birthday i have to get myself some kind of little treat or else i will be sad and moody and mean #for the whole day and everyone would be like wtf is wrong #this year i didnt have to????? my mind is blown over this

[rosicheeks]

🫶

#I’m getting hit with a massive wave of nostalgia now #I remember staying up ALL NIGHT working on changing my theme #I used to play in the html and add things #I looooved adding falling snow during the winter #I remember when having a music player at the top or somewhere on your blog was super popular #but ended up being incredibly annoying #cause half of the people put it on autoplay so when you entered someone’s blog you would get blown away by music #I remember having a whole different page for an about me #I wonder if I still have that up on mine #broooo I haven’t looked at my blog page on a laptop or anything in fucking AGES #I’m embarrassed to think what it might look like but whatever #most of us are using mobile anyway #or at least in my mind we are hahaha #so when I first started a blog I think I was in middle school??? like 12 or 13 hahahaha good times #my first url was SO CRINGE and I’m not going to say it cause I’m 😬😬😬😬😬 when I think about it #and then I slowly got more of a following and started doing smoke videos #I miss that community too :( #making smoke videos and tagging a bunch of stoner mutuals to ‘pass the bong/joint’ #and then they would make a video and tag me #awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwhhhh #I haven’t logged into that tumblr in AGES omg #but then I decided to post content and I didn’t want to post it on my original blog in case it got flagged or anything #so I made this blog #and here we are 🥰 #but man I have SO many memories from my last blog #i made a friend in Belgium and we sent presents back and forth #I think only once but maybe twice #I still have the bracelet she sent me #can’t believe I’ve been on tumblr for most of my life lmao #but I’ve met SO many amazing people that I would have never have met