#but at the same time i dont

[xxrainbowvibezxx]

Tw depression

Hey, how are y'all doing? I hope y'all are doing great♡

So, I've been taking a little mental health break. That's the reason why I haven't been posting. There's been a lot of on my mind. Depression and anxiety are things i struggle with and have for years. Some days are better than others. I had been feeling good until about a week ago. Some things in my personal life happened. My Depression hit me like a bus. I felt unmotivated, miserable, and disappointed in myself. I just kind of felt like nothing. if you guys understand what im trying to say. When I get like this, i just shut down and isolate myself without saying anything.

I'm starting to get out of that depressive funk. Slowly starting to feel better. I miss drawing, but at the same time, i can't draw without motivation. I just wanted to make this post to let y'all know why i stopped posting. I'm sorry for suddenly disappearing without explaining.

#depression #tw depression #i miss being motivated #i want to draw again #but at the same time i dont #mk1 #mileena #tanya #taleena #mileena x tanya

[diabollicallyangelic]

Imagine you wake up, in a ray of sun, the t-shirt warm against your back as you stir, wiping the sleep out of your eyes. You sit up, the last 10 years have been a dream.

You fell asleep on the trampoline in your backyard, and you quickly run inside for a cold glass of lemonade.

#i wish #but at the same time i dont

[stevensbf]

i want a boyfriend who is as silly as me (and unhinged)

#but at the same time i dont

[xdominiklivakovicx]

Currently going insane

#dinamo zagreb #gnk dinamo #im scared #i wanna watch it #but at the same time i dont #bc im afraid we will loose damn it

[104thsquadfam]

#ooc #don't mind me talking in tags #i am so exhausted today #i just wanna sleep but i'm stuck working #i just wanna clock out #my emotions today are all over the place #one minute i'm fine and the next i'm fucking crying #you'd think someone died today jeez #i just kinda wanna sleep and not wake up again thats just how i feel today but i dont #know WHY #it's just random emotions today all i want to do is lay down and cry #but at the same time i dont #whyyyyy #why cant my brain be normaaaal #i am so damn sleepy #i'm only confident writing in tags cause aint no one gonna read this shit and i just need an outlet #and my damn journal is like in another room and i cant leave my pc rn cause work #so its just piling and i just aaaaaaaa #WHY TODAAAY

[nathaniels-diary]

First day of school and I already have a fever

Anxiety? nahhh couldnt be me

#school anxiety #school #schoolhate #pleaseijustwanttograduate #but at the same time i dont #i just want to be hit by a car #litreally writing my a levels tomorrow #but hey i got an a in english #and and a in math #giftedkid burnout #i also have a d in biology but i also dont want to know anything about humans

[mondaymelon]

okay okay but what if i change blog layout

#★ ˎˊ˗ melonrambles! #OSDIJFKL #I JUST WANT TOOO #BUT AT THE SAME TIME I DONT #HELP #like a xiao layout would be aoidjfodjfkl #oh god #i cnat make any decisions #help

[d1sc01nf3rn0]

Me, an aromantic, looking at stuff of my OTP on the internet: that's so cute I wish romantic love was real, seems nice : )

#apparently is called cupioromantic? #i dont really think that fits tho #i mean i do wish i could experience romantic love #but at the same time i dont #do you guys get me? #aromantic

[periwinkle-the-11th]

Considering posting a wolfstar fic I have in the works rn

#i wanna #but at the same time i dont #yk #wolfstar #basically #lily gets sick of watching wolfstar pine and decides she need to get these to bumbling fools together #shes sad because their sad and think that their love for each other is unrequited when ur so obviously isnt #she doesnt want to get involved #shes cursing her bloody bleeding heart

[diabolical-purple-devil]

Been awhile since i drew anything fnaf related tbh, but here, have a William.

#five nights at freddy's #william afton #i wanna make his hair shorter #but at the same time i dont #ehh #jack's art

[natsglorifiedsimp]

I'll kiss you good night and good morning every day. Do you not want that?

If you do... Then be my fucking girlfriend

Love you <3

#i want a girlfriend #But at the same time i dont #i need love #Is there a 48 hour relationship available?

[kaustic]

what if i started a new mc world omg…😳

#but at the same time i dont #ya feel?

[cemeterything]

anyone who thinks dostoevsky's writing is dry and humourless is missing out on passages like this

#🐉 #i dont think my version is the most common translation because its worded a bit differently #(but still gets the same point across) #however im glad because this bit makes me howl every time i remember it

[pineapple-cheese-bread]

Mmmmm hot drink *takes a sip and flinches when the hot drink is hot* Ah! Hot drink is attacking!

#every god damn time #i k ow its hot I expect it #but at the same time i dont

[perfectlyripeclementine]

calling my lover "mine" but not in the way that my toothbrush or notebook are mine, mine in the way my neighborhood is mine, and also everybody else's, "mine" like mine to tend to, mine to care for, mine to love. "mine" not like possession but devotion.

#nonbinary love #nblnb yearning #nb4nb #nblnb #wholesomeposting #yearning hours #ive been thinking about how some languages dont have a possessive tense #so you dont say “i have a thing” but rather “a thing is by me” #and like im not usually one for psycho linguistics and like critical thoughts etc etc etc #but i really like the framework of responsibility/commitment rather than ownership #i think about this mostly in terms of ecology #and relation to land #but i also love it as it applies to language shared between lovers #like i LOVE calling them mine or for them to call me theirs #but i'm also nonmonog and that was kinda weird to square for a while #and it clicked one time when i was talking about my neighborhood and i was like well #when i say my neighborhood or my city it's understood i'm not taking it away from anybody else #its understood i just mean the city where i live #so why cant we apply the same to lovers? #mine in the way i want to show up for you again and again #ok #done now

[xxn30xx]

bro I need to stop making friends with stoners because I'll just be walking round with them and then they'll be like oh do u wanna try this that and other and I'm like sure and then I have to go home high and its not the vibe but I also just don't care enough to not and its just a vicious cycle

#like i CAN say no #but i just dont want to most of the time #and then i remember what time it is and what im doing and then im like #oh #huh #and then immediately regret it #but at the same time i dont #because it gives me so many new experiences that i wouldnt have had otherwise? #but idk #tw substance abuse