#but i could probably get away with 8

[harpylady]

#yeayy #no way the pins will fit #too tiny #my art #this ones got 9 joints #but i could probably get away with 8

[cerealforkart]

Listening to Dungeons and Daddies is forever changed by doing the manga pages. Sons and Sonsability came out and I spent the whole time thinking things like, “how am I supposed to squish the whole ravioli scene into 4 panels?” before remembering, “I don’t have to do that”

This is a bigger problem when I try listening to other podcasts, because I’ll never need to draw manga pages for squonk or the McRib or whatever but I sure do worry about it

#unless… #anyways #everyone listen to sons and sonsability #easily my favourite miniseries #I’ve considered doing a special 8 page per episode sons manga #like #once s2 is over #if I decided to compile the manga into a zine #sons could be a fun zine exclusive #then if I really wanted to be ambitious and do a s1 manga #atmod could be the exclusive for that #but thats just a dream for the distant future I sometimes get carried away with #dungeons and daddies #dndads #delete later #probably

[autogeneity]

attempting going to bed at 9pm (or earlier! technically. for falling asleep time) feels so ridiculous. like some sort of joke. and yet. purportedly this is what getting up at 5am would demand. is this really something people do wtf

#m #people commonly do get up at like 5 or 6 to go to work and shit right #hell if I were going to the office I would have to as well #do they actually really truly go to bed at fucking 8:30. surely that is insane #kids don't even do that I don't think #also even if I only directly require this twice a week #I probably gotta do it every day because there's no way in hell I am successfully sleeping at 9pm if I woke up at 9am lmao #well I can get away with 5:30ish but I usually snooze for at least half an hour lol so... #my first alarm for when I get up at 9am (aiming for 8:30) is 7:48 #my first alarm for probably 5:30 is 4:48 #so my alarm clock tells me it's time to go to bed at 20:30 and I am like bruhhh #today I probably could and should since last night bedtime was 4am #but it still feels weird as hell like it's unreasonably early #I'm still buying dinners so it is theoretically possible. it would not otherwise be #and yet idk man #just a few weeks ago at 20:30 THE SUN WOULD'VE STILL BEEN UP #even now sunset is like 8pm. you want me to sleep an hour after sunset. this is silly! it's barely dusk!

[plulp]

hey guys sorry for the radio silence (4 days) :( Im Sick

but in other news: almost at 200 followers!!!! so if any of you want me to do the same thing i did last time (maybe not as much) or something different i can to celebrate :) since i should be free to draw however much after this week (have some things to take care of (while im sick))

#ill finish doing asks when i get back home (dont know when) #and then when i hit 200 ill do another thing i guess? maybe pcs again or maybe ill draw other peoples dol designs but problem with that is #i Dont Know Many People Here 😰 #i only follow legit like 5 people and i dont check this dashboard often so i miss a lot #since i usually use my main tumblr to yknow. scroll through tumblr #i wish i could reblog other peoples art more often too but for some reason i get nervous? its so weird. i get nervous writing tags #probably because i get too excited and then i get a headache #what was this about again #oh #if any of you have anything you want me to do for 200 you can send an ask or something and ill make a poll so you all can vote on it maybe #but hopefully i can do it like order as in: finish asks i have now > celebrate yay!! > draw more designs lmao #but before all of that. i have to finish this one thing. lemon honey green tea give me the strength i need to finish this. #i need to clear out ageless followers when i get home too :( so i might not be that close after that #right now im 8 away from 200 i think? #but thank you to whoevers followed me :) #if you dont have an age in your bio remember to put one okay? or ill get another headache #i think thats all i have to say right now? if you have any questions comments or concerns please dont be afraid of me. #germaphone #i promise i dont bite. i kind of gnaw like a toothless cat. its all gums and its slimy and feels weird. like that #200 follower special you all ask me about my teeth situation (nothing special really)

[galaxyseclipse]

it's time to play "Guess Which Character had more Thought/Effort Put into their NSS Outfit"

the difference is laughable, but also kinda indicative of their characters? idk

#i think most of Tsunami's detail is also in her hat #which she isn't wearing #slowly making my way through them #i guess i could probably get away with just the colors at this point #wip #my art #splatoon #agent 3 #agent 8 #Tsunami(captain 3) #Ivory(agent 8)

[surreal-duck]

hello!!! ive been following you for a while and i just wanted to say i really love your midoyuzu art, it always makes my day!!!! ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა <3

thank you so much!!! heres a yuzu doodle for you bc i found it lying around and didnt rly know what to do w it 👍 hope u have a great day

also how long is a while >:0 if its pre enstars hell then i have to applaud you and also sincerely apologise for my descent into madness askjasghjkgsjhkg

#i dont know. why i like them so much i just Do and i could go on about them for ages theyre just auawughwuuhghwguhu . rly sweet #thanks for appreciating my insanity itll happen again #asks #anonymous #duck scribbles #doodles #midoyuzu #yuzumido #enstars #might redraw my fav scene ever of theirs in a bit actually. that or make flambe shuffle unit doodles #depends on how much i can get away with drawing enstars around my sister LMAO well they dont probably care that much #hhhh need to grind for the current tour yuzuru anyways. god since when did he become a fave of mine #get this butler out of my brain i cant get attached to any more characters #aahhh i want to draw more later #but also my everything is sore had to sit through like 8 hours of a car ride and then the plane earlier today with my heavy as hell luggage #well hopefully i can sleep it off tonight asdhjkskjghhjtghds

[pagetbewbster]

so I mud wrestle once a month as HELLvira but my costume is just a cosplay of Elvira's signature look. our Halloween show was yesterday and I have never been hit on by as many men and women in one night, she truly is THE bi icon

#my tally is 6 women 8 men #I'm in a LT relationship so I stop it right away but wow was I flattered #and one of my fellow wrestlers came into the green room at one point and was like #'everyone here wants to sleep with Hellvira. the bar staff. the waitresses. the audience. the band. everyone. I need that energy' #and I was like dude just dress up as Elvira apparently because that is the only thing that has ever elicited a response like this #not even when I was actively trying to sleep with any stranger I could did I get this response #which is good because things would probably have been Bad if I did #they were already not great back then but god I am glad I didn't have THIS much power #or questionable attention #about me #I think it's the neighborhood too. it was in Logan Square #and LS is known as the neighborhood in Chicago where there is a 'horny farmer's market' that people use to meet hookups #so like... I feel it's correlated

[sluttyten]

I won’t go by myself to the concert (unless I really actually have to), but I asked my mom as my first resort since she would bring my dad and they could just like hang out in the city while I’m at the concert, and my best friend as my second resort because she would begrudgingly go to the concert with me, and neither one of them can/want to

#my cousin is my third resort bc she’s ambivalent about kpop and would maybe be up for a road trip and a weekend in the city #and my brother is my fourth resort but I doubt he would do it bc for one thing he already lives 8 hours from me and then we’re both at least #still 6 hours away from either of my potential concert venues #and then actually I could see if the one kpop girl at work wants to go but I literally never work with her and I definitely don’t know her #well enough to plan to go to a concert 6 hours away together #and the same with the one guy that I’m semi close with at work that likes kpop but he’s only into girl groups and I like don’t know him at #all outside of work so it would be weird rught #I don’t know I want to go so badly though 😭😭😭 #like I want to see wayv more but seeing dream live would be so incredible too!!!! and I just 😭😭 #also I’m probably going to be getting my nose pierced at the time tickets go on sale so like…. damn #maybe it’s just not in the cards #I also don’t know if I should take this as a sign to not go to the concert bc of that ticket sale conflict and the struggle to find someone #to go with me OR if I should take it as a sign to not pierce my nose since there’s already been at least two scheduling conflicts

[shopcat]

i do wish there was more complicated exploration of steve’s sexuality that wasn’t just ‘well i’ve always liked girls so it can’t be both -> oh it is both’. and maybe this is something i have to solve for myself. but i had a journey of like lesbian? -> bisexual? (still a girl?) -> bisexual (boy now) -> gay man (complicated microlabels aside bc i was like 13-16) and i know a lot of other people don’t have a straightforward ‘i thought i was straight turns out i’m not and this is what i am definitely’ process. so i think it would be cool if we explored that more. with steve. (and not just in a throwaway ‘eddie and steve switch sexualities wouldn’t that be fun’ kind of way. which i have seen). this fandom would not do that i think because they are so attached to tropes and not real examinations of characters like they are human people but i like to imagine. anyways i love gay steve i love gay eddie and i love you

hehe i love you too and i agree 💖💖 i think the most fun part about liking fictional works is being able to at whatever depth of your choosing think about a character and the traits they may or may not possess and something as fun + varied + personal as lgbt identity could be immensely satisfying to explore in a creative world where something like that doesn't get typically explored SO! to each their own but personally i think we have had enough "Oh i'm bisexual now by the way because of eddie yeah did you know you can like both i'm so silly aren't i because i didn't know that" stories. in every possible format and headcanon and what the hell ever.

#asks #honestly like i get it and i know why ppl hc him as bi again For Sure... #i have a couple posts around here about what i think he would In my interpretation like act with this in mind #and could probably talk about this until i shrivel up up and away but AGH tbh i just can't relate to what a lot of ppl put out #re his bisexuality and i Love his bisexuality but they're doing boring lame biphobic or otherwise harmful bisexuality. a lot. and why can't #he be gay....... why is this genuinely such a minority opinion that's kind of crazzyyy he's existed as a character for like 8 years #sts #honestly i just don't find it as cute or charming when there is so much repetition like maybe i'd be open to it more if there was genuine #variety but there ISNT i feel like people aren't creating to create they're creating to make content and they want that content to be the #Next Big thing that is a clone work of the 15 thousand other things #like r u telling or showing an actual narrative story with satisfaction ... with thought to character work... Or are u just doing what's #safe bc u know that's what gets attention and breaking out of that mould = being a hater?! or something... #ANYWAY. WHAT. #um yeah he could be bisexual for sure.. partial to it... partial to him being gay... I think he's gay. like many... beautiful world #think he's bi too... #also i'm not actually intending to come off callous or mean spirited here at all esp about soemthing as close to home and heart as this 😭😭 #like i said i'm bi this is just what i feel.. what many of my other bi friends feel. and others. and again if u think he's bi Well yeah #but some people are annoying . and that is what my initial frustration was about . SIGH #unfortch being the guy with the url means i get a lot of unintended and intended weirdness in my direction in general #Everyone hates gay little steve ........ And at what cost

[eggmeralda]

kind of wish my way of coping with morbid things wasn't to expose myself to them until I become desensitised lol

#saw an iceberg for deaths caught on camera and was like. wow there is a LOT of information to look into and take in and none of it #is going to be nice. maybe i should leave and forget I've ever seen this #but no like obviously now i have no choice but to read in depth about every single death on there #bc i know if i ignore it i'll be thinking about it for longer #this was like with threads bc when i first heard a bit about it i was like. that sounds horrible. and i have a dissertation due in a few #weeks so like. i do Not need this on my mind right now #but that didn't do anything so in the end i had to watch it to get it out of my system #and then i guess it sort of worked bc?? now me and threads are besties #fav comfort film of all time. would recommend to everyone #okay not that. but genuinely i forget how bad i felt when i first read about it and now i think about scenes from it like 😐 #is that healthy. probably not. anyway #also at the start of this year i was obsessed with kaylea titford's death and then not long after that shafilea ahmed's as well #that era feels so far away even though it was only like 8 months ago #but like e.g. with the shafilea ahmed thing i'm at the stage now where if it comes into my head i can easily push it away #but i could not do that back in february i literally wouldn't be able to sleep until i'd found out every single bit of information #oh god it's nearly the 20th anniversary of that isn't it #but yeah anyway it's like once you show me something morbid. even just a glimpse of it. that's it there's no going back #i will Not Stop until i know everything there is to know about it. and then it'll be on my mind for weeks until i stop feeling anything #and then i'll forget about it #i remember as kids me and my sister would sometimes see An Image on the unfiltered 2000s internet #like that one pic of the chupacabra that's obviously not real but like as a kid it's terrifying #and my sister's response would've been to close it and never look at it or think about it again #and i remember my parents wouldn't allow me to talk about chupacabras in front of my sister #which waS SO HARD bc my response to it was to hyperfixate #and the image creeped me out so to get rid of it i would look at it like everyday until i didn't feel anything anymore #and then me and the chupacabra image were besties <3 and I'd make jokes about it #idk what the point of this post is I've basically just told the same story three times #and there will soon be a fourth. once i watch this video going through the deaths caught on camera iceberg #which i am not going to do now bc it's 00:35 and if i don't sleep now i never will #ramble

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#i think. maybe ill go to bed before 8 tonight #bc my brain. i can't deal with it. and im tired #but i should not do that bc i have things i need to do #like. theres an application due the 11th. but fuck it i might not send it bc fucking whats the point #why has it become so impossible to function? i mean. i kno why but its still annoying #and its like so crazy bc i just feel like im curled up on the floor with the broken pieces of my life and nothing terribles even happened #from an outside perspective its perfectly fine and good my insides have just rottef out #like i had to spend most of today plotting an experiment and i feel bad bc im just so. im so worried that looking after yhis thing is going #to hurt. its going to drain away hours of my time. i dont kno how long it take to deal with every single day for 2 weeks #ill have to water it at 7 and 5 and take measurements all day probably and im very worried about the amount of damage thats going to do #when it already feels like i should b careful where i step. and i feel bad bc im prob such a bummer to hang around like im so sullen faced #and i just dont care. like we had to make a decision bc we could do one thing or another and it would b answering 2 diff questions #and my boss was like. well which do u find most interesting. and i just. i dont care im more concern with the amount of psychic damage this #will inflict upon me so i just dont really give a fuck and that makes me so sad bc like at one point this probably would have been fun #and now im just bitter and it hurt and i jusr want to lay down and not get up #and im like how the fuck am i supposed to find a phd position when the enthusiasm for what i do now has completely burned thru me? #like hi yes r u looking for a new student? im dizzy and my life is falling apart even tho everythings my brains just on fire #but ya kno i think id b an asset to your lab! sigh... itll b fine i kno it will bc it has to b #ill visit the school i wanna go to. hopefully not make myself look like too much of an unstable moron and then leave this place #dragg my bleeding soul across the country to shrivel up in a different area code #somethings gotta give but lets hope it waits a couple months ya kno #ugh. im just tired. i should sleep. i didnt sleep enough last night. and i didnt relax on the weekend so ive got that i don't kno what day #it is type of vertigo. but tomorrow will b better. it will bc i dont want it to b worse #unrelated #i just want to study things that made me feel something. y doesn't that have to b so hard? #let me study slime. endless days alone with the green goo

[zukkaoru]

maslow's hierarchy of needs pyramid except every level just says "my roommate to stop watching tv"

#she's been out there basically since i got home from work four hours ago #and since the tv is on the other side of my bedroom wall i can't. do anything. because i can HEAR THE VOICES #literally she has a projector in her room she could be watching stuff on and i KNOW she isn't doing anything important out there #like yeah on one hand it's only 8:30 and i'm probably just being whiny #but on the other it has been four hours and i haven't been able to do anything besides sit on my laptop bc i have to listen to music #so i can drown out the sound of the tv #and see maybe i wouldn't be so upset if she like. idk. was doing something useful? #but no she hasn't been doing Anything all day and then as soon as i get home from work she decides oh NOW i' #i'm gonna use the tv #WHY COULDN'T YOU WATCH YOUR STUPID FBI SHOWS WHILE I WAS GONE #and maybe you could have actually unloaded the dishwasher for once while you were at it #instead of making me do that. right after i got home from work. while you sat six feet away watching tv. #anyway i'm probably not actually mad it's probably just the sensory overload kicking in lolololol #hello grace here

[alannah-corvaine]

tfw you log in for the first time a while to get into new story stuff, but then you remember you're stuck behind a quest to do a trial and you dont have the item level to queue for the trial and you have zero desire to grind tomes to get better gear so you cant progress the msq and end up logging out again and continue to drift 2+ patches behind everyone else~✨️

#could buy crafted gear i guess but the point is i hate being gated by trials #4 man dungeon? fine i can fire up the trust machine #24 man? could probably get away with being mostly invisible and get half carried thru unfamiliar mechanics #but 8 mans? i have to put in effort and i dont have the mental energy to bother #tbd

[neon-angels-system]

I'm having a Moment, huh?

#curled up under my weighted blanket. homesick #rediscovering a realisation that never really left #I don't think those two know just how deeply I trust them #like... berry is definitely as deeply loyal. if not more so. #while I think bee has never really understood how much they mean to me #but. I just. they mean so much to me. I'm not an unconditional love type of person but they challenge that #god. I'm going to get my fucking degree and go back home and never leave them again. #I don't tend to talk about them much on here but they've been with me through literally everthing #unfortunately it was kind of a given I'd go to uni. I'm not cut out for trades or for customer service or whatever #so I had to leave. I went further away than I had to though #at the time I guess I thought I'd make connections that were just as strong down here #and that's almost true for my flatmates #but I think everything has really solidified that all I want out of life is to be near my family and berry and bee #berry's probably not going to be able to work anytime soon. and bee will take a long time to get their degree #but if I could. I would live with them. split the rent three ways. #(or more if berry and bee's partners lived with us as well) #just. fuck. I miss them. #my flatmates are amazing but they can't replace my best friends of over 8 years #I keep thinking of the song Sudafed. it's one of Kuma's songs but I like it too #because it makes me think of berry and bee #'I loved a boy enough I tried to waste away for him / and I'd kill him if ever you said' #just. yeah. I would. it's not even a question

[mefilas]

guy who's watchlist is in a genuinely dire state : hm I should start a new show

#'i should start gaim' -guy who is currently watching at least 8 different kamen rider shows already. #BUT. IT LOOKS SO GOOD.... #and ive heard its so awful. which is a good sign because the worse things i hear about a show beforehand the more i seem to love it #i heard faiz was dogshit from literally everyone and then it became my favorite sooo #and i heard that this is a sort of homage to ryuki's rider battle format which i am all in for #im just wondering if the mental anguish will be the same #probably not #i dont think they could get away with killing main characters as often and graphically as they did in ryuki #it was just a different time you could shoot those prettyboys in the head on national tv for kids

[vraska-theunseen]

auauaugh i can't even imagine how im going to get through sophomore year 😭 i don't even know how i'm going to get through this semester i always feel like i'm scrambling. even though i can tell im making way better progress compared to last semester like i'm learning things quicker im getting more done i have experience to build on instead of doing 10 fitups of shitty t joints im doing 3 or 4 and that's because (even if my teacher has to come in my booth to show me how to do it) with each bead slowly i remember how i've welded before and understand how i'm supposed to do it but that's still so much time im still behind compared to where my teacher said we should be and i don't understand how everyone else is understanding and doing everything faster than i am 😭

#alex talks #week after spring break is going to be entirely taken up by one project my teacher said it might even take us two weeks and we have like 8 #weeks of school total left and not even halfway through our projects so far and like i said i am still behind on those projects #that aren't even halfway through. every time i have to weld something i have to do it 3 or 4 times before i remember how welding works and #how to watch under the hood for what i'm supposed to be looking at to know where i'm supposed to be pointing and how fast i'm supposed to be #moving and therefore how to correct when im not doing that and with this stupid week long project we get one chance on each joint #i really like oxyacetylene i think i could get really good at that and it's actually fun bc with welding w a hood it's so dark &it's hard to #adjust and once you're running a bead that's it you're running it you're in there i have to remember everything but with oxyacetylene it #moves slow it's a way lighter shade i can see it i can pause in a bead and go back and fix things smooth them out #but people don't even use oxyacetylene welding anymore for like actual jobs bc it's so inefficient we're just doing it to practice for tig #i mean people still use oxyacetylene cutting and brazing which i haven't learned yet and probably very specific scenarios maybe like #idk very small seams or more artistic things people use it but not a lot out in the industry i mean #i had a nightmare last night where i was oxyacetylene welding a pipe i still have to weld and i blew a hole in it and it just kept getting #bigger and bigger and the metal rolled away from itself in a way that metal doesn't do and i couldn't control it and then i rolled the #puddle until it covered the blown hole mostly (not how anything works) but it was still charred and misshapen and ruined. so anyway