#but it doesnt actually matter anymore

[nevarroes]

can i be honest i never understood artists getting so mad or hurt about breaking mutuals or whatevr. like unfollowing without soft blocking or actually blocking

#its always giving insta mentality to me #not artist insta private one w the “im not ur fan remove me” #most mutual follows happen because i liked someones art nd they liked mine why does it matter so much if one party stops #like maybe smth u draw just makes me uncomfortable. maybe i just dont fw ur current fandom why do we make it SO personal #u couldnt pay me to care that much unless we actually were friends nd talked before and not just mutuals #im not saying that u cant feel hurt about unreasonable things right but the fact that this is the default idk…. idk dawg #maybe someone just doesnt like the art anymore im sorry why do u always assume its max level malicious #i also say artists specifically because i feel like that? should not just be about the person? #if someone doesnt like my art anymore (without straight up hating ME) I still like theirs like why r u guys always so petty

[twst-mer]

マレレオ union birthday

#leona kingscholar #malleus draconia #malleleo #malleus x leona #twst #twisted wonderland #i didnt openly ship these two until after union birthday leona story dropped #that interview malleus did with leona changed me #what i expected (jokingly): [explosions] #what i got: [mutual respect] #malleus KNOWS what leona is into #their fanon ship dynamic Shifted when everyone found out #leona genuinely loves this gift from malleus and he doesnt make it a secret at all #its an ancient book of spells and leona even recognizes the language is so old it isnt in common usage anymore #leona says mages and linguists alike would love to get their hands on this kind of thing (malleus wasnt aware the language was that old LOL) #malleus recommends leona read it because he has it back home in the castle library at briar valley and found it interesting #old man book club #(leona is 21 now and malleus is like 100+) #the book is so valuable leona actually got concerned that malleus might have went over budget for his birthday gift? #leona couldve just accepted the gift without thinking about it but it matters to him for some reason #they end up having a whole tangential conversation around how malleus got his hands on this for leona #leona teases about whether malleus had attendants go with him to the antique bookstore #malleus is like of course not and leona is like good i like walking around and shopping on my own too #leona) especially because its in my nature to be considerate in many ways. i'd feel guilty making anyone wait up for me #malleus) oh thats the first i've heard of that. i seem to recall seeing savanaclaw students running in circles looking for you quite often. #and then they tease each other about who gives other students the worse hassle in searching for them #somehow malleus ends up like...i see now. you're here for the same reasons that i am. to experience what you cannot back home #and leona agrees) in as far as its more comfortable living here than at home you're not wrong. #they agree they have a lot in common and can empathize with each other #im still not over it

[pikkish]

Yeah we've already talked about how outright stupid the lore n writing for modern Doom is, but tbh I can understand why they had to do something with Doomguy, why they had to make him The Specialest Boy instead of Just Some Guy. Do I like how they did it? No, I would've taken it a different direction. Do I think that hugo could've done it well even if he took it in the direction I would've? No, I have minimal faith in his story writing. But realistically, how many times can a guy singlehandedly accomplish the impossible before you have to acknowledge he's very much not Just Some Guy who happened to be at the right place at the right time? I think that, with how every single other person on the Phobos UAC base were killed in Doom I, doomguy stopped being Just Some Guy the moment he decided to do anything other than just lie down and die.

#pikspeak #im sure this is old news what with eternal being 4 years old now but. idk ive been thinking abt it. #i dont like the 'you were a chosen one from the very beginning!' trope too much #makes it feel a little like what the character actually does doesnt really have any significance #like if they were the chosen one who was going to win from the very beginning then why does it matter. #its the whole free will vs predestiny argument and. idk. i just think it could be done better. #no modern doomguy cannot be just some guy anymore but. it couldve been done a lot better. let him have been just a normal guy who had the #option to be normal and die but chose not to and through his own actions made himself significant #then again. maybe it wasnt the moment he didnt stay down that he became significant. i do like the idea of blazko having something to do #with it. i do like the idea of blazko having picked up the spear having something to do with it. #but still. 'youre actually a god and you were going to be this powerful Always' is just. not appealing. let him have some influence in his #own power. u dont even need to take the thing w the divinity machine out. just make him a separate entity from davoth instead of davoths #clone/destined counterpart. let dg make the decision to rise to davoths level instead of saying he was always there from the beginning. #sigh. i couldve written eternals story so much better. and yet. somehow i am still repeatedly drawn back to it. sighing smh.

[woomycritiques543]

https://twitter.com/NazFX_Studios/status/1199643032292749312?t=1zGGNfvZkOKvFd0ItADX7Q&s=19

Vivziepop recently made a Collab with NazFX on Twitter who's releasing a Loona remake tomorrow. It appears she has collabed with this person twice? In the link I'm sending is a video of a white Alastor plush. My favorite character in the Hazbin Hotel series is whitewashed to oblivion again! Like WTF, Look at him? Why is he so white 😭? WHY IS HE STILL BEING PORTRAYED AS A NON BLACK CHARACTER? First it was Sallie May that was overly sexualized for being a trans woman which insulted the community and got a lot of backlash, then making another transmasc character Cis which got more backlash and now we're pushing for anti black, white Alastor! I encourage others not to buy from Viv or get the Loona plush to pocket her pockets because she's anti black and is absolutely terrible at portraying black characters, characters with different ethnic backgrounds in general or just LGBT characters. Vivziepop is not a spectacular person with great ideas. She can't represent characters period!

This is "OOAK." Not a collab. It's fanmade.

I get your concern, but please provide clear evidence before making accusations like this. Though yes... Vivziepop does whitewash him still, in fact, she made him lighter after the backlash about the Vodou representation, something fans and non-fans alike were disgusted by her doing this kind of anti-black behavior, and kept the symobols in the episode- just more hidden now.

Look at Vortex, look at how this character is drawn, look at how the muscles are emphasized while the white muscular characters are drawn otherwise normally or with Ozzie, have skinny arms.

Look at how they drew the white muscular characters and their anatomy compared to Vortex and try to tell me that there was "no anti-blackness" involved here. The white men have even anatomy, while for Vortex, it's emphasized to hell and back, and he's given almost no sympathy for being a slave, while Loona is multiple times just because she's white coded despite being Hell's equivalent to how black people were/are treated. Yet for Vortex, he's not sympathized with, even in his debut, and is only animated to "look intimidating" and to be violent while also having not a single black person influencing his writing. He's just meant to be the "token strong black man" while Coco and the rest of the background characters are put their for brownie points while we get no respect from these writers underneath this narrative. It's hypocritical, selfish, and downright racially insensitive. These stereotypes are far from "harmless", especially today with the newest Helluva Boss episode and how it relates to the harmful stigma against drag queens.

The fetishization of trans, drag, and black lives hurts us.

These stereotypes are not "comedy", they're reputational harm.

-while the other black characters are whitewashed and given names like "Coco" based on their skin. You can actually tell that the direction of this show had not a single black say on these shows, at all.

HB also made over half of their main poc characters succubi as an excuse to fetishize us. It's just hentai for minority fetishists, that's it, the show is just what Americans think hentai is, but worse, since it includes all misrepresentation of women from hentai along with ableism, racism, homophobia, and blatant transphobia from the writers being put into the tones and dialouge of the scenes.

The double standards need to stop. There is no such thing as a "good" dergogatory stereotype. Black stereotyping and fetishization is equally as harmful as blackface. This goes for Brandon Rodgers as well. Both him and Vivziepop have gotten away with racial stereotypes and sexism for far too long. There needs to be at least one black say behind this writing. This needs to stop.

Also look at the anniversary posts on Twitter:

Not a single black person in sight. I want to be excited by this show so badly due to the nice animation, cool world ideas (Hell with different demon species- how cool is that?!) and the cool looking bg characters but the creators keep ruining it with active bigotry.

So you're right about that one... 💀

Vivienne is speedrunning her own cancellation now...

-and it's just sad to watch. All she had to do was apologize for how she misrepresented multiple minority groups and let her stans attack us, none of this discourse needed to happen smh.

If racism and all around bigotry is "not ok" with Oye Primos. It's "not ok" with how Helluva Boss treats minorities as well. People need to stop having double standards just because one creator benefits their fan content more than the other. To the HB tag, if you like any of Vivziepop's shows, cool, but dont pretend to support us while denying how much bigotry the creators have just because you want more of Vivziepop's cartoon softcore porn.

Racism and queerphobia should not be normalized with any writer.

Stop the hypocrisy!

#helluva boss #helluva boss criticism #tw racism #anti vivziepop #anti spindlehorse leads #screw it im using the tag these other tags arent helping as much and im putting this on Youtube anyway so... im using it! #tw fetishization #(I dont like anti ___ tags as im not against these shows or the person existing. Im against the bigotry. I just need to spread the word.) #(Anti ___ implies you dont want something to exist. So using a real person for this is actually toxic asf. Especially when said tag is- #legit filled with harassment misinfo and even threats towards Vivienne. So lets not use this tag anymore- we have- #critique tags for a reason.) #cant be about us without us #there are no black writers on HB OR Hazbin while the creators shove us into their shows. How are people not seeing the issue with this?! #The level that this fandom accepts bigotry is just ridiculous. #It doesnt matter if you want more HB porn. Stop accepting racism and queerphobia from HB's creators! We need more support- #than just brownie points smh. Help minority lives!

[soapyakships]

What do you think is the funnest song to play in proseka?

uh oh.. anon... looks like i have to break it to ya guys again.... i... i dont have the game..

#i answered this before but i am reliant on yt translations of the events #im not kidding when i said i read EVERY single event and like all of niigo card stories #also i am no rythm game player #i actually succumbed once and was like 'i cant take it anymore i NEED this game' #but it doesnt even MATTER cuz it says my device is INCOMPATIBLE

[phantasper]

so I decided that nendou a snake person thing and akechi is an ELF because elves are MISCHIEVOUS and SHORT and TINY ASSHOLES. and also kinda sweet. and awesome

#nendou is crouching but hes actually very tall #not that thats a suprise or anything #also hes an anaconda because i thought he would be #saikis still a shapeshifter but he tries to put effort into passing as a human. doesnt help that he has those little antenna #that he cant get rid of no matter what he turns into #everyone immediately knows he isn't a human like every time #cause he cant do mind control anymore :( #anyways i really like akechi here #saiki k #saiki no psi nan #touma akechi #riki nendou #kusuo saiki #fantaPSI #phantart #fantasy au

[markatoto]

hello markatoto from markatoto

hi jupiter!!! i love that this is the 2nd instance of this cat being sent to me. i dont mind, i enjoy this kitty creature and their tsinelas

#the questions #i recently learned that in tagalog flip-flops/slippers are ACTUALLY spelt as tsinelas and not “chinelas” #although apparently both is accepted because its so commonly used in tagalog that it truly doesnt matter anymore lol

[orcelito]

I've always known that my dad loved us, but nothing's driven that home as much as everything we've found in the After.

Our prominence in his home (pictures, father's day cards, gifts on display, the letter), the way he prioritized us... and a damned good life insurance policy, set up specifically so that if he died early (always a possibility, since driving jobs are more dangerous than many) then we would have enough to get ourselves Set.

He raised us to become as independent as possible as soon as possible. Made sure we knew how to cook, clean, handle our finances (though he was hilariously kind of bad at that, himself), and much more. I've been doing my own laundry since I was about 10 years old, so it's a surprise when I hear about people going off to college still not knowing. Utterly unimaginable to me.

He wanted us to finish college so we could live more comfortable lives than he did. My sister accomplished this in good time. I have not. But with his final gift to us, this life insurance money, it's a very real thing I could do. I could Realistically pay for the rest of my schooling and not even have to work through it. And in not having to work as I take classes, I can dedicate myself to them more thoroughly than ever before, and hopefully Finally finish my degree.

Just as he wanted for me.

I'll always miss him, since having him in my life was worth more than any amount of money I could have. But I'll always be grateful to him for everything he gave to me.

I dont need a mother, however much mine is trying to scrabble for us right now. I haven't had a true mother in a long time (or maybe Ever).

Instead, I had the best father I could've ever asked for. He was the only parent I needed.

#speculation nation #actually not feeling too bad right now. emotional sure. but not as bad as the past few nights. #the revelations of the day just kinda. rocked me a bit. #it's a Damn good life insurance policy. #and coupled with my in-state tuition (aka kind of a lot lower than average US college tuitions) and #yeah. yeah it really could cover The Rest of my schooling. #and ykno. he was an atheist to the end. he didnt believe in an afterlife. so im not gonna think hes watching me or anything #theres no figment of my father hanging out in heaven or w/e that's watching me & who i need to Make Proud #it's more a matter of self satisfaction. wanting to live a life that i know wouldve made him proud. #he's dead now. he doesnt exist anymore. but it would make me happy to live up to what he wanted for me. #so. in his memory. i will. i'll put my nose to the grindstone (as he'd often say) so i can finish my degree. #and as for where i go from there... we'll see. #one step at a time. finish college first. i'll figure out what comes After when i get there.

[starrysharks]

thinking,,, would star pirates have star shanties ???? i think they'd probably be made by banging together anything on their ship (weapons, old machinery, etc etc), playing any instruments on hand, and just singing about literally anything ,,

#i want to explore star pirate culture more because theyre such a big part of the world #like piracy is so widespread that they dont really give a damn anymore #not 2 mention in the world of uktimate excalibur any unauthorised ship that doesnt belong to a naval company (or any company for that matter #is considered a pirate ship. a lot of quote un quote pirates dont actually pirate but a lot of them do ! #i already mentioned a while ago in the notes of a reblog that many pirates grow up on ships and never see any actual planets #i like to think that shear has never left his ship for longer than a month... #whole generations of families living and dying while travelling the whole galaxy #oc rambling #ultimate x-calibur

[buttercupart]

why doesn't chara & asriel live with toriel at all?

everyone's gone on without you

#ok now to actually explain it and not just post no context imgs #it was a while from the time monsterkind was freed to when asriel and chara came back/came to the surface #and in that time life had continued going on without them. as it had the same way when they died #im thinking it was anywhere around a year before frisk in their infrequent trips to the underground #was able to convince flowey to take a piece of their soul so he could hold his goat form together somewhat #and bring him back to the surface #but for chara it took longer. two years maybe? from monster independence day to come back #because frisk had to first find out where chara's real original soul was being kept and then find it and stuff #i can talk about this another time its such a huge can of worms my god #BUT BASICALLY it was a few years and by the time both kids were integrating back into society #the lives of those they loved had changed so drastically #chara didnt know their parents split up. they didnt know asgore killed human children or that their mother went into isolation #not until the game events anyways #and when they cam to the surface and saw all of that stuff -in person- as well as how well/poorly one parent was doing over another #theyyyy didnt take it well. like their mother had a new partner (doesnt matter who take your pick) and was raising frisk #and their dad was super mega turbo divorced and depressed and had nothing but his garden #in their mind toriel didnt need them anymore. she had a new partner and a new human kid and chara had served their purpose #so they elected to stay with asgore so he would have Someone anyone in his life and asriel followed #iiittts a huge mess basically. huge emotional landmine mess of insane proportions #undertale #my art #ask

[princeinsomniavoid]

Listen i love every member of Deep Cut very much, but for the love of god can Frye or Big Man please win one splatfest?

#splatoon #like shiver is cool! i love their nonbinary swag and everything #but like im so tired #5 fests in a fucking row???? like at that point literally whats the point in playing the fest #if we know that Shiver is going to win.... #its just #it doesnt feel fun anymore #i was really excited when Frye was in the lead at first for the conch shell rates for this fest! #[even though i was on team big man] #and like i had some actual hope that maybe frye or big man could win this time! #i even won my first x100 battle! it was fun! #but then the half time results came out and my heart genuinely sank because i knew it didn't matter because shiver was still winning anyway #i dunno... its just kind of genuinely disheartening

[fuck-off-im-ace]

Theres enough gay shows now that the Gay Migration isnt really a thing anymore? I remember when it was a real thing, it wasnt multiple fandoms, it was one fandom moving from a show to another. If Willow had came out in 2017, the gays would have been all up in this shit.

Of course i am very glad we now have enough shows that we can chose what we watch. But sometimes i miss asking a friend "have you seen this show?" and getting "of course, what do you think i am, straight?!" as an answer.

#i know fantasy isnt for everyone #but still #i sometimes miss when it was a solidarity thing #we would watch a show as a show of support #because back then views actually saved shows #it doesnt matter anymore and i understand people not wanting to watch something #when we never know if it will get cancelled #willow #willow 2022 #gay migration

[mouseratz]

the one thing they do not fucking lie about with t is appetite. previously I could not have forced myself to stomach some of the things I wanted to like actually eat and did and was fine or even happy with this past month.

this is not a complaint though and I do imagine it's affected by the psychological stuff too (like. being less constantly depressed and suicidal and anxious).

#and i feel like youre supposed to complain about this because everyone wants to eat as little as possible to be satisfied but like. #this is the first time i can remember since childhood actively enjoying food regularly and that is a wild life improvement. #i feel like ive spent a full decade being constantly nauseous no matter what i did and to finally have it ease off? #it makes me want to cry like. im actually happy eating for the first time in recent memory i can talk about foods i liked. #i still get nauseous when im anxious but ive had a lot less of that too lately. #anyway. Yeah i think ive already gained a little weight but like. im not miserable around meals all the time anymore. #does anyone understand how crazy that feels. some of it could be psychological but there are physical elements at play as well #and its just like. such a MAJOR thing to experience it doesnt sound big but it is

[saturnsuv]

so at what point does the relationship anxiety go away

#it’s going on 3 weeks now which i know isnt that long but its the longest i’ve ever consistently seen a guy #but i still simply do not believe that he actually likes me or that this is real #i keep getting fully convinced that he’s tired of me or he doesnt want to talk to me anymore or he’s just changed his mind #and this particular anxiety has been worse since the last time i was at his apartment bc i had a panic attack on his floor over smth #he was very sweet and helpful about it and he literally didnt show any signs that this turned him off from anything but i’ve still #convinced myself he doesn’t want me anymore bc i was too much #i keep getting worried that i’m being too much like i’m being too clingy or taking up too much of his time #and i know it’s unfair to him bc he hasn’t done a single thing to make it seem like he doesn’t like me or he doesn’t want to do this #it’s all been overwhelmingly positive signals. but historically positive signals mean nothing guys will still turn around and ghost no #matter how much they say they’re into me or they enjoyed themselves or even if we literally had plans #maybe its just that im on my period idk #we’re supposed to go on another date tonight but i’m like convinced he’s going to cancel

[rearranging-deck-chairs]

also how do you guys write about rooms in the tardis. bc i tend to imagine theres like many options of any given room and a number of them in use at any given time like in my current fic i somewhat arbitrarily decided theyve got three kitchens and two living rooms they mostly use for different occasions. theyve got like 5 bathrooms but 3 of them are currently hostile to human life bc the doctor did experiments in them

like just curious how you guys write the tardis as a living space

#i also have some idea about some corridors and stuff #but i cant imagine stuff in very much detail #just like the spatial layout and vibes #and i dont really know where everything is in relation to each other #but thats fine bc the tardis can move that stuff around so it doesnt really matter #do you wonder sometimes where the rooms in your writnig come from #sometimes i suddenly realise that some kidna like stock room in my brain that i use for a particular vibe room #is the living room of the best friend of my sister in primary school #whos house i must have been in like a total of 10 times max #not just for writing thats for reading too #like i'll read stuff and imagine places ive been in but then later on realise wait a second thats THAT real place ive been in #the places also never fit #i never imagine things the right size as they actually are #like the book may describe like actual objective measuraments. comparing to Big Things like a cathedral or whatever #and i'll just be imagining something way too small #or too big #space is weird #the way spaces in memroies also warp over time is freaky #especially of spaces you cant go anymore #you can never correct those they'll just keep warping in your brain like old photographs #anyway

[herequeerexitentialfear]

yes i just rewrote Elena's story so she is happier. shes still has some identity issues and does fucked up shit to get to the top but she becomes violently herself while doing it. i need less ocs that are a pile of masks.

#dont worry! im not being nice to my ocs #in wotr Celia's almost-boyfriend isn't dead anymore #so she gets the horrors of having someone who puts her on a pedestal and doesnt understand her and the only way she can try and explain is #through violence & cruelty but he still loves her oh gods he still loves her and shes killing him bit by bit and she cant stop #<- shes doesn't love him in any way that matters and he probably doesn't actually love her just thinks he does but its so fucked upppp #she has a normal ex boyfreind too #a hellknight #'normal' they are foils/reflections of each other but the dont have whatever the fuck that was #gold & silver