#but now I’m just kinda sad

[alyona11]

The duality of man is when you love Hadestown so much that you hate Hadestown

#me being me #idk something something show getting generic #like it’s still a good show but a good show and 4/5 and 8/10 rating for a show such as hadestown is shameful #I do think that hadestown should hit like a life changing event that made me fall in love with it #not like some generic Broadway/WE show that you see and vaguely remember liking a year after #and like it’s kinda sad to understand that it doesn’t quite hit like this now #either because of acting choices of some folks (which tbh not fully their fault and I wrote a post about it) #either because Anaïs decides to make a lyric change which is like the most obvious downgrade #that it makes me think ‘oh the show thinks I’m stupid’ #instead of idk making the one change people have been complaining for years #like even fuck it just idk leave what works working #idk I feel like seeing WE made me thinking about it more #and I did enjoy the show a lot and I had fun #but also I keep thinking how some small bits didn’t fit and the show didn’t hit as it should #which makes me feel of people who will experience ht for the first time and might not understand the show’s full impact like I did #idk just thoughts

[4-lemurs-in-a-trench-coat]

Thinking of the absolute tragedy that is Leo and Jason

#it’s so sad #like Leo ‘dies’ and then when he finally gets back Jason dies before they get to see each other again #it’s just so fucked up #I wish they got to reunite😭😭 #like take this as platonic or romantic it’s still devastating #when I tell u I was sobbing when I read leo and Piper finding out Jason is gone— #Ig that’s what fics r for💀 #honestly tho like talk abt tragic #idk why this was suddenly on my mind but now I’m sad abt it #leo valdez #jason grace #pjo hoo toa #valgrace #<< kinda Ig #this isn’t even mentioning having like an entire set of false memories of someone #like that includes Piper too but DAMN that would suck #‘where’s Jason’ #😖😭😭 #my stuff

[candyheartedchy]

Do any other self shippers feel guilty when they start focusing on a new f/o?

#okay so I feel kinda bad rn because scratch been my main for awhile now and still is #like my self ship with him is a comfort ship for me #but bill kinda took over and I feel a bit guilty because one) I’m not focusing a lot on scratch like I use too #two) I feel like people who probably followed me for my ship with him are going to get disappointed because I keep focusing on bill #like I make jokes about scratch always pulling me back everytime I get a new crush but I wasn’t expecting to fall so hard for bill #don’t get me wrong scratch is still my 1st main and I’m still going to draw my ship with him and work on that comic #but rn I’m just really focused on bill #like I know I have a habit of jumping f/o(s) at times but this feels different #and I been feeling kinda sad about it #so I don’t know if others in the community have felt this or worry about disappointing other who followed them for something else #and I know it’s my blog and I can do whatever I want but I still stress about it #💬 chy chatter 💬

[kunikloj]

Oh hey look, it’s Paul! Paul Petscop!

#petscop #petscop paul #this was the first perler art I’ve done since I was like 10 #I kinda over-melted some parts but I’m still happy with it #perler art #now whenever I feel sad I can just look at this and feel scared instead

[kohakhearts]

theres a really. special kind of despair in the uncertainty brought about by moments of success and achievement. the inevitable “what now” of reaching your goals. and i kind of wish someone had warned me how hollow graduating university would feel, tbh

#taylor.txt #im miserable primarily for other reasons right now but i dont think i appreciated how much this just…wouldnt feel like anything #i think especially in my case as someone who so desperately needed ‘going away to college’ to get out of my childhood situation #and now for the past 5 years everything ive done has been for the purpose of getting my degree and finishing school #like im fine i guess i just kind of wish i could feel proud of myself or happy its over instead of like dreading the ceremony and feeling #like everything i have to do for grad is just one more thing i have to check off a list. getting my grad photos done felt nice but idk #it kind of feels like no one really cares which. idk why i would expect it to NOT feel that way. but yeah #tl;dr im around Kinda…need to finish stuff up but im over the really busy part of this all. kinda just coasting to the end here tbh #when this is over i’m gonna get to my request fics. prommy. wanted to do them over the long weekend but i was sick :( #anyway like to be clear im fine. people have been pointing out today i seem down and i think embarrassingly a collection of my students #noticed me crying on the bus today but thats life i guess you make do. im sad and thats ok. tbh

[its-tim-time]

May i recommend drinking on company time

Maybe, but I usually drive myself to work, used to car pool with Sasha too, but ya know stuff happened

#the magnus archives #the magnus institute #tma #the magnus institute archives #timothy stoker #tma rp #rp #tim answers #damn now I’m just sad #at least I get to go on a kinda vacation tomorrow

[r0nnietherat]

ngl mac looks very 8-year-old boy in your pfp

He’s an 8 year old there and then here as well

spot the difference you literally can’t

#hashtag impossible #it’s always sunny in philadelphia #macdennis #iasip #mac mcdonald #he’s a man baby forever #it’ll never change #he’s perpetually the personality he had in fourth grade except now he’s just slower bc he’s old and tired #oh damn #kinda sad actually #or beautiful #okay goodbye I’m done talking now #toodles anon ily

[shokupanko]

i hope your depression and everything gets better for you btw!! wishing you the best 🌟

｜ｏ゜）I drew a happy Nemu to cheer myself up!

#vocaloid #fanart #art #vocaart #yumemi nemu #you guys are really freaking sweet #I’ve been feeling extra depressed but when am I not? #Nemu is kinda like a comfort character for me #she just seems silly and outgoing #I exercised to make myself feel better but now I’m just sad and sore lol #anyway I don’t wanna vent too much #enjoy this little Nemu because she needs more content #ALSO A LITTLE IRRELEVANT BUT DID YOU GUYS WATCH THE 2ND PIKO LIVE PARTY IT WAS SO COOL!!! #I got so hyped that I punched my closet door like a dumbass #inbox requests

[janiedean]

two episodes of nervous crying your brains out for longer than one hour in the span of three days were not in my bingo card for 2024 when I graduated ten years ago and I would like to frankly get the fuck over myself

#personal for ts #one day i’ll be able to put into words #the absolutely hateful feeling of thinking you got over your shit #and then finding out that NOT ONLY you aren’t #but KNOWING you’re falling back into shitty coping mechanisms you STILL let it happen #honestly my self loathing is off the roof because fifteen years ago i didn’t know i was shitty coping #now i KNOW i am and guess what here i am doing the whole isolating myself and forgetting to reply to ppl song and dance #christ i thought i was okay with handling that kinda shit guess not #and yeah ofc i need to fix it for myself but this time is so much worse i’m just #my kingdom for waking up one morning and feeling some level of mental clarity #and for some goddamned financial stability #and for the force of will to keep the house tidy enough that i dont feel sad just looking at the state of the living room #guys also honestly sorry if i forgot to reply to your ask or pm or anything i’ll get to it at some point #i swear i’m not ignoring people on purpose i’m just completely overwhelmed sigh

[luderailing]

🇬🇪?

#hetalia #art #my art #hws georgia #I’m kinda sad about the second pic #bc I almost completely lost the file for it and I only had this screenshot #so it’s kinda low quality #she’s a character I had in my head for a while I just kept meaning to do more research #which…I’m still going to do #but I have this for now #kinda proud of this drawing though so here she is anyway #wait #this is my character #I CAN NAME HER #I FORGOT TO NAME HER

[ofmermaidstories]

prostrate in the sawdust of my enclosure staring up at the ceiling.

#i hate capitalism so much lmao it’s truly the source of all evil #LIKE #how many good writers are we missing out on bc they’re struggling to pay the bills and feed their families and don’t have the time or #the energy to write? #u hear about all our classic writers—the clever bastards and the poets and the future bestsellers—who like #make time or get up before dawn before they have to feed the kids or write on the bus and it’s like i’m sure so many others out there are #doing those same things but—everything feels so much harder now? #idk i’m just kinda sad tonight LMAO don’t mind me merms is just #having a moment 🥹🔫 #im gonna delete this later probably 💀💀💀 DONT LOOK

[goldeneclipsee]

I’ve become afraid of death. which is actually improvement for someone who was suicidal but also. scary :(

this is all your faults /pos /pos /pos-

#seriously guys. y’all really have just helped everything. #Mostly north and L I love yall #But I’ve kinda felt sad cuz. If I died people would actually be sad?? #And gosh I’m scared of how everyone would react if one day I just stop responding to rps. If I stopped messaging them and stopped making ar #You guys have just really fixed everything. I love all of you more than you can imagine xxx #thanks for everything #and also know that it’s right back at ya #If you died I’d care. If you died I’d cry for days #Please. You’ve done all this for me and made me feel valid so I want you guys to feel the same #If you ever need help I’m here #Just know I will always love you #This is a more serious post but uh. The feelings have been very weird lately #And you guys are all I have #And I think I really appreciate that now. I think I’ve realized how much I need you guys #You were here for me. I’m always here for you #love yall sm #anyways it’s a bit of a ramble here in the tags lol #Anyways byee I love you mwah mwah mwah #tw sui attempt #maybe?? I mean I’ve tried to before but #Idk I dont wanna trigger yall-

[rotomartsblog]

To be honest. The news has kinda killed my motivation to create Camp Camp content.. I’ll bounce back eventually but this feeling is new and idk how to deal with it

#like I was working on finishing the first part of tocs and now. idk I just kinda feel dread looking at it #engaging in camp camp content makes me sad so until I’m over it. I’ll indulge in a different short project #I’m working on monster high redesigns #and I also have those rainbow brite redesigns I started a long while ago #rotomtalks #camp camp

[squarefriend]

SO IM LIKE AN HOUR LATE SO I COULDNT DO MORE BU T

Happy Let Sans Rest day!!! Home boy deserves it lol.

#undertale #sans #letsansrest #I don’t draw him sad that often but the point still stands #I love drawing this goober actually looking happy #I had. many more ideas for this but it’s 1 am in the morning and my brain is just microwave noises now #But I’m happy with what I got here #listening to music #hugging a capybara #talking about science #joining a precariously balanced snuggle pile #yep #that sounds pretty restful to me #kinda jealous ngl #anyway #goodnight

[ofduskanddreams]

Hi tumblr 💕 long time no post.

I turned 24 today and still don’t have a set date for my sinus surgery but I’ll know soon (hopefully.) I really miss being active in the fandom and regularly putting out fic and I cannot fucking wait to have the energy to come back.

I’m also sad because my Xiao is too tall 🙃

#kinda #personal post #just want to say that I’m still alive #yeah I play Genshin #sad I lost the 50/50 #but now my Kazuha is guaranteed so I cannot complain tbh

[rinadotcom]

thinking about how ej asked ricky what was wrong with gina and ricky could’ve easily sold her out to him to cause drama and create more conflict between the couple. and yet he just told him that she was coming down from rehearsal because the documentary means a lot to gina. like ricky bowen loves that girl so much and wants to create the least amount of drama for her.

#and fuck everyone saying he hasn’t had any growth???? #season 1 ricky would’ve snitched so fast! #also ricky kinda holding back during the duet? #like he knows she’s a taken woman #and respects that #he just wants her to be happy and to shine #in his words #‘ i just want what’s best for her ‘ #:( man now i’m sad #he’s definitely beating the coming between the couple allegations #AND he’s beating the home wrecker allegations #he’s saving your relationship ej! #when and yes WHEN portwell breakup #it won’t be because ricky intervened and actively tried to break them up #rina hsmtmts #ricky bowen #gina porter #hsmtmts #ricky x gina #be greatful! #rina