#but yk how that goes 🙃

[vivaciousoceans]

I got layed off today. I also broke my laptop last week. I already have a quote for a repair, and a deposit, but to actually get my laptop outta the repair shop will be an additional $150. I haven’t had to do this in years and I absolutely hate doing this now, but if you have a dollar or two to spare, my cashapp is below.

$teyamarrad

#teya talks #mutual aid #mutual aid request #venmo is in the bio #I was hoping to have enough on my next check to cover it #but yk how that goes 🙃

[yohankang]

btw sorry for the influx of negative posts but this is. literally a life defining moment for me and i'm scared shitless so <3 i'll calm down in a week i just need to be dramatic first

#just burst into tears on my way home 🙃 #just had a realization that therapy really did help me and i am in a better place now. but at the same time #it's really fucking disheartening to realize that if something bad happened you wouldn't be getting any help from your parents. again! #because why would they learn from their mistakes lmao #lately they've been just. so mean to me for no fucking reason. and it's fine usually but not now #i'm like okay! i'm starting my life again! we'll see how it goes #and they're like btw if you fuck up this time you'll be the only one to blame :) also we won't help you because you're an adult :) #like i did not!!! fucking ask!!!! #i did ask for a bit of your support though and got yelled at in return!!! #sometimes i'm just. amazed. like holy shit you guys can be normal but sometimes you're cartoonishly mean. #like i asked my father if he could ask his friend if i could sleep at his place one night. and the response i got? #'until you've proved your worth to me i have no reason to help you' like HELLO. this is. wow #he says shit like that all the time unprompted #he acts like i'm a criminal or something lmao but what i did wrong was dropping out of uni. #after 2 years of fighting with officials about something i had no control over and getting fucked over again and again #like sorry i could not take it anymore! #i restored most of my self-confidence through therapy but this shit sometimes gets to you. yk #godddd i am getting so personal it's fucking embarrassing but i promise it's the last time <3 or i hope so lmao #i just have to survive this week. i will calm down after first 2 days of classes. #and if after that i'll decide i'm not ready yet? then i still have my job and enough time to try again #yeah i'm trying to convince myself at this point abjsvjscjs #k.txt #dl #btw this sounds way dramatic than it actually is so <3 don't you worry about me i'll be back to normal soon

[astr0exe]

CAS👏PI👏AN

r u butter cuz yknow...YOUR WRITING IS SO SCRUMPTIOUS?? I CANT BELIEVE HOW GOOD THIS IS AND THAT YOU HAVE WRITERS BLOCK BECAUSE DAMN.

imagine reserved older!Simon, practically drooling and foaming at the mouth for a chance with tm reader...

Like so similar to könig just the thought lf getting tm reader pregnant just stirs something in this huge man

ugh yk i love you 🫶🏻💐 !! i took this in a different direction than the König story ! lil bit of story in this 🙃

// CW : tm!reader, age difference, slight rough housing (only like one spank and some hair grabbing), very little dialogue, slightly creepy Simon, breeding, no aftercare, creampie

shy!simon whos 45 and frequently visits a cute almost hole in the wall coffee shop and meets you.. a little thing.. a handsome little thing who looks slightly frazzled but still so pretty, you look younger than him by at least 20 years and fuck its bad how he has to force himself to stay soft.

older!simon who offers you a ride back to your place after you lock up the cafe for the night, his hands trembling as he gazes at you smiling slightly, his scars framing his sharp face perfectly as he drives you home, your blush worsening with every passing moment as you invite him in… holy fuck you just invited him in.

younger!reader who is extremely interested in the older man, giving him a bourbon as you drink a vodka lemonade, laughing with the quieter man a smile forming on your face as you admire Simon. Your faces inch closer together, your confidence growing due to the alcohol in your system.

younger!reader who cant help but let your lips touch his softly, his lips basically only ghosting yours before you cant take it, pushing your lips against his, the need being obvious as you move into his lap, huffing as he holds your waist tightly.

older!simon who despite being more experienced, is in shock when you take your pants off and you have a sopping wet hole, his surprise is visible, making you tense up slightly in worry he won’t accept you. But, he just smirks, groaning at the sight of your sticky thighs and hard dick. His fingers slowly tracing down your sides all the way to your drenched cunt, which is clenching already even at such little contact.

younger!reader who tries to take the lead, grinding down and smirking thinking you have Simon in the palm of your hand, only for him to toss you on the couch and stradle your hips, his hard cock between your thighs, rubbing against your own thick cock making you moan quietly at the contact, huffing out hot breath on Ghost’s neck as you clutch his shirt.

Older!Simon who grins at your neediness, grins at your whining and squirming, holding your hips down as he ruts his covered dick against your soaked hole, which is basically dripping through your underwear, “fuck lovie.. you’re drenched for me eh?” he smirks, he feels so confident knowing he makes you like this.

Younger!reader who grinds down against Simon’s cock to try and get the pleasure you need, but Ghost won’t let you, he keeps your hips in place as he lowers his pants and boxers, his dick hitting his pelvis, its red tip dripping precum.. You may as well have ripped off your underwear and pants as you move, manoeuvring yourself until your back is arched, head against the couch with your knees up, your cunt being shown off, glistening in the lights of your living room.

Older!Simon who almost goes feral at the sight of your arse up, inviting him to feel your hole. “Want me to be rough with you huh sweetheart..” he murmurs, groaning as he strokes himself slowly, his veins of his hand and cock protruding proudly. He moves to be kneeling behind you on the couch, one hand crushing your back to keep you arched, the other guiding his pulsing dick into your warm hole.

You both moan at the feeling of his dick grazing along your walls, Older!Simon who can’t help but start thrusting into you at a bruising pace, his cock battering into you as he pulls your hair to make your head pull back, your eyes are hazy as they stare at the wall, your whole body and couch moving with the strength of Simon’s thrusts, your moans mixing with his huffs and groans like a symphony.

His groans are loud and deep in your ear, your whines are filling the room. A shout leaves your mouth as his calloused hand spanks your arse aggressively, clenching around him from the pain. You feel almost suffocated with his large body on top of yours, his large cock hammering into your small hole, his hand in your sweaty hair. This man who could probably be your dad is fucking into you so harshly your eyes are rolling back and you are moaning and whining like a bitch in heat, no words are in your brain other than Simon’s name, and thats all you are able to moan. Hoarse “Simon!”’s leaving your mouth nearly every time he thrusts in.

Older!Simon who is growling in your ear about filling you up, and all you are able to do is nod your empty head, agreeing with his depraved fantasy of breeding someone whos only 22 years old. His fantasy of being a dad, of fucking some pretty man so full of his cum his stomach bulges.

And thats what he does, as you scream in ecstasy due to your orgasm, your cunt clenching around him so tight that it triggers his own orgasm. His hot thick cum filling you up, your stomach stretching slightly due to the amount of his cum, your eyes roll back of the feeling of his cum entering you, making you clench your now sensitive pussy around his slowly softening cock.

#x trans male reader #cod x reader #cod x male reader #cod smut #x transmasc reader #ghost smut #cod fanfic #ghost cod #cod #simon riley x you #simon riley x reader #simon riley smut #simon ghost riley #simon ghost x reader #ghost x reader #cas speaks

[coleszzzworld]

My yandere college! Yandere jock head canons!

A/n-(yoooo , these are just some random head canons for my yandere jock series ! I just wanted to push something out , and it’s been forever since I wrote for kai lol lowkey this is some character backstory for Kai , happy reading enjoy!❤️)

TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️- suggestive content , daddy issues, mentions of murder? (Kind of) just some crazy stuff lol and yandere behavior. Do not read if easily triggered!

•I already said this in the first chapter butttttt kai is definitely a golden retriever boyfriend, he’s just so damn stupid, and he has a bright personality. But when someone fucks with you in anyway … let’s just say he gets scary 😭 , and I don’t mean that in a cringe way , that man will kill for you . And make sure you’ll never find out 🧍🏽‍♀️he could go to 0 to 100 real quick !!!

•Kai loves being around you , no matter what . Oh your going back to your dorm ? Or home (that’s if u don’t live on campus) it doesn’t matter he’ll be behind you , and he’ll lowkey invite himself to stay the night at your place , like this man literally lives at your dorm/house , like I’m not joking his toothbrush, clothes, blankets etc . Is at your place even if you have a roommate or you live with your family , surprisingly your roommate/family love him! And says he’s welcome anytime! , yeah you definitely need space from him. “Y/n!! Let’s watch a movie!”

•I don’t want to be that person but I will be , he definitely has home problems , that boy ain’t got a daddy (just like me fr 🤠) when he was two years old , his dad left . And his mom always works . She’s barely home , and when she is , they don’t really talk , and when they do they always fight about the dumbest things , so basically he ain’t got no dad , and his mom is a workaholic, and he’s a insane psychopath! w for his parents fr !!!🥳 that’s part of the reason he stays with you , he’s alone most of the time , that and he likes to have you close.

•also I will be that person again🙃, when your sleep , and he’s laying on the floor next to your bed (he refused to stay in the guest room , he says your room is more comfortable.) he definitely the type to get hard from just being near you , and he has to release his aching pain some how ….👀 now he’s respectful he’ll make sure he’s quiet (even tho he doesn’t want to be.🤠) and he’s makes sure to clean up after , don’t hate but he’s definitely a whimper 😩 like he bites his lip when he’s coming to his high , his hand going up and down on his length. 😵‍💫 he just thinks about how you would feel on his length and how he would just claim you as his , all he can think about is how tight you would be … “f-fuck , y-y/n I’ll be g-good , just be mines , p-please”

•now let me tell you this , he’s definitely not a virgin, his body count is two , everyone on campus thinks he’s a play boy but naw 😭he has a low body count and he’s loyal to one person and that person is only you. That and all of his team mates and friends are play boys so that’s were the expectations come from fr lol .

•now , he does have siblings(he has 3 other siblings), but he has never met them (well kinda of) ,the first thing he knows about his dad was when he was starting college and football he was meeting everyone and he met a cheerleader , she kinda of looked like his dad , I mean the pictures of his dad he had she looked like him , and she had the same last name as his dad (Kai has his moms last name) curiously he wanted too know more , so he went digging and fount her instagram, he saw photos of her family and sure enough he saw his dad … he definitely stayed away from her when he fount out his dad , left and had a new family, a family with another woman , and new children, a child that HE goes to school with , someone HE shares the flied with basically, he lost it , bro was definitely feeling all types of Emotions , actually as matter fact , when he first fell for you , yk at the football game , the reason why his head was out of the game and the team was losing , was because his dad was their , not for him , hell his dad probably didn’t even recognize that Kai was playing, his dad was their for his daughter. The cheerleader. Kai was feeling anger, sadness, he wanted to go up on those bleachers and beat the hell out of his dad…all that was running through Kai Head was “how dare he leave me , and have a new family. How fucking dare he come here . And act like I don’t exist. How dare he.” But when break time happened and he bumped into you near the concessions stand that’s when he met you .Suddenly he felt wanted, he knew he had to have you.

•now let’s talk about Kai’s mom , like I said she’s a workaholic, she wasn’t married to Kai’s dad when he split , and she works as a nurse, she picks up shifts and works all day / night ,she really didn’t talk about Kai’s dad , while he was growing up , and refused to talk about him , when Kai wanted to get in contact with his dad . She’s a nice lady tho , when she was at home , Kai dragged you to his house to meet her , and surprisingly you and her bonded , then she left for work . Kai looked disappointed but he’s used to it 🙃

•Kai just needs love and attention, bro is , Touch starved too😭 he just needs some love fr , so no matter where y’all are , he will always be holding you hand or holding your waist , or just lean against you , bro just down bad fr 😭

•he’s your best friend, as you put it , but I’m telling you now , that man is trying to be more then friends, like he’s literally insane over you . And even if you don’t like him like that , that’s okay , you’ll never get rid of him!

•this man drives , so your a passenger princess , so when you guys go out , he likes to blast music and put his hand on your thigh , and he says it’s not werid, but you’re like “🤔” he definitely has no chill , like I said he loves holding you . So his hands go to your thighs when he drives you , too school or anywhere else

•I have a feeling that this man listens to indie and rap , I’m talking like gorillaz and Marc demarco , jid , sometimes Kodak and nardo wick when he’s feeling devious 🤭 he also listens to glass animals, anddddd tame impla and Tyler the creator😤

•let’s do say , someone fucks with you , In anyway I mean he fought Cameron Harris for you , he definitely was trying to kill him , and he would if his friends didn’t pull him off Cameron , but let’s say someone disrespect your name or spreads Nasty rumors about you , that man is ready to split whoever skull open for you , like I said he’s bat shit crazy, he literally thinks of you as a god . He thinks your his savior damn near 😵‍💫 like he can’t have no one talking down on your name 🗣️

•overall If I had to rate him on how dangerous he is I would say 8.9/10 like he’s insane and basically he has nothing to lose , he’ll go to war for you any day , if you say to , he will , he just real like that🤭💅🏽.

“Nobody will talk to you like that y/n . I’ll forever love and protect you . You’ll see I’m the one for you! And If not …I’ll make you love me .”

#yandere #yandere jock #yandere blog #yandere x reader #yandere shitpost #yandere headcanons

[sebscore]

The gzd 100% gives Seb and Lewis fathers day gifts. It started off as a joke in her first year and she shyly gave it to them unaware of how they'd react but they really loved it (because obviously its a gift from her everyone loves gifts from her)

Anyway, she takes them out for a father's day dinner and they argue over who pays the bill and gzd is like "Its MY treat I have to PAY!!) and Lewis makes a makes a post like "Best caters day with an amazing daughter" or some sweet shit like that and the internet goes insane!!!!!

And the next year they give gzd like legal adoption documents as a joke and she looks at them dead in the eye and signs it.

Sorry for the loooooonnnnnggggg ass rant but I ate too much chocolate and my brain is faster than Max's car in Bahrain

HOW MUCH CHOCOLATE DID YOU EAT FOR ALL OF THIS TO COME OUT OF YOUR BRAIN 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💀💀

I mean- I personally don’t see her giving them like father’s gifts cause well… seb has his own kids and like it’s a bit weird to give lewis something for that 😭

I do, however, see her like sarcastically saying “okay, dad” whenever one of them is like “scolding” her or giving her advice that she doesn’t need 💀

I feel like her relationship with sewis is similar to the relationship of seb and mick! like we’re friend and we’ve known each other for a long time and haha you kinda are a second dad but not really yk? 🙃 idk how to properly explain it

#tgd #anon

[bullshit-bulltrue]

Hawk Talk

Okay so sorry if this is a little jumpy I'm having a so far two-day long anxiety attack anyway-

We got assigned seating in history and i got sat next to the biggest cunt wad i have ever met i fucking despise her and she's my desk partner

she was cordial and so was i but she has not fucking changed at all

And the cute boy from years ago is still cute and shy and such a sweetheart but he sits behind me ish and to the very far right

So I can't even look at him anymore without anyone noticing :(

And nyxie darling (@whennyxfallsinlove) was right, i was looking at him like a deer staring at headlights the first day because holy shit i REALLY *REALLY* liked him (still do) because he was one of the only genuine boys I met at the time and I was having a really difficult time and yk hanging out with him helped me out since things were happening in my home life that were difficult to say the least

So then the rest of class went smoothly

For math, there is no cute guys

But thats fine because I really like my teacher and he's taught ways to do math that are so much easier

Not only is he funny, but he also REALLY goes into depth of equations and helps out a lot!!

Sooo yeah

I had a mini heart attack bc after I left class I thought my phone fell outta my pocket but the pockets on my jeans are high (since the jeans are high-waisted duh) so it turns out my butt just didn't recognize the feeling since majority of my jeans don't have wider pocket space

But yeah

Anddd then I went to English class

And if you saw the recent small Hawk Talk posts of me interacting with nyxie, you'd know that there are two boys that are lowkey cute 👀

Idk they're cute by my standards but probably not everyone else's lmao

So I feel like I should call these guys smth??

So umm let's call one of them Baseball guy bc he likes baseball and I also didn't wanna ask his name but when I do, I'll probably make a nickname to refer to when I post about him

And the other we'll call D/Dee ig??

So yeah D was funny as usual

And the baseball guy talked more and lanie, him, and I were going through this box

It was a worry box and my English teacher (we'll call her Mrs. K) basically had a chest and put it at our table to write our worries on an index card and put it in there (anonymously, but some kids put their names so now we have Blackmail™️ . Probs won't need it, but it's good to have information on people)

And like she said that we could NOT under ANY circumstances go through it..

But we did 😘

So yeah that was fun because I didnt get caught

so i'm her favorite student while also being a little shit

🙃

So me and Lanie started following Cute Baseball Boy™️ to his locker because we're nosy bitches

But then I lost lanie so I sat on the floor until i was found like a 7-year-old who lost her mom at the supermarket

Aaand then we had lunch together !!

But then I found out she thought baseball guy is cute too :(

And idk how to feel about that

So I'd anything happens between them I'm gonna be kinda bummed bc I don't want her to get the wrong idea about me thinking he's cute

So im gonna have to find a way to not like him ig??

Or just keep shit to myself (with the intention of telling y'all every little detail)

Gonna je bummed if they start dating or smth but I'll be supportive nonetheless because they're both my friends and if they're happy then that's all that really matters to me

So anyway

Thus guy across from us at lunch was fucking hilarious

His friend kept putting a plate of school food someone forgot to throw away in his face and he let out the most high pitch ear piercing scream I have EVER heard lmaooo

Same bro, same

Felt that

And like I looked at him like wtf was that dude

And his eyes got SO wide

He kept frantically pointing to the girls that were sitting near him and even his friend 💀

So like that was funny

And then we got to gym !!

We didn't get to actually do anything :(

Basically what happened in PE: got gym clothes, got gym lockers (mine and lanie's are next to each other!!), and watched boys get play basketball (D was playing and he wasn't that bad)

Sooo yeah

Ik I said that I went basic white girl mode and watched the boys play

But like half the time I was just taking selfies on snap and scrolling through tumblr memes lmao

But the other half me and lanie were laughing at the boys clothes and haircuts bc they look like they rolled out of bed and asked a 5 year old to make their hair the shape of a fucking broccoli spout or whatever tf you call it

y'all it was that bad

(we also laughed abt that shit at lunch too)

Oh forgot something

While we were all going into the girl's locker room of the gym i thought lanie was right behind me but when i turned around i had to tilt my head up and look around for her head because she's way taller than me and she was at the very back of the crowd

So i went to the side and waited for her to get close to me

And she literally fucking said

L: damn girl i keep losing you, you're really speedy

Me: yeah i'm short but it means i walker faster than you, you're a fucking giant

L: well yeah to YOU. but like i'm tall enough to be your mom

And I lost it. I laughed so hard bc of the way she said it lol

Soo yeah that was the end of my school day

Hope you enjoyed <3

Oh and tagging people that wanted to hear about my day and/or have been reading my Hawk Talk posts (if you dont wanna be tagged lmk and i wont anymore, and lmk if u do wanna be tagged in the full day hawk talk posts!) : @cereal-is-a-soup100percent-true @whennyxfallsinlove @dizzeners @cau-lee-flower215 @sp1rit-realm

#☆ hawk talk

[soft-husbands]

When you've recovered from the pool scene, I need to know your final thoughts on the important stuff, the KP stuff of course.

So listen. It’s interesting because I was expecting the Porsche keeping secrets to himself crap to make me upset but im pretty chill with it maybe it’s because I know that’s it’s all gonna be okay lol I mean yeah I would appreciate them to talk about it but I don’t think it’s stemmed from Porsche not trusting Kinn I just don’t think he wants to get him involved since it’s his father yk? Like I am coming from the angle that he doesn’t want to do that to Kinn to make him be in the middle (even though we all know he would choose Porsche every time no second thoughts no hesitation) but Porsche loves him and doesn’t want to do that to him

So instead he keeps it to himself until he knows for sure what’s going on but unfortunately he’s still dumb dumb and goes with fucking Vegas 🙃🙃 I love you Porsche but no just no…… anyways that’s my thoughts on that stuff

Onto the other scenes haha okay so that graveside scene was so beautiful I loved every second of it because that’s exactly how they would be if Porsches parents were alive Kinn would be boldly cheesy about how much Porsche means to him and how much he loves and cherishes him idk I thought it was so lovely to see Kinn is so precious and thoughtful and everything he shouldn’t be considering his life circumstances and it’s easy for him to become something else (i.e. Vegas) but he’s tried to choose kindness as much as he’s been able to and Porsche has been able to bring that out of him bring that sweet boy who loves with his whole heart and is funny and silly and cheesy man I just love them

NOW THAT POOL SCENE jfc I just….. that’s chemistry folks forget everything else you have ever seen in your life that is the only thing that matters I MEAN LOOK-

That is pure…. desire, pure lust, pure love just pure perfection and the way they portrayed it was so beautiful but also sexy af I could feel the love the intimacy just pulsing between them I could write dissertations on their chemistry but I’ll spare you ;)

Idk who needs to hear this but Kinn and Porsche >>>>>>>>>>> everything else

The tenderness and intimacy in this little moment alone is enough to power the whole world’s electricity idk guys Porsche just really loves that man and it’s beautiful

As for the rest of the ep I don’t know what you’re talking about the ep only had Kinn and Porsche in it I don’t know what else you’re talking about 😜

Thanks for the ask love!!! I’ve got lots of thoughts about them so sorry if this got real rambly and incoherent!! I would love to know your thoughts too!!

#thanks love!! #sorry it took me a while I’ve been working #and I had alot of thoughts to share I guess #stackhousenorthman #asks #kinnporsche

[crippledgoddess]

okay if lily isn’t cheating on james in this model au fic i will be severely disappointed. do what u want of course

Bestie…do you know who I am???

+ it’s inspired by a weeknd song so. yk how that goes 🙃

#selene is oversharing

[carlsainz]

turcs love language???

Personally I could see him as a combo of physical touch and acts of service (I think the same goes for Quinny but that’s for another time 🙃)

For acts of service I don’t think he is a grand gesture type of guy (again, feel free to disagree- I want to hear your thoughts if you’re willing to share). I think he’d know you’d value small things just the same if not more. Stuff like setting up your coffee pot the night before or rubbing your back bc he knows you can’t sleep bc of your hard dayat work/school. Of course big gifts are appropriate for certain occasions like graduations/holidays/birthday, but frequent little things add up to a whole lot of trust and love that just cannot be replaced by a big gift.

He loves physical touch just because it makes him feel more comfortable having another person around. It doesn’t even have to be going anywhere, you know? Like even if it’s just your pinkies hooked together, and index finger in your belt loop, or hand ghosting your ankle on the couch.

HOWEVER maaaaaaay I present to you ✨clingy Alex✨

Who will literally, physically (sometimes violently) get you back in bed because he wants to lay in bed with you for a little while longer

Who will sit in the middle seat in the back of and Uber just so your arms can touch

Who will use you as a flotation device at the beach bc the floaties he packed are not as sexy as you

Who will whine of you get off the couch to go pee

Who will stick his hands up your shirt because you guys “aren’t close enough”

What do you think his love languages are?

-q anon

SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP I AGREE WITH YOU LIKE 100% SJXKXKSJSJSJ

i also agree with you, he likes the little things over the big gestures because it's more important and you absolutely agree with him. just imagine him putting like little sticky notes in your notebooks or schoolbooks saying how pretty you are or how much he misses/loves you, especially when he's away, just running a relaxing bath for you after a long day and setting everything so you can have your time alone (very much needed) and when you're feeling better, he's ready to spoon you and kiss your forehead while you talk about your day and the things that pissed you off yk. just think of the cuteness of you two walking on the street with your pinkies hooked together because it's summer and your hands are sweaty 😭😭

I LOVE CLINGY ALEX, WHERE CAN I BUY ONE?

he absolutely loves the lazy mornings because he can be with his favorite girl for a long time and he definitely hates the idea of having to get up sbsnsjjsjsisjs and his favorite thing is put his hands under your shirt because you're just so warm and his hands are usually cold

god i absolutely love this topic istg ajsjsjjss i completely agree with you about his love languages and i think we can also add words of affirmation as well

#gabs answers #q anon <3

[musette22]

C'mon apple, give us some news about sharper please😩😩. I guess it makes sense that the release date was pushed back bcs with everything going on this year, seb didn't have a lot of time to do press (if apple doesn't mess up again by not doing anything to promote projects, and actually will take press for this seriously🙄) with fresh and p&t earlier and now filming a different man, and then the emmys. But a release date to hype up a little would be nice, yk? like, how do we have almost the same amount of information about sharper, that was filmed last year, than ghosted, that finished filming in may😭😭😭I'm really excited about both, so apple better do great press for them, I swear I won't have another defending jacob situation 🙃

Yeah!! I definitely thought we'd have had more news about Sharper by now 🤔 I guess you're right about it making sense if it had been pushed back for a while because of Sebastian's other commitments, but surely they can at least give us a release date by now? And maybe a trailer soon? 🥺 Would be nice! I'm very excited for it too and I hope Apple promotes it properly! I'm not sure what the Defending Jacob situation was, but that doesn't sound good lol. Do us right, Apple!! And same goes for Ghosted please 🙏🏻

#sebastian stan #sharper #minnie answers

[corpsesbaby-main]

i've actually been trying to find your blog for weeks to not only binge atp for the millionth time but to reblog it with comments as i finally made time to do it 😅 i'm sorry for being part of the problem!

i'm a writer (yikes i know) who's dealt with a similar issue on wattpad where the only interactions i got were people adding my stories to reading lists, so likes are super rare and i literally don't know the last time i got a comment or a reply to a comment (and i doubt ny notifications go back far enough to see 🙃). it's one reason why i've kind of stopped putting stuff on there (again: yikes i know).

yet i'm terrible at commenting?? especially on here because i always want to write an essay everytime because i know how much work goes into writing something as short as a blurb so i feel bad about writing a 'i love this!' even though i personally enjoy those comments? no one will be more pissed or confused about me being affected by yet contributing to this problem more than me. again, i'm sorry. i know much a heart emoji means and how much silence hurts.

i'm so sorry that i contributed to your frustration.

i adore atp and your writing but never knew how to put it into words (ironic). i'm angry at myself for not supporting my fellow writers especially seeing how many fic writers are talking about the lack of comments are discouraging and angry for contributing to this problem. and to anyone reading this or other fic writers' vents, non-fic writers like me and published writers are having issues getting feedback. (hence why i said no one is more pissed about my lack of comments than me)

i hoped tumblr was glitching when i was having issues finding atp until i saw the asks and your answers. you have every right to be angry and upset and disappointed in readers like me. anyone who says otherwise is a dick because it's true.

i'm sorry i waited too long to try and reblog and comment. i truly am and i hope you enjoy finishing atp and any other works for yourself 💙 if you ever decide to share your writing again, i will be sure to reblog and comment with everything.

thank you for apologising lovey and i completely understand! it's not you in particular that made me leave, just a collective problem if that makes sense? i don't bear any ill feelings towards anyone in particular just more how this like-culture has formed bc of tik tok and instagram and users of tumblr not using tumblr the way they did 5 years ago when my stuff was actually reblogged

the only thing that genuinely grinds my gears (besides the like problem) is that ive received asks of anons telling me im being 'hurtful to fans' when i say that everyone who just liked and never reblogged or even send an ask yk were part of the reason i left and refuse to roll out chapter after chapter, request after request with the same people demanding more to get nothing in return. the fanfics everyone reads are already free, so are reblog, yk?

as if i want fans? i just want a community and people who support me in my writing and who i can support back in whatever they create, who chat with me not just about my fics but fandoms in general, life, etc! and thats not achievable through likes

thank you for also giving some perspective! it's good that more writers step up and talk about this and offer a different viewpoint to those who don't write bc it's impossible to know how discouraging this feels until you're in the middle of it. im sorry you feel that way too and that people interact so little with your works as well! im not sure if you're a corpse writer and i havent read corpse stuff in so long but if you are, send me some of your stuff and i'll be happy to read and comment! ❤️ (this goes for everyone btw for most fandoms)

and i completely get being horrible at commenting! i always write essays too (especially on ao3 lmao) and i understand how you wanna carve out some time to do so!

i dont know if tips will help you and i certainly dont wanna tell you what to do but maybe i can give some tips in general to fic readers reading this:

i have a fanfiction sideblog (which i will not share bc there's shit on there that's between me, the author who wrote it, and god) bc i didn't want to reblog on the account i post my own writings on, mainly bc i feel like it will annoy people if i reblog every fic i read bc... there are a lot lmao. so first tip is maybe run a sideblog where you just reblog fics you've read and loved?

second tip is to have a queue running if you're scared it will annoy people?

i have a system where i reblog when there's a fic i see that i wanna read but i dont have the time for yet and tag it with 'to read' then i'll reblog it again with insight/comments. that way the post is in circulation and even if i dont get to it ever, i've still helped out he author?

i hope you don't feel too guilty. it's something we all have to work more on to make sure writers feel more appreciated! i genuinely dont have any vendetta or ill feelings towards you or anyone, i just choose to write for myself now <3

feel free to dm me any time if you wanna chat! im genuinely open to sharing my works with the friends ive made on here and other writers!

#asks

[kniesguy]

Uh well I guess I have a few issues 🙃. I am mostly worried about flirting/wanting to flirt with this one specific girl, but I don't want to creep her out! And I don't have any experience flirting with people, so what if I say the wrong thing!! I don't want to scare her off but I also want to be clear from the start that I am interested in her... Idk I just don't have the confidence to talk to people like that and thinking about it makes me want to throw up 😞.

hmmm well in my opinion i think sincerity & honesty go a long way (& typically avoid any perceived creepiness); i'm a big fan of a cold open lol (especially to also avoid any confusion about interest) but if you're looking for something a little more subtle hard to go wrong with being genuine.

as far as confidence goes, i would just practice! ik that's not like.. fun & easy lol but probably the most practical. depending on how old you are i would try bars/dating apps since you're more likely to find people that are uh.. receptive to that sort of interaction lol. & that way you could practice with people you're not already emotionally invested in.

though if that's too much to start with i would maybe try friends? like specifically if you have a friend that is good at/likes to flirt and see if they'll help you practice. & then work your confidence up to people you don't know as well. or maybe even as scaled back as like practicing in the mirror or maybe like writing out a convo? & then with a friend?

& i got your other ask, as far as literally How to flirt once again im gonna be not super helpful: it's gonna depend. what works for one person isn't going to work for everyone yk? im sure there are like yt vids on this or like articles with a list of things to do, but smiling, eye contact, body language, asking questions - are all normally pretty common options. that you can also practice so you're more comfortable when the time comes!

but in general i would try to let go of some of the pressure you're putting on this - flirting should be fun!! it doesn't have to be so high stakes. it's just more about connecting with someone else, however that looks for you. good luck!! 💞💞

#also one of my favorite things to do when i was a barista was to flirt with customers #so if you want to like people watch or get first hand experience you could always try that too 😅 #or like a trader joe's cashier if you're by one of those

[just-my-type-x]

I think for the most part this is who they get in touch with more often. I don't think there's a preference, it's just how the interaction goes and who's there in that perfect timing yk //

Yeah I know what you mean - it’s just hard to not wish you looked like the girls they hang out with 🙃

Let me just tell u u're perfect the way u are and it's their loss anyway 💁🏼‍♀️ don't wish u were someone else or looked another way, because everything about the real u is beautiful and perfect. Don't think otherwise 🥺♥️

#brad simpson #the vamps

[cofffeeecups]

i don't know how to say what i'm trying to say

at one point life was so easy and it seemed like i was exactly where i was supposed to be and then i didn't feel good and then i did again but it still didn't feel right and it's just like these fleeting uhhh moments where it feels like it is going right then it goes so bad. it's like i'm always waiting for the other shoe to to drop.

everything's going wrong. i thought i was making strides and i was so happy, i did the work. i did it and i was going to do good and then my insurance practically told me it was unusable atm and then my lizard needs surgery again (i am broke, and currently refusing to fucking take help that requires services in some sort at some point (or money to be held over my head 🙃)) and then it's CHRISTMAS (I HATE CHRISTMAS) let's also not forget day to day shit. everyone around me has literally only been being negative for the most part, "you're annoying", comments about my appearance, how i'm just generally doing everything wrong, i hear it constantly. whenever something bad happens i just hear, "you knew that would happen", "just fix it", "oh just smoke it will work out", "i guess you'll have to get money", etc. not to mention also also also, all of the mfs around me are fucking straight up alcoholics, giving ME advice, and i have tried so hard to take their miserable little words with a grain of salt and try to just help them and say quiet , keep my nose clean, yk? ive been trying so so so hard. appointments, research, crying, more research, redoing research i ruined ab other shit, sobbing, reading self help books, learning spanish, checking in on those same mfs, smoking, more appointments, phone calls, getting yelled at, continuing to try, fuckinf getting shit on with everything all at once, still pushing it back and putting this christmas shit up, acting fine w everyone so THEY do better. talking to them about what they can do to help them help themselves and they don't even listen to me about the simples of things, like my fucking day.

i am going to break...

i literally just tried to tell them all, less than a month ago i don't feel safe anymore again, all last night i was having flashes of me trying to just off myself and i've been having ptsd panic attacks all the time, i just can't keep doing this. then fucking bpd helps none of this, i just don't have the words to say anymore to any of the people around me anymore. (i tried to make this a happy account so im sorry for this last line) i guess they'll just have to find my ass dead.

#at least dmitri is a good friend #i SAID I LOVE THE SMITHS #the fleeting moments #they mean(t) a lot #and to my one friend #when this all goes south im sorry

[inkytsuki]

Yo. Soooo. My Adderall dose needs to go up lmfao. I'm going to my psych on the 19th. Hopefully will be back on Tumblr then once my dosage goes up. My anxiety has been absolutely out of control and I haven't been sleeping. Sorry if you've messaged me and I haven't responded. It's not you literally I can't relax enough to even watch a YouTube video so yk. Is what it is.

More info below the cut. But love yall and I'm okay 🥰

No allergies on the test. My stomach literally told me to die 😩 I'm officially now to avoid fried food like the plague. Mostly on a fish diet now because it's just more healthy for me and has more of the nutrients I'm deficient in. But I'm gaining weight. And I'm slowly getting better.

Thanks to everyone who has checked on me and stuff but I'm good. I just have been having to deal with my brain slowly going back into severe ADHD hell bc my Adderall dosage isn't cutting it anymore. And it sucks because I always do this when it happens??? But it's slow onset so i don't even notice thats the issue and then I talk to my psych and she's like "oh. You're depressed" and I'm like "only because my meds aren't bridging to norepinephrine qween"

But it's because of my social anxiety going out of control. Even as I type this my brain is telling me no one cares/I'm being annoying/I'm awkward. Makes it really hard to talk to people when you can't feel confident enough to send a message that just asks someone how they are lol. But I've been sort of productive. But I can't finish anything bc I lose interest and start something else. 🙃 but we aren't doing this. I'm going outside this summer and I'm going to talk to folks. So. I'll be back. Hopefully with some art.

Much love guys 💖 and if any of you are in a similar place right now, just know you're going to be okay. Look up any clinics in your area that are income based (if you don't have insurance they're a godsend. They charge you based on what you can actually afford. I used to go to one when I split from my ex. I think I paid 10 bucks a visit) and also look at concierge clinics (I go to one for my other health stuff and I'm very happy with it. I pay $75 a month for unlimited visits and only pay for meds and external labs at doc costs. No need to file with insurance and its much cheaper and I have text access to my doc)

Anyway thanks if you read 🥰 sorry for extended absence and I'll be back with the memes later

#kit chat #me explaining my mental health sitch lol #anyway i am fine!!! im just going through it and its easily fixable #ed cw #just in case!!! i dont want to trigger anyone its literally my digestive tract but still

[letstalkaboutfandomsbaby]

Ok ok

Pussy Drunk Nanami!!!

Hehe, sometimes he's forced to work overtime, it can be 2 or 3 hours more but he still feels abstinence from you, and at some point his thoughts shift from lying on the couch and cuddling to eat you until you don't be able to speak.

Imagine Nanami arriving home a few hours late and apologizing to you, he sees you and automatically remembers the thoughts from earlier, then he'll almost beg you to let him open your chubby lips and drain everything possible from you.  The initial intention was to be pleasurable for you, and of course it was, but when you realize that Nanami's eyes are unfocused and her licks are more sloppy than usual you know the man is lost in his own little world, where there is only you and he and his only function is to live between your thighs giving pleasure to the goddess you are🥺

(ofc chubby reader!!)

Oh LORD. Puttin me back on my chubby chaser Nanami bullshit i see sksksksk thank you for the ask bby, I love Nanami x chubby fem reader and I will gladly provide content for this subject 😌💕

CW: chubby fem reader, smut, oral (female receiving), Nanami being a simp for his chubby darling, not beta read bc why would i ever do that sksksks

Omgggggg pussy drunk Nanami makes me WEAK!!!!

AND PUSSY DRUNK NANAMI WITH HIS CHUBBY DARLING IS HNNNNNNNGGGGGG EVEN BETTER

Poor Nanami tho, having to stay late at work

Obviously it sucks that he has to work in general, but it's even worse that he can't come straight home to his lil pretty chubby baby :(

He was gonna make this yummy alfredo with chicken and broccoli and he was gonna make garlic bread to dip in the sauce and he had the perfect wine picked out and EVERYTHING 😔

YES HE CAN STILL MAKE IT TOMORROW BUT IT'S THE PRINCIPLE OF THE THING!!!

And yes he texted you to warn you he would be late and yes you were fine and said that you could just order takeout tonight

But he's still upset about the whole thing bc he's away from you 🥺

He's rushing through his work so he can get to you, but not so much that he fucks anything up yk?

At some point his mind wanders and he starts imagining what could've happened that night if he hadn't been working

He would've gone home and changed into something casual before he started dinner (probs a tshirt and sweats)

He would insist on making it himself, but he knows you'd try to help regardless (which he always thought was absolutely adorable) so he would let you

The two of you would enjoy dinner together before going to the couch, watching a movie or one of your favorite shows

Kento would try to keep his hands to himself, but that was much easier said than done when you wore the tiniest pajamas around the apartment

His hands would wander and squeeze your plump flesh, fingers digging into your thick thighs and spreading them open

You would squirm and whine about how he didnt have to eat you out, but how could he resist your sopping wet, chubby pussy?

He'd pry your plump lips apart and dive in, slurping up every drop of your essence before he focused on your clit, sucking the precious pearl and making you moan

He always loved eating you out: your taste, your expressions, the cute little whimpers you made when the two of you made eye contact and you try to hide your flustered expression—

Aaaaaaaaand now he's hard at work 🙃 it's hard out here for a bitch ✌😔

He struggles the rest of his day, but he eventually finishes his dumbass paperwork and heads home to his baby 💕

He's so tired that he's fully prepared to eat, bathe, and go to bed with his darling

He walks into the apartment, calling out to you and apologizing as he takes off his shoes

He's looking forward to the food you ordered, but his mind goes blank when he walks into the living room and sees you lounging on the couch

You're draped over the couch in an oversized t-shirt and booty shorts (who can blame you? It's way too hot this evening) and Nanami loses it

He drops his jacket to the floor, loosening his tie as he strides towards the couch

He's on you before you can properly greet him, hands already roaming over your supple flesh, squeezing every inch he can get his hands on as he kisses you

He's tugging off your shorts, urging you onto your back as he kneels down before you

"Just a taste, just a taste" he repeats breathlessly as he spreads your thighs, pulling apart those cute chubby pussy lips before he licks your precious cunt 🥺

He's missed you so so much, your soft thighs squeezing around his head, cutting off his air supply

AND YOUR PUSSY, GOOD GOD!!!

He loves how you taste, how your slick pools on his tongue and slides down his throat

You're so warm and wet and sweet and he just wants to drink you up like a bottle of cabernet sauvignon

You cum in a matter of minutes, spasming against him, but he's nowhere near done

He keeps going, sucking your clit until it hurts, practically making you cry as he makes you cum over and over again

You don't know how long it's been, but you've cum at least four times and Nanami's not letting up

You look down between your legs, prepared to convince him to stop so you can take care of him too, but he's too far gone

His face is flushed, eyes cloudy as he focuses on nothing, his tongue rolling over your cunt languidly

It's not about your pleasure anymore, it's about Ken's desires and he just wants to savor every ounce of your sweet fluids

You wanna make him cum too, but he just holds you tighter when you suggest him stopping, so you leave him be

He eats your cunt for at least an hour, only stopping when his muscles grow sore and he physically can't keep going he wants to tho, he really really wants to, god damn his human limits

He apologizes later for losing control and going overboard, but you reassure him that you're fine and you're just glad the both of you could enjoy yourselves :)

Tbh you are very exhausted from the entire encounter but you love your hard-working man so it's the least you could do

You do notice that he doesn't promise not to do it again, like he does with other things, so you'll have to be careful around him the next time he comes home after a long work day

#ask #nanami kento #smut #chubby fem reader #sorry this took so long sksksk #work is kicking my ass #but i hope you enjoy :) #☀️ fics #☀️ asks