#carito rant

[thatgirlwithasquid]

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!

technically this is a bit early but whatever, it's spooky season!

last year i did 'reverse trick-or-treat' where i dropped some art of billy in different halloween costumes in the asks of some mututals and blogs i followed in the billy/harringrove community. i wanted to do that sort of thing again this year, especially since there has been such an amazing increase of fandom positivity, mainly led by @intothedysphoria who we all love.

so i'm compiling the list of all the blogs to receive this years 'reverse trick-or-treat' drawings. i think all of these blogs are amazing people who are a brilliant addition to our fandom -- so even if they choose not to respond to the asks, that's fine, but here's some extra love <3

i wish i could have done more, but ive got other commitments and responsibilities right now, so my list only ended up being 49 people (still a lot! but not the eighty i was aiming for). of course, the fandom includes so many more kind and talented people, but here are just a few:

@chickensoupleg

@ginalinettiofficial

@salthat

@jaylikesrainbowtigers

@imsodishy

@half-oz-eddie

@adelacreations

@hellcheercaine

@safk-art

@dreaminginpencil

@dragonflylady77

@velocitytimes2

@gonegrove

@mourntheantagonist

@kittyphoenix12-xx

@hargrove-mayfields

@harringroveera

@ariesbilly

@shieldofiron

@intothedysphoria

@bigdumbbambieyes

@chrisbitchtree

@cuepickle

@memes-saved-me

@prettyboybillyhargrove

@ratbastardbilly

@hephaestn

@eddiebillysteve

@deedoop

@wrecked-fuse

@billyhargrovesupsidedownshadow

@ihni

@ofmiseryandghosts

@oopsiedaisiesbaby

@brightside-of-the-upsidedown

@harringrovest

@spaceofentropy

@ashyyboyy

@robthegoodfellow

@carito-dorito

@billyharringson

@neonponders

@kazhan-draws

@boffeeceans

@pupkiu

@stranger-rants

@applewillowstone

@gigacat

@destroya-hargrove

and then for everyone else who i was unable to create enough drawings for, or who i wanted to send one but had asks/asks with media turned off:

skeleton billy is having a cat-nap (hehe) after all his adventures, so another message from me: you're all so lovely!! this fandom is truly a wonderful place. hoping you all have an amazing halloween. and the same goes for anyone else reading this post <3

#billy hargrove #this was very anxiety inducing but im very glad to have done it #i tried to make this a mix of mutuals; fandom friends; people i follow; and people i have seen in my notifs #but sorry if you dont like being tagged in things!! #there were so many other people i wanted to add in but that wasn’t actually possible for me sadly #hoping everyone is having a great october regardless

[nicecarito]

Uugh... I have so many stories to tell but I have to finish the stories that I started... if I ever show you a story without color and just lineart, will you still like it? I don’t really like to show stuff that look -half finished-, I’m kind of stubborn and show off so I like to make stuff pretty and visually appealing (I try, I still think that I’m Still not good enough to reach that level but I will do my best!) but I have many things to finish and many things I wanna tell about :,UUUUuuU Angeryyyy

#carito rant #existencial questions #This quarantine making me have so many fanfictions inside mah head #welp #my foot itches #Feels horrible #fucking mosquitos #not u Pit :$ i luv u

[nicecarito]

Carito’s adventures- Big brother’s B-Day

#carito rant #comic #fun #Mexican moms are just like this #they feel embarrased if you dress horrible #they think that people will think your mother doesn't love you if you go out all messy

[nicecarito]

S.O.S!!!

My Monitor died!!! my CPU it’s fine but my Monitor just black out! (It was pretty old like it was their time to say bye bye :,c) but it’s a problem for me and my family because we use it for work. Angery

This is a proof

Big Brother let me use his computer but it’s his computer, I can’t use it like all the time.

A new decent monitor cost $150 dollars (the equivalent of $2, 650 in mexican pesos) like is the cheapest one and the most decent one in Amazon.

Please, give me a hand and help me to reach the goal donating a KO-FI. it’s like a tip for my drawings if you like what I do, this will help us a lot. I want to get it since my Papa is having lots of debts and he is busy so I want to help him getting this to not stress him, since he’s already old, a granpa.

I will be totally grateful if you help us.

This is my Ko-Fi account

https://ko-fi.com/bichcarito

If you can’t Donate, please help me rebbloging this!

God bless you!

#help #help the artist #ko-fi #carito rant

[nicecarito]

I’m so fucking Scared!!!!! I’m literally erasing everything!!! x,DDDD

#comic #fun #carito rant #i'm dying #maybe I'm an adult but the real boss is Mom

[nicecarito]

PRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRFFFFFF HAHAHAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH PLEASE STOP IT, HOW I LOVE THESE FREAKING VIDEOS XDDDDDDDDDDDD

#carito rant

[nicecarito]

XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD I CAAAAN’T

#carito rant #I'm peeing

[nicecarito]

I’M SORRY BUT I’M FUCKING DYING WITH THIS HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

#carito rant

[nicecarito]

Sometimes I think....

that we give to much importance about something.... for example , I used to give a lot of importance to -love- or to be exactly to find someone.

 I started to notice boys when I was at high school! all my friends started to have romantic feelings and relationships, you know teenager love and stuff

I do started to have feeling for others but  In that time I was just the Fatty best friend forever or boys didn’t felt attracted to me cuz I was overweight (that’s what I thought in that time) so I always felt a kind of stress.

cute girls “always” win over me, so naturally...

I started to blame them for my disgrace xD. “Why they have everything?? i have so much love to offer, my love is honest!” that’s what I thought to make me feel better but...

then I thought “Do are they really the cause of it?.. no they doesn’t have any fault....maybe it’s just me”

so that (and some jeans that couldn’t fit in my fatty legs) made me take the decision of -change my life- and I started to lose weight. Making me take VERY hardcore ways to get my goal. I got my goal!... but I ended having eating disorders and mental issues about obsesion with my weight

But I thought “finally, I’m acceptable! Boys will look at me this time! I look pretty!”

BUT.... nothing happen

and I thought....

“askjgqwdiauwgefbgfe MADAFACKAAAS, WAI U DON’T LOK AT ME, YOU LITTLE SHJDWQBHDIWEGF I DID ALL OF THIS FOR NOTHING FHEI4RTGFIGFRHO WHO UNDERSTAND U!!! MEN ARE SO STUPID!!JEQWURGDQ”

BUT THEN i THOUGHT.....”No... it’s not their fault.... who would look at someone like me “

so My big bro saw that I wasn’t okey so he decided to take me to the psychologist

I told her everything, and her answer was...... The problem is you, indeed my dear!

and I was like...

“WHUT?! ARE U KIDDING ME, YOU AREN’T A PSYCHOLOGIST, YOU ARE A FRIKKING PSYCHO FOR REAL, YOU AREN’T SUPPOSE TO MAKE ME FEEL WORSE U LITTLE JEKIFBGEWRFGAEW”

But sometimes people have to tell you the truth! sometimes stuff that we don’t like to hear... she told me... “You were overthinking all this time! and you forgot about yourself! who should feel in love with you is yourself!

So when I got back home I saw myself at the mirror.

and I told me... “Gosh what is this, i look so bad!!”

But I was the one who caused it...So yes! the answer was that.... It was me. all that time I was thinking... maybe overthinking about “Love”, about having a perfect body, about trivial things but I never felt pretty or special.... that was the problem. But... it’s hard to feel special.... yes but I decided to try and I decided to not give priority to -love-... If I wanted to give love, I had to love myself!

just how BTS would sing....

I LOVE MYSEEEEEEELF

So I took the decision...

I started to try to look pretty... I went with my psycho who put me a nutriologist to help to eat healthy again but keep my line, I started to go out with my friends and make new friends too!

and I started to... LOVE MYSELF

and suddenly....

I started to be noticed. But because I’m still in  a process of taking care of my health and discovering myself... I decide to not take that chances for now

I want to discover Adult Carito before taking another step in my life but... thanks to all of this I feel more confident!

So I would like to tell everyone who believes they aren’t special... you are! just ...

LOVE YOURSELF!

You are more special and beautiful taht you think but it’s necessary to fell in love with yourself. You are a wonderful gift! Sadly it took me a lot of time to notice it... if you are young, don’t lose that time!

Love

BichCarito

#love #carito rant #eating disoder recovery #eating disroders #health #psychology #love yourself #love your body

[nicecarito]

Carito’s Adventures

Literally the best DAY of my entire life wth, like, my state in México is famous for being the capital of drags and gay bars, he was probably one but nnnghhh he looked so fabulous!!!!!!! I’m dying!!!!

#cuphead oc #object head #comic #carito rant #my art #fun #drag #drag queen #I want to see him again sniff #self insert

[nicecarito]

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH  NOOOO I’M DYIIING HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA PLEASE HALP ME HAHAHAHAHA THAT’S ME SINGING IN FUCKING ENGLISH  FOR SURE HAHAHAHAHAHA

#carito rant

[nicecarito]

:/

Like I received a message saying like -You are a bad person for drawing incest and yadda yadda yadda, incest is incest, blablablablablabla- Like I’m tired explained the big difference between real life and fiction and fucking cups and utensils  like , fictional characters doesn’t have human rights. If that’s so let’s ban LOTS and LOTS of books, movies, comics etc... because they use Mature content and like most of that content is -unright- like sounds ilogical...

Saying that any person is a bad human for drawing X stuff or whatever...emm... it’s pretty superficial. I consider myself a good woman, a good daughter, a good friend also I have my flaws, who the hell doesn’t have fucking flaws in this world? like I help raising my little nephew that I love with all my heart. In vacations I prefer to use my time to go to poor mexican communities and help them getting food, clothes and stuff or whatever... other of my artists fellas who get like hate messages all the time are really nice persons like... yes, we draw MATURE CONTENT  for MATURE PEOPLE who knows the big differences between fiction and real life and I can tell they have morality as well. Like... I visited the account of this person and I notice they reblog lots of MAFIA AUS and stuff... cool stories indeed but I will make a small remark....

Some months ago, just in front of my fucking front door, two men in a motorcycle shot 10 times a man in his car. Where I live it’s a pretty active street since it’s a commercial area, lots of people saw this scene, lots of people scream and ran, my Mom heard the shoots and the police blocked my street...

I was inside my house but I was able to sneak  out and watch all the scene, the police working around, taking clues, the morgue coming to inspect the body... I think it was a bad idea because when I decided to go out and  watch what was happening.... the mother of that man just came.

I think the pain of a mother of losing a child is the WORST FEELING OF THIS WORLD. This poor old woman screamed, cried.... I get teary when I remember this because I never even imagine that I was going to be a witness of this.... She was screaming the name of the man “JESÚS!” or his nick name “CHUY! I JUST CALLED YOU BY PHONE IF YOU WANTED TO COME TO EAT DINNER AT MY HOUSE ,YOU SAID YES, BUT YOU NEVER GOT THERE” and she was there with her other two sons that were crying and they decided to stay just in front of my door... I can said that one of my flaws is that I’m to sensible .... I couldn’t help but get closer to that woman and hug her and she hugged me back. I quickly took a holy candle, I’m religious and our religion says  (catholic) if someone lose  their life in a tragical way or by illness or whatever, in that instant you have to light the candle because it represent the light that the soul have to follow to find peace. We prey for him and after three hours of this, they finally took the body away.

After that, the woman asked my name and thanks me hugging me, she beg me to prey for ,Jose de Jesús Cuevas and then she left with a lost expression. That man was father of two little boys and he was s owner of a small perfum store in the street where I live where is a MAFIOUS AREA... sadly, Mafious members offers you -protection- if you paid some money to them but if you refuse, you are dead... if you don’t pay on time, you are dead...if they obligue you to work for them and you don’t do a good job, you and your family are dead, if you don’t kill a certain person because you don’t want to, you or  amember of your family will die. I don’t know if he was a member of Narco or not but this happen EVERYDAY in Mexico, In other countries, in the world...

So I was thinking and I told this person.... If you reblog MAfia aus, if you make something related with this, if you draw psychotic characters that love to kill and stuff... are you a bad person? are mafious? psychotic? yadda yadda yadda?

Well at least for me... I don’t thing so . I told this person what I thought and they even erased their account and never answer me back. you coward >:C

I think ficition exist for people to express theirselves, that doesn’t mean they are bad persons for drawing something that in real life isn’t okay. I think people are capable to create interesting stories, something that catch others attention because it’s a way to explode their imagination etc... but that doesn’t define who you are. Nobody knows you better than yourself, maybe your friends, your family or people who are next to you everyday can really tell if you are a bad person or not but people from internet... meh! Like It’s the 2nd time that someone comes to tell me or someone talks about me like - Carito is a bad person :VVV and disgustiiiiing huehueheuehueheue- well, I’m sorry to dissapoint you but I’m not and I’m happy who I am, and I draw sexy stuff AND I marked in the description of my tumbrl  -NSFW CONTENT- so, if you aren’t okey with that and you aren’t mature enough to simply makes a difference between real stuff and fiction then you can leave! and if you ever want to watch again my art, you are completely welcome!

Or if you want to be a super Warrior like defending fictional characters like if they are real humans and you end you friendships like stop talking to your friends if they doesn’t think like you do or you want to tell everyone that they are bad persons, go ahead, well, we have the right to follow or not certain persons but like, don’t be a asshole too. Believe me, doing that kind of things make you look like the one who is a bad person. Like you don’t have to support something or not just like let’s be clear and logical, pleaseeeee

Sorry for this bible xD I just had to say it

#carito rant

[nicecarito]

This happened today... I was taking a nap and my little nephew was playing with scissors... and...little kids and scissors aren’t a good match

Happy end

We got a hair cut from a professional to fix the mess, at least I could save some of my long hair , it wasn’t that bad but they had to shave Carlito at he’s not happy with the results hahahaha he looks so funny but he learned a very good lesson!

Kids logic is really.... logical, when they are still to young to understand moral and stuff, they act just how they see the world because they think it’s fine and sadly if we scold  them rudely or something they will never forget that moment... and that’s when we remember bad stuff when we were kids. Carlito is  a very smart kid! he understand fast when he get wrong so I’m sure he really learned his lesson!

#comic #kids #parenting #my art #carito rant