#come join me next week!

[cranity]

Join me next Saturday the 17th for a charity art stream where I take your requests! As some know I never take personal commissions, so here's your chance at getting some art from me while also supporting an important cause :]

Please fill out this form to submit your art request/read more info about how to participate: [form link]

#art stream #my art #come join me next week!

[skitskatdacat63]

2009 Abu Dhabi Grand Prix - Sebastian Vettel(ft. Mark Webber & Jenson Button)

#fantastic podium!! maybe my favorite of this season????? #sebmarkson podiums are my fav ever nothing can top them #and both mark and jense were being so cute with seb this race aaaahhhhhhh <333333 #theres something about seb that makes older men want to cuddle him and pick him up and pour champagne on him #haha thank you to dru for showing me seb getting drenched on this podium a few weeks and making me hype for this race!! #this race was very very good as well. like the last laps battle btwn mark and jense was insane #its very good when i already know the results of a race but the racing still makes me sit on the edge of my seat and scream a bit #i mentioned this before but i love how this race felt like an epilogue and it was nice to see everyone having fun and enjoying themseles #thank you everybody for joining me on another season journey!!! it been so much fun. ive really really enjoyed 2009 #brawn is just soooooo cool to me. their story is insane!! im glad ive gotten to watch thru this season before the docu abt them comes out #but also very fun to see the beginning of rbr getting to the top of the field. every good result just felt so rewarding and worth it #anyways dont wanna do too much commentary abt it since ive discussed it a lot. onto 2010 next!!!! i shall miss you 2009 #though i will say. it was rly interesting in this race to hear their team predictions for next season bcs a lot of it doesnt pan out #mark webber #jenson button #sebastian vettel #sebson #martian #sebmark #f1 #formula 1 #formula one #we do a little bit of f1 #2009 abu dhabi gp

[mazojo]

So, something very LGBTQ happened today

#The way Cartman is SO invested on the Style agenda maybe we gotta stan sometimes #not really but like. he did deliver us Style+Tolkien so maybe today is a good day guys #keep it up South Park less teggridy and r*ndy and everything will be fine #also did y'all see the .2 seconds of Crenny?? because I did. I saw it. I saw them. #an entire valentines day special dedicated to Kyle and Tolkien dating and Stan being jealous and then them all joining to hold hands what a #great week maybe everything does work out for us in the end #no creek but its okay they can come next week they just wanted the spotlight on style today #sp #south park #this is me spiraling btw if you haven't noticed. I am. spiraling I mean #style #stan #tolkien #kyle

[deancaskiss]

hi y’all! before we move into 2023, i just wanted to go through my tag list and check if yall still want to be tagged in fics (and any poetry, edits, or other creations) that I create going into 2023. i’m going to tag my tag list on this post, and if you could, please like, comment, or rb and let me know if you want to stay on the tag list, that would be super helpful. anyone who doesn’t interact with this post by the end of 2022 will be removed from the tag list. also, if you’re not on the tag list and would like to be, please comment or message me and let me know and i will happily add you to the list! thank you everyone for reading and interacting with my fics and content I’ve posted, i love you all endlessly! <3

#bex talks #I wanna make sure the people im tagging are still interested and want to interact with my content #always welcoming new people to join the tag list too :) #also there will be a new fic coming next week! so stay tuned! #thank you everyone for always being so lovely about my creations #even with the busy year I’ve had it mean everything to me that there’s still people out there who like my content so truly thank you <3

[itsahotminuteinbetween]

this is mostly in jest but heads up i might not post official art besides small doodles for a while because my drafts ran out and these past two weeks have genuinely been destroying my mental health so I don't have the capacity to do anything seriously art-related right now

#personal #random #blog stuff #might join a magma but i think that might be it #i have one small witch eclipse doodle but after that i'm gonna have to restock #and i unfortunately can't cuz my brain went kaput after a 17-page essay and too much stress on top of fasting #i'm a little under the weather as a result cuz my immune system took a hit from lack of sleep and sudden decrease of food #and also the idiots i'm forced to interact with have been stressing me out so #that combined just kinda ruined my ability to draw #i have a break coming up soon so i should be able to come up with something by then but #if i don't here's why #that's why i opened up art requests for whoever wants to do that #cuz i don't really have the ability to come up with stuff rn #i'll still be on tumblr cuz i like it here but #no non-doodle art this week and prob none next week too #so uh yea sorry bout that #anyways #will prob delete this later #(also sue and salty i absolutely love your aus they are very dear to me)

[wilchur]

I love BG3, I really do. And I loved each and every one of my Durge playthroughs, but the more I play the more I notice places that are... seriously lacking.

The game seems to give you the option to play as a character that while disgusted and scared of their murderous impulses, can't really resist them, be it out of that fear or because of the sheer strength of the Urge being too much for them to bear. There are multiple dialogue choices where both of these are acknowledged, companions hear you admit those things, but the moment you commit A Bad everyone who's good aligned enough damn near rips you to shreds over it.

I've gotten the option to plead my case exactly ONCE when that happened, with Karlach, but that's it. The only time you can talk to everyone about being out of control is after Alfira, but they don't seem to remember it or take it into consideration at all. It's especially jarring with Wyll because like... you're being as much forced and threatened to do these horrible things as Karlach was to serve Zariel, but he sees absolutely no parallels there. He gets SO upset after you kill Isobel and during that conversation I was waiting to be able to tell him that Sceleritas threatened to force Durge's hand against one of them again instead, but no. He just called Durge a monster and conversation ended. What???

That's still not the worst of it though, the worst example of the issue is after you become Bhaal's Chosen. After killing Orin you can ask Dad what he's going to do if you refuse him, to which he literally answers "eviscerate you" and you have two ways to respond (other than still choosing to refuse him) that are basically -- "Seems like I have no choice then" and "Yes father, I will slaughter countless innocents in your name". EVERYONE hears it, but if you say yes they still act like you've done it because you simply wanted to, no matter your words. I thought that choce would decide people's reactions to the whole ordeal, but NOPE. It's exactly the same either way save for Jaheira's confrontation where she tells Durge they should've made the choice to die with a smile on their face (bruh). And I don't know if it's an Astarion thing or a romance interest thing, but as always he's the only one who acknowledged it was "servitude or death" and seemed understanding of Durge's choice (even tho I'm sure he personally would've picked different, he's said as much)

It just sucks. I geniuely wish they did not give you a chance to do a more gray-ish approach to playing that orgin if they were not going to commit to it. You want it to be a good vs bad story with no nuance? Then don't give me the option to have my character continuously talk how much they hate doing the things they're being forced to do. Playing a unwilling Durge that is not strong enough to overcome these challenges is so damn depressing. Not only everyone hates you and you have no support network that would even make it worth trying to do the right thing, but the only choice you get to amend all that is to fucking KILL YOURSELF. Yeah Withers brings you back, but your character does not know that's going to happen when they tell daddy to go fuck himself. What in a good!Durge playthrough is a heroic moment of defiance, here turns into a person so alienated and helpless they would rather die than have to endure it any longer. I love a good dose of angst, don't get me wrong, but I also love to be able to CHOOSE and have my choices matter instead of everything I pick carrying no real value in the end.

I still haven't finished yet so maybe the "good" ending you can get after this will mend it a bit, but I doubt it. I hate act 3 so much, maybe that's why in all my 300h of playtime I have finished the game exactly once lmao

#thank you for coming to my ted talk #join me next week to see me rant about the pacing of act 3 as a whole #it's so fucking bad #bg3 #bg3 spoilers #the dark urge #durge spoilers #the dark urge spoilers

[maretriarch]

watching mlp on the treadmill has made me understand this image in a way i thought truly unimaginable like i thought id reached the depths of this pic long ago

#tapping out at 17k steps today PUSSY shit i know but its a new high score for a worm like me #20k next goal probably on my work week monday cus im gonna be in the house like cory all weekend and getting 20k on the treadmill seems lik #the hamsters suicide #come here join us in equestria what youre not scared are you.jpg

[gommyworm]

:^333333333

#im soooooo slay my ego is extremely boosted rn #went to a boxing class at the gym i just joined n i was all nervous n shit asking the instructor if this class was for beginners or nah #and she was like listen weve got a lot of regulars and some w lower skill level its for all levels technically #n i was like ok 🥲 ill do my best but i signed up for it so i might as well attend #but we were doing rhe drills n shit and incorporating kicks n the instructor came over and was like do u do soccer or like #any sort of sport w ur legs ??? n i was like no lol i barely go to the gym n she was like why are ur kicks so good then ? #😳😳😳😳😳 so basically ur saying i should go pro ????? #she like went in front of the whole class and was like guys sarah says she doesnt do any sort of sports but her kicks are higher than mine #which was embarssing but extremely ego boosting #she also came to me after n was like uve got other students saying holy shit about ur kicks #euehueheueheuueueheueueu #and made a big deal of welcoming me at the end of the class #thank u small older lady i will remember this forever and i will come to all of ur boxing classes now #i have lasik this weekend tho so i cwnt go next week which i feel bad about now bc she .ade such a bjg deal about today 😭😭 #but i dont wanna fuck up my eyeballs 👍🏻 #anyways im gonna go take these legs to the nearest rcmp whatever place to register these Weapons #slay 💅🏼 #gommywords

[toytulini]

bout to have a rough fucking week or two or 3 or month or months

#toy txt post #uh #animal death in tags #kinda. not yet #but its coming. #he has cancer metastasized in both lungs we found out like. a couple months ago maybe? #and hes been. okay. but declining #and. itll probably be. like. next week tbh #and if its NOT next week itll be. an even worse time #bc i dont see a way that he makes it past next week where he also makes it to my parents returning from their trip #which would mean they wouldnt be here with him and that id have to take him alone by myself and deal with that. hone alone. by myself #and im worried about my other dog too bc she gets fuckjng. some separation anxiety from him already. i cant imagine what this is gonna #do to her. fuck #and even if its not me taking him by myself while my parents are away which btw thatll fucking stress him the fuck out if he makes it that #far #then theres the issue of moxie bc he'll be gone and she'll be alone and then parents will leave for their trip and then ill have to leave #for fucking work everyday like. if she eats a hole in the couch about this i will not blame her and fuck i might fucking join her #ive been trying not to cry all day fuck #i told my manager today id likely need to call out on short notice soon and she was understanding at least

[coldercreation]

i feel like shit today but ur writing makes me feel better

ly man

🥺 Awh I hope you are feeling better, crappy days really suck<3 Glad the writing has been helpful, it's always nice to have those little ways to escape for a bit when things get sucky. Reading and writing have always been that for me.

I'm having a bit of a rough one myself, but fortunately it's mostly just because I'm really tired after a long work week with a bunch of new (kinda mehh🙈) people.

Hearing that my writings have been able to make you feel better made me feel better, so thank you for sharing love! xx

(edit: I wrote too many tags so tumblr just deleted the last few lmaoo. Anyway, the last ones just said that all feels are welcome and they too shall pass, and to have a nice weekend<3)

#I was temporarily working in a new team where I didn't know anyone #but everyone else knew each other #and it wasn't horrible or anything #but it was v much clear that they had their own thing #and they weren't even trying to involve me lmao #felt like high school hahaha #like I'd say something trying to join the conversation and they'd just completely ignore it #sure I was only there for this week so what's the point to get to know me or whatever #but still hella rude imo right?? #but the positive side is that next week I'm back with my more familiar work mates #plus this kinda reminded me of how far I've come #because if this had actually happened in high school #I would've felt really hurt and taken it personally and thought it was something wrong with ME #instead of realising that it's really nothing to do with me how others behave #or treat others #sure would be nice that they had tried to be friendlier #and not so obviously exclude me #but that's not on meee #usually people are niceeee #and I have a good time with new people toooo #so yeah #have come a long way to not take that personally #I mean #my brain is trying to take it personally #but we're fighting back in this house #🤺 #ruminating brain has free rein no more! #So anon I hope that whatever it was that made your day a shit one #can also somehow get turned around<3 #but sometimes it's okay to just feel like shit too

[sunuism]

my strategy of waiting until someone asks me if i want to hang out is proving extremely ineffective. not even working with my own damn friends.

#like last friday there was a uni party and i know a bunch of people from my japanese course went #and i was hoping the one girl ive been talking to a little bit would have asked me if i wanted to come but she didnt #and really she has had so many opportunities to ask me to join them but she never does #like every time after class where they go to eat lunch or study together im like okay bye see you #and then shes like ok bye and joins the others???? hello??? #anywyas #i finally replied to my friends message from a week ago but she was like we can figure something out after easter break #maannnnnn #so appart from an appointment i haave with my sister theres gonna be nothing for the next week except for work #i really am gonna kms soon #like how do i keep living like this omggggggggg

[cheekblush]

i don't get people who just insert themselves into others' plans....

#like i'm so baffled rn.. #for context: my friend & i are going on a weekend trip to another city next week #she just texted me asking if a friend of hers who i don't know can come with us #apparently she told her about the trip & now she wants to come with us even though she doesn't know me??? #at first my friend asked if she can stay in our hotel room & i said absolutely not like wtf???? #then she asked if it's okay if she books her own hotel room & just hangs out with us... #i reluctantly said yes bc i don't want to be a bitch but like i can't be the only one who thinks this behavior is super weird?? #like when someone tells me about smth they have planned my first thought isn't to ask if i can join??? idk this is so strange to me #idk if she's gonna be in the same train as us as well bc we booked everything weeks ago #i was really looking forward to this trip but now i'm kind of disappointed already.. #my friend clearly thinks it's not a big deal but plan your own trip with her maybe??? #idk am i overreacting?? this is an introvert's nightmare tbh 😭😭😭 #like what if i don't get along with her?? and i end up like a third wheel bc maybe they're closer friends??? #my first impression of her already isn't the best bc in all honesty who just inserts themselves into others' plans like that??? #asking to stay in our hotel room??? like the audacity??? idk i could never #girl i was really looking forward to this trip but now i'm just worried i should've just said no but as always i have to be too nice 🙄 #☁️

[yunmew]

FANTASTIC MUSICIANS

😭😭😭

#Almost 2 hours straight of Ikegai Shun's voice 😭😭 #But oh my godddd they are incredible #When kids 'grow up' listening to only the best music and then *learn* from it 😭 #2023.06.27 #(Also I finally when to LIQUIDROOM! 😭🙏) #(I'll post music when I get back to the US) #(I also when through all my posts all my drafts (on all my blogs) looking for what I wrote the last time I saw them but it looks like I #never posted it and deleted the draft. I first saw Yahyel that one time I went to midnight sonic in 2018 but I first saw Ikegai Shun earlie #that day performing glitch with soil and pimp sessions - on a beach - with his most beautiful voice. It blew me awayyyyyy 😭😭😭 I still am #Shocked to this day I'm still moved by how beautiful that experience was 😭🙏 Then later that night at midnight sonic I was exhausted at #Like 2 am and was looking for a place to sit down and I walked past the entrance to the area where yahyel was performing and it shocked me #It was INSANE O_O some of the most incredible music I had ever heard live 😭😭😭 #I went in but I was so tired so I sat down at the back and started falling asleep but there music was so awazing 😭😭😭 there was a lot #of space so everyone was dancing and growing crazy and having an amazing time and I so wanted to join them but my body was giving out and #I kept falling asleep 😭😭😭 I was so sad 😥 #And then Komu_i just suddenly walked on stage and was like 'Hi~ we have a new song coming out together next month so well play it now 💕' #And it was sooooo incredible 😭😭😭 (you can imaging my shock because I had been trying to stay up all night in order to #see Wednesday Campanella at like 4 am so I just could not believe she suddenly walked out on stage for this random artist's show I #had (literally) stumbled into 😭😭😭 #Man that whole experience was just so amazing and it wasn't until a few weeks later that I realized the 'something something Shun' guy who #Performed with soil and pimp was the same person as the guy from yahyel 😭😭😭😭) #(and that's my yahyel story 😅 but I'll never forget how blown away I was the first time I heard them. THEY ARE INCREDIBLE.)

[fabulouslygaybean]

today was the first day where we've actually had decent weather (50-60°f, mostly sunny) so we went outside and did stuff and i feel alive for the first time since last fall. i don't wanna go home now bc then that means i won't be able to go out and do anything for the next week :(

#we walked around a lake and stopped by a weird way too fancy cafe and now we're getting burgers for dinner #but my sister and her friends wanna get it just for takeout so. we're going home bc everything is dictated by them. #i dont wanna go home :( #going home means my weekend is coning to an end and i wont be able to go anywhere until next weekend #cus my mom doesn't wanna go anywhere during the week and im too anxious to ask my friends if they're busy. most of them are busy anyways. #so its another five days of staying home and doing nothing except rotting away in my house #i wanna stay out till it gets dark and do stupid bullshit with my friends. but that'll never happen #i love my friends but most of them are.... very tame. and i am decidedly not #but whatever #once summer comes around im gonna spend most of my time outta the house i think #im gonna learn how to tune up my bike so i can get around without the bus #im gonna do stupid shit whether my friends join me or not bc i need to live a little

[charlesemersonwinchesteriii]

I want to know if you have discord. That is what i am telling you.

Hah omg this is so funny cause a few days ago I also got a non-anon message also asking me if I had a Discord! 7 years I’ve been here and only suddenly now in the space of a week I get two Discord requests it’s wild. When I first made this blog I wanted so badly to be popular here and I didn’t manage it despite being in the thick of the Super the Who AND the Lock. And now that I don’t care anymore I’m as popular as I figure it’s physically possible for someone with my personality to be. THAT is Charles’ power. His impact! 

Anyways I didn’t have a Discord but now I do, because you asked! ^_^ The only problem is Idk how to use Discord at all :( Like I’m not even sure if your Discord username is something that’s smart to give out publicly? But I will share it now with you anyways because you look very polite. My Discord username is apparently CEWIII#5581. So if ANYONE among my mutuals and followers wants to follow/add/whatever you do to people on Discord to me, PLEASE do so omg. You want to add me on Discord....... You want to add me on Discord so bad....... Yes......... Yesss........... Come closer........... 

(Also just as a disclaimer, sorry in advance for any awkwardness @anyone who interacts with me there because I'm new the the platform and also because I'm really bad at and unfamiliar with socializing. When I do talk to other people it's via email where it's normal to take a while to respond. Tumblr DMs is the only IM I've ever used and my Messaging there is not exactly Instant haha.)

Also if anyone has any tips for using Discord and servers and stuff (the same way we sometimes pass around tips for new Tumblr users on here) pls. let me know. before I accidentally @ every user in the entire thing somehow lmao. 

#Starky loves Anons #Starky loves answering questions #everyone come tell me what servers to join!! there doesn't seem to be a way to browse around for them or anything so I'm kinda Lost.gif #also fr everyone add me on there in case tumblr explodes tomorrow randomly or sth. it'll be our emergency ham radio network. #damn this post really has me talking like someone who communicates with others on the regular. one has to laugh. but still do it anyways. #I heard there was a tumblr mash fandom server which was almost enough to make a discord on its own #but then the next thing I heard about that server was that it was kinda mean & unwelcoming. and I was like ah. yeah that's mashblr alright. #but maybe there's more than one mashblr server?? anyways invite me to all of them so I can lurk and study everyone there like bugs #and NEVER actually talk <3 amen <3 #THANK YOU FOR THE QUESTION BTW ANON!!! #how to make me perform a simple action that other people can do any time entirely via their own everyday willpower: #get two (2) separate people to specifically request me to do it and then still wait 1-2 weeks for me to respond

[oatbugs]

today has been unproductive but also happy

#got accepted into 2 modules today #one for neural computing another is a residential module of which 1 week takes place in venice #and i have to leave on the 20th (!!!!) #of june #and come back like 2nd of july or smth #neural networking is next yr #i spent the entire day w a friend #and then another friend joined us and we were supposed to study but i just messed w his hair and we talked and also #fucked around on quizzes and stuff . got bubble tea + bbq gyoza + yesterday i cooked my friend some food #had a bunch of deep convos w J today and it felt heavy but also nice that he messaged me at all #also made a spam-ish instagram acct @ 0atbunny which so far has weird images of the psych department that i took so theres that if u want #anyway !! yh #personal #many thoughts head full today #glad for my friends' existence rn #sad that sometimes i feel alienated from them but such is life