#datesex

[tabathajul]

Boys, boys, boys.

I hate boys.

My momma says

“Stop that hate inside you”

And I can’t.

They make me feel so much,

And my heart don't know how to stop.

How to keep itself from beating.

“They come and they go”

They leave me alone.

I don’t want a boy for my self

but

I want them

To want me for themselves.

And he’s trying now

he’ll stop one day

I know, he knows,

I know cuz he told me.

He already hurt me,

Emotionally, sexually, mentally.

I want him to love me exclusively

Tho I can’t like him any more.

What I need… is for him to go away

With me living forever into his head.

#love letters #love letter.txt #i miss him so much #miss him #fuck him #ugh idk #just teen news #just ugh #i hate him #k bye #i wanna cry #love #ex bf problems #ex bf #datesex #hatered #hate u love u

[forevercubsclub]

When you are trying to impress your date 😎

#first date #dating #indian #player #waterparks #lakelife #fail #epic fail #omg #wtf #lol #lololol #fun #funny #funny video #datesex #vid #video #funnystuff #humor

[caity-s-corner]

Last night...and sorry it's a bit long

Last night I had a date, the first one in over a year. I was 100% unsure of what to do, what was expected of me. I've been home from college for about a week, it's winter break and my eating habits are all out of wack. I'm so much better at fasting and restricting when I'm at school. I wore a very tight dress, and I felt so gross in it.

However the date did go well (or at least I think it did when my anxiety isn't going crazy). We ended up hooking up and at one point he kept touching my hip bones, which are visible when I'm lying down. He said I was "scrawny" , to which I said "I'm not scrawny." but I meant it in an "it's because I'm fat" not a general dislike for the word. He then got all cuddly and was whispering "No you're just cute." And guys for a minute I felt small and cute, for the first time in so long. Despite my trouble fasting and not binging I felt so good.

It's the next morning and since I stopped eating after lunch yesterday I didn't gain and I look kinda nice. I'm trying to finish my fast, I have 4 hours left. I'm still so freaking exuberant about all of it.

#skinny #ana #not pro #datesex #happy for now #binge #starve #diets #anxious #hipbones