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p0ssywhippedcream · 9 months

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Your throat burns something awful and no matter how many times you try, you can’t swallow the lump in the back of it. L’s hands are in his pockets casually as he watches you from across the room. He’s sure you’re bluffing, otherwise he’d show some emotion, right?

“L, are you even listening?”

“I hear you, do you?”

“What?” It comes out more of a sigh.

“Hear yourself, do you?”

“You better not be saying I’m talking crazy for wanting my boyfriend to give me affection.”

His face gives nothing away still, large eyes unblinking as if you’re discussing something minute.

“You know I don’t have enough time and you’re demanding more.”

You throw your hands down from where they had been conjoined in front of you, “No, I’m asking that when you are present with me, you’re actually there. You barely touch me anymore, you hardly talk to me if it’s not an emergency or a favor!”

“So.. you want to have more sexual intercourse.” His thumb is between his lips, lips you haven’t kissed for weeks and lips you want to sew shut to see him struggle like you do when he shushes you to silence.

You’re standing in front of the bed, he’s by the door where’s he been since he came in and you tried to talk to him about his neglect.

“Sure, I don’t know. Just acknowledge me when you spend time with me.” You huff out, irritation pinching your expression.

“If you don’t know, why are you starting a fight?” He asks like it’s a genuine question and not a dig at your attempts at communication that have gone without comprehension. He quirks his head to the side, stepping forth to examine you head-to-toe like you’re a piece of evidence. His gaze is far away, two weeks in the future on a date he’d been awaiting for months but to you it just looks like he’s spacing out, lately a consistent state when he’s around you. It drives you crazy, the insane itch of hatred crawls up your spine and vibrates off of you.

You shake in rage, knowing it’s intentional your crazy smart boyfriend is pretending to be confused until you drop it. It won’t work this time.

You’re done explaining, done begging and suddenly all the fight dies. Your shoulders slump and your expression relaxes, a smirk twitches on L’s face, gone before you can point it out.

You turn around and march towards the closet, soft and purposeful as you reach the bag you’ve packed. You swing it over your shoulder and watch the faint victorious smile fall from his face when you emerge.

You don’t say anything as you pluck your phone from the bed, walking towards where he stands beside the door.

You remember every time you’d pleaded with him and he spun your words like a web around you, sticking you in meanings you both know you hadn’t intended. Every time, he would urge you to get some rest, pecking your cheek before disappearing out of the room and leaving you with teary eyes, trying to make some sense of this so loveless love you lived in.

You stopped by his frame, noting the close friendship between his eyebrows as he tried to mentally explain away your behavior. Ever so slowly, you lifted yourself up on tippy toes and pecked his cheek, leaving a harsh red stain before opening the door and leaving him forever.

You’re not sure if he’s crying, if he misses you but you are sure you’ve done enough of both of those while dating him and now that you’re free, you’re not going to waste anymore time on him.

And as he watches you on street cameras, climbing into a taxi and fading into the traffic, he wishes he’d spent more free time with you and not planning for the perfect proposal.

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mirukosbitchywife · 1 year

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request info:

requests are closed right now!

fandoms i write for: my hero academia, slashers, spy x family, resident evil 8 village, jojos bizarre adventures, haikyuu, jujutsu kaisen, demon slayer, deathnote, attack on titan, ouran high school host club, marvel, batman 2022, some dc, there's more i can't remember off the top of my head so just ask if i know the fandom/characters

characters i will not write for: rudol von stroheim, the pillar men, diavolo, enji todoroki, naoya zenin, noritoshi kamo, douma, muzan, mineta, overhaul, all might, all for one, mitsuki and masuru bakugou or ANY canonical p3d0 or child abuser that i am missing from my listen fandoms.

-characters must be 16+ in canon for romantic requests otherwise they will be deleted. (this goes for demon slayer demons as well, if they turned into demons before 16 i will not do romantic requests for them)

-requests will take anywhere between a week and a month

-no limit on characters per request

-maximum 6 characters per post, if you request more they will be split into two or more parts

-the more characters you request or the more niche the character the longer it might take

-if you don't know for sure if your requests will be okay just ask, worst i'll say is no and we can workshop a similar idea that fits my comfort levels

things i will write:

-i will write for male characters, in fact i mainly write for them bc the female characters do not have nearly big enough fanbases

-i mainly do headcanons but i also do ficlets though they take longer, i will also give my opinions and theories on characters

-familial and platonic relationships

-character x character content

-hurt/comfort

-sfw body worship

-kidfics

-autistic reader, trans reader, disabled reader, mentall ill reader, plus size reader, queer reader, polyamorous reader (can also be applied to characters)

things i will not write:

-dark content

-any nsfw

-hurt no comfort(angst without a happy ending)

-deaths, reader nor character

-e4t1ng d1s0rd3rs

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ilovekazuhaa · 2 years

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updated: about me!

hey friends!! my name is isabella but you can call me isa :) my pronouns are she/her and i’m from the U.S!! i’ve been posting on this blog for a good while now and i’m ready to open my writing to other things!!! Don’t worry, I’ll still be writing for Encanto but I want to broaden my writing too.

continue reading below for more info!

I will now accept requests for:

Encanto

Turning Red

Genshin Impact

Attack on Titan

Hunter x Hunter

Fruits basket

Fairy tail

Jujutsu Kaisen

Death note

Demon Slayer

Coco

Rapunzel

(more details about which characters i’m writing for below)

Some things you should know:

I write for what i’m obsessed with at the moment, so new things could be added anytime.

I’ll still be doing x reader, head cannons, and one shots!!

I’m open to doing any genres such as hurt/comfort, fluff, or angst. You name it!!

I’m also open to writing smut/NSFW now. I haven’t attempted it, but i’m down to try! If you request it i’ll try my best to write it well :)) just know it won’t be perfect

Some things I won’t do:

I won’t be writing anything inappropriate such as incest, pedophilia, rape, etc.

Yandere is something that I don’t think my writing style fits either so I won’t be doing it.

I won’t be writing for ships that make absolutely no sense. The two people have to have some sort of obvious romantic attraction to each other if you want me to write them.

For Encanto:

I’ll still be taking both romantic/platonic requests for Julieta and Pepa :’) along with Mirabel and Isabela!

I’m still accepting only platonic requests for luisa, dolores, camilo, and antonio.

If any of you have personal head cannons, like camilo and antonio trying to steal arepas and getting caught by julieta, that’s fine too. (every request doesn’t have to have a reader involved)

For Turning Red:

I’ll be taking romantic/platonic requests for ming because yes

And i’ll be taking platonic requests for mei mei, abby, miriam, and priya. (will most likely write them together with reader)

For Genshin Impact:

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I’ll also do ships from the game for ex. yae miko and ei or ningguang and beidou. I won’t be doing any minors with adults or just weird ships in general that don’t make sense.

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You can also request things for certain ships as well for ex. tohru and kyo

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For Deathnote:

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If you want certain ships to be written about without a reader ex. tanjiro and kanao or shinobu and giyu that’s fine too.

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Romantic requests for Mama Imelda. That’s all.

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and that’s it!! if you have any questions or just want to talk, dm me :))

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oh-its-souichi · 5 years

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Necklace

Yo!

Shigaraki X Reader

So..

Hi..

No one asked me to write this much angst about a damn necklace but...

I’m in a bad mood

So please

Forgive me

Who else liked the necklace commercial I added.. quality content right there

Warning- a--n--g--s--t, Shig is a bit ooc, fluff

You were talking to Kurogiri a wild smile spread across your face.

It was beautiful almost luminescent.

Your left hand toyed carelessly with the silver heart-shaped jewelry around your neck.

He felt the pain bear down on him and he looked away.

That damn necklace.

You wore it all the time like it was your life line. When you were fighting heroes it was with you. Showering? It was there. Sometimes he felt a little jealous of it. He wished he could be that close to you all the time.

Well he DID anyway.

For the longest time he didn’t know why you wore it. He, more then anyone else, would understand why you would wear something everyday, be it for comfort or sentimental value, he understood.

So why didn’t you tell him before weaving your way into his head.

He never personally asked you why you wore it but you always told him everything, even if he didn’t want you to.

‘T my stomach hurts’

“T I saw a rabbit in a pet store window’

‘T Do you want to hear my master plan to take down the final boss?’

You were incessant and annoying and you drove him completely insane.

Yet he was completely enamored with you.

You’re stunning E/C eyes, luscious h/c hair, sticky sweet voice, soft skin and brilliant mind. All of your qualities, everything about you he loved.

These same qualities also made him sick.

Every time you spoke his name or held him close his chest went on lock down and his stomach swirled in his body. His mouth and throat would sting like he was about to throw up, it was quite painful.

He never pushed you away though.

Even after the first time you hugged him he didn’t pull away. He yelled, called you names and threatened your life but not once did his arm muscles contract to move you away from him. Instead he gave in and fell victim to your grasp, letting all the insecurities and negative emotions he felt be swept away with the blowing wind outside. You had him from the moment he saw you.

Knowing what he knew now maybe he should have shoved you away.

He had been on his computer earlier in the day attempting to read a news report when an ad popped up on the screen. He tried to click out of it but in order to watch then news video, he had to watch the ad. With a sigh he complied scratching his neck irritably. The minute clip started with a happy looking couple holding hands and grinning stupidly at each other. It made him feel weird and he couldn’t help but hope that after he killed All Might as well as everyone else that pissed him off the two of you could be that happy.

The boy in the ad reached thoughtfully into his pocket, his gaze never leaving the girl’s face, and pulled out a little black box. The girl seeming to know what was inside widened her smile, her face lite up. She took the box and opened it revealing a silver heart necklace. Words ran across the screen while the girl jumped on the guy hugging him tightly. The words read

Nothing says forever like flawlessly cut metal

Show her you care with our timeless sterling silver hearts

Only at Ryuzaki’s, (shameless Deathnote reference ;)

Your favorite jewelry store.

Once the ad ended he thought maybe he would get you something like that. He did care about you and it would make him kinda happy to see you smile as wide as the girl in the commercial did. How he would obtain it he didn’t know. It’s not like he could just walk into a jewelry store and not be recognized. Maybe he could have Toga use her quirk and do it. His thoughts were interrupted when the ad disappeared from the screen revealing the news article. He began to skim through it absorbing what reporters were saying about the slight rise in crime and the panic ensuing among citizens.

A smile crept onto his face. It was finally happening.

His dreams were coming true.

Continuing to read he paused half way through the article when his eyes caught sight of another picture ad for the same necklace. Disinterested he looked at it feeling his heart drop.

How did he not notice it before?

His eyes lapped over their design over and over again.

A silver heart necklace.

Is that where your necklace was from? Did you get it from some other guy while you toyed with him on the side? Acid rose up into his throat and he gripped onto the arms of his office chair. disintegrating them as soon as all five of his fingers made contact with the plastic. ‘That bitch’ he thought not wanting it to be true, needing it not to be true. The two of you never solidified what you relationship was but you hugged him and kissed him and hung around him making him feel... not as bad as usual but you should have known you were his. Not anyone else’s. His.

Now here he was staring at you from across the bar, heart in shambles, and you were acting completely normal.

It pissed him off.

Bitterly he threw back the rest of the whiskey in his glass before setting it back down onto the counter top. “Another” he demanded glaring at Kurogiri who nodded and poured more into his glass. Shigaraki kept his eyes forward not daring to acknowledge the curious/ concerned look you sent his way. “Shigaraki?” you said casting an uneasy glance at Kurogiri who only looked down at the dark colored bar top scrubbing it with a white dishtowel.

Shigaraki threw back the newly refiled drink, some of the liquid dribbling down his chin. With drunks legs he stood shakily up and grabbed onto your arm. He drug you towards the door and yanked it open dragging you with him out into the cool evening air.

Even though you were completely confused and utterly terrified you couldn’t help but notice the sky turning pink with only hints of blue left. You looked in between the grey buildings admiring the contrast. Usually you didn’t take the time to do these things. Call it a nervous tick.

Shigaraki reached out and grabbed your face harshly bringing your body forcefully closer to his. “What’s wrong T?” you struggled to say hoping your calm words would soothe him. As you looked at him you saw his chest heaving violently, his eyes wide and manic. He also looked hurt, almost heartbroken which only deepend your confusion. It was pretty normal for him to be angry but to look so vulnerable? “T” you said again but instead of a reply you felt yourself be shoved back, your back colliding with the metal railing behind you.

“You didn’t think I’d find out!?!” he yelled scratching furiously at his neck. Shocked at the radiating pain in your back as well as the brutality of his words and harshness of his actions you sat on the cold metal gawking ignorantly at him. “Find out what?” you said quietly scanning your brain for any major mistakes you had made within the last few weeks. Toga and yourself and snuck into Shigaraki’s room to listen to a song the two of you both liked but that was about it.

His fists clenched at the innocent look you were giving him. How could you act so clueless? He wasn’t going to let you trick him. Not again. “This” he hissed dangling your necklace in his fingers. “My necklace!” you exclaimed feeling the empty spot on your collarbone. ‘he must have pulled it off when he pushed me’ you thought beginning to feel uncomfortable. You felt so exposed without which seems silly but the nakedness gnawed at you until the calm exterior you had deteriorated. “Give it back!” you screamed bolting to your feel your eyes boring into his.

He had never seen you so angry before. A laugh left his mouth. “Now why would I do that?” he taunted.

Fierce anger boiled up into your throat and you found yourself swiping at his hand only come back empty handed. Suddenly you felt dust being thrown in your face. “Your little game isn’t so fun now is it!” he laughed practically yelling his acidic words in your ear. The tiny particles getting caught in your eyes and nose making you choke. As quickly as it came the rage you felt subsided. “Mom” you gasped dropping to your knees and attempting to collect what little remained of the necklace off of the metal stairs.

At your words the smile Shigaraki had on his face went away. “Mom?” he repeated loosing the viciousness he had before. ‘Was I wrong?’ he thought. You certainly wouldn’t be calling out “mom” if the necklace was from a boyfriend.

Now that he thought about it there was something significant that happened with your mother as well as your father. You had told him a few months ago but he couldn’t remember. “Mom?” he said again reaching into the pocket of his sweater and took out father, placing it gingerly onto his face.

His heart was racing. What should he do?

“Yes mom” you sighed stopping your futile effort and leaning back into the railing he had pushed you into. Sadly you released the little bit of decay you were able to gather into the evening air, watching the small particles dance away. “My dad gave that to my mom before I was born. It was the last thing I had left of her, well, both of them I guess.” You looked out into the alleyway tears beginning to fall quietly from your eyes.

Seeing you cry made his mouth dry, his throat feeling like he had just swallowed pounds of cotton.

He felt so dumb.

Deep down he knew that he should have just asked you why you wore it instead of just assuming but something held him back. He wanted to get impossibly close to you but he just couldn’t. It hurt far to much. Grunting he tried to form words in his mouth but only grew more frustrated with his failing efforts. Finally he growled giving into his anger once again. “It’s your fault!” he yelled at you. “You should have told me what that damn thing was!”

Ignoring him you stood up and walked down the stairs. He attempted to grab your wrist and stop you from walking away but he missed. His fingers lay dead in the air as you arm moved out of his reach. “Don’t walk away from me!” he yelled at you panicking internally, he wanted to stop you so bad but didn’t know the right words to say. “Don’t fucking go!”

You walked further and further down the alleyway numb to his words and harsh screams. Who cared what he had to say.

As your small frame disappeared out of sight he stopped yelling and dropped his arms in defeat. What if you didn’t come back?

With a growl he burst back into the hideout and stormed into his room without a word. Kurogiri sighed and took a quick look at Shigaraki’s door mentally preparing for the week ahead, it was going to be a hella long one.

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p0ssywhippedcream · 1 year

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Hey ophe! Hope ur day has gone well so far! could I request a fluffy hurt/comfort short-story/blurb for L where Reader is like really stressed because of something and starts like self-deprecating I guess and L is basically like “You dare say that about the love of my life?” Type of thing and like reassures the, or something? Idk if u really do that type of writing so no pressure! 😊

~🐹

I absolutely write this stuff, hurt/comfort is my life rn! This is completely inspired by the fact I couldn’t get my shoe off and today was a ruffff day.

The slam of the door shocked L out of his trance. The gentle re-open and close of it told him it was you disturbing his peace.

He heard a small sigh and a puff of the mattress as you flung yourself on it. Turning his head over his shoulder like an owl, L noted your distressed expression as you sat up and struggled with the straps of your shoes.

“My love, are you alright?” He got a weary grunt as a response.

Powering down his laptop, he stood and made his way over to your body.

“Y/n?” Suddenly you made a noise of rage and struggled with the straps harder, fingers shaking as you desperately tried to rip the shoes off your feet.

L’s hands found yours on top of the black wedges and you stopped, dropping your head and staring at your lap. He kneeled in front of you and searched for your expression under your hair but found none.

Gently, as if scared to hurt you, L began to undo the straps. Slowly, he pulled your foot out of the shoe and set it aside then moved onto the next. Once both your shoes were off, L’s hands moved lovingly on your feet, easing some of the ache of the day.

“Would you mind telling me what happened?” His voice was small but not because he was intimidated, he wanted to be careful with you.

Your eyes met his as his hands worked to massage your pain away.

“I… Why don’t people like me? Or talk to me? Or want me?” You looked so hopeless and pitiful L felt his heart lurch in his chest.

“People like you.” He assured you with as much conviction he could muster, “I like you. Watari likes you. I want you.” He added the last part as if it wasn’t obvious by the way he was looking at you.

You huffed miserably. “You’re my boyfriend, he’s basically your dad. That doesn’t really count, I’d be worried if you didn’t like me.”

L paused for a second then moved his hands up to your calves. “Who doesn’t like you?”

“Everyone.”

L shook his head lightly. “You can do better than that, my love. Be specific.”

“I don’t know! People, everywhere. My parents, my family, my friends. It feels like no matter what I do, nobody really likes me or cares about me.” You dropped your head and glared at the roses on your skirt with so much anger, he wouldn’t have been surprised if they had killed your firstborn.

“I don’t have much expertise with parents or family,” L admitted, “But I do know that your friends wouldn’t be friends with you if they didn’t like you. People can be cruel and it hurts, but most of the time it’s not personal. When it is personal, it’s misdirected or exaggerated and even if you made a mistake, but you deserve to know how to fix it without harsh treatment.”

You looked at your boyfriend. His hands tucked underneath your knees and he gave you a feeble smile.

“You’re really wise, you know that?”

“I would hope so, otherwise I would need a new occupation.”

You giggled softly but it faded to a dull grimace. “It’s hard, L. I seem to always be doing something wrong. People seem to hate me upon meeting me and even when they do warm up to me, one wrong thing and i’m back at square one. I wish I could be one of those easy, pretty girls everybody liked.”

L fingers tightened and you made a curious face. For a second, pain flashed across his face, as if the thought of you insulting yourself physically ailed him.

“You are pretty. You are beautiful. And you are easy for the people who matter. Why do you want everybody to like you? You don’t even like everybody.”

You laughed. It was full and real and it filled the room as yours always does. L hadn’t realized how grim the room felt without your joy until the color returned to the wallpaper as your chuckles bounced off it.

“You’re right. I guess I just feel wrong around people who aren’t you or close friends, like the odd man out.”

L nodded, he understood better than anyone.

“Well, I like you odd. Anyone who doesn’t like you doesn’t deserve to know all the things about you that are worth loving.”

You raised an eyebrow. “Oh yeah? Like what?”

“Like the way your hair looks in the morning. Or the way you giggle when you’re caught doing something mischievous. Or how kind you can be when someone is hurting. You are worth all the oddness and the wrongness to me because you never felt wrong, you simply felt unknown.”

L paused, his words sunk in and made your cheeks turn a light shade of pink. He continued, “If people judge you as soon as they meet you, they don’t deserve to have those good things from you. The good people, the ones who matter will let you be unknown and will be grateful to love you soon after. And you,” He poked you in the belly and you laughed,” You are goodness. If you feel wrong around certain people, it’s not you that is wrong, it’s a sign these people aren’t right for your happiness.”

Your eyes were over pouring with appreciation and gratitude. For a moment, they looked golden in the dim light of the reflected sunset and L saw your usual brightness in them. The butterflies in his stomach were doing flips.

“Okay… okay.” You agreed and tugged him up to you by his arms, “You’re right. And you’re good for my happiness. I’m so glad you met me.”

L’s lips curled and his cheeks pushed his eye-bags up as he grinned like a goof. “I’m so glad you didn’t judge me upon meeting me at first either. Who would’ve thought a giant bear costume would gain me a girlfriend one day?”

You laughed and kissed him until his lips were red. “It was a cute look on you, though really a panda fits you a little better.”

“A panda is a bear.” He murmured into your laughing lips.

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