#despite much laziness

[dollya-robinprotector]

Mom says it's my turn to draw FemRobin.

#MaleRobin has sqishy tummy so why not chubby FemRobin #she gains weight easily because I said so #jk we all know Robin's lazy so I think why not make her more squish-able during school breaks #LONG STORY SHORT I JUST LOVE SQUISHY CHUBBY GIRL SO VERY MUCH #as you can see Lyah is simping for her very hard #despite the lack of nutrion in the orphanage' food if she keep sticking with sweets and her lazy routine #she's gonna end up being Lyah huggin pillow anyway #I won't say Lyah intentionally feed her more during school breaks but you know #also Robin's entire closer will be checkered pattern clothes #because I said so #dol robin #robin the orphan #dol pc #dollya art #degrees of lewdity

[wumiings]

shen qingqiu (self-identifying as an old man and calling luo binghe a child because his body is a couple decades older even though he is at most seven years binghe’s senior in lived experience) 🫱🏼‍🫲🏻 jing beiyuan (self-identifying as an old man and calling wu xi a child because he has three centuries worth of memories even though they are physically the same age in this life)

#svsss #qi ye #shen qingqiu #jing beiyuan #bingqiu #xiyuan #also Compulsive Lecture Mode™️ #and claiming to be lazy despite the Everything #and reckless fascination with dangerous creatures #and pretending to just be obliging others rather than acknowledging their own wants #and mistakenly assuming they know what’s best for their beloved (rip) #they are very much the same class of character basically

[transgendermilesprower]

i keep thinking about how they use sonic advance 3 in particular in the one flashback in sonic prime, it's because that's where 'unbreakable bond' originates from!

Sonic and Tails' unbreakable bond is so important to sonic (the character and the series)

#sonic prime spoilers #unbreakable bond #sonic the hedgehog #miles tails prower #sonic prime #warning: i am about to ramble and the topic changes like 4 times and i am now too lazy to delete it all and make it into it's own post #i love sonic prime so so so much and i love how much it focus on sonic and tails' brotherhood #tails doesnt get much focus in the entire sonic series surprisingly #for being the literal 'luigi' of the series (little brother/player 2 to the main character) #and lots (not all) people often sideline or minimize the importance of their friendship #either for shipping reasons (invalid reason imo) or because they don't really care for tails (also invalid reason imo) #i love how much love to tails and amy prime gives. because despite how important to the series they are they get sidelined quite a bit #tbh the sidelining is worse for amy if you include fanworks too #amy is like the poster child of the main female character who gets hated on for 'getting in the way' of a fandom gay ship #and the effects of that are still felt now #people STILL act like that now and it makes me so sad!!! #i love amy so much. shes such a sweetheart. she just sometimes acts like the 12 year old girl she is and fandoms hate that #but yeah this is another reason why sonic tumblr is the best side of the fandom because i haven't seen people act like that- #- about amy here for a good 7 or so years

[nellasbookplanet]

Mass Effect is this really interesting case study of male-as-default vs female-as-default in non human species, because they give us such prominent examples of both.

Turians, salarians, and krogan all have women, yet none are seen on screen until the third game, and even then we get like, one of each in minor roles. Less prominent species like hanar, volus and elcor all have male voices, despite hanar being canonically genderless and volus' gender being considered a 'mystery'. It would've been easy to include female voice actors to any of these, or have an alien with a typically "male" sounding voice be referred to by she/her pronouns (frankly that would make sense for elcor and krogan, but by the time we finally get a krogan woman she sounds just like an ordinary human woman). And this isn't even getting into referring to genderless aliens with neutral pronouns, which seems to never have occurred to anyone as an option (fair enough, they/them pronouns weren’t exactly mainstream in 2007).

But no. The idea of gender as removed from human defaults to male, either visually, vocally, or in terms of pronouns. Voices meant to sound genderless, such as Legion and the hanar, still have male voice actors. None if of this is ever in-game commented upon. It’s just How It Is. The only species other than human in which we see a fairly equal balance of men to women is the quarians, interestingly one of the most human looking aliens outside of asari.

With the all female asari however, not only are they designed to look explicitly human (which they then in-game try to weasel themselves out of by going 'but ALL species find the asari hot, not just humans!' as if we don’t all have eyes), we are also beaten over the head with it constanly. Every single bar you walk into, there are half naked asari dancers. You are constantly hearing background chatter about how hot they are. A genderless character coded as female HAS to be explicitly and traditionally hot, while anything removed from that defaults to male.

The closest we get to non-human looking women is the rachni queen (which I'm guessing is only because of the age old trope of the queen of an insect hive mind) and EDI before she is given a body (at which point we are again beaten over the head with 'non-human coded as female (EDI) has to be hot' vs 'non-human coded as male (geth) get to be actually removed from human').

#mass effect #as I'm writing this I'm currently in the middle of my first play through of andromeda #and you best believe i have Thoughts on how they treat female alien characters in that one #but more on that another day #i do feel i should point out that it would've been very easy for the games to feel lazy and uninteresting in terms of alien species #because of problems like these where they strictly adhere to a human gender binary #but as with many of ther issues ME manages to salvage things by writing genuinely good characters and lore #it's like they told their writers 'hey our audience is straight white men they want hot women and cool aliens' #'adhere to that but otherwise do whatever' and the writers truly did do as much as was humanly possible #and ended up with something genuinely intriguing despite its flaws #nella talks

[clownsuu]

They’re so pretty oh my goddddd sun and moon got me fucked up Fr amazing designs ty ty ty

I never meant to make em really pretty but here they are smhh

#Specially moon #Like bedroom eyes much?? Got dam #Plus I made em very lazy and tired despite their animatronic being the complete opposite MDJHFDHDJ #Sun is more accurate to their animatronic tho smh #Fnaf moon #I need to make moon more agile and devious #More expressive and assertive

[starii-lins]

happy 8th anniversary undertale we love you <3

also whoever buys me the new undertale merch i will give you my soul (/j but iwant it so bad THE BLOOKY LAMP.)

#my art #undertale #rufhghehfh i could write an essay abt how much undertale changed my life and how much it means to me but also #im lazy #and im way too emotional rn #undertale anniversary #frisk #chara #despite everything it's still you. #ough my heart #god the new merch is absolutely wdorable i want it all but im fucking broke

[dnangelic]

sometimes i think abt towa and argentine in the very last manga chapter n cry

#*･ﾟ⊰ 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐒. ⊱ ✦ › OUT. #waaaa waaaa my lucifer my boy-king and the respect and power he doesn't even want but deserves sm #dark wouldnt want towa n argentine's help if he could go without it!! all his theft has been bc he cared #n its the fact he n dai care tht they genuinely deserve the sort of trust respect n acknowledgement from the niwa fam #that the rest of the world who doesnt properly or intimately know the likes of dark n dai doesnt afford them #i justttt wooooughhhh towa argentine gratefully graciously bowing themselves with fealty #to dark who's always been bearing all this insane burden and self-expectation alone #all by himself #afraid even of that solitude but nevertheless doing everything he could for the sake of #what he felt was right saving the artworks saving precious things even if he had to steal them away and disparage himself #more and more (the more he succeeds the more he disgraces himself as a villain and a criminal) #aaaa waaaa INNER NIWA FAM CHARAS r just so special.... THEY GET TO SEE IT ALL... #how heavy the pressure is on dark n dai both actually despite the superficial layers like elmroot says #the 'outer self' that enjoys being a phantom thief and then the inner that 'hunts his own kind' #how tired dark is sometimes... #well. w/e. point is niwa fam chara writers who ever take this into account ill kiss u forever #dark can be annoying or behave in spoiled/lazy/belligerent ways sometimes but it rlly makes him and dai more like the #rebel angel leader / boy king example i try to write them as. they still care ofc they doooo #it's just they're the equivalent of the highest seat holding together their little country #their miniature empire that dark n the niwa have built up over yrs n yrs n yrs!! #dark never claims himself a king or a prince he doesn't throw his weight or titles around like that #but between paradise lost and POTO's occasional angel of darkness/PRINCE of darkness #the vibes are there in between the lines. they r right there. this dude has so much hes taking responsibility for #even though he doesn't even Have To. but in doing so- he is. and SHOULD rightly be supported #in the manner of someone in service demonstrating loyalty to him #ok. ramble over

[pardi-real]

Holy cow.

TIL the word for how a word or a name is pronounced is written as "pronunciation". I really thought it was "pronounciation".

Pro-Nun. Well I love Arknights Specter.

That reminds me some years ago I was absolutely bamboozled by "similar" & "available", I thought those were written as "similiar" & "avaible" .

My life is a lie.. all this from being curious on how to pronounce "Berrien County Jail".

#English struggle #i'm in shock #This is so unreal #It can't be real #Idk man #Til #Tbf I very rarely use those words #Trying to justify the ignorance lol #What is grammar btw I try to not use “but” in front of a sentence but actually I don't care that much #And I keep using abbreviation on is am are despite the formal sentences because of muscle memory #I also can't stick to one term between “human race” and “humanity” despite it's the same word in JP because idk #I'm sincerely sorry for the translation quality in this blog but you know what I like doing this for no good reason #The good ol' tag rambles that I never experienced b4 because this is my first Tumblr account actually #I'm suffering from something that I want to know too but psychiatrists don't exist in my country #But it's most likely laziness #I'm not making masterlists immediately and prev all next links are also due to laziness #I forgot to say that I'm not planning to ruin Fennesz reputation believe me he's still the whole cinnamon roll bakery & sweet guy & like to #Wow so only 140 characters for a tag

[magical-xirl-4]

To go in depth about what bothers me about Kyosaya is that we never see what Sayaka’s feelings on Kyoko are romantically and we never see how she even develops them in the first place. It’s why I hate that scene in Rebellion because it just seems like pure fan service with no proper set up. We KNOW Kyoko cares for Sayaka and most likely has romantic feelings mixed in there (also an ass pull but she’s gay so it’s understandable), but when and WHY did Sayaka even come to reciprocate those feelings for her? What does she like about Kyoko?

We know where Kyoko’s feelings towards Sayaka comes from: Kyoko sees herself in Sayaka and is reminded of when she was a child who believed in hope, but it’s also not a stretch to say that she saw Mami in Sayaka as well, which is why she holds a fondness for her.

So what about Sayaka? Why does she want to be friends with Kyoko? They were about to be friends before she died in Madoka’s new world but we never have any follow up about that.

And don’t tell me it’s shown in the Wraith Arc bc the entire premise of it being made AFTER Rebellion annoys me too. Whatever they have written for them in that arc is just going to be nothing but excuses for me; like why that scene in Rebellion even went the way it did, why she even regretted leaving Kyoko behind. Because from what we know in the TV series, going by RELEASE ORDER, she didn’t give two fucks about Kyoko.

Sure, it’s probably better late than never to develop them when they have time to, but idk maybe show me that in the movie a lil before getting to a weirdly intimate scene where she essentially confesses to Kyoko.

#this ship frustrates me so much you have NO idea #they just DO NOT HAVE THE DEVELOPMENT INVOLVED #it’s just shallow to me. despite Kyoko’s feelings for her. despite all the symbolism we’re shown when she’s fighting Oktavia #despite ‘AND I’M HOME’ #I just don’t see why either of them would truly fall for each other #it just feels so lazy. ‘here here’s some tragic yuri for you’ and they don’t even make the yuri fucking compelling #I excuse Kyoko cause like I said she’s gay and if she sees a pretty girl who’s stubborn and hopeful maybe she likes that and it’s her type #BUT LITERALLY WHY DOES SAYAKA EVEN LIKE KYOKO LIKE PLEASE SHOW THAT TO ME ?? #anti-kyosaya #all they have going for them is the idea of forgiveness and that you deserve to be cared for no matter how evil you believe you are #but it’s like. that’s not romantic to me?? that can very well be just shown platonically ??? #god I’m so worried for them in walpurgis no kaiten cause they’re just gonna give us fan service scenes again

[leonatamer]

Me: *reads about Leona having depression symptoms*

Me: Hmm... that makes sense!

Me: *finds out I have persistent depressive disorder*

Me: Oh.

Me: OHHH.

#i guess that's why i always had a soft spot for Leona despite some looked down on and treated him unfairly because he was a 'lazy a-hole' #now i feel like throwing a boulder on their heads :D #and his intimidation tactics didn't work on me cuz while I am sure he 100% meant it when he was threating us #I was also fairly positive he wouldn't go through it because he gave me the 'you know what? nevermind it's too much of a nuisance' vibes #twisted wonderland #twst #disney twisted wonderland #twst leona #leona kingscholar

[hella1975]

for the first time EVER i have spent actual Big Bucks on jewellery and im so so excited about it. another bisexual win!

#like in the grand scheme of jewellery it is NOT big bucks at all #but for fucking agesssss now ive been moaning bc i like wearing rings AND i have several piercings #but i dont have ANY nice jewellery so im in perpetual green stains and just once i wanted to have actual nice jewellery #that i could wear again and again without feeling grubby #like does anyone else get hyperaware of the TEXTURE of cheap rings? i do it's like i can FEEL the metal getting into my skin #like i get super paranoid and start picturing it getting into my blood and poisoning me... haha... #it's v uncomfortable and i will avoid wearing jewellery altogether as a result despite how much i love wearing jewellery #BUT NO MORE!!! #i bought two rings that were £8 EACH one of which is from a really good brand that's known in the city for being affordable but good qualit #and that one is SUPER chunky and cool but also has the same rock in it that my grandad's ring had #and i have v complicated thoughts about my grandad but i ALWAYS loved his ring and it's weirdly comforting #but like i said. complicated. but in a nice way for once? #and i bought a single set of earrings for £10 which is. so silly to me #like tbf it's SIX earings for a tenner so it's still decent (again the good brand ones so no green ears for me!) #but i have thirds and will wear them as a single set so in my head it works out as £10 for one pair of earrings #if that makes ANY sense #but yeah! my hope is to just gradually build up my Good Quality rings until i have a collection of ones that i can wear daily #and still be comfortable AND hot #and im very much intending to keep this one earring set in for weeks like we're 4lifers now #okay so maybe this was a comfort thing but also a laziness thing lmao im just sick of constantly changing earrings #BUT YEAH!!! £26 ON JEWELLERY IN ONE DAY!!! EVERYONE CLAP THIS IS BIG FOR ME!!! #hella goes to uni

[scrawnytreedemon]

H i t s b o n g

Look,,, u guys kno me,, You know I have alot to say about the Zant fight and how it could and honestly should have been even wilder, but hear me out!

I think we should have had a Stallord section where we hit the guy in his ankles with the goddamn spinner. I think that would be really funny. Do we already kind of do this in the Blizzeta phase? Yes, yes we do. We can place the Stallord fight,,, after,,, the Blizzeta phase. He's bending reality; we can bend the timeline jussst a little~

Wack him in the ankle like a thirteen year old boy getting hit by his Razor scooter-- Except YOU'RE the scooter!!! Brilliant idea, genius, thought of the year.

#scrawny rambles #shitpost #tloz #twilight princess #usurper king zant #despite my insanity for this guy rearing its helmeted little head again i've been awfully quiet here #and the truth of that is. okay honestly tumblr sucks to be on for too long #but it's also funny because usually this guy gives me a massive drive to just *create* for this platform #AND LIKE. i've been creating! but it's all traditional stuff and for some reason that's too much of a hassle to take pictures and post #because i'm lazy and a pussy lol #take this shitpost. cherish. idfk ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[practically-an-x-man]

It's becoming abundantly clear that my mother doesn't see art as a real career path

#i mean i've known that my whole life bc she always talks about how my dad (graphic designer and voice actor) #doesn't make as much money as her and how our family benefits so much from her masters-degree managerial job #but now she keeps making these comments where it's clear she doesn't see my art commissions as real work #not to mention the way she treats my sfx school. which is like... it's only a real job once i'm a big shot success #everything here with my schooling and indie films doesn't count. even though it's a necessary step. i can't get big jobs right away #and she clearly thinks that i'm lazy for not having an hourly job #despite the fact that with sfx classes and theatre and sfx gigs i'm literally at a 40-50 hour week and am EXHAUSTED #and she didn't act like this when i was in college for anthropology

[journeyman-tier-fibercraft]

Crochet is so humbling. Going from knitting Neiblings to swatching crochet colourwork that looks only slightly better than what I was doing in highschool is a good reminder to myself to work at things I'm bad at.

(My crochet friend's response to this photo was to go "JESUS" i feel EXTRA humbled :3c)

I bought enough yarn to make a small ish throw blanket for my mother. Fingers Crossed I don't get too annoyed with how messy my work looks before I finish it. Thankfully the actual pattern has a lot less colour changes stacked than this swatch does.

#not looking for advice #accidental caution tape #i kinda really like how it looks tbh. it looks kinda fuzzy? like an impressionist painting? #i'm the kind of perfectionist that loves ugly things but CANNOT make mistakes on purpose #however accidental mistakes? i'll leave those i'm too lazy to fix them #so crochet that is a bit ugly on accident is perfection to me #other than the uneven edges. i hate the uneven edges. #i'm most thankful that i don't feel any temptation to knit this despite how much neater it would look

[quibbs126]

It’s 5:30 on Day 3 of 4 of my break…and I still haven’t done crap! I’ve just been sitting around playing video games!

And yeah, I know, it’s break, and it’s like “well at least you’re taking time off from your schoolwork!” No! I’m not! I am not doing anything different from what I do normally, it’s just that I don’t have classmates and my roommate’s out of town!

And I told myself I was going to take this time to actually work on things, like watching videos about Physics so I can actually understand it before my second exam on Friday and so I don’t bomb it like I did my last one, or to take the time and do my 3 Physics homework’s due on Wednesday, as well as actually do my Engineering homework (also due on Wednesday) for once since I haven’t done any of them yet, and we’re gearing up to halfway through the semester

And I can’t even say I’ve been productive from a creative standpoint! That drawing I did earlier has been all I’ve drawn this whole, and I haven’t thought of much in terms of new stories and characters either. I’ve just been playing video games and watching random internet videos, effectively wasting all this precious free time I’ve been granted

And chances are, considering it’s all gonna be stacked on Tuesday, and knowing myself, I’m not gonna do much on Tuesday either, meaning this entire fall break will have been a total waste!

I hate that I’ve become so goddamn lazy! I wasn’t even this bad last semester, because at least then I cared, even if it made me feel horrible. I can’t even be bothered to answer texts or read something someone sent me days ago. And I’m not like, going through anything, I’m just being lazy!

Sorry I need to rant about my stupid, stupid brain

#this has nothing to do with what I’m saying but you might notice I rarely complain about other people #I just don’t really see the point in getting mad at other people because it takes so much unnecessary energy #and usually I either understand where they’re coming from or know I don’t have enough info to understand #but with myself I can very easily get mad because I know there’s no excuses #though I still get upset when other people get mad at me and lecture me for my shortcomings #despite me also doing so #I always expect someone to just snap one day and tell me off for my dumb behavior #because I know they’re thinking it they’re just being nice or something #I am a lazy bastard who refuses to change despite saying I want to #they just haven’t reached a breaking point yet where they’re sick of me #sorry I got carried away #this has nothing to do with the post #real life stuff #school stuff #fall break #random stuff

[poisonouspastels]

actually im kind of thinking abt how all the main players in the AU are probably way more mentally Not Great than it may appear at first

#like Alex is constantly worrying she isn't doing enough for her family and pushes herself way too hard physically and mentally bc of it #no one expects it out of her but she kind of just got herself into that mindset and ends up hurting herself by pushing too hard usually #(Rana is working with her to help break the habit) #Herobrine lived in caves for like 7 (I think. im too lazy to go check the rough timeline rn) years straight #like i already dont have to explain why thats bad on its own but hyperfixating on a dead civilization that long #to the point where you almost entirely forgot your first language is Worse. #he's had so many spider bites and eaten parts of spiders that he's literally just immune to the venom now #Rana you'd think would be better off since she's like the traditional happy cheery character but I guess that's also why she's Not #being happy is a choice to her. she's lived through some of the worst shit but she keeps persisting because the world needs more love in it #she's going to be happy out of spite despite all the odds and she wants to give that to others as much as she can #this girl walks in and out of the Nether every other month for potion ingredients like how 'okay' can she actually be really #Steve is probably like the most normal by comparison #but im not really sure how sane you can realistically qualify yourself to be when you've previously done DIY top surgery with a sword #that was not a fun day for neither Steve nor (pre transition) Rana but it worked! please dont do that again #no one else do it either neither of them would recommend it #he's not traumatized from that or anything but ill be damned if the gender dysphoria didnt win that day #but at the same time so did he. via the use of like 20 healing potions #thanks Rana #minecraft au mastertag