#don't knock i'm crying

[vegaseatsass]

DFF 11 spoilers

I still refuse with all my heart to believe that Non is dead, but in the version of events where this is true - so the version of events Tee believes is true - Tee "rescued" Non by delivering him into labor that killed him, like he watched Non work himself to death before his eyes, but first, his response to Non's life-threatening wounds, the idk, potential internal bleeding, whatever is going on in Non's body that has him so run down he can't yell at his bully without nearly collapsing from coughing, was to. Hand Non a first aid kit and be like "you know what to do, right?"

lmaoooooo TEE. A whole mess of a young man.

#there's a first aid kit in there. put a bandaid on your broken rib or something idk #oh and don't cry too hard!!! it's obviously not healthy for your fucked up lungs to cry too hard rn #ok... see ya #oh you tripped and fell from your fatal wounds and knocked over a customer's tray? #i'll pay for it i'll pay for it! you just get back up there and keep hobbling #if you hobble for long enough i'm sure everything will work itself out #things are good :D things are fine :D #i also have things to say about how tee starts calling non by his actual name this episode #he feels so much REMORSE he feels the unbearable weight of what he's done #but he still won't actually LOOK at the damage his uncle's men did to you #he still won't pull your shirt up and face what's under there that a band-aid ain't gonna fix #dff spoilers #dff #dead friend forever #teenon clown car #dear diary

[tennis-kittens]

Fedal H2H collection • Wimbledon 2008

#the fact that Rafa is always running to Roger at the net and Roger is always there waiting for him... #Because everybody loves a classic #the way Rafa's holding onto Roger's back like he's the only thing that can keep him from falling and leaning his head to touch his.... #and the way he nudges Roger to shake the umpire's hand first and let his hand slides softly on his back... #the respect he has for Roger... #don't touch me i'm crying #also Roger trying to have a moment with Rafa and accidentally knocking off the lid of the trophy is so precious #It's OK Rog #i get clumsy around my crush too #that last little pat in the back though 🥺 #fedal h2h collection #roger federer #rafael nadal #fedal #tennis

[naomiholden]

THE EXPANSE (2015-2022)

personal list of most memorable episodes : 5.07 Oyedeng;  Walking away is the only choice anyone ever has.

#the expanse #theexpanseedit #you do not understand oyedeng Haunts me #this ep hit me like a bus #it threw /me/ out the airlock #i have not cried this much during a media piece like ever #and i usually don't cry with shows or movies #but man they Broke me #the performances ? like dom jasai keon knocked it out the park #and like keon /keon/ ik it's part the writing but he rlly captured the subtle mannerisms people like that talk and act #and it made my skin crawl #i'm not talking abt dom they owe her 4392753 awards for the entirety of s5 #long post / #*faveeps

[grumpyfaceurn]

today's breakdown is brought to you by

tried to cook something new and the pan is too small and the chopping takes too long and no you don't have any onion even though you thought and everything is too lound and then things fall over and you just want to BREAK something

#and now I want to cry #cause of death: ate noodles every day because other food is just Too Hard #defeated by sweet potato #and my blood sugar hadn't even started to go down #i have a vague suspicion that there's something else going on but i don't knnow #I wanted to do more today than I got done and I'm feeling kinda aimless. but that's just sundays for ya #or maybe it is just the cooking because that's jus tthe sort of thing that'll make it obvious how much my brain aint exactly working as nor #fuck you tumblr and your character limit #and fuck this keyboard with its letter hiccups #and fuck this cat for knocking down that pen and for always sitting in front of the screen and really I want someone to hold me while I cry #is this the pre birthday crisis? #idunno. it's not pms for once

[57sfinest]

what do you think kim's perspective on jean and harry's old relationship is?

i mean it can't be great, right? i doubt harry will ever remember much that he could tell kim, so kim would have to hear about it directly from jean or from their coworkers (or a mix of both) and regardless he's going to get some really biased answers. i think mostly the other officers would just be like "oh yeah those two crazy homos fought all the time but you never saw them apart. i think mullen swore off women after the last one and decided to start screwing vic instead." which is not especially helpful to kim in figuring out what the dynamic was.

jean would definitely open with telling kim how much harry sucked, warning him off harry, trying desperately to convey to kim that he should NOT make the same mistake and trust him. maybe later, if they've reestablished a little trust, then jean might tell kim some of the better things.

i think kim first and foremost knows that their relationship was deeply unhealthy, but the more he sees of both of them, the more he understands how it came to be. he recognizes their lack of distance and what it did to them. he sees jean's inflammatory behavior and the way harry has to struggle not to rise to the bait sometimes, and it's not hard to imagine those roles reversed. kim won't step in the middle of all their conflicts for them- it's not something he's comfortable with or wants to do, for several reasons- but he's a good mediating presence for them. just being around kind of makes them both take a step back and reevaluate whether they *really* want to get into it, jean because he clearly has respect for kim and doesn't want to look bad in his eyes, and harry because he is a sopping wet beast who thinks that doing something kim disapproves of will mean kim leaves forever and kim is his first (and probably only, at this point) bestie.

#jean: if i'm too rude to harry it'll upset kitsuragi and i'll get a bad grade in Colleagues. i can't be like harry. i need a good grade. #harry: if i yell at jean then kim will call me 'officer' and then go to mirova too. so i have to be niceys (hes already crying) #kim (not actually listening to whatever theyre saying): my new radio dials for the kineema were SUPPOSED to be in YESTERDAY. violence. #kims not free conflict resolution but people at the 41st do tend to kinda. dial it down around him #combination of 'new high rank guy' and 'serious guy' and 'don't know him well' and 'he keeps vic and mullen in line. respect.' #also to some degree 'i think if i seriously upset him then harry will come knocking and i am NOT risking dealing with that' #harry's previous tendency for tantrums protects kim in a way. sad. #kiwipost #ask #kk meta #jv meta #hdb meta

[everysongineverykey]

genuinely how can you listen to mother love by queen and not come back a changed person.

#I'M A MAN OF THE WORLD AND THEY SAY I'M STRONG #BUT MY HEART IS HEAVY AND MY HOPE IS GONE #I DON'T WANT PITYYYY JUST A SAFE PLACE TO HIDE!!! #MAMA PLEASE #LET ME BACK INSIDE!!!!!!!!! #not okay. #the way it was the last song freddie mercury ever recorded. it's so #the last words the public ever heard him sing were #'i can't take it if you see me cry / i long for peace before i die / all i want is to know that you're there / you're gonna give me all your #sweet mother love' #and it wasn't even released until 1995. how is anyone normal about this #there's just such an atmosphere throughout the whole song!! it's haunting and heavy and emotional #and it knocks you off your feet!! and brian may filling in on the last verse. #the moment you know freddie's truly gone!! #it's perfect this way. it adds so much

[autistic-shaiapouf]

You know how in mob psycho you can see the percentage counter for how close mob is to absolutely losing it

#i think the weather getting hotter and more summery is dredging up a lot of shit again #on top of the job search being dubious at best #on top of the unresponsive roommates and me talking politics at work (in a good way) and going MAN my home is #not meeting my needs #on top of the room itself being too small the fridge not big enough to accommodate 3 people #half my shit disappearing in the fridge as things get shoved wherever #on top of the current job stressing me past my limits #i dont think i really considered every single factor until i nearly started crying at target while looking at home goods #bc yeah.. yeah i do want home goods but don't have a fucking home large enough to accommodate them #i am feeling rage well out of proportion for what i am experiencing at this very moment but with all factors considered #it seems much more reasonable #it is genuinely so out of proportion I'm getting knocked into dissociative territory; outsourcing my anger #anyways. guess who bought more candles. i came for hand soap. and a drain snake to unclog the bathtub #we've been trying drano to no avail so I'm taking matters into my own hands #everything is starting to burn off and now I'm just. tired. i am doing my best with what I'm being given #shai speaks

[wyn-n-tonic]

imagine if we had socialized medicine in this country and nobody had to pay the equivalent of rent on a luxury apartment to stay alive month by month in addition to paying rent on their little shoebox apartment room. lmaoooooo. imagine.

#elon musk and jeff bezos could singlehandedly fund it forever prob and still be rich #but nooo they're more interested in building rocket ships that don't fucking work #i hope those orcas knock jeff's boat outta the water <3 #my new health insurance will not cover my medication at the dosage it's prescribed at #but they will cover if i get it split up into multiple dosages #so now i'm having to call my doctor and cry essentially

[blujayonthewing]

I can’t remember if I posted this one before but this pic of me and my entourage fucks so hard

#photographer sent us the full set of wedding photos tonight and I'm cryin on the floor about them #this one's not even new I just really love it #the equivalent pic of justin with his party looks like they're about to drop the SICKEST album kjhfdkhdgf it makes me so happy #anyway the expanded photoset has SO many pics of like everyone getting ready and pics throughout the ceremony and I just #I'M SO SOFT! I LOVE MY FRIENDS! I LOVE MY PARENTS!! I LOVE MY HUSBAND!!!!! #I have to keep taking breaks to [spiritually] lay on the floor and [literally] cry #like nooo not me kissing justin's forehead after our first kiss and we're both smiling and crying I forgot I even did that 😭💕 #AND LIKE I CAN'T BELIEVE HOW TENDER I AM ABOUT MY FRIENDS I'M JUST-- LOOK AT THEM I'M SO SOFT I'M GONNA EAT A MATTRESS I CAN'T #[pic of friend helping another tie his tie] [pic of me w friend laughing with our faces smooshed together] noooooo 😭😭😭💕 #[pic of everyone caught in the middle of laughing or saying something and we're all kinda making stupid faces] NOOOO 😭❤💕!!!! #I'M SO FULL OF LOVE I'M GONNA FUCKING EXPLODE #the THING IS I'm exploding with love for Justin every day so I'm very slightly more inoculated against it #a lot of my friends I don't see very often so every other pic is just KNOCKING ME SIDEWAYS!! that's my FRIEND!!! AHUHUHUUU #about me #irl frens #me #SORRY NOT SORRY FOR WEDDINGPOSTING AGAIN #sharing the Wow! Cool Swords pic to spare you all the 500 ones that made me cry about everything instead :')

[carryondrawing]

I'm crying because in episode 17 Luz said "You're a titan, King" but then in episode 19 King remembered it as "You're a titan, King. You're the son of the Boiling Isles." He remembered it wrong I'm just aksjdakalskak

#i don't know what this means but i'm going to cry anyways #what a bunch of hard hitting episodes they're really knocking these out of the park #the owl house #toh #the owl house season 2 #toh season 2 #toh spoilers #the owl house spoilers

[catcatb0y]

Having depression is The Worst, because like I just Exist and BOOM. Overwhelmingly tired.

#my hobbies feel like chores #I've got mad writer's block #drawing just does not feel worth it #hanging out with people is draining #this Sekai Event is exhausting and idk if I even want to try tiering to the top five thousand #I literally stay between five and six thousand every day #I'm SO fucking close #but just not there #I feel like I'm gonna get knocked n the last hour of the Event like last time when I actually HAD stayed above four thousand the whole week #nothing feels worth it #nothing feels worth doing #nothing feels good #nothing feels #I don't feel #I kinda just want to cry but that's so exhausting #I'm just talking to myself knowing no one will see or care like

[wowbright]

It never ceases to amaze me how property managers and maintenance people and townhouse owners who are just really bent on getting their basement floor painted in the middle of winter act so shocked SHOCKED I TELL YOU when you mention to them that fumes from oil paints and solvents go through adjoining walls.

#Also the number of people who completely disbelieve it #Not a big fan of those people #at least the guy today agreed to go back into the apartment and open the window to vent the place out into the outdoors #Instead of my apartment #I mean the fumes were already in our apartment #But I was hoping to minimize the amount of new fumes coming in #But it does bring me back to several years ago when the new owners moved in next door and did their winter oil painting or staining project #I went there once and they promised to use exhaust fans #Which they did once and then stopped #It wasn't until the 4th or 5th or 6th time that I knocked on their door and started crying because of course every single time it happened #I would get a migraine #So I'm standing there crying and the guys like #What do you want me to do #Stop working on my house? #Which I think was supposed to be rhetorical but I said yes #Yes if every time you work on your house it's going to smell like that please stop until spring/summer #And he was so shocked that he did actually stop until spring/summer #But those are neighbors don't talk to me anymore #Gpoy

[phoenixcatch7]

Just finished totk!! So basically, uh... Screaming crying sobbing wailing collapsing to the floor keening howling yelling sobbing.

#I don't think I've EVER cried over a video game so hard before #Like... Hard enough I could barely see the screen #Then there was a knock at the door during the credits and I had to frantically pretend I hadn't been sobbing my eyes out for ten minutes lo #Aaaaaaaaaaaaaa #loz #legend of zelda #tears of the kingdom #totk #zelda totk #loz totk #If I ever find who did this I'm throwing them off a cliff #10/10 would get my emotions wrecked again #loz tears of the kingdom #Totk spoilers #? #I'd say they're not but to be safe #*still crying softly*

[thedreadvampy]

aaaaaaaaaaa work is so overwhelming just now I feel like my brain may explode

#red said #i can't tell if i have too much to do or if I'm just being disorganised in doing it!!!!!! #but i was meant to have a full data report done by tomorrow and i haven't found more than 20 straight minutes this week to look at it #the new boss keeps ASKING ME THINGS and ASKING ME TO DO THINGS #and the fucking. readability argument filled up SO MUCH of Monday and Tuesday with both back and forth and silent seethe #i have to be in all her meetings and she's sending me a bazillion things for social media #and my colleague's off on leave so I'm picking up his social channels too except I'm NOT cause i don't know what to PUT on them #need to put together a new video ad by next Friday #need to do like 5 more blogs #and the staff newsletter! gotta get that out by lunchtime!!!! haven't started it!!!!!!! #3 meetings today. gotta do vo recording tomorrow. and both today and tomorrow are short days #cause i have therapy today and I'm taking kofi for a Birthday Treat tomorrow afternoon so i gotta knock off at 12:30 #it's all very well to say work to live not live to work AND I DO but the expectations remain!!!!!! #and i feel like I'm failing and being lazy if i can't easily do everything that's asked of me. is my problem. #it's very important to have a manager who understands that their job with me isn't too drive me forwards #but to manage the amount of work that hours my desk because I WILL try to do all of it and i WILL usually manage #but it will absolutely fuck me long term #crying wailing i miss my manager 😭 10 months!!!! come back!!!!!!! #we don't always have the most idyllic work relationship but she knows me very well and i trust her to help not hinder with my stress levels #and also like if i tell her i am spiralling like this she would always help me prioritise #but i don't yet know or trust the mat cover well enough to talk to her about overwhelm. and i feel the need to establish myself first. #like I gotta prove that I'm hardworking and reliable and that when i say i can't cope i mean it and I'm not trying to dodge work #which. boy. working life as a disabled person sure does colour your thinking huh. #gotta first prove I'm EXCEPTIONALLY committed and hardworking and Good At Job BEFORE i can allow myself to struggle

[creamecream]

“I took an arrow to the heart,

I never kissed a mouth that tastes like yours,

Strawberries and something more,

Ooh yeah, I want it all,

Lipstick on my guitar,

Fill up the engine, we can drive real far,

Go dancing underneath the stars,

Ooh yeah, I want it all,

You got me feeling like-

I wanna be that guy,

I wanna kiss your eyes,

I wanna drink that smile,

I wanna feel like I’m, like my soul’s on fire,

I wanna stay up all day and all night,

Yeah, you got me singing like-

Ooh, I love it when you do it like that,

And when you’re close up, gives me the shivers,

Oh baby, you wanna dance ‘til the sunlight cracks,

And when they say the party’s over then we’ll bring it right back,

And we’ll say “ooh, I love it when you do it like that,”

And when you’re close up, gives me the shivers,

Oh baby, you wanna dance ‘til the sunlight cracks,

And when they say the party’s over then we’ll bring it right back,”

Nova belongs to @shinynymphia

#crushing on your childhood friend there are you nova #sylvia's dads taught her how to flirt and that's being annoying and bickering please excuse her #it'd probably take nova crying to knock into sylvia that that's not how everyone gets #her parents are jack frost and e.aster bunnymund their bickering is flirting it's how sylvia learned #her dads are just so in love and so happy together so to sylvia name calling being annoying etc. is a sign of love #I'm way off topic have this I'm having a *time* right now but I managed to draw something #excuse especially the hands I know I know I don't like them either but I couldn't bare to redraw them over and over #I think I've got post vacation blues or something I'll be okay I'm not down about anything in particular just in general #anddddd I'm off topic again sorry excuse me #descendants #rise of the guardians #fan characters #fan children #nova #jackrabbitshipping #sylvia frost

[iguessigotta]

I don’t know if we’re allowed to share dreams we had related to Dark but I have to tell someone-

Ok so it starts in this like sewer system area where I’m running away from monster thingys and eventually I come across a closet so I step inside and the monsters pass by me. But then, Actor Mark runs up to the doors of the closet and throws it open. He says something along the lines of “I finally found you old friend.” And went to punch me in the face, BUT when before it hit, he disappear and now the outside of the closet was a mall. I heard Marks voice saying, “I’ll help you get out of this hell hole. Follow the noises and hide in the coat racks.” So I went coatrack to coatrack getting closer to these noises and came upon a staircase and a little shop area called ‘Warfstache Ball Pit Bash’ ( Sadly I didn’t go in there ) but I went down the stairs and had like a video game pop up option to enter “the ball”, so I did it and suddenly I was zooming away in the air on some track in a giant clear ball with Darkiplier sitting next to me. He didn’t say anything, he was just staring out the other side of the ball away from me.

I also just wanna mention Dark & Mark appear in my dreams SUPER often. Like almost every dream I have has them in it. Like one dream I had was Me and Mark having dinner with some other you tubers but I could tell it was Dark pretending to be Mark because he acted really off. It’s like me and dark have some sort of conflict or romantic tension in my dreams? It’s strange.

I first off y'all are more than welcome to tell me about your weird Darkiplier dreams - tbh you can tell me about any character you dream about! Dreams are so weird and I LOVE hearing about them!!

Anon I have one critique for your dream choices. YOU SHOULD'VE GONE TO WARFSTACHE BALL PIT BASH COME ON THE NAME ALONE IS FANTASTIC IMAGINE THE INSIDE OF THAT PLACE ok sorry had to get that out lmao

I love that your dream kinda sounds like a horror game w/ a dash of Spy Kids (the ball-thing you and Dark were in feels very Spy Kids to me omg) Dark's shown up in a couple of my dreams but I am a Fool who never remembers to write dreams down so I forgot them :(

#not a fic #dream tag #<- if y'all don't wanna see dream stuff just block that tag! #darkiplier #anon I'm jealous that you see mark/dark in your dreams so often #please come tell me about it any time they show up #just imagine I'm sitting on the edge of my seat waiting to hear from you #literally shaking and crying rn #as Mark would say #for real please send me your dreams idc what character shows up i wanna HEAR EM #who knows maybe I'll write something based on one someday 🤷‍♂️ #also anon I'm glad he didn't punch you but I'm laughing at the image of Actor being like #'oh hi friend' #and then just fuckin knocking someone out