#dont call me out like tht

[cosmobrain00]

well🙂

#*visibly trying not to burst into tears* hey guys whats up #surprise surprise another absence bc my life can’t stop getting WORSE evry day it seems haha! #so. now who’s gonna tell me how u deal w the loss of ur fave person n the one person u were 100% certain truly loved u no matter what #who also inspired u to be an artist in the first place n who's been there for u ur ENTIRE life #like idk how to start dealing w it lmao. one min ill be basically okay n then the next ill feel like smthing just tore a chunk out of me #looked outside just a sec ago n thought “oh so she'll never see my progress in art. oh ill never get to make another painting for her” #n yk part of me just wants to pretend like none of it happened honestly #like “hey that was a fucked up dream oh well let me call [x] n tell them I love them” #n I dont fucking KNOW how to deal w this grief n idk whats normal n what isnt #no I havent cried rlly but almost every day I feel like I cant breathe n tht my chest is collapsing in on itself #no I cant talk abt it but i can’t draw like I used to n thinking abt my last art project makes me wanna throw up #< considering it was going to be a present for her tht she'll never get to see. Haha so funny right guys #fuck I need to get so entirely drunk over this now RELAPSING TIME BABY!! #anyways. will try to be normal tm n talk to ppl again instead of isolating as a way to cope n sorry to ppl who have msg'd me Ill be back

[iscrubmeclean]

Mothers be like "yeah i didnt get you to the doctors as a kid when you displayed -Symptoms of a heritable Disease we have running in the family-. How dare you have -Sympotms- you lazy ass child"

#do you even hear yourself. do you think i LIKE fukcing not ahving any energy and suffering every single day pretending im fucking fine? #but oh noo i sure was sooooo dramatic at 14. maybe a good mom wouldve connected the dots and got me an appointment but we sure cant have tht #youd need a brain for it <3 #and no thanks to my fuckass father who just enabled her all life choosing his abusive wife just bc he couldnt have a son and his daughters- #are uselfess #god in one year ill be able to move out and god do i wanna go no contact #i genuinely hate most of my family they are incredibly toxic and only cause drama. i dont wanna bring children into this #oh and i can hear them calling me a rat rn?? well fuck you too. choke and die already c:

[nitroish]

sorry if this is in bad taste but the wording of your last post makes it seem like someone thought u and quirkle were both link irl and were upset at the idea of two real life people dating which is hysterical to me

anon you quite literally hit the nail on the head. they saw me go by legend, saw me call quirks my partner, and called our Real Life Relationship ( that is ENTIRELY Platonic by the way !!!! ) linkcest. it blew my fucking mind.

its hysterical tho ur right. moving from the fact quirks and i arent even Dating nor are we romantic and therefor cant be considered linkcest by default, can you imagine their reaction to my two partners that i Do kiss gayly? my boyfriend and my partner that i Do kiss ??? woof . they called the wrong relationship i have linkcest if they want to be loud and weird about me being Gay and kissing someone behind a dennys

#dont project your worry of me and my partners having gay sex into my dms #esp when 'qpr' literally has platonic in the name #at least wait to complain about it when i mention my Actual partners who i DO kiss gayly behind the dennys alrigh #ask #anonymous #waggles my fingers hi anon this is The funniest thing thats happened to me in ages #youre right cos its Hysterical #my main issue here is that they saw me call jay my partner and decided the relationship was non-platonic enough to call it linkcest???? #like #linkcest implies two things: #one !! that we are both link irl and two !! we are Making Out Gayly And Definitely Not As Friends behind the dennys at ass-o'clock at night #quirks and i do Not kiss kiss fall in love behind a fucking dennys . we are entirely non-romantic partners . #queer !! -> Platonic <- !! partners #them bein upset tht two real life ppl r dating is so funny #quirks and i arent dating we are strictly platonic buddies but my boyfriend and partner are . #and dw !! ur ask isnt in bad taste #thank ya for the worry tho :)

[cryptidapprentice]

literally why the hell am i always so anxious to call out of work

#marine myths rambles #like... worst that could happen is they fire me for calling out too much. but then i get to find a new job (is not too fond of current job) #(mostly bc of how the higher ups treat their employees. i actually quite like most of my coworkers n the actual work isnt tht bad sometimes) #(i just think the owners dont fkn know how to properly compensate or take care of their employees. its kinda wack. anyways.) #i guess i just need more ways to say tht i cant come into work bc i feel like im repetitive #literally as i was typing the last tag i got a message asking abt when i can make up the hours. like... #i offered a day tht works for me but apparently not for them bc its too many hrs for me in one week?? idk but im just like. #what do u want me to say. im already working extra days bc i was asked to. n u want me to make up the hrs im missing??? huh??? #imagine if i quit rn. (i wouldnt bc id rather have another job lined up before leaving my current job if possible. but the thought is There) #anyways off topic as all hell but im thinking abt changing my url should i just do it n not say anything? would anyone care even?? lmao #would love to hear any thoughts and opinions (abt both the url and my work sitch if uve got em tbh)

[caruliaa]

the problem with carulia is that there isnt a rly good classic multi chap au fanfic for it for me to loose my mind over. and most of the multi chap fanfic that is out there for it straight up bad if i remeber right 👍🏽

#like not bad bad like mischaracterizing bad yk. i also havent read a lot in a while but yk #i remember there was this one fanfic called hook line and sinker that like in the old og carulia server was joked abt as like #thee caruia fanfic and so many people had read it and its so bad and not good #bad carulia characterization !!! it was like carmen youre Perfect at everything and julia is so flustered by your flirtatiousness and ugghh #ihate u ppl sometimes !! specifcally the people of ao3 bc omfg #how come people like saw carulia and saw the interactions that show their relationship and the actual dynamic they have #and only like. take the fact that theyre in love from it and just add a dynamic that so not their dynamic and so bad over top of it #just uggh. im sure there is a lot of rly good carulia fanfic out there tbh. but also not searching for it rn its wayy too late #i was just thinking bc im like. jealous/envious whichever one means i want what u have NOT i dont want u to have what u have #whenever luce mentions w.a.r. like pls i also want a thee multichap fanfic tht makes me feel insane for my fave ship #andi have been in fandoms/had ship were they have had tht nd iwant it soo badly w carulia. #ig i will have to write one then but also i dont have any multi chap au fanfic ideasss 😭😭😭 #and i shldnt be coming up with any at a point were im not even working on my non au mostly one shot ones lmao #flappy rambles

[peanutblowandjobsandwich]

one day i will actually disappear tho n then joke's on everyone idec how worried they are im gone bye

#literally my fantasy #idc #frankly i dont care abt myself or my safety #which is y i realized myb im still depressed lol #but also myn idc abt anyone else either #n idc tht idc #i just want out #LIVING IS SO HARD N FOR WHAT #it's not even enjoyable it's tortue #21 years of torture n how much more #i cannot #sincerely #grrrrrr #love how this is the perfect time to be getting into a bad mood again #bc uni is starting back soon #n i wld ve been in a bad mood anyways #literally all the joy is gone #yk the thing is like it makes me seem like such a bad person like oh i don't tell my mother where i am n i just do what i want #like i literally hv to call my mother every 2 mins she calls me every 25 secs n yet she fucking has to act like this #i need to kms screams #cloud nonsense #ignore me

[jacobied]

feeling fucked up tonight<3

#i cant stop being stupid and insane about my book MAYBE not even definitive yet getting a french translation like haha what if i did some #hot girl shit and called it off and died ? :3 #i havent drawn or written anything Good in like months i feel like removing my bones from my body like god get ouT im so stuck on everythin #and now i dont even want to do the Good Cool Thing thats right in front of me for god knows what reason other than im fucking crazy #also every other week i realize tht i will nawt be able to get anything meaningful out of therapy [as if i can afford it lol<3] for minimum #the next couple years bc if i bring up me being lonely me being isolated they're just gonna tell me to stop being scared of covid<3 #like girlie said that to me in 2021 ! the vaccine was JUST out lol like the fuck ? what the fuck ? guess i'll die here ! #jade.exe

[apoapsis]

low energy atm, but please like this if we don’t have an active thread and you would like to plot one!

multimuses specify muse in tags

#++|| OOC #kinda comin into or comin out of a bout of mania i cant tell LMAO #so i'm super emotionally drained and dont really have anything to talk about to anyone #so i feel like some plotting might be cute... u know how it is... #but i specifically wanna interact with some of my other mutuals #tht i havent actually done anything with since following them #BC I SEE U I PROMISE.... #thts why i like all ur posts #so u see ME #i'll definitely be slow writing starters but..................... plot......... #ummmmm i might reblog my shipping call too bc :3c #im almost done with sending the inbox stuff out too dw i didnt forget those

[sipsteainanxiety]

hhhh i am ignoring any and everything i am in a happy little bubble writing my happy little fics for bkg who is thriving and healthy <3 nothing is wrong <3

#go to sleep shay it's late o'clock #if yall dont tag leaks ill scream #i mean what? <3 #bnha manga leaks #mha manga leaks #tagging those just in case i guess #fr tho... i have not seen them and i wont bc again #i am not caught up w the manga and have no idea whats going on #but i doubt hori would let anything BAD bad happen to bkg #hes a coward smh #everything is fine<3 #my friend pointed out tht its a shounen #like come ON #hori would never!!!! #waiting for lori to wake up so they can back me up here #call me delusional all u want </3 at least im .. happy???? #???? #its 5 am i dont have the time for this i need to sleep

[whispedcream]

really funny to me to watch my least fav cog author to get reviewed bombed on steam but in the omnibus app states a 4.3 star review 

reading the demo was.. something

#text #something something tht one tumblr post about ur 'celebrity rival' #wouldnt call him a celebrity by any means but like i hate being reminded he writes every other year #really funny tho to see him start as like the cog powerhouse until we got wayhaven / fhr / and even the vampire masquerade deal going on rn #i dont even really like reading the cog novels anymore in comp to the hosted stuff #they feel so cookie cutter idk #i know they got a 'format' but like it really stifles the story sometimes #anyways the demo transported me back to how i used to write in 2012 when i was 12 in like cringe XD #ANYWAYS ANYWAYS fhr 2 comes out in 5 days!!!!! wooo!!!!

[trash-nerd]

oh oh i hattte calling people ik are gonna be mad abt what i have to say yeesh

#i'm stuck in the trash #one bad part abt this job is sometimes ppl get. Mad. #and i get it!!!!! #if i were her rn i would be just as angry she did everything she needed to do and this reviewer is pulling BS on a denial #and at the same time not giving US any reason. which is Fucking annoying #and yeah. called her. she was Mad. lmao but not at me??? she was Really careful to specify she was mad at this other company nd not me #which is appreciate lmao like i get being frustrated but i love ppl tht dont take it out on me lol

[irl]

god i wish i wasnt at work

#txt #the only people who rly get th full story are the oeople reading these #i called pete last night to bitch and moan abt this n i cldnt stop apologizin #n he was like u dont gotta say sorry abt venting abt smth like this #n i was like bro u gotta realize tht i vent to No One Ever rly #not abt th real stuff #cos i feel immense guilt sharing any undesirable feelings ykno #i was raised 2 bury all my thots n feelings deep n my soul n then let them die there #unless its a oroblem i have With a person #ill talk to them abt it cos communication is important to me #but #itherwise?????? #emotions come 2 me 2 die n whither away n my hollowed out chest #ive been dissociating all day n i cant feel real n i think im dying

[caruliaa]

ik these memes are like bla bla meme jokes i v obvs am not like. taking them seriouslyy hence why i didnt include the whole post but like. does this (referencing whats highlighted) not feel like. kinda vaugly racist to anyone else. hi.

#LIKE IM NOT BEING LIKE THIS IS OVERTLY RACIST OBVIOUSLY PLS DONT TAKE THIS AS A SERIOUS ACCUSATION BUT LIKE. hmm . #like obvs yt ppl r. also capable of having brown eyes or curly hair not saying they arent !!! but like hmm. #two features commonly associated w ppl of colour hmm. thats not. #again not saying this is like. intentionally racist but like. if i typed that out id think hmm maybe not #i mean maybe i just think this bc like. i have brown eyes and like. i am not taking proper care of it for it to actually be curly lol but #if my bangs after a shower nd how my hair was when i was little is anything to go by my hair is naturally pretty curly #but also like. i have those features as a south asian person !!! idk #this is perhaps me looking too far into this but it did make me go umm maybe do not say that #also like. my posts get 3 notes all from mutuals usually so like idk if this needs this but obvs dont like. seek out the og post #or anything like that leave the op alone #i dont mean this as a serious accusation obviously like i said im j pointing smth out that is also prob me looking into it too much #also not included in the screenshot but on of the thing on this was “like shows ppl call dumb and stupid” which like tht every show?? #every show has been called dumb and stupid by someone silly !!!! #flappy rambles #no id

[maxxtheterrible]

Had my first appointment w an anorexia therapist today and she said the minimum number of meals is 3 🤯🤯🤯

#damn thats wild #text #apparently when i only eat 1 meal a day thats called “restricting” even if i didnt mean to #apparently even 2 meals is restricting ???? im..... shook #she asked me if i restricted and i was like “no i dont think so” and then she asked me how many meals i ate yesterday n i told her 1 #shes like hun.... that is restricting #i was like “but it wasnt intentional sometimes its a lack of time or energy or money” and she said “tht is still restricting” #guess ive been restricting p much since i was a child??? how deep is this???? #i never eat breakfast and apparently thats enough to be considered restriction? #even though i wasnt doing it to try and change my body i was just emotionally wiped out and avoidant #so like when i didnt eat breakfast or bring lunch to school n the last 2 yrs of hs that was restricting?? #even tho i didnt try to do it to change my body i was just emotionally wiped #gonna cry bc of how much i love language and how learning new words can change your life

[reeniecon]

- IDIA SHROUD -

" Hey lend me your hoodie, so atleast I can feel like i have a bf."

Disclaimer : gn reader, angst(?) to fluff?? , not proof read!! U and idia are on relationship/dating for a quite long time.

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You Were lying on your bf bed on his room while idia watch his favorite Idol on his screen.

Gakkepuchi moirasu.

Gakemo for short.

U felt kinda jealous by three Idol members, seeing him jumped by exitement and happiness because of them make you felt burning from the inside.

God.

I really hate it.

You know idia will always choose you over anything but god it does felt ugly.

" Hey idia " You call him out.

Yeah, you're right as your expectation he didnt even respond a lil bit to u, maybe because of the headset that he is wearing rn. You cannot but sigh in this situation ur on now.

"IDIA" you called out again, with Louder voice this time, no answer.

" HEY IDIA, HEY" You tried again, but throwing one of his pillow to him this time.

" Oh, sorry sorry I cannot hear you... " He finally respond while lowering his headset into his neck and showing his usual concern face.

" Hey lend me your hoodie, so atleast I can feel like i have a bf."

"Eh? " He quickly removed his headset, stand from his seat and kneeled in front of the bed while gently touching your upper arms.

" What do you mean ' so atleast I can feel like I have a bf??? " He say with a concern face full of sweat

" Well idk, what do you think? And why don't you consult with your favorite gakemo Idol group? "

"...(name) " He slowly speak, while his body are practically inches away from you.

" Um... I'm sorry for ignoring you... If- if you want I can stop being ....gakemo fanboy! Yeah- uh... " He explains with a quavering voice he ends up hugging you when he say the last word.

' god this man' you say to urself

" Yeah yeah u don't have to go that far" U responded

" Just acknowledge me and play with me when I finnaly have the time to be with you" You explain

" Sorry... " He mumbles his head on your shoulder

"*sigh* dont you miss me? "

" I really do (name)... )

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An: I'm rlly sorry if this is ooc I felt like idia would have sassy and soft personality towards his partner, sassy in a daily conv and soft when he make a mistake/ fighting ect. Idk tht just my personal opinion

Sorry for the bad English, it's not my 1st language lol

#idia shroud x reader #idia shroud #twst x reader #twst #idia x reader #ignihyde

[am-i-the-asshole-official]

AITA for calling a friend of a friend odd for legally changing their name to an anime character's?

This came up in conversation bc my (19) friend (19) was talking abt how theyd like to take on a new name but cld only think of x character's name from an anime we both like, but thought itd be silly since theyre white and the character's name is japanese. and i agreed, i thought it'd be silly and joked about it. then they said their friend made their last name that of one of the characters (also from this anime) even though theyre white. and i said i found that a bit strange, joked that white people already have All the names in the world and they dont need any more.. and they said they should be allowed to do that because it makes them happy. i got a bit weirded out and said it was a sign of privilege that a white person could take an ethnic name for themself and ignores a history of asian immigrants having to take on anglophone names to be taken seriously and it felt just odd to deny the privilege of being able to have that name and experience no loss in job applications etc. they replied that actually itd probably be harder for them to get a job now since employers would see their name on the application and not tht theyre white so theyd still be potentially discriminated against for their name. and that it doesn't matter because they wanted a new name because they wanted to distance themself from their old one and if taking on a fictional character's name makes them happy who cares. i gave up here and conceded just so we'd stop arguing but theres still tension between us since we've talked about this and i'm not sure if i'm genuinely in the wrong here or not.

ive asked my other friends and theyre on my side but less for the ethnic reasons and more theyre weirded out about legally changing your name to a fictional characters. i genuinely dont see anything wrong with that, but it frustrated me to see a white person refuse to acknowledge there might be any privilege at play in taking on an ethnic name. am i the asshole for this?

oh and fwiw if this makes any difference i am not white but i am also not japanese

#aita #am i the asshole