#ep: 15x18

[gaytedlasso]

there’s never enough time.

~

3rd anniversary of canon destiel

Nov 5, 2020

#YEAR 3 ! GIVE IT UP FOR YEAR 3 #have some angst #I’ll draw fluffy things another time #purposely gave these a blur effect #to signify the haste of time #and he’s that is the cut Dean reaction from the ep trailer #LOVE YOU ALL #sketch.art #destiel #deancas #November 5th #Nov 5 #nov 5 2020 #destiel angst #despair #spn 15x18 #Cas’ confession

[evilbeing]

HEY SUPERNATURAL FANDOM

Basically my reaction to 15x18 (spoiler)

#I found this OLD animation I made when that ep was out #I KNEW IT I KNEW HE WAS IN LOVE #well everybody did but Im new on tumblr #Supernatural #spn 15x18 #spn animation #spn fanart #spn fanworks #spn fandom #spnfandom #castiel #Dean Winchester #destiel #I had soo much fun animating this btw

[caswlw]

love to see everyone is still a fan of the Superior version of spn (spanish dub)

#i’ve spent sm time forgetting the final two eps exist that it took me a second to remember 15x18 isn’t the finale #spn #destiel

[xofemeraldstars]

that's lonely...

#dean winchester #GODS THIS EP AFTER 15X18.................................. #spn #kya watches stuff

[raceydays-hopelesshaze]

1x12 Faith - a gay man’s heart gave out and died so Dean could live, essentially replacing his own fried heart

15x18 The Truth/Despair - Death is going after Dean which causes him to feel heart pains then Castiel confesses his love to him and sacrifices himself to save Dean and his heart from

#sick and twisted #TWO gay men literally gave their hearts and died to save Dean #first in a religious history ep than by an actual angel #having a breakdown at work rn #spn #dean winchester #spn 1x12 #spn 15x18

[vendettasfanfictioning]

"The five times Cas came back to me and the one time he didn't."

This could have been the title to Dean's book or something idk because apparently Castiel died six times, with the last being his one-way trip to superhell after confessing his queer love to Dean and now I'm mad because it's the PERFECT set-up for a 5+1 yet they most likely made it by fucking accident.

#looked up cas' death counter for a poem hehe #the more i learn about destiel this nov 5th celebration the further from mental stability/sanity I go #supernatural #spn #dean winchester #castiel #destiel #castiel supernatural #spn cas #castiel angel of the lord #nov 5 #happy 5th of november #remember remember the fifth of november #tl;dr these are the eps where he died: #4x22 #5x22 #7x02 #9x03 #12x23 #15x18

[theyarebothgunshot]

Idk if you still watch Shelley's reactions, but I just watched her 15x10 video and I almost screamed when while Dean was dancing he grabbed the lamp and Shelley said "i love lamp" 😆

yessss of course i am still watching her reactions!! her 15x9 reaction was everything i was hoping it would be, and i also had to giggle when she said 'i love lamp' dhfshfsf but also all of her little comments about how she wants the show to end and what she doesn't want.... make me very sad for what she will have to face in the finale :(

#i am very excited for 15x18 but ugh idk if i can watch the last ep with her #also sorry for the late reply but i had no time to watch it until today so i didnt wanna open your message in cause there would be a spoile #bexfangirlforlife

[cuelovecrime]

you ever think about how castiel only realized in THAT moment in despair that his true happiness could just be his love confession? he always assumed it'd be dean reciprocating his romantic feelings, and believing that to be off the table, he was actually clueless what else there could be for him, what else could compare. but only in despair did it come to him that if he could not live his deepest wish, he could live his deepest truth instead and find happiness in that.

#my heart breaks all over at the thought that castiel walked around believing with his whole chest that dean doesn't love him like that back #the amounts of implications the confession had for castiel's character will never leave me #castiel #spn #supernatural #spn ep 15x18 #despair #spn meta #supernatural meta #random spn thoughts #spn season 15

[iamnomant]

Happy Two Year Anniversary Canon Gay Angel Love Confession-knowing you has changed me. The tradition gift for this anniversary (to me) is my Gish coloring page books of the Gay Angel.

#funny to remember that i was also having an auto immune attack that was making me semi blind during OG Nov 5 #and still i had to watch the eps as soon as i heard #i heard from a terminally offling friend who was like what happened there?? #indescribable personal experience on top of political #castiel #destiel #supernatural #gay angel #spn #spn 15x18 #nov 5th

[transdeans]

i would love to see cas again as much as anyone else but the thing is. to me the winchesters still is just jensen ackles' little fanfiction and i refuse to consider anything i hear about that show as canon. it's been 2+ years and i've accepted where we saw dean and cas's story end. dragging cas back into it, on this new show under jensen's creative control wouldn't feel right and isn't something i want. is that REALLY something we trust that man to handle right?

#i dont think hes coming back (at least on screen) but it does raise questions #if i want to see cas again i can just read a fic and watch a little movie in my head as i go along <3 #and im happy enough with that yknow. i wish the show wouldve ended differently but we work with what we got. #i never watched the last two eps either so 15x18 is where my acknowledgment of canon ends! after that is my own to make up! #and id rather stick with that personally

[galpalkirk]

supernatural really had the funniest way of building up to the confession in their final eps, they were like let’s build up to the hate crime by committing more crimes

#spn #specifically the ep we just watched where #1) dean mentioned his and amara’s ’thing’ and cas just stopped walking #2) the case in the ep involves a gay man being killed and the fact that the man was gay is told specifically to cas for him alone to react #in their own twisted way they’re building up to it (aside from the 12 years of build up at this point they KNEW 15x18 was coming)

[cr0wleyswh0re]

ok but imagine dean and cas in 1518, the year

#i need a fic #love how jensen confirmed if its the Renaissance #and immediately lost it when he couldn't remember if 15x18 was the last second or third ep #give me destiel in renaissance era #supernatural #deancas #destiel #spn vancon #vancon 2022

[topsideseal]

why dont gay people get to be happy

#i finally watched brokeback mountain after putting it off for years bc ik it was going to be sad #not to mention tlou ep 3 #and 15x18 #and ofmd #PLEASE LET THE GAY PEIPLE BE HAPPY PLEASE

[cobbbvanth]

nov 5th 2020 — for the uninitiated, this mainly refers to the airing of supernatural 15x18, the episode in which castiel was sent to superhell after confessing his love to dean winchester. this also happened on day three of the us presidential election, where nevada, georgia and pennsylvania all turned blue after taking days to count their votes. special shout to the rumours about putin resigning and sherlock season 5. this event is fondly remembered as destielputinelection

#polls #nov 5th 2020 #spn #destiel #**

[clairikine]

"We don't care about you because you're useful, we care about you because you're you" 😭😭😭😭😭😭

#no gifsets for this ep bc y'all have seen the confession a million times and that's pretty much all i could find lol #claire watches the spn show #supernatural #15x18 #how many instances of bury your gays can you fit in a single episode?? watch this and find out! #RIP in peace half the cast you were my favorites #lisa berry killed it #as it were

[theyarebothgunshot]

Can I just say thank you for turning me onto the MOTW podcast because I was so sceptical beforehand and then after trying a few early s15 episodes decided to just start from season 4 and it’s so good! I’m now nearing the end of s15 and i’m gonna be SO sad when I finish their podcast because they are just hilarious! Top fave running jokes have to be Sam’s unrequited obsession with Rowena, the bunker boys and of course nut blood 😂

ahhh you are so very welcome!! i am always so stoked to hear that people like the content i rec <3 i love spreading joy hdfhfs and yesss it is so so funny and nut blood is one of my fave jokes lmfaooo i kept laughing uncontrollably :') i am a sucker for chris' "yelling" in general i cannot even explain it but it is just so so funny to me ghdfhghd one of my other fave jokes is castiel being a fish fhdhdg anyways yeah i tried to get into merlin so that i could follow their new pod cause i like their dynamic so much, but i have yet to really get into merlin unfortunately. i will probably try again eventually and hopefully i can binge listen to that podcast when i do cause i miss themmm

#anyways enjoy!! <3 i cried listening to their 15x18 ep so there is that ghdfg #anonymous