#bexfangirlforlife

[inacatastrophicmind]

Happy birthday 🎂🥳

#bexfangirlforlife #my answers

[theyarebothgunshot]

Happy birthday 🥳🎂 hope you had a lovely day.

Thank you so much! ✨️I did, the sun was shining and my parents surprised me by decorating my apartment with balloons etc shshsh

#bexfangirlforlife

[regardingjenmish]

Happy birthday 🥳🎂 Hope you have a nice day.

Ps: agree about the selfie.

Thank you so much!!!

And yes, hopefully they deliver in more ways than just one

#bexfangirlforlife #we deserve it!

[sunglassesmish]

Your brand for me: amazing gifs, misha, gay firefighter show 😅

i’m so glad you and so many other people mentioned these three things, really makes me believe that these are my brand 😌

#bexfangirlforlife #ask game

[thetiredstuff]

This is just mostly a handy little post for me but I asked people to rec me some destiel AU best friends to lovers fics and this is what I got:

Recs from ltleflrt:

okay, cupid. by orange_crushed On Air by wincechesters Just Turn Around and Go by @porcupine-girl Version 2.0 by Elizabeth1985 aka @cocklesheadboop Ignore the Butterflies: Best Friend Advice from Dean Winchester by impatient14 A Match Made (and Misunderstood) by surlybobbies More Views. More Money. by herbivoredinosaur Remember When by VioletHaze aka @scones-and-texting-and-murder When In Vegas by Dmsilvis & TobytheWise

Recs from doctorprofessorsong

One of my favorite fics of all time is Evangelist by @valleydean. It's really enemies to friends to lovers but the enemies part becomes friends pretty quickly because they are deeply obsessed with each other. One of the classics if you haven't read it is To Build a Home. Childhood friends who broke up and find themselves back in each other’s life. It is very angsty but they have a lifelong friendship so you get a lot of childhood and teenage friendship moments. If I may self recommend, I just wrote Can't Fight the Moonlight in which they are in this post canon partnership and both want to add sexual intimacy but the partnership is soft so you get some really fun platonic intimacy. It's not AU, obviously, but may have something of what you want. Seraph by @dothraki-shieldmaiden is a superhero au where they are friends and roommates to lovers. It has great world building. More than Kisses by @friendofcarlotta is a friends to lovers epistolary romance. Dean and Cas are pen pals and they share an absolutely gorgeous emotional intimacy. Tiamatv has a few that fit the bill. I'm gonna mention Marchen because I love the world built in that one. Dean Winchester is a prince locked in a tower. Feel free to also skim my fic recs. @riversrecs

Recs by castiellesbian:

tiamatv's "It's the End of the World (As We Know It)" is a friends to enemies to lovers if that counts? They were childhood best friends in that one "A Midterms Night's Dream" by Englandwouldfall is an au where they're roommates (oh my god they were rommates). "In Some Sacred Place" by schmerzerling is a good one where they're friends throughout most of the fic, but it's kind of depressing overall

Recs from porcupine-girl

Just Turn Around And Go (roommates-slash-best-friends): https://archiveofourown.org/works/4228830 Like four weddings and a funeral but without the funeral (Sam POV, Sam is clueless and doesn’t realize they’re together): https://archiveofourown.org/works/6225625 Go Down With This Ship (online fandom besties, don’t realize they know each other irl): https://archiveofourown.org/works/8023642

Rec by trampledundercas

#i thought of ‘ready to fall’ by lemonsorbae on ao3

A whole bunch of recs from dean-you-assbutt-cas-loves-you

A Tale of Two Tropes by Amelia_Clark (E, 7k) As You Walk On By by MercyBraavos (E, 23k) Are We Any Different? by LeviathanBlue, SerpentCountess (T, 41k) More Than Kisses by  FriendofCarlotta  (E, 29k) things i knew when i was young by stormwarnings  (T, 16k) Alright  by  turningthepages  (T, 46k) To Build a Home by intothesilentland  (M, 383k) When In Vegas  by  Dmsilvis, TobytheWise (E, 16k) The Ocean Between Us  by  noxsoulmate  (E, 27k) Room for Two (The Mattress AU) by  almaasi  (E, 14k) Honey-Baked  by  mishaminion69, sydkn3e (E,  89k) The Ones We Choose  by  lightmyway  (E, 82k)

EDIT: MORE:

Recs by bexfangirlforlife:

The Graveyard Shift by riseofthefallenone. PurgatoryJar Evangelist by embrancsxx0 Stay with me Sweetheart by Mandalarose We are what we pretend we are by tricia_16 Tricks of the Trade by Trenchcoat_Impala

Recs by impaledbeetle:

okay, cupid by orange_crushed Seek to Know You Better (E) by ahurston Après (E) by Imogenbynight Here's a couple aus that i really really enjoy that aren't necessarily best friends to lovers: spirit of the west (M) by teen_dean Parachutes (E) by chaoticdean (this one literally changed my life it is so good) And This, Your Living Kiss (M) by opal_bullets (again, this is life changing) Roll With It (E) by saltnhalo (this is a The Proposal (movie) au) Shut Up (Put Your Money Where Your Mouth Is) (E) by kototyph

Recs by butch--dean:

spirit of the west by teen-dean (everyone should read this 90's horse girl dean au where he befriends cas, a local veterinarian) I carry your heart (I carry it in my heart) by unicornpoe (I am a sucker for all "cas using dean as a vessel" fics) Après by imogenbynight (surely everyone has read this? dean and cas in paris what more can you ask for) under the midnight sun by northernsparrow (dean is the caretaker of a research station in the arctic and cas is a mysterious bird researcher) (I also rec you can keep holding on by this author but be warned that it is very grief-driven - but it is an in-depth study of the way they care for each other) though the course may change by imogenbynight (fake dating AU at a couple's retreat - another one that everyone has probably read but is so worth mentioning in case you haven't) there's no cell service in the afterlife by screamsintothesun (cas gets back from the empty and his phone blows up with dean's voicemails & texts) Gold in the Edges of Our Vision by SewingNatural (dean and cas eat peaches together on a hot summer evening. The writing style on this one is really really lovely) these are just a few from my bookmarks but also there is a really good rec list here & here (this one has a link to a specific friends to lovers list here) that I refer to often when looking for new fics/authors to dig through!!

Recs by mercurialkitty for some reason tumblr won't allow me to add them to my post so just click on their name to go to their post!

These are all the ones i've gotten up til now but will def edit if I get any more. If you see this post and think of a Destiel AU best friend to lovers fic that isn't on here or just a Destiel AU (no abo) fic that isn't on here: PLEASEEEEEE GIVE ME ALL THE DESTIEL AU FIC RECS (no abo)

Also i didn't tag the people who recommended it cuz I don't wanna annoy them but I linked back to all of their original posts or comments!

A hugeeeeeeee thank you to everyone who replied to my annoying messages for fic recs cuz I really really appreciate it. thank you all so so so much!!!!

#to read #destiel #i love my husbands #spn #supernatural #destiel fan fic #spn fan fics

[sailorsally]

I might have paid 100+€ for a photo op but my favourite photo of me and misha at purcon is this one @bexfangirlforlife snapped (thank you again, Bex)

I feel like it captures both our personalities so well. I crack up every time I look at it 😂

Adhd girlies will gesticulate 🤙

#i think i have posted this before #but could find it so #sudden i started missing him a lot today #so I was goinf thru my purcon pics #when i saw this one again

[fellshish]

https://www.tumblr.com/bexfangirlforlife/724388063586942976?source=share

Reporting back about my tags here (or see link above) as asked, after having watched s2 with my mom now:

She didn't really have any reaction to the speech and kiss tbh. After finishing the episode she only said 'that was so sad. This is terrible. Why would one end a season like this. This is so sad, I'm gonna go to bed." 😆 She kept on mumbling this over and over afterwards. She also said 'the Gabriel and Beelzebub thing I really didn't see coming', so I assume from that Aziraphale and Crowley wasn't as big a surprise even though she was not a shipper (before?). She seemed really invested in getting a happy end to their story now though and asked for a season 3.

Omg SUCH a mum reaction! Also very real of her not to see beelzebub and gabriel coming, only upon my rewatches i’ve picked up on all the hints. I love how invested she is in a happy end 🥺❤️ you could become secret tumblr friends azdjdjd

#my asks

[dairy-boy]

Tagged by @maidenofmadness, thanks bestie

Who were you named after?

No one, however I've always loved the name Liam so it clicked immediately when I came out.

Last time you cried?

Pretty recent, death in the family.

Do you have kids?

Nope.

What sports do you play/did you play?

Uh, I liked volleyball as a kid, but that's as far as it went. I like pool these days, but I'd hardly consider that a sport.

Do you use Sarcasm?

Of course not, I would never.

First thing you notice about people?

Their sense of humor, and their clothes. I like to think I can read people pretty well based on these things. (I also work retail so vibes)

Do you have any talents?

I make some pretty kick ass art, and for some reason people also love to overshare things about themselves with me? Like I don't ask, they just share.

Scary Movies or Happy Endings?

Where were you born?

Perth-Andover, New Brunswick

What are your hobbies?

Art, Gaming, Pool, D&D, Writing on occasion, I'm sure there's more but I can't think of it.

Do you have any pets?

Yes, I have a Calico named Sylvie, she's the sweetest bean that the worlds ever seen 🐾

How tall are you?

5'3

What was your favourite subject in school?

Art, Writing, and History

Dream Job?

I used to want to make a graphic novel, but now I'd love to publish a book or TTRPG

Tagging @bexfangirlforlife @beardedbarba @candybagcj @homophobicranch

#ghoul talk

[vegancas]

hello friends! i am going to be posting some gifs of misha in the gotham knights trailer/s soonish and seeing as i hope^ i'll be posting even more in the future once the show starts i thought i would ask you all if these are something you'd want to be tagged in?

of course i know lots of you will be interested but maybe some of you won't be idk? so a poll!

depending on what y'all think i might make a third taglist 😩🙃 (probably for misha but with overlap for spn stuff?) or just keep things as they are and tag everyone on the spn/cas/misha list in gotham knights? but i'm open to other suggestions??

also apologies to those of you only on my the winchesters taglist for not having posted anything in a while!

^ going back to uni at the end of the month so giffing will maybe take a back seat for a while :(

@sailorsally @just-misha-and-castiel @rennerator @protectyourdarlings @deancrowleycas @dirtangeldean @latinocas​ @castielfucks​ @saratsuzuki​ @archervale​ @farthngdr​ @universalcas​ @destieldisaster​ @joshtheemo​ @xofemeraldstars​ @bloodydeanwinchester​ @free-birdies​ @cas-is-my-weakness​ @elainemarley​ @pssy-wagn​ @eames-with-a-rose @strawlessandbraless @bexfangirlforlife @jr-moon

#just a question for the taglist/s <3 #sending you all so much love!! 💖💗💕💕💖💖💕💗💗💕💖 #also your periodic reminder that you can should and must add me to your taglists too :3

[theoniprince]

My weekly 'Hörzu' update XD

Wie von @bexfangirlforlife & @forustothinkistobealive bereits erwähnt, werden HdW und HdS in der Woche vor KdE im TV laufen.

'Der Herr des Waldes' - 25.01., 22:00 Uhr, im SWR

'Das Herz der Schlange' - 27.01., 22:20 Uhr, im ARD.

Danach sind sie auch wieder in der Mediathek verfügbar.

#tatort saarbrücken #der herr des waldes #das herz der schlange #hörzu #hörzu informiert #german #geeman tv #rerun vor kde #die volle dröhnung #top-bewertungen für saarbrücken #kde hätten sie bei 'gefühl' gern 3 pkt geben können 😭 #und jaein... liebe hörzu... der Mord hatte zwar was rituelles an sich... aber leos ersehnter Ritualmord war es #nicht #spatort

[anotherobsessedfangirl]

PEOPLE I WANNA KNOW BETTER

Thanks for tagging me @bexfangirlforlife

LAST SONG: Some song by Muddy What? I can't remember the exact song though

FAVOURITE COLOUR: black (to anyone saying black is not a color: Shut up!), dark green

CURRENTLY WATCHING: Our flag means death

LAST MOVIE: Nimona (I think)

SWEET/SPICY/SAVORY: Most of the time sweet.

RELATIONSHIP STATUS: In a relationship since over 10 years

CURRENT OBSESSION: Our flag means death, RWRB, Spatort, Maneskin

LAST THING YOU GOOGLED: "Flyeralarm" I was looking at different flyer formats because I am creating flyers for my university's lgbt club

tagging (only if you want to of course, no pressure) : @schuerk @underxstars @parva-noctua @bidet-and-legolas @minnesota2014 @squashednumblittlebug @softrem and everyone who wants to do this

#tag game #fun #my post #tag

[parva-noctua]

Happy Birthday To @bexfangirlforlife

#happy birthday #supernatural writing #spn bestie #this universe is a fever dream #dean winchester #castiel #fanfic writers

[theyarebothgunshot]

Your tag under this post here so true. Also the post itself. I'm always having a blast when everyone is joined in the craziness, but at the same time I'm always exhausted afterwards 😆

lmao yes so true, it is chaotic in the best way hfdhhsf but i finally have time to freak out some more after being a "responsible adult" all day......

it's been a while since i have done a compilation like this but i dont wanna clog the dash and it's all about the same thing so here we goooo

Jensen did everything in his power to stomp the J*2 narrative into dust this weekend. Love that journey for him!

listen, i am not one to be petty (lol okay sometimes i am, ngl) but.... the difference was SO stark this time, it has to be said

I was obviously hoping for some good cockles content this con, but this has exceeded everything I could have thought of lol. Amazing.

my expectations were pretty managed after we got interrupted so early last time, but this indeed exeeded everything!!

Gonna have a difficult week... And difficult four months until I leave work... But I'm so hyped but today's Cockles nothing's gonna stop me - tea anon

i'm sorry you are gonna face some hard times <3 you know i am here when you want to talk! thankfully jenmish gave us enough seretonin for a life time hdgfhdg

First we get Mish. Dee. Now we have Jensen, Danneel and their boyfriend Misha. Truly could not have predicted them being *that* unhinged but I do love to see it! Going to need about 10 business days to process it all though lmaoooo - Honeymoon Anon

you and me both!!

The thing is, there is absolutely no reason for them to act like that, none. like, can you imagine jensen making that kind of jokes toward jp lmaoooo he'd rather unalive himself💀 but then again, misha is his close friend so , what's the difference hmmm🫠 they are driving me insane Rose

*kermit nodding gif* yeah..... it is a lot lmfaooo

“tell jensen i mentioned him first”

twitter.com/misskittybsdc/status/1630013886844764160?s=46&t=oQYacDuBE2cwV9RJV-7UJg

they wanna score points with the big boss ghdhgh

Rose it's 5 am and I haven't slept yet and I am so not normal about this. I have been around a lot of JIBs so I knew what was coming. Yet, I still am so overwhelmed by everything that happened. I have watched the cockles panel twice by now. Some scenes I have definitely watched more than 20 times. I have perceived more and more details every time I rewind. Jensen Ackles butt wiggling. Him winking at Misha. That weird expression on his face when he made a wish. The movement of chairs, which is, of course - as it always is every JIB - closer together. The weird non-improvisation of the improvisation. Daniela coming in with the CW sniper in the form of a birthday cake to stop Jensen coming out as Misha Collins' boyfriend. Not to mention all the other big things that happened. Canary? Kissing Misha? When in Rome??? The preparation of Misha's 50th birthday party. Misha and Jensen playing an European puppet show with Misha shouting "Dieter I love you! Kiss me Dieter". Rose. Jensen said Misha is Danneel's boyfriend. Jensen said Misha is his boyfriend. The underbear and straddlegate have walked so that this Jibcon panel could run. How am I supposed to sleep? I am not even attending a convetion yet the convention high is keeping me restless. I feel like I need a continuation. Like this was a series finale with a cliffhanger that needs to be resolved. Like there are things that need to come up so this can settle. I have been a cockles perceiver since years yet my patience is limited right now. I mean if I wait a day or two I know it will wear of. It always does. But the boyfriend will stay. Right here with us.

- anon anon (you know who I am)

ahhhhh i totally feel you!! i had to physically make myself go to bed last night because i had to get up early, but it took a LOT to finally go to bed and i slept poorly ngl hfgdhhg i hope you did manage to get some sleep though!! and oof. what a year yesterday was!!!

Also @ all the other anons, I remember you guys, too!!! ♥️ I don't know if you remember me though haha

- anon anon

ahww i'm sure they do!! <3

You Know what i have realised. This weekend have felt like a fan fic of dean and cas but instead of reading it i was watching it.

you're not wrong!!

Ok also at the end of angeles he glances at misha then suddenly stops playing and looks away sooooo bashful. Did you show too much jensen? Did you get nervous when you made eye contact???

👻anon

head in my fucking hands!!!!! jensen.... sweetie....... why sing that song huh????? answer quickly (also hiiii omg love seeing you in my inbox!!)

jensen singing angeles with misha there watching (and at some points singing directly to misha) seems like fanfic AND YET…

and yet..........

#bexfangirlforlife #tea anon #honeymoon anon #anon anon #ghost anon #anonymous #wow this was fun dhfhdghd #love you guys sm #also puzzle pieces anon if you see this: i am saving your lovely ask for when (if) i actually do the analysis #so i can answer your ask with said analysis <3 #im a bit sickly atm so will have to see when i have the energy and if i am still up for it by then #but your ask warmed my heart

[crewman-penelope]

When you receive this, list five things that make you happy and send this to 10 of the last people in your notifications :)

A stroll on the beach

Swimming in the north sea

Playing with my nephews

A garden in full bloom

Fairy lights hanging on a tree

#Bexfangirlforlife #Happy message

[taronunwin]

I haven't read everything on THOSE pics yet, but am I the only one that thinks Taron (if it's him) kinda looks like Leonardo DiCaprio there? 😅

You know what, Taron has reminded me of Leo so much, especially Leo from Catch Me If You Can, so this doesn’t surprise me at all. And you’re right, there is something Leo-esque about that mystery man. Oh dang, it probably is Taron in those photos.

#Tracy's thoughts #Ask #bexfangirlforlife #Yes I am being extremely overdramatic about all of this #I know this will not be his look for the majority of the movie but it's FUN to be dumb

[samredding]

Lol I was actually just about to look up the post you reblogged, because I wanted to check again which movies Owen was talking about with his new 'wow'. So this was a bit creepy but thanks for saving me the work 😆👌😂

(I think this is is the post, in case anyone is confused.)

And I’m glad you could find it on my blog by sheer coincidence, lol. Thank you for dropping by and letting me know! <3

#bexfangirlforlife #asks