#even a gc works

[shitpostingkats]

waajfmflfm working on some groupchat au while thinking about Yuya Sakaki Trans because me and another mutual are both rotating it in our minds and I have literally no space for it in my wip but Yusaku being the one to make Yuya finally have Gender Thoughts

Yuya being perfectly comfortable with doing traditionally feminine things, tracking down a xe/xyr criminal whose avatar is a seven foot tall androgynous woman and finding depressed teen who wears flaking nail polish and hasn't buzzed his undercut in weeks. Who's perfectly comfortable flipping between identities like some sort of gender amphibian, because the contradiction means she's not tied down, xe has anonymity. And Yuya who's been clinging so hard to being Yusho Sakaki's son, who's been trying so desperately to fill that space in his life where a father should be, meeting someone who thrives on having no past, on being confusing, and seems to have found a real peace in all his appearances. Like. The performer who's never considered another role and this actor whose found a home in the transient nature of internet forums. The kid clinging so desperately to her parents versus the hacker who has none. Traditional gender roles and the the overlapping queer spaces of theatre and internet culture. Am I making sense. Meeting Yusaku is Yuya's Trans Awakening and I have nowhere to put it in Sakaki Alone 2: Lost In New York but I am THINKING ABOUT IT.

#I'm technically not even trying to work on SA2:LiNY right now #I just keep getting distracted #yugioh gc au #yugioh arc v #ygo arc v #arc v #yugioh #yuya sakaki #yugioh vrains #ygo vrains #vrains #yusaku fujiki #transgender

[svtskneecaps]

can anyone confirm if there are multiple qsmp eng updates twitter account admins or if it's literally just one person held hostage until badboyhalo decides he's gonna turn off stream

#qsmp #qsmp badboyhalo #it is 3:30 am where bbh is to my knowledge #he's still live. #please tell me the eng updates has people from the us time zones; british time zones; and australian/new zealand time zones #bc oh my god if not i feel so bad for these poor souls #i hope they just pop in a discord gc like 'ok guys i'm passing it to you [UK user] bad is still live' 'OH MY GOD AGAIN' #at this point i think the qsmp eng updates twitter admins deserve their own tag lmfao #shoutout to them even though i don't use twitter. SHEEEEEESH they're putting in Work. good job <3

[we-were-both-born-today]

guys, guys, i think we didn’t appreciate great comet enough

#okay yeah I KNOW #but like… i like it even more now #i went on a long drive for work and i CANNOT BELIEVE how slept on it was #great comet #natasha pierre and the great comet of 1812 #gc #npatgco1812

[anxsity]

alright my datas getting juried* and the verdict has come in!

4.3256 ⭐ / 5 ⭐

the 4.3 for whip (ENG!!! so good fishbowl boy lmao), 25 for BEAR!!! GIVE HIM AN EMMY BC BEAR SWEPT OR WHATEVER!! FIRST GOAL AS A CAP!!!! babey we didnt just need you we fucking wanted you. we treasure you. we will kiss- and a 6 for JOEL HOT GIRL EDMUNDSON not just for doing hot defenseman shit blocking shots but for that hot fight defending ur teammate from dumbasses. we love seeing team loyalty. AND DARCY!!!!!! darcy for u my love i would give u the world. u deserve a million shutouts but this is a start. would have LIKED more goals but this was still good as hell. good job everyone. ovi pls come back next game? okay love u bye

*per sources (@legobrickcow, @murdereyesnicky, @oshbabe-and-the-podcast-husbands)

#caps lb #hockey #shoutout to the gc for the numbers i didnt even come up with it. call me bezos the way im taking credit for other peoples work

[hisbutler-problematic]

i know i keep saying this but there is nothing funnier than when sebastian and ciel are alone. they just wanna engage in parallel play and evil people jokes

i have no canon backup for the parallel play other than they’re like “damn, finally some quiet” when they go to the townhouse without the others, which isn’t proof at all but DOES lend to my next claim which is just. that’s the vibes they have tho

#sebaciel #kuroshitsuji #black butler #sebastian michaelis #our ciel #i love how this starts ‘ik i keep saying this’ bc i have never said this b4 on this blog #this is bc this is a straight up copypasta from a discord gc w my bffs who are not into bb but had to put up w me saying this repeatedly #LISTEN. sebastian and ciel want to just be in a room together quietly doing their own thing #i think seb should be allowed to have a lil desk in ciel’s office so they can work on their paperwork together #it would not be proper and sebastian would have to hide it from even the other servants bc he will NOT be humoring questions #and there’s always the chance that ciel will interrupt him from his work to complain about being bored or wanting a snack or something #but tbh that all seems minor compared to Quietly Together Time #sky posting

[neotula]

i love character creation!!!!!!!!!!!!

#warframe #tula plays games #tula plays warframe #my graphics could look nicer #and i could still run it at a good fps #but it makes me computer cry #and by cry I mean marginally louder than normal #technically I’m in the market for a new graphics card #but this one works! I can play everything I want to! why would I get a new one? #(the answer is that this one is getting up there in years and it was secondhand when I got it) #and I’d rather be…prepared #and at least considering getting a new one if it does crap out #I have the money saved but I am waiting for now. #and (even better) my other pc parts should be good for a good bit longer #since my graphics card was second hand I was able to get everything else a little better than what was needed for the gc #so upgrading will be easy #arguably my monitor isn’t a super good one either but I’m not like….one of those people who needs crazy good monitors #I’m just happy I can get 60 fps in most things I play nowdays #I’m used to playing at like 20-30 for years

[rotisseries]

oh btw I'm expecting all you jjktuals to assemble a nice big fanfic reading list for when I'm done with this

#I'll even take some before finishing if you have reason to believe they won't spoil wherever I'm at #I hope you guys are working on getting me only the finest cuisine in your discord gc that probably exists

[1moreoffkeyanthem]

Actually and so fr fuck customer service can I PLEASE just read style fanfiction as my job

#y’all would not believe how horrendous those last 3 hours at work were #sunny day. smoothie shop. lunch rush. BY MY FUCKING SELF #AND THE GODDAMN HAZELNUT SQUEEZE WOULDNT COME OUT THE BOTTLE AND I HAD A BILLION PEOPLE WANTING SMOOTHIE BOWLS WITH THAT SHIT #I had a line OUT THE DOOR #literally no time to even send an sos to the work gc #I started this job to get my anxious ass used to working under pressure but CALL ME TWEEK MF TWEAK BC #TOO MUCH PRESSURE #south park #someone pay me to read sp fanfiction all day PLS #pay me to be your comment hype man #I’m really good at it

[urlocallesbiab]

sorry to everyone who's been missing me/waiting for something from me, i've been slipping in and out of depressive fog for a week or two (and in general have experienced significantly worse depression than normal for a couple years, but that’s another story)

i long to get back, too; a lot of things to read and ideas to write and people to talk to. love y'all, take care

#signed: vika's ghost #also i've caught a cold so there's that too #terribly sorry for being overdramatic i'm just... tired of being tired and i wanted to talk about it a little bit #it's very important for me to talk about everything that's wrong with me. i tend to avoid that but now i'm trying to learn and to make peace #creative drive and ability to hold thought-out conversations keep slipping out of my graps and it kinda hurts more #— in a good cathartic sort of way but painful nonetheless — to remember what they felt like at all #i miss wanting to work on my wip and i miss having the attention span to write out headcanon and i miss having headcanons #and i miss talking to my fandom friends #(i did it just last week but i already miss it. it's one of the things i'd like to be able to do every day) #and i miss the ability to connect with art and i miss the ability to focus on written word and i miss commenting #and i miss discussing ideas and i miss interacting and i miss having fun. god i just miss having fun. #kp my apologies for not making much progress on bb&b; myself my apologies for not writing any of my other wips or outlines or posts; #da gc gang my apologies for not following up on any of the things; every fic writer whose work ended up in my to-read pile IM SORRY #jack & kp specifically i love your stuff #also jack my apologies for taking a While; & the rd gc apologies for never writing out any of the cool au thoughts i'd had after some point #really，i've been meaning to. everything requires way too much effort. everyone is so fun and i miss having fun #take care，remember me fondly，i'll be back，please stand by #if tomorrow morning i find this embarrassing i'll chalk it up to a fever or something. #idc i'm allowed to have it. world won't blow up if i'm embarrassing on the internet once or twice or honestly even forever #vikarambles #vent

[themuseoftheviolets]

finally worked out again someone be proud of me for this

#i'm supposed to do it twice a week for my shoulder but its been... a while #last time i did it was when the gc first became obsessed w bartylus like that was a while ago #i remember bc i was in the middle of working out when jen sent The bartylus fic #but i did it!!! #also side note my right leg is so much weaker than my left one its not even funny in fact its painful #was doing exercises on my side i got through the left side w no problems but i had to take like two breaks with my right bc i. could not #keep my leg up... embarrassing #now to find the energy to shower and wash my hair.... #diary entry

[thats-a-lot-of-cortisol]

My mom just sent a message to the family group chat suggesting that my siblings download the 'For the Strength of Youth' magazine on their Gospel Library app and talked about how much the youth magazines helped her testimony growing up and like, cool. Fine. Don't know why the 'sending random spiritual thoughts in the gc' thing started out of nowhere when it hadn't been a thing for a decade but this is just another one of those, and you're ofc allowed to talk about things that are significant in your life.

I don't think sending the 'What I Did When Someone Close to Me Challenged My Faith' article right afterwards was strictly necessary though 🙃

#hi bg mutuals 👋 i'm gonna vent about this from time to time. if any mutuals dont want to see it block the 'apostake' tag #trying not to read too much into it b/c I think I did last time something like this happened #and i dont want to make an ass of myself even if neither time would actually be in front of my parents #but like...i know that they know that one of my sisters is clearly PIMO #they went through her phone a couple weeks ago and i have no idea if they read my texts w/ her #but if they did they probably saw the conversation i had with her about some of the really common shelf-breakers #and telling her to take looking into it at her own pace b/c it's scary and overwhelming #(a conversation SHE started btw) #and when i talked to my parents about the larger context of that whole situation i talked about not having space to step back #and their response was that they give plenty of space b/c they dont make her go to seminary??? #that's not the same thing as letting her openly question & potentially leave the church idk what to tell you #like. besties i dont know for sure what caused it (which is NOT making things better. it just feels potentially passive aggressive) #but from my end? it sure looks like it might be a reaction to that. probably not JUST that (friends exist) but. #if you think I'm whispering anti-mormon rhetoric into my siblings' ears just ask me. i'm very much NOT doing that #i'm just. talking? to them? when and if they come to me with questions? #and not making my answer 'well there's a reason our parents raised us in the church! ☺️' #(an actual argument given in the article my mom sent) #hate it. thanks #apostake #jay rambles #ok to interact #im not challenging anyone's faith. my patience though? INCREDIBLY challenged #gotta figure out how to work my way around a 'hey please dont send spiritual thoughts to the gc *I'm in*' talk tactfully #they've been pretty chill about me leaving over-all?? at least to my face #haven't pushed me to go to church w/ them; was fine with me not visiting for easter; didnt try to convince me to not drink coffee; etc #it's just. frustrating that they're not giving my siblings that still live with them that same grace #my sister's 17 ffs #it's very possible im way overreacting to the article. but what is tumblr for if not screaming into the void #religion #mormonism

[badolmen]

google search ‘how to over come my crippling anxiety to ask an acquaintance if she’s going to an upcoming Event and if she wouldn’t mind me tagging along (because of said crippling anxiety about traveling somewhere far away and new without anyone I know coming with me)’

#ra speaks #personal #help girl I’m autistic I need a script #seriously tho if you have any scripts/can workshop w me that would be appreciated #she’s in my graduate cohort+has been organizing a lot of events on campus I’ve been attending/also helping w to a lesser extent #and bc she’s the one that bumped the initial invite+asked the gc to let her know if we were coming/had questions #I assume a) she’s going and b) even if she’s not she’d maybe be up to help me figure out the train/bus schedule #(bc again I’ve never done that before) #and this is barring my anxiety getting so worked up I forgo the train altogether and decide driving alone to [redacted] #and figuring out 2-day parking before getting on a bus for the Event by myself ™ #like ikik it’s not a big deal but my brain is mean and my mom refuses* to help bc of the Event #by which I mean I haven’t directly asked her for help but she gets uncomfortable every time I mention it

[shanghaichicane]

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would it KILL my roommate to not play loud music/watch tv with the volume up at night when im trying to/getting ready to sleep like. girl you KNOW how thin these walls are

#a lot of my past roommates have subleased their rooms so a lot of people have been in this apartment in general and . shes like the worst #ok i tried to like her but the volume i just cant!!! i have been sleeping 5 hours this whole week #i think her phone is on dnd so messaging her to ask to turn the volume down literally accomplishes nothing and id rather die than knock on #her door so #in the nicest way possible cannot wait when she leaves in the summer<3 #also the audacity for her to message the gc one morning asking 'whoevers in the kitchen to keep it down its only 8 am' GIRL I HAVE WORK I #NEED TO USE THE MICROWAVE 8 IS NOT EVEN THAT EARLY ohhhmygodfdkfnlfs #theres more that i wont get into like its not even that deep we're civil i barely see her anyways im just dramatic and fantasizing about #sleeping early and not waking up at the sound of her crashing into her room at 2 am #p

[werebutch]

I always forget my new stud is a caribou base. You can barely even see it with all his markings lol

#definitely a fave base.. #I’m contemplating spending a bunch of gc customizing 2 of my wolves.. they’re like #4 years old so I don’t even know if it’s worth it but if I customize them.. they’re both 700 stats. they could make the most powerful #puppies. um. cause right now they’re ugly HAHAH #actually I don’t know how stat genetics work but I’m assuming

[gatheryepens]

When you make an impulsive decision and ultimately regret it.

#so something important came up #and I need the day off #checked my rota #and since I’m working a decent shift #a morning to afternoon/evening shift #let me just swap it #issue is that so far no one has said anything #luckily I asked on the gc that doesn’t have managers on it #but the issue is there are supervisors #so I don’t know if it’s best to go into work early and see if I can get a manger to sort it out #or just call in sick but issue with that is a supervisor is on the open so they would know #gatherrambkes #and I found out today

[romanceforransom]

Why is making friends as an adult so hard 😫

#some people from work invited me to hang out with them bc theyre going to the cinema tomorrow and to a theme park after pay day #and like i said yes to these spontaneous plans bc this is the first time in 4 years im being invited out by work people #but then i get home and they havent added me to the gc to give details so now im panicked because i dont wanna pester them yknow?? #and like logically they want me there because they didnt invite everyone so theres literally no obligation on their part... #but i dont wanna be annoying and seem like im like demanding to go with them ughhh #why cant my parents just organise all my outings with friends like they used to it was so much easier that way #personal #im considering waiting a couple days to follow up about it bc maybe they just forgot??? #or even until i see them again on Tuesday #but then will they think im not interested??? #idkidk but i do know that this is kinda maybe a sign i should think more about getting that social anxiety diagnosis #because i dont think this level of overthinking is normal.. or at least it shouldnt be #if you read this far ily and im sorry jsjdkdj but yeah fr props to you for putting up with this spiral into madness and hope youre good <3