#even though it can be more overwhelming

[twinstxrs]

the gorgug-porter conversation is interesting to me because like. yea for the overwhelming majority of the conversation porter’s being shitty & trying to fit gorgug into a box that gorgug just does not fit into by trying to make gorgug’s relationship with his rage more focused on the aggression aspect of it. but then there’s also this specific thing that brennan brought up again in the ap, which is that gorgug’s relationship with his rage is wholly “this is a tool i use to protect my friends.” which isn’t a bad thing! but that’s his Whole relationship with it, & gorgug seems to place next to no value on his rage in relationship to himself. which is problematic, because it’s first & foremost his rage.

being raised in a household with a sort of toxic positivity largely meant that, whether or not it was his parents’ intention, gorgug internalized the message that more traditionally “negative” emotions such as anger are the wrong response to something. part of the reason he prioritizes his artificing is probably because it’s “fixing” things. in comparison to being a barbarian, which gorgug associates with “breaking” things. good vs. bad behavior, in his eyes.

it’s a totally unacceptable bar to measure a 16 y/o by, but i do think part of porter’s reasoning for not letting gorgug multiclass is him recognizing that gorgug generally does not value anger as a valid emotional response to something, at the very least for himself. & that directly conflicts with what being a barbarian is, because whether you like it or not, that rage is what fuels you. but again, barring a kid from pursuing something they deeply care about in part (not entirely, porter has a lot of more bullshit reasons) because of their fundamental values & world outlook is crazy.

so yes, 98% of porter’s reasoning is pretty shitty, immature, rife with a toxic view that there’s only one proper way to access rage, & generally not a good thing to do as a teacher, but also within that reasoning is the 2% of ‘there is a fundamental part of yourself that you only value if you can use it to take care of other people & you need to accept that as something that can take care of you, too.’ but that’s something to discuss with a therapist or a guidance counselor, not something that should hugely impact gorgug’s academic future.

#gorgug thistlespring #fantasy high #dimension 20 #fhjy #fhjy spoilers #btw these r just my personal opinions u r 100% free to disagree #gorgug & his rage interest me so deeply because of how deeply that rage existing seems to be against gorgug’s own will #like mechanically classes are choices & you can switch stuff around any time. but gorgug as a barbarian always felt like an unwilling choice #like that 14 y/o kid did not want to have rage. & that really interests me. #i’ve seen people before be like ‘what if gorgug dropped barbarian & went full srtificer’ but i feel like that simply can’t happen?? #mechanically yea sure but it always felt like a core part of gorgug that the rage will always be there & it’s a matter of how you channel it #idk. dnd classes narratively being treated as ‘you can not lose this part of you’ even though you technically can #gorgug could be lvl 19 artificer & he’d still have 1 level of barbarian. because that is part of who he is. #btw i don’t think porter truly cares about gorgug valuing his rage only as a way to be a human shield #i think porter just sees that as ‘wrong’ but like. not as in ‘you need to take care of yourself’ & more ‘you aren’t conforming’ #he thinks it’s wrong for the wrong reasons. the nastier ‘this is how you should be’ reasons #ppl being like ‘we r being too hard on porter. it’s an 150% courseload gorgug will be overwhelmed’ i think r missing the point bc like. #that is 100% a valid reason to not approve gorgug for multiclassing! but that’s also 100% not the reason porter rejected him. #that whole interaction was basically porter shoving his percieved version of conformity down gorgug’s throat. was v neurodivergent kid coded #no hate to anyone saying that last point btw these r all just opinions #thinking about last ep wilma & digby being like ‘you’re a great barbarian. you’re so great at it. but look at what you made!!!’ like. #they would never mean it like that. but when you only understand half of your son he is going to prioritize the half you do.

[clambuoyance]

this may be silly but i really really miss the feeling of being able to draw whatever i wanted without any stress at all T^T i spend hours thinking about what i want to draw and then i get stressed because it shouldn't be my focus and then i end up doing neither what i should be doing (school, work, being a functional member of civilization) or want to be doing (hunched over my drawing tablet scribbling my faves) and it sucks so bad </3

#with each passing year and the more professional or academic responsibilities i gain the more i struggle </3 #and its not like i can avoid it. avoiding these responsibilities would have real consequences and sometimes not even the fear of that is #enough to spur me to action T-T even though i have the foresight to realize i should get a headstart #i dont have any patience but also no sense of punctuality #which is why i rely on to do lists with every hr planned or else ill die fr #UGH ill prolly delete this later i randomly was overtaken by the overwhelming need to Rant.

[auroras-void]

Looked in the mirror just now, realized I can't even *make* myself see the boy anymore. I made it, and I'm beautiful, I'm me. It feels... awesome.

#I'm not even done yet #I'm just getting started #I've only been on HRT for a year #and I still have so much more to learn about myself #it doesn't feel overwhelming now though #there's promise #and wonder #I know I'm going to be okay #no one can take this away from me #no matter what happens next #post #trans #transfem #positivity #196 #personal

[martyrbat]

so many of you talk about the cruel adults in your childhood that negatively effected you and caused lifelong insecurity yet you're still perfectly fine with being that mean stranger to any kid that has the misfortune of existing around you and thats just really gross !!!

#like i get kids can be overwhelming for a various amount of reasons but its not going to kill you to treat children with basic human decency #adults can be just as overwhelming or annoying—if not more. yet if you talked to an another adult the same way you do to a kid #then ppl would fucking hate you and not want to be around you because youre not being cool and witty—youre just mean!!! #everyone has experienced the frustration of being a kid being mistreated by an adult. some more than others #rather its ignoring your bodily autonomy (from sa and assault to hugging you when you don't want to be touched to not letting you #make your own harmless choices like a haircut or whatever). everyone has been talked down to or had their opinion treated like its nothing #or that their thoughts or input doesn't matter. everyone has a childhood experience with a mean or judgemental adult #yet over and over ppl are fine just repeating that cycle of abuse and hatred #like youre a young adult and youre still getting treated like shit by older ones. but youre able to have a drink or you graduated or smthn #so now you feel like you earned that right to be judgemental & angry & mean to a group of people that didnt fucking do anything to you #anyways. this is because im sick and had to go to the store to get groceries and meds #so its a 20 minute walk to the nearest store in 108 degrees bc i dont have gas money and then in the store im ofc using a face mask #like im sweaty and feel disgusting and like shit but this kid was SO fucking excited about his spiderman toy and wanted to talk and #his mom said ‘i told you no one wants to hear about that crap leave her alone’ and like?? no fuck off let a kid be happy?? hes not fucking #doing anything wrong?? so we talked and he showed me the little tiy that lights up and asked if i saw the new spiderverse movie #and i told him i havent! so he asked why so i explained i have photosensitivity and what that means and why i cant see it #(‘even though i heard its super cool!’) and HE WAS SO SWEET... like immediately hid the toy because oh! flashing lights can hurt me! #and then immediately said dont worry because he'll tell me about it so its like i saw it instead! #and like. guys imma be honest with you. i stilm got no fucking idea what this movie's plot is. #but you bet your fucking ass i was pretending like i was following along & was going ‘no way!’ ‘so it's a parallel universe...?’ ‘oh wow!’ #like yea its unnecessary. i felt oike i was gonna collapse and im still struggling to breathe at home now. but also i been the kid #who just wanted to talk about my interests and no one wanted to or was dismissing it. #i know it's not a end of the world deal but i also know that crushing feeling. you gotta be the kindness you want to see in the world yknow #anyways. be nice to kids or im not going to be nice to you. they're one of the most vulnerable members of our society and deserves kindness

[carcarrot]

i love my job that's like if you asked someone to design a place specifically meant to frustrate, torture and overstimulate an anxious person

#i cant do this anymore. i obviously will but like i cant do this anymore #you might think college-eduated professional people in a fancy office building would have some understanding of personal space and manners #but you'd be wrong! #i am staying in this job for everything aside from the actual job itself which i hate #im just here for the pay the insurance and the time off #and the fact that i can carve out important goofing off time during work hours. which just means i can be on my phone lmao #that being said i do sometimes miss my cafe job #i was more my own boss there and often worked completely alone (yay) #whereas here even though im kinda the boss of my own floor. i still have to deal w my dumb supervisor and coworkers and manager #plus at the cafe i had sole control of the music that played there. very important. lots of steely dan #sometimes when the work got really busy it sucked and was overwhelming but it would stil calm down eventually #and ill always hate dealing with annoying customers. but at least there they LEFT #here its the same assortment of idiots every goddamn day. and theyre always around #like yeah the cafe job had annoying things (taking out the trash from the basement. up stairs) #but it did have its fun moments #it just didnt pay nearly as good as this job and had no insurance or paid time off. oh well #this has me thinking abt what if i owned my own place. but i don't wanna

[tobiasrieper]

wo long: fallen dynasty ► hidden village of mt. tianzhushan

#wo long fallen dynasty #gamingedit #wo long fallen dynasty spoilers #wo long spoilers #i don't play souls-like games but good lord. i cannot put this down it has gripped me #even though the game is hard (esp the first boss) i was never frustrated or felt like rage quitting it was still fun! which is crazy! #the deflecting is so much fun but honestly it's the sound design that really does it. so immensely satisfying to hear #the character customization is super good too! tons of great options and you can choose your pronouns as well which is neat #and i like this sort of linear experience! i feel like huge open world games like elden ring are kinda overwhelming sometimes so this was #a lot more palatable for me #sorry for the long tags. there's just a lot i'm loving about this game!!

[polaroidcats]

just got home from my grandma's and I've been feeling so low energy all week and like everything, especially caregiving, is too much and but today was pretty good. and my absolute highlight, that I need to share with tumblr is that she's convinced I have at least one, maybe several secret boyfriends who I'm hiding from her and keeping in my bed. Like, she got really mad at me for saying I don't have a boyfriend so eventually I just went along with it, so now I have an imaginary boyfriend named Walter. Apparently. He lives in my bed, and the only person who's ever seen him is my grandma.

#relationship announcement!! #ramblings #dementia #i really need to hold onto these fun moments yesteday i was at such a low point #the constant guilt i feel for not doing more for her and the constant overwhelmedness (is that a word?) i feel at the situation #i have to remind myself that i've been doing this caregiving thing next to uni and now uni and work for almost 4 years now #it's okay to feel tired and overwhelmed by it #but still the guilt of not being able to do more for her is so strong #even though i am doing what i can #whoops didnt mean to get all emo in the tag ramblings #i swear today was a good day it hasnt been this good in a while

[oathofkaslana]

i cant talk for any other hyv game but i do think it’s interesting how hi3 and genshin’s story flaws/ideals are bc of the very specific medium they’re in.

#genshin is open world you are literally brought into another world #so every character you get Has to be different and Has to represent a particular person. #there’s not necessarily that aspect of time and growth which is so so interesting bc time is so important in genshin #genshin’s world is fun bc you really don’t need to be into the lore to enjoy it #there’s a lot of flexibility to be had #you can walk around or explore or kill things etc etc #you can enjoy the scenery or the music you can decorate your teapot etc etc etc!! #and i think that it being so immersive works well for the game! it’s one thing i really really adore abt the game even though it brings #flaws i don’t like!! #honkai is more focused on story telling which makes it’s open world maps weaker and less immersive #you’re expected to look at the text rather than the characters #and bc the gameplay can be so. Typical bc you’re jsut switching between Combat and Story. #it can get stale if you’re not immersed in the story #like. at least if you’re only in the game for the battle aspect there’s a skip button but like. yk. can get tiring. #but it being so limited means the story as a whole gets so much thought and focus put into it #and you can tell!!!! #each character (even side characters) are intertwined with each other #and there’s layers of commentary and symbolism and relationships everywhere!! #and that’s the point! it’s on purpose! #it can be incredibly overwhelming for new players #esp bc the information is honestly. kinda inconvenient to get to. #but getting the grip of it leads to truly understanding How Much the characters actually change and grow #and the fact that the characters have multiple battlesuits only amplify that #bc each battlesuit for each character will be different from other battlesuits :3 #hnk3 #gi

[cluster-b-culture-is]

Bpd culture is feeling bad when your partner says "I love you more" because you know they're incapable of it because you feel emotions much more intensely, but also not wanting to say that or go with the regular couple response of "no I love you more" because they'll just repeat themselves.

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#cluster b culture is #bpd culture is #cluster b #bpd #Mod Reef #anonymous #not bpd but oh god mood #for me it's sort of like. #i don't experience strong emotions but because on an emotional level i'm usually at 0 - 5% of what most people feel #even just 20 - 30% feels so emotionally overwhelming to me (and to us in general) #even if it's intended in a jokey sense being told '' i love you more'' after we say we love them feels like the love we can offer is-- #--being denied in some way or being seen as ''not enough'' when we physically CAN'T feel as much and it's already so much more-- #--than we can normally experience or have #and being told that we aren't loving our Person™ as much as sea loves us makes us feel as though we aren't Doing enough #hence why an agreement has come about between us to not do the whole ''i love you more'' / ''no i love YOU more'' thing lmao

[seventh-district]

it’s finally getting cold enough that i can bring my cardigan collection back into rotation without feeling like i’m gonna melt into a puddle the second i step outside!!!

#Seven.txt #my face #i have rematerialized back out of the void to once again make my once-in-a-blue-moon selfie & life update post #i’m running on 4 hours of restless sleep and the single banana i ate for lunch earlier today. let’s do this #hrrrrg i hate the lighting in my bathroom but i refuse to take pictures in the absolute Mental Illness Disaster Zone™️ that is my bedroom #anyways. got diagnosed with Mystery Pain Syndrome at the dentist today. so now i take ✨steroids✨ #the less funny explanation is that my tooth still hurts with pressure nearly a month post-root canal and That’s Not Good #so we’re trying some new medications to see if that fixes it. and if not then who knows. root canal pt.2 the sequel. or extraction. sigh #and so the Dental Saga continues. todays visit went quite well in spite of the unforeseen mystery pain delaying the tooth-shaving plans #we had some time to kill so he managed to fill some of my other tiny cavities while i was there today so that’s good #okay moving on. what else. uhh. OH they finally came out and ran the fiber to the house last week!!! now i’m just waiting on one more- #-guy to come and finish the interior install and the long awaited fast internet will finally be mine eheheheheeeee #now i can feel my hours upon hours of unedited gameplay footage breathing down my neck :) #man i’ve got so much stuff piled up right now. i’m drowning in Tasks and it’s a lil overwhelming but i’ll handle it all! eventually #uhhhhm my current writing project is coming along well! i’ve never put so much time and effort into a oneshot before in my life #its a labor of love though and i think i’m gonna be really proud of myself (and the fic) once it’s complete #even if no one reads it bc it’s so goddamn self indulgent and kinda lowkey throws canon out the window but like. fuck it! #if i want Astarion to write a song on piano and perform it for me while mentally taking me on a trip down memory lane. then so be it #fr though i’ve never written anything quite like this and i rlly want to do it justice. even if its unrealistic i still want it to be Good #in other news i received word that one of the chickens i sponsor at my local Gentle Barn has passed away so i had a lil cry abt that #i feel so bad for his little tiny chicken wife. they obviously loved each other and it’s like. so sad when one half of an old couple dies #like. she pulled him out of his depression after his 1st wife died. now who’s gonna be there to pull Her out… #anyways let’s not get all sad about that again. in happier news my cat who i presumed died/got killed has returned home uninjured!!! #after that huge stray dog chased her into the woods i thought we’d never find or see her again #but then the morning after i started grieving her she showed back up hungry as hell yet completely unharmed like the enigma that she is #so that’s one definite highlight from earlier this month. uhh what else. rapid fire summary of the past few weeks let’s go- #Jersey turned 10! Bullet turned 10! my 6 year Veganniversary happened! i’m approaching 700 days on DuoLingo! #i’ve written more than 20 thousand words! i’ve been facing some fears! fighting my OCD! taking care of myself! (kinda!) #anyways things are far from being all sunshine and roses around here but i’m trying to focus on the good stuff for the most part #for now tho i have a headache and have reached 30 tags so it’s time to go shovel some mashed potatoes into my mouth :)

[icewindandboringhorror]

sometimes looking at like Self Help Strategies lists for the symptoms I'm having is always just like:

thing that I already do

thing I have tried 10 times

thing I already do

thing that I don't have the money to do

thing I already do

thing I've been doing since I was 10yrs old to no avail

thing that is impossible given my situation

thing that doesn't apply to me

thing that I already do

thing I have already tried

hrmm, oh wait, maybe finally- OH, yeah.. okay. thing that I already do but it was just phrased slightly differently

thing I have already done

#I think maybe productivity tips help less if the reason you're unproductive is partially like.. physcial health and other extenral things #out of your control. rather than just like having trouble paying attention or spending too much time on tiktok or whatever #all the strategic to do lists in the world are not going to somehow prevent me from waking up with a debilitating migraine or whatever #or having external stressors or lacking resources and connections or other Productivity Essentials etc. #especially many tips involve stuff like 'cut off from social media' since thats the modern day time waster for so many poeple #and it's like.. lol.. i can hardly even maintain a blog even thuogh i actively WANT TO DO SO. 'shut off your smart phone!' already #done babey i fucking hate smart phones i shall never use an app unless i am forced to. 'delete tiktok' yep. already covered. tiktok and #all of those thinsg are my enemies. 'save money by cancelling some of your services' cool. already ahead of you. #who the fuck is out here paying for like 10 different subscription services. pirated videos uploaded to google drive and youtube to mp3 #my beloved. etc. etc. and so on. 'socialize less' .........LOL.. if only you knew.. mr.writer of the article. i can barely muster #talking to friends more than once a month and even less if I'm actively sick (often occurence) etc. etc. ... hewoo #I think maybe instead of generic productivity tips I need more like.. how to refocus and be productive anyway even if you have a headache #or are nauseous or etc. Not that those are always things to ignore. and of course you should let your body rest and etc. But plenty of peop #e have mild physical symptoms and just work through them. Ithink something about the way my body/mind is SOO hyper attuned to all #sensory information just makes it like... constantly 'GRR well I cant focus on WRITING right now because my lef #t ear feels weird and my socks are too itchy and my back has a strange pressure and I'm vaguely warm and my eye feels some ssort of #way it doesnt normally feel and I'm hyperaware of my breathing and also nauseous for no reason' and like half of those things I #think '''normal''' people wouldnt even notice or at least would be able to just live through. but for me it's like.. nealry impossible to i #gnore and soooo distracting always. like 'wahh.. nooo we can't draw or get anything done.. my legs feel slightly heavy or something!!' #like............. ok......... who cares. thats not even a PAIN sensation it's just something weird. but it's just like.. NO. constant #mental alerts about the 'heaviness' of your legs be upon ye. Though Imean like.. yes.. 70% of the time I am in genuine pain #or having some sort of actual ailment with trackable physical symptoms. but sometimes it's just like... we could totally be working right #now and ignoring this silly thing but my brain is fixated on it for no reason uncontrollably. etc. etc. I guess it's the same way that like #most people can go to a grocery store without the whole experience being so overwhelming and so much stuff going on at once #that they have to rest afterwards but like.. in my own HOME doing NOTHING i feel like I should be able to not get overwhelmed lol. ANYWAY #Rolling my bastard little rock up a dumbass hill and so on and so forth

[beebundt]

i have. 35 attacks left. to revenge. ive gotten like. 15 out of 45 or smth i dont remembor the number

i naur realistically i dont have to revenge them all but also. i really really do love and appreciate the arts wahhhh. i want to hang all of them on my wall to look at forever. and i def want everyone to know i appreciate and that every art is rlly meaningful to me 🥺

#me looking at friends whoeve warned me ahead of time 🫣 #dont get me wrong its so fun but also im trying not to burn myself out so im taking it slow WAHHH #my goal rn is focus on mutuals and friends. then the rest #im motivated fr though. i just dont want get art block and get tired halfway thru by trying to rush thru everything #i shall do what i. can. i am excited though #bee buzzes #also i cant even explain the overwhelming inspiration seeing my characters in dif styles and takes has on me ??? #i licherally want to draw all of them immediately. like this is the biggest motivator ever its insane #like me taking breaks from artfight by doing some enako stuff. and tbh i think its really great. ive been messing more with backgrounds #and environments and etc etc #i think its perhaps been the best ive been in a long time? experimentally too. and im having fun! i feel less... stuck and so s unmotivated #and the best part is that its all been really fun. geniunely. if anything im proud of myself thinyear #this year i mean

[tomatoluvr69]

Fugees have one of my top 5 albums of all time and they’ve been broken up since the nineties but they’re reuniting w/ Lauryn Hill to go on tour!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Which is amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Except they’re skipping the entire US south which means I would need to drive 7-9 hours to see them even though this tour is literally a dream come true/once in a lifetime opportunity for me. Actually genuinely considering doing it but christ is that an undertaking…eeek

#like not even a teeny lil Atlanta stop…pleeeeeeease #also I’m so sorry to ppl in regions where most artists don’t tour. my southern US struggle is peanuts compared to yours :-( #also like I have to go to Charlotte or Nasheville to see **** and that’s ugggghgggh #at least Nick Cave comes to my tiny ass town for some reason? #i mean it’s a ‘city’ but it’s a city the way that like an inclined plane is a machine. you know #unpopular opinion among my mutuals but I find the whole process of concerts to be incredibly overwhelming so I don’t go unless they’re like #my favorite artists ever and now that I don’t live in a big city like PGH/Boston the added barrier of traveling to a different city makes #it a really big commitment that’s hard for me lol #it’s bc of the autism……….. #and having three come up in Sept/Oct is overwhelming me to a huge degree lol #it’s one reason I’m glad I listen to a lot of really old music lol #I have been to some shows of my friends since moving here but the last like well known artist I saw was Roger Waters like over a year ago #I saw a lot more before that though and a lot were super important artists to me and I’m glad I saw them and my bucket list is dwindling #which is so nice!! #I’ve literally seen Bob Dylan and Parliament Funkadelic like…I’m good I can retire whenever #so so so sad I’ll never see ATCQ though #luckily whichever city I decide to see Fugees in if I do end up going I have friends I can crash with and stuff #Bon Iver is one of the last on my bucket list and I would looooooooove to see Radiohead too

[girlwiththegreenhat]

you ever hate on something you've never played/watched/read for what are still moderately good reasons given the circumstances, and then decide to go and play/watch/read the thing just to be fair. just to give it a chance

and then you were not only Right but its Worse Somehow and you're actually just more pissed off now

#liz blogs #vocaloid #this post is about project se\\kai. what a garbage ass replacement of project diva oh my god #i dont care about any of these random ass teenagers why does my vocaloid game have all these other guys in it #why are there 238928934 currencies why does it take so long to unlock new songs its just all too much and so convoluted #i wanted a rhythm game not a rhythm game that takes a backseat to visual novel and gacha game and watch 3298 ads #GET THIS OTHER BULLSHIT OUTTA HERE #i thought rhythm game on a touchscreen was a bad enough idea but i wanted to be FAIR because project diva doesnt get updated anymore #even though that was THE vocaloid game for a fucking decade and they replaced it with hot flaming dogshit oh my god #its just every other fucking mobile game im gonna start biting people #im in my Hater Year but i'm actually fucking right about everything aaaAAAAAAAAA #and look. i didn't play it for too long because it was just too fucking annoying and overwhelming. but it seems like you can only #play x amount of songs in a day before you run out of energy. which you need to Buy #you get more when you level up! it recharges! but it seems that it takes longer and longer to do that #thts the only Complaint i have that i cant actually verify because i would need to play longer and i am Not doing that #but if im right. thats the biggest load of shit of all #just go back to making project diva games. let me pay for the game so i can play interrupted without all this other BS in my face #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #the like... two little visual novel bits i saw that Just had vocaloids in them were cute. i will be real with u. but who are these like #six teams of random ass teenagers i dont know and dont care about. why did u put non vocaloids in da vocaloid game. are you nuts #maybe i just need to figure out how to mod project diva cuz at this point lord knows theyre not doing anything else with it #if you wanted to have other characters sega do u know how many Other vocaloids there are. you didnt have to invent random boring teenagers #pullin a fuckin transformers and backseating your Title Characters to a bunch of random ass humans im not here for #except you charlie watson from bumblebee i love you mwah

[x-adoringvoid-x]

Part 23

How ambitious!

#self shipping #oc f/o #f/o art #fictional other #brixcomic #As much as I love Hadri...I don't think I could be like 'omg yes!!' here #this would be immensely overwhelming #But...they want to know more about me q///q #That's one big reason I like Hadri. Even if they feel like they're above everything they are genuinely curious #and I'm a weird little thing they can figure out #Well once they kneel down to get a better look at me I'm gonna charm them so much they'll willingly live on my level #cause they'll feel like they can have a place there or something...! #btw if you can tell I love god stories and stories of mortal people interacting with gods/other supernatural stuff #there's a big soup of reasons for that that I don't really know how to bring up #Though it's probably just I think the supernatural/normal person relationships are so cute and comfortable #That's a big plus to the selfship community I'm really glad I could be in a space where there's so many diverse couples;; #Also ya I had a lot to say today ^u^ #watched a sad video but it was cathartic

[kn11ves]

Being in a law class full of republicans is turning me into raskolnikov These are some of the dumbest people with no moral compass or self awareness. They will literally contradict themselves within 5 minutes. Theyll be like why should we care about your life if u rob meeee and then be like ohhhghgh we’re not rehabilitating people properly so they recommit, but also we need more cops and swift punishment, but also we need to more resources for victims and give them help, but also we need to put more money into police agencies and funddd them noooo dont defund the police naurrrrr but also OH MY GOD

#Theyre litearlly eating themselves alive they have no clue what they want and they dont know how stupid they sound #when they speak theyre just yapping about more punishment like if we just hit them more itll workkk we swearrr #IT DOESNT FUCKING WORK THEY DONT KNOW WHAT THEY WANT THEY DONT REALISE THINGS LIKE THAT DONT FUCKING WORK THEY JUST WANT REVENGE #Theyll litearlly bitch about deterrence not even fucking working and how people just wait and #commit more crimes but theyre the ones pushing for people to take the fucking plea deals??? #Make up your fucking mind #do you want people to prove their innocence or do you just want to keep shoving people in jail for money? #You realise that if you just shove a bunch of people to take the plea deal because the #''justice system is overwhelmed with cases and it saves them time andmoney'' but #then youre rewarding whoever committed the offence with a steady sentencing and a a definite date to get out. But you want to punish them?? #Fucking pick one??? In your mind theyre just stinky criminals who are going to recommit because the punishments arent harsh enough #but you also want them to take the plea deal so there are less cases for a jury even though a plea deal just gets them in jail #without letting victims speak or letting the offender learn something like plea deals will most likely get them out faster #so like do you WANT them to get out faster and recommit since thats what theyre gonna do in yoru mind #WHAT DO YOU WANT??? WHAT DO YOU WANT THEM TO DO?? And you just want to put innocent people in jail #for them to go and have their record be tainted forever and then the only way they can even get money is to recommit a crime #because no one will hire them because you think that embarrassment should be a part of the punishment but you dont want to #FUCKING FUND THE PLACES THAT WILL HELP THEM BECAUSE YOU WANT MORE FUCKING COPS!!!!!!!! #YOU DONTKNOW WHAT YOU WANT YOU DONT KNOW WHAT YOURE TALKING ABOUT AT ALL!!!!!! #Im going to become the joker #ALL PROSECUTORS ARE THE SAME ALL COPS ARE THE SAME I FUCKING HATE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!