#existenialism

[thoughtportal]

too dark

https://www.instagram.com/raph_comic/

#comic #coffee #existential comics #existential thoughts #existential dread #existenialism #Nihilism #nihilist

[teacuppaola]

Changes and Updates

I quit my old job as a teacher assistant and moved in with my boyfriend! He decided to buy a house closer to his job to save him the trip of an hour and sum every morning. This meant I had to quit my pre-school teacher and find a new job in that area. I was really sad about leaving (and sobbed on my last day) but it was a blessing in disguise that I did or else I would've never left. I loved those children as if they were my own and I hope they grow up safe and to be wonderful people (even the ones that gave me gray hair omgggg). So glad I did though because the people I worked with also quit and went to better, less toxic jobs (so happy for them!!!)

After the move, I took a break and began doing things that made me happy: draw, read, and travel (went to epcot, DC, Italy, and France). Sadly though, after about a month, I ran out of money (the Italy and France tripped drained my savings so quick !!!! wish I never went tbh :(). I had no time to figure out what job I wanted but I applied to the ones that I knew would hire me on the spot: preschool positions. The first one I went to was run-down and the teachers looked very scary so even though I got the job, I ghosted them heheeh. I had another interview with a pre-school that I was so close to skipping out on but my boyfriend pushed me to do it anyway. It was so pretty and had so little kids!!!! I'm so glad went through with it as I've been there for exactly 1 year !!! I became great friends with my co-workers! From my co-workers, I began hosting trivia as she started first and then trained me (I sucked at so bad at first but now I'm so good!! ehehe) and I love my house!!! It is also good pay compared to other pre-schools. Even though I love it, I don't want to stay as student loans have started again, and I will eventually need a higher-paying job (an office job that pays at least $20/hr) to pay it off. I currently have 19,300K in student loans and can hopefully move it to 19K by the end of 2024 with the help of the SAVE program. I also an 11K car loan on top of that :,(.

My sister also moved away to Japan. She officially moved in August to be an English teacher but because I'm a shopaholic, I going to have to visit her in 2024. My goal is to save up enough money to visit her as I have always wanted to live in Japan. very jealous but I love my boyfriend and where I am at in life and would never want to ruin it. But maybe someday, I will!!! We'll see.

#existenialism #poor #anxiety #money #student loans

[smudgekip]

How do i find out what i want in life? How do i know where i want to live and what i want to do?

#existenialism #questioning life #alongside this how do i get rid of my fears of just doing stuff?

[thepastawall]

Yall ever just scream into the void and not even get an echo

#existenialism #meme #definitely kidding

[plainescape]

recently got back into some old flash games that I used to play

#my art i guess #bunsigh's art #fanart #laceys wardrobe #laceys diner #laceys flash games #lacey games #laceys flash game fanart #horror series? #these videos got me back into horror series on youtube #love how like atmospheric laceys diner is near the end and how its more like existenial horror than like straight in ur face horror #alright now i have to finish my references for artfight wooo #smoking tw!!

[queseraphita]

The demon lord has gained emotions,

he will now kill for you!

#love between fairy and devil #mikh talks #right when she has an existenial crisis

[renegade-skywalker]

you ever eat something so simple it momentarily changes your life? just now I put some dijon mustard on a pretzel and it was so good for a second I thought I saw god, cleared my sinuses and cleansed my soul

#I usually only feel existenial when eating freshly baked bread but yeah idk this mustard/pretzel combo just hit different

[missmeganlee]

For the first time in I don't even know how long I am not going back to school in September and it feels so extremely weird for me

#this could get very existenial crisis-y if I thinkj about it too long

[muttgooch99]

#meme #dank memes #animal memes #turtle #existenial

[doctorslippery]

Someone asked "What generation are you?

...and I had to stare into space as I thought about how I felt.

The Lost Generation maybe...then, realized that that would make me like 120 years old or something like that.

I sipped my coffee as my mind lost focus and I drifted for a bit on the wave of ennui that came for me.

#ennui #existenial #lifism #peoplism #meism #book of life #coffee #first cup of coffee and dark thoughts #the coffee is the life #the coffee pot book club #caffiend #coffee keeps you alive and me out of prison

[goslingwosling]

Rethinking his life choices

#sims 4 gameplay #sims4 #sims cat #sims 4 cats and dogs #tabby cat #existenial crisis #did i spell that properly? probably non #not* #oh well

[thoughtportal]

#existential thoughts #existenialism #existential dread #the bad place

[t-r-i-s-h-a]

If stress could be converted into electricity, I alone can power the entire universe

#stress #shitpost #real talk #universe #existenial crisis

[virovac]

The illusion of self

Its disturbing how much my demeanor or even political convictions can change with how much sleep I get or the season.

#venting #we are meatsacks #existenialism cw

[beepbeepkazoo]

going to miku expo and realizing ive officially lived every single one of 14 year old mes dream

#existenial dread besties

[childhoodsickness]

just watched Nomadland again Thoroughly depressed now 😀

#pleeease wTch it if you havent its a good film #kind of existenial though #and very sad to me even if i can't fully translate why