#get inside her skin

[manglam-marfach]

dyke!Chilaios has me understanding breeding kink all of a sudden

#chilaios #that's a lie i understand breeding kink very well lmao #HOWEVER IT MUST BE SAID #they finish up a great scene. hot lesbian sex. all going well. #and laios lies back with her eyes closed. still flushed and sweaty. she rests her naked hand on her naked lower stomach and says. 'hah.... #'did you know ...that tallmen and halflings can have kids together?' Like its just another fun monster fact. #she's trailing her fingers absentmindedly over her stomach now. tracing idle patterns. #'with our lifespans being so similar it isn't even as big a deal as it is for elves and humans. they're even fertile and that's ... #that's really rare for hybrids.' her eyes are still closed. she swallows hard. She's more red now than she was when they fucked. #'you should talk about that next time you're in me. i'd like it...' and she cracks one eye open a sliver #to see chilchuck . BEET. RED. #because Chilchuck DID NOT. KNOW. #She was already fucked out and now she's dying?? she's dying. Laios still has her huge hand resting on her huge smooth stomach #miles and miles of soft skin...that she wants chilchuck to put a BABY in #she's thought about the hypothetical lifespan and safety of the hypothetical baby! is this just a sex thing? is this a for real thing? #chilchuck does not know and does not know which one she's hoping for now!! cause both sound GREAT #AND OF COURSE THERE'S ALSO #chilchuck remembering that conversaion next time Laios's huge huge fingers are inside her. Laios's hot wet breathing by her ear. #Laios's breathing going ragged even though no one is touching HER she is the one toying with Chilchuck right now. She always does that. #between the breathing and the fingers and the warmth and the smell Laios is all around her and she just thinks - #'Laios is so huge. Laios's baby would be so huge. I'd be so huge. Pregnant with it.' And she cums. #rattles her to her fucking core. Chilchuck who HAS BEEN PREGNANT BEFORE realising. holy shit. #i want this fluffy haired socially awkward 26 year old doggirl to . to fuck a baby into me. in a sexy way. #i think . I think it's hot. #enough to turn you to drink isn't it! #u may ask - hey how come chilchuck has a girlcock and has got pregnant? can laios get chilchuck pregnant? #does anyone even have a womb in this situation? I may answer - don't worry about it #a wizard did it. whatever. its a fantasy world. #whatever is sexiest in the moment i don't care #lesbiance

[uncanny-tranny]

There's something so insane to me about being able to create and recreate vintage or even ancient music, clothes, fabrics, building architecture, anything, really.

I watched this video about a lady who knit a WWII-era vest, and it was really unique, because the cable work would eat up yarn, when there were shortages of fibers. This pattern would have likely been used by people to send overseas to soldiers, and now it's being created in a time where this war has been over for generations. What were the people making this pattern thinking of? What about the people making the vest? Could they fathom a world where world wars didn't happen back to back? Could they imagine what peace felt like, or did it fade like a distant memory, a faint friend? All we have now are the remnants of their efforts, a "simple" vest that would warm the bodies of countless people the knitter would never have imagined were here on earth with them.

We're reaching across time to learn about other people - we're reaching our hands out just to grasp anything tangible. And when we've take hold of something, all we can do is say I love you I love you I love you

#positivity #art #i also come across this absolutely stunning woman who collects vintage pieces from the '50s and it's just. it's mind boggling #or how we've found ancient sheet music and have recreated its contents #do you ever think about how we're time travelers #do you ever think about what might be recreated of us in the future #this isn't about nostalgia baiting but about how we learn and process the ways that people in the past lived #you don't have to feel nostalgic for WWII to be intrigued by this (it would be very concerning if one WAS nostalgic for WWII) #i just. i die a little inside because i know i will never know everything... #...i will never know every lottle thing about people in the past especially... #...and i am never completely satisfied because only a very selective amount of things are preserved and remembered... #...i wonder then what 'forgotten' people thought and felt and how they lived... #...especially as individuals or as a small clan of family and friends. i want to know them intomately - as if i myself have become emeshed.. #...does this make sense. i don't just want to know about nobles and kings and the wealthy... #...i want to know what the lacemaker for a king felt making lace for the royals... #...i want to know what the rice field worker thought about when the fields were flooded and they swatted a bug away from their skin... #...i want to know what a mother of a small child thought when churning butter - her baby cooing and making a mess... #...and it sucks sometimes to know that we're time travelers but in a very narrow sense. but i still love what we have got... #...don't get me wrong i love it. but i still grieve that we have lost a lot of history - a lot of people... #...or maybe we have only lost them in the sense that we just haven't located and found them *yet* #anyway i've watched that video multiple times now and i just go absolutely animalistic thinking about it #all of this is complex and i have Plenty of thoughts about that. but at least to me this is what i've seen a lot - a lot of love #and isn't studying this - recreating it and analyzing it - isn't that a form of love? #am i... a nosy person..........

[chappelroans]

just a friendly reminder that laura lee never had a funeral!

#thinking about lottie sleeping on the beach instead of inside the cabin #the girls try to bring her blankets and pillows but she wants to feel the dig of the rocks in her skin #because its the only way she knows how to grieve #lottie whispering to the lake and hearing nothing back #lottie watching even jackies bones get a burial and laura lee gets nothing #yellowjackets #lottielee

[fjordfolk]

took pictures of exactly one dog this weekend (because i was asked to because she was in before us) and it's Troja's cousin Lita, almost 13 months old. I last saw her owner 9 years ago when she handed me a puppy I'd decided to name Sparta.

#it was SO NICE to see her again and get to hang out with her #she's the one who took Sparta's dam through two levels of agility and this one's dam #to a rally obedience championship #this dog has a fantastic temperament too #a crawls-inside-your-skin type of temperament #no one is a stranger to this dog she will climb you like a tree only to squeeze her little head into the crook of your neck

[black-and-yellow]

#Been watching too much Doctor Who recently #starting to dream about funny Twelve and Clara banter #also dreamt there was a girl who could travel in time n space by getting dragged into interdimensional portals in random objects #like books and whatever #and then one day I think it was a public toilet bowl had writing on the inside #that said 'wake up' #and then she got like SCHLOOP dragged into the loo #waking up to find she was mid science-experiment where a bunch of evil doctors were trying to skin her alive #and she was really angry and started screaming in pain #and the doctors panicked and grabbed like a giant grater #and shredded her into a million tiny angry pieces #like a pile of red wet carrot shreds #with like 2 eyeballs on top #i think #so yeah that was pretty interesting #bnha #mha #villain!mic #hizashi yamada #loudspeaker au #present mic

[thermodynamic-angel]

I wanna delete this goddamn app n run away forever bcz WHUH....

#My bones are crumbling inside my body and my skin is crawling. #Can I talk abt the girl I saw on TikTok who edited SH scsrs on Will for a minute tho...I need to get that off my chest... #I've been thinking abt it forever and I just...need to scream abt it... #SHE ALSO FUCKING DOXXED HIM??? #APPARENTLY??? #HER TIKTOK ALSO ISN'T BANNED YET I DON'T. UNDERSTAND. #It makes me so genuinely mad and upset. #But anyways I'm gonna. Try to find that person. #And get a lil...silly... #꒰ঌ♡ 𝟽𝟽𝟽.ramble

[kaidabakugou]

coffee dates with your mom have you spilling all your dirty secrets without a second thought 😭

#kai.rambles #idk what this phenomena is but it’s apparently common lol #im gonna tmi in the tags like it’s a little face time call bc i’m waiting at the airport for my friend #but i had a little coffee date with my mom yesterday bc we both needed a little break since the family is STILL here and hasn’t left #and we just need this whole thanksgiving thing to be over bc we’re going insane with so many relatives in and out of our homes #so we went to a local coffee shop that just opened and it’s so cute btw and ITS PET FRIENDLY so i saw many doggies there #and can’t wait to take woody when this whole doggy virus going around calms down 😔 #but anyway she saw that i was like fidgeting in my chair and ask wtf was wrong and i told her that i had a pimple on my ass cheek lol #and she was like how did it even get there like you take such good care of your skin?? #and i was like idk it just appeared there 😅 #and she was like - 🤨🤨 after your bday? #and i said like yeahhhh? #at this point i already knew she was onto me lol and we both laughed and she asked what did my bf and i do for my bday #so i told her and now she won’t stop laughing at me #for context - here’s the tmi lol - but my bf used whipped cream on me for my bday and we cuddled for a bit #afterwards with the intention of going to shower but we ended up passing out all sticky 😭 #and i quickly took a full exfoliating shower in the morning when i realized but it was already too late and now i have a pimple on my ass 😭 #and it’s like more towards the inside of the cheek so it fkn hurts everytime i sit down #and i was so paranoid after that instead of putting one boric acid capsule into my pussy i put two just in case #bc i was so scared that i was gonna get and infection of something but it’s been 4 days now #and nothing’s happening so i think i’m good but yeah i told her and now she laughs everytime she sees me or remembers it 😭 #i don’t mind bc it’s her and i trust my mom and tell her everything but i never get into detail about my sex life #so the fact that THISSS is the one thing about it that i tell her it’s hilarious #so yeah and now whoever reads this monstrosity of tags knows too #and if you did read this then come here bc i’m giving you BIG WET KISSES and taking you out on a little picnic date 💓💓 #and we can wear matching outfits and feed eachother desserts🥺

[quietwingsinthesky]

leviathan!charlie also takes care of the weird plothole about her going from “hunting & hunters are scary and dangerous wtf get away from me” to “oh wow murdering people is soooo fun, guys!!! i just wish it was more magical!!!” because in this scenario it is not her going into hunting and somehow being in complete denial of the bloody reality of it, but her actually regressing to more violent tendencies in order to keep in contact with the Winchesters, who are basically the only friends she has.

leviathan!charlie who teamed up with them to take down dick specifically so that she would not have to act like she did in purgatory and could find a new life, but inevitably being drawn into the black hole of hunting/winchester-related violence. leviathan!charlie who sets out like vampires can to feed on animals…. and the occasional asshole, but that one shaky spot on her moral ground gives her room to backslide into seeing the monsters she hunts as just more assholes to eat (regardless of the fact that they are her!!! she’s a monster too! she just got lucky siding with sam and dean first!) leviathan!charlie who tries to hold onto the humanity she painstakingly taught herself, but the longer she’s around the winchesters, the harder it is to be anything but a monster.

#leviathan!charlie is both a comedic and a tragic concept btw. the same as regular charlie. #i never bought that her reading the spn novels was enough to convince her that Hunting Good and Cool. especially when she kept getting hurt. #but her clinging to hunting to cling to sam & dean (her literal only friends and connections that we know of)? #yeah. that i can see. #and with leviathan!charlie it becomes even worse for her. because how much of her is useful as a hunter. and how much will become too much #for sam & dean not to hunt her. #leviathan!charlie 🤝 castiel: if we fuck up too badly our best friend will kill us. and we might just let him. #oughuhhhh dark!charlie & good!charlie who are. basically the same as in canon. except that dark!charlie uses leviathan methods of killing #openly. and good!charlie will not eat anything. she’s fucking starving herself. #and what im saying is that Dean cuts dark!charlie’s head off to keep her from going inside the house instead of breaking her arm. #it doesnt kill her but its just. its an awful thing. sam inside watching as good!charlie bites down on the good!wizard guy and kills him #and then the skin on her neck rips open and she screams in pain and fear as she comes apart #sam gingerly carrying both her body and her head out to dark!charlie in the same state #dean staring at what he’s done…. #and charlie both metaphorically and literally putting herself back together… #leviathan!charlie #charlie bradbury #spn

[cherrysnax]

Chevys sim looks just like them fr and like just looking at them confuses my brain in a good way!!

#I think my sim self is too hot but Chevy says it’s accurate so I’ll believe them #im happy with my sim thought because I even got the hyperpigmentation on my cheeks and my dark circles n my acne spots #im ehh on my skin tone because im inside all the time and im starting to get really pale but I think it’s accurate?? #I think I have cool undertones irl but idk abt in the sims #and Chevy has this beautiful brown skin tone that seems like it should have cool undertones but they actually have very warm undertones #and the way her nostrils poke up a bit was the part I wanted to do the most #I see a lot of ours ocs in us and well duh #but also our ocs have impacted the way we dress n shit #because of retro I have a buzzed head and lean towards more spikes chokers and bracelets even though I tend to prefer lacier accessories #Chevys locs have grown so much and I see a lot of Leo in the way they wanna style them #also the fingerless gloves #sorry thinking about our webcomic #when we first started dating I forgot how to draw because I was so happy #so to learn how to draw again I drew Chevy a lot #and even now when im bored I doodle a little chevy #i started drawing myself more when we started dating because we were long distance at first #so I wanted to draw us together. and now I can draw self portraits that actually look like me!! it’s crazy #and now we’re immortalized in the sims :’) #which is where so many of our show your spine characters were first made… crazy how things come full circle #im manifesting a show your spine game in the next 10 years on god

[yamikawaii]

something something kill myself

#i thought insane posting would make me feel a little better #but no now i just wanna slice her name into my skin down to the bone and bleed out and die #idec abt holding it back its 2 am.honestly life has gotten 10x as meaningless as it was before since our anni was basically ruined #and yknow what my life will always always be meaningless and yknow why? #because the one thing i am meant to live for the ONE THING that couldve made it all worth it doesnt physically exist in this reality #how am i supposed to find any point in life if my one true purpose is PHYSICALLY IMPOSSIBLE. #just imagining was enough for me when i could comfortably live inside my own mind but the outside stressors are too much now #its getting too much to bear and i have no home to go to when i want to just take the weight off my shoulders and relax #no im never home i dont have a home my home doesnt exist #but i just want to go home. i want to go home. i want to go home i want to go home i want to go home i want to go home i want to go home #i want to go home i want to go home i want to go home i want to go home i want to go home i want to go home i want to go home please #but i cant #i cant have anything to make it better #i cant even have a hug from the person i love most. or a smile or kind words or anything #i have nothing but me my phone and a framed poster of her that i have nowhere to hang up #and nowhere to go but flying off the roof of a 30 story building #i have nothing. my life is nothing. i am nothing. #sui tw #sh tw #whatever whatever goodnight

[moonlitfool]

i checked on my snapchat memories and on 1/14/22 was the first day i met my soon to be bestie of a cat

#my mom didnt want to bring her inside since we didnt really have the money to take care of her in case of medical stuff #but i kept feeding her and she kept getting friendly and would yell at us when we left the house #eventually gave birth twice near our house and the second time i convinced my mom to let her in since she gave birth in early october and #itd be cold soon. now she is a big ole cuddle bug and has put on some more weight and is no longer skin and bones :) #idk moral of the story keep feeding stray cats so u can break down ur moms defenses to let them in lmao

[vampacidic]

enstars is so funny akira is actively hitting us over the head with a brick that says 'mayoi is the phantom of the opera' yet has none of the messaging the novel has and i'm playing 4d chess trying to figure out how this is going to relate to mayoi backstory

#point of poto is that society hates ugly things and lik #to a degree that's what mayoi is about. her 'ugly' thoughts and own internalized self loathing #but in comparison to 'erik is literally a yellow skinned skull' she is not that (yes i recognize this is for marketing reasons) #like i do think it's a fun way to explore 'ugliness'. mayoi is ugly on the inside but as a result from her (potential) upbringing #but i do prefer leroux's message. as heavy handed and all at the end as it was #it's been mentioned mayoi's family 'owned' the es building or whatever i don't know shit about lore #which is implying that like. we've had some phantoms for a while #shinkai cult is all well and good but hear my insane 10pm ramblings out #offshoot of sakuma clan. hence the fear #they remain in the shadows but must still remain out of sight of their family... #im going to be very off base when we finally get mayoi backstory but i can hope and pray #sage talks #can i give mayoi mommy issues. def bc it relates back to the poto thing and not because of anything else

[medusa1597]

got my stitches removed today and i genuinely felt something like grief i was kind of into having this weird external stuff on my finger forever

#watching the surgeon saw back my finger was so insane like looking at the needle going into my skin and everything idk #but it made me feel something so deep like looking at my body like ive never seen in it before idk but so powerful and beautiful #that mona hatoum installation where she put a camera inside her body and projected the video in a small cylinder room #cant remember the name not even sure that it was like that but literally so right and she gets it #my scar is ugly as shit too it looks like the typography for a metal band

[unicornswilleatyourboobies]

#id in alt text #if i see one more person fancast evelyn hugo as taylor swift i will lose my shit #taylor swift is like the final boss of white women are you kidding me #i remember seeing some ppl on twitter that were like 'well yknow some cubans are white' and it's like #point me to the part of the book where evelyn is described as white. #did yall skip over every description of her skin i'm so confused- #tbh i don't care that much about this example (esp cos there's a lot of great fanart that's accurate to her race) #but i just needed to get this off my chest it's been brewing inside me for a while #ppl do this with books constantly anyway

[buckttommy]

now i'm thinking about dark, codependent eddie and dark, codependent buck stabbing each other and drinking each other's blood ...... yeah

#something something blood mixed with sweat mixed with semen #the way they are literally on top of and inside each other but it's still not close enough #i mean? frankly i don't see buck and eddie as the insane codependent type. but IF I DID #there's something about them fucking each other... biting each other hard enough to break skin... stabbing each other... drinking from #each other that is just soooo..... mmmm #mutual possession breeds mutual consumption etc etc #consumption as an act of devout - almost religious - love and devotion #making your lover bleed not because you hate them or want them to hurt but because their blood is yours the same way your blood is theirs #yeah...... YEAH #the girls who get it GET IT #jack is back on her c/annibalism shit #jack.txt #cannibalism // #blood // #gore // #dark codependent buddie au

[jonny-b-meowborn]

I know I don't have to justify my yesterday's breakdown after seeing my mom's ex, but I just want to make it clear how much I hate this man.

When I was ~14 years old one night I heard/witnessed an argument between them so bad, that the next morning I ran away to my sister. Back then she used to live in this small town near mine, but there was no public transport connecting the towns and she doesn't have a driver's license, so she hitchhiked to pick me up, and we walked along the road until someone picked us up. I left a note at home to my mom, saying where I am and that I don't want to come back as long as her partner lives with us. She didn't acknowledge the contents of the note, but she read it. I ignored her texts and calls the whole day, until in the afternoon she texted me that if I don't come back right now to take care of my younger brother (he was ~8 then) I won't be allowed to visit my cousin the entire winter break. So basically she didn't even ask me to come back because she was worried, but because she wanted me to look after my sibling, and she pretty much blackmailed me to come back. And I had to come back that afternoon, but since it was january it was dark already, and really cold, and no one wanted to pick us up for like half the way. The town my sister lived in wasn't too far, it is a walkable distance, but like, we walked for like over two hours in the cold before someone drove us to my town. And mom never acknowledged the whole situation, she was just angry but didn't talk about any of it. So yeah. I think if his presences made me do that I'm absolutely justified in panicking when I see him now.

#my sister always had very delicate skin so she got frostbite on her hands when she was walking me back #her gloves kinda. stuck to her bleeding hands bc it was so cold and dry #i caught a cold #it was awful #at least we watched a fun movie while i was there iirc #and that was the day when i told my sister how bad it is at home #she knew some of it cause they started dating before she moved out #she didnt know how violent it got though. she suspected it but needed me to confirm it #like those years when they were together were some of the worst years of my life #and it's terrifying that mom refuses to acknowledge the abuse and the trauma #she did for a moment after they broke up #we could finally freely talk about how bad it was. i could express how much i hate the man #but now shes seeing him again #idk if theyre dating or just hanging out but even if they literally just talked id still be upset #she deserves better but at some point i cant help being angry at her for doing this to herself #im still angry at her for letting him get so close to our place yesterday. he didnt come inside but just being at the door is enough #im still jumpy and scared that he might come again #i genuinely hope that one day someone will hit him with a car or beat him to a pulp #bee buzz