last line tag
erin @perotovar tagged me in this like a week ago and i've finally opened my wips again, so here's the last "line" i wrote for a little angsty qz!joel piece i'm working on. idk what it is yet, just toying with emotions and big words i suppose. anyway!
Time has a taste.
When it passes quickly, it tastes like liquid iron. Silver, flowing in your mouth and down your throat. Sometimes if you swallow enough you can feel it burn in your chest.
Impatience, waiting, has a thicker flavor. Like a mouth full of sawdust, it makes swallowing hard. Filling the familiar spaces between your teeth, like pieces of a toothpick. You pluck at it with your tongue until your mouth bleeds, tricking you into thinking it’s the iron of time passing that you taste. But don’t be fooled. Don’t let the taste of blood on his lips, when he finally returns, device you into thinking you didn’t mind the wait.
(and a little piece of the accompanying moodboard for the vibes:)
(hello @swiftispunk @joelscruff @hier--soir @joelsversion and other angst lovers)
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Seeing how many eyes Ludwig has in his beastly form, I really like the headcanon that he was one of the few Hunters who reached a high insight without going insane. Like, on top of trying not to be overtaken by the cursed blood, he also at some point began to see things which shouldn't exist, horrible creatures that would shatter any sane mind.
And yet, through all of this, he clung to his tiny ray of light, stayed strong for his fellow Hunters, fighting alongside them for the sake of his people. Of course, we all know how his story eventually ended, but I find it lovely that even in his final moments, Ludwig remembered fellow Hunters, and hoped their fates to be far kinder than his.
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I don't think I ever sent you an ask about it or maybe I did but like there was a day I decided to google the name meanings for the first names you picked for the Kurashiki's parents in zwg and I was emotional about Ayaka's meaning having to do both with flowers and colors when that's a theme in Aoi and Akane's as well I was thinking how like you write their reactions to her death into their characters so well Akane's especially since that's what we got to see most of so far she clearly doesn't blame her mom but since she had Aoi to fall back on and also never did a therapy about it every other time the topic of suicide comes up it's clear that she processed it as a form of abandonment and is pretty callous about the subject I think about the Kurashiki's mother way too much my friend just played up to the coffin ending in 999 all day and I just got back home an hour ago and am woozy but need to talk about her with spoilers enabled to someone so I remembered this hi ily 🫶
hi ily2
i’m gonna be real honest i don’t remember looking very hard for their mother’s name (comparative to their father’s name, “hardworking” i think, and then. uh. another name) so it’s entirely possible that i just saw a relevant looking A name and said “yeah that one”
but yeah, akane definitely has some Issues with suicide that definitely link back to her mother. i’m sure these issues would never be exacerbated in a timeline with a rationality virus or in any other timelines haha.
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me after adding another wip to my astronomical and ever growing list of wips
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i think that if Lightyear (2022) didn't have the meat-bread-meat sandwich scene i would like the movie way more. the sandwitch gag was just so flabbergasting and honestly gross (so unhygienic!!!) that it yanked me out of the "being immersed in a story with my disbelief suspended" into "Who In Their Right Mind Wrote This Into The Movie Script. Am I, The Viewer, Supposed To Think This Is Funny?" soooo fast (and it was already losing me with all the new watery characters and the lackluster zurg plotline). there's a cool scifi story happening before & after that scene and Those events are always shown as something natural, i guess (within the setting they make total sense, i mean), and i always trust the main character to know what to do and Belong in the story. but the sandwiches were weird and alien even to him and even moreso weird and alien to me by extension... and that feeling of weirdness contributed to nothing re: mood of the moment/overarching plot/character development and it wasnt even FUNNY. if the creators wanted to include the sandwich so bad they needed to have zurg eat it to show what a deranged freak he is.
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people will say you need sleep to maintain a certain level of creativity. if that's true why am i thinking 8 different aus right now instead of sleeping?
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