#guys I’m afraid to post this.

[museofthepyre]

your art really fits your appearance... are you the real life sydney sargent? i'd be freaking out if you were sydney sargent ahh

Well, yes.

I could explain my multi-year spanning selfhood/ ID situation in depth… buuuut we would be here for hours. Short answer for all intents and purposes is: yes.

#fictionkin is… a word. not sure it fully describes my experience. #it’s worse/ more extreme than that (save me let me out) #even outside of that though #I am a GNC trans man. long dark hair with light blue eyes. Autistic. BPD. ARFID (safe food is… buttered bread.) chronically ill AND #psychosis and hallucinations (I am on meds for it 💪 look at me go) #deathly pale and inescapably sick #and has motherly issues. I spend most of my time in the forest. I was a warrior cats kid. I’m goth by music taste and wear dark everything. #I prefer skirts and dresses for sensory reasons. dark and earthy tones. #I talk too much and overshare (exhibit a: this) #my SPECIAL INTEREST has been decomposition and dead things for YEARS #so I adore worms and mushrooms and everything which will one day help me return to the earth #I had a few pet worms & isopods before CHNT even released. I love. worms. #however I don’t do first aid now. I’ve devolved to mortuary science/ post-mortem preservation. #as you can imagine… discovering CHNT was horrifying for these reasons. #as once again- everything I listed here has been the case long before I ever found CHNT. #also I seem to only have chemistry with morally dubious men send tweet #oh and also vivid memories yk that too that’s kinda important yk #guys I’m afraid to post this.

[oddballsducks]

Me: I don’t understand a certain section of this fandom’s obsession with Louie Duck torture.

Also Me: [Daydreaming about my Duckverse AU]

Hey, these kids are growing up in the late 1940s/early 1950s,

Why don’t I give him polio?

#I’m afraid to post this #I’ll only through with this concept if you guys think it’s a good idea #oddballsduckverse au #yeah it has a tag now #louie duck #ducktales #duckverse #disney ducks #duck comics

[cluusheen]

i need to speak my truth before they come for me—after t*yl*r sw*fts announcement i am deeply worried for the dead poets society fandom.

#this is not hate to any dps swifties out there #i respect you guys #i’m afraid however for what’s to come #sorry to gatekeep #also while i have you here i don’t know how that one post broke containment and quite honestly i am scared #dead poets society #todd anderson #neil perry #dps #i’m worried

[brainrotdotorg]

The reason I don’t make a lot of very insightful posts about studying characters and the world they’re in is because I don’t know enough about jean everything I have to say about Harry and Kim has already been said I feel like I don’t have as much to say about the student communists because I am a bad communist who hasn’t done any of the required reading (lmao) my only thoughts on the RCM as an institution arent very well-developed (and also are through an American bias of what police are like rather than how they exist in Elysium) and I don’t know fucking. ANYTHING about the innocentic system.

But I sure can tell you a lot about the skills and piss/fuck. Which isn’t actually a lot but boy I can tell you

#also I am afraid of. expressing opinions sometimes lmao…… #tbh I don’t think I’m smart enough to do deep character dives into their pasts and motivations and whatnot #i feel like my own biases cloud who the haracters actually are too much #i have to learn how to not let me headcanons influence who these guys actually are #because I’m really bad about that lol #i also just feel like I don’t know enough and everyone else knows a lot more than I do!! #like people are saying shit that happened in the game and I’m like. what I never saw that #symptom of being a fan of suuuuuuch a massive game #anyway this isn’t about me talking down on myself or anything #just like. an explanation as to why I don’t get way deep into lord stuff #i find it very interesting and love reading other peoples posts #but I don’t think I should make big grand sweeping statements about things I feel like I’m just pulling out of my ass. yanno #in case you were ever curious about why I never make those kinds of posts #you probably weren’t. but #lol

[yourlocaltrashcannn]

#poll #polls #shit post #I’d tag the ‘boobs’ but I’m afraid of what will show up when clicked #what do you do? #I swear this is for science #it’s for science guys #scientific research #what to do with boobs? #I’m afraid of women

[prisonpodcast]

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#*​sighs loudly and dramatically* #I don’t wanna post any art of c!Q on twitter I’m afraid it’ll attract the wrong people to my acc :(( #but also I have three fanarts that include him that I’m really proud of #they all flopped on here which was a bit disappointing but I expected it I’m sure a lot you guys have his name muted LMAO #I actually unmuted his name bc my cool dreb.lr mutuals posts kept getting filtered out which sucked #but yea I don’t like q stans and they’re especially scary on twitter #but I’m also sad my art flopped like I feel like it may flop on twitter too but also who knows #I just don’t wanna attract twitter q stans to my acc #which SUCKS can we go back to 2021 pls this fandom was so much easier back then

[mossy-paws]

do you have a list of what all the phighters are gonna be in your mermaid au :0

still really nervous to say who’s who because I don’t want people to copy any of my ideas because I’ve seen someone be scarily close to what I’ve been doing and stuff (no blame on them though because to be fair I guess it’s a little generic, it’s just a tad nerve racking I would say :’DD!), but you can refer to some of my older posts for what’s what :DDD! Sorry LMAO I just got anxiety and I’m silly like that

#Yeaaaaaah specifically I saw someone earlier with ideas really close to mine #And it kind of made me errrrr really nervous since I don’t want it to come off as me copying others #Yeah I know that technically a mermaid au is pretty generic but I’ve seen a lot of other people do it and yeah to be fair people do have th #Same ideas a bunch :DD! #There’s no harm in that of course and it’s not like I’m angry or anything :3! #I just don’t really want someone (specifically I’m afraid of bigger artists) to see my au and copy it to an absolute t so and then have to #Risk getting on someone’s bad side because they think I’m copying them! #So yeah :’DDD #Just refer to my older posts and I explain a lot of it there #Sorry LMAO I feel like such a jerk typing this because I don’t wanna gate keep mermaid aus #People are 100% free to make whatever they’d like for an au! #It’s really cool seeing other people come up with ideas! #Irs just a bit scary when they are SCARILY close to mine :’DD #Anyways YEAH SORRY MY GUY #Qna #cro chatter #PHIGHTING mermaid au

[djsadbean]

Beach day goofin’ 💕☀️ (also… trans Steven brings me so much joy 🥺💕)

#thanks for being nice to me while I post sincere things 😅 #I’m always afraid it’ll get made fun of but I’m having a good time and I love these two so much!! 💛 #steven boxleitner #amazo Guy #amazing cheese #fanart #art #my-art #wordgirl #the return of miss power au

[malewifeph1lza]

thinking abt. him <- my qsmp oc and his little egg

#his egg (solace) can’t fight. he barely speaks to people. he’s got NOTHIN going on upstairs #and he has. a little chicken hat :] #uses more body language than anything which is an impressive feat on its own #he likes birds and farming. likes big clothes. he bites #and king (the oc not me) is just so. crazed bird man with trauma that made him so afraid of the skies he burrows underground instead #he is . everything to me #debating if I wanna have him had been there during ender kings reign and that’s why he left the end before it was flooded #he named himself ‘king’ after the guy as a sort of ploy to seem intimidating. this did #not work #so now he’s stuck with the name #colt posts #im so stoned I’m rotating him so fast I hope people like the him <3

[we-were-meant-to-be-one]

Thank you Heathers mutuals hivemind, I nearly busted out laughing in that class

It was BAD, I had to cover my mouth and all that lmfao

I think y’all would appreciate the knowledge that I was wearing a trench coat

#also thank you for the well wishes and advice!! #also Hermeownie I hope your notebook thing went okay! #fr tho the school doesn’t do jack shit for anything #a guy I know (he’s friends with the guy in the post go figure) assaulted like 3 friends #I’m talking thigh touching and lap shit #got a 2 day suspension #TWO DAYS #I was FUMING #I had to have a sit down with him and ‘talk it out’ #I wasn’t really assaulted he kept poking and touching me tho and I had to scream at him twice #but I initiated the report bc my friends who were victims were afraid to #anyways sorry for trauma dumping in the tags #all this to say the school doesn’t give a fuck

[aslisjournal]

I’m so grateful for you guys on this website

#had to move this to the tags it just felt so loud? #I was debating with myself if I should post that poem about death #cause I was thinking what’s the point #and I was afraid of being seen as unhinged lol #so to see people acknowledge/relate #Alhamdulilah #that was a really intimate thought of mine #it’s very relieving to be reminded that there are people who have so many similar feelings and thoughts #Sorry it’s 2am and I’m emotional & ranting #I know it’s only like 20 notes but #I guess all I’m trying to say I’m very very grateful I can share my writing on here #I write for myself but it’s great a few people like it #tumblr is such a chaotic part of the internet but it’s so homey??? #I can be myself here #so yeah #I hope you guys are getting to know me through my words #🫶🏾 #This is low-key healing my childhood traumas lol #Anyways back to regular scheduled programming

[daydreamerdrew]

The Hulk! (1978) #27

#also Bruce being picked on for being a ‘feeble excuse for a man’ has been a part of his character since day one #with General Ross going on about Bruce being a ‘weak-kneed lily-livered milksop’ #which of course became an ironic thing #where people don’t know how much danger they’re putting themselves in by threatening Bruce #while Bruce plays into it because he wants people to back off of him because he’s afraid for their safety #like he’s doing here by agreeing with this guy #which escalates when Bruce gets really desperate to him talking about himself in a way that’s reminiscent to me of General Ross #‘I’ll run away just to show what a yellow-livered coward I am and then you don’t have to…’ #the context being that that guy thought he had to beat Bruce up for his reputation's sake #we haven’t really gotten into how Bruce feels about not meeting standards of manliness #beyond like the Hulk saying that Bruce is jealous of his strength #because Bruce has kind of been preoccupied with being upset about the Hulk to have monologues where he’s upset about other stuff #but I’m really curious about it #marvel #bruce banner #my posts #comic panels

[ezraphobicsoup]

therapy isn’t enough i need to hug every iteration of myself and tell him that it’ll be ok

#listening to in case i make it can you tell #been feeling like this a lot lately though #poor guy was so fucking afraid and paranoid of just like everything #and maybe i still am to an extent but i like myself now. not to brag but i try to believe that i’m at least pretty cool #not quite silly hours posting #like idk. everything sucks but life is inherently beautiful and i’m so glad that i’m alive even if it’s horrible sometimes

[loveofastarvingdog]

i need to eat a hotel

#timothy's txts. #guys i am afraid i think i’m nearing post limit

[mysicklove]

i love you

i need you.

#💌 - love letters #secret admirer #now i’m afraid all interactions from u guys r forced since i posted that #WHY CRUEL WORLD LET ME EXIST

[dykesbat]

victim of yaoi (my blorbo who’s the “child” of a popular gay ship)

#i cant post this on my sideblog bc I’m afraid so you guys get it instead heartemoji #personal