#hate how this turned out but here goes

[hollytanaka]

PENTIMENT (2022) Andreas Maler petting animals in Tassing and Kiersau Abbey

#pentiment #andreas maler #videogameedit #gamingedit #gamingnetwork #dailygaming #gamingcreatures #obsidian entertainment #hate how this turned out but here goes #** #*gifs #pentimentedit

[guinevereslancelot]

what was with cameron house md she spends 90% of the episode saying she wants their patient to die bc he's a genocidal dictator and her colleague husband says "babe it bothers me for ethical reasons that you want our patient to die :(" and she said "hm maybe you're right :/" but when it comes down to it the genocidal dictator lays a finger on her in an aggressive manner and chase instantly commits medical malpractice to murder the guy and then when he tells her she LEAVES HIM bc boo hoo he's a murderer now like GIRL he killed a man for you!!! he's wracked with catholic guilt!!! he's being crushed beneath the weight of his sins because he chose his devotion to you over his devotion to god!!! he literally could not get any sexier at this moment in time!!!

#girl what are you doing...... #also just in general she did not deserve him honestly he was so good to her and for WHAT #just to be abandoned at peak devotion and guilt and hotness 🙄 #girl get OUT of my way i'm stronger than you #if she cared she could fix him or make him worse but i could love and support him no matter what 😌 #his muder is a part of him and its SEXY #robert chase #house md #malpractice md #i know the actors broke up irl or whatever but wtf..... #i should have ended my rewatch w their happy lil wedding at the end of s5 #s6 everything instantly goes to shit #and stays shitty #chase should be happy fr #he's supposed to turn into house basically but they should have made him the well adjusted version of house #like how nightwing is the well adjusted version of batman #anyway i have no real point here i just lowkey dont like cameron bc of this arc #also her obsession w house is so weird i wish they hadn't made that a thing #this has been a shitpost #anyway she left chase at the absolute peak of his sexiness wtf....... #anyway since this apparently needs to be said its not that deep this is a silly post if you send me hate messages i wont answer #i block and ignore anon hate bc i am too busy touching grass to be rude to strangers over a tv show

[cloudysarts]

this show would be good if literally everything about it was different

#read these tags please(unless ur an HH fan in which case please ignore them) >>> I DO NOT LIKE THIS SHOW #i hate viv///ziepop so fucking much its actually unreal. every time i think about her i seethe #been hatewatching it ('legally') nd its awful. like i mean i knew it would be going into it but goddamn. so much worse than i expected #you may be like 'whyd you draw this then'. i wanted to make a finished piece with my redesigns #for funsies me and my boyf have been rewriting/redesigning the whole show . thats been our fun little craft #i feel similar about this that i do about fnaf and miraculous ladybug even tho this is objectively worse in every way #theres this eternal feeling of like. man. if the writers were competent then this concept would be interesting #but theyre not so. here we are #anyway. im gona try not to put hate in the tags lol #but i like how this turned out too much NOT to post it #anyways mutuals please dont unfollow me for this i promise im normal JDSFHJKDFHJDFKHJK #Hazbin Hotel Redesigns #Hazbin Hotel Critical #Angel Dust #Husk #Huskerdust #I guess. #genuinely a little scared to post this ones. im scared ill lose mutuals over this AND/OR fans will harass me for those tags JHKSDFHJKJK #im posting it and then immediately going to sleep. might delete later if even 1 thing goes wrong #EDIT RL QUICK i wanna add: i dont care if you like the show <33 good for you!!! i respect it!! i liked it when i was 14. i just dont now. <

[bylertruther]

"will shouldn't use a gun in season five because his father probably taught him how to use one and that could be a bad reminder for him" have you considered that will using what was very likely a Bad experience to save his life in what is undoubtedly an even worse experience could be a good thing? have you considered that him using a skill he was forced to learn to save not only himself but (as is likely more important and meaningful to him) the lives of others could give him a sense of usefulness and safety knowing that he isn't defenseless and can stand his and others' ground if need be? especially considering that's a skill that we've only seen hopper and nancy possess, making it that much more valuable and himself more helpful to the group? after everything in s1 and s2, he's probably felt guilty for having endangered them and dozens of other people multiple times, i don't think it'd be out there for him to feel "happy" that he can finally return the favor and protect them for once (especially after having complained about being babied and treated like a doll).

"will doesn't have and shouldn't have powers because that makes him different and he doesn't want to be different" not only are you wrong lol <3 but how have you not noticed that will's entire thing since the very beginning is that he is different and he knows it and while he does get his heart broken over the fact that this means he faces constant unfairness in life, he still refuses to be any other way? will doesn't conform nor does he ever try to even when others try to force or shame him to. he gets frustrated and upset at being treated differently, yes, but he stays true to himself. to battle that feeling he sometimes gets that tells him he's a mistake, a feeling he gets not from his own otherness but from living in a world that Makes it an otherness and thus isolates him for it, he seeks out that which he loves and enjoys and throws himself wholeheartedly at it. will lives his truth and is willing to suffer the consequences for it. he refuses to live in darkness and let it take a hold of him. he holds on to hope and all that makes him feel better for being different. he holds on to art, to dnd, to video games, to his family and his friends, and everything that brings him joy and reminds him that it's okay to be different. in s1 joyce defends will ("he's missing is what he is") and jonathan tells him he shouldn't like things that other people (namely their homophobic dad) try to force him to like, that he should like what he genuinely likes. in s2 jonathan gives will the freak speech and tells him that no one normal ever accomplished anything and mentions bowie. in s3, he doesn't get a speech, (though joyce does tell him that when he falls in love he won't find it gross [avoiding the word girlfriend and leaving it neutral]) but he does face backlash from someone that IS trying to conform and IS shaming will for not letting go of "childish" things aka his interests, what's important to him, and what he wants. does will back down or shy away in shame? no. instead, he lets mike sit in his shame for having said something that hurtful, and he says "yeah. i guess i did. i really did." clearly this is a conversation about what makes will different aka his sexuality bc he goes and destroys castle byers (the safe place he and his brother built once their homophobic dad left which is a place will can be himself unapologetically) with what is likely a bat that lonnie gave him when trying to get him into baseball. he calls himself stupid and donates his dnd books, but i don't see this as an act of conformity (he tells mike as much, suggesting he'll just use his books + if he was ashamed he wouldn't have painted the party as their dnd characters and given it to him of all people lol). he felt stupid because he thought they'd always be crazy together, that they were of the same mind and heart still, and that they had the same brand of "otherness" if you catch my drift. then in s4 we get jonathan's tender "you're my brother and there is nothing absolutely nothing that will ever change that" which is the most direct anyone has ever been about that which makes will different. and he doesn't shy away from it! he doesn't deny it, because we can see from his confession and how he breaks down that he's desperately been wanting and needing to hear that. he accepts that love and allows himself to be held and seen by someone else, as he has every other time. because will doesn't hate being different, he just hates that he has to live in a world where that's seen as wrong and thus makes him feel like he doesn't belong because of it. but he doesn't change himself. he doesn't feel ashamed of it. he doesn't see it as a flaw in himself or others and he never has. will is different and he knows it and he wouldn't have it any other way.

will's story since the beginning has been about being different and going through awful things, and managing to not only find the light in it but also make it out stronger because of it all. it's always been about using what makes him different as a good thing and as something he uses to save himself and others.

will being good with a gun bought him time with whatever kidnapped him. will knowing how to run and hide kept him alive in the upside down. will acted as a spy while possessed and managed not only to save hopper but also tell them how to finish this. will's experiences and senses helped them figure out what was happening in season three. will's love and loyalty inspires mike and manages to bring him to a better place even if just for a moment in the van, and again he's the one that knows vecna's current state, aaaand had he been in hawkins at the time it likely would've gone a lot better because as dustin said "we need will".

taking something awful and turning it into a good thing and a source of strength is a wonderful trope. it's inspiring and empowering not only for the character but for those that could use that hope and reminder that there's always a silver lining, that life isn't all darkness and shadows and hurt. not only that, but it's something that they've literally always done for will since the very beginning. he is the prime character for that. his entire message has always been that it's okay to be different and that you can find strength and peace in that; that the things that make you different aren't a detriment, they're precisely what make you strong. like... i'm sorry, but have you not been paying attention at all whatsoever this entire time or... :/

#some of u heard 'sometimes it makes you feel like a mistake' and just forgot every other season ever it seems like #but idk maybe IM the outlier here lmao #characters like mike steve and eleven i can see the conformity argument for #BUT WILL?!?!?!? #will who has always drawn and listened to his music and wanted to hang out with his friends and play dnd and who #gets made fun of for so many things even by those that mean the world to him but has never ONCE tried to change #anything about who he is over that..... THAT'S who you think thinks being different is a bad thing!?!?! #will who has never lied about being a loner or what he likes or what he wants in life or has dressed like other people want him to #will who specifically has received multiple It's Okay To Be Different speeches and came out of them believing them is the character #that you think hates being different? will who loves mike's nerdy self and thinks the absolute world of him and TELLS HIM AS MUCH AND #CONFESSES HIS GAY LOVE TO DESPITE THE SUMMER OF HOMOPHOBIA AND THE AIRPORT FIASCO AND THAT DREW A #FUCKING HEART ON HIS SHIELD UNABASHEDLY AND CONFESSED IN FRONT OF TWO OTHER PEOPLE TOO ON TOP OF THAT #IN THE EIGHTIES!!!!!!! TO MIKE!!!! WHO COULDNT TOUCH HIM AND HAS A CONSERVATIVE FAMILY AND DIDNT TALK TO HIM FOR A YEAR #IS WHO YOU THINK HATES BEING DIFFERENT . HELLO #literally everything that he goes through is turned into something 'good' because that's the POINT!!!! #HE DOESN'T WANT TO BE NORMAL!!! HE IS NOT THE CHARACTER U SHOULD BE MAKING THOSE ARGUMENTS FOR LMAO #jus say u don't want him to have powers bro don't be lying on my blorbito's name like that 😭😭😭😭😭 #anyway. crazed frenzy is over im normal now <3 #u kno how the long and all too passionate bordering on Is This Bitch Okay mobile posts go #back to being offline now byeeeee 🏃‍♀️

[willowfey]

starting to think maybe waking up with an anxiety stomachache every single morning and then needing to spend the entire day trying to get rid of said anxiety just to maybe have a few minutes in the evening of feeling relaxed before going to bed is perhaps not normal

#the first thing i do when i become conscious is check my phone to make sure nothing terrible happened to anyone i love while i slept #i never ever ever have plans and if anyone Else has plans i feel sick with anxiety until they’re back from them #if i have smth planned that week i feel completely tense and on edge until it happens #i didn’t used to be like this i hate hate hate it #i used to feel safe in my little house in the forest where i knew everyone in town and knew my way around with my eyes shut #it’s still the only place in the world i feel safe. that’s so unfair #my separation anxiety is ridiculous. if my mom goes to the store and doesn’t answer a text right away i start panicking #if my sister goes to a class or smth idk what to do with myself until she gets back #if i’m in the shower or have the fan on or headphones in suddenly i’ll think i hear someone shouting and i’ll have to quickly turn it off #ever since i moved here it’s been getting worse. i don’t feel safe here to begin with i feel so out of place it’s unreal #but then covid and trauma with my mother’s health and my uncle dying and multiple relatives getting sick and things happening to my friends #i know i have ptsd from very specific things that happened and i live on a hospital path so every day i hear sirens #and every time i do it fully triggers an anxiety attack in me for at least an hour. and my mom too #since being here my hometown burned and friends i thought would never grow apart did and my brother moved out #i know a lot of that is just Being In Your Low Twenties but also some of my worst trauma has happened in the last handful of years and now #now i’m just always scared. always uneasy. always worried. never fully relaxed. never feel fully safe. & idk how to be myself through that #i’m always paranoid and i never trust people irl anymore. ppl my mom or sister meet. i am so suspicious of them constantly. #if anything small changes at all i can’t handle it. my ability to deal with change has gone so downhill #in the last 5 years of being here i realised i was autistic which led to me unmasking a bit and that. comes with pros & cons doesn’t it #my own health has declined. my body changed a lot in ways i wasn’t prepared for and i had to get rid of most of my comfort clothes #sometimes i just wanna sit on the ground and cry about it and not have to also be the one that picks myself back up. y’know??? #but at the very least i’d love to just wake up One Day w/o feeling sick with anxiety already. just one day i want to wake up feeling rested #i want to be myself again but can i start with not being scared? not being tired? i don’t know what to do anymore #i just watch my comfort videos and read my comfort fics and stay in my daydream world

[ickypuppi3]

i have some thoughts

#parallels #character analysis #billy hargrove #billy’s mom #neil hargrove #i won’t tag max because they’ll have me by the throat but you get it #there’s so much to think about #‘what comes around goes around’ pretty apt for the situation actually #i hate it here #you ever think about #the possibility of #billy’s mom getting it when billy did something ‘out of line’ #and then the same happens to billy when max does something #and how it turned to billy when his mom left #so he won’t leave max #because he doesn’t want that to happen to her #feeling: unwell

[rattusn0rvegicus]

I don't care who you are or what you've done. Suicide is not the answer to your guilt.

You don't deserve to die. I want to see you get better, to turn around, to strive to put more good into the world than bad. I want to see you live and love and experience life.

None of it is reason for a death sentence. Not your intrusive thoughts. Not your beliefs - or your old beliefs, or the things you're unsure or undecided about. Not who you are, or who you aren't. Not your current actions, or your past ones.

None of it means you should kill yourself.

If anyone tells you you should, they aren't worth your time. You don't have to interact with people who believe the sanctity of human life ends with a bad action, a backwards belief, a cruel thought.

Suicide doesn't pay anyone back. It doesn't right any wrongs. It just means you're dead. You can't help anyone, you can't do anything positive if you're fucking dead.

As long as you're alive, you can make a difference.

#suicide cw #Just putting this out there for anyone who might be spiralling #And yes this goes for [insert THAT horrible group here] too. #You could do amazing things if you cut the bullshit. If you turn it around. #An insider's perspective from the perpetrator's side is so valuable. It shows people what not to do. #It shows people how people get sucked into hate groups or harmful ideologies. It shows people that anyone can change. #So don't say 'except for x or y people/action/etc' because I'm talking about them too. #I hate that I'm afraid to say this btw!!! But if anyone gives me shit I'll just block em lol

[starsteemer]

Nothing is more embarrassing than developing a sudden appreciation for a niche, mid, one-episode villain that absolutely nobody else cares about, only because you made an OC that loves and appreciates them and dammit now you do too. and next thing you know you're writing elaborate backstories and emotional arcs 😭

#BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK #this is about Dr. Fossil from dwd #im literally so cringe and i hate him #ITS NOT DEEP!!! believe me i know! #unfortunately i made it deep!! #im literally out here in a shovel digging in the shallow ass puddle that embodies this mid-low tier one episode villain #i never thought id be one of those weirdos every fandom has whose obsessed about a guy nobody else cares about #how the turn fuckin tables #wish i had a textpost tag. unfortunately i would never remember it if i did. so into the void this goes

[quietwingsinthesky]

watching taxi driver but what i am actually seeing is the elaborate alternate version im constructing in my head where lucifer has to escort sam through hell in order to save bela, who didn't deserve the fate she got, and sam is so filled with hope that he can right this wrong and complete the trial and then when they get there she's a demon <3

#'escorts' thats what lucifer intends to do anyway but it turns out that hell Likes sam #hell wants to be what sam wants. it will shape itself for him. #sam wants hallways and easy to find souls? sam is getting hallways and easy to find souls #and cages of course. sam expects cages. so there are cages. #anyway. cue lucifer getting increasingly upset that hell is out of his control. because it isn't fully in sam's either. #meaning they're both in a pretty vulnerable position. lucifer less so he could break out of this pit. not the cage but regular hell? easy. #but sam could get snagged on something on the way out. torn to bits. eaten alive. and lucifer doesn't want that. #anyway back to bela. they do find her. she's long since turned to a demon. it's a way of survival down here and she survives #and she doesn't fucking want sam to help her. in her own words she'd say how she's nearly clawed her way out of the pit herself #that sam wants to take her deeper in to take her out and fuck that she's almost made it on her own #and add to that that a demon aint going to heaven. so now what. #(well now is the time for arguing and sam being like We Don't Have Time And I Can't Leave You Behind Without Being Broken By Guilt. #lucifer (not helpful): what if i just catch her and drag her out. || Sam & Bela: NO. #i do think bela accompanies them out i think she sees that she has to #(forgot to mention. bobby is not in hell in this au. because we don't need him to save.) #anyway my point MY POINT is. they still need to save Someone. and sam's like. who am i supposed to find. #the answer is jake talley btw. who has not broken to hell in all this time. and is quite despised by the current leadership. #(also. down the bloodline to be a potential lucifer vessel. so when lucifer sees him he goes <3 hiiiii.) #and all four of them dig their way out of the pit. jake goes to heaven. he and sam have A Moment. #and bela is like cool :) thanks :) now fuck off and leave me alone i hate you die and goes to do demon shit #idk. thoughts.

[dreamcast-official]

ugh.

#eli.txt #I KEEP FORGETTING MY EX HAS A PARTNER AND I GET SO MISERABLE ABT IT EVERYTIME I AM REMINDED. #idk. goes back to how disposable i probably am. in general. but to them especially #bc damn losing me meant absolutely nothing huh. nothing in your life changed other than not having to deal with me anymore. #nothing changed and yet me being gone made it all better huh. #idk what i expected but idk ive always been kinda disposable to most ppl i just. idk i hoped a relationship wouldve been different #like. damn! leaving me changed nothing! it just made your life better! i can fucking tell! #things always turn out this way is the thing lol everytime someone gets rid of me its like their life immediately gets better #AGFHGHGH this sucks i kinda wanna be mad at them but im NOT #IM MAD AT MYSELF FOR NOT BEING MAD AT THEM WHICH IS FUCKING STUPID BUT LIKE. GOD THEY NEVER DID ANYTHING TO HARM ME #AND THAT MAKES IT SO HARD FOR ME TO FEEL NEGATIVELY TOWARDS THEM #EVEN THOUGH IM REALLY HURT BC THEYRE NOT. DOING ANYTHING. TOWARDS ME. IM HURT BC IM A FUCKING BABY THAT CANT GET OVER ANYTHING EVER #this sucks so much i fucking hate it here do you know how upsetting this is. they didnt even fucking DO anything which makes it WORSE #bc WHY am i upset they didnt even DO anything #im just like a fucking infant is what i am

[stabbystiletto]

Servamp 18 Week but it's late lololol 😅😅😅

CW some nudity (there's some butt lol 🍑🍑🍑), blood and a lil gore lololol heads up 🩸🩸🩸😅😅😅

Yeeeeaaa, it's hella late lololol but ssshh we just ignore that mkay lololol 😏😏😏😅😅😅

It's kinda like a combo Day 5 + Day 6 thing lol, oral fixation + bloodplay

Yea let's go with that lolololol 😆😆😆😅😅😅

Anyways the actual pic is under the read more, they're naked and bloody and maybe just don't look at it lol 😅

#servamp #nsft #servamp18week #kuro #sleepy ash #inner sloth #inner kuro #tw blood #tw gore #yeeeea this one's a lil weird lol sorry bout it 😅😅😅😶😶😶 #i tried some different methods with the coloring and shading and i don't completely hate how it turned out lol #i mean the way i did it here isn't it i feel like but i think if i combine it with a couple other methods i might be onto something 🤔 #I've been playing a lot of lost word and the way they shade the splash arts (?? is that what they're called lol) is really nice 😯 #so I'm trying to take some cues offa that lololol but we'll see how it goes coloring is something i really struggle with 😑😑😑 #i really wanted to do more for this event but this was the only one i ended up finishing lol😅 and it was still late lololol😆😅

[hmsmilkbone]

.

#went to the dr again and it turns out i may have an infection #but its not whatever they initially thought it was that was super treatae #treatable* #the options range from cancer to pregnancy and i ???????? #how can there be that much variance?????????? #they did a ton of tests so that should be coming back over the next few days #im exhausted #i dont feel good #i cant keep any food down #big 'i want to go home' energy but im at home and i just dont feel good #and i love my partner but he barely cleans so when im sick the whole place goes to shit #which means the apartment is a filthy dump #and im too busy getting sick to clean it for any length of time #i hate this #i want to cry but im just going to lay here on the couch and every time i get up to get sick ill try to wash some dishes #fuck everything #i just want to feel better for more than a few hours

[neo-shitty]

i thought i’ve grown out of this phase

#ok man idk i've never been interested in classic films and romances #but tiktoks have magnified this one scene with their hands touching and now im here bc im intrigued #I NEVER THOUGHT MR. DARCY WLD BE SOME KIND OF TSUNDERE I THOUGHT HE WAS THE GOLDEN RETRIEVER ALL WOMEN LIKE HIM TYPA GUY #turns out he's the i hate everyone but you and now i'm back to my old ways #oh jeez #SCREAMING #this moment #i hope shit ends well for them #for a well known classic idk how the fuck this goes #toff.txt #now watching #pride & prejudice

[multifandom-onigiri]

clotted cream and cookie odyssey being released into crk made me realize maybe the way I like characters is probably not that great.

Because I usually go off by personality and morality but then there’s this specific checklist that’s just based on a pattern:

My checklist !

- Is the character placed under immense pressure/high expectations?

- Does the character have issues with any of their parents or family members?

- Do they have identity issues?

- Are they seeking out a goal or course of action that may not be morally sound to fix an overarching issue but the person is in full belief that they are doing the right thing?

Congratulations! If you fit either a definite yes or 2+ possibly to any of these questions, you might be taking over the space in my brain.

#it’s super funny because like I had 0 intentions of liking Clotted Cream by his trailer #and then cookie odyssey Ch 1 came out #and after the first few days I was just ‘wait a minute’ #and then I had brainrot for at least two weeks #and like everyone hated him so I’m just like I won’t say a word #I could have but being online has been stressing me out lately #and here we are #clotted cream and the Créme republic is turning out almost like I expected them to :) #depending on how this story goes I’ll probably be talking about clotted cream cookie more #also because clotted cream cookie reminds me of when phos from the manga houseki no kuni [spoiler] [spoiler] #‘how similar is this character to phos from houseki no kuni’ is not the way you want to be judging your characters btw #and I stretch and reach A LOT but genuinely that’s actually a major reason why I’m at this point rn LOL #sorry to anyone if you decided to read the tags

[milo-is-rambling]

Oh okay I've now realized that my last group of friends has completely fucked my ability to form new close relationships or find myself worthy of interacting with people I perceive to be better than me (aka all people)

#just sitting here like :| #i know that feeling of like every time you lose someone in your life a part of you goes with them but I didn't realize how bad it was until #i got into a situation where I tried to make new friends and then it's just my brain wondering when they're gonna turn on me and I'll be #hated by a new group of people and I keep trying so hard to patch things up and make new friends and it's just like every time no one wants #to talk about anything that went wrong they simply want to leave without explanation or sympathy #i feel like I've been alone so long that I forgot how to be a person around other people #I'm wearing my person suit and just keep repeating 'be yourself' but I didn't fucking know who I am when I'm not completely alone drowning #out my thoughts with as much Pinterest music and stupid tv I can handle at once #like ugh I just wish I hadn't fucked everything up so bad with my last few groups of friends #i just want to feel like myself again and everytime i just barely start to feel like myself I find new friends and as I adapt to them they #leave and I'm alone again and I have to find who I really am all over again #why do I change for other people? i don't even realize I'm doing it until it's too late #ughhhhhhh #i am just exhausted #and my head hurts and I feel gross and tired and I want to cry and today is 75 days since my dad died and I've been thinking about him a lot #and I'm just so fucking exhausted and sad and emotional and I just want someone to fucking like and for me to believe them

[pa-pa-plasma]

Imagine, if you will, going into the woods for a couple days of peace & quiet, but the people in the trailer right behind you shine actual neon lights directly into your face & blast Running Up That Hill (A Deal With God) so loudly you can hear it past The Mummy (on DVD) blasting from your TV as you try to drown out their playlist which is, besides the previously mentioned Running Up That Hill, shite. I ask you to imagine because I dont have to. This is my reality. It is almost midnight. They are talking louder than the music somehow. Their dog, which had gotten into a dog fight 2 days ago, is running around off leash unsupervised. Would I get in trouble for spraying them with a hose?

#who goes into the woods to put up a bunch of fuckoff bright lights & blast thee shittiest playlist known to man #knowing that there's children & also people who want to fucking sleep here too #they from Quebec tho idk what i expected #WAIT. PLOT TWIST. THE MUSIC TURNED OFF & THEY DONT KNOW WHAT HAPPENED #ah shit they got it back on :/ #anyway im pretty sure these are the same people who were pissing on the beach earlier #& theyre friends with the guy who was stealing our rocks. like. the stones we have around this tree. he was just. taking them #his dog also keeps coming onto our deck to mess with our dogs #it's this little white dog that they never put on a leash so like. bruh. not to be mean but that dog is going to get killed #either by a wild animal or an aggressive dog #i hate being around people i hate being around people i hate being around people #the only reason im here is because i dont have to pay #my mom got this old ass trailer/plot for super cheap. now i see why. the neighbours make you genuinely consider murder as a solution #theyre gonna be up all night. i woke up at 9am & was on the river all day. #i wanna go to sleep but i KNOW theyre gonna be SUPER FUCKING LOUD all night #i really DO want to spray them down with freezing cold water. it's cold out too so it'd be that much better #im not joking about how loud this music is btw it is so fucking loud #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH