She’s finally finished!!! Also the sharktooth rosary i love her
The skirt is just two large rectangles (1meter x 2 meters each i think?), gathered up like you would do with a 18th century petticoat. The top is just something i made up and if anyone cares i could post the pattern!
these are supposed to be the most exciting years of my life, and all i have to show for it right now is nothing but my just good enough grades. i know rambling about it on tumblr probably isn’t going to fix it but it’ll have to do for now.
i need someone to understand that i’m supposed to be living right now. i’m supposed to be making mistakes, learning things outside of a stupid classroom with stupid people, because what do you actually learn in school that you need, tell me. please. i am one of the best students by far, never late to class, i don’t get in trouble with the teachers, i’ve never purposefully missed a day of school and if i do i have a doctors note for it. why should i have to curl myself into this shell of a human being for people to take me seriously. i’m supposed to be outside running, having fun with my friends, doing whatever kids my age are supposed to do, but instead i sit in the same classes, eight hours a day, fifty minutes each, for five days a week, for 177 days a year. and when i’m not at school i’m in my room on my phone living vicariously through people on the internet, watching them live the life i wish for, desperately. in second grade i was a very talkative kid, and i got in trouble for it, a lot. i don’t talk much anymore because of this. the only time i am happy is when i’m alone and absorbed in my phone because what the fuck else is there for me to do? i want to do an extra curricular believe me, but what i want to do we don’t have at this school or i’m not aloud to do. i don’t want to be good if this is where it leaves me. unsatisfied and empty. i’ve been so busy fitting myself inside of this tiny box for other people that i don’t even know who i am without the academic achievements or the facade that i put up. if getting to live means getting in trouble and potentially ruining things that’s okay, because i’ve been surviving for so long that i’ve forgotten what it means to live.
so, this circles back to the point, i’m supposed to be living, these are supposed to be the best years of my life and if i don’t go and live them i’ll have nothing to show for it, no fond memories to look back in when i’m old and decaying. i’ll be as old as my mother by the time i’ve realized that i have done nothing meaningful with my life. nothing meaningful to me. i don’t even know if i’m aloud to anymore.
And I was going to post the different audition songs I was trying to decide between but I got lazy and also my face was in those and I don't really feel comfortable showing my face on here yet
I want to go out for Emma or Alyssa, I'm an alto, and my choices are between Just Breathe from The Prom, DOA from The Lightning Thief, and It's Time To Dance (also from The Prom)
btw if you borrow dvds or cds from library you can rip them onto your own blanks or onto your hard drive or whatever. librarians don’t care and they won’t know if you do it or not
Thinking abt trying to transcribe Lost Girl into a violin duet, does anyone know of any of those sites that you can like put notes into and it'll play it back for you (so I can get the timing right)
Thinking about how Diavolo’s feelings transcend time and how in the Nightbringer UR+ card Demon Lord’s Castle Tour this conversation happens.
When asked, “Do you wish to see your father?”
Diavolo responds:
“I suppose I do . . .” isn’t the typical reaction to how a child would feel about wanting to see their parent. Especially when said parent has essentially been in a coma for a year.
Along with how Diavolo describe his father.
It makes more sense why when you learn in Lesson 56 how Diavolo was treated by him growing up.
Diavolo can tell when others are lying but is unable to understand his father’s intentions.
Diavolo mentions that he lived a very sheltered life growing up. That from a young age his father never allowed him a chance to talk to anyone outside the castle.
His childhood friend was Mephistopheles. A demon literally RAISED to be his friend. Putting a barrier between the two because Mephistopheles would put Diavolo on a pedestal.
The isolating childhood he experienced riddled with his strict father constantly scolding him.
Despite everything MC is so important to him he wants to see his father again so we can meet.
Zionists want you to conflate Judaism and Zionism. Zionists want you to believe that Judaism cannot exist without Zionism and that all Jews are Zionists. Zionism would have Jews believe that a Jewish state is the only way that they can be safe from antisemitism and will point to any instance of antisemitism as proof that Zionism is the solution- so Zionism wants gentiles to be antisemitic in their support of Palestine. They want you to conflate all Jews with Zionism and the state of Israel, and they want you to treat all Jews regardless of political affiliation as the face of Israel. Antizionist Jews exist, and incidences of antisemitism ostensibly acting against Zionism will not help dismantle the forces propping Zionism up.
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saw alot of comments on prev pages; saying 'i HATE that mean teacher! im gonna FIGHT HIM!!' & i LOVE the energy!! it WOULD be nice. to have that catharsis. but the story of young tidestrider is Not one of catharsis. it is a story of being so small and so special and sucking so bad.