#hi i’m having a brain moment

[teetlezhere]

There is some angst going on irl and I craved fluff/comfort.

So morning/wake up time with Future Leo and Present Leo. Future Leo gets some needed coffee and mini Leo is still eepy but he gotta wake up.

Mini Leo be collecting parental figures like collectibles in a videogame fr.

#Rise fandom forgive me for I have not finished my Movie anniversary tribute pics and videos as I thought I would. #Please accept this humble soft Leos moment #rottmnt #tmnt #rise of the tmnt #riseofthetmnt #rottmnt Leo #future Leo #future leonardo #future!leo #f!leo #rottmnt au #ok apocalennials #I’m all for future Leo will punch his younger self in the face #but he will be dad/big bro to his younger self and the present turtles #brain: stop drawing f!leo dad™️ mini leo! he’s CJ’s dad! #also my brain: fluff time go brrrrr #tcest dni #I will end your Wi-Fi forever #and steal your kneecaps #au related pic that I am working on but I’m slower than slow motion jutsu #my friend is dragging me to a weekend between us and told me no drawing tablet. RIP #BUT I STREAMED THE MOVIE #OVER 10 TIMES in the last few days! #also nimona btw so Netflix won’t think I’m a bot

[puppyeared]

personal character design headcanons + brainrot

Note: the re-bound!au does NOT belong to me, it belongs to @chipper-smol I’m just not normal about it lol

#I SAY PERSONAL BC ITS MY OWN SPIN ON IT. NOT CHIPPERS CANON UNLESS THEY DECIDE TO OR NOT YOU HEAR ME /LH #I made a banner and everything this time. PLWEASE send them your questions not me JAJFHDSF #I thought it would be cool if macaque has two separate forms as a shadow and inside a mindscape. like I wanted his shadow form to reflect #him in his prime and then the mindscape form as what he looked like when he died. or a more vulnerable state at least #based on LBD appearing to MK as the ivory lady when she died in the S3 special. I don’t know exactly what it was but my first thought seein #the white void was she was appearing to MK in his mindscape to talk to him. so I built on that #I wanted to give him a more ‘Smokey’ look as a shadow just based on how he manipulates them in the show like in shadow play. I hope this #makes it look cool and immaterial. and then his mindscape form would be more battered up and tangible #the last couple images are chippers ideas though since they said the monkeys are drawn to MK when macaque is possessing him lol #and the fact that macaque doesn’t have any senses unless he’s possessing someone + literally sniffing out wukong in the scroll 🤨📸 #I also have a vivid image of macaque moving from the mindscape to physical form like umm. kind of like when he passes the boundary between #physical and spirit/mind(?) it’s like the shadow covers him like ink. or pulling Saran Wrap over your face and it clings to your skin #so it kind of makes the shadow seem like a sort of shell or covering.. and I love the idea of MK meeting macaque in the mindscape for the #first time too. like the moment mac rescues him from LBD and MK sees him all battered and tired looking brooooooo #I’m not even sure if that would count as a mindscape but it rattles around in my brain like loose marbles #god I fucking love this au. gives me imagination fuel swear to god #my art #doodles #lmk #Lego Monkie kid #Monkie kid #lmk au #re-bound!au #rebound au #lmk sun wukong #lmk swk #lmk macaque #lmk six eared macaque #lmk mk #lmk xiaotian

[autism-alley]

ik it’s been forever in internet time but i’m gonna die mad abt the way the live action atla show got a good amount of backlash and criticism from the fanbase meanwhile the pjo show was THAT horrendous and the fanbase treats critics like they’re out to kill their mother. as someone in both fandoms am i crazy bc i keep fucking seeing people say yes 💀 like!! these shows, whose original series were both about a 12 year old boy born with godlike powers going on quests with his friends to save the world, released in the 2000s, and had a shitty movie adaptation, now reboots released within weeks of each other, both committed nearly identical crimes of character assassination, exposition dumping, dumbing down their source material, sanitizing “problematic” elements (that the characters originally had to overcome), and wasting actor potential (also at least live action atla had good action scenes CANNOT say the same for the pjo show)—and i’m seeing like mainstream(ish) social media coverage of new atla show critique by people with millions of followers all across different sites, but nothing even close to that for the pjo show?? if that coverage exists for the pjo show somebody fucken send it to me bc like!! the pjo series is Not an unpopular series, i get it’s a book series and not a tv series so i didn’t expect the popularity to be exactly the same, but Damn! i feel like i need an hours long video essay comparing the two audience reactions to these series’ first season releases bc they were WIDLY different

#i need a full blown analysis someone pls scratch the itch in my brain i can’t put it all into words #like atla remake had the og creators packing their bags meanwhile author of pjo out here lying to his fans abt the show #what the fuck is that about #anyways this is a petty post and not my best put #not directed at the atla fanbase at all!! none of the pettiness for y’all #i am looking the pjo fandom dead in the eyes like just?? #why the fuck pjo fans gaslighting the hell out of anybody who breathes wrong on the show?? #like actual gaslighting. that term gets thrown around a lot but i mean gaslighting for real even from people in my personal life #the atla fandom has its Moments don’t get me wrong i’m in both but can we have a little bit of sanity in the pjo show fandom #pjo show crit #pjo tv crit #anti pjo show #and i guess #natla show crit #anti natla #natla criticism

[dragonfruitghosts]

So I might’ve gotten a bit too silly with giving Kinito the markings and also decided it would be funny to give them heterochromia

But in my defense: It’s funny and I prioritize my entertainment over everything else (also my brother validated this silly ass design and that’s all that matters) /j

Anyways piebald Kinito real

It’s my favorite beast ever, the silliest guy

#ranger's art #kinitopet #kinito the axolotl #i apologize for the many markings and heterochromia #but also I think it’s funny to think that Kinito just looked up axolotl morphs #and went “Wow! I wanna look like that!” #and then just willed it into existence with his silly little digital abilities #I think they could do that just for shits and giggles #also the kinitosal au will eventually all be upon us (apologies in advance) #but also i’m tempted to just redraw/redesign some old ocs i have to put into some of my new oc worlds (or just give them their own section) #so idk we’ll see where the day takes my very sick brain lmao #also Kinito bowtie moment cuz byte deserves a silly little bowtie always

[zeb-z]

Bad has so many reasons to be cautious, even paranoid, as anyone else on the island. From Federation nonsense to Dapper being kidnapped to the whole purgatory nonsense to whatever fuckass suit of armor “old friend” was setting up cameras in his house. But it compounds on his regular overly aware paranoid self to this state of hyper-paranoia. And as a demon who can and usually will lie, cheat, steal, and use sneaky underhanded tactics, he expects the craziest extent because he thinks of it, realizes it’s possible, and would use it himself. We saw this very obviously in purgatory - when he thought greens desperate last ditch effort to balance the scale was a super planned out tactic to tip the scale, so he did it first, all the hardcore base hunting, the spawn killing, there’s a reason every other tactic he used usually followed a main channel qsmp post with updated rules - all usually things he was surprised no one else thought of. But then this also piles onto the fact that he has to have things go his way, all the time, and that he’s argumentative as all get out, which led to the debate between him and Bagi yknow. Especially because he’s not just doing it for the sake of being right, he doesn’t think he’s paranoid, but that he’s exercising the right amount of caution.

So like. Listen dude. Yeah he’s got reasons to be paranoid. But his thought process around building vaults for separate cookie caches like they locked up the risus pills, only to scrap it because it’s not perfectly impenetrable, is extreme. His character has hardly been a leading example in someone who has reasonable reactions to things. And even when there isn’t his own children’s livelihoods potentially on the line, he has a need for control, and the most control he has is if he keeps the cookies in his inventory at all times. If he makes himself the sole point in which the others can get ones in a case of emergency, then he can control the variables. The problem is he’s unreliable about himself when he’s at his most rational and healthiest, and he’s far worse with the current memory and health issues he’s been mostly unaware of.

I dunno it’s like. There is never going to be a purely impenetrable base. And it’s not just a case of “Bagi just hasn’t lived through __ yet!”. Bad’s own logic about keeping the cookies on him at all times is flawed under his own logic, because Bagi is right - if someone has enough drive to break into separate secured cookie caches purely for the downfall of eggs, they more than certainly have enough drive to find a way to kill Bad and just take them from his inventory, or to just kill the eggs themselves. All it truly does is give Bad a sense of control, and soothe his paranoia.

#everyone let’s remember rurus’ tweet about bad NOT being in the blunt rotation. he would try to pluck cameras out of your eyes. and he will #make it seem like it’s the most reasonable thing to do in that moment #now this is more me complaining about shit I’ve been seeing on Twitter in the tags <3 love and peace but I’ve got beef #side note - to say the people who are commenting on qBad’s paranoia or this and that are all newcomers who just ‘weren’t there to experienc #-the dark times’ or ‘weren’t there for the egg deaths/nightmares’ like you are not immune to the way bbh can make something seem so #reasonable #he’s got his own reasons to be paranoid. and most everyone agreed that the base idea of a ‘cookie jar’ would need rethinking with security #but to say qBagi (or Jorge’s/other viewers) is shortsighted or naive. when qBad is THE definition of paranoia. of overreacting. like #qBad’s reaction extends from a mixture of care hyper paranoia and trauma response (which is half that hyper paranoia) #and he will pick and pick and pick until there’s nothing left to pick at #sometimes this is helpful. a lot of the time it’s not #and on the flip side it’s like y’all bad cares about the eggs to a ridiculous degree don’t be silly here okay. he does this because he care #even without a memory in his brain he calls them ‘little one’ and is gentle like. he cares #but at the same time this doesn’t always justify his nonsense. his thought processes. he’s Uber hyper paranoid and not easy to reason with #he’s selfish he can and will jump to extremes he’s overly controlling. and he’s the worlds most unreliable narrator #I’ve been saying this I’ll keep saying this he’s an unreliable narrator! this doesn’t make everything he says or thinks bullshit but you #cannot take what he says to himself how he justifies his actions etc etc in private at face value. unless he is making it EXPLICITLY CLEAR #he’s talking from a meta perspective as the creator of his character #you have to take his perspective with a grain of salt. because he will ‘I’m just a little guy and the world is out to get me’ his way outta #everything #there is a difference between reasonable caution from learned past experiences and overly anxious paranoid responses #idk I’m running out of steam sorry this is like a second post with the tags #and again I say this as a huge qBbh enjoyer lmao #mcyt #qsmp #q!bbh #q!bagi #z speaks

[catastrxblues]

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#okay i actually want to rant a bit 😭 - not advised to read this because then you might get brain damage #because oh my god??????? weird #(was going to write an entire diary but nvm here’s the gist of it) #basically i was coming home from this chem thing right #i used the train as i always do when it comes to this. and because the new station just got a shiny renovation it is now connected to the #new mall in front of it (we have two now it’s an addition to the first one). and guess what 😭 #i had to go in and get to the first mall because my dad said he’d just pick me up at the lobby instead of the bus stop in front of #the station entrance right. #and when i was on the elevator going up on a call with my mom about food orders 😭 #the guy i used to have a very very VERY heavy crush on in middle grade got to the elevator leading down just as i was on the landing 😭😭 #and i had to make sure i wasn’t hallucinating so as he was descending and his back turned to me i examined the back of his head and i’m #pretty sure it was him. curiosity killed the cat i should’ve remembered that shit because you know what my stupid ass did?? #i was already walking away on my way to cross to the first mall but then that curiosity got the better off me and i steppedonto the elevato #leading down 😭 and followed him out into (apparently) the fucking bus stop #oh my goddd I JUST REALIZED this is my the one moment help #except i don’t think he recognized me because i was never even friends with him lmao. wrote tons of poetry about him ✅ #actually had one proper conversation with him ❌ #i was delusional and kept alone with my thoughts living in my head do not judge me #but seriously even though i don’t really care about him anymore this would’ve been (unfortunately) SUPER important to middle grade me #she would’ve taken it as a sign or something and write like five pages about it #and i just keep thinking about that #funny how things change because IF YOU KNEW how many credits and exaggerated compliments i gave him in my old journal #oh you would’ve laugheddd #like i used to SPEND SO MUCH TIME pondering over him it’s so 😭 #i used to have an oc and i think i based it on my idea of him and then i think that idea of him was even the reason i started to TRY to #write poetically. and i used to relate every taylor swift love songs to him (esp the ones in debut lover and rep and fearless) IT WAS SO #FUNNY LOOKING BACK AT IT NOW #i think he did see me though. i put on this act as if i was searching for someone confused and then (my go to) pretended someone called me #and then i whisked off as if to find that someone #i’d like to think i look pretty cool though. not because of anything (def not my looks because i was SO TIRED from that extra chem lessons

[whumpy-wyrms]

save me will wood save me anton

#my favorite hobby is just blasting his music into my noise cancelling headphones and thinking about. anton #genuinely not normal about any of this anton changed brain chemistry im so autistic about him #every single will wood song is anton coded #wyrms says stuff #anton oc #uhhhhhggggghh idk if im like burnt out or something but im just. uhhggg :/// #i have no motivation for anything besides listening to my silly little songs #can someone kill art block for me. thankd #can someone like. make anton exist #i wanna be his test subject so he can give me wings and top surgery #hey anton spspspss hi hello hiii i’ll be a perfect lab rat can u kidnap me please #hi anton hi can you just take me away and replace me with a clone so that nobody will be sad that i’m gone #i mean like. dew buddy it’s not that bad. just a few painful experiments that’s nothing. i wish i was you #anton would love me we’d literally be best friends we’d be inseparable #soooo unfair that i exist in the world and anton doesn’t #anton’s only toxic trait is that he’s not real #anyone wanna be the anton to my dew #i’m accepting applications /j #don’t mind me i’m. having a moment

[quietwingsinthesky]

what if. Amy “fix-it” because hallucifer makes sam so paranoid about dean leaving for no reason that sam gives in and follows him and is witness to the whole thing

#hallucifer: wow. big brother really trusts us. (beat) so something’s up right? we know it’s never this easy. #sam: (visibly restraining himself from saying shut up. about to grab his scar.) #hallucifer: (aware he’s about to be banished) don’t listen to me if you want but. I’m just trying to help. #don’t blame me if you look in the papers tomorrow and find a obit for your brain-eating girlfriend. and… what was her kid’s name again? #sam: (touching the scar. not pressing down. face all screwed up.) || hallucifer: :3 it’s not like it’ll hurt anyone #if he really does trust you he doesn’t even have to know we’re following him. *and* you’ll know your brother still trusts you. #even when I’m here. maybe he won’t even punch you again. that still hurting? #sam: (grimace. because yeah. it does.) || hallucifer: door number two - he thinks you’ve lost it and he’s going to stab that woman to death. #so what’s it gonna be Sam? ready to gamble your friend’s life on if Dean gives a shit about your opinion? #[and that’s the point where sam goes to follow dean. still doesn’t talk to Lucifer. not there yet. but oh hallucifer is sooo pleased with #himself about this. because he’s Sam. and he picks up on what Sam doesn’t. and he could see all of Dean’s little giveaways that Sam was #turning a blind eye to. and now here’s the perfect opportunity to put a wedge between them and get sam to trust him more <3) #GOD. FUCK. IM UPSET NOW. WHY WASNT HALLUCIFER IN THAT EPISODE. MOST OF THE EPISODES? #such a good fucking concept. squandered. #anyway. idk if sam saves Amy but he DEFINITELY here’s Dean’s little speech to her about how she can’t change. #hallucifer with faux sympathy like (sigh) damn. well. i always told you what he was like. Michael. Michael-sword. no difference. #both of them want us dead the moment we step out of line. #and Sam just frozen there in horror with Lucifer’s voice sinking in. and he believes him. how can he not. with dean proving him right #hallucifer #spn #sam winchester #amy pond

[diorsbrando]

i am having fun rewatching bleach, and i honestly don’t remember it being this emotional & deep so early on?????????

#i love having a bleach brain rot <3 #ʬʬ.sosa speaks.com #i’m like wasn’t it supposed to be more serious later on???? #man it has been a while #granted i don’t remember it being this funny either like the silly moments be taking me out #but damn some of this other stuff makes me wanna cry (my eyes got teary) #like the thing with orihime’s brother #chad bonding with that kid yuichi when his soul was trapped ina bird #ugh and what GOT ME? what made me had to pause for a moment #was the first time they talked about masaki and what happened to her #it rained the day before her death anniversary 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #thinking about ‘everything but the rain’ and i fell to my knees crying get me outta here #this is so sad

[velvetbunniie-archive]

“they don’t want people to know that their daughter is a monster” 1) look who’s talking, and 2) literally what did she DOOOO that was so unforgivable, except be a teenage girl that was kinda insane over her comphet crush and have access to spells. i jst think, in this fantasy world, aurora rlly didn’t even… do… that much…. like, out of all the actions she did, she mostly jst kinda handed ppl tools and then it was out of her hands. jacks fucking traded his heart to her willingly (for a protection cuff that didn’t seem to do that much for the end of the story, anyway). i’m an aurora defender, because you guys see one (1) female character that’s not perfectly feminine and submissive and you start screaming

#memorie.txt #.bookthoughts #i’m sorry i’m not over this. ship evangeline and jacks all you want but you guys only hate aurora bc she also had a crush on jacks #& was funny and insane over it. you hate female characters the moment they aren’t perfect. #but JACKS gets a pass for being a creep a lot of the time and also being. like. an actual villain #now i personally love him at his worst and hate him in the spin-off #but anyway. proud aurora valor defender… #i hate that i read caraval when my brain was developing and now i have feelings over a shitty ya series #that i would otherwise not care abt #but god cursed me in this way and i’ll take to it with a religious fervor i GUESS #the lack of other female characters even having purpose in this series also makes me sad. say SORRY WOMEN!!!!! #author: stephanie garber #book: a curse for true love #what’s also frustrating is that i know most of the fans will age a bit in the next few years and realize all the flaws #like i did w the original trilogy #but it makes me sad. aurora i’m sorry you never got to be reunited with your twin. i’m sorry your ex fiancé killed ppl over you. #i’m sorry you were put in a coma. i’m sorry ppl hate you indiscriminately. #same thing w apollo. he’s jst a self-absorbed guy who was cursed 4 times #we never saw his personality and stephanie jst needed a quick villain for the third book she didn’t plan for

[fangirlwithasweettooth]

Me? Going absolutely insane over every single Kanej moment in both the books and the series? It’s more likely than you think

#for the past hour my brain has been a jumble of just #‘you inej you’ #‘even the idea of being near someone should have set his skin crawling. instead he thought what happens if I move closer?’ #‘She could see it took every last bit of his terrible will for him to remain still beneath her touch. And yet he did not pull away.’ #‘He needed to tell her ... what? That she was lovely and brave and better than anything he deserved.’ #‘I can hear the change in Kaz’s breathing when he looks at you […] it catches every time like he’s never seen you before’ #‘Kaz ran toward her without logic or plan’ #‘I’m going to get my money. And I’m going to get my girl.’ #[insert the entirety of the knives drawn pistols blazing quote here] #‘The harbor wind had lifted her dark hair and for a moment Kaz was a boy again sure that there was magic in this world.’ #‘She'd laughed and if he could have bottled the sound and got drunk on it every night he would have.’ #all of the bathroom scene bc oh my g o d #‘Curse you and all your Saints’ he said to no one at all then realized he was smiling. #(Inej outsmarting Kaz and leaving him on a rooftop my beloved 🥰) #‘she smiled then her eyes red her cheeks scattered with some kind of dust. It was a smile he thought he might die to earn again.’ #the ‘is my tie straight’ before he meets her parents my hearttgdsxbhd 🥹😭 #oh oops this actually did just turn into a compilation of every kanej moment fhdjdhdjjs #anyway i love these two violent criminals with my whole entire heart 🖤 #kanej #no one cares sage

[askamnesiamoonjumper]

me after editing the aau prologue for the bajillionth time

#First chapter I changed the opening bc I always thought it felt off/abrupt and wanted to have it be prince pov from the start #I wanna get in his head more ok sue me #Beyond that tho it was just some wording edits #Specifically with the internal dialogue moments I helped them flow more/feel more like thoughts #Also mj gets a bit more of their usual edge/pessimism bc the prologue they always felt a bit too “ówò sad poor smol bean” or whatever #That’s it tho chapter 4 I didn’t change bc it’s peak #Did add some teases to later things tho like snatch senses mjs soul at the end of his chap but doesn’t realize it #Or like I added the Not Now running thing in the earlier chapters bc it was more of a chapter 4 thing so I wanted 2 set it up more so boom #I think that’s all the notable edits ig like I said just description additions the only actual new thing is the opener for chap 1 👍 #Also also I got to include a hc that I have that I neglected to do before but I hc a!prince used plural internal dialogue #Because lol we love dramatic irony in this house #Grace post #this reminds me tho one of these days I should look through heart strings chapter one to look for editing things #Bc I think I did that recently but I don’t remember it much tho #Mostly just when the Hat stuff starts that was the parts I never directly rewrote I just edited them so they feel out of place in my brain #Also I’d wanna edit her dialogue bc it *was* in character (after rereading her diary’s to confirm) but I wanna have her be a bit more snark #Hat is Hard bc i Need the balance of cute little kid and also smug little shit (affectionate) like she is a pain to write man cries #This is just me rambling lol ignore it I just wanted to spam aau thoughts #In other news I made shapes redesigns but I’m on the fence on posting them bc idk if I wanna spoil or not hhhhhhhhh #Nowadays I’m more chill w spoiling things than I used to be #But there are a handful of things I’ve kept shut about (ex being princes name or mjs species stuff etc) #So I’m not sure if this thing with shapes i should keep secret or just post bc I used to spoil it but idk now #Shrugs #maybe I’ll do a poll later I dunno #Ok yapping over byeeeeee

[wow-an-unfunny-joke]

Me: projecting my dementia ridden dad onto junkrat

Sigma: I’m right here!

#it’s funny cause I’m sad #anyways #I love memory loss #but like that subtle gradually worsening memory loss #where you remember what happened last week but not your best friend’s name #you know what you ate this morning but you don’t know what year it is #so I took junkrag and ran #cause he’s got all the fun brain trauma and radiation #and other shit #I refuse to write sigma as an emotionally unstable dickwad #which is what dementia is before it’s cooky old guy #I’m not like hcing junkrag as having dementia #I’m just writing him with some #of the side effects #ya know? #I want junkrat and road hog to argue about how something happened #or road hog to have a /moment/ when he realizes that junkrat really did forget his name #or things like that #sigma overwatch #junkrat

[deus-ex-mona]

“a sicks’ dream come true; coming soon to fanfic channels near you”

#presenting my cursed sleep-deprived brainworm of the day: nagisa gets sold to ft4 for uni fees #or well. more like they’re looking for a live-in assistant dude. thing. or sth. idk #and papa shiranami just sells his son off bc ‘hey it’s literal free real estate!!! plus he’s gonna get paid for the entire deal so why not?’ #nagisa initially pitches a fit at his dad a la gamushara yelling scene bc ‘dad!!!!!! how could you just sell me off to some strangers?!!!!’ #‘shhhh son; think of the free housing. in ✨t o k y o✨. stuff’s expensive there yk’ ‘but still!!!!!’ #so nagi sulkily packs his bags and heads out; trying to motivate himself with thoughts of ‘hey at least i’ll get to see hiyori more often’ #then he arrives at the train station and sees our favourite 5-man non-idol gang… and promptly passes out #when he comes to… poor guy finds himself right smack in the middle of a hugeass canopy bed #with dai sitting smugly by the side like ‘the great me carried you back mans. you’re welcome ;)’ with a tip of his cool fedora #and that’s when nagi realises that 1) it’s not a dream and that he actually has to live with his oshis now. and 2) damnnnn this bed is soft #cohabitation shenanigans happen. as they would seeing as the entire gang + rio’s niece live together in this oddly huge megu-owned penthouse #plus free bi-weekly vacations to megu’s family villa bc they can never spend a waking moment without each other #and nagi finds it strange that the group is oddly accomodating of his uni schedule when it concerns his job tasks and such… #or that they collab with lxl (hi hiyori!!!) way more than they should typically be… #but he brushes it off when rio asks him to cook with him or sth idk i mean how often do you get to cook with your oshi???? #and idk eventually the jig is up and it’s revealed that hiyori was the one who was accidentally behind the whole thing #like a ‘sorry nagisa i told uchida that you’d be moving here too but lxl were there the entire time and they went and got ft4 to buy you’ #or something kinda thing. idk. bc everything has to be lxl’s fault; even when they’re just lurking in the bg #i’m def gonna regret this later lmao. it’s almost 2.30 in the am; i have not written in months; and i’ve never read a sold to 1.d. fic ev er #this is the kind of cosmic horror that only sleep-deprived brains can cook up ig…….. oh wells #it is suiyoubi my dudes #the dude from gamushara

[enobariasteeth]

yeah yeah supernatural posting whatever but dean winchester is such a tragic fucking character holy shit

#I watched the show when I was like 12 so I never really got it yk? #but holy shit man #he is devastating #John Winchester count ur fucking days #the fact that John would leave them alone in sketchy motels with 0 money… dean had to provide for them #and there’s implications to that I don’t wanna think about #I still see John defenders even though it’s canon he abused the fuck out of Dean #the bruises on his wrists in the episode where he’s a teenager?? #his face when he tells Sam johns recation to him leaving #he is such a tragic character that gets so overlooked because the audience is cringe and it was originally aimed at old men #he’s so mitski song coded #so many moments played for laughs that if you think it’s like ‘oh wait a minute… what the fuck’ #I’m going to melt into the floor #why do I always have to pick the most devastating characters to fixate on #first ash lynx and then alicent Hightower and then finnick and now dean #brain why do you hate me #supernatural #dean winchester #Dean Winchester angst #he is bag of bones coded #usually I hate when men respond 2 stuff with anger (trauma LMAO) but no he deserves it #he can have a little destruction and rage as a treat #the way his appetite is always played up for laughs #no babe that’s a trauma response #I would know

[whumpy-wyrms]

tryna write but thinking about anton makes me so sleeeeppyyyy and comforted like hi man you are literally making me lose my MIND oh my god. cannot describe the way listening to any anton coded will wood song from the tllr playlist makes me feel. actually eternal bliss fr anton can you take me away

#i’m on cloud nine #anton’s good at that hypnosis shit #in my mind #he’s a worm #what a wormy guy #crawling in my brain controlling me #what’s up dude #he’s a parasite he’s an alien parasite. worm #me choosing this username all those months ago was just forshadowonf this exact moment #seriously i’m so fucking sleepy though #he’s in my BRAIN just hanging out #silly fella #aaaaaaw he’s a silly fellaaaa #i’m so eepy #anton you can have my mind i suppose that’s fine #not even joking though listening to any of the will wood songs in the tllr playlist actually makes me lose my fucking MIND #ITS!!!!! ITS HIM!!!!!!!! #ITS ACTUALLY HIM!!!!!!! ITS ANTON!!!!! #i cannot describe how it makes me feel #like that’s his voice that’s anton singinf those songs with that. with that voice #makes me feel alive #he’s so fuckjng real #i wish he was real #gonna fall asleep on my green rug again thimking about hjm #what da hell #anton….. so comfy so cozy…… save me anton #wyrms says stuff #anton oc #sorry for being mentally ill on the interwebs #it will happen again