#hlvrai lab au

[googliplierirl]

A drawing of my AU-

(Gordon Freeman from HLVRAI, not HL)

Also not my meme, but don't remember whos

#portal #portal 2 #portal chell #aperture #aperture lab's #gordon hlvrai #hlvrai #my au #my alternate universe #crossover #my design #my art style

[halflife2dotnet]

haoween. freemins but hes a werewolf but hes like a slasher villain what more could you want. wahat ever

#more shit that was in my wip folder for months. im not finishing this one #gordon freeman #hl #blood cw #this int hlvrai ok its my own gay little au that ive grown freakishly attached to #lycan labs

[ladylunora]

i turned my “imagine if instead of benrey being the only character on the science team to not be a scientist was the other way around with him being the only scientist in a group full of guards” shitpost doodle into an actual au… i call it “HLVRAI job swap au”

also i won’t go over every scenario on this au (you can ask me if you want tho) (also aside from these characters everyone else stays the same, jefferem and josh were scientists tho aaaaand gman does swap jobs too but i won’t reveal anything yet you’re gonna have to wait for me to make more doodles of this au) because its still pretty much the same as hlvrai but they swap jobs but if you wanna know how the res cas happens i wrote it bellow

gordon’s a regular security guard doing his job guarding the test chamber, and this scientist benrey is the one who’s gonna do the test experiment in the test chamber… he shows up without the hev suit to do it though just his lab coat, and gordon follows him insisting that he has to put on the hev suit, and benrey just tells him he’ll be fine because that he is not human and he definitely knows what he’s doing and “dude you don’t even have a passport and you’re wearing an orange shirt you’re the one suspicious”, gordon tries to tell him he spilled coffee that morning on his blue shirt and “wait passport?? WHY IS THAT IMPORTANT WE DON’T EVEN NEED OUR PASSPORTS- DOCTOR BENREY YOU CAN’T GO IN THERE WITHOUT THE SUIT” when they get there gordon calls reinforcements (bubby, coomer and tommy) to help him with this fucking guy but they assume benrey knows what he’s doing, anyways gordon and benrey get into an argument while benrey is trying to do the experiment, they both end up pushing the cart too fast fucking the whole thing up and the resonance cascade happens

#hlvrai #half life vr self aware ai #gordon feetman #benrey #tommy coolatta #dr coomer #bubby #hlvrai forzen #darnold pepper #this probably has a lot of typos #hlvrai job swap au

[pistachi0art]

Hlvrai Complementary Colors (kinda like a personality swap au? More like “if the characters were fucked up and twisted and emo” >:) )

Gordon (from orange to blue): lost everything and really didn’t know how to cope properly. Play a game to not think about it? Why not. Gets waaaay too deep into it and starts projecting negative thoughts to everyone and everything around him. he’s really sad but covers it up by being an asshole. fun. Especially lashes out at Ben.

Benrey: (blue to orange.): Softie. He’s missing an eye bc he sucks and knows it- that’s what his brother told him :( thinks he can fix gordon but is often beat up because of it. boo. Well at least he can keep the rest of the team safe from him if he takes it. Tommy’s nice? Kinda. Better than the rest at least.

Tommy (yellow to purple): NOT A PHASE DAD. Is pretty laid back despite his problems. Has a black lab with three heads bc it’s cool. Named it Crush. Paints his nails black w/ Benrey bc he’s tolerable. Accuracy is still 100 despite never handling a gun. Poor guy needs a proper father figure and a hug :/

Dr. Coomer (green to red): FERAL BEING FULL OF HATRED AND RAGE. Anytime he kills a clone his mind gets a tad clearer- and he asks more questions…

Bubby (teal to reddish-orange): spent too much time and his tube and now is really curious about everything- which makes him very danger prone. Still can kick ass and has a tendency to set stuff on fire. What a pretty blue color. Bonds w/ Coomer when he’s coherent enough to interact with.

#small things #idk just an idea #hlvrai related #complimentary colors au

[sammyandromadrew32]

So! This is a prime opportunity to call hlvrai fans to my thoughts for hl2vrai, with my extended knowledge of the half life LORE

So, we were told half life 2 took place in 2020 in the main timeline, for hlvrai, that’s when the black mesa incident happened-

Hlvrai 1 - 2020

Gordon has been gone for 20 years, he kinda fucked off and didn’t listen to Dr coomer’s request- shame on gordo’s

According to coomer it’s 2040 now, so the 20 years of Gordo gone has passed.

Coomer seems to be recently arriving in city 17, probably to join bubby in the teleport lab

Tommy has been hired into the family business, so he’s probably gonna be our greeter for hl2vrai, like Gman waking up Gordon in half life 2

No clue where benrey is, so he might be gone still, unless Wayne’s pulling a “shit I stole from popular au’s” thing and making benrey possess Barney Calhoun /hj

Alyx and Breen are gonna be important, and I think Kleiner and Eli might be too, given that. But we’ll see come next year

We pray for Holly’s Wi-Fi when it comes out, however

#hlvrai #headcanon #thoughts #dr bubby #dr coomer #half life vr ai

[gmanwhore]

Oooooo you wanna commission me for writing soooo bad you wanna give me money to write for you soooo bad

Hello All! I am O/G-man and this is my stupid little blog. I am obviously quite into Half Life and all adjacent media, but I also love HLVRAI. Another important thing I like is the Hatchetfield Trilogy and Nightmare Time! I also like Homestuck, Danganronpa, and other things I rarely post about. I do have pictures of mantises on my blog tagged under woman/girl. I love mantises. Icon credit

Header by @chaos-and-kromer

I am G-man. Actually.

I WILL BLOCK IF YOU BRING G-MAN HATE ONTO MY BLOG.

My pronouns are they/it/xit/can/mant/click/tap/nova/patch/stitch/slay/loverboy

I do use. Other names. Orchid, Omega, Doll, Sweets, Arcade, Colette, Cave, Wallace and Francis are all. Viable options. You can also call me. Dr. Sunshine. Or the Scarlet Milkman. If you want to use a full name please use Sunshine-Lalonde! I got adopted by Mom Lalonde lol.

My really epic IRL list (you can use the names of my irls for me too ig)

Yuri

My writing blog: @sugar-sweet-writing

My stimboard blog: @multiversal-stims

My selfship blog: @hanahaki-arcade

My otherkin blog: @emphasis-on-the-other

My irl blog: @lab-rat-girls

My HLVRAI au ask blog: @project-mary-bell-township

My Half Life oc ask blog: @black-mesa-brew

Team PNK ask blog: @team-pnk

Orange Box Trio Kinhelp blog: @orange-box-kinhelp

This is my icon btw! I edited the Gordon Freeman out because. I would not fucking say that

I love you all and have a nice day.

[doughbrainer]

So This Is Kind Of An Au... So Here Are The Designs For Them!

Joshua Freeman, He/Him

After The Events Of HLVRAI, Joshua's Father Never Returned. With The Rise Of The 7 Hour War, Recognising Gordon And The Scientist Team Had An Impact On This, He Fills In The Roll Of "The One Free Man" While Waiting For His Dad To Come Back. Essentially He Is This AUs Gordon. He Tries To Avoid Being Violent Unless The Scenario Needs It, He Want Hurt You Unless You Hurt Him Or His Team First. The H.E.V Suit He Wears Was One Given To Him By Darnold, Due To It's Excessive Use, He's Had To Use Duct Tape To Repair It In Some Places.

Everett Ardven? Calhoun?, He/Him

Before The Events Of This AU, Everett Stayed In The Care Of His Uncle Benrey In Xen. At Some Point, Benrey Had No Choice But To Teleport Himself And Everett Out Of Xen, Into The Real World. Due To The 7 Hour War, Benrey And Everett Became Apart Of The Resistance. At Some Point, Everett Lost His Uncle, Leaving Him Alone To Wander City 17 And The Coast. He Is Eventually Found By Joshua And Sam, Joining Their Team. Although He Has Bigger Priorities, He's Still Searching For The Rest Of his Family.

Sam Pepper, She/Her

Due To Darnold Chickening Out Of Joining The Scientist Team In Their Journey, Darnold Was Not Put Into Statis And Instead Was There For The 7 Hour War. Prior To The War, Darnold Accidentally Made A Child Using His Own DNA From A Potion. That Child Was Sam Pepper, Who He Raised As His Daughter. When Darnold Meets Joshua, The Three Took Refuge In Mock Up Lab That Darnold Made His Own. When They Were Adults, Sam And Josh Left The Lab And Began Going Around City 17 And Other Near Areas In Order To Help Refugees And Fight Off Combine.

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That's All I Have Right Now On These Characters So Yeah. If You're Wondering Where Barley Is, I Have This Idea Where She Has The Place Of The G-Man But Outside Of That, I Don't Have Much Of An Idea For Barley In This AU.

For Reference, Josh Takes Gordon's Place, Everett Takes Barney's Place And Sam Takes Alyx's Place.

Joshua's Design Belongs To @pistachi0art

Continue Reading For No Backgrounds, Line Art, Sketches And References

Reference Used For Joshua And Sam Belong To @pistachi0art

#hlvrai #hlvrai oc #hlvrai joshua #joshua freeman #everett #everett ardven #everett calhoun #sam pepper #hlvrai au #I Don't Know What I Want To Call This AU #I'll Figure Out Something Eventually #benrey fam #darnold pepper #hlvrai darnold #science team #benrey hlvrai #hlvrai benrey #benrey #hlvrai gordon #gordon feetman

[antilocaprine]

I got an anon ask that wondered if I had any plans to continue this prompt fill, which is an AU of my already-an-AU Among Us/HLVRAI crossover Some Stars Are Not Enough. This is the result. (You don’t have to read Some Stars to get this, but you should read the prompt fill linked above, since this picks up right where that leaves off.)

45% Chance

The ship groans around Benrey as he sprints through the corridors. This time, he’s literally going through them - with no humans left on the ship, he’s free to clip through the structure. It slows him down a touch, since he needs to make sure nothing is exposed to the vacuum of space before he steps into it, but he’s got all his senses flared out like a net, his form warping into a dish-like shape with limbs in order to catch all the information he can get before he reaches the lab and the spacewalking suits.

Something cracks on the other side of the bulkhead he was just about to cross into and he jukes to the right, pounding through several hissing pipes and another bulkhead. He stumbles out into the lab and steps sideways to get himself free of the bed he’d walked into. Casting a frantic glance around, he lunges for the spacesuits and wrenches them out of their cabinet, breaking the door lock so he can pull them free. 

The lock floats by his face and he pauses to stare at it, then at the rest of the room. The lab is a mess of floating jars and colorful liquids that are coalescing into wobbly balls, drifting aimlessly through the air. The gravity is failing, and that means the second reactor is close to failing, too. Benrey moves faster.

There isn’t enough time to try to rig the suits together. Benrey jams himself into the biggest one, which will allow him to keep his own suit on with its auxiliary oxygen pack. However, that means he’s down to two arms and two legs - the spacewalking suits weren’t designed to change with him.

The screaming alarms rise in pitch and distort, then fall silent with a strangled chime. Benrey whips his head around and listens. There is a faint whine coming from the rear of the ship, which is now below him - he had to brace himself against the wall to get into the suit in the failing gravity. The reactor is going, and he’s running out of time.

He’s not really sure what his plan was beyond this. He’s in a suit that will give him four hours of oxygen on top of the two hours of oxygen his own everyday suit contains. (The people who sent them on this mission - the humans, not the Supervisors - figured if something in the ship broke and they lost oxygen for over two hours, it wasn’t going to be fixed. Why waste resources?) Benrey’s own, ahem, unique physiology means that he can use the same amount of oxygen for about twice as long as a human. It’s still probably not going to be enough.

The ship groans in protest of what’s happening to it. Benrey feels a bit bad - it’s not the ship’s fault it was chosen for a mission that was doomed to fail. They’re all just playing pieces in a bigger game that none of them know the rules to. It’s not fair - but what is?

Gordon’s shocked face flashes through Benrey’s mind, and he takes a sharp breath. He shouldn’t leave it like that. If there’s any way to get back to them - 

Probably not quite a 45% chance, now. Maybe 20%, at least? Benrey’s not great at calculations, but he can probably swing 20%.

The ship screams and something wrenches. Suddenly, half of it falls quiet.

“Hull breach,” Benrey hisses. “Fuck.”

He shoves the huge spacewalking helmet between his legs, locking his ankles around it. Upside down in the far corner of the lab, he pulls his torso out of the spacewalking suit and shoves more arms out, catching the walls and ripping them free. Rivets ping loose and tumble through the air as Benrey curls the walls around himself. He doesn’t need a lot of room - just enough space to keep all the suits folded inside with their fresh caches of oxygen. The tricky part will be getting a solid enough seal to maintain the atmosphere with no gaskets and no external bulkheads.

Unless…Benrey glances up through the narrowing space above his head. If he can reach the right wall panel, then maybe he could get a secondary layer. He’ll have to move quickly, though. Already he can hear cracks forming in the nearby bulkheads.

The vacuum is closing in.

 *   *   *

“Dad? Shouldn’t you put your helmet back on?”

Joshua’s voice is shaky, and Gordon snaps back to himself. He’d been floating away, his eyes on the porthole window of the escape pod that is rocketing away from the stricken spaceship.

“Yeah - yes, right.” He shoves the helmet back on and engages the locks with a hiss. Then his eyes flick to the control panel and he curses. 45% oxygen? That must be what Benrey saw, what made him back out. Just Gordon and Joshua will be okay, but adding another adult would have shortened their conscious time by a potentially lethal amount.

“Is Benrey gonna be okay?”

The pod is traveling on a surprisingly straight path, and Gordon can still see the ship. The pod must be rotating - or the ship is, because it’s tilting nose-down in the porthole view. He finds himself thinking about terrestrial ships sinking at sea.

“I’m sure he’ll be fine,” Gordon reassures his son, though his voice is strangled.

He feels like he’s going insane. Benrey kissed him. What the fuck?

“Oh. Okay.” Josh looks around, but the jumpseat harness keeps him from moving too much. “Where’re we going?”

Gordon glances back at the control screen. “The pods are all - uh, they’re programmed to rendezvous with each other to form a raft. Then they’ll send out a distress signal, and someone will pick us up.”

“Okay.” Josh kicks his feet. “Um. How long?”

“It depends, buddy. Might be in ten minutes or two hours, or tomorrow.” Or a week, but Gordon isn’t going to mention that. Hopefully someone had gotten off a long-range distress signal from the ship’s transmitter while he and Joshie were locked in the stargazing room. Otherwise they’ll be at the mercy of interplanetary shipping schedules. All the planet-to-planet people transfers are limited to once a month, and they certainly don’t have enough air to hold out that long.

“Okay,” Joshua says, sounding preoccupied.

Gordon knows that tone. He tilts his helmet against the shoulder harness to look over at his kid. “You have to go to the bathroom, don’t you?”

Joshua nods. 

Gordon sighs and checks the control panel. “Can you hold it for ten more minutes? We’re supposed to dock with the rest of the raft then, and after that you can get up and use the cubicle.”

“Can I go now?”

“No. If we get knocked around by something you could get hurt.”

“Okay,” Joshie sighs, and Gordon stretches himself up to peer back at the ship, now inverted in the pod’s window.

It looks…weird. Some sort of vapor is coming off the snout, and it’s tilting away from the wispy trail.

Gordon breathes in sharply through his nose. That’s atmosphere. The ship is venting atmosphere, which means there’s a hull breach, which means -

“Shit,” he swears under his breath.

“Huh?”

“Nothing!”

Joshua seems like he’s ready to protest, but Gordon holds a hand up. “I’m - watching the numbers, okay?”

Apparently that sounds boring enough to satisfy Joshua, and he ducks his chin and pats his legs in an off-kilter drumbeat.

Through the window, the ship cracks in half. 

Gordon’s muscles are so tense his vision is starting to darken around the edges. His heartbeat is pounding in his ears, and he forces himself to breathe steadily as he watches the front half of the ship droop, then disconnect from the back half. A burst of debris is expelled from what must be the cargo hold - Gordon clinically picks out chairs, gas cans, crates, and tables.

He doesn’t see another pod. He’s not sure there were any left. Benrey was bunking with Tommy, and Tommy’s pod is blinking in the image of the raft on the control panel, so that means that, unless someone else hopped into that pod and left their own, Benrey’s trapped on the dying ship.

He must have a plan, Gordon’s sure of it. He must. There’s no way he would have sent Gordon and Joshua away without having a plan - right?

But he’d kissed Gordon. And it felt like a goodbye. It feels more and more like a goodbye with every passing second, as Gordon watches the field of debris expand into the vacuum of space. 

“Dad, can I -”

Gordon can’t pay attention to what Joshua says, because at that moment, the ship explodes.

It should make noise, he finds himself thinking wildly. It should be making a sound, or there should be a shockwave that hits the pod and sends it spinning. But this is the void of space, and all there is is a bloom of terrible light that obscures the intact rear half of the ship. When it clears - fire can’t live without oxygen - the entire stern of the ship is so much blackened debris, scattered chunks of bulkhead tumbling away in all directions. Without air resistance, their momentum will keep them going practically forever. Maybe someday, one of them will end up crashing through the atmosphere of the planet the ship came from. Maybe someday, some tiny remnant of their vessel will find its way home.

The pod’s transmitter crackles with static. “...Freeman! Mr. Freeman? Can you hear me? Mr. Freeman, come in!”

Gordon reaches out and hits the transponder button with numb fingers. “I can hear you, Tommy,” he says, voice hollow. “Can you see -”

He can’t finish, but luckily Tommy doesn’t need him to. “We saw it. You’ll connect, um, you’ll be docking with us in just a second.”

Sure enough, a heavy clunk sounds through the bulkhead behind Gordon’s jumpseat, and the whole pod shudders. Some sense of motion that he hadn’t even noticed ceases. He twists his head around, but he can’t see past the helmet, and there’s no window back there, anyway. He doesn’t know what he’s doing. He doesn’t know what to think.

“Fucking finally,” Forzen’s voice snaps through the static. “What took you so long?”

“We were trapped,” Gordon rasps. “On the observation deck. The doors locked on us.”

Several voices clamor at that, but Gordon can’t pick any of them out.

“Dad!” Joshua whispers. “Can I go to the bathroom?”

“Yeah - yeah, go ahead.” Gordon unclips his own harness at the same time as Joshie does, but he kicks away from the jumpseat and plasters himself against the window.

In the distance, the ship continues to drift apart.

Tommy’s voice cuts through the chaos. “Mr. Freeman, is Benrey with you? He’s not showing up on the scans.”

Gordon swallows. “No,” he chokes out, then stops. What else can he say? They already know he’s not with any of the others.

“Oh,” Tommy replies, and then he, too, falls silent.

“So…maybe he’s the one who sabotaged the ship,” Forzen says after a moment, and Gordon’s vision whites out. Luckily, several other voices are jumping to Benrey’s defense, Dr. Coomer and Bubby flinging curses over the channel and Darnold’s voice trying to call for calm.

“It wasn’t him.” When Tommy speaks, the others go quiet. “One person couldn’t do that. Watch - look at it! It was broken from the start.”

The others go quiet, and Gordon’s throat is hot and thick with grief and fury as he looks at the desolation. Benrey was supposed to get out of that. How could he just kiss Gordon, push him away, and then - and then die?

How dare he?

“I got a signal out before the, um, the ship’s communications went down,” Tommy continues. “My - um, I mean, we should be getting picked up soon.”

“How soon is soon, my dear Tommy?” Dr. Coomer’s normally jovial voice is tight.

“Um, really soon.”

Light blooms across the pod window again, and Gordon flinches back, squinting into the glare. This isn’t the dirty yellow-orange glow of an explosion - this is the clean white light of a spaceship.

“Is that a courier?” Forzen’s tone is disbelieving. “Is that a fucking courier? Who the fuck heard you and has the clearance to re-route a fucking courier -”

His voice cuts out with a screech of static. 

Please stand by, the courier says in a gentle voice. You will be relocated shortly.

“Dad?” Joshie has finally emerged from the tiny restroom cubicle, and pulls himself along the wall to reach Gordon. “Who’s that?”

“It’s a courier,” Gordon says blankly. “They’re - living ships, with a mind and everything. They’re the fastest commercial vessel in the quadrant.”

Joshua peers through the window at Gordon’s shoulder and gasps. “Is that our ship?”

“Um-”

“But where’s Benrey?” Joshie twists around to look up at Gordon in distress and ends up knocking himself loose from the wall. Gordon catches him as he floats by upside down. Zero-G is weird. “He was supposed to follow us - you’re supposed to get married!”

“What?” Gordon sputters, completely derailed.

“He kissed you, so he has to marry you!”

“He did WHAT?!” Several voices shout in unison from the control panel.

“Fuck,” Gordon swears vehemently. He’d thought the courier had cut them off, but apparently it had just overriden their speakers for a moment. “Uh - nothing! It’s not - it doesn’t…matter.”

He clenches his teeth and listens to the others yelling at him. 

“Is Benrey okay?” Joshua whispers.

Gordon bites the inside of his cheek. “I don’t know,” he says quietly, even though he does know. No one could have survived that explosion. Hell, he’d probably been killed when the ship broke in half and started venting atmosphere. 

He’s probably been killed.

The pod shudders, and Gordon’s boots hit the floor with a clank. He curses and stumbles, juggling a suddenly-heavy Joshua, and they both nearly fall before the gravity slips and they tumble weightlessly up into the air again.

My apologies, the courier says calmly. Please be seated for relocation.

“Shit - sorry! Let’s strap in, Joshie.” Gordon kicks off the wall and fumbles them both into their jumpseats, fastening Joshie’s harness, then his own. He looks over at the control screen to see that the raft of pods has detached and is rising in a steady line into the bright spot of the courier above them. 

Are you fully secured? The courier sounds slightly tetchy. 

“Yes - sorry, yes, we’re strapped in,” Gordon replies, and the weightless feeling disappears as the courier pulls them into line. On the control screen, Gordon can see the first two pods already vanishing into the courier’s cargo hold.

Thank you, the courier replies blandly. Gordon catches a glimpse of the vessel’s hull as the pod passes by, and it is just as sleek and white as the advertisements make it seem. Then the hold encases them and his view of space is cut off by the darkness of the ship’s interior.

The pod slows, then settles with a clank as some sort of mag-locks catch it with a hum. The view outside the window spins, then flips, and then Gordon can see two other pods facing him across the open hold.

Please remain seated and secured while retrieval continues, the courier says.

“Continues? Who’s missing?” Tommy asks. “Mr. Freeman?”

“We’re here,” Gordon replies. One by one, the rest of the crew responds.

There is one more signal to retrieve, the courier says.

Gordon freezes. “Who is it? Can you hear -”

One moment, please, while the signal is boosted. The courier sounds tired already.

Static buzzes, then resolves into the monotone beeping of a spacewalking suit’s emergency beacon. 

“No fucking way,” Forzen growls, but even his bad attitude isn’t enough to keep Gordon’s heart from lifting in his chest. 

The beeping stops. And now that Gordon thinks about it, it hadn’t sounded like an actual machine beeping so much as someone saying “beep beep” in the same tone as the emergency beacon.

He takes a breath, and hopes. “Benrey? Is that you? Can - can you hear me?”

“Uh…beep…beep…nope…beep…”

Gordon laughs in disbelief. “I heard that! Where are you? What happened? Are you okay?”

Fifty-three meters and closing, the courier says. Then it says, What is THAT?

“Uh…I’m fine, I'm in a burrito. Beep.”

“You don’t have to keep saying ‘beep,’ you idiot, we can hear you,” Bubby bursts in.

“Oh hey, cool, everyone’s here.”

“What happened to you?” Bubby snaps. “The ship blew up!”

“Yeah,” Benrey hums. “That was…kinda sucks.”

Stand by for relocation, the courier says.

“Can’t really stand, bro,” Benrey replies over the comms. “There’s, uh…no gravity out here.”

Please be secured for relocation, the courier tries.

“Yeah, this, uh, burritos’s not very secure.”

“Why the fuck do you keep saying you’re in a burrito?” Gordon laughs. Just hearing Benrey’s voice is filling his chest with bubbles.

“It’s a metal burrito,” Benrey replies, as if that’s supposed to make any sense.

The courier apparently gives up. Just don’t move, it tells him.

“Sure,” Benrey says easily. “No controls on this thing.”

The object that rises into the hold a few moments later defies explanation. It’s a long cylinder of metal that’s rolled up and twisted around itself at least twice like some sort of giant soot-smeared pirouette cookie. One end is blown open like a cartoon cigar, and it’s from that end that a battered spacewalking helmet pops out.

“You look like a weasel in a cardboard tube,” Bubby says.

“Thanks,” Benrey mumbles over the comms, and attempts to pull himself free.

What are you doing? the courier says sharply. Remain seated - remain still - stop MOVING.

“Kinda busy,” Benrey says as his makeshift pod spins. The spacewalking suits have darkened helms, but Gordon can see his head turning as he peers at each pod. “Where’s Freeman?”

“Over here!” Joshie bounces up in front of Gordon to wave through the porthole, and Gordon yelps and swipes his kid out of the air.

Can none of you follow orders? the courier asks in apparent exasperation as it closes its hull doors.

“Not - not really,” Tommy replies. The courier sends a burst of static over the comms in a machine version of a sigh. 

Pressurizing atmosphere, the courier says, then it says, Seal lock. Atmosphere present. Gravity is not available at this time. For your safety, please remain seated.

“Fuck that,” Benrey mutters, half-out of his handmade pod and spinning around upside down. He seems to be hung up on the bulky spacewalking oxygen tanks.

Yeah, Gordon agrees. Fuck that. He plonks Joshua down into his own seat and straps him in. “Stay here, okay? I’ll be back when it’s safe to grab you.”

Joshua tries to protest, but Gordon is already keying in the sequence to check the outside conditions and open the pod door. The pod seems to open almost sulkily, and Gordon tumbles out and kicks off the hull in a trajectory he hopes will send him colliding with Benrey.

He almost misses, but Benrey flings out an arm and Gordon snags the oversized spacewalking suit’s glove. They spin together and smack into each other, and Gordon kicks his feet down and engages the mag-locks on his heels, slamming his boot soles onto the floor of the hull.

Someone is applauding on the comms, but Gordon isn’t listening. He needs to see Benrey’s face. He frees one hand to wrestle at the clasps of the spacewalk suit’s neck, popping them loose with a series of clicks. Once it’s free, he bats it away and it tumbles lazily through the air, fetching up against one of the pod windows.

“Hey, I can’t see!” Forzen barks.

Benrey’s eyes are golden, with a red ring around the outside of the pupil, and they glow. Gordon always figured it was just a bodymod, but now he wonders. The explosion certainly couldn’t have rolled this sheet of metal up so neatly. And Benrey had talked about “humans” like he wasn’t one.

“Hey,” Benrey smiles lazily, sticking sideways out of his horizontal tube. He reaches out with the massive, clunky spacewalk glove and taps at Gordon’s helmet. “Off, please?”

Gordon pulls Benrey’s other hand down and fastens it to his waist so he can reach up with both hands and pull his helmet off. He feels his hair float up behind him, and Benrey’s grin widens, his glowing eyes crinkling at the corners. He wiggles and pulls his free hand out of the heavy exo-suit’s shoulders to flick his own visor up so he can lean forward, but Gordon is already pushing in to meet his lips.

This time, he closes his eyes and kisses back. This time, he savors the touch of Benrey’s chapped lips, feels the rush of air against his cheek as Benrey inhales sharply through his nose and presses harder into the kiss.

The comms are a cacophony of whistling and clapping, cut through with Forzen complaining that his view is still blocked and asking for someone to describe what’s happening. Gordon leans back and opens his eyes. Benrey looks concussed, slowly rotating in his “burrito” until he is nearly vertical, with his head facing down. Gordon snorts and pulls his helmet back on.

Please do not engage in dramatic emotional moments in my hold, the courier says. Save that for the private rooms.

Benrey blinks several times. “You, uh, have private rooms?”

Of course. 

“Can I, uh, request - oh, hey, where are you going?”

Gordon had started to pull away, but Benrey tugs him back with the grip on his waist. Gordon is suddenly very angry again.

“I’m going to get my kid, Benrey, so he can see that you’re alive. The ship blew up, dude! We thought - I thought you’d died.” His voice cracks awkwardly. Out of the corner of his eye, he sees Bubby squeeze out of his own pod, muttering something about claustrophobia. Dr. Coomer soon follows, and Darnold joins them with a sigh, tapping something into his wrist panel.

“Oh…well, I’m okay, see?” Benrey spreads his arms, then has to grab Gordon’s waist again to keep from rotating away.

Gordon reaches out and smacks his shoulder, hard enough to knock him loose. “You’re an asshole,” he snaps. “What the fuck was your plan?”

Benrey’s makeshift pod bounces off the ceiling and starts to descend again. “Oh…you know.” He pulls both arms out of the exo-suit and wiggles himself free, kicking off from the metal tube, which flies like a javelin straight at Dr. Coomer. Dr. Coomer catches it and flings it away, where it slams into Forzen’s pod just as the door opens, knocking him back inside with an inarticulate curse.

“No, I don’t know, dude,” Gordon growls. “Enlighten me.”

Very suddenly, Benrey is in front of Gordon, both hands on his helmet. Gordon’s own hands snap up to keep him from pulling it off - but he’s not doing that. He’s holding down the comm button, which means they’re on a private, proximity-based channel.

Benrey leans in close, golden eyes flashing intensely. The red ring around the outside seems to be growing. “The plan was to keep you alive,” he says quietly. “Mission fucking accomplished, huh?”

Then he presses a smacking kiss against the curve of Gordon’s helmet and flicks his visor back down, pushing away from Gordon and corkscrewing through the air with a shout of “TOMMY! Did you see that explosion? Fucking sick, right?”

Please be warned that this hold is equipped with liquid water hoses, if their use becomes necessary, the courier says pleasantly. 

“Uh - sorry,” Gordon waves a hand. “Won’t happen again.”

Please refrain from lying, the courier says.

Gordon ducks his head and clomps across the hold, heading back to his pod so he can release his child, who will probably immediately attach himself to Benrey and ignore Gordon for the rest of the cycle. He can’t win.

But then again…

He pauses and glances up at Benrey and Sunkist spiraling around each other, the giant dog apparently perfectly accustomed to moving in zero-G. The other crew members stand or float below, commiserating and complaining, but miraculously alive.

Then again, maybe he’s already won.

#hlvrai #half-life vr but the ai is self aware #hlvrbtaiisa #kiss prompts continuation #my words #45% chance fic #some stars fic #i really enjoyed the courier #i wasn't expecting her to show up and now i want to keep her #she's my new favorite character #picture the attitude of a 70s air stewardess #but she's built like a learjet and armed with multiple types of weaponry #neither snow nor sleet nor space pirates nor hail #none of these will stop the mail #yes she's a continuation of the usps #we don't have many things going for us but by god do we have a mostly-functioning postal service #and if the usps special cops are after you that's when you KNOW you're in trouble

[cupids-cringe]

hlvrai au where Gordons a ghost hunt streamer and he gets lost in an abandoned lab that he was exploring for a halloween special

#hlvrai #hlvrai au #monster au #i don't have an actual name for it #slight #blood tw #zombie tw #cupids cringe #my art #i need a name for this i just never got that far #hlvrai gordon #hlvrai benrey #dr coomer #dr bubby #tommy coolatta #sunkist #darnold #forzen #hlvrai ghost hunt au

[coolattabong]

Yooooo, I seeks more info on ur Hlvrai Portal au

Please

PORTAL AU ! yes ok .

so the portal au isnt thst crazy compared to my other aus but i still love it ^_^

gordon pretty much gets trapped in an apurture science lab and is forced to do all of these tests and shit. he isnt given many materials except a portal gun and a voice over the speaker (aka benrey). benrey manages to gain his trust, but if you know anything about portal 1 then u know what happens ☹️

i havent done much with this au :-( but i do plan on doing more with it (as of adding the other science team as cores/characters, possibly adding more lore with benrey and gordom, etc.)

#hlvrai #bongasks #yes j have a tag for this now

[insurguitor]

Finally putting together a proper intro dtjgdtjyfytjfj-

Hi! I'm Insurgui/Mel, I'm aroace, and I'm still figuring out my gender! Rn I identify as graygender. I mostly just reblog stuff, but I also enjoy rambling about my critters and stuff! I have ADHD and do my schooling online and my sleep schedule's fucked up, so you might see me post pretty much any time of day.

Also I use bro/dude/guy as gender-neutral terms and am still working on using tone tags! I am still learning! Pls lmk if I make you uncomfy because usually I don't realize it- Also I'm not the best at remembering things hgfghdfdhgfd-

Please ping me if I forget to respond to something!!! I've noticed that I have a bad habit of forgetting to respond to stuff if it lasts more than a day, very sorry if I ended up doing this to you I promise it's not intentional-

Also I am okay with mentions and asks! Pls don't message me unless we're mutuals though it makes me anxious.

Btw tag guide:

#insurgui talk is my original post tag! Most reblogs won't have tags unless I'm rambling in the tags

#ramble time is my rambles where they're long enough that I put a read more thingy. I typically only ramble about AUs I made or my original characters/projects :)

#insurgui's art is the tag I use for my art! I don't usually post it here unless I'm super proud of it or feeling spontaneous

And current hyperfixations/interests! Will try to update:

HYPERFOCUS!!!

None ATM

Not my current hyperfixation but I'm still interested in it

Chonny Jash/CJRP

KinitoPET

Pokemon

Winter of 83

Welcome Home

Don't Hug Me I'm Scared

ENA (kinda?? Haven't messed with this one in a while but I like the aesthetic and the vibes and whatnot <3)

HLVRAI

Portal series

Also a whole lot more it would take very long to list them all ghfghfjfgh-

Basically just interests in general this hasn't changed in a long time

Horror/Unfiction

Lab and Science stuff (especially when mixed with horror!)

Robots and Computer things

Weirdcore/Dreamcore

Webcore

Animation

Music!

#insurgui talk

[dimonds456-but-only-hlvrai]

The other Undertale/HLVRAI crossover idea I had was regarding the structure of each story- basically just telling HLVRAI, but in Undertale (while still taking place in BM).

Lemme explain fgshakj

The beginning of the game sees Coomer teaching Gordon how to "play" the game, caring for him and guiding him on his path. Somewhere during this time, Coomer starts gaining awareness based on some of Gordon's mannerisms, or he'll say something like "press C to open the menu!" and then go "hey wait a second". The area ends with Coomer testing Gordon's capabilities.

Next, we meet Benrey and Tommy. They travel together for a while- not much happens, this is mostly time spent learning more about the worldbuilding and BM's situation.

The scene where Papyrus talks to Undyne is instead Benrey talking to Bubby, letting him know about Gordon.

Bubby is more of an active antagonist this time around. He and Benrey keep chatting, and the Undyne encounter is instead replaced with the betrayal.

From there, we meet Darnold. Darnold gives Gordon the minigun arm, and, since we meet him a lot earlier in the story, he helps by calling/texting the group from his lab.

Where Death By Glamour happens is where the clone fight would be, I think.

[something something idk i havent gotten that far yet]

The end of the game sees us at Benrey's boss fight, but instead of killing him, we talk to him (or, since it's Undertale, I suppose you'd have the choice to do either), and then BOOM BOOM GOOD ENDING

I am still planning this one out (if I ever keep thinking about it), but yeah. This is where I'm at. This also brings us to three (3) UT AUs I've got with HLVRAI, jeez FGHSADJK.

also don't ask about Forzen because I don't know.

#dimond speaks #hlvrai au

[patchesproblem]

how many einsla aus do you have

Way Too Many. I need intervention. This is a cry for help

Modern College AU

Half Life AU

An AU that is just the main story line but Joyce doesn't die

AU where they're all college students still but it's in the 1950's like canon but everyones alive.

AU for that "Better Life" fanfic (it's still continuing for anyone curious I've just become illiterate.)

Einsla / Lab 42 HLVRAI AU that I haven't talked about but it exists as a concept hidden away on my private account never to see the light of day out of embarrassment.

Bonus for the AU that's literally just canon but they own an immortal cat together. (This one is very important I'll have you know)

This isn't taking into account a ton of other AU's that exist in concepts that I've talked about with my friend but haven't put that much thought into.. Though they're more of a one time only thing and not a 'this could be a fully fleshed out au' type of thing.

I'm sure I've forgotten some.. I've been at this since September of last year and I haven't fully finished my einsla bible yet oops. I'll probably remember more later but those are the main ones, at least the ones that are important to me.

TLDR; too fucking many and I'm doing way too much for NPC's /j

#nikola responds to asks #fleurdriviere #nikolas posts

[bomblethebee]

Combining two of my favorite things into one <3 Black Mesa builds a lab in place of the old Joja Mart and a group of scientists move in the same day as a mysterious farmer. Gordon, the head of the lab, doesn't know what Benrey is up to, but he's determined to find out and ends up finding out way more than he bargained for

As always, I have a tag for you to filter if you don't want to see my updates in the tags! This time it's HLVRAI Stardew AU

#hlvrai #frenrey #hlvrai stardew au #eeee im so excited for this one!! #two of my favorite things together at last <3

[vinnygordon]

You know what I don't feel great so y'all are subjected to my HLVRAI oc Dr. Core (He/They/it- may change).

https://toyhou.se/15032764.dr-core

Art by Krimmins on Instagram.

Dr. Core isn't really tied down to one area of the facility due to his quite chaotic nature. Also due to them being somewhat immortal it seems that it's become a department wide experiment.

Mostly his role around the facility is to deal with radioactive material. With a seemingly lack of effects to the stuff but instead treats it like some kind of sugary treat hes very useful to quickly get some samples of the stuff (if they haven't eaten it already)

They're.... Not the smartest bulb out of the box. Fairly book smart but a negatives in things like common sense, graduating top of his class in Biochemistry and yet he will fall pray to the same joke over and over again.

His accent doesn't make things any better, an awful conglaboration of the entire UK merged into one hard to understand language. it seems completely incompetent with it plus their random dyed lab coats when in reality he quite is.

Whether the stuff happened in black Mesa was real or not core is the same ish. He's very very energetic and doesn't think twice before doing anything. Laughing and joking almost constantly even during rest time they have to be basically put to sleep for anyone to rest. They try tho, it's clear he cares about the rest. Although he simply isn't allowed a gun and instead wields Gordon's crowbar as a weapon.

While bullets can hurt and weaken him it's not as majorly so, normally he'd pass out completely from blood loss and come back crunching on the bullets with not bleeding gaping holes in its body until given a med kit or station.

If ai is real anytime he's left alone with his thoughts it's clear he knows he's AI. He knows this is just a game fairly early on... First to become aware fully really. And that terrifies them that they hide their feelings in jokes and chaotic behaviour.

Not a game au he's just very scared and again hides that in jokes, not so much scared of the aliens but of dying, of being alone. He doesn't know what can kill him and despite their damn reckless behaviour they don't want to find out.

Laws of physics doesn't exactly apply to Core. Being able to clip through walls (normally leads to him sprinting head first into a wall and losing more brain cells), of course his unnatural healing like ability he doesn't seem affected by much, the fact he can sometimes float or teleport.

If you're with him for more than a minute he will tell you the story of his shark tooth necklace he apparently beat a shark for... It's... Very clearly fake. But he believes it with his whole heart bless them.

Please keep core away from radioactive material. Please black Mesa is running out.

I have so much more on this dumbass he's my fav oc :))) also a Y2KVR version

#hlvrai #hlvrai oc #oc #long post #please i love him so much #he was only meant to be a joke now i lovehim #he has some sensory issues and absolutely will not take his gloves off #he wears the most awful combo of clothes and designs i kove it

[magicmadscience]

The tags broke last time so uhh. Here’s an AU concept I’m working on! Don’t have a name for it yet but I’m real happy with it! Please send asks if you have ideas or questions,, I really wanna talk about this more

#hlvrai #half life vr but the ai is self aware #im still working on the swap au but i galaxy brained and had.. many ideas.. #maybe itll be a series of fics.. or an ask blog.. i dont know #hopefully this works! #hlvrai lab au