#hope it’s good enough for y’all

[nympippi]

The next one on my list is Robin Arellano!!!

He likes rock n roll, milkshakes, and watching scary movies!

In this au, Robin definitely is trying to block out everything that happened to him. Any mention of the grabber and he’s changing the subject, and is uncomfortable.

He tries very hard to not be affected by it, to not think about how he couldn’t kill the bastard who did that to him, but in the end it does effect him. It effects him a lot.

Robin can’t stand the scars on his forearms, they’re always going to remind him of what he “failed” to do in his mind, something he knows isn’t his fault but can’t help but blame himself for. He doesn’t wear his bandannas anymore after having to see his cut up and bloodied one from his own kidnapping be put in an evidence bag.

He tries everything to forget what happened to him, to try and be stronger, and better in case there’s another grabber out there.

Robin blames himself a lot for what happened, he doesn’t know how or why it is but he just knows it is his fault that Finn was kidnapped, it was his fault that he couldn’t kill the grabber, it was his fault that he was kidnapped because he should’ve known better, and it was his fault for getting murdered…

He tries to keep it inside and tries to look unaffected and happy like he used to be but like all the others, Robin is a traumatized child who didn’t know any better and that is something that infuriates him.

#pippi art #the black phone fandom #the black phone #the black phone fanart #necromancer finney au #robin arellano #tbp robin #robin arellano fanart #Finn braids robins hair after he stopped wearing his bandanna #robin also doesn’t tell finn how he’s feeling after all this but finn knows. he somehow always knows #he wears the bandannas on his wrists to cover up the self defense wounds he has #the other boys try to always comfort him though. they always try for robin #Vance tries to always remind him that it wasn’t his fault and that he shouldn’t think that it is #I think Robin eventually does stop feeling this way but it never fully goes away. but he has a support system that cares and loves him #I got an ask way back when and it was basically talking about how #If Robin were to admit he was scared and that he wasn’t strong enough then he failed his dads memory and failed everything he’s built his #own self image on #I think about that a lot and I’m gonna post it later because holy fuck it’s a damn good ask #that this whole post is credited to #but yeah hope y’all enjoy

[deus-ex-mona]

#fr though i think last stage will drop some time over the next 2 weeks. or maybe even 3? no clue~~~~~ #im hoping for a mona song thoughhh. she has almost enough songs for a second album now tbh. hm. #they wouldn’t announce a second mona album this year… right~~~~? #then again they drop new albums like every three months or so. so. like. hm. #if they do drop a mona album announcement on like 8/28 this year though… im manifesting an animation with asuna #asuna va plssssssss im beggignngjgngngngngngnfngng. there are so many possibilities for good vas for her auauauauauauaaaaa #(but tbh though. i think soramaru would make a good asuna. let asuna nico nico knee nozawa in the face pls) #anyway!!!! see y’all when the mv drops~~~~~ watch it be an unrelated mv with a bunch of new one-off ocs lmao

[zeb-z]

“Even if it’s not my fault, it’s still my accident, it’s still my mess. It’s still something that - exists, because I do” oh. and he just doesn’t know another way to help, either, because all his life has been screwing up without helpful direction in order to meet impossible standards, and so there is no other way than to bleed himself dry. for the cause, for a friend in need, for anyone he doesn’t know. especially for the problems that he himself creates, because to him his pure existence has always been the problem, because the elders were fucked as hell and traumatized him to no end - so even causing problems is a sin. a single mistake is a sin. it always has been. and it’s rough trying to learn anything other than that mindset - but Jay and Chip won’t let him struggle alone.

and it’s like - that’s what comes with being raised the way he was. punished for imperfection, but there’s no guidebook, no definition of perfect. and so perfect is never good enough anyway. it’s a trap and there is no winning, so there’s nothing else to do but take the blame and bear it, and internalize it. and it makes actual failure and actual mistakes that much more painful. of course responsibility needs to be taken for your actions - but when you’ve been taking responsibility for everything, up to and including the literal fate of the world, all of your life, every outcome is your fault. and guilt only builds, and resentment only festers. of course he hates the elders for how they treated him. of course he hates himself.

he’s grabbing his own destiny and making his own choices - but the thing about making your own choices is that there are so many of them. there’s no destiny to blame anymore. and all you can do is the best you can. and it’s not always going to be good enough. he’s learned plenty about failure, but with Jay and Chip around, maybe he’ll learn about second chances, and self forgiveness. maybe he’ll learn that accidents aren’t always met with extremes. and that he’s not the only one left to deal with a mess if he slips up and breaks something.

#after their talk and their big spar part 2 and everything I’m choosing to hope for the up and up #I just. I dunno. again. y’all ever think about how he never lays on hands to heal himself? because I do #I’m calling it what it is tw for the tags here but #passive suicidality. and it’s scary and tough to deal with especially under these conditions he’s under and it’s like #he’s someone who can be seen as bigger than life almost a moral role model. a hero of sorts. and still he thinks he’ll never be good enough #abuse will do that to a mf #but like. idk jay shot him and he forgave her. and chip can be a downright bastard and he still cares for him. as much as his own #morals and nature have rubbed off on the other captains they’ve also rubbed off on him. I mean sarcasm? pranks? #chip is valuing others more and more. and so maybe gillion will value himself more and more. yknow? #after every mistake he’s made and the others have made they’re still crew. family. and ain’t that somethin? #I dunno. taking responsibility isn’t just bleeding yourself out as retribution. there has to be a balance. and for gillion (and chip tbh) #that’s difficult. and something I am hoping they will continue improving on #idk. I have many thoughts without full articulation I’m just kinda spinning them all in my brain yknow #jrwi riptide 86 #jrwi #jrwi riptide #gillion tidestrider #character analysis #z speaks

[queer-reader-07]

i’ve seen a lot of people talking about how they watched good omens with their parents and it was like the first time they’ve really ever gotten to share the joy media brings them with their parents. let alone queer media. and it just makes me so happy that other people are finally getting to experience that joy

cuz i know that having healthy and strong relationships with your parents isn’t as common as i wish it was. and i somehow got lucky enough to have a dad who not only lets me info dump about anything and everything that interests me but one who happily info dumps back

like. (this is gonna be me fan personing over my dad sorry not sorry)

my dad who when he realized the latest issue of his nat geo magazine came with a fold out poster of the JSWT pillars of creation photo immediately went to give it to me because he knows it’s my favorite JWST photo (and then helped me put it up in my room)

my dad who EMAILS me memes because he only has facebook on his computer so he can’t just screenshot and text me them to me but also knows i’ll get a kick out of the silly book meme or funny dog picture

my dad who will sit through me talking about the new things i learned in biology or chemistry even though his engineer self doesn’t really get any of it

my dad who instilled my love of reading in me as a child so now that i’m older we can talk about the books we’re each reading. (he was the reason i read dune and now it’s not just his favorite ever book but mine as well)

my dad who didn’t think twice about why i would want to go to the alton brown live show, he just asked how much tickets were and decided that we were going because he remembered how much the good eats tv show shaped my childhood

i just got so lucky. and it makes me so unbelievably happy to see other people getting to experience that kind of love and joy too. it’s so beautiful to see people finally getting to share their passions with their parents and have their parents be invested.

it’s the kind of thing that gives me hope for the world.

#sorry for being so emotional on main i just love seeing people happy #like to know that other people are experiencing joy because of the same things that bring you joy is so cool #and i just love my dad (if that wasn’t clear enough in this post) #anyways i’m happy for y’all #reinstilling my hope for humanity #good omens #good omens fandom #fandom #fandom culture #fandom community #good omens tv #good omens fans

[welldressedbuthelladepressed]

“men look at me like i’m an object, women hate me” - barbie, greta girl… i am in your walls please, this film has emotionally ruined me but yet it is still everything to me

#barbie #barbie spoilers #the montage of women at the end #yeah i sobbed #barbie saying that she’s not good enough or pretty enough to do anything #another sob fest #like i relate so hard #barbie movie #holding this movie near and dear to my heart #and i would just like to apologise to my old barbie’s and other dolls (bratz and monster high) i love y’all #idk where y’all are at now but i hope ur okay

[aphroditestummyrolls]

Thinking about Jesper Fahey’s childhood and getting PROTECTIVE and it’s barely even 8 am on a Sunday morning

#six of crows #jesper fahey #colm fahey #oh Colm #do I love him? of course #but he… Jesper did not have a good childhood or comparatively good childhood #and he did NOT ‘cause his own problems’ with gambling and drinking etc #that’s my real bone to pick with you people every once in a while #I hope that the deeper into spare prayer we get the more I can dig into this nuance— Colm is a loving father but he’s not a ‘good’ one #I scratched the surface of Colm trying to be better in Only Way Out but like… #I can’t stress enough that colm and the way he raised his son is the root of everything Jes is running from/doesn’t know how to confront #it IS Colms fault #y’all are so unfair to Jesper and sometimes the lack of care/sympathy for addicts is really not cute #spare prayer is my thesis #*shakes fist at the sky*

[samuraisharkie]

ok I genuinely think @is-the-owl-video-cute has gone off the deep end. what makes you act like that on the internet for real. I don’t even have a real stock in this bullshit drama but they are just the most reactionary asshole to people? how can y’all look up to them they are genuinely so immature and pissy. they’ve been throwing a fit over users they personally dislike and using absolutely no proof at all to say they doxxed ppl. there’s like zero proof other than they don’t like them LMAO. can y’all log the fuck off please?? before someone actually gets hurt??

#is-the-owl-video-cute #yeah I’m tagging actually I hope ppl searching for drama see this and get a reality check #I saw that archived link what the actual fucking shit in hell were they thinking typing that? #they arent fucking animal murderers. they don't like the way scout handles their media presence or their farm #but that doesn’t mean they doxxed them and there is zero evidence to suggest as much. they’ve said they didn’t so like. nothing to go on.💀 #(frankly also. scout and owlvid should be able to handle criticism and disagreements like normal fucking people #instead of flying off the handle literally every single time. like it’s a pattern) #I think both of them should just log off until they learn to handle this shit in a normal way #and without encouraging their impressionable followers to go on witch-hunts after ppl. #especially bc they don’t like it when it happens to them?? yet they say NOTHING when their followers start harassing ppl?? telling lol #I can’t stand it. y’all aren’t educators and you will never be the end all be all of every opinion you have. stop assuming such. #owlvid has had wildly inaccurate ‘facts’ about rabbits before but acting like they KNOW this shit is infuriating. #I guess I shouldn’t be surprised that every ‘is the x animal cute’ blog has gone to shit and up a creek though #just particularly disappointed in owlvid and scout for the way they’ve handled this #while KNOWING the amount of followers that would swallow their boots all the way their their head if they could #like. cmon. you can say you don’t know enough abt this subject to comment. it’s ok. #and I think scout should be able to handle and address criticisms abt their cows without losing it every single time like #I’ve never met a good farmer that can’t handle criticism for their animals. it’s part of the job you won’t please everyone #and if you are planning on being an educator you have to be able to handle those criticisms with a level head and understanding. #that’s not what owlvid OR scout do. they are influencers on a power trip. #if you want respect you have to give it. not one of the dreaded rabbit people have been disrespectful about their criticism. #it is not so the other way around and that’s telling as hell #the only time I’ve seen these apparently evil sadistic rabbit bloggers make sardonic or disrespectful (I guess?) comments is on their own #and when they’re frustrated about being labeled like they kick puppies for fun for being a fucking normal ass farmer lol #you’d think maybe scout would be able to get that. maybe not so much owlvid bc they don’t seem to understand rural animal care #for the record I’m not looking at any of these blogs involved with scrutinizing detail bc I have better things to do #but I have kept an eye on the situation w scout and animal control being called and how it got twisted into ‘doxxing and swatting’ #by high strung ppl who should not have been online #I value my blood pressure too much the urge to just turn off my phone overcomes any desire to look through the drama

[bennettvaldez]

leo “make me love myself so that i might love you” valdez and jason “don’t make me a liar ‘cause i swear to god when i said it i thought it was true” grace

#they make me so sad it’s unreal #this entire song just fits them so well #like. y’all. #‘there’s really just one thing that we’re have in common neither of us will be missed’ #literally them. leo didn’t think anyone would miss him when he died which is probably why he was just willing to do it and why he thought #he was doing the best thing for his friends by not telling them. #jason… i haven’t read his death scene but from what i know #of the jason in my head #his and leo’s self worth is entirely based on how useful they are to other people #and both of them felt useless and worthless so again. no reason for anyone to miss them right? #and then ‘you always said how you loved dogs i don’t know if i count but #i’m trying my best when i’m howling and barking these songs’ #literally jason hoping he’ll be good enough for leo and not believing it #even though leo tells him all the time AND GAVE HIS LIFE FOR JASON TOO #MY CRINGEFAIL GAY LOSERS I LOVE THEM #valgrace #leo valdez #jason grace

[i-am-a-fan]

🐭

this is the guy you’re slightly afraid of… thoughts?

#i hope that im not too scary #🐊? #like. scary enough #but not to where you panic when i like y’all’s art or writting #because it really is good art and writing

[transpuppyprince]

hey babes <3 i know i haven’t posted original content in a very hot minute anyways, but wanted to let y’all know that i won’t be posting any for a while, or reblogging much. i really appreciate everything this sexy trans community has to offer and i love y’all. my short time here has made me feel way more comfortable in my body and identity and i’m eternally grateful.

but recently i’ve been struggling with seeing myself as a person, both in and out of a sexual context, and i haven’t been able to just exist with my body without oversexualizing myself or treating myself as an object. and ik we hornypost about that stuff all the time but it’s actually been really disconcerting and uncomfortable for me. so i’m gonna limit my time here for a bit (or a while?) until i’ve found a healthier relationship with sex and kink and my body. i’ll probably be back eventually, and may occasionally pop up and say something or reblog something, but i’m gonna be pretty inactive. thanks for sticking around if you do, and thanks for the time you spent with me!

love y’all ❤️ stay safe

#genuinely can’t thank this community enough #but i’m not in a good place rn. i hope to see y’all again when i am! #love y’all #princepup.txt

[theflowerofthecommonwealth]

I had someone ask me when the next chapter of The Flower Of the Commonwealth is coming out on Tumblr- and uh….. Yeah I’ve just moved it all to AO3 where there are four more chapters added from last time I posted and I redid all the old ones. (Spanish lessons incoming)

For those of you who have just arrived- this is the full story of how Jasmine came to meeting Nick and eventually getting adopted by him.

But fair warning to y’all- ITS NOT SUNSHINE AND RAINBOWS. Look at them tags!!! It’s sad and goes to the darkest parts of humanity and the lawless world of Fallout!!!

But I swear to y’all that Valentine is gonna hold out a hand to this girl and help her stand and shine again.

And thank you to those who have supported this story- it means the world to me to see y’all check in to read this carefully planned ball of chaos I have put out. 💖💖💖💖

#I honestly had no expectations for many readers on this story. #Especially since I wasn’t writing a romantic pair or smut which seem to garner most of the attention. #I was thinking I would get five readers that kept up if I was lucky. But wooooah!!! Y’all just showed up outta the blue. #I love y’all and hope y’all ain’t gonna need therapy after this story too. #Everyone in this story needs therapy. Especially the feral kitten and her father-to-be. #But seriously where did you readers all come from??? Is it just the intensity of the story??? #Well whatever the reason I hope I can deliver it good enough. #fallout #fallout 4 #fallout4 #fo4 #fallout fanfic #fallout 4 fanfic #nick valentine #fallout original character #fallout oc #fallout 4 oc #fo4 oc #john hancock #piper wright

[evansbby]

thank you everyone for waiting so long for a poyt update. i’m aware it’s been almost four months since i updated and while i’m not gonna apologise bc it’s super hard to write and i’ve been so busy all summer, just know that i’m super thankful for those of you who stuck around and still care for the story. the new chapter is coming soon. poyt is very special to me because i genuinely feel like with each chapter i write, i pour my heart and soul into it. it feels like i’m writing an actual novel with how much thought i put into it, and the gratification truly is the interest you guys show in it… despite the fact it hasn’t been updated in a while. and while i try to keep people interested in the story by posting drabbles, just know that i’m working hard on chapter four every day and i hope you all will enjoy it when i post it soon💘

#my thoughts 💭 #just wanted to acknowledge and thank those who wait so patiently and show so much interest #y’all are the best #then there’s the jokers commenting ‘this fic will be updated next year i think’ LMAO THANKS 🙃 #anyways increasingly I’ve become so scared that it won’t be good enough #that the wait won’t be worth it #but when I tell you it’s the hardest thing I’ve ever written #like it genuinely is #so challenging #so I do hope it pays off #but thank you guys you are truly the best

[cryptids-lobelia-garden]

I managed to pull this together in the middle of an Absolutely Horrible work day! Yay! (Writing this is probably part of what got me out of a stress and caffeine induced panic attack) Unfortunately I didn’t get it edited on time to post on time, but Hey! It Exists :D Anyway, people should write more characters having autism shutdowns. It’s very frustrating being barely able/unable to talk (I am autism btw)

Anyway, this one’s very environmental. I feel like the timespace distortions in PLA could have been a LOT more horrifying, and I’m here to deliver! Warnings: animal attack (again), uuuuhh what do you call this.. time and space are being bent and torn around him and it is some sort of cosmic horror or something idk what that term means exactly I just know it’s what comes to mind, but uuuh yeah this one’s kinda tame actually.

All of mine so far have been pretty tame, let’s be honest. I promise I can write other stuff we just haven’t gotten to the Good Stuff I Have Planned yet

Day 5: Reckless

Takes place some time after the battle atop Mount Coronet. (After day 4 of this event, far before day 3, which happened before days 1 and 2)

~~~~~

Volo should have known this would happen when a strange energy started to fill the air. He should’ve known this would happen when sparks started to fly.

He thought he had more time before it did, thought he could pick a few more berries from this tree and run.

He should’ve known better than to test his fate, especially in a distortion that he had indirectly caused. Arceus has a sense of humor, after all, and Volo is no stranger to the cruelty that fate seems to love to bring him.

Scents from past and future flow into the air, and he can hardly breathe, stumbling as the ground morphs and shifts under him. One moment, he’s standing on the grassy hill, and the next, a structure he doesn’t understand appears out of nowhere, trapping him inside.

He scrambles his way out a window and brings his fingers to his mouth, whistling as loud as he can.

But Toge doesn’t come. She can’t hear him in the storm.

I could die here.

The realization sends chills down his spine.

He’s been confronted by his own mortality plenty of times in his life. It’d be a surprise to hear someone hasn’t, really, in a world as dangerous, as cruel as this one. Wild Pokémon attacks that aren’t immediately deadly can still be incredibly dangerous later, after all, and there’s a myriad of other dangers in this world.

Volo happens to be particularly good at getting himself into bad situations, and fate has always seemed to be especially cruel to him. He’s faced death plenty of times.

But it’s never felt so close.

He could run from murderers and wild Pokémon. He managed to strike a deal with Giratina when they met, he learned everything he could forage so he would never starve, he had even escaped the wrath of a particularly powerful zoroark, which is an impressive feat, considering the fact that even the normal zoro put plenty of people on the death toll.

But he can’t run from this. Not when he can’t breathe and the ground itself doesn’t seem to work as it should, flickering in and out of existence at the drop of a hat.

He curses himself for his stupidity as a terrified steelix shrieks, a sound like boulders tumbling down a mountain. It’s moving too quickly to see where it’s going, barreling straight towards Volo.

He just manages to dodge out of the way, ducking and rolling behind a tree- but an electric attack hits him, and he shrieks as his whole body jolts from it, falling to his knees.

It’s hard to move, he’s shaking, his muscles are spasming.

He can’t run.

Paralyzed.

I’m going to die here.

Something falls into his hands, a strange device. Some sort of bracelet, with a thick, flat face.

It lights up as he touches it.

He frantically presses back against the tree as an alpha raichu steps forward, holding the strange device up.

He’s about to move to throw it in desperation-

And then something he touches on it creates a shield of pink and blue energy, surrounding him just as the raichu tries to hit him with a Thunder.

He can breathe.

Volo scrambles to his feet, catching his breath. “Is this- some sort of shield..?” It moves with him as he walks- no? It’s moving with the device.

He scoops it off the ground, shaking his limbs out to try to get the rest of the electric attack out of his system, and he sprints towards the outside of the distortion, carrying the device with him. The ground materializes beneath his feet, holding steady even as it breaks around him, and he thanks fate for finally giving him something good.

Some attack hits the shield, and he yelps as he’s thrown, but he isn’t hurt by anything except his own bad landing. Scrambling back to his feet, he runs the rest of the way out, jumping through to the outside of the bubble of distorted land just as the timespace storm starts to swirl.

Terrified pokemon shriek as they’re swept into it. Volo nearly throws up as he sees human remains inside, swirling with the rest.

And, in a flash, all of it is gone, leaving no sign of what just happened but specks of shimmering pink dust, floating softly to the ground.

He’s in a cold sweat, shaking as he stares at where he was almost swept away. The trio would RUN INTO these. For FUN, to collect the things inside.

What the HELL is wrong with them!?

He takes a few shaky breaths, collapsing to his hands and knees. The device makes a clicking sound as it wraps around his hand, but he pays it no mind for now.

Okay.

Okay, I’m okay. I’m alive. I’m okay.

..I have nobody to blame for that except myself. I shouldn’t have stayed when the storm started to gather. And for what, a few handfuls more of berries? That wasn’t worth the risk!

He stares at the strange device, which has moved to his wrist. There’s numbers on the front, though he’s not sure what they’re for.

It’s a miracle I made it out. And it’s because of this wondrous device..

It’s locked itself around his wrist somehow. He can’t see the locking mechanism- it looks like a clean band, aside from the face. The only sign as to its origin is some strange lettering on the side, though he doesn’t really recognize the characters. He knows he’s seen them somewhere before, though.

With some experimentation, he figures out he can move the device up and down his arm, but he can’t take it off. It’s comfortable no matter where it is, fitting perfectly to his skin, but it won’t go over his hand, despite obviously having the capability of doing so.

Fascinating..

Okay, he’ll deal with that later. He stands, making his way back to the little camp he’s set up.

He’s still feeling a little stiff with the after effects of a fairly mild electric attack paralysis, but he’s not too hurt- he must’ve not been hit too bad, thankfully.

Volo sits at camp, dumping out his bag and counting the supplies he’s managed to gather.

If he finds a way to preserve the food, what he has gathered today will be enough for a few days. So the progress towards what he and his Pokémon need to survive the winter is slow, but it is progressing.

The extra berries he grabbed are enough for two extra meals for Toge, so there’s that, at least.

Was it worth the risk? No, not in the slightest. Not when he can easily gather that safely.

But does it make him feel a little better about it?

Absolutely.

He looks up as a shadow falls over him, quickly moving to catch Toge as she flies into his chest. “Hey!”

She squeaks happily, shaking her bag- and that’s the sound of a bunch of apricorns. He can also see the leaves of a few different edible plants and medicinal herbs sticking out.

Volo smiles, cuddling her close. “Thank you, sweetheart,” he murmurs, burying his face in her feathers with a quiet sigh. “I don’t know what I’d do without you.”

~~~

PARADOX DETECTED

A young woman leans over to look at the alert, brushing curly red hair out of her eyes. “Oh! Well, that explains where he got his watch.. That is a dangerous paradox, wow. Very lucky it didn’t break anything. Dialga must have helped..” She sighs, tapping a few buttons on her watch and sending a quick message to Management. “..Dragons. I need to figure out how Eclipse got it off so I can update the security systems.. What a bother.”

#whumprilday5 #whumpril2024 #Whumpril #🌻Volo #distortions should’ve been scarier #like. I understand pla isn’t a horror game BUT #there’s so many things in it with the capability to be Absolutely Horrifying #Hisuian zoro. various ghost types actually (Pokémon in general). #the distortions are just the start #honestly if they had the time I wonder if gamefreak would’ve made more to them than just purple bubbles filled with strong Pokémon and item #maybe they wouldn’t have. but a guy can dream #anyway I am. Struggling how tf does electric type paralysis work #my explanation in my head is the electricity magically sticks around for a lil bit #and it keeps the paralyzed one still #stun spore is of course a poison and not electricity #but for electricity paralysis stuff to not be permanent you’ve gotta fudge things a little I think #pokémon whump #is surprisingly difficult bc there’s so many weird logistics things that you can’t just search up #bc pokemon ARENT REAL :(((( #god. I wish I had a sylveon #I feel like a sylveon would be a pretty good starter pokemon #I mean they’re just a dog.. cat.. fox.. thing and they love you #ANYWAY enough rambling from me! hope y’all enjoy #oh yeah also #⌚️Melissa

[hannibalstills]

Hope you’re all doing okay today 💕

#here’s a picture of me being a sleepy little guy #sometimes everything is exhausting and overwhelming #today I had enough energy to shower and read and that’s gonna have to be enough ya know? #thank goodness for small pleasures like my cat purring on my lap or the sound of the rain hitting the window #anyways I genuinely hope y’all are doing okay today 💛 #personal #fannibals

[tvrningout]

i dunno if it’s happening today bc i am so low on energy i could fade into the ether, but expect my muse list to be edited soon as well as certain muses to be revamped! it really just needs to be done uvu

#get ready to ramble | ooc #it’s probably not gonna come as a surprise but we’re fr dropping kny muses except maybe kaigaku bc i put so much thought into him #maybe i’ll try to give him verses? #bc the thing is i just am not feeling kny atm #so it’s not fair to have my canons on the roster — same for spiderverse #love miguel and pav but i don’t ever get to write them much less chiyo’s atsv au or yuzu #and i hope that doesn’t come off upset? bc i’m not i’m just kinda like #there’s no point having certain muses on my roster if i have no muse/can’t use them #i’d rather clear the way for other muses like delwyn and arata #and i do appreciate the people who let me write these muses 💜 it’s just time for a change #especially bc i wanna revamp hyouka satsuki and yubari!! #hyouka and satsuki are getting properly thrown into jjk and yubari babyyyy #he’s finally getting his modern deity storyline #i’ve rambled enough so i won’t get into it here but i’m very excited for him!! #anyway i hope y’all are having a good monday 💜 #i’m just relaxing for now but maybe i’ll get online properly later!

[bioswear]

Idk hot take for a Saturday morning, but maybe people shouldn’t be SO quick to switch to a mentality of: “well I’m not voting at all” about American politics in regards to the Israeli/Palestinian conflict/genocide just bc America has had its dick in those affairs LONG BEFORE fucking Biden Presidecy and people are seemingly just NOW feeling publically vocally outraged about it bc it’s in the forefront news (as you should be), but maybe also let’s use our fucking brains for a moment if you are American:

we should, and can easily, also still focus on that which is in our own backyard, if you don’t vote fucking blue, because green/third parties are not actually viable in the deeply established two party system we have had for CENTURIES, we get fucking DeSantis or some other horrible Fascist Republican and then America is going to have its own genocide against LGBTQ+ people, fascism goes up, continued attacks against drag/immigrants/etc.

You also know damn well that any Republican, If one were president, would be doing the same fucking thing of providing aid to Israel, so I guess personally I’m just confused as to why everyone is surprised biden is doing the same.

You can and should support a free Palestine, and hold contempt for Israel and condemn their actions, AND also know that voting blue is Americas literal only chancE RIGHT CURRENTLY NOW this upcoming year, to remain somewhat of a democracy instead of a ChristoFascist regime, especially with Biden being one of the ONLY blue candidates like… our hands are TIED

Like YEAH it’s gonna fucking suck to vote for Biden but like you also gotta fucking Buck up sometimes and do things you don’t particularly WANT to do. It’s called duality and compromising in life and sometimes it’s fucking unavoidable.

But idk what the fuck do I know 🤪 I’m just a girl who thinks maybe you shouldn’t just fucking give up one of your only recognized rights in America just because some actions you can’t control from a crusty old moderate blue white man in a country whose affairs are more complicated than your messiest situationship is upsetting (rightfully so, I might add) you

#personal txt #I’m sorry that tragedies are like trends these days but I haven’t seen ANYRHING about any of the crises we had earlier in the year #like yeah ALL of it is important but also #you can’t NOTvote next year you will actively be contributing to a horrible fascist regime in America #please use your fucking eyes and brain: I did NOT say Americans shouldn’t support Palestine. they should #I’m saying maybe don’t base your gut reaction politics on things that have been out of the public’s hands for DECADES. US has always backed #Israel. it isn’t right and it’s corrupt and it’s awful yes. all those. but it won’t change #just like how the two party system is so ingrained that it nullifies 3rd parties #vote blue just so we don’t fucking die in America and then hope Biden kicks it or smth #Kamala takes over. elections come again. we hopefully have more democratic candidates #but like #we CANNOT not vote #I will literaally kill myself if Trump or DeSantis win all because you fuckstains #learned your politics from fucking tiktok and tumblr #come at me if my hot take (which isn’t even a hot take but PURE observation) #bothers you enough but idc #I’m seeing too many people being like WELL NOW IM NOT VOTING AT ALL #good job on giving up one of your only rights in this world you fucking Sheep #the amount of people goingIM NOT VOTING. IS CONCERNING TO ME #like y’all can’t do this right before fucking election year 🫠 #republicans WANT you to not vote you stupid clods. why would you willingly give them what they want #Biden sucks so fucking much and I’d rather eat glass but I know in the big picture voting blue fucking matters #like MULTPLE things can be important at once #but imo it’s important to know what you do and don’t have immediate control over #can you control what’s happening in Gaza? not a fucjing chance. these people hate each other so much and for so long #and yes it’s terrible and horrible and Israel needs to just fuck off forever #but like I highly doubt they would listen to the opinion f outside affairs #also I don’t think majority of people even understand just HOW complicated the US relations with Israel is and I don’t either so I won’t #pretend like I do #you can more easily control the outcome of the US political landscape by FUCKING VOTING