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#hope theyll all be ok
hannieehaee · 4 months
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Idk if this is appropriate or not (feel free if this is something you don't want to answer) but as a casual kpop stan who really only stans seventeen and listens to other kpop artists on a somewhat frequent basis I just feel as though seventeen is reaching their peak in a way that's far from satisfying. Like idk if this makes sense but to me it seems as tho the members are struggling to keep out of "scandals" with mingyu's incident last year, minghao/seoksoon being labeled as fat phobic earlier this year over out of context clips and now with Joshua (he's not even close to being my favorite member but these rumors and pregnancy stories are honestly making me so upset rn) ...as a fan who feels a genuine attachment to these people it's hard for me to be happy because while Ik the boys deserve every good thing coming their way fame comes with a price and that price is what I'm worried about. Like I get that Pledis isn't SM and seventeen definitely see themselves as family unlike NCT who view themselves more as colleagues I'm so scared that Joshua will eventually leave like Lucas or heaven forbid anything more drastic happens. It's just that I always see these "we could never save them" posts but then the same people who post them also comment the worst things forgetting that idols are humans too. I'm super sorry for the long ask but I just read that jeonghan got hurt and that made me think of the rest of the members and everything else they've been going thru. I'm not even the type of person to get attached to people I barely know but with Seventeen it's like I'm really and honestly praying for their success because they seem that THAT genuine group of people who are just trying their best. Sorry for the rambling
i get what ur saying. dont worry abt sending a long ask! ur welcome to rant abt svt in my inbox whenever! honestly i havent stanned for too long so idk how things were before this past year but i do worry for them lately :/ theyre getting injured too often and they get no rest. i dont like how pledis/hybe are managing them at all. theyve been constantly touring japan very repeatedly for seemingly no good reason at all which has obviously tired them out (theyve been dropping like flies, LITERALLY). pledis had the opportunity to promote them in ways that didnt involve constant performances but have just chosen not to for some reason. i really hope they get to rest soon (unlikely tho since theyre likely gonna have a world tour next year).
about the joshua thing. i feel sosososo bad for him. idk and idc if hes really dating that girl honestly. i do feel like it was kinda dumb of her to consistently post herself in the same places/clothes as him if they really wanted to keep it a secret BUT neither of them deserved the hate/scrutiny they got for it. not even with the pregnancy thingy on her stories. i don't think joshua and lucas' situations are comparable whatsoever since joshua has not done anything wrong unlike lucas. im hoping pledis somehow protects him better but thats unlikely. i dont think any member of svt will ever leave bc as u said, theyre family. cant rlly compare to nct tho lol bc i only stan svt so idk any other groups' dynamics like that. i do get what ur saying tho i have friends who stan nct and svt and theyve said to me that they do see a drastic difference in dynamics between the two groups but thats neither here nor there.
lastly, i have the best hopes for svt. they keep saying theyll only go up from here and i believe that. idk how that will play out with military service in consideration or with what seems to be chronic incidents that keep happening to them (gyu, cheol, and han in the past few months) but i trust and hope they'll be okay. they have a very established fanbase and a rlly good support group with one another so i only see good things for them in the future. hope they get at least a month off soon though.
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nibbelraz · 1 year
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Oh! Can I kindly request Bingliushen of some flavor? (your style is so cute!!!)
Love to think that they have to schedule time to be with Shen Qingqiu and they go feral if they go above the time
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It's ok he kisses it better
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Always jealous
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marklikely · 3 months
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fingers crossed maybe i can turn in my name change petition today
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spoopup · 5 months
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NWOS release moved to 2025..........i fell to my knees...........I . I HAVE TO SURVIVE THE HORRORS UNTIL 2025!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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louismygf · 1 year
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2022 louie wrapped 🫂
favorite song on walls - fearless
favorite song on fitf - lucky again or att or waoyf or ooms or or or
favorite fitf single - out of my system
favorite music video - bigger than me
most played song on spotify by louis - kill my mind (lifetime), bigger than me (6 months), all this time (4 weeks)
louis life lesson - always have hope. trust your gut & follow your heart (also, when following your heart, dont be afraid to make mistakes). be brave.
favorite louis lyric - time can always heal you, if you let it make its way into your bones (fitf)... otb lyrics still at my top though! specifically it's a solo song and it's only for the brave (walls)
favorite louis outfit - SOOO many. love me to death and longer hoodie, pleasure is pain cardigan, green dork sweater, purple hydrogen tee, pittsburgh 😇, F1 fila sweater, 28op black turtleneck & this..., but i feel like giving attention to this outfit :)
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favorite live performance - THE FIRST PERFORMANCE OF BIGGER THAN ME, LIVE FROM MILAN, WAS INSANE ACTUALLY!!!!!!!!!!!
live favorite tour show - girl. all three nights of ltwt22: mexico city (n1 got me locked out of twitter, n2- just full on fun and complete chaos and n3......... perfection)
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tagging @daffodilsfortomorrow @faithinlouisfuture @louis-in-red @letthisbeyourgreatest @polaroidplanets @28-quetzal @milf-louis @fruitylouis @sheisbeautyweareworldass @firstsummer
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girlwithfish · 10 months
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i need to get a lunch bag or box i want a cute one lol thats also insulated and maybe some lunch containers and also need to figure out what tf I'm gonna bring to eat at lunch ebery day at work 👍
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whomturgled · 10 months
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i have so many feelings and i hate it
#and regrets of any time ive acted up or feel like in hindsight it wasnt cherishing the time i have w them as i shld be and#and things i want to do with them still and ways to love them and be loved and understand their way of loving and#i think we can be so good together and. i miss them. and i hope they miss me.#i really hope theyll miss me soon and want me again and . ik its maybe a little messed up but i want to believe and trust and#its hard and it hurts but. i really feel theres a great connection and if i need to chill out a bit and remember myself more thats fine#and on me for getting so like. moody recently. altho i kinda feel like part of that is med changes but u__u still i need to be able to like#be better and i think they make me better and so happy and. im so comfortable with them and i love them and i wld want to make it work#even if it had to be distance but i dont think i want to just be their friend like maybe but it would hurt a lot bc i love them so much#and i hope they wanna be with me too still and will allow me to romance them yknow flowers and adventures and love and take care and... yea#and maybe some of this was just them going thru a lot rn and im sorry for adding pressure to it and i want to be the comfortable respite an#auurgrgghfhdhdhhfhfdhh i miss them#i just keep thinking abt them like ill have periods of not but then i do again and. idk.#theres also a lot of complicated feelings and thoughts and its like i want to like. idk. know some of their friends n stuff n. :^( idk#i dont feel well from the stress and emotions and ow of it all#i really hope it isnt just a way for them to let me down i really hope they come back eventually like i wanna believe they will but#ourgsghthfhdhfhghghdhdhwkelftk4bfbhwiwjtjejAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#i love them a lot. and need to listen more abt more alone time stuff bc it is good for both of us but not like this u_u#ok sorry for rambling i needed somewhere to write feelings so here we are#i guess part of me is hoping theyre thinking abt me at least a bit and maybe will check this and see it and be like wow i do miss them too#but ik thats silly and eitth3u2ieigjtb4jirifjwji24jgntn aahhhhhhhhhhh. i say a lot of things wrong esp when scared or overly emotional and.#urgevshehrhtjrjeitjtnjeeitjtjwjeiigvjiw9384847rhfbwjoe4j4n4j289djrnrnf#i just really really hope they come back soonish and like want me and are like yes i do want you sorry for that but not a huge sorry bc#like i understand where theyre coming from and. and. yeah. idk. soon doesnt have to be today or tomorrow but maybe a week or 2 idk#i just realy miss them and it hurts and i really dont want them with someone else or to just throw it all away andni want to prove i can#like. idk. love them and be better and more positive i guess we've both been dealing w a lot of stuff and i do need to learn to accept and#more patient w how we communicate differently and we do have to face that but its a difficult topic to confront ig and aurh4hwhshhrlffff#i think they love me i want to trust and i really hope they dont try to make any decisions for me or like based on what they think best 4 m#bc i get to decide that :^(#when i said let down i meant like. leave my life and never talk to me again and stuff.. ;^(. idk how to feel abt some things but. idk. idk.#theres so many feelings and that all is just a pretty vague tip of the iceberg ugh
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99probalos · 1 year
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prologue and chapter 1 finished. going over them tomorrow for editing. it is 5 am i am so sleepytired. will start work on chapter 2 soon andpossibly chapter illustration s because i love drawing these freaks. fuck. ohhhb i gotta sleep
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cultivatingyourfuture · 11 months
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ive got a framing device finally woaahaoooo!!!
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slutdge · 2 years
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#ignore its avent post sorry im gonna explode because i cant say this anywhere else#i like genuinely feel like i need to check myself back into the hospigal because of the level the abuse has escalated to#like every waking moment all i think about is wanting to die#and usually it was only half my waking moments i felt like that#but the hospital wont do anything anyways all theyll do is keep me in a brightly lit room for three days and release me with no resources#like ok cool were not responsible now if you kill yourself after release 👍bye#the mental health system as well as the disability system im working my way through right now#with no guarantee that i will even be allowed disability despite being hospitalized almost monthly and have been for nearly 10 years#is so dehumanizing#and on top of that im being dehumanized by an abuser and there is no hope i will be able to get out of this situation any time soon#like ive never wanted to die this badly in my entire life lmao#and i really just wanna say fuck it and relapse til i just die from that so at least i can have some peace for the rest of my life#whatever the hell is left of it#and doing this in complete isolation is only making it worse#im so god damn tired#anyways blah blah blah yes i know its my fault you dont need to tell me that please see yourself out im very aware its my fault#vent doesnt mean anything beyond getting my thoughts out and amazon 3 it doesnt mean im absolving myself of being an irredeemable fuck up#vent //
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be-good-to-bugs · 7 days
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AAAAH forever stress is going to kill me one day
#the bin#i hate knowing why i feel so bad and not being able to do anything about it#im scared that ill never ever feel better. its been so long since i felt ok. im worried that ill make friends and still feel horrible all#the time and it wont matter. i cant keep doing this. im so tired of being all alone. im so tired of the constant inescapable dread#im going to figure something out. in a month ill be moved and i can start figuring everything out then#i hate not being able to focus on anything besides how bad i feel. i cant enjoy anything. theres so many shows i wanna watch but i cant#because im so distracted by this. theres so much manga i wanna read and i cant.#literally the ONLY thing that has been able to make me temporarily forget this for any amount of time is dungeon meshi#its so fucking good and it sparks so much joy that it does help but not enough. i get sad again really fast.#well. im trying really hard to manage my stress. i did the math on how much i should be getting. i know that i will have rent at least.#there are 2 weeks that i dont know what my hours will be but assuming i get 13 hours at least then i should have an ok amount for#moving. its possible theyll be worse and its possible theyll be better. im really hoping theyre better. my hours have been SO BAD recently#i dont know why. i know im not bad at my job or anything. i sont think my manager dislikes me either. he does this whenever someone#hasnt been feeling well and hell do it for a couple weeks and i think its him trying to be considerate but i have bills to pay man#technically there is a shift i could pickup but the store has a drive thru so im nervous to bc idk how that works and if im asked to do that#then ill have no idea so ive been avoiding taking any shifts like that#hopefully enough will pop up in the coming weeks and i can get some more hours. i know i can cover moving vehicle cost but idk how much#gas is gonna be so im suuuuper worried abt that. hhhh. hopefully my sister and her boyfriend can get me back the $300 they owe too#honestly idk how they werent able to afford rent but immediately after they were able to afford a 40 hour roadtrip and yimw off work#whatever. it doenst matter.#i wish i could deal with the other stuff messing me up rn but i cant fix the loneliness thing without not being alone and i cant fix that#it doesnt matter how much i tell myself ill make friends eventually or if i believe it or not. i feel bad because ive gone way too long#not hanging out with anyone and my brain cant handle it.#im gonna see if maybe i can play a game with my sister soon. or maybe i couod play smth with my younger sister even#i pkayed roblox with her for a little while. maybe she would want to again. i miss her :(
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nomaishuttle · 1 year
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see i wanna talk to u guys more and be fr friends but ihave no clue how to go abr it. 1 on 1 talk terrifies me and i feel like just dming ppl wouldbe weird and even if it wasnt id still be rly scared 2 do it. but i also cant just post like Everybody tlk to me bc wheni see posts like that im like They mean everybody except for me. which is nonsense it says everybody yk... but i get worried nd i feel like others do too. i have a discord server But it scares me so i never talk in there.. this is the devil speaking but i wish still went to school and was just forced to be around ppl thatd be so much easier
#i hope once i get my job Even tho it wont be a social job. hopefully ill get mlre used to being around ppl again..#bc i just. idk. i get viscerally uncomfortable if im in a room with someone yk. bc i start thinking sbt every movement i make#and it makes me feel too big and like im taking up too much space even if im like. on the complete opposite side of the room#im like Oh im annoying them im in their space and it makes me nervous and then i bumble and i bump into things and i knock things over and#its like. nightmarish#thats also what a lot of my nightmares r abt its abt ppl just observing me doing something#but i keep knocking things over and bumping into things and stumbling#and like. i turn to quickly an things fall behind me and then i hsve to turn to see what fell (humiliating)#it feels like when i do my walking on the balls of my feet except that thats a fun autism activity for me#but like. the strain and the stress of all my muscles. it feels like that#where everything is judt stressing and light touching and then i get rly scared Basically#and online i just get terrified of being likee. idk#i hate hate hate being misinterpreted and i need to get over it bc likee. yr gonna be misinterpreted sometimes#sometimes ppl r gonna misunderstand and theyll either ask for clarification or just go sith their beliefs and both of those r FINE#but it like. idk it makes me feel sick knowing that people have an idea of me in their heads that i cant control#like. forreal sick. i hate knowing that i could exist in peoples heads outside of when theyre in mine yk#like if im not actively talking to or thinking abt someone knowing that they could be thinking abt me. nauseous#which is stupid and controlling. i exist and ppl perceive me and thats FINE im allowed to exist snd theyre allowed to think about me#but also it scares me bc idk what theyre thinking and they could be thinking anything. ym#ok anyways irs bedtime sryyy. potatos tmrw#meme imsge DOES ANYONE KNOW IF WE HAVE POTATOS TOMORROW? the answer? yes
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my-soft-sunshine · 1 year
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sliceofajayke · 10 months
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enhypen as dads
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here are some headcannons on how i think enha will be as dads :)
warnings; babies, talk of pregnancy, theres a mention of sex in hoons but nothing graphic.. thats all i think but plz lemme know if you see anything that should be added<3
likes, comments and reblogs are much appreciated<3
heeseung <3
-okok right from the beginning, when he had first found out u were preggers he started singing to ur belly
-and at night he cant sleep and he thinks ur asleep he'll talk to ur belly
-like if ure having really bad morning sickness he'll be like
-"hey baby,, i know ur growing in there but please dont give ur momma too much of hard time... we love you forever and always and we can't wait for you to get here"
-and suddenly the next day you got no morning sickness!! so hee kisses ur belly "thank u baby u always listen to dada huh?"
-okay now for gender. reveal!! he doesnt care if the baby is a boy or a girl
-he just wants to be able to hold his baby in his arms, and he got sososo excited when the doctor told yall so the doctor asks "oh were you hoping for a girl?"(first one is girl i feel like theyll all be really good girl dads)
-and u giggle "he wasnt hoping for anything specific. hes just happy that were this far along cuz that mean babes coming out soon"
-and we'll skip to birth. hee has done so much reading on parenting books, and all that jazz
-but when babygirl finally comes hes in tears and forgot everything he read. hes just too happy. he sees you holding his baby and he thinks, despite the sweat and tears. this is the most beautiful you look because you have been so strong and brave through out the whole process
-u call him over and ask if hes ready to hold her and something snaps in him "oh um... can i??"
- he just got so worried?? for some reason?? so the nurse smiles and tells him to go sit on the chair so she can pass her to him and while sitting he remembers skin to skin right right
-so he takes off his shirt and when baby is in the nurses arms she starts crying soso hard,
- but once baby was place into hees arms and lying on his bare chest she immediately stops "oh babygirl... hi its dada"
-and ik babies dont really smile unless they're pooping or smthng but the baby smiles at him with her eyes closed
-skip to her first everything,, hee has it all filmed, her first steps, her first taste of solid food, any of her first, you name it
-he'll be one of those dads who are sososo encouraging of every single thing she does
-(even if shes bad at it... "who cares what they say. if you like doing it then continue doing it. only quit if its for yourself not for them")
-shes a lovely singer, she'll somehow remember the songs hee would sing to her while she was in mommas belly and when she was a baby
-he'll cry when shes 10 years old because "my baby... shes not a baby anymore shes in her double digits:((" and she'll hug him even if she feels embarrassed and whispers to him "dont worry dad. i wont be a baby forever. but i'll always be your girl"
-thats what he calls her "my girl" he originally called u that
-and he still does,, whenever he gets home he goes "where are my girls?" or if his babygirl wins something he goes "thats my girl!"
-hes just a really good supportive dad:(( she'll even go to both her parents if shes having relationship problems because she can trust them and they are very trusting of her
jay <3
-ok so jay i think u’d just tell him straight up that ur pregnant
-u guys have been trying for a while and it finally happened so he was very very happy
-i think jay will also talk to ur belly
-he’ll tell baby a lot of random fun facts
-even tell baby about how big/small they are at the moment
-when baby comes hes just ready for it all.
-hes very encouraging of you, tells you that you did amazing before even taking a look at the crying baby
-finally when its his turn to hold his babyboy hes ready.
-the nurse takes the baby from ur arms and tells jay he can either stand or sit on the couch, he prefers to stand
-so he takes off his shirt and holds his arms out for baby
-jay cries while looking at his baby
- so baby is a bit older now, like hee. jay films all the firsts… and seconds
-baby is really smart too
-jay actually got his son an ipad
-but the kid is NOT an ipad kid, he’s actually very very good at time management???
-all the games on the kids ipad are actually some kind of learning games (reading apps, those crossword games, etc.)
-jay loves cooking and so does his son.
-it started from watching his dad cook
-to mixing the soup on the stove
-and finally to just jay watching and tell him what to do/add next
-actually on mothers day and ur birthday they’ll make u breakfast in bed
-their bond is very good<3
jake <3
-so lets say u nd jake already have some fur babies
-yall got two doggo okok so u dress them up wearing those ‘best big sister’ nd ‘best big brother’ sweaters
- “go to daddy” so they do:)
-with u following them slowly so you can see his reaction and he baby talks the dogs lol
-”now what are u silly babies wearing?”
-he takes them both on his lap and his eyes widened when he was able to read it,,
-the pups jump off his lap cuz jake sounded excited so they want to be excited too!!
-”no way…” he goes to run to you nd tbh he almost ran into you so he hugged u
-”is this for real? plz dont be a sick joke”
-”of course its real!”
-he kisses you
-a lot
-he kisses all over ur face nd all over ur belly
-so for this ultrasound its pretty late into the pregnancy and suddenly there are two heartbeat
-”oUR BABY HAS TWO HEARTS?!?”
- both u and the doctor laugh and tell him that has to mean twins
-so u guys go home and suddenly panic arises again
-”....i need to redesign the babyroom”
-u guys have a boy and a girl <3
- so both are very into music and sports
- he teaches them everything he knows and he loves loves LOVES bragging about his kids
- he doesn't do it on purpose but..
- heeseung is telling the group about how his daughter won at her school talent show and jake cant help but mention his kids
-”ohhh *son and daughter* love singing too! actually they’ve been practicing as a duo wanna see a video?!” (he’ll pull out the video before anyone can even say yes)
-hes very good at helping them regulate their emotions too, he lets them feel what it is and lets them talk about them openly
-he never raises his voice at them and if by chance his kids get so angry that they raise their voice at him??
-they’ll immediately apologize because they know its wrong and they’ll say that they promise to do their best not to do it again
-kids are hard especially if theres two the same age
-they argue a lot
- A LOT
- they always make up very quickly, jake and u don’t even have to interfere.
- BUT when u do have to interfere that means it gets really bad
- idk theyre kids so lets say they broke eachothers crayon :(
-both are crazy mad at each other, daughter is a daddys girl, son is a mommys boy
-first move as parents; get them to stop crying
-second to figure out why it all started
- “we wanted to share but we got mad”
- (y'all bought them each a set of crayons…)
- in the end, they make up and showed u their shared drawing of their family… with an extra member
“mommy and daddy we want a baby sibling”
sunghoon <3
-ok hoon wants a baby soooo bad
- he’ll always send u tiktoks of babies and their familes that show up on his fyp and goes like “could be us soon”
-what he doesn't know is that u are pregnant
-idk why u thought he wouldnt want a baby but thats what u thought
-anyway u talk to jay nd ur like “how tf do i tell him?? what if he doesnt want a baby?”
-*que sunghoon sending u another baby related tiktok*
-jay goes “... he spams u with baby and family tiktoks u really think he doesnt want that??”
-”maybe??” anyway so now u go home, thinking instead of how to tell him, not of a bad reaction from him
-finally u thought of it
-make a tiktok revealing it(not posting it publicly just yet. u just saved it to ur phone)
-tiktok is pictures with music first, pictures from ur first date, …post sex selfie(its a cute one ok like ur both smiley) of the date you most likely conceived baby
-then it comes to videos, theres one where u guys were making dinner and started dancing together,
-one where u guys are just smiling at the camera together then he attacks u w kisses
-finally the reveal of the pregnancy test and u at the end saying “im pregnant”
-so you send him that video while ur in the kitchen and hes on the couch living room
the text read “babe look at this cute baby video!!” and he clicks it so fast
-he watched it one… two… three more times and hes crying by the end of it
-”i love you so much!!”
-baby is now born and hes just the happiest hes ever been
-he has a baby boy:((
-i think he’ll record everything and anything his kid does and saves it all until his son is of age to consent to his parents to post his baby photos/videos
-his son loves it lol, he actually encouraged his dad to make an instagram for him so when hes old enough to post on his own he’ll post on that account
-but sunghoons account is basically u, his son, family photos and like a selfie every now and then
-he’ll encourage his son to do everything he wants.
-ur son wants to sing?? sunghoon will bring him to the studio and let him record a bit
-he wants to play soccer?? he’ll go to every single practice day and night
-he wants to ice skate?? hoon will be the best coach
-hoon will never ever force him though. if his kid wants out he’ll try to encourage them to keep trying but if they really dont want it, its over then
-hoon rememinds them if they ever wanna try again that they always can
-by the time his son is a teenager, hoon likes to think of himself as a dad and a friend
-so when his son comes to him with a problem hoon will ask “do you want dad advice first or friend advice first?”
-he’ll always give advice from both perspectives too so his son makes the final decisions on things based on that
-anytime u are out for business, they’ll have movie nights nd fall asleep on the couch together, ur sons head on hoons shoulder and hoons head resting ontop ur sons head<3
sunoo <3
-ok honestly see sunoo as such a good girl dad:((
-he found out u were pregnant before u even did lol
-he made u ur favorite food but u didnt want to eat it so he was like “???”
-he gets excited then says “i’ll be right back!”
-he left to get u take out and to buy some pregnancy tests. he lets u eat first then shows u the tests
-”if u arent we could always try again,, but i’m pretty sure u are” so u took a few
-all were positive
-sunoo smiles the biggest u’ve ever seen him smile
-he picks u up nd twirls u around
-so now ur going to ur 5 months ultrasound, u want to have a gender reveal party but sunoo just wants to know(he does want to have a party tho)
-he jokes with the doctor “if i slip u a signed photo card will u tell me the gender” that earned him a smack from u lol
-u give the envelope with the gender to two j’s cuz they volunteered the fastest
-as much as u guys like the whole blue for boy and pink for girls,, u didnt want that to be the colours so u did purple for girls and orange for boys
-jake and jay made cupcakes but somehow made them all brown…
-they forgot the food colouring lol
-anyway they whispered it to sunoo and sunoo begins to jump around “A BABY GIRRLLL”
-so now the birthing… sun couldnt control his face, this was a beautiful moment but gosh did it look…
-not so beautiful, but his babygirl is here!!
-after a little bit u tell him to lie next to u, he said there was no room so u made room
-”now there is room. lets look at our babygirl together” <3
-now her first birthday,,, sunoo couldnt help himself, he calls her princess so it was princess themed!
-she looked so cute in pigtails, her tiara and of course her little purple princess dress:((
-he also records everything at the party, hes vlogging it all
-so she grows up a bit nd he shows her the video as he does her hair
-”did mom do my hair or did u?” “ i did isnt it obvious?”
-“...dang dad thank goodness u got better at this” “excuse me young lady?” they laugh
-anyway now ur girl is hmm 16
-sunoo still calls her princess and she loves it. she gets princess treatment
-sometimes they even kick u out of the front seat so she sit beside her dad as she drives🤭🤭
jungwon <3
-wonie loves loves kids
-when he goes to film some content with kids he LOVES to send u little videos and pictures of him and the kids hes filming with
-when he gets home, u nd the 6 boys are there. u planned it all together
-so u ask him to check the oven cuz ur baking(u didn't actually bake it, u bought it lol)
-”babe its not even hot… are u sure u baked?”
-"oh wonnnie what did you just do?”
“...take bread out of the oven?”
-”jungwon its buns.. theres buns in the oven”
-”..what does that even mean”
-”...shES PREGENT WON.. BUN IN THE OVEN!!”
- he dropped the bread lol
-finally when it registered in his mind he ran to u nd hugged u “but why did u tell them first??”
-okay baby is born and hes in tears
-”are you okay?...our baby is crying and the doctors and nurses got him rn.” he says wiping ur hair out of ur face
-”i’m okay.. and i’m so happy but in so much pain ahaha”
-he smiled and kissed ur forehead, then ur nose nd finally ur lips.
-the nurse brings the now clean baby to u and gently places baby in ur arms
-”she looks so beautiful..” “she’s gnna grow up to be just like you y/n”
-jungwon was wrong. babygirl looks exactly like him but with longer hair hehe
-she even has his deep deep dimples, shes so cute when she smiles:((
-both of u cant even be mad that she looks like him(he realllyyy wanted a mini u when he gets a daughter)
-anyway now shes like 3? she loves calling her dadda for everythinggg
-she wants to play princess? dadda on his way
-she wants a piggyback ride for the 960427195 time? dadda is on his way
-she still counts on him always now that shes older, just now she calls him dad.
-dad always drops anything and everything for her.
-dads filming some content but his personal ringtone for his babygirl goes off. hes outta there
-she loves to dance too!!
-actually she watches jungwons dance from i-land(she hasnt watched the show yet but she seen a lot of the happier clips/edits)
-she tries to copy it a lot cuz she wants to be just like him dancing wise
-anyway shes a total daddys girl
(uncle) ni-ki <3
-alright we know ni-ki is… well you know how ni-ki is
-but he is the best babysitter ever!!
-he’ll come over without even getting asked to lol
-”hi guys i’m here to babysit!”
-”...but ni-ki we weren't even going out today..”
-”yeah well i got bored so get out of here so i can hang out with my minis”
-so they leave ni-ki with the children
- ni-ki is actually a really good babysitter, he knows how to have fun but also knows when things get too far
- “alright kiddos show me where your parents hide the candy. we get 2 pieces each after a healthy dinner”
-he knows his hyungs hide the candy high up cuz the kids cant reach it
-when things get out of hand, he will never ever raise his voice.
-he’ll give a big sigh and the kids just know to stop what theyre doing and to listen to him
-he wont ever use 'negative’ words i.e instead of “no fighting” he’ll say smthng like “lets all get along”
-then he sets up some music for them to dance to
-if they ask him, he’ll dance with them too
-they’ll even ask him to teach them and he happily will teach them
-hehe the kids will request to learn billy poco heheh
-ni-ki hates it but teaches it nonetheless
-once theyre all tired out (including ni-ki) they all sit on the couch and put on a movie
-they all fall asleep on ni-ki :)
-all the parents have pictures of ni-ki nd their kids sleeping
-actually all the kids come together and make like a slideshow of all the fun they’ve had with their favorite unlce for his birthday:)
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toastsnaffler · 1 year
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uwgrhrhfbf feeling very pathetic + missing my ex rn..... not so much the dating part but we were best friends for soooo long :^(((
#ik its been a while but some things were just so easy with them there yknow. i havent felt that ease in such a long time now#the hole they left behind still hasnt filled in...ive never known as truly or cared as deeply abt anyone before or since#last time we fought rly was the last straw. if they wanted to resolve it I wouldve. but they said not to contact them anymore so I haven't#maybe that was smth they said out of anger + now theyre too proud to take it back (<- in character) but they couldve texted me anytime so.#but its so strange.. they havent blocked me on any social media but they removed me from their instagram followers#but they still follow me?? why not just block me entirely? and we're still friends on fb/discord too.. even tho our fight was over discord#I don't want to block them bc I wanted us to work it out + stay friends. and if they messaged now I would consider repairing the damage#so I'll leave those channels open in case they ever come back#they unfollowed me on spotify + deleted some playlists theyd shared with me but specifically not the ones they made FOR me(??)#which is also odd. the funniest part of it all (to me anyway) is they unfollowed me on duolingo... thats when u know the divorce is real#like WHY would u remove me on duolingo and not discord which we both use DAILY and still see each other active on..... what.#they always were an enigma#I didnt like the person they had become when we were last in contact. I think they were around some very bad influences#at their uni.. they were very bitter and saw the worst in everything. it made me so sad to see them change like that#it happens. but even with that + how they treated me I still cared abt them very deeply + still do now tbh#I hope theyre ok wherever they are + whatever theyre doing. sending nice thoughts their way#and I do still hope that someday maybe theyll reach out again I do miss them so much sometimes#man.#anyway too much thinking I need to go to sleep#goodnight ily silly ppl on tumblr#.diaries#.vent#<- i suppose
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