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cloveroctobers · 3 years

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Can I get a what it Would be like to marry Asher Adams with a biracial reader Please hopefully if I’m not bothering you

MARRYING ASHER...

Personally I don’t see Asher settling down until he reaches his thirties? Obviously they’re all teens now so I can’t really judge this too harshly but this is just a guess and is absolutely sure what he needs in a relationship rather than what he wants

You’ll probably have a outside wedding

Either mid-spring or early summer

You invited everyone you knew throughout the years, including Asher’s parents yet that was a sore subject !

Which was odd since you had a great and loving relationship with your parents and even pushed for it to work with Asher and his

You two were at odds about this although you tried to be understanding, you just didn’t fully get it since your situation was completely different and healthy

Asher seemed to find common ground with his parents at some point in your relationship, he eased into it overall but seemed to connect with his mother first and even found that he liked her new boyfriend or whatever...but he still treaded lightly which was sad to have your guard up when it came to your own blood

Whereas with his father, he had to handle him every time with a grain of salt

That man was still working through his verbal abusing ways and excessive drinking...

Then Asher had a falling out with both parents yet again and even went forth to not invite them to the wedding but you went behind his back and did it anyway. You still felt like they deserved to be a part of this

you were a nervous wreck getting dressed and had all your friends and family trying to ease your anxiety

“We could spark it up?” Simone suggested earning a few side eyes from your other friends and the older women in the room, “...or not.”

you’d eventually pull yourself together and did take a swing from a bottle once your grandmother, aunts, great-aunts, and mother left the room briefly to keep a eye on everything else

Part of you were nervous about today as you stared at your reflection in the mirror and the future but there was one thing you did know, you loved Asher and you wanted to spend the rest of your life with him

You almost don’t follow all of the traditions wanting to spend the night in the same hotel room with the man but ofc both parties shut that down, it apparently made the experience more worth it sleeping in different beds before your big day?

Anyways you were a little late, about ten mins to get to the alter and that put some nerves in Asher’s belly as he waited almost patiently for you

He ignored the fact that he made eye contact with his dad and gave a tight-lipped smile to his mom in the audience

He was in complete awe as he watched you come down the aisle with one of your parents

His eyes were slick with tears but he wasn’t going to let those falls right now as he took you in and you both made the oath for better or for worse

He dips you as you kiss earning praise from everyone around

There’s rice thrown as you hold hands leaving the garden venue behind to your horse and carriage

You assumed you’d ride out in either a limo or one of Asher’s expensive sports cars that he purchased after getting his check on a celebrity reality tv show...yeah he doesn’t like to talk about that part so much that he joked about and you took seriously. It’s not that you really minded...you just wanted more than your usual life style

So you were a gapping fish when you saw the horse and carriage with Asher smirking and dipping his head, “Anything for my baby.”

The two of you had money that you both worked hard for, you had a little more help than he did which he liked to throw in your face when it came to disagreements but nonetheless you both still had a networth that you were proud of

He was more flashy while you were toned down when it came to material things

Anything you wanted particularly to this wedding he was going to pay for it all in full he didn’t care how much it costed as long as it meant you could be together

The wedding was not over the top but you were definitely inspired by Kimye’s + Farrah Fawcett & Lee Majors wedding

You took TIME in planning your wedding, almost too long that people thought you’d never get to this point. But you wanted it to be your own version of perfect and perfect it was

Layla’s wedding was inspired by Diana Ross + arne naess’ with a touch of Ciara & Russell Wilson’s so she was more than happy to help if you’d let her and you did take some suggestions from your friend

When the reception came around you were more than willing to smash cake into Asher’s face instead of feeding it to him. When he wanted to return the favor you took off just to slide on some ice due to your ice sculpture melting

You were pretty positive you broke or fractured something but that wasn’t going to stop you from enjoying your night

Asher let out some tears when he made his speech and when speeches were made from his parents to him and you

He hadn’t said anything to you about inviting his parents but figured he didn’t want to ruin this but you could tell on the ride to the reception that it bothered him a little bit

You were too happy to further push the subject and knew he would talk about it when he wanted to or until you remembered and pushed for him to open up to you again

You had a live band play your first dance together as a married couple with you leaning on him more now than ever due to your injured leg

“you sure you don’t want to rest?” Asher asked as you laid against his chest, your bare feet resting on top of his fancy dress shoes

You had your eyes closed feeling his heartbeat and listening to the tempo of your wedding song choice, “I’ll rest when this lifetime is over.”

The next morning your leg is the size of a balloon and Asher immediately takes you the emergency room even tho you’re being nonchalant about it

thankfully it was just a torn meniscus that didn’t require surgery and would heal on its own but was that stopping you from leaving to your honeymoon this weekend? Hell no

Asher tried to persuade you to move the flight back at least two weeks or more but you weren’t having it

So off to Switzerland you went to stay in a chalet with you limping around or using a crutch + the host even offered you a scooter to get around after meeting and hearing what happened

“This one is either really hard headed or insanely strong.” One of the host, which consisted of twin brothers joked in broken English to the two of you

“Oh it’s definitely hard headed.” Asher answered glancing over as you happily ate the Raclette they had prepared for you both

Humming you replied in one of their common languages, “why not both?” Which earned some laughter from the twins while you winked

You were fluent in four languages and Swiss German happened to be one of them

You repeated what you told Asher and he took a deep inhale than exhale, “what am I going to do with you?”

“Love me, duh! But you’ve got time to figure it out.” You replied leaning forward to share a long peck with the man you deeply cherished

One thing about you is, nothing would stop or hold you back from living life and that was what you intended with the man you loved right by your side

#all american #all american headcanons #all american x reader #asher adams #Asher Adams x reader #Cody Christian #Simone hicks #Layla keating

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mcrmadness · 3 years

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CW dental stuff:

Still 1,5 weeks to go until I get to go to the dentist. So weird to say that I can't wait for that, I am quite afraid of dentists to be honest and now I can't wait??? But I guess even that is better than living with a mouth like this.

I just keep having anxiety attacks every day. They change from just regular sensory overloads to health anxiety which pretty much looks like “OMFG what if it’s something serious and I’m gonna die now???” and I just want this done asap, but still have to wait 1,5 weeks and it’s not over then. Pretty sure it will be painful for a few days after that before it calms down again and then I need to go to the dentist one more time, because it’s root canal therapy I’m going to get.

Also, there’s cavities on a few teeth and those need to be done too but those are not that bad. I’m just wondering how I’m gonna eat and what if she does both at once, or maybe I’ll ask for her to do the right side on the second appointment as these others are not really bothering me but just that one root canal therapy tooth (at the left side) is. Right now I was just minding my own business and doing things and suddenly I had this anxiety attack because I “didn’t remember to worry about my tooth enough”. Like, fuck you, brain! I was finally being distracted from it after having anxiety attack and then you go like “WAIT the TOOTH!!!” I actually try to distract myself from it so that the time would go faster and April 13th would be here finally.

The tooth itself isn’t really painful unless I touch it with my tongue more, mainly I just can feel it existing and it keeps sending some sensations to my lower jaw (it’s an upper jaw tooth) and sometimes I can feel that in my cheek bone too and that’s what gives me those anxiety attacks. The lower jaw then gives me sensory overload.

Right now I’m also feeling extremely tired. I showered today at least but I also really meant to cook for myself but it’s almost midnight and I just feel so exhausted. I really need some food tho so maybe I try to do that anyway, it won’t take TOO long to be finished, after all... I also feel a bit dizzy? Like I was sitting on a boat. That is often caused either by oncoming migraine or stiff neck. Or maybe it’s just anxiety and me being lightheaded.

Gosh, every day really is like torture now. But it’s my brain that is torturing me, mentally. Now also my dreams from last night are coming back, I don’t remember much anything from those but I just remember there was some bathroom pipe leaking and it was giving me anxiety because I’m ACTUALLY afraid of water flow that I cannot control, like a pipe breaking down or something like that.

I think I’m just tired and should go to sleep - but: I still need food. Not eating anything but bread (and a can of tuna) in 4 days is not good at my mental health at all, but it’s just so damn difficult to get myself to do anything right now. This is also what’s giving me anxiety. I don’t know if I’m so tired because of anxiety or because there’s something off in my system. Like, I keep worrying that I’m sick and that I don’t know it because I don’t feel sick at all. Sometimes I also worry if these are “post-covid symtpoms” altho I’ve never even had covid. I’ve never had any covid symptoms. Last time I had a common flu was in 2017. *knocks on wood*

Maybe I should actually do what I have been meaning to do for a few weeks now and stay overnight at my parents’ place at some point. Maybe even this weekend. Then I would only have 1 week left, and after that therapy on Monday, and finally the dentist’s appointment on Tuesday. I really try to survive until that because she seemed like a nice dentists and I don’t want to cancel it and try to find another dentist when the appointment is ALMOST here already.

It’s just weird how I keep having major mood swings and it can change in matter of seconds. I can be extremely happy about everything and the next moment I’m rolling in anxiety and texting my mom about how I might come over at night. Then I don’t because it goes away and I go to sleep. I’ve also been really excited because finally I’m gonna get this tooth fixed and when the root canal therapies are over, HOPEFULLY I don’t need to do anything about that anymore. I mean, I have been living with a temporary patch since 2017. I haven’t really used the left side of my mouth for eating since my tooth started hurting for the first time in... maybe 2015 or something like that. I don’t even remember when was it but I literally have been chewing everything mainly on the right side of my mouth for FIVE YEARS. And I have constantly been thinking about how I wish this was fixed already but didn’t want to go to a dentist because I was afraid they’re gonna say it needs to be removed. I’m actually still worried that they’d say that, and the longer it took me to book another appointment, the bigger the fear grew. I was so afraid that I took so long with all and that it needs to come out and if I just went to a dentist earlier, it could have been saved. Fortunately it seems that the canal root therapy is possible so I don’t need to worry, but I still worry about what are they gonna find from inside that tooth. I’m not a dentist so I’m afraid of everything because I don’t know anything about anything. But I guess it’s still empty because the temporary patch is still there and it apparently was empty in the röngten images...

But yeah, some days I’m just so excited that maybe after a month or so, I can finally use my mouth’s left side for chewing and I don’t need to worry about a patch coming off anymore. And hopefully all the sensations and mild “pain” after cold or hot foods or liquids will be over. At this point 1,5 weeks just feels like another 5 years.

#mcrmadness' random stuff #tw teeth #tw dental stuff

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venxmedina · 4 years

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hellllo family :~) guess who’s baaaack !! it’s chelly, with my sassy little babie venice, whom i love very much and hopefully you do, too !! she’s a fun one to go out with, will flirt with you, takes up dance studio time whenever she can, and isn’t afraid to voice her opinions. i’m so excited to get her back into the swing of things, since i am bringing her back from a smol hiatus !! like this or shoot me a message if you’d like to plot :pleading fc: :~)

— && guests may mistake me as ( camila mendes ), but really i am ( venice medina + cis female + she/her ) and my DOB is ( 3/31/1995 ). i am applying for the ( housekeeper ) position as part of the EHP and would like to live in suite ( 213 ). i should be hired because i am ( charming & witty ), but i can also be ( cunning & dramatic ) at times. personally, i like to ( go shopping, attend dance classes & practice self care ) when off the clock, but that won’t interfere with work.

okay before this gets waaaay too long lmfao here’s a TL:DR of venice, her pinterest board, and her connection page

venice is a spoiled rich girl who mommy & daddy never really paid much attention to except when it came to succeeding in life and she responded to that by partying and being a wild child tbqh, resulting in her parents cutting her off and forcing her to take on a real job at the malnati. she’s returning after her grandfather passed, which essentially turned into just another instance of her parents controlling her life and not trusting her to take care of herself or the medina family name. she’s resentful of them bc they never rlly believed in her and instead treated her more-so as a pawn to advance their family's position which is a lil dehumanizing as a daughter and she's now determined to prove them wrong and actually make something of herself. her parents put her into ballet classes from such a young age and although most of anything they made her do has mostly been tainted now, dance is the one thing that's stuck and brings her so much joy and purpose so she still takes classes & is in search of a permanent partner to compete with. she’s more than just a pretty lil rich girl, like she does have a heart ( kind of a big one but lowkey tho asdlfj ), but she's also got a bit of an identity crisis now that she's fully on her own and not under the influence of her parents or with the comfort of her brother, and that's ... different. kind of a cold bitch, but she’s charming and sociable and has a good heart but she’s guarded and afraid of getting hurt.

here is her pinterest board & her connection page <3 i’d especially love some hookup buds, a dance partner, childhood enemy, one night stands, fake relationships, fiesty friends, frenemies, and just about anything tbh :~)

tw: drugs & alcohol mention, neglect, death

*:･ﾟ･✧･ who am i?: the medina family fortune was founded during the gold rush era in which the family immigrated from brazil and were talented metal-workers who could turn such raw materials into works of sheer beauty. jewelry, picture frames, gold plated toilet seats and architectural elements alike - everyone in hollywood wanted something made by the medinas. their prominence never weaned, either. throughout the decades, the family fortune has amassed well beyond anyone’s wildest dreams and therefore money is barely to be considered to the medinas despite them still understanding the value of a dollar earned. given the diversity in which the wealth is spread, and the investments that it has been used to make, it is obvious that they are a family of considerable wealth making up the upper class. their high-rise in the upper east side really says it all. this was the world that venice was introduced to, and quite frankly, it was all she had ever known. her guarded building was as much as she was allowed to venture out into for many a year, where the doorman was a babysitter and mrs. winters’ dog a few floors down was a friend. of course, there were a few other kids in her building whose parents were either fond or jealous of the medinas, so until she went to school venice did get to socialize with kids her own age too. her older brother, lucca, was one of her biggest saving graces. he was one of the only people in her life that truly gave her the time of day, and as much as it pained venice to be constantly overlooked by her parents in favor of lucca, he was her best friend. for all intents and purposes, he was the only medina who made her feel like she even had a family, and if there's anyone she's more loyal to than anyone else, it'd him. but per her education, venice attended private schools in the city throughout her life, even being tutored by some of the most highly reputable and paid retired teachers in the entire state for extra attention. getting a proper education was more important to her parents than it was to venice, so she put in the minimal effort needed. it wasn’t as if she was ever going to be given a failing grade, and it wasn't as though an A on a paper was going to garner her parents' attention for long ( if at all - it was what was expected of her ). the girl knew of her influence and the power her family held from an early age. whatever she wanted, she got, and that was the precedent that had been set from infancy. whatever would get her to stop whining, that’s what she got.

*:･ﾟ･✧･ attention to detail: half of the battle for venice, though, throughout her life, was garnering her parent’s attention. her father was a proven, accomplished businessman who was often out of the state or city to tend to whatever firm needed his attention. her mother was a socialite who was more concerned with keeping up the image of a perfect household than actually tending to one. it wasn’t that there was a lack of love for her, from her parents, it was just rather that care was seldom expressed when venice so desperately needed it. she had spent more time with nannies and tutors and tennis instructors than she did her own parents, and that left a vacancy in her heart. naturally, her relationship with her brother was one that she worked on every day; they were thick as thieves and everyone knew the medina siblings. but, she couldn't follow her brother all day for the rest of her life, and as much as his love helped fill some of those voids in her heart, it wasn't always enough, either. she sought out their attention in so many different avenues. whether that be through ballet dance recitals, throwing temper tantrums if she wasn’t getting her way, leaving notes on her mother and father’s pillows … venice really tried all of it. and sure, she would occasionally get some kind of attention in return, but it was usually fleeting and uninspiring. they favored lucca in just about every aspect, and expected him to carry on the family name, line, and company so in a lot of ways - he took precedence. and this wasn’t dissimilar to the experiences of some of the people she called her friends at the time. her parents were busy people who didn’t have much time to deal with the handful of a daughter that they had.

*:･ﾟ･✧･ to be needed: this is where much of venice’s neediness has stemmed from. she truly does seek out those who are more likely to give her attention, to feed into her, even though she has been taken advantage of time and time again over the years. it’s not something she is even consciously aware of, it’s mostly just something that happens. or at least that’s how it started out. even to this day it can be difficult for venice to understand what a mutually beneficial relationship looks like, but that doesn’t mean she’s incapable of learning. for a long time, the people who wanted to be in her life also wanted access to the lavish lifestyle that follows her. this often meant that so many of venice’s ‘friendships’ were hollow, and merely existed to the benefit of the other person. it took awhile before venice started to realize that all of the trips she took people on, the random shopping sprees, the VIP bottle service, the ‘borrowed’ gucci and hermes - it was all for nothing. it wasn’t until she graduated that all of this dawned on the girl, but it did. and while she still feels that aching need to be surrounded by others, to be validated in some way, she is far more guarded now and protective of herself; she isn’t just going to be used by anyone ever again, and that lesson is one she holds very close to her heart. which she’d personally describe as a cold one if only to protect it.

*:･ﾟ･✧･ reckless abandon: but … speaking of, like so many of our favorite little rich girls, venice has always been a rebellious one. it started when she was a sixteen year old who had access to her own limo and could go wherever the hell she wanted. she had met plenty of other affluent sons and daughters of her parent’s pals by that point, and they had their own sort of ‘code’ amongst them. she started experimenting with drugs and alcohol at an early age and since it was what everyone else was doing, it allowed her to be a part of the club, and that’s what she was searching for. it warranted attention from the paparazzi, from these other so-called ‘friends’ of hers. her beach house in the hamptons was her playground every weekend during the summer and it was good she had a maid service on speed dial because after her friends were through on a sunday night, it was necessary. she'd grown to essentially need a bottle of titos if she were going out or a few bumps to get her through a night, and it was incredibly unhealthy, but it was one of those staples that made her feel better. even for a little. even in fleeting moments.

when she was graduating from her private academy and just turning 18, the need and desire to escape her family's imposing pressures and lack of care grew deeply. she knew that she wanted to escape to the west coast, and after spending far too many weekends jet-setting all over the country, the dry heat that filed the arizona air was appealing to her. she was miles away from her parent's, but still close enough to the beach and access to all the funds she could ever ask for. she was a party girl who barely attended classes and it was her family name that mostly got her through the couple of years that she even attended. she spent most of her time shopping, getting high, and drinking all night long. perhaps what was the most shocking was the relationship venice found herself in. he was a football player, older, undoubtedly gorgeous, and one of the kindness people venice had ever met ... up until meeting mason, she had basically only been surrounded by people who wanted to use her and didn't genuinely give a shit about her at the end of the day; they were in it for themselves, and mason was the exact opposite. he considered her, was far more mature than most of the people she'd ever spent time with, and she latched onto that breath of positivity and openness that was mason davis. even till this day, her relationship with mason was the longest one she'd ever found herself in, and to put it simply: she fell in love and she fell hard. some of her fondest memories were cheering him on at every game, celebrating the wins, and introducing him to anyone she could who was in the professional scene because she believed in him more than anyone else. he was unlike anyone she'd ever met before and cared for him more than she could understand; he was her first true relationship, someone who deserved to be her one and only, and while it terrified her how much she felt for him, she thought it was all reciprocal - so what was there to worry about? well, the night to worry came. and it was when mason broke up with her - supposedly, with his graduation date coming, he wanted to spare her the hurt ... but, in reality, all it did was shatter the girl's heart at twenty years old and it's never fully recovered since.

it didn't take long for venice to go off the deep end after the breakup ... being at the university of arizona was way too much, and every memory that used to bring her nothing but happiness was tainted. every ounce of personal growth that she had worked on seem to vanish overnight, and she was just angry, and hurt, and it was like all of those moments her parents made her feel like she wasn't enough - they were right. and still ... she needed home, to go home, to be surrounded by people who she was familiar with and who she knew would let her lean on them ... even if there were only a couple of people back home who'd comfort her, even if it was just lucca, she needed to go back to the city she knew like the back of her hand. even to be surrounded by people who'd pretend to care about her just for a night in her lifestyle. so she put in a transfer application to NYU, and yet again, it was her family name and pedigree that got her into the school. and attending NYU ... well it wasn't much better and when she first started at UoA. she’d hook up with anyone who she deemed interesting and the next night she was onto someone new. she was almost desperate in getting over mason in the only way she knew how ... getting under someone else. and she did a whole lot of that. everyone knew who she was on the party scene and you either hated venice or loved venice - but no matter what, you knew who she was. and that's how she survived her last two years ... making the rounds, living it up, partying and relying on her favorite substances .. it wasn't good, and it wasn't pretty, but it was what she knew best and that's what she reverted to at the time.

*:･ﾟ･✧･ riptide: anytime she could garner his parent’s attention with her reckless escapades, it was a win. that’s what she wanted. she wanted their attention, no matter what way she could get it, and there was something extremely fun in the process of getting it. but as she got older, her parents stopped caring as much. they knew venice wasn’t making healthy choices, spent too much time partying and out all night rather than studying, that she probably was crying over for something or someone, but that wasn’t what they were most concerned with. no, they were more concerned with the tabloids and the family’s reputation - that’s why they weren't paying venice any attention while she was away at NYU. they’d threaten to cut her off and that she would no longer be apart of their family if she continued to act this way in public. whether it was in a headline or on social media, she was being filmed and photographed acting out and being a truly spoiled brat which wasn’t the image that her family so desperately sought to protect.

*:･ﾟ･✧･this is growing up: it has been a true emotional rollercoaster between venice and her parents - constantly struggling to support their daughter and ‘set her on the right path’ versus venice’s ‘devil may care’ attitude. so many of her parents threats have been empty, and she had never truly thought that in all of their attempts to get her to be the picture perfect daughter that they wanted that they’d cut her off and force her to fend for herself. but, that’s exactly what happened. after graduating NYU with a degree in marketing, venice figured that her parents were get her in to one of the top agencies in the city and she would be able to live out her life with the top dogs like her father had. and for a long time, that is exactly what her parents had promised her. but then her graduation came and it was just after that she had pulled her biggest stunt and had stripped down on top of the bar at one of her parent’s fundraising events during a drunken stupor. that was truly a turning point in her relationship with her parents, considering just how badly she embarrassed them at their own fundraising event. and truly it all stemmed from that desire to be seen by them, by anyone, to be considered at all. the most they were concerned with when it came to venice was where she was going to be working and later living. they didn’t care that she was depressed, covering it up with partying and alcohol, that she wanted their love to be expressed and to feel as though she belonged to a real family. and she’s always known her life is wonderful compared to so many others, and there is guilt that comes from that, too, but still she couldn’t stop herself from acting out when she needed attention the most. and that is when her parents ultimately decided to cut her off - freeze her accounts, reposses her car, and force her to get a job that would actually put her back into the real world.

*:･ﾟ･✧･out here on my own: and really, that is how venice has ended up in chicago in the first place. the medinas are friends with the malnatis, and they agreed to take her on as an employee through the employee housing program and to ( most importantly ) get her away from mommy & daddy and out of The City. it’s the first time in her life where she’s without friends, money, or any sort of support. honestly, she feels quite abandoned by her family, as she looks at it like they got sick of dealing with her so they shipped her off elsewhere to be someone else’s problem. the resentment is there, and now more than ever venice is determined to show her parents that she doesn’t need them or their money, that she’s going to be capable of being on her own and working a medial job like being a maid without crawling back to them. sure, she’s going to hate cleaning up after people when she used to have a nanny who would tidy up her own place, as she truly has been spoiled, but she’s determined to grin and bare it before going back home. besides, so much of her life has been focused on gaining their attention, approval, to be validated by anyone, to be seen as something more than just a pretty face with a fat bank account … and while she hasn’t always helped herself to be seen in any other light, she’s consumed by the idea of doing so now. this is the first time in venice’s life where she isn’t under her parent’s thumb. where she isn’t constantly under the influence of some substance. where she isn’t doing something insanely foolish or unhealthy to try and gain the favor of someone whos approval requires chasing. she’s really just getting to live within her own skin, be herself and figure out what that looks like.

after working at the malnati for a handful of months, it was a family emergency that landed her back in new york ... her grandfather had passed, the true patriarch of the family, and that came with a lot of 'passing of the guard' within the medina family enterprise. it meant funerals, and meetings with lawyers, and memorial services, and rekindlings with her brother, and public appearances, and making statements and being interviewed for magazines, and it was then that venice had truly learned of her position in her family. while her grandfather had left her stock options in her name when he passed, and plenty for her to be able to live comfortably off of for the rest of her life, it was so written that it was contingent upon her father's disbursement of the stocks when he deemed she was so fit to handle them. so it was even in death, her family did not trust her enough to be able to handle herself. she was still considered reckless, unreliable, and unworthy of holding a stake in medina international ... while it wasn't anything new or surprising to venice, it still hurt just the same. because she'd spent the past year working on herself, away from the pressures of being a medina, separated from her family and essentially disowned by her own parents and even still, she found herself at their mercy once more. it would come at no surprise that she decided to leave it all behind her once more ... which is why she's returned to chicago, not as a guest at the malnati, but as an employee. as someone with aspirations and desires to move up in the world, once more on her own, once more with a heart she's nursing from lovers she's had to say goodbye to, once again without the support of her family, and furthermore with the wrath and persistence only a medina can procure.

*:･ﾟ･✧･it’s a new dawn: she still gives into her pleasures, whether that be sex or art or dancing, all of which she’s never been able to kick but she manages them well and enjoys them all the same. she is still a good time, someone fun to be around, and is always willing to get the party started no matter where she is. she’s kind of done it all, and while some of that has been left behind now that she’s got some different focuses in life, venice knows what makes her feel best and doesn’t want to deprive herself of that, either. she’s currently obsessed with her taking dance classes and is constantly updating her instagram followers on all that she can show them when she’s in the studio. after taking ballet classes for most of her life, she is quite good and likes to indulge in those, but her latest passion has been in salsa and hip hop. it’s not only a great workout to keep herself in shape but she likes the way she feels when she’s doing it, too. and piano lessons were big in her household, as her parents wanted her to be educated in the arts too, so she’s kept a keyboard lying around her things in case she ever feels a spark of desire to mess around on the keys.

*:･ﾟ･✧･it’s a new day: mostly, venice is a guarded gal who loves to have a good time and will absolutely give anyone a hard time when they deserve it. she’s dramatic, to a fault, and she knows it and could not care less. to quote, “i am who i am, and if you don’t like it then there’s the door.”. she’s loyal to the people that she decides she wants to have in her life, but will be very cautious about those she doesn’t trust right away, which can stem from some kind of experience of her own judgement since she does tend to operate off of preconceived notions of people until proven otherwise. and despite being crass, she can also be rather charming, and is a sociable person at her core so she will be willing to strike up conversations with whoever - but whether the conversation goes well or not is another thing. her ultimate weakness though is pretty people, as she is attracted to both men and women, and likes to engage in all kinds of relationships with anyone she thinks is attractive and interesting. so if she starts flirting with you, she has every intention on getting to know you one way or another. in truth, venice has a good heart, and it’s simply masked by a lot of vibrato and insecurity. her biggest fear is not being enough, and that’s so much of the reason why she’s never really tried to be anything. but since being cut off, and repeatedly cast aside by her family, she’s found this rejuvenated sense of desire to prove everyone wrong - that she is worth a damn, that she can work her way up the ladder and break out into the ‘real world’ on her own, that she’s enough.

also if you got this far honestly thank you asdkfalf i do not deserve you lmfao this has been a journey and if you had to suffer through all the typos i’ve likely made, i owe you <3

#malnatiooc #+ ( introduction * . )#here we go :~)

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Fanfic Progress Update 79

Good evening, my dear readers. It’s Saturday again, and that means you get to see what I’ve been up to. Stay tuned to the end of this post for a spoiler-y glimpse into the next chapter of Adventure gone Mini AND for the lil Hazbin oneshot thingy.

A brief note first. I’ll be on a lil holiday away from my home on the next weekend, so the progress update will be made on my phone and will probably lack all the italics and bolds and stuff. Sorry for the inconvenience<3

Current WIPs:

Adventure gone Mini

Fandom: Legend of Zelda: Breath of the Wild / The Minish Cap

Summary: Sidon is given his very own Sheikah Slate, the first replica Purah has managed to make, and sets out to travel with Link with the intention of registering warp points for convenient travel in the future. However, when a malfunction shrinks them down to the size of bugs, and they meet little people called the Minish, they have to change their plans from “fun adventuring” to “getting out of this mess”. Not that those two have to exclude one another. Link/Sidon.

Progress: Chapter 42 is the current latest chapter and was posted on 19th of August. Chapter 43 is 3/4th done and is scheduled for 9th of September.

I post a new chapter every three weeks on Wednesdays. These updates always include a sneak-peek for the next chapter, slowly getting longer over the three weeks waiting period.

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Experiment in Romance

Fandom: Hazbin Hotel

Summary (temporary): Husk’s afterlife takes an odd turn when a drunk Alastor knocks on his door and has no intention of going to his own room for the night. It only gets weirder from there, leaving Husk with a most unexpected arrangement with the Radio Demon. Either it’ll be the best decision in his afterlife, or he’s simply out to break his own damn heart dealing with the fickle asshole. Radiohusk.

Progress: Chapter 1 is ready. Chapter 2 is 3/4ths done, but I didn’t have the time to write more this week.

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Hah! Our afterlife is the most hilarious bushwa, dearest

Fandom: Hazbin Hotel

Summary: This is not a stand-alone story! This is a oneshot/drabble collection in the universe as “Shit, the Radio Demon is a part of my afterlife”. Read the main story before bothering with this one.

I decided to give my readers a chance to throw Radiohusk prompts at me, and had the Afterlife-verse as an option to set the stories in. Everyone liked that, so this fic is now a thing. Enjoy the extra mischief from these two dorks!

Progress: Chapter 26 is the current latest chapter and was posted on 28th of August. Chapter 27 hasn’t been started yet, but it’s tentatively scheduled for 3rd of September, which is a Thursday because I will not be home on Friday to post it - I don’t want to post from my cellphone, because it’s very clumsy for that and I want to do my last minute editing on a bigger screen for a different perspective anyway. It should be noted tho that I’ll be kinda busy next week, so I might not have the time to finish this in time. A sneak-peek will be posted the previous Wednesday if I can make it, but if the sneak-peek doesn’t happen, then I won’t be posting.

I have 12 prompts left.

This fic receives a new chapter every Friday.

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RadioHusk artist/writer collaboration event fic (workname)

Fandom: Hazbin Hotel

Summary: Alastor’s regular morning in the hotel includes mayhem, coffee, favouritism, and hopefully kitty petting. Radiohusk oneshot.

Progress: I actually finished this fic on Monday, but I’m still waiting for my partner to do her half of the collab, so I’ve refrained from posting. It seems likely that the deadline of 31st will not be reached, so this will be posted when this will be posted ^^; I’ll put a sneak-peek into this update, tho!

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Other WIPs I’m not currently working on but intend to get back to someday:

PoE Drabbles (Pillars of Eternity)

DC Drabbles (Justice League)

Diaphanous Relations (Forgotten Realms, R.A. Salvatore’s books)

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That’s it for the WIPs! Here’s the promised sneak-peek into Adventure gone Mini (Note: the text may end up slightly different in the fic itself due to more editing happening before publishing). Enjoy!

Mini

Two days.

Link and Sidon had been walking in the swampy, misty, exhausting forest for two days now.

The only reason they knew this was because their Sheikah Slates had clocks in them; otherwise they would have had to make guesses based on the frequency of their breaks and meals, because it wasn't like they could see the sun to keep track of time the easy way. And let's just say that their guesses would have been very off if they had based them on those factors, because Link needed to rest his poor feet all the damn time and he was constantly starved because of the amount of energy he expelled just by walking. This terrain was worse than snow or sand in his opinion, even though he hated walking in the desert and the snowy lands as well.

The only positive thing about this place was that Sidon was thriving. The moisture in the air did his gills and scales wonders after about two weeks of mostly traveling on land. He occasionally ran ahead of Link to spend quality time in the bog holes while Link trudged forward in his bog flippers, and then easily caught up with him again after giving him a good long headstart as well. Sidon was simply made for this terrain.

Hazbin Event Fic

Rays of the morning's hellfires shone bright as Alastor opened the curtains of his hotel room window.

"Good morning, Hell!" he hollered, and laughed to himself. The landscape was mostly empty of any actual people, as it wasn't like a whole lot of folks would choose to spend their time outside of the hotel of all places, but he didn't care. It was the thought that counted.

He went through his morning routine of washing his face, combing his hair, applying a dash of eyeshadow to achieve just the right amount of flair, and getting dressed.

Ready for the day, he waltzed out of his room, emitting a cheerful swing track to put extra bounce into his steps as he walked down the relatively busy hallway. He could already see three of the hotel’s residents, and he was barely out of his room!

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That’s it this time. See you next Saturday!

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365daysofsasuhina · 5 years

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[ 365 Days of SasuHina || Day Two Hundred Ninety-Four: Fork in the Road ] [ Uchiha Sasuke, Hyūga Hinata, Uzumaki Naruto, Uchiha Mikoto, Uchiha Fugaku ] [ SasuHina ] [ Verse: Best Years of Your Life ] [ AO3 Link ]

Okay, Sasuke...this is it. Just strike this guy out, and it’s over. You’ll be going to state. From there it doesn’t even matter how far you get. You just need to get there...you can do this. Staring intensely at the latest batter up from the opposing team, Sasuke watches Naruto’s hand, signaling which pitch to throw. Without reacting, he winds back and throws.

It whiffs right over the guy’s bat. A strike. Okay, just two more. That’s all he needs, and they win. Shaking out his throwing hand, he considers the batter and throws his second pitch.

The sound of a cracking bat makes his heart leap, but a look at the trajectory shows that it’s a foul ball. Now his chest is fluttering. He did not want this guy to get a hit off, foul or not! They’ve got two runners on third and second. If he hits well enough, they might get both in and flip their one point lead.

He can’t let that happen…! Not after so many years of practice, of games, and watching his elder brother take their soccer team to state more than once. He has to get there, just one time...just so he can say they did…

Breath rushing, he winds up, time seeming to slow as he lobs the ball. Staring so intensely it might just catch fire, Sasuke sees the bat swing...and go right under the ball, which lands solidly in Naruto’s mitt.

A few seconds pass in shocked silence...and then the home crowd roars as the last out is called, and the game is over. They won, four to three. They’re going to state. For the first time in all four years of high school baseball...Sasuke’s going to state.

Standing almost numbly on the pitching mound, he jostles as the team rushes him, knocking his hat off and ruffling his hair. Budding tears along the lids of his eyes soon fall as he smiles, overcome with pride and relief. Laughter bubbles up his throat as he finally reacts, reaching out and putting arms around as many of his teammates as he can reach.

A lot quieter, the losing team starts shuffling together, waiting to shake hands with their opponents.

“YOU DID IT!” Naruto crows, leaping and punching a fist into the air. “YOU DID IT YOU ASSHOLE!”

Chuckling at the blond’s ever-present name calling, Sasuke doesn’t even care to rebuke it. Instead, he leads the team through their appreciation of their opposing team, still feeling like he’s floating as they quit the field.

First to find him is his mother, who leaps and latches onto him around the neck. Praise rattles off her tongue in droves as his father walks up, arms folded and a rugged grin on his face. Fugaku nods, and Sasuke nods back over Mikoto’s shoulder.

Bringing up the rear, looking shy to interrupt, is Hinata.

Flinching with a smile as Mikoto smooches his cheek and goes to find Kushina, Sasuke watches Hinata approach. “...hey.”

“Hey.” Smiling, she tucks some hair behind her ear. “I...think I’ll leave the tackling to your mom, okay?”

He laughs. “Yeah, that’s fine. But I can get a hug instead, right?”

“Of course.” Looping arms around his neck, Hinata nuzzles her brow against his shoulder. “...I’m so proud of you…”

“Thanks...so, still gonna skip school to watch the games?”

“I think I have the guts to,” she replies, backing up to look at him. “Hopefully my dad will understand once I explain everything.”

“Have you told him about, uh...us?”

“I did. He actually just sort of...w-waved it off? I was surprised, I thought he’d flip!”

“Huh...guess he doesn’t assume I’m a jerk, then.”

“Why would he think that?”

“Doesn’t every dad think that of their daughter’s boyfriend?”

Though she giggles, Hinata also goes a bit pink. ‘Boyfriend’ is still a concept she’s familiarizing herself with. “Maybe...but I guess you can meet him when you come over this weekend…?”

“Yeah, sure. I think I can handle that.” As he agrees, however, Sasuke recalls his conversation with Naruto the previous day: his worries about what will happen when their senior year ends in only a few weeks. “...so, uh...hey. Can I...ask you something?”

“Of course!”

“I know we haven’t, like...gone out or anything yet. But I was just wondering, if...if things go okay this weekend, do you...I mean, will things...keep going this Summer?”

Hinata blinks, looking taken aback. “...you mean...am I going to break up with you when school ends?”

“I mean, I dunno what your plans are, if...if I might be in the way, or -”

Gently, Hinata holds up a hand, asking for silence. “...Sasuke, I’m not going to just...t-tease you for a few weeks. I mean, I g-guess we can’t really know what’s going to happen: if...something might go awry. But...I don’t have any plans for this ending just because we g-graduate.”

Before he can stop it, Sasuke visibly wilts in relief. “...oh…”

“Did...did I give an impression that -?”

“No! No, I...I was just kinda...worried. Over-thinking.” He itches the rear of his neck. “I’ve never...done this before.”

“...I know. Me neither.”

“Well, I mean...before you, uh...caught my eye, I really didn’t...I never...had that feeling before. I’m...totally new to this. I dunno what’s too little, or too much. All I know is that I...I really like you, Hinata. And I know there might be a fork in the road at the end of the Summer. We might end up going in different directions. But…” It’s his turn to go a little pink, glancing aside. “...I just...want you to know that I don’t...I’m not planning on giving up that easily.”

Eyes widening, Hinata’s cheeks are their own rosy hue. “You...you really…?”

“Maybe that’s too forward of me, all things considered. But...well, I’ve always thought you were really nice, and cute, and…” Oh jeez, he’s rambling… “...I-I just mean that...I’m already pretty sure that...that I like you. So...I just wanted to see if...if I was out of bounds with that or not.”

Thought finally processed, Hinata then softens with a smile. “...well, I guess I’m not as...f-familiar with you yet. You were seeing things about me when...I was too busy trying to look someplace else. And I d-don’t blame you for that, or...or anything. I just need a little time to...catch up! But so far, I...I really do like you, Sasuke. You’re a lot sweeter than you let on.”

“...than I let on?”

That earns a giggle. “You know, that...cool, aloof attitude you put on. But...I think I know why you do that, so...I understand.”

He blinks. “...okay.”

“Anyway, I’m...I’m really looking forward to Saturday,” she then offers, smiling shyly and blooming pink again. “Some time with just the two of us. No, uh...interruptions. Like...stray baseball bats, or flat bike tires.”

In spite of himself, Sasuke snorts. “Yeah, that’ll be nice.”

“Sasuke!”

Turning, he sees his parents standing nearby. Mikoto has her camera out. “What?”

“I want to get your picture! This is a big day!”

Wilting a bit in embarrassment, he gives Hinata a hint of a flustered smile. “...sorry, I better go.”

“That’s okay! I’ll wait.”

“You...you don’t want to go home?”

It’s her turn to look sheepish, pulling out her phone. “Well, I...m-might want a picture too, if...if that’s okay.”

Sasuke perks up a hair. “...yeah, sure! Here, I bet Mom’ll take one for you.”

“...oh!” Shyly following, Hinata reintroduces herself to Mikoto, and for the first time meets Fugaku.

“This is Sasuke’s friend, the one with the flat tire I was telling you about!” Mikoto clarifies, making Hinata go pink.

Glancing to her, Sasuke then offers, “Actually, Mom...Hinata’s my girlfriend.”

Both of his parents look to him, eyes wide. “I...wait, your...your what?”

A bit of heat shines through his cheeks. “Hinata is...is my girlfriend.”

Mikoto can’t help a small gasp, resting a hand against her husband’s chest. “...I never thought I’d see the day…!” A wide smile grows across her face. “Oh honey, that’s wonderful! She’s so sweet, what a nice surprise! Is that why she…?”

“That was, er...before, actually. This is kinda...recent.”

“Oh, I see! Well I’m so happy for you, dear! It’s about time!” she laughs. “Well then go stand with him, I’ll get a picture of you both! Oh, and with your phone too? Perfect!”

Cozying up to Sasuke’s side shyly, Hinata mumbles, “Did you really have to tell them now…?”

“Sorry...couldn’t let them think wrong,” he replies, smiling a bit for the camera. “Only fair, anyway - I gotta meet yours this weekend.”

“...that’s true.”

Once Mikoto’s done snapping and fawning, she hands Hinata her phone back. Fugaku looks to the pair thoughtfully.

“...congratulations,” is all he offers, but Sasuke knows that’s praise enough.

“...thanks, Dad.”

“Well, we’ll go ahead and make our way home - I bet you want to stay and be with your team for a while,” Mikoto then offers, waving them off. “Just be home by curfew, dear! And it was lovely seeing you again, Hinata - come by any time!”

“Thank you!” the Hyūga calls in reply, waving in return before turning to Sasuke. “...am I allowed to come with you to celebrate?”

“Hell yeah you are,” Sasuke insists, though...he doesn’t actually know that for sure. But given the wide grin he can see on Naruto’s face as he and Sakura follow the others, he’ll assume he’s bringing her along. It’s only fair. “C’mon. We were gonna head out for pizza.”

“Ooh, nice!”

Putting an arm around her shoulders, Sasuke leads her toward the parking lot, cars revving as they all head toward the parlor. Well...maybe he doesn’t know what the future holds. But for right now, he’s going to just...enjoy the present.

It’s pretty sweet right now.

.oOo.

(This is a sequel to days 149, 168, 183, 271, and 287!) More sports AU! And SASUKE MADE IT TO STATE! WOO! I mean...maybe it was obvious, but...still xD I'm proud of him, lol But more importantly, he broached that very scary topic with Hinata: the /future/. Of course, we all knew she's not the type to lead him on. And he knew that, too. He's just a worrywart, and nervous about getting his heart broken - he's new to this, he deserves a break! And at least we know his parents approve xD Hiashi SEEMS okay, but...well, we'll have to see what he says when they actually meet ;3 For now tho, I gotta head to bed, so...thanks for reading!

#sasuhina #uchiha sasuke #hyūga hinata #uzumaki naruto #uchiha mikoto #uchiha fugaku #best years of your life [ au ]#365daysofsasuhina

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fandom-collective-writers · 5 years

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Period Headcannons

Requested By: @bouncer-rabbit Written by: @hellasweetyanderes, @alloveroliver and @lil-creatorwritings Suitors: Luka, Jonah, Ray, Fenrir, Kyle and Sirius

We know that Sirius wasn’t part of the original ask, but we decided to add him to the list! Hope you guys like it as much as we had fun writing it~

Luka Clemence (by @hellasweetyanderes)

The most lowkey about it he has lots of secret stashes of products in case anyone needs them and just subtly leaves them within reach without anyone realizing who their helpful friend is. Which leaves a lot of wishful people in the black army sad they can't thank this mysterious stranger for helping them out

Said wishful people including you decide to find out the truth for themselves which leaves to a little goose chase across the black army hq trying to figure out who it is

Once all of you discover the truth no one ever really talks about it again but it becomes a normal thing for Luka to find cute lil notes or gifts around hq eventually, you end up being caught by him when he puts two and two together and he is overwhelmed again by everyone's gifts of thanks to him that he feels like he doesn't deserve because to him it was just being nice and not doing anything overly special….

For your pain Luka will always give you some meds and warm up a heating pad and have you lie down. If you are the type that tries to work despite their pain he will really really be close to tying you up if you refuse to rest.

Luka deals with you moodiness the best despite his own ever changing nature and he smooths things over if you are likely to snap at someone and hopefully someone helps the poor fool that is cruel to you and gets you to cry because he will be fighting them

Jonah Clemence (by @hellasweetyanderes)

When you are moody at first he handles it very poorly which causes a slight rift between the two of you. You are more than surprised when the hints you are dropping are going over his head and you learn he doesn't have a single clue.

As it turns out he is completely oblivious because his family was always very sheltering towards their heir and thought it was below his status to deal with such things.

He reads up on what he can from the subtle things you say but he still doesn't understand it all tho so he goes to you and asks a whole bunch of questions which then causes him to square up once he finally understands.

Since then he keeps track of your cycle and he is always overly sweet to you and tries his best to help you but he sometimes messes up so please tell him when he does or he will feel like a failure of a boyfriend.

For your pain Jonah does whatever he needs asap to get you to feel better be it finding some medicine for cramps or making something but he draws the line if you crave something he knows will only give you worse cramps gets you the closest thing to it because of how awful he remembers your pain the first time he made the mistake.

He's gonna throw a hissy fit if you try to work as you feel like your stomach is being stabbed. He will literally cry and then make you cry and both of you are forced to cuddle and play with Pine for the rest of the day.

Ray Blackwell (by @lil-creatorwritings)

He'll notice the subtle hints of your PMS--your rapid mood swings, always complaining about how bloated you feel, being warmer when you cuddle together, seeking for sour or sweet things, but he doesn't know it's your PMS. He's a bit surprised when you mentioned it the first time--being surrounded by men in the headquarters makes him forget about these things--and says to call him if you ever needed anything, even if he's busy with work.

Ray will always hug or cuddle with you when you need the intimacy with Belle taking his place when he's busy with work or meetings. He'll rub your back or stroke your hair in an attempt to help you relax. Belle will snuggle up to you and his little purrs often makes you smile.

When you’re in public, he’ll let you squeeze his hand as tight as you need to when you’re having cramps. It’s one way of letting him know of it, which makes him more aware and would do what he can to help you feel better. He knows that you don’t like making too much small talk when it hurts so he’ll save you the conversation for later and make a swift getaway from people if you’re digging your nails in his palm.

He’s too shy to buy you pads or tampons, but he’s not going to let you know. He will valiantly try on his own, because he goes to the store as your boyfriend, not the King. The look of pain on your face as you try to get out of bed reminds him why he’s there, but in the end, he asks for Sirius to come along with him. Sometimes Seth will butt in and come with him instead.

He’ll deal with your swinging emotions as calmly as he can. Ray’s not one to lose a temper, especially knowing that it’s because of your period and hormones. He’ll let you throw the tantrum and when you’re done, he’ll ask you if you’re okay and take care of you. That often involves hugs and a quiet apology, because you’ve embarrassed yourself with the outburst, but he always reassures you in the end.

Fenrir Godspeed (by @lil-creatorwritings)

He’s shocked the first time it happens. You’re in too much pain to let him know, and he’s just sitting beside you, his face knotted in a worried expression. He’s asking all kinds of question--where, how much, what it feels like, what you need--simultaneously, and you have to grab his shoulder and squeeze tightly to get him to focus. Fenrir eventually calms down when you explain it to him after the cramps.

Fenrir asks you one time how does cramps feel like, and the description of “it feels like someone’s stabbing your stomach with a sharp knife again and again” leaves him horrified. Now, he always gives you piggy back rides when you need to go to places when you’re having a cramps. Once, he’s carried you all the way back to headquarters from Blanc’s place, since the roads were very bumpy and he figured that you’d end up hurting more if you took the carriage back.

He loves surprising you with little things, so the morning that he brought you some breakfast in bed, he was rattled when you started crying. You thought it was adorable and sweet of him to do so, and you managed to communicate this in between sobs. Now every time you cry over a surprise from him, he does his best to make you laugh and smile instead.

Fenrir will start stocking up on your cravings, no matter how weird they might be. You previously asked him for some bacon and chocolate, then vanilla ice cream and french fries. It’s a weird combination and you’re not sure how to explain it to him either, but he always gets you whatever you want.

He notices that you get tired faster on your period, so he helps out with whatever task you needed to do for today. Sometimes he’ll just make you sit and settle down, taking care of it himself when you’re too tired. He’ll always accompany you on your grocery trips and carry the bags for you all the way back home.

Kyle Ash (by @alloveroliver)

It’s just after breakfast when Alice and Kyle begin to chat about their plans for the day. Alice has some errands she needs to run in the Central Quarter and a few other tasks around the barracks to be completed at once.

Just as Kyle begins to discuss his full weekend schedule with her, Alice clutches her abdomen. The pain starts to twist her insides making her brows scrunch and her teeth grit. Kyle's voice becomes nothing but a mumble to her as his words are lost in the intense pain that overcomes her. Soon, the pain subsides, and Alice takes in a few deep breaths. Kyle’s cold hand comes up to rest on her forearm, bringing her mind back into the present room.

”Are you okay?” Her boyfriend asks after a long pause. “Mm, I’ll be fine. I think my cramps have started.” She bites her lip as another painful wave radiates from her stomach. Someone walks into the dining hall, and Kyle leans forward to her to whisper. “Let’s get you back to your room, and you can rest for a bit.”

She agrees, and he helps walk her back. His arm is behind her back, and Alice moves away. “I don't want to be touched right now.” She quips, crossing her arms as they approach the bedroom door. “That’s fine.” Kyle smiles, lifting his hands in the air in surrender. “Just let me know how I can help you.”

Alice lays on the bed, curled up in a ball while Kyle lists off things that might be able to help. Alice agrees to let him get her a heating pad and a cold rag for her forehead. The duality of the temperatures on her body helps subside the pain, allowing for a minor distraction while also easing her stomach muscles. Kyle offers a variety of her favorite cravings, but Alice waves him off. After eating breakfast, she's too full for any more snacks. Kyle gives her proper pain medication and lays with her in bed on his own side. He distracts her with silly stories of his times at the bar, dumb things he barely remembers and some he remembers too well.

After the pain medication begins to kick in, Kyle makes plans to help her with all her task for the next day. All her errands and tasks at the army barracks would be finished quickly with his help. Alice smiles at her caring boyfriend, touching his arm from the other side of the bed. “Thank you, Kyle. You’re the best boyfriend a gal could ask for.” She jokes finally since the pain had begun to subside. Kyle blushes and averts his eyes. “I’m just doing what anyone should be doing…”

Sirius Oswald (by @alloveroliver)

Dinner with the black army officers was going well until Sirius noticed that Alice began to speak less and less. Eventually, she wasn’t responding to any aspect of the conversating making him suspicious. She seemed immensely distracted, staring down at her half-eaten plate.

“Are you going to finish up your meal, little lady? It’s unlike you to-” “Shh, please stop talking for just a moment I can't concentrate…” He hears the strain in her voice and grows even more concerned. He drops his utensils and wipes his mouth the napkin. Waiting patiently, he watches her face relax again before speaking. “Would you like for me to take you to our room for the evening?” He whispers just to where they can hear. Alice nods her head yes and puts her hand on his shoulder to stand. The cramps still roll through her abdomen as Sirius excuses them from dinner and leaves to the hallway.

As they walk towards their bedroom, Alice stops along the way to allow for the white-hot pain to pass. Sirius offers quietly to carry her, making sure their conversation can only be heard between them alone. With a huge grin, she agrees. She wraps her arms around his neck, and Sirius moves his down her back and under her knees. He easily carries her down the long halls until they meet their destination. Once inside he lays her on the couch and gives her several pillows to cuddle with.

”Would you like for me to draw you a hot bath. I can add some essential oils and bath salts?” Sirius rubs her back as the pain shoots up her spine. A groggy “Yes... “ followed by a weak whimper comes from her as she presses her face in the plush pillow. He's slow to leave her side, but when he does, he rushes to prepare everything. He drips a few drops of lavender essential oil to help relax her, into the running bath water. The warm steam wafts through the bathroom while he adds a cup full of bath salts that prove to help aid in easing weary muscles. Sirius rolls up his sleeve and mixes the salts into the water making sure they dissolve before getting Alice.

He helps her out of the bedroom and into the warm bathroom. Then aids in putting her hair up in a high bun so it won't get wet. Sirius prepares her a sizeable fluffy towel while she undresses and sinks her body into the water. He leaves her to soak in the bath for a long while. Almost an hour goes by before Sirius returns with a large glass of water and some candied ginger. The ginger should help her turmoiled stomach since cramps are known to make her nauseous, while also giving her something sweet to snack on. He lets her relax and rest for the remainder of the day, making sure he brings by her after-dinner dessert. He’s checking in on her after each of his meetings and paperwork bringing something new to help in any way he can.

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stillcominback · 6 years

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LIFE UPDATE !! i’m back from my trip to romania – it was insanely beautiful, the wedding was a blast, and i’m really grateful for the trip overall (even if the traveling back and forth was exhausting in a short time rip) anyway! i wanted to give you guys some updates with what’s going on and i’ll post this on all my blogs so hopefully everyone gets a chance to see – i’ve messaged a few people privately, but thought this may be easier lol BASICALLY, when i arrived in romania, i got an urgent message to call my manager/close friend and she told me she’d just been fired (long story & it’s ridiculous in my opinion but unfortunately, i can’t change it). so, that weight was on me the whole trip (though i did still have an amazing time ofc!) + the very real anxiety that i too would be losing my job. i came to terms with it along the way, whatever the outcome would be – it gave me perspective. when i got into work yesterday, i spoke to the owner of the company and managed to leave with my job in tact, but it’s still an adjustment and really strange without her here. i’ll be staying for as long as they want to keep me for now, BUT with my new perspective i’ve decided i still want to look forward and work towards my next move. what i’m grateful for is that now i can save money and hopefully work on more creative projects to boost my portfolio and then move on my OWN terms instead of being let go (hopefully). all that said, i’m BACK and getting back into the swing of things – adjusting to work with all that’s changed and just getting some much-needed rest wherever i can. tumblr isn’t going to be my priority – tho lbr my activity has been slow for a while now anyway so things won’t be changing too much lmao – BUT i wanted to let you guys know that i am still here! i’m still on disc/ord, imessage, IMs if you want to talk or anything at all! i love that! i miss you all to bits! i’m just not sure when i’ll get around to writing/catching up on my blogs sdlkjafsfasdf i’m going to see if i have time/energy this weekend to get back into some stuff, but we’ll see! hope you’ve all been taking care, love you lots! xx <33

#I LOVE AND MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH #PLEEEEASE come bug me in IMs or disco!#00. // OUT OF AMMO ( OOC POST. )#00. // IF YOU DON’T FIGHT YOU DIE ( PSA. )

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rawratinyrawr · 6 years

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Day 8: Friday (our Monday) blues

Friday, September 21, 2018

New milestone September 20, 2018: reached his arms out and swatted at a hanging toy on his swing😊

I never had a chance to get on tumblr yesterday. Everything that posted yesterday was stuff in my Q. 😏

We were pretty busy shopping and running errands Wednesday and Thursday.

Found some great deals on some fall/winter clothes. I've felt pretty frumpy since having Micah. And I haven't really cared much about how I looked. But all the not caring was starting to turn my self esteem to mush, so I am trying to care at least a little again. I'm 37 and a brand new first time mom. It has been so easy to get sucked into having a "pssh, I'm old and I'm a mom now who cares how I look?" attitude. I mean, I already physically feel old most days. I have wrinkles, and bags under my eyes big enough to carry a weeks worth of luggage. I use COLD CREAM FOR CRYING OUT LOUD! So yanno, any help I can give myself in not feeling so old, and frumpy is probably best. This new wardrobe will hopefully help with that. I mean, I can't just stay in pajamas and tshirts all day every day right?😏🙄 (well, when I leave the house that is)

I also found some super cute fall stuff for Micah and can't wait for it to cool off a little so he can wear some of it.

Our little sugar cube did so great running around with us. We were out for 4 or 5 hours both days and he was such a little trooper. We still have some shopping to take care of (my wife still needs clothes) but we are gonna take Micah to my moms next week and do the rest of the shopping then.

The best part of running errands and shopping was ooing and ahhing over all the cool baby/toddler stuff. All the learning toys. The accessories. The clothes. I'm so excited for the holidays this year! We are going to start making a list soon of the things we are gonna need/want for him. He's growing like a weed.

A new milestone this week. He has started to stretch his arms out and reach for things. I want to get him a playmat with hanging toys. He has a hanging thing that attaches to his car seat. And his swing has birds hanging (that he reached out and swatted at for the first time last night!!). But he needs something for back/tummy play time on the floor. I really want to get a set of puzzle floor mats too since we have all hardwood flooring. I saw a set of abc puzzle mats yesterday that I liked. And I saw a couple of interactive floor rugs yesterday too.

I have always had a love for (and collected up until recently) toys. So it's really exciting to be able to share that love with him as he grows up.

My wife went back to work this morning. Hoping the weekend flies by. I miss her already this morning. Trying not to have the blues. But I am feeling it a little bit. Friday is always the worse tho. Saturday feels like (and really is) our hump day. And Sunday is our Friday so it's not terribly bad either. I shouldn't complain at all tho. 3 days (occasionally 4) a week isn't bad at all. I am so grateful. For her. And for the extra time we have together most weeks.

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fuckindildos · 6 years

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LIFE UPDATE !! i’m back from my trip to romania -- it was insanely beautiful, the wedding was a blast, and i’m really grateful for the trip overall (even if the traveling back and forth was exhausting in a short time rip) anyway! i wanted to give you guys some updates with what’s going on and i’ll post this on all my blogs so hopefully everyone gets a chance to see -- i’ve messaged a few people privately, but thought this may be easier lol BASICALLY, when i arrived in romania, i got an urgent message to call my manager/close friend and she told me she’d just been fired (long story & it’s ridiculous in my opinion but unfortunately, i can’t change it). so, that weight was on me the whole trip (though i did still have an amazing time ofc!) + the very real anxiety that i too would be losing my job. i came to terms with it along the way, whatever the outcome would be -- it gave me perspective. when i got into work yesterday, i spoke to the owner of the company and managed to leave with my job in tact, but it’s still an adjustment and really strange without her here. i’ll be staying for as long as they want to keep me for now, BUT with my new perspective i’ve decided i still want to look forward and work towards my next move. what i’m grateful for is that now i can save money and hopefully work on more creative projects to boost my portfolio and then move on my OWN terms instead of being let go (hopefully). all that said, i’m BACK and getting back into the swing of things -- adjusting to work with all that’s changed and just getting some much-needed rest wherever i can. tumblr isn’t going to be my priority -- tho lbr my activity has been slow for a while now anyway so things won’t be changing too much lmao -- BUT i wanted to let you guys know that i am still here! i’m still on disc/ord, imessage, IMs if you want to talk or anything at all! i love that! i miss you all to bits! i’m just not sure when i’ll get around to writing/catching up on my blogs sdlkjafsfasdf i’m going to see if i have time/energy this weekend to get back into some stuff, but we’ll see! hope you’ve all been taking care, love you lots! xx <33

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ninjaliike · 6 years

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#|| i miss you guys sm lskadfjsdkfjds #|| pls come bug me on disco cause i wanna chat and plot with everyone thaNKS xoxoxoxo #000. // laurel speaking! ( OOC POST. )#000. // taps mic ( PSA. )

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fmlfpl · 4 years

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Lineup Lamentations - GW3

Our Transfers, Captains, and Starting 11s for the week!

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WALSH

TRANSFERS:

OUT: Aubameyang

IN: De Bruyne

Pretty straightforward swap here removing Aubz after the Wet game was always the plan before GW1 and feel fortunate to be in position to execute the plan. Kevin on pens was the deciding factor over Raz as I had it down to them two as my City guy to get.

Not sure what Raz will be up to with Jesus out now...up top or same spot, but either way Kevin still should be doing the same shit. Hopefully that bonk on the head was nothing much and he's ready to go this weekend.

Probably not a spot I will play with too much unless he gets injured but it feels nice to just get Kevin in nice and early here. Debated many different hit options and in the end nothing looked too attractive. .5 in the bank for a rainy day...we'll see where that belongs next week.

GK:

Ryan (MUN)

Maybe he'll get some saves in this game, unlike the previous. Never feel good for a clean against ManU so I'd take a 3 pointer or something.

Brighton dominating Newc was very promising though - pretty happy that I stuck with Ryan GW1. Could see owning him for a long while and possibly even through my first WC whenever that time comes.

DEF:

Dier (NEW)

Welp.

A clean would be most, most welcome here after no cleans through their first two. They look genuinely all sorts defensively so far and seem to just be all hands on deck throughout their games. Wondering if the disruption of the Thursday games is really fucking them, and I will be watching this one closely. Letting in two to Soton was kinda lucky - it could easily have been three or four - so it would be nice to see a suffocating performance against a team that just managed 0 shots on target last weekend.

Realistically, as long as Dier is starting, I probably won't bin him.

Shaw (bha)

Dunno how I seem to end up with thiccboi in my GW1 team every year but it feels like I do.

He's a really tough player to watch when you own him...very frustrating and just a bit shit. The rumors with Telles intensifying doesn't fill me with hope for the future. Again, like Dier, as long as he's starting I probably won't spend a transfer here and just need to back my preseason thoughts that Mou and ManU would be good for cleans.

Brighton looking a pretty tidy outfit so far this game should be good. Not really expecting a clean, unfortunately, so maybe get lucky with an assist or something.

Trent (ARS)

Trent looked back to being Trent against Chelsea. No Hendo is a bit annoying again so we'll see who is starting on his side.

Arsecast been pretty conservative setting up but we know how teams like to overload Trent to neutralize his attacking impetus which may well happen here.

Either way a win to nil is always on the cards for Livp and Trent is a great player. Good boy Trent.

MID:

De Bruyne (LEI)

Great player gets to play a shithouse team. Love it. One of the few (only?) things I got right last year was picking Kevin early and holding him. Will try to replicate that now. To the first of many happy returns Kev.

Salah (ARS)

Still a livewire despite his blank last weekend I'm pretty happy to have Mo.

Definitely my safety blanket in FPL and hauls are always around the corner. Looking good and primed to bang. With the sudden increase in penos makes him even that more attractive. Not an easy fixture by any means but it doesn't really matter. Let's go Mo.

Trossard (MUN)

Spent a lot of mental energy on this wee lad this week. Done nothing but impress through two and return in both with the post last weekend away from a huge haul and yet I still am looking for reasons to sell him. I came full circle and despite the rough immediate fixtures I'm going to stand by him. He looks dangerous and even though there are f0dens and podencios around him, he's the one I have and he's the one I shall hold.

ManU were utterly diabolical last weekend and if Matic is out they could still be got at.

Andre-Frank Zambo Anguissa (AVL)

Zambo did the business for me last weekend with the assist and with no better options he gets to go again against Villa. Dunno if Lemina comes in or something with Reed maybe he gets to push up a little more but ultimately he seemed to have a more or less free roaming roving role in the center of the park last weekend...and he bossed it. Absolute class player, Zambo is, and I really enjoyed watching him. He's definitely not showing much to be an actual starter in FPL...but needs must.

Certainly need to upgrade my 11th man soon, but with this good fixture maybe he gets something again.

Fernandes (bha)

Come on Bruno. Nothing would calm me down and my feelings about my team this weekend more than with Bruno points. I am expecting space so hopefully he doesn't get hockey assists but gets actual assists in this one. Feels weird that they played 90 and didn't get a peno as well.....time to revert to the mean with one this game probably too right? Yes.

FWD:

Werner (wba)

Werner been looking good and rested during the midweek so should be raring to go as he still searches for his first Chelsea goal. Hopefully Jorginho is out so he has pens in his locker this weekend as well.. but really just feel good with him in this fixture.

West Brom are bad and I am backing Chelsea to find some goals this weekend. Werner has been looking good, even if his team has not, and I'm just hoping that they click into some sort of gear against the weakest opposition they'll be facing in the league to date.

DCL (cry)

Tough fixture against the team they are tied for first place with in the table.

We will probably do’em but DCL, with the way he's looking, always a shout for getting in and around it. Not expecting a ton here, but am keen to see what Woy does with the lineup at home now that Eze and Bats have been around for a couple weeks. Maybe we play some attacking stuff and are there to be had? Who knows. Either way, DCL - great pick great guy.

BENCH:

Mitchell (EVE)

Brewster (ARS)

Ferguson (lol)

CAP:

Werner (wba)

I'm trying this new thing this year where I back myself for captain picks. I was on him last weekend when I looked at the fixtures and the games so just going to stick with that.

West Brom are bad, and a lot worse than Leicester (even tho Leicester suck), so I feel better about trying to expose heem than go with Kevin. 4 or 5 is possible against WBA and Werner could fill his boots. Playing the fixture here, we'll see how it goes.

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ALON ON WILDCARD

TRANSFERS:

OUT: wildcard

IN: wildcard

I don’t even know what to write here. I’ve done two pods and a three hour stream today largely dominated by my Wildcard team. I’ve said all that needs to be said! Ended up here and feel pretty ok! Let’s go.

GK:

Martinez (ful)

Like him and rate him and hoping the Villains can be a tight ship and get some cleans. Duno.

TBH didn’t put much thought into this spot just gonna go Emi and not use a transfer until maybe second Wildcard popping 30 gameweeksish from now. GLHF Emi!!!

DEF:

van Dijk and Alexander-Arnold (ARS)

Great guys, great friends, and the epitome of set ‘n’ forget geniuses. Also planning on no transfers here until second wildcard. Keep dominating boys. Up the reds.

Dunne (SOU)

Temporary start over Lamptey’s much worse fixture in my opinion. Hail-mary of a Duon clean here and I think Lamptey ends on 0-2 points. Lamps is also sorta knocked so who knows what goes on there.

Maybe Burnley will sell Tark and Dunne’ll be a guy but mostly just fodder for rest of season...

Lamptey in general is my start every week guy and he is the “pressure point” of my squad for sure but also I’ve LOVED the fuck out of him since he came on the scene with Chelsea. He’s just great. Backing the boy.

MID:

De Bruyne and Sterling and Foden (LEI)

Going in big dick swinging with the City triple up for what should be back to back thrashings in Leicester and Leeds where I know I’ll want as much of their attack as possible and, crucially, the arm-band.

Foden minutes should get a large increase with no Kun and no Jesus and Kev and Raz are world class, not much else needs to be said. Going aggressively for the best attack in great fixtures and then we’ll reevaluate going to other premiums etc for future captaincy and what not.

Rodriguez (cry)

Did fuck around with Rich instead of Hamez but I’m just sticking with the extra 0.5 and my guy... I think it’s possible Rich distances himself from Hamez and has the best season of his career but also just Hamez is such a FML FPL player... oozes class, so confident and smooth and sick, just love him, and love owning him. Sticking by the guy. He’s coming for the assist crown lookout Kevin :P.

FWD:

Werner (wba)

Rolling with Timo and the incredible fixtures. He has a three match window to decide what to do with him and I love him for wba, CRY, SOU, so just letting it wash over me. Still rate him very highly and the goals and hauls are just around the corner. We’ll see if they come now or they come later. Willing to risk it for him before moving to maybe Tony or others.

Calvert-Lewin (cry)

So much love for DCL <3<3<3... Don’t think I need to add much he didn’t leave one single tinker for one second. And hasn’t left a tinker since the game opened pre-GW1. Good sign.

Wood (SOU)

Ole faithful. Not sexy. Not new not shiny not smooth or slick or an attacking team or anything. Just consistent and good... If you’re after MoTD highlight reel Vine merchant legendary screamer thunderbastard kinda guy then Wood isn’t the guy for you... But if you’re looking for a cheap guy to just blindly hold for 30ish GWs then hey Chris Wood is your guy. Good numbers, good consistency, great guy. His cheeks are just soooo red. Let’s go.

BENCH:

Anguissa (AVL) - Nailed and good.

Lamptey (MUN) - Gonna start almost every week for me. Great kid, looks incredible, is incredible.

Mitchell (EVE) - Hey. Whatev.

CAP:

Sterling (LEI)

I guess that I’m the only one concerned with Kev getting an elbow to the head? Fine with that.

Maybe Kev gets swaddled up in bubble wrap and subbed off early once this one is done and dusted? I don’t know man it’s enough of a reason to not captain Kev for me... If both guys were 100% fit I’d probably go Kevin here but Raz is also incredible and is actually 100% fit so I’m going Raz.

I expect complete domination and destruction and yeah that’s that. Didn’t really consider anyone else.

Go on City do the thing.

Wildcard team... ya got this.

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like-a-bag-of-potatoes · 7 years

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Reunited - Six

A/N: Sorry this took me so long, but I've been sick. Feeling better now tho, so hopefully there will be another chapter within a week. Thanks for all the feedback, and a special thanks to my beta @thorne93

Characters: Jensen x Reader, Jared, Lexi (OC), Sarah (OC)

Warnings: None I think.. Fluff? Implied smut.

Wordcount: 2449

Catch up HERE

You woke up the next morning, a small smile playing at your lips before you even opened your eyes, your mind replaying last night's events.

“Good morning, beautiful.” Jensen's voice filled your ears, deeper and groggier than usual, sexier even. You opened your eyes and looked right into his emerald green orbs, a little darker than normal as they were still clouded with sleep. Jensen was lying on top of the covers, fully clothed, just like you. The time had just flown by last night and eventually you had asked him to spend the night, just to talk, and you had fallen asleep doing so.

“It is a good morning,” you said, smiling softly as he tucked a strand of hair behind your ear. “Didn't I fall asleep on the couch?”

“You did. I just figured you would be more comfortable here,” he said as he turned his whole body towards you. “I hope you don't mind.”

“Not at all.” You couldn't believe how much had changed in the past twenty four hours. Yesterday you had woken up with a dull ache in your chest, feeling lost and heartbroken, but today you woke up with a smile on your lips and excitement and butterflies in your entire body. It had been about eleven years since you had felt like this, and you loved every second of it. “You hungry?”

“Starving.”

You and Jensen made breakfast together, he manned the stove while you set the table.

“Do you have any plans for the day?” Jensen asked between bites.

“I have some paperwork I have to get done, and I need to go to work for a couple of hours. How about you?”

“I promised Jared I would go with him to look at some houses. You want to meet us for lunch?”

“I would love that.”

***

About an hour later you walked through the doors of your shop, greeted by Lexi who was in full swing making the regular Tuesday flower arrangements. Every Tuesday and Friday you had the same order for the restaurant across the street.

“How did you fare with all the paperwork?” she asked.

“I'm almost done,” you answered, a wide smile on your face.

“Well someone is in a good mood today,” she remarked, a spark in her eye.

“I am in a good mood today,” you said thoughtfully. “I'm just gonna get this done. I'll be in my office if you need anything.”

Your office was small with too much clutter in it. There were shelves lining three of the walls with binders full of information, old orders, old contracts… and so on. Your tiny desk was littered with brochures, inspirational magazines, and a laptop. You had no idea how you managed to find anything or get any work done in here at all. You sat behind your desk, making a mental note to clean it out soon before you started on the rest of the work.

This new deal of yours was great for business, but after looking it over properly you saw that you would have to make a few changes to get it to work. The workload would be much greater during the week leading up to a large wedding, and there was no way that the three of you would manage it without you wearing the girls out completely. Both Lexi and Sarah had started working for you part time, Lexi had been with you since the beginning and Sarah had been with you for about a year now. When Lexi started, there just hadn't been enough business to take her on full time so she had split her hours between your store and a bar down town, where she still worked. Sarah had been in school when you hired her so she didn't have the opportunity to work full time, but she was out of school now and searching for another part time job.

You were crunching numbers and pulling your hair out in frustration as there was a soft knock on your door, Sarah popping her head in to see if you had a moment.

“Yeah, come on in.”

“I know this is probably sucky timing and short notice, but my grandma got sick and now she's in hospital. She lives in Dallas and my family is going down this weekend to visit her. I know I'm working this weekend but I would love to go with them if someone can cover my shift,” she explained, sorrow in her eyes.

“Of course. I'll see if Lexi wants to split it with me, but if not, I'll take your shifts,” you offered. “Is your grandma going to be okay?”

“We don't know much yet, just got the call this morning. Thank you.”

“You go be with your family. Don't worry about us,” you said, getting up to give her a hug. “While you’re here, I wanted to run something past you and Lexi… If you’re up for it?”

You gathered around the workbench in the store, making sure there weren’t any customers before you started talking. You explained to them that the workload would increase considerably with this new contract and that the three of you wouldn't manage on your own.

“So we need to hire someone new, there is no way around that...” At that moment the little bell over the door chimed and in walked Jared and Jensen. You held up a finger to Jensen, letting him know you’d be with them in a moment before you turned back to your employees, “But before I put out an ad, I want to offer you both full time jobs here. I know that you, Lexi have other work commitments and I will totally understand if you can't accept my offer, no hard feelings at all. The shifts will remain the same and we will still split the weekends, but there will be more overlap, so for the majority of the day there will be two of us working instead of one,“ you explained. You knew that dumping this on Sarah right now wasn't ideal, but you had a month before the first wedding and you needed to hire someone as soon as possible.

“When do you need to know?” Lexi asked.

“As soon as possible. I don't mean to rush you at all, and I think we can manage this first wedding on our own, but I would like to hire someone soon so that we can start training them. And I need to know if I shall put out an ad for full time or part time.”

“I'll have an answer for you by the end of the week,” Lexi offered with a smile.

You took Sarah by the hand and lead her over to the corner, speaking in a low voice so no one would over hear you. “I know my timing sucks, and I don't want you to worry too much about this. As I said, we can manage on our own for about a month longer. Take your time, and go be with your family, and you can just give me an answer when you have one.”

“Thank you,” she said.

It had always been important to you to be a kind and considering boss. You wanted to create a safe environment for everyone, and your main goal was to treat everyone with the respect they deserved.

You said goodbye to the two ladies and joined Jensen and Jared, waving over your shoulder as you walked through the door.

“Lunch?” Jensen questioned as soon as the door closed behind you.

“There's this great little place down just around the corner here,” you said, pointing down the street. “How did house hunting go?”

“I actually found a house I really liked. I'm pretty sure I'm gonna make an offer,” Jared said excitedly.

“That's great,” you offered. “Where is it?”

“Not too far from you guys actually. So we’ll almost be neighbours.”

The three of you had a great lunch. You told them about the changes you would have to make at your store, Jared talked more about the house, and Jensen talked about his parents coming to visit. Once all of you had finished your meals and the check was paid, Jared had made up his mind and decided to go back and make an offer on the house. You offered Jensen a ride home.

“You wanna come in for a bit or?” you asked nervously as you stopped your car in the driveway.

“I could do that. Or you can go get your swimsuit and we can test out my pool,” he said, wiggling his eyebrows.

That was an impossible offer to refuse. It was an incredibly warm day, warmer than normal, so the idea of cooling down a bit was very tempting. Jensen followed you inside and as soon as the door closed behind him, he grabbed your arm and spun you around, his lips clashing with yours before you understood what was happening. You melted into him as his arms wrapped around you.

“Finally,” he said as the two of you pulled apart. “I've been wanting to do that all day.”

You couldn't help the blush that rose to your cheeks. The feeling you got when he kissed you was both equally foreign and familiar. Everything with him was new in a way, but at the same time it was just like it had been all those years ago. Butterflies, trembling knees, shaky breath, hammering heart… all of those things you wouldn't have imagined experiencing as an adult.

“I'll just go get my bathing suit then,” you said, looking into Jensen's unfairly green eyes.

“Of course,” he said, pulling you closer and kissing you again. His lips were soft and warm and you could still taste the mint from the gum he had been chewing. He held you tight as your arms rose to his neck, your fingers playing with the short hairs at the back of his head. Your lips molded together as the kiss deepened, growing hungrier by the second. You sucked his bottom lip into your mouth and dragged your teeth along it, making him moan into your mouth. Just the sound turned you on to the point where you thought your knees would give out.

“I really have to go get that bathing suit,” you said, out of breath when the two of you pulled apart again.

“Mhm..” he hummed, kissing you again. Damn him and his perfectly plump lips.

“You know, you could help me look for it,” you suggested as he started kissing down your jaw and neck, clearly just as excited as you were.

You took him by the hand and lead him up to your bedroom, your swimming suit the furthest thing from your mind.

“I just want you to know that that was not the reason I invited you in here,” you said, chuckling a little as you were looking for your clothes that was scattered all over your bedroom floor.

“I don't believe you,” Jensen teased, a shit eating grin on his face as he pulled his boxers back on. You stopped gathering your clothes and let your eyes travel his body. Holy shit was he hot.

“Hmmm?” you hummed, your eyes glued to him.

“Hey! My eyes are up here.” He laughed.

The two of you made your way back down stairs after you had gotten dressed. You grabbed a couple of beers from the fridge and settled down in your backyard, both of you forgetting about Jensen's swimmingpool.

“I wanted to ask you something,” Jensen said, ducking his head down nervously. “You don't have to say yes or anything, I just figured I'd throw it out there.”

“Shoot,” you said, taking a swig from your beer.

“As I said earlier, my parents are coming to dinner on Thursday and they would really love to see you.”

“You told them about us?” you asked, your eyebrows shooting up. You knew both of Jensen's parents, they were lovely people, but you didn't know what this thing was yet and you couldn't believe that Jensen had tolt them already.

“No! Not like that. I just mentioned to my mom that we were neighbours and that you had helped me move in,” he defended. “They don't know about… what's happening here,” he said, motioning between the two of you.

“Uh.. Okay. Then I would love to come, I haven't seen them in ages.” Yours and Jensen's family had been really tight knitted when you and him were dating, but you hadn't seen them much after the two of you broke up, which was natural you guessed. Your mom had kept in touch with Jensen's mom, but you could probably count on one hand the times you had talked to her yourself over the years.

“Can I ask you something?” you asked Jensen.

“Anything.”

“This is probably way too soon, and I'm possibly coming off as really clingy right now, but… What is this to you? This thing between us?”

“I’m hoping it's the start of a relationship,” he said simply.

“I do too,” you admitted. “It just feels a little weird you know? Like… I don't feel like we can just pick up where we left off, but on the other hand i don't feel like we can start on a first date again either.”

“I agree. We know each other, but at the same time we don't. We still have a lot to learn about each other, and we need to get to know one another again. I just don't know what the ‘rules’ are for this kind of relationship.”

“How about we just take it as it comes? And if something is too much, or too soon or whatever, we just talk to each other,” you suggested. It was so easy and natural to talk to him.

“I think that sounds like a great plan,” Jensen agreed. “Then there is the question about ‘going public’. I'm guessing it’ll soon be common knowledge that I've moved back here, and if people see us at a restaurant or in the park... anywhere really, rumors are bound to start.”

“Can we try and keep it to ourselves a little while? I'm perfectly happy with having dinner at home and stuff. Just until we have found our footing?” you wondered.

“Anything for you,” he said with a wide grin, leaning over to kiss you again.

Jensen's phone dinged with a text and he pulled away from you too read it.

“Jared bought the house, and he wondered if we’re up for a barbeque and some celebratory beers at my house?” Jensen recapped the text to you.

“Absolutely!

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Episode 12 - “MADISON IS THE CANCER THAT NEEDS TO BE CUT OUT” - Ian

I had a 3 hour long call with Corey to debrief me on all the alliances he has been apart of getting made, the "Mighty Kids" meal or whatever they are calling themselves and the "Gayish" alliance, Corey, Madison, Kait, Thomas and Devon then Trace, Matt Corey and Madison respectively. I love the information share. Corey is really buying what Madison is selling and that is quite obvious to me, that's a battle for another day, the first battle is getting Matt out to open the game up. Corey told me that Madison really want's Timmy out next round but we discussed that it would not be ideal given the circumstances of numbers/alliances and our true game desires. We need people that will vote against Matt, Again thank you Matt for working with me even though you're not for saying Corey is a threat. Check your game buddy. The current plan is to take out Trace next round, bleed Matt, then take out Matt the next round. Ideally we make both these moves happen without burning any of our advantages but if we have to we will. Trace burned me for Matt, he has to go.

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What I need to do is get all the "untouchables" working together, Maynor, Timmy, Cullan, and Chips. The people that aren't in those alliances that Corey told me about. The problem is how to go about it organically without blow back on Corey for me knowing that this group of people are who others have written off as a boot list.

Stephen going was sad but he was totally rude to Chips. Like idk. But it looks like im good standing right now. Theres an alliance with me Kait Matt Timmy and Owen. Which is great and Ian wants to work with me as well. Corey wants to watch each others backs. I feel like i can make it far just need to be really smart. Timmy and I working together is so great since our other 2 games we killed each other. This challenge is going alright. Its not that bad. Ive beat level one.

MADISON IS THE CANCER THAT NEEDS TO BE CUT OUT, ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENS IN THIS TRIBE GOES THROUGH HER. EVERYONE BOUGHT WHAT SHE WAS SELLING. I'm about to fully embrace that every vote Madison gets this season is going to be mine, the Topaz idol is switched back to be wanting to be used on her instead of Matt

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Cullan killed that flash game. Props to him. I on the other had sucked but i finished one though. This tribal has been very quiet. Owen mentioned that the names were Thomas and Chips. Like Thomas likes me so i know it sucks but i would rather have Chips go. Gunna play it by ear tho.

My name is being thrown out because I have been inactive. Well sorry for having a job, going to school, and having a social life, I wish I could be just like them looollll

Supposedly the alliance of 6 is doing Trace, them plus me is 7 and it's a done deal. I'm a bit nervous long term about doing this move because it's really counting on Corey to pull through with the Bull and the Lion long term and will be on board to eat the Mighty Kids meal fuck all alliance after we get Matt out. Seriously if we can pull off the two player swing of voting off Trace and Matt, the people I've coined as the untouchables/undesirables could nab some power in the game. Again that heavily requires Corey to be ready to fly by the seat of his chair and eat the six. If he's not, then I'm sure Devon will be itching to do a move by then. Devon, my KS guy, don't fail me when I'll need you the most.

I have a lot of feelings and it's been a while since I confessed I feel. So Stephen voted Thomas because I told him to so I feel happy about that because he wanted to vote Owen or Matt and I said he wouldn't be able to get motion with those so do Thomas. Moving into today's vote. I wish Cullan didn't win immunity because I would love to vote him out...we don't click so he can go. I had heard Chips and Thomas which works for me bc I'm not working with them but now apparently Trace is throwing out Owen's name and I'm like wtf because I asked Trace what he has heard and he made no mention of this so I guess we're not close like I thought we were. Either way I'm sticking with my alliance on this one because they are the people I truly trust so let's make some waves.

It looks like the move now is to do Trace. Timmy and I are conflicted because we really like Trace but he could be a liability for us because he throws a name for some people and a different name to others. And people in our I miss Borders booksellers want to do Trace right now. Hopefully it works out for Timmy and I.

Everything went well last round, 12-1-1 which was almost expected EXCEPT I got a vote!!! Honestly I’m not completely convinced it was Trace.... idk. It seems bold of him to do. I figure either he did it in case Stephen had an idol, OR someone else did it to pin on trace or something. Either way I don’t care, I really turned that vote into a good thing because it gave me an excuse to talk to others about targeting trace hehe :) bye bye! No more hot guys on my island! Ew that was gross of me this Island is actually kait’s hehe. Ummm I rlly love her so much we bitched about everyone last night. It’s hard that her and I have all these allies that in the long run will go after each other but for now we are making t work. Hopefully trace goes tonight and then next round I’ll rllt have to deal with corey targeting matt. Speaking of, I do really love corey and I came into this with every intention of working with him as my number one, but it’s hard when he made other allies oremerge . He’s protecting Cullan and Ian? Neither of which I need in this game. And Kait just has been honest with me about stuff I feel Idk. I feel like her and I are more on the save wavelength than corey and I . But as long as I can keep them both here the better. I did tell Kait some stuff corey said not to tell her lmao including Cullan being after her.... oop idk. As wary as I am about my connection with matt, I did tell him about the idol and I did trust him with this trace vote. I think it’s going well with him but I rlly don’t want to go to the end with him and Kait kinda does eeeej. Madison I love but she tried to get Timmy out this round hehe rightfully so. Timmy has been SO GOOD TO ME!!!! I love him. And of course Maynor is still a bae too omg. I’m liking the people in this game more and more and I know it’ll get stressful but for now things might be looking up. It really looks like I’m getting exactly what is best for me two rounds in a row.... Can’t wait for something to go wrong!!!

This vote is the most nerve racking one yet. I essentially have to give up on my toeing the line and finally choose a side, and naturally I am choosing to side with my Survivor Wife Kait whomst I love. I like Trace a lot and the Queer Eye alliance with him Corey and Madison is cute, but like it’s time to frickin play and get rid of the threats in this game instead of letting life pass my by. That being said it’s quite insane that I must keep saving Thomas’s inactive ass! Kait is really adamant on keeping him but it’s frustrating sticking your neck out for someone who won’t so much as have a conversation to save themselves. I’m hoping to move forward with the Trio of Kait and Owen and myself, who currently have three advantages which is making me cackle! Let’s hope this vote rocks the boat in my favor or else I can see myself getting absolutely shafted once everyone compares notes and realizes I’m playing both sides.

Hi yes I choose violence. Sorry Trace. You have to go in order for me to get Matt out. I feel bad bc I genuinely did want to go far with him but it seems his alliances turned sour for my game! It should be 9-4 tonight, if everything goes to plan. Catch you on the flip side!

Today has been a pretty straight forward day. Now that I don’t have immunity I am a little nervous about the vote, but I am confident in the relationships that I have developed. I have been pushing Thomas since the beginning of the day. I think chips trusts me, and I don’t want to send him home quite yet. Everyone seems to be on the same page, so it looks like my work paid off. Let’s fucking move on tho and have another challenge I can actually win!

So this is pivotal for me. I really want Thomas out of this game. I don’t teust him and I do not feel like the game can progress worhba u comfort with him in it. Converse to that though my alliance would like to vote trace. However I have been informed that trace has made an alliance group with Matt Madison and Corey. Which obviously am not a fan of. So tonight is a tough choice.

Assuming I do not get voted out tonight I will formally sit down and write what is going on in the game. I just have been busy this weekend so I apologize. The game picked up and stuff just as my school year was ending. As of this moment what I know is that the vote is between me and Thomas with the players leaning to Thomas. I was told Thomas was the dummy vote by Kait and Matt who want to work with me and not make an "easy" vote this round just because and want to vote Trace. I'm for it even though I've only gotten positive vibes from Trace simply because it would appear to make my time in the game longer. If I'm the possible vote this round via debate that means I AM the vote next time. Well I guess we will see.

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okay so allegedly trace is leaving tonight, a move i'm quite happy with. trace mentioned owen's name last round and we all think that he's the one that threw the vote on owen last tribal. oh! and he mentioned tommy's name too so i have to protect my fellow scorpio fam. i got mad at corey today bc of all this shit that he's telling owen like cullan wanting me out but him talking him out of it apparently, and not telling me. it's just all this shit that;s building this massive amount of distrust for him. but for tonight we just have to bank on him i guess. i don't like it, but i'm not certain where to start with taking down his empire. our group with maynor, matt, and timmy is a good place to start. i'm beginning to think that's the truest shit i've got going for me. i don't know of anyone timmy is super close to other than like us, so i'm thinking we're his closest, or at least that's what he told me. IDK. i'm trying to think straight with tribal coming up but im just so damn nervous. i'm worried that someone told cullan who told trace, or someone told trace straight up and they've been plotting to get me or owen. i'd HOPE with how woven into people we are that we'd find out about it, but that's just a hope. manifesting that we will be okay and that cullan will leave next!

Ep 12 BYE BYE GEMINI! jk I feel kinda bad, and I honestly really wanted Timmy gone, but it is what it is. Another vote that’s not me is a win at this point.

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tuantasticchewbacca · 6 years

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85 Truths Tag I don't do this kind of stuff but @jarlgogh you’re too cute :3 Also sorry it literally took me like ages to reply but I was running around like a headless chicken for the whole weekend, I’m here now though :)))).

I tag: @notsoguiltykpop cause you’re my wife, and @imahoeforyoongi cause you’re my only other friend here so lol, and the rest of the 18 tags can go to whoever wants to do its actually pretty fun to do ^^

Alrighty so here it comes... Last

1. drink - TEA (I'm pretty sure I’m addicted)

2. phone call - uuuuuuuuhhhhhh to my mum

3. text message - my mum, again... lol telling her that I won’t be recording my friends in college today cause one of the lads sprained his ankle...

4. song you listened to - Bailando by Enrique Iglesias.... I know it’s only by now, but my my it’s beat is too good

5. time you cried - Eh... last week? Lot of things were happening and I was feeling really self-conscious and I somehow ended up texting this guy that I clearly have no feelings for, and he asked if “I was okay”, lkjsadhgr boi no

Ever

6. dated anyone twice- the question should be have I ever DATED... lmao cause nope

7. kissed someone then regretted it - again I am a relationship virgin I don’t know how do any of that stuff

8. been cheated on - nope

9. lost someone special - nope

10. been depressed - I’m like a werewolf, I get depressed every full moon.

11. gotten drunk and thrown up - alcohol virgin here too....

Fave Colours

12. red

13. blue

14. black

In the last year have you

15. made new friends - Yep, I’ve been to a few social events where I managed to befriend some people so wowie well done me :)

16. fallen out of love - In progress. I just wanna get over the guy, ya feel?

17. laughed until you cried - Oh for defo.

18. found out someone was talking about you - Yep... found it very intriguing tbh

19. met someone who changed you - Kind of? I think for the better but who knows...

20. found out who your true friends are - first you need to have more than one friend.... lol

21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list - Nope.

General

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl - All of them, I have this strict rule of just accepting people that I know irl, and if we fall out I will unfriend.

23. do you have any pets - Noooooooooo.... *sob* but I’m working on this cat that keeps on coming over to my house....

24. do you want to change your name - asdfghjkl YES I hate it, I’m currently working on having people call me by my nickname that I came up with with my friend, it’s a work in progress

25. what did you do for your last birthday - I don’t celebrate birthdays so I probably drank tea and slept cause lol I'm so wild

26. what time did you wake up today - Like 5am? but then I realised it’s not worth it and forced myself back to sleep

27. what were you doing at midnight last night - probably chilling with my mum in the living room...

28. what is something you cant wait for - Finishing college! Having an actual job! Getting a dog!

30. what are you listening to right now - my dad clicking away on his laptop and muttering to himself

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom - Yes. I knew a Tom but he moved now to a different country... hope you doing well bro!

32. something that’s getting on your nerves - my tendency to procrastinate, I can like physically feel the time ticking away but I’d still be playing 2048 on my phone... and people coughing without covering their mouths like WHAT KIND OF A PEASANT-

33. most visited website - Youtube.

34. hair colour - Dark brown, with a strip of cherry but you can't really see it cause my hair is so dark... (mum and I were feeling spontaneous one night)

35. long or short hair - shoulder length? but I just cut it recently, I literally had it like down to my hips...

36. do you have a crush on someone - Unfortunately

37. what do you like about yourself - MY EYES- they’re like light brown, but in sunlight they become gold and I think it’s really pretty, EYELASHES- natural curl yo! and HAIR- we get on very well

38. want any piercings? - Yeeeeaaaaahhh... like I see myself with a tongue piercing but would never actually get one. But I am thinking of getting a helix piercing...

39. blood type - lol, who knows

40. nicknames - Marty, I’ve been called “midget” as well... yeeep that’s all

41. relationship status - single and reADY TO BINGO

42. zodiac - Scorpio

43. pronouns - a she/her

44. fave tv shows - I’m into few things at the time so bare with me... - Once Upon a Time, Riverdale (yes I’m one of those), Friends, White Collar, Gotham, The Good Place, Chuck

45. tattoos - iNone

46. right or left handed - right

47. ever had surgery - Yeh, I was swinging on a swing (that was broken, it had no board to sit on or anything so there were just these three metal bars going across), then stood up on it while it was still swinging and I ended up falling with one of the bars ending up right between my legs... and well... I needed stitches..... (note that I was like 4 or 5 at the time okaYYYYY)

48. piercings - just in ears

49. sport - none, I used to play basketball a little and soccer but yeah... I dance a little though... does that count?

50. vacation - I love travelling if only I had more $$$$$ (planing on going to Iceland tho)

51. trainers - I literally wear any kind of shoe’s as long as I like how they look like

More General

52. eating - if I could I’d eat pizza 24/7, but nothing rn

53. drinking - tea 24/7 but nothing rn, not... sure why... hold on...

Yep tea.

54. i’m about to watch - some DAN and PHIL cause I’m a hoe for them

55. waiting for - me to finish this cause I still got some college work to do, but I’ve been putting this off for so long that I’m disgusted with myself... hehe....

56. want - A dog... a boyfriend would be nice, but a dog would be more convenient

57. get married - probably someday, not really into the whole marriage thing at the time, some of my friends just got engaged lately and I’m here like... why would you???

58. career - none, currently in college studying animation so hopefully would end up with something in that direction, if it fails I’ll probably go for hairdressing

Which is Better

59. hugs or kisses - hugs

60. lips or eyes - eyes

61. shorter or taller - both? as a member of the SHORT Clan I am very much aware of the numerous advantages us quick-ending-limbs people have, but at the same time being tall must be very nice

62. older or younger - older

63. nice arms or stomach - arms

64. hookup or relationship - relationship

65. troublemaker or hesitant - hesitant (pls just don’t have me decide things cause just no.)

Have You Ever

66. kissed a stranger - nope

67. drank hard liquor - I think so??? Like I’m pretty sure I did I’m just not aware of the alcoholic stuff but like 95% positive

68. lost glasses - Nope

69. turned someone down - Oh I did...

70. sex on first date - nope, what is a date? ...I’m so lonely lmao

71. broken someone’s heart - nope

72. had your heart broken - Nope

73. been arrested - nope

74. cried when someone died - Yep, Jonghyun got me bad... but also... would crying over my guinea pig count?

75. fallen for a friend - you see the thing is I’m pretty sure we’re friends but like... I don’t even know what we are??????? so maybe??????

Do you believe in

76. yourself - happens every other day, so yeah sometimes

77. miracles - not the ones happening these days I don’t

78. love at first sight - I mean, yeah sure, why not, I like being optimistic

79. santa claus - nope

80. kiss on a first date - Um... I’m not really sure how the whole dating thing works so I feel like I shouldn’t answer cause I wouldn’t know???

81. angels - yep, but I don’t believe there’s like guardian angels and all that

Other

82. best friend’s name - Lidzilla (that’s the nickname I gave her on messenger lol)

83. eye colour - like light brown, but with bits of greyish in them too

84. fave movie - can I mention more than one? cause there’s plenty...The Proposal, LOTR and The Hobbit movies I’d die for, throw in Star Wars... and Pirates of the Caribbean (the first one ;) )

85. fave actor - oh geez... probably Johnny Depp, Ryan Reynolds, Chris Pratt and I’m growing soft for Emma Stone, ANGELINA JOLIE will forever be my role model tho

#tag game #Umm I think I said too much and the FBI is going to hunt me now #Thank you so much for tagging me #that was the sweetest thing ever

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