#hopefully nothing's broken

[usermoon]

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#ok so i dont think i have to spell it out for you but take another look at that calendar #might be avoiding someone 👀 #sims #ts4 #sims story #ts4 story #sims stories #ts4 stories #simmer #ts4 simblr #broken rose #anika dove #anastasia moon #its been so long idr how i tag anything #so sorry this took me almost a year too #like deadass the one year mark is tomorrow #didnt even plan it like that #hopefully ill have more time and be less busy this year but holy shit ive done nothing but work and talk to my friends all summer

[thistledropkick]

"Recently, Homicide threw a trash can at me and it smashed my ribs.

'I'm really feeling better'

is what I thought, but.

Sasaki's knees spiked me on that splash and smashed my sternum.

Dunno when I'll be able to do barbell squats again."

#el desperado #my translation #njpw #ddt #I can't tell how bad any of these injuries actually are but he doesn't use the word 折る so hopefully nothing is actually broken #el desperado please take some time off to rest and relax #Thanks to this tweet I learned that there's a verb for 'getting your knees up and hurting an opponent diving onto you' in Japanese #I don't think there's a verb for that in English so I had to fiddle with the sentence structure to make it make any sense in English #The verb is 剣山さる and it's something you do to the move (not to the person who is doing the move) #so: スプラッシュを剣山された

[madamairlock]

I’ve seen like four doctors in the past two months for my heart issue and not a single one has mentioned that my adderall may be causing my symptoms????? Hello?????

#thoughts from the airlock #kaity’s broken adventures #frustrating but also good news? #easily fixable and nothing actually wrong with me? #idk should hopefully know in like half an hour

[tyrannuspitch]

my stupid broken laptop is finally dying -_-

#i TOLD the repair ppl it was broken p much as soon as i got it and they looked at it and were like hmmm no nothing wrong here :) £50 please #and now here we are. #hopefully it's just battery stuff and either fixable or like. i can at least recover my files #but. would've been nice for it to be fixed three years ago!

[crazys-art]

apologies for the. rather large gap in master designs. i’m a bal player i had to do my bat of choice justice

apples / fires / mirrors / spices / cups / stones / iron

#i had. an insane amount of technical difficulties trying to post this so hopefully nothing is broken here #crazy's art #fallen london #fl #csp #mr veils #masters of the bazaar #artists on tumblr

[otterknowbynow]

Listen, I may have lost my mind a little bit when I saw @the-moon-loves-the-sea mention this concept about a month ago, and I may have re-learned editing software in a mad frenzy to try to make it happen. After some delays (primarily because I have a day job and am not made for working), here it is: the Mary Bonnet edit Em, at least, knew we needed. Cheers, m’dears!

#our flag means death #ofmd #mary bonnet #stede bonnet #shout out to my ex #little mix #-> it's time #IT'S TIME!!!!!! #couple of weird side effects making this one #1st as should have been expected: absolutely floored by claudia's face like damn #2nd learned it's actually like. REALLY easy to read Rhys's lips? the man enunciates I guess #honestly pretty happy with how this turned out!! there's one (1) clip I think might have been better shortened #and one (1) clip I ended up not using but so many of the moments I thought would work DID and When I Tell You I Giggled Every Time #ANYWAY!!!!!! hopefully everything works and nothing is broken pls enjoy #el watches the gay pirates #oh and HAPPY RENEWAL EVERYBODY it's ALL HAPPENING

[risoris]

The Jarida Discord Server is now open for its first members 🎉

Hey everyone, I (finally) made a Jarida-focused server!  The main goal of this server is to be a cozy community space where fellow Jarida enjoyers can connect with each other. Doesn’t matter whether you’re an old fan or a new one; a fan artist, a fic writer, or another type of creator; or simply someone who just likes the ship and wants to talk about it—everyone is welcome! 

➼ Join our Discord

#rotbtd #rise of the brave tangled dragons #jarida #jerida #merida x jack #jack frost #merida #finally got off my ass and made it #also this is my first time setting up a server all by myself #hopefully nothing's broken lol #anyways hope to see you there!

[rebelrainfall]

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#i think it may be time to admit that the meds are Not Working and move on but i don't know what to do #i wanted them to work so bad #i had so much hope #i've talked to so many people for whom the difference was night and day #like suddenly they could keep up with school and get up and do things and keep their life together #and i never really thought that could happen to me but i WANTED it to like i wanted it SO BAD #and then when it didn't i hoped keeping with it would at least do something? but it's been three months and it's nothing #i can't keep up in school and i can't make myself do anything and i can't keep my life together. like at all. nothing is better. #i don't think i can go on like this. and the dr said i wouldn't have to but it isn't fucking working and i don't know what to do #my mum likes to say my brain just works differently and she's trying to be nice but she's wrong. my brain is broken. it does not work. #it sure seems like nothing is ever going to get better and it feels so helpless and hopeless and i'm really not coping #i'm geuinely scared i can't stick this out long enough to finish my degree but what else am i going to do? #vent post #delete later probably #i'll feel less miserable later. hopefully. just need to cry for a while.

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#i think. maybe ill go to bed before 8 tonight #bc my brain. i can't deal with it. and im tired #but i should not do that bc i have things i need to do #like. theres an application due the 11th. but fuck it i might not send it bc fucking whats the point #why has it become so impossible to function? i mean. i kno why but its still annoying #and its like so crazy bc i just feel like im curled up on the floor with the broken pieces of my life and nothing terribles even happened #from an outside perspective its perfectly fine and good my insides have just rottef out #like i had to spend most of today plotting an experiment and i feel bad bc im just so. im so worried that looking after yhis thing is going #to hurt. its going to drain away hours of my time. i dont kno how long it take to deal with every single day for 2 weeks #ill have to water it at 7 and 5 and take measurements all day probably and im very worried about the amount of damage thats going to do #when it already feels like i should b careful where i step. and i feel bad bc im prob such a bummer to hang around like im so sullen faced #and i just dont care. like we had to make a decision bc we could do one thing or another and it would b answering 2 diff questions #and my boss was like. well which do u find most interesting. and i just. i dont care im more concern with the amount of psychic damage this #will inflict upon me so i just dont really give a fuck and that makes me so sad bc like at one point this probably would have been fun #and now im just bitter and it hurt and i jusr want to lay down and not get up #and im like how the fuck am i supposed to find a phd position when the enthusiasm for what i do now has completely burned thru me? #like hi yes r u looking for a new student? im dizzy and my life is falling apart even tho everythings my brains just on fire #but ya kno i think id b an asset to your lab! sigh... itll b fine i kno it will bc it has to b #ill visit the school i wanna go to. hopefully not make myself look like too much of an unstable moron and then leave this place #dragg my bleeding soul across the country to shrivel up in a different area code #somethings gotta give but lets hope it waits a couple months ya kno #ugh. im just tired. i should sleep. i didnt sleep enough last night. and i didnt relax on the weekend so ive got that i don't kno what day #it is type of vertigo. but tomorrow will b better. it will bc i dont want it to b worse #unrelated #i just want to study things that made me feel something. y doesn't that have to b so hard? #let me study slime. endless days alone with the green goo

[farbeagle]

OK OK I snapped and made my own EphemeralArtShipping playlist. Listen in order for maximum ✨flow✨

#the link was broken when i tried to send it to my friends over mobile so uh. if it doesn't work there's nothing i can do about it #ephemeralartshipping #brassius #hassel #bark bark #this took me like all day #i had to listen to so much acoustic sadgirl music #there's not much else to say? i tried to stick to themes of 'sun/sunshine' and 'surrender' for hopefully obvious reasons #i might add some more songs later as inspiration strikes but boooyyy i got so mf tired of listening to white people ukulele jams #anyway please enjoy the geriatric meow meow jams

[onestepbackwards]

Weather is kicking my ASS

#when weather changes i usually get sick #80% of the time i get a mograine from the air pressure change #this past month has been nothing but wind- sun- and rain #so much rain #my body is in shambles #its so hard to get up and do simple exercises!!! #im losing my mind!!!!! #it makes writing so difficult too #can’t write shit if my head feels like broken glass is dragging across it #i am #so tired 🙃 #hopefully though i’ll have some new stuff out soon #this sucks too bc i like the rainy weather but my body CANNOT handle it most days #aaaaaa #personal post #small rant #probably delete this later

[thegeminisage]

Do you have recs for other fics where john comes back into dean's life and there is stuff with him and cas? Besides broken road of course

i am so sorry bestie - unless there's something in my public ao3 bookmarks i forgot about, i do not :( half the reason i wrote broken road was bc i was so frustrated with the john fics i was finding and not really coming across anything that satisfied me. so i wrote broken road so i'd have something to read, lol <3 but good luck!

#liz answers asks #liz watches spn #anonymous #broken road #to be fair my standards for this kind of thing are like ridiculously unbelievably horrifically unfairly high #i don't remember the names and authors now bc it's been so long #but i remember a lot of really popular john fics would float by on the dash and have rave reviews #and i would read them and go AUGH THIS IS /STILL/ UNREALISTIC AND OUT OF CHARACTER #obviously i would never say that to any author bc thats rude af and theres nothing wrong with having fun #but im the wrong person to ask i think lol #hopefully those stupidly high standards at least made broken road into the best fic it could be?!?!

[trickstertox]

Hi there! This is the same anon from the akoi koi fish ask! It’s been a while, hope you’re doing well!! I was wondering if I could use the same art as an icon/pfp on a different platform (Instagram), while crediting you of course? If not, then that’s totally okay! I just thought I’d ask at least. Sending good vibes from one arospec to another 💚

You may do so! I'm glad you like it so much, and I'm honoured to have my art be someone's profile picture! Sending good vibes back to you. 💙 /gen /p

#TricksterTox #Tox Answers #I'm so glad people like my akoi/lith posts even though I don't use that label anymore #I want people to feel pride in who they are and to one day no longer wish they could change because there's nothing wrong with them #It's a hard identity and it can be really hard to not feel broken and imperfect #That's why I was so determined to be positive and (hopefully) not gloss over the struggles #It was a good label to me when I used it #It did it's job in making me feel not alone and feel comfortable with who I am #I want that same kindness for people who use the label Whether new to it or not Young and old

[fruitgoat]

I love each and every one of my followers. (Even you, @ObviousPornBot6969, I'll block you with LOVE.) Giant hugs and extra headbutts to you all. Y'all have (sometimes literally) dragged my sorry ass around for what, 16 years? And that's just on tumblr. That's not even counting my nearly two decades on Live Journal/Dream Width. Special shout-out to everyone who Knew Me When. And maybe it's just because what I've been writing has featured a lot of 15-19 year-olds lately (or the fact that I've watched and thus re-read Heartstopper about a dozen times each in the last two weeks) but I'm feeling SO nostalgic for high school right now. Not that I want to be back there (nope, thank you, once was enough), just like, I want to record a (probably slightly revisionist) version of events. Because looking back, at least parts are actually REALLY funny. (Some part of this need might also be due to me giving my bell-set away to my more musically inclined siblings. And realizing that 7 years of being in/winning actual awards because I was actually good/loving Band doesn't actually count for shit with them. Because that was high school. And I hate/never leaned Music Theory so I don't do any "give me a third up, but maybe minor?" bullshit.) And then I realized, to horribly misquote/take out of context Oscar Wilde, "that is what fiction means." I'd love to give my obvious proxy more of My Story (she's already pretty much Me In A Hat, she even has my name - to be fair, she had it first) but most of what I'm thinking about won't really work for the story I'm telling. So I'm cooking up yet another YA book I'll somehow get out of writing for years. I'm REALLY good at not writing. But I think I just figured out the hook on the story I'm absolutely not writing. And, fuck me, it actually just might work. Fine, fine, add it to list.

#there's a reason i have three flash drives called #Plot Bunny's Answering Machine #when the Bunny calls; the writer must answer #but some ideas are better if they live as voicemails for months or years #i'm still very unhappy about the broken flash drive #lost almost 6 years work on various little nothings #maybe someday i'll be able to restore it and realize everything on there was shit #writing is hard yo #i need to get back to the part where writing is fun #hopefully solitude will work for me

[awritersbro]

If I had a nickel for every time I had a wolfboy OC named Peter Andy Wolf I'd have two nickels. Which isn't a lot, and it's a pity that I've only been able to use that name twice.

#Special thanks to my sister who came up with the middle name #They're not the same character one of them craves hugs like nobody's business the other one will only allow his friend to touch him #One of them wants nothing more than to be human again even though he can't while the other one didn't even know he used to be human #And is rather confused when his curse is broken #One of them is hopefully gonna be an allegory for breaking the cycle of abuse the other one is just a boy I'm putting through the wringer #Oh I just heard Henry's Peter snarl at me going all 'you mean you put me through all this for NOTHING?!' #So that's another of my characters who justifiably hates my guts so much that they tried to break the fourth wall to tear my throat out #Jokes on them i live in a more real plane of reality #Oh and Red's Peter is hunched in on himself #and saying in the tiniest voice that was ever not a whisper 'but i don't want to be an allegory for breaking the cycle of abuse' #So that's... something #Can't believe I made a fictional boy cry before giving him a single line of dialogue #Ah and now my girl Dot has decided to jump in to say 'you would have done it to me. But I don't think I remember how.' #And my boy Fire the sentient Fire has helpfully added 'you didn't give me tear ducts!' in the most fake-cheerful voice Ive ever not-heard #Sally is looking at me with the dissaproving eyes of a little girl who's killed a god before and isn't afraid to kill one again #I don't even know WHEN she killed a god much less how #And when I asked her she said 'you'll find out' #So. I guess that's another thing to look forward to then. #Only one that's left to round out the gang is Grin #but when I sought after his thoughts he was like 'don't look at me my only character trait is that I like falcons and other raptors' #It should be noted that he said that while stroking the crest of one of his falcons #So that's one fake child I haven't traumatized at least

[james-stark-the-writer]

writing annotations for sources is one of the most annoying things ever and i just spent the last hour writing 15 annotations and now my hands hurt like hell and i wanna end it all bc i literally turned the assignment in with 1 minute remaining (and several annotations had to be compromised to get it in so i'm also sad i turned in subpar work, even if it's better than no work at all) and i still had work to do for a few of them, and a few typos slipped past and i even got 2 citations wrong.

#james talks #literally there's so much fucking research i've done today my brain is officially fried #there's nothing going on in there rn #literally not only read 1.5 novels today but also found and annotated 15 sources on Mansfield Park and Maria or The Wrongs of Woman and-- #the construction of the patriarchy and systems of power in england in the 18th century and how women were subjugated by them and-- #how they were also complicit in their construction and perpetuated those systems and how the laws of england also oppressed the women #i literally had to skim through half the papers to get the annotations done so i'm sure some of them aren't even entirely accurate #but my professor is already weeks behind on grading so she's not gonna check and actually read all the sources #but it's just annoying and disappointing that i couldn't get it done to my usual standards. #some of my annotations were only like 3 sentences and some only got a little bit of research and others got a bunch-- #and it's really noticeable but here's to hoping my professor doesn't give enough of a shit to dock points for it. #anyway i would be so happy if i never had to do another annotated bibliograpy or literature review in my life. #literally gonna go put on some music and lie in bed and try to relax and hopefully get some sleep #though i had to take 4 cups of coffee to power through today's mountain of work so sleep is not very likely atm #anyway i have a whole day's of youtube to catch up with as well #and i have to do more research and a powerpoint for a class presentation on monday that i can't actually do until late sunday bc-- #i won't be at home this weekend since i have to go to my aunt's and my laptop is broken and it's annoying to do on my phone #and i obviously can't take my whole computer to her place #AND i have to prepare for finals in a week and turn in a bunch of creative writing to my writing groups and start 4 multi-page papers #literally i'm gonna kill myself at this rate #jesus christ i'm spiraling. let me go try to relax for a while.